#THANK YOU FOR REBLOGGING IM SO HYPE RAHHHHHH

[thebrainrotsreal]

First of all, we're already married now. Engaged, if you prefer. The wedding to be determined. LIKE YOU GET ME FR???? Been Literally pacing all day about this. Been busy all day but thinking about your additions to this AU,,, it's sickening the BEST way possible. It's haunting and I'm mad I can't watch an episode of this. Agony.

Oh, and I do have an ao3 but I like keeping it separate from art blog ☆*｡ﾟ(tings)ﾟ｡*☆, so if you do just credit my tumblr. ALSO IF YOU WRITE ANYTHING SHOW ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. Also, side note, "No Children" by Mountain Ghosts, has just been the theme looping in my head to express the loathing (yet eventual loathing kinship between them?) between Mark and Wasp. "I am downing. There is no sign of land. You are coming down with me, hand in unlovable hand. I hope you die. I hope we both die."

✧✧ mark stares at wasp with something akin to pity. you were alone, his eyes seem to say. you are alone. you will always be alone. wasp doesn't cry (he hasn't cried since he was five), but he looks down, solemn. you are, too. ✧✧

AND OH MY GOODNESS. Everything you wrote about Wasp and Mark being the half of each other, the loneliness being so palpable and visible to each other but still inescapable. They don't want each other for company but what else will they have? Who else can understand? And the no more bear hugs thing... who else understands that?

I CAN SO SEE them fighting each other, tackling the other, and then just squeezing the life outta 'em. They can't hug bear hug people and Wasp would rather bite Mark's throat out than ever admit needing one, Mark would sock Wasp in the throat before saying it either, but in a moment they just kinda understand and hate that they do anyway. Let the "hug" linger before loathing takes over again and kick 'em in the jaw. RAHHHHHHH the hatred from recognition goes crazy.

And the exhaustion afterwards? When all the rage fizzles out into a distant loathing, and they kinda end up chilling together. Sitting on the moon, or just hovering in space together or above a sea (gotta imagine to avoid incredible property damage, they go all out in those areas). They'd rather die than call it bonding, but sometimes they talk, or sometimes it's just quiet until they both go home.

✧✧imagine the others reacting to this tho. there is a lot of comedy potential...they could be sitting next to each other, arms touching like they're two little kids watching TV, while muttering the worst kind of insults towards each other. they don't even realize they're near each other✧✧

EXACTLY INCREDIBLE YES YES YES YES. In their """"bondiing""" arc because it's still pissed the fuck off at each other, but they pull something up on their phone and the other hovers so they rest their head on the other's shoulder. Everyone looks on in horror, probably awaiting Wasp to fucking bite Mark. Nothing happens. They just look at whatever is on Mark's phone. Mark rattles off an insult, Wasp snaps back, they move on. No one has a broken nose. It's mystifying.

I gotta imagine they also get to a point of dialed back punches? But this dialing it back for these super powered unhinged cain instinct "twins".

EX. Like getting pissed off enough to almost break Wasp's nose, but don't wanna go through the whole energy of mauling. Wordlessly, Wasp kicks him in the back which makes an awful cracking nose. They continue talking like nothing happened. Again, everyone around them is "what the fuckery."

I can imagine Rudy or Rex trying to talk to Wasp and Mark as the closest equivalent of fucker that has the same face situation, but they realize very very quickly Wasp and Mark are dead ass when they say they wanna strangle each other. These mfs are not joking. And at this point it's not normal but it ??? works for them?? somehow. sort of??? Rex stops trying to touch these situation with a ten foot pole. Rudy thinks they would be an incredible case study of cain instinct taken to the worst extreme.

✧✧ mark is haunted by the image of his dad wearing his own face. wasp laughs at him, mocks him and cries — “we're just like dad,” he says, proud, and it sounds like both a curse to the teenager beaten by his father, and a blessing to the boy who wants to be just like him when he grows up ✧✧

Love you casually writing straight up epic poetry to perfectly describe their outlooks on Nolan, which sums up their distinct main difference. How am I supposed to be normal about this holy shit??? LIKE YES YES YES EXACTLY THIS IS WORDED SO PERFECTLY??? You did it! You broke them, their issues, and their differences down to their essentials!

i have nothing else to say this is just perfect holy shit.

✧✧ until they disagree on something. then they're at each other's throats again✧✧ (about the comic con together)

They disagree on one minor thing that probably reflects/parallels their contrasting outlooks and suddenly everyone around them feels a chilling, dangerous presence but the only thing they can spot are two twins gritting their teeth at each other.

They refuse to fight in there without risking damaging anything, or getting banned. They will maul each other in the sky after it's over, however.

They fight over who is the bigger fan. "Well I would actually kill for xyz", "That's doesn't mean anything! You would kill for anything!" "Oh shut up--"

✧✧ wasp finds debbie. debbie hugs him, thinking he's mark. he doesn't have it in him to strike her, so he hugs her back. he forgets about it the next day, because he doesn't care about her. she's just another human. she was a pet, or so mark's dad said. why should he care? why does he care? ✧✧

kicking screaming crying YES YES YES YES YES YES EXACTLY. DRAG HIS ASS INTO THE EMOTIONAL BLENDER. MAKE THIS MF PONDER. GET AN EMOTIONAL CRISIS ON HOW MUCH DIFFERENTLY YOUR LIFE COULD HAVE BEEN. It is dubbed get redeemed loser au for a reason and you have proved exactly why, yes yes yes.

The way Debbie is something that could truly start to crumble Wasp's walls, the way that hug felt, that casual expression of love and affection directed at him. He hated it, is what he tells himself. He's better than that, is what he assures himself. He could kill her again and care, but why is suddenly harder to say? The next day Mark doesn't even get a word in and Wasp's punching him in the throat. Why consider your emotions when you can fall back on the one thing you're incredible at? Violence!

✧✧ and--- wasp's existence makes everyone worry not because of the murder (i doubt mark would tell them. at least not at first) but because of how so ooc he makes mark act ✧✧

YES EXACTLY! They don't know where he's actually from, but Mark, who usually looks like someone kicked his last ice cream from out his hand and someone rained on his entire parade (s2 mark looks like he's 0.08 seconds away from crying at all times and no one can convince me otherwise), suddenly snaps at his "twin" with such palpable irritation. And it's so jarring. He never raises his voice at anyone, (exception being Cecil but no one there's to see it) so it's bizarre, off-putting. And his twin snaps back just as ready. Mark tells you they just met recently, but the loathing they carry seems to speak of years of spent of rage finally clawing its way to the surface. When he turns back to anyone else, he is kind again, exhausted but clearly trying. When Wasp enters a room he tenses. Debbie is just taken off guard as anyone else, so you can't even get any answers from her. Whatever they got going on, they're not sharing.

Though, if GOG or Mark's friends found out, I can totally see Wasp snapping at Mark and telling them to get a rise out of Mark. Saying it out loud to get on his nerves and make him fight. "You wanna know where I'm really from?" "Wasp, shut up." "No, no, no, let's tell the truth, right? I mean you're so high and might, aren't you Mark? You'd never hurt anybody?" "Wasp. Shut UP!"

✧✧ mark knows that he can just, not hold back with wasp. they fight, and his hatred for what wasp represents merges with the hate he feels for himself. wasp smiles, showing all teeth in a predatory way, and says, “fucking finally” ✧✧

Stunning, immaculate, incredible, 10/10, perfect, I can see this happening and it's so glorious. Literally nothing to add this is perfect. Also ofc Wasp would call Mark a pussy after wjdkjksk. They're both exhausted and winded and bloody and Wasp needs to have the last word.

Also to the thing about training together, they're brutal here too, because here Mark can practice without hurting anybody. And it's relieving, and exciting and it hates it so much. He hates that it works and he improves. He hates Wasp does have more training. And Wasp knows and savors it.

I want to draw for this so badly but I have too many ideas and yet none at all and my brain is exploding so I simply offer you these.

EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK!!! I want to be coherent about this season but please picture me foaming at the mouth and running on the walls. S2 being what if Mark's just like his Dad? Insanity. I love this show. Anyways, AU where an Evil!Mark tries to make Our!Mark worse, and Our!Mark tries to make the other better. Something something confronting your idea of the worst version of oneself. Plus, tweaked black and yellow costume because I saw it and immediately went murder hornet lookin' ass and knew I had to draw it. Evil ass Mark. Horrible. I think he should be dragged kicking and screaming into redemption.