#THANKS AGAIN FOR LISTENING TO ME CRY SLOTHY

[bloody-bara]

Was there any moment in your relationship where you had doubts if things would work out? Can you bring that moment to life for us so we can experience it with you?

So this ask is AAAAAAAAAAANCIENT. BUT, with some help and inspiration from @the-sloth-woman, I finally took the time to write out an answer. This is basically just jumping ahead in Megumi’s Journey a ways, so it’s about a chapter in length and there are plenty of warnings that come with it. So... 

Word Count: 2654

WARNING: What follows under the cut includes violence, sexual assault, graphic content, and mentions of blood. PLEASE DO NOT CONTINUE READING IF THIS IS SOMETHING YOU’RE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH

Teethclattered as I was slammed into the wall. I struggled in his grip, but it wasuseless. It was a new moon which meant I was at my weakest, and he knew it.Glaring up into his green eyes, all he did was laugh at me.

“Isn’tthis getting a little old, Laito? There are plenty of other girls to pick on.Especially ones without a big hulking bear of a keeper.”

“Butthey’re all so boring. They don’t have a blush that extends to their hair,fufu~”

Igrimaced. My hair was sometimes more of a curse than my actual affliction. Istruggled again but he merely moved his hand to my throat instead to keep me inplace. My movements slowed, trying to control my breathing.

“Youknow if you bite me, Yuma’s just gonna kick your ass, right?”

Hesmirked. “Mmm, then I should make this encounter worth it then, shouldn’t I?”

“W-What?”

Hepressed his body closer to my already pinned one. Panic started to set in as Ifelt his knee push between my legs. It felt all to familiar to our first encounter.Especially when I felt his hand reaching under my skirt.

“N-No,no Laito! If you do this, he’ll kill us both!” I couldn’t help the shakiness inmy voice. Desperation overtook me as I tried to shove his hand away. A thought occurredto me, and most would call it playing dirty, but I had no other choice. Ikicked my leg up as hard as I could, aiming for his delicates. The kick endedup missing by a fraction, hitting his inner thigh. But as his grip loosened itwas good enough. Taking the chance to bolt away, I ran as fast as I could downthe hall.

Duckinginto the nearest empty classroom, I closed the door as quietly as I could andbunkered down in the far corner. My lungs were burning but I tried to keep mybreathing as quiet as possible. I wasn’t sure what would happen now. Eitherway, Yuma was going to smell him on me, and then I’d have two pissed off vampires after me. Footsteps echoed outside the doorand I clamped a hand over my mouth, willing myself to become as small andinsignificant as possible.

“OhBitch-chaaaan~” I held my breath. He was right outside the door. It felt likemy heart was gonna burst out of my chest, and I had no doubt he could hear ithammering away. I watched in terror as the door slowly opened. His eyesimmediately locked onto mine. I was done for. He leisurely made his way towardsme, both of us knowing I was nothing but trapped prey.

“Imight have let you off easy, but you’re proving to be rather difficult.” Hestood in front of me now, eye’s boring down into mine. As a last-ditch effort,I scrambled away, but made it nowhere before he stepped down on my ankle. Ayelp of pain escaped as I was forced flat on the ground. “Look at that! Youreally don’t know when to give up, do you?”

Iturned to glare up at him. “Because I know what will happen if I don’t,” Ispat.

Hesighed, a blush starting to forming on his cheeks. “That fire in you, nfu~ It’swhat makes you so fun to play with, Bitch-chan.” He dropped to his knees on topof me, pinning me down by my shoulders. “But that fear in your eyes; it’s a good look for you.”

Ididn’t stop struggling, but I could feel my hair gradually becoming paler asthe fear and feeling of powerlessness set in. Kicking was no use this timeeither since his legs held mine to the floor. He only seemed amused by mysquirming.

“Soweak in your human state, aren’t you?” He leaned closer to my face and I froze.“Tell me, how far have you gone with Yuma-kun, hmm?”

Angersparked in me. “It’s none of your business!” But I still couldn’t help the hotblush that rose to my face.

Laitolaughed. “So you are still a virgin!”

“Ididn’t say that!”

“Oh?But that look says it all! And besides,” he leaned into my neck and inhaled,“you still smell as pure as the first time I tasted you~”

Ifelt his tongue run up my throat and my eyes squeezed shut as I shuddered indisgust. Panicked thoughts ran through my mind. Even if nothing else happened,I was in for a punishment from Yuma. And it had been so long since my last one.Things had been going so well before… Well this. But with the way things weregoing, Laito wasn’t going to stop unless someone else intervened or he becamebored of me.

Atearing sound snapped me from my thoughts. Laito had torn away at my uniform,scattering ribbons and ripping open my vest and button up shirt. My eyeswidened as my bra became exposed to him.

“Black?Were you secretly hoping this would happen? I knew you had a naughty side,nfu~”

Bilerose in my throat and I wanted to vomit. “Stop it! Only Yuma can—”

Hislaughter cut me off. “Only Yuma-kun? If that was true, he would have alreadyruined this slutty little body of yours. Fufu~ He’s probably as big a virgin asyou are if he hasn’t taken you by now.”

“That’snot—” I fell silent. I wanted to scream that it wasn’t true, but it wasn’t likeI had any proof to go off of. He’d definitely touched me and we’d fooled aroundto a degree. But never… That. It made me wonder why he hadn’t yet. Did he not…Want me?

“Mmm,your eyes tell me you’ve wanted it for a while now, haven’t you?” His bodyshifted so that he now knelt between my legs. I struggled again but his handsuddenly around my neck had me gasping. “He had his chance, Bitch-chan. Yourblood may not be enough to satisfy me this time. I may want to take all ofyou…”

Hedipped down to my exposed skin, licking his lips before biting near my collarbone. The pain was intense, and a choked scream ripped from my throat. He drankdeeply, moaning gratuitously. I could feel my hair turn stark white from thecombination of pain and fear. My back arched and my hands weakly tried to pushhim away.

Blooddripped down his chin as he finally pulled away. He let out a moan, blush evenmore prominent on his face now. “Definitely still a virgin, nfufu~” The hand ofhis that wasn’t holding me down slowly traced its way down my body, stopping torest at the hem of my skirt. “Maybe we should change that and see if you tasteany different~” He pressed his body closer suggestively, grinding himselfagainst me. He leaned back as the hand on my skirt began to lift my leg.

Somethinghot ran down my face and it took me a moment to realize they were tears. Ifelt… ashamed. I’d wanted to save this for one person, and it wasn’t Laito. ButI could do nothing but writhe underneath him as he did whatever he wanted withme. He sought me out during my weakest time, most likely on purpose. And nowhe’d reap the benefits.

“Areyou crying, Bitch-chan?” His thumb reached out to brush the tears away. “Arethey happy tears? Or are you heartbroken about your Yuma-kun?” He brought hisface towards the bite again, licking up the few stray droplets left behind.“You really do taste delicious. Almost as good as our little sacrifice.”

Angerflared up inside me, but I squashed it back down. If I survived today, I’d haveplenty of time to be upset over Yui’s wellbeing later.

Asharp pain near my knee snapped me out of it. Laito had taken another bite and wasdrinking deeply, his eyes watching me. I winced. So close to the bone, it feltworse than the first one. But it was a different feeling that startled me more;the feeling of his hand sliding up my thigh. Instinctively, my legs shuttogether. Laito bit down harder and I yelped.

“You’vealready given me enough trouble today.”

Hisvoice was deeper. A shiver ran up my spine, but more in terror than like areaction he’d be hoping for. His hand traveled further up my leg and I had tofight the urge to close my thighs tighter together. I could only stare the ceilingof the classroom, silently willing it to be over. I didn’t want this to happen,but I didn’t want Laito to kill me either. He raised my skirt higher, cool airhitting my thighs. I couldn’t help but tremble as more tears fell down my face.

“Matchingpanties, too? You really were expecting something today, nfu~”

Fingersbegan to press and rub over the cloth. The feeling was foreign and wrong to me.I closed my eyes against the feeling but his other hand grabbing my face made themsnap open again. His face hovered above mine, his eyes glinting.

“Ne,Bitch-chan, you should really look at me while I’m giving you such pleasure~”

Myface felt hot, but not because of “pleasure”. I choked back a sob as hisministrations became rougher, fingers pushing harder. I winced. My breathingbecame strained as he was practically panting. It made me sick to my stomach. Isquirmed underneath him, my body involuntarily trying to get away.

“Areyou already wanting more? I’d be happy to oblige, nfu~”

Therewas another tearing sound and I knew that now there was nothing covering me. Itried harder to push him away, but it was like trying to move a boulder. Heonly seemed to find my struggles entertaining, a wide smile forming on hisface. His arm snaked around my waist to hold me in place before…

Somethingbegan to press into me.

Acry wrenched itself from me. Sobs wracked my body and my fists pounded againsthis chest. “S-Stop it! I… I can’t—”

“Can’ttake how good it feels? Is it too much for you? That’s adorable, Bitch-chan.” Hisfingers pushed in deeper. “You sound so cute~ Your first time for anything likethis and you’re already making such lewd noises!”

Hesuddenly stopped. We both froze, though tears still kept falling down my face.Footsteps outside were growing louder, stopping at the door. Laito pulled awayand I winced as his hand did too.

“Anothertime, Bitch-chan.” He whispered. Then he licked his fingers and was gone.

Thedoor began to open. I couldn’t help but shut my eyes and curl into a ball on thefloor. I didn’t want whoever it was to see me like this.

“Oi,Mesabuta! What’re you hidin’ in here for?”

Myeyes snapped open.

No, no, no, no, no…

Yumamade his way towards the back of the room. “Been lookin’ for ya everywhere, whywere you—” he stopped short when he saw me trying to wipe away my tears with mysleeve. Then he looked down to my exposed shoulder and ripped clothes. Furyflashed in his eyes. “Who touched you?”

Ilooked to the floor and said nothing. I couldn’t even find my voice in thatmoment.

Hegrabbed my shoulders, looking me over. His eyes instantly flew to the bites.Leaning in he smelled near my collarbone and growled. “That hentai Sakamakibastard… I’ll kill him.” He turned to make his way out of the room.

“Yumadon’t!” I called out. Surprise struck both of us.

Helooked back at me. “Are you defending him? He touched what’s mine!”

“N-No!I just—”

Iwas pinned to the floor again, but this time by Yuma. “Just what, Megumi?!” Henever used my name… I trembled. I didn’t know what to say; I couldn’t stop himeven if I tried. He looked down to my collarbone again, gritting his teeth. “Hisstench is pissing me off.” And then he was biting down into the already formedholes.

Iscreamed, hair turning blood red. His fangs angrily dug into my already woundedflesh, remarking me as his. My hands fisted into the front of his shirt. Thepain was the most intense thing I had ever felt, and I couldn’t stop the tearsthat pricked my eyes. He gripped my shoulders tightly, fingers digging into me.

Afterwhat felt like eternity, he finally pulled away. Blood dripped from his chinand smeared across his lips. “Where else?” I stared up at him, pain still cloudingmy thoughts. “Where else did the fucker bite you?!” he boomed, shaking me.

“M-Myknee,” I choked out.

Hedropped me to the floor again, grabbing my leg. That’s when he noticed theripped underwear. He stared in silence, red staining his cheeks. My own earswere roaring as I anxiously waited to see what he would do. His lips moved, butit was so quiet I couldn’t hear. When I didn’t respond he roared at me.

“DIDYOU LET HIM FUCK YOU, TOO?!”

“No!”I sobbed, “I didn’t let him doanything! He was too strong, Yuma!” I almost didn’t recognize him. I’d seen himangry before but never like this. I didn’t know if I’d make it out of this roomalive.

Hesuddenly bit down near my knee and I screamed again. He was even rougher thistime, biting more to make it hurt than to mark or drink from me. It was worsethan his first bite and I wanted to pass out from the pain. When he pulled awaythe look in his eyes scared me more than anything else that had happened thatday.

“You’remine. And you’re never gonna forget it, Mesabuta.” He leaned into my neck,making a final bite of his own. I cried out as he sucked and gulped. I couldfeel myself growing weaker with each swallow. It was more than he had evertaken from me before.

Iwas going to die.

I feebly tried to push his head away, buthe merely pinned my wrists above my head. My heart, which not too long ago feltlike it would beat out of my chest, was slowing. Everything was fading to black,including the lock of cursed hair.

“Your time is not done, my child. You mustkeep fighting to live or it will all be for nothing.”

“He wants me dead. I can’t bring myself tosee him anymore. I don’t want to go back.”

“You must.”

“Why?!”I screamed. No answer. I was left to the darkness once again.

Sunlightfiltered through the window of the classroom. Waking up was painful. The eventsof last night came flooding back, but I didn’t want to think about them. My bodyhurt but my mind felt numb. Hair fell into my face and I noticed it was a bleakgray. I looked out the window. It was still light outside, but the sun wasbeginning to set. School would start again soon, and I didn’t want to be herewhen it did.

Istruggled to stand, using the desks as support. I brought a hand to my neck.The wound there was still tender, only just starting to heal. I could feeldried blood on my skin. My body was still too human, and it would take a whilebefore it all went away. I sighed, making my way out the door and into hallway.

Ihad to make a plan. I couldn’t stay with the Mukamis right now. And theSakamakis were beyond out of the question. Unfortunately, there was only onerealistic place to stay.

Thehealers.