#THATS ALL ILL SAY 🏃

[florshedworf]

okay uhhh i legitimately could not sleep until i got this down so i suppose im posting her publicly.

pondering on what the next episode would be about led to the idea of lila hiring a babysitter. concepts ensued and have led us here so far

(more concepts and info under cut)

aubrey!!!

concept info

i wanted to play around with the babysitter immune to the Horrors trope (think edna or erma’s babysitter)

i also played around around her being a witch for a bit? still thinking about that

age n occupation

she’s a college student, pretty fresh out of highschool (max a year or so out)

she’s studying a major in criminology and a minor in philosophy, which other various interests in anthropology and ecology

she currently lives in an apartment with her girlfriend and little brother

she works at boys n grills

she started doing gigs as a babysitter as she needed more cash to pay school fees (i.e. books n electronics n stuff). and also boys and grills wasn’t having much business after yknow. the whole human meat thing

personality

as shown in the sketches above she’s entirely an overpreparer. earlier concepts had her wearing a fanny pack with a fucking crossbow.

she’s also very silly!!! she loves to watch bad horror movies to laugh at them, and loves true crime videos, especially when they’re bad. so she can laugh at them.

[m0e-ru]

hi ive been binging your blog a lot recently. i rlly adore the sheer effort you've given to these dumbass fucking characters that otherwise get such little people even attempting to appreciate or engage with them beyond very shallow depths. as someone who only really got into the p4 games relatively recently (2022. my only remembered experience with the series beforehand was like a couple episodes of the the p4anim years ago and playing p5 in 2016/2017) and kind of being shell-shocked by how characters like marie and teddie and namatame were perceived by the overall fanbase once i started engaging with it more i really appreciate all the writing and analysis and art and other shit you do for them. even the gas station attendant, a character i overlooked initially, i've come to love because of all the time and energy you put into picking them apart like a dead frog in a science class

uh yea idfk i feel generally vindicated by seeing the way you characterize these bitches. especially marie as someone who felt like a lot of her interesting aspects were evaporated by the fandom (somewhat because of p4ga i feel but but still) and wanted to see more silly fanart of her (and shumarie/soumarie/whatecvrer the fuck that wasn't just kind of surface level romance becuz i rlly do love their dynamic w how i see bancho in my head. idiots who dont know how to properly express themselves w one repressing themselves to adopt a likable persona and the other unable to shut the fuck up much to their own detriment. im not gonna get over that fucking "marie makes everyday sunny for him" post ever i think) so uh keep on keeping on and ill continue to like your posts and something

anyway dumb stupid cringe fucking rant over. i apologize if i come off like a loser i dont use this website and idk the general tumblr etiquette. im pretty sure shit like this shouldnt even go here but . dont need to respond to this i just wanted to yell into the void cuz i appreciate this account. rest of this will just be panels of marie and teddie and bancho from some of the p4g anthologies i own that i wanted to share in the off chance that you also dont already own said anthologies n have seen them befor. these r only from the last ID antho and the dengeki one because those r the only 2 i have proper pictures of

hai i read this ages ago and i wanna get back to it by saying youre so awesome possum forever and ever dont worry about your ettiquette because getting 3 essay worthy paragraphs of you talking is basically everyone ive met in the tumblr nation

another thing i remember is that a bestie also loved your offerings esp the last one because those two look so lalala AUAHUAHA okay i should answer this ask properly now that i have the time 🏃🏃🏃🏃

can we give it up for the bingers and blog skimmers !?!?!?! you guys are such an interesting breed i remember trying to do that in 2018 i can already recall the thrill going through my blood im so honored to see people doing that and moreso coming to me to tell me about it WAHAUHAHA 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

this gas station (blog) really is catered to the niche market of all time also because the way my brain is wired to just go in the dustiest nooks and corners of a community and thrive and live there. i AM the bug you see when you lift up the rock . hai . i'll do anything for these poor poor characters being tossed around like hot potato with people who dont bother understanding thing or even try to pick them up at all. also im getting such a kick every time someone tells me i got them into appreciating the attendant or even iznmi more OR in a different way. thats why im here bros . me when i do my JOB !!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

the way fandom handles shipping has always irked me because theres just SO much you can do with two characters than just make them hold hands. what if there was blood invovled, you know . /starts pacing around the room / you know im glad you know the know it's so cool you know /shaking you/ im glad i have a post that's affected you so much like i thought it was just a silly caption at the time and seeing it after 2 or 3 years is like "YEAHH i cooked this " and im glad you brought it to me hehehe

i hope this gas station brings you joy and you keep coming back for more etc etc and please know i really am happy to see you around in whatever branch you show up at 🫡🫡🫡 /explordes

[chaisshitposts]

hii its me the 💌 anon again. first of all i wanted to say that in my last ask i mistakenly said that i didn't notice intelligence affs result, but it was a typo but i did notice results!! second, i decided to not affirm for my sp cause i discovered they were a person that don't deserve me, they were not the person i thought they were.

Then few days ago i did the psych k for the health of one of my family members, and i think that the method, alongside with affirming, helped them got better!! i did the method only once :)

but today i got my "eureka" moment to make the psych k method mor powerful. Look, the psych k method is used to reprogram the subconscious. When we wake up our subconscious is much more receptive for 30 mins. so i thought, why not use a foolproof method to reprogram my subconscious in a time thats is MUCH MORE receptive than usually???

I'll be doing this two times through out the night. i'll set two alarms to wake me up and ill do the method for void concept.

if anyone is going to try this out, please let me know. I love reading success stories :)

OoO 💌 anon the intelligence affs really are workin' hard cause that's a genius ass idea 👏 I'm stealin' it ty 🏃 but I'll make some adjustments for myself cause I do nOT like havin' my sleep interrupted 🧍 bUt yes yes yes experiementin' is so damn fun

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feel likeni have been Sleepwalking through. well all of 2024 so far but specorfically the past 2 months. idk. waiting for something to change but not actually doing anything to. well thats what waiting means. i keep being like well when my parents die ill finally be freeeee <3 and then im sitting here with that as my next goalpost to make it to and its like. mama thats in 30 years most likely. anyway eeeevery day is the same and so i keep forgetting important things because idk what day of the week it is or what time so which meds should i be taking rn did i take them already today. no i havnt taken that one in a week cuz i keep thinking ive taken it today. i havnt taken my testosterone in like 2 months cuz i need more needles but i have to ask my dad to pick some up and not only is it scary asking him cuz i can feel the disapproval of my choices everytime and i feel each time more and more like im waiting for the other shoe to drop and he'll say something Mean about it. but he also acted Once like it was a hassle to talk to the pharmacist so now thats affected me forevever and i dont want to bother him. i barely see my dog anymore cuz im always in my room with the door shut. kudos mama for saying that for spilling..

[scamoosh]

talk about komaeda!!!

anon i am holding ur hand so tenderly and blowing u a little kiss....

going 2 ramble 🏃

i am thinking abt komaeda 24/7 but he has been on my mind sm recently i love that guy😔i am just going 2 ramble abt some of my thoughts and hcs 4 him bc i need 2 type too much abt fictional guys or ill die

-he is BIPOLAR!!!!! yes this is partially me projecting but he isssssss not only in the like . stereotypical mood swingy way that ppl like to point to but in the way that he has trouble gauging the severity of situations and reacting appropriately.,,, like not only reacting strongly but like. not being able to moderate his reaction even when he knows its unreasonable. and putting extremely high expectations on himself and others bc if everything isnt Very Good its Very Bad and feeling like even one failure to meet one expectation cancels out any good done by any other successes.,,,, idk. i feel like a lot of the ways i experience my own bipolar-ness can b pointed out in how komaeda thinks and acts and that is kind of comforting idk. bc his thought processes feel so obvious to me even tho i can recognize where theyre flawed and wrong idk. like one of the biggest things 4 me is feeling guilty bc u know a lot of the time when u get upset abt things u Know ur overreacting bc ur bipolar so when things Actually genuinely rightfully upset u its rlly hard to allow urself to feel upset without feeling guilty or worrying that its unwarranted and just a symptom . and like . thats komaeda too he feels so extremely but either feels excessively justified in it when hes riding the high or insisting that he never has any right to act according to his own feelings oughhgh. oh komaeda we're rlly in it now

-hes nonbinary :))) yes i am projecting again but i also must stay true to my theory that every danganronpa protag is trans and bi and every dr antagonist is nonbinary and gay <33 um. he feels a disconnect to (and occasionally a disgust for) his body. not 2 say that all trans ppl are unhappy w their bodies but idk komaeda has a very specific way of shifting between 'this is what i am and it is what it is' and like 'this is atrocious sorry 4 everyone who has 2 look at me' and that specific back n forth is smth that i personally can relate to? also i like when ppl draw him w lots of cute little accessories bc i think he would like little things like that w/out being concerned w the fact that ppl might associate them w femininity. plus w his whole complex abt junko and his obsession w her u know for sure he has an appreciation (even if for the wrong reasons) for femme culture <333 also i think he and mikan do each others nails sometimes :) and it takes like 4 hours bc theyre both nervous and clumsy as shit

-ok going back 2 the mental illness thing he also makes me rlly sad bc has moments of like . total self awareness and is like damn it sucks that i feel so unstable and act like that towards other people and deep down i wish i could change i want to be good i want to be loved but like . that doesnt change the fact that it happens again idk. his behaviors feel very cyclical which feels v real idk. farquad pointing meme MENTALLY ILL!

-ok wait typing that also made methink abt how in his final little hangout event convo he confesses that hes always wanted to be loved and that hurts my feelings so bad man. like that is the culmination of getting to know him is him confessing that he wants to mean something to someone else even tho he is 100% certain he doesnt deserve it and so should never Get it oughhhhhh. the overwhelming guilt that comes w being treated well is so real.

guys i love komaeda. this is so unorganized and dumb i just care him

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THAAAAAAANK YOUUUUUUUUUU SHAWTAY

CONGRATS ON 500!!!!!!!!!!! u deserve it <3

okay anyway spare matchup 🤲 , please

I am so loud and annoying 😩 my friends would describe me as the “funny haha person” friend and I’ve also been called the dad friend because I’m always the one opening jars and stuff for them. I have such a big ego. I flirt with my friends a lot too 😩 I have a bravery/justice soul? IDK I get one of those two answers whenever I take one of those tests 😭 I also playfully bully my friends but I don’t want to actually be mean. people also say they are intimidated by me for some reason 🤨 I really love any kind of positive attention on me, but that also goes along with my ego.

for likes, I enjoy reading, writing, I used to have a HUGE knack for puzzles, especially jigsaw puzzles. I love playing video games, especially open-world RPGs. I don’t think I really have many dislikes, but I don’t have the attention span to sit through a movie without getting up to walk around unless I’m really invested in it. I think both cooking and driving are boring if that counts as a dislike.

honestly, I just want someone who would like me unconditionally 😩. also a plus if they laugh at my jokes HAHA. I do find that most of my friends are either exactly like me, or they are the exact OPPOSITE of me, being very sweet, nice, and quiet, but I do have a few friends who are somewhere in the middle. honestly, as long as they aren’t one of “the boys 🥶🎣😈” I would probably like them. I do like to take care of my s/o and friends, though, in the sort of way that they could always count on me if they needed anything.

my biggest deal-breaker is children 😩😩 I don’t want any children, but pets are 100% okay! but if a s/o kept pushing for children, I would probably break up with them, no matter how much I loved them. this is also just a pet peeve, but I don’t like super clingy people. sometimes I just need alone time and if they want to be around me all the time, I find that sort of annoying. also, someone who NEVER cleans up after themselves; like not throwing out their garbage, etc.

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[lebrookestore]

it's funny cause red, reputation, and debut used to be the hardest for me to get into BUT THEN (still working on debut tho i'm so sorry! 😬)

"ONLY BOUGHT THIS DRESS SO YOU COULD TAKE IT OFF" "AND I WOKE UP JUST IN TIME NOW I WAKE UP BY YOUR SIDE" THAT "AH, AH, AH"

i love that in reputation is all about owning herself back. owning her name, her reputation, her expression of love, and her sexuality! dress, so it goes, don't blame me, etc etc etc!!! so it goes just makes me think it'll fit johnny 💀

would love to know what makes those albums becomes the most you're beloved!!!

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oof red and rep were the easiest for me!! debut tho, same tbh, I'm still working through it myself ;-;

AND SO TRUE CARVE YOUR NAME INTO MY BES POST CAUSE I DON'T WANT YOU LIKE A BEST FRIEND ONLY GOT THIS DRESS SO YOU COULD TAKE IT OFF, TAKE IT OFF OFF OFF AHHHHH (no bc this line fits a wip i have ill keep quiet now huhu)

and SAME!! repuation was just *chefs* kiss in every way because of how badass and raw she became yk!! you say johnny but all i see is taeyong i am so hopeless 🏃 i have so many rep songs of almost all my taeyong fics this is the lebrookestore way of life methinks. oof i LOVE king of my heart so much because its just so!!! you know?? rep truly was that bitch of all comebacks like no one could EVER

and omg could write essays about that, but ill condense each one into a few lines under the cut!

folklore- the lyrics?? the pure artistry and elegance that album exudes is phenomenal and it's literally perfect. the thing that makes this my absolute fav are the connected pieces and stories, because as a writer, this pleases me to no end. i cannot tell you how many times I've literally gone "OH MY GOD THATS A CONNECTION" and scribbled it down somewhere, exactly like that one meme from the office lksdfjndjf i literally have so many theories i can't even-

(so much for a few lines)

evermore- also the lyrics and this one, even though it was a little rawer than folklore has so many gems <3 i adore majorie and epiphany and just ;-;-;-;

reputation: i rambled about rep up but lets go for it again!! i mean come ON the lwymmd is SO iconic and delicate is so sweet and just everything!! also i love how its a love album disguised as a clapback yk. the most i can compare it to is a rose covered with thorns

1989- epitome of pop i think, so many bangers like blank space and i know places and welcome to new york!! there is at least one 1989 song per playlist of mine because its simply the rule

lover- lover, in my opinion, is like glimpses of moments with a loved one, its literally a movie of all the cute, happy, lovely stuff and me being the hopeless romantic i am fell hook line and sinker for it :')

tell me about yours!!!

[florshedworf]

the fun part about liking such a neat show is that nobody knows what happens in the show. so!

IF YOU HAVENT WATCHED SGRB:

ill try not to give too much away but if you are confused: shiny and thunder are 300-ft fighting robots and the EDF stands for “Extreme Defense Force”

AND THATS ALL IM SAYING GOOD LUCK