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[zeninsama-moved]

ivy and mahonia for the ask game <33

ivy ⇢ what are your ‘tells’ for your emotions and moods? how can someone tell you’re happy, annoyed, upset or tired?

tbh my emotional regulation is soo poor so it's really easy to tell when i'm upset 😭 for anything negative, i shut down. if i'm really angry or frustrated, then i'll start crying. if i'm happy, i'm bouncing my legs and hands.

mahonia ⇢ what place, thing, activity inspires you most and how do you express yourself when it does?

i looooove thrifting for vintage homewares <3 it feels so rewarding to pick through dozens of items until i find something perfect for me, and i can express myself thru building a comfortable space with all my funky lil finds <3

ask game

[sweetncss]

" and why not ? " puzzled expression graces her features for the moment , head slightly tilting to aid her emotions , " if you can talk to me then you can look too , miles . it's still me . "

"believe me." long digits ruffled through his dark hair as miles let out a deep sigh. "it's better if i don't."

[f1blrcreatorsfest]

F1BLR CREATORS FEST PRIZE GIVING

WOW! okay, MASSIVE round of applause to each and every one of you for all your efforts this month--please pat yourselves on the back if you haven't already!! you're all (gold) stars in my eyes <3 but i'd like to congratulate some very special people for doing Thee Most in this fest! your combined energy has been an absolute pleasure to witness, and y'all have made my month for real. so without further ado..

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MOST PARTICIPATION AWARD - our podium positions!

p1 for most participation goes to… drumroll pls.. LOURDES @argentinagp !!!! with a whopping 49 stars!! p2 goes to charlotte @marioandretti, with a total of 45 stars!! and p3 goes to julia @bracedes, who earned 25 stars!!!

prize money is $15 (lourdes), $10 (charlotte), and $5 cad (julia), either paypal-ed to u / converted to a gift card / put towards a subscription service for a month! if u'd like to accept your prize, please dm me @ivettel on discord or tumblr!

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PLAYERS OF THE GAME

for your enthusiasm about this fest and your support of other creators here, i'd like to give a huge shoutout to em @justaboutsnapped and jayce @sableghost !! prize money is $5 each, also either paypal-ed to u / converted to a gift card / put towards a subscription service for a month! like above, pls dm me if you'd like to accept your prize!

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SPRINT CHAMPION

major kudos to @landoom -- you were the fastest to post your sprint creations on week 1, 2, and 3! expect a digital wreath in your dms soon 🏎 ── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──

HONOURABLE MENTIONS

this fest is so much more than the (admittedly limited) cash prizes and stars and superficial notes on tumblr dot com--it's about experimentation, being challenged, learning, and standing for the integrity of art. and the people who really exemplified this deserve acknowledgement also!! i may be too broke to shower money on every single one of you, but pls know that if i could manage it, you'd all be getting major $$ from me.

so, to @sirlewishamiltons, @flawlessassholes , @garnetaldebaran , @pitayyaaa , @fullg4sly , @livetogether--diealone , @leqclerc , @husbono , and @mish-tique , thank you!!! from the bottom of my heart on behalf of the entire pitwall !!!

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COMING UP...

tomorrow, we'll be doing superlicense awards! if you've still got something you'd like to post, please do so before 3pm eastern tomorrow! also, if you've already got your name highlighted in green on the superlicense progress sheet, please make sure your dms are open! i'll be sending out a google form canvassing ppl for interest in physical copies of their certificates ^^

we'll be taking feedback on this form until monday, aug 28! https://forms.gle/aYd7hASMvgbHZjPD9 as always, no pressure to answer anything, but we'd seriously appreciate any feedback/concrit/comments we can get!

keep an eye out for our acknowledgements / end credits to close our fest! there are a lot of people to thank who made this month possible, and i hope you'll join me in praising them!

thanks again and forever 🖤

-ames ivettel

[argentinagp]

last friday was actually a super fun day for me!

in the morning, an organization at our school served free mini pancakes and i got to catch up with friends who i don't see as often now since we're planning to go into different medical specialties.

and then in the afternoon, my school was hosting "fall fest" so there was a dessert competition that attendees got to taste-test and then vote for their favorites and also a trivia competition. and again i got to hang out with friends i don't see regularly.

overall it was a really good day :)

hope you had something fun in the last few days lourdes and i hope today's going well so far <3

that's so cool!!! sounds like u had a blast 🫶🏻 and thank you! 🫶🏻

[russilton]

💌💌 :D

Alright I’m back to doing more of these- other mutuals u haven’t missed anything I’m still working on the first batch because I am I fact deathly slow

LOURDES- you are an absolute wonder I always feel deeply flattered and a little honoured to be friends with. Your work is astounding and if I had the money I would cover my walls with prints of your edits. Your Gifs are deathly smooth, the kind of thing that tricks you into thinking its video for just a second, and you’ve got some of my favourite colouring work on the site, especially when it comes to correctly balancing Lewis’ skin

You are Generous in a way that makes me feel lacking sometimes, like I haven’t done a thing to deserve it and you appear with gifs I would fawn over for hours. You are so deeply kind I would love to sit and talk more with you just to listen to what you have to say. I regularly go back to look at the things you’ve made for me just to feel lucky to have them. I am grateful to know you, both for the gorgeous things I get to see, and the things you teach me sometimes, thank you for letting me see those <3

[toffee-and-tandoori]

happy birthday hannah!! hope u are having a great day 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

ahhh lourdes thank you so much!!!

i celebrated yesterday with my family since i had to go to work today but so far today's been pretty lovely.

i hope you're having a great day as well. i know you're dealing with some different things right now but i'm sending you all my love and good energy as you figure things out. you got this <3

thanks again for the birthday wishes!

[princemick]

sending u big hugs all the way from here 🫂 we just passed for a similar thing (right wing won the elections for president here on sunday) and it's heartbreaking to see the world turning right

thank you lourdes <3 I am sending u back all the love too, we'll b okay and make it through this yea we just gotta keep fighting for our beliefs man

[leyyvi]

Freeze! ✧ ─=≡Σ((( つ•̀ω•́)つ You’re under arrest for being so lovely. Copy this message to 10 other blogs that you think are beautiful and deserve it. Keep the game going and make others feel beautiful!! 💜

- Lourdes <3

AAAAAAAA PLS IM SENDING THIS BACK TO U TENFOLD THANK U SO MUCH ;;;;;;; <3333333333333 sending you a million little hearts and a levi in a box 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

[caihongs]

never need to shut up about chalex, i will gladly read EVERY thought you have and EVERY fic you write 😁, anyway ty for answering that fic lives in my mind rent free 🫶🏻

AHHHH lourdes 😭🩷 i’m glad there’s someone who will entertain me and my silly little fics … and thank u for supporting me and my chalex endeavours ! in my mind wojb (terrible acronym) chalex live happily ever after in their little apartment above the chinese restaurant <3

[salumiserafina789]

Last post for the yeaaaar is a follow up to this one!

jul and alex on volume 2: - jul: [adam shows up] damn why he looking kinda fine tho - 'press f to pay respects to sun getting rejected' - they freaked out at the dance part - jul: i rarely ship hetero ships, but thIS- jul and alex on volume 3: - 'oh thats a dark opening... i like it' - 'did you know team sun is based off of a kpop group?' 'wAIT WHAT-' - jul cried at the arkos conversation. i dont blame her. - sun: [finger guns in blake's direction] blake: [blushes] jul: sHIT SHIT SHIT REWIND - qrow: [shows up] them: ooooOOOOOO- - during the fight: 'theyre destroying so much school property!' - they have now heard the questions that bring half the fandom to its knees: 'what's your favorite fairytale?' 'do you believe in destiny?' and they have seen the ~maple leaves~ - us: finishes ep8 me: ok so after this, all hell breaks loose and there's more trauma for the rest of the volume. want to finish it next year? jul: normally, when the episodes cause me this much trauma, i'd just stop for the rest of the night and watch again tomorrow... i want to watch it now - me: 'you know its time to panic when even ozpin is panicking' alex: 'oH SHIT-' - jul: velvet's accent gives me joy - alex (this is literally what she put in the chat): dont tell me that pyrrah fucking dies i hate it here shes too perfect i bet theres something bad gonna happen. oh god. lourdes, who is an up-to-date rwby fan (also what she put in the chat: nah, thats too much. the whole show will go brr - ~meanwhile, in dm~ ✨ Lourdes ✨ PHI HAHAHAHAHA IM CRYING HAHAHAHHAHAA THEY WILL BE EVEN MORE BROKEN, IM SO EXCITED HAHAHAHA IM LIVID ✨ Phi ✨ HAHAHAHA ✨ Lourdes ✨ I ASCEND AS I CAN RLEATE TO THEM SO MUCH JSJSJSJ ✨ Phi ✨ RIGHT RIGHT SFIUBRIUGBEIURT ✨ Lourdes ✨ SOEFRDS SHUSHHHHH WUDGSIHUGEYFD ✨ Phi ✨ "oh man is she gonna die" ✨ Lourdes ✨ HEHEHHEHEHEHEHE ✨ Phi ✨ HAHAHAHA ✨ Lourdes ✨ I EVIL LAUGH ✨ Phi ✨ THIS IS WHAT WE TELL NEW FANS ✨ Lourdes ✨ WKEIURYGFHBDE WE GIVE THEM FALSE HOPE HWEWEW ✨ Phi ✨ "U ARE WEAK AND THE VYTAL FESTIVAL IS COMING FOR YOU" ✨ Lourdes ✨ HAHAHAHAHHHA NOH?! IM SORRY MY FELLOW FRIENDS, BUT YOU GUYS TOO SHALL FALL WITH US ✨ Phi ✨ YEAH HAHAHHA - they were alluding the seasons to team rwby - amity's artificial biomes: show up alex, a genshiner: WOAH DOMAIN lourdes, a genshiner: DENDRO AND ELECTRO - coco: shows up allyza, also a current rwby fan: its the maam! miss maam you are awesome - [during the coco & yatsuhashi vs emerald & mercury match] alex: Jesus Christ the geyser - [during the winter and weiss convo abt their semblance] alex: thank you big sister, you go girl also alex: DUDE SHE HAS CHONGYUN POWER - (about weiss) alex: she is broke,,, cant she just use her semblance to make shaved ice,,, sell it and shit - [during the match with team fnki] alex: whats this music, i love the jazz me: its called rwby vs fnki alex: dammit thank you, i love me: ill send links to the ost later alex: ngl i kinda want team fnki to win tho - ozpin and the squad: [explaining maiden shit to pyrrha] jul: fuck i hate it here - me and lourdes, continuously: just watch jullia: "just watch" maam we are anxious - [ep 7 i think] me: lets play a game called the plot is starting u should be terrified me: do you remember this match lourdes :> me: oopsie here comes the beginnig of the end - alex, about cinder: manipulative mfer,,, but shes so pretty, i hate it jul: you love women who throw up red flags - [the amber vs cinder, emerald & mercury fight] alex: JESUS CHRIST alex: THE EYES alex: THATS SCARY alex: THIS IS A CHILDE BOSS TYPE OF BEAT - ironwood: [informing team rwby that yang has been disqualified, explaining seeing things on the battlefield etc] jul SHUT UP MR GENERAL jul: MR KEEPING YOUR ROBOT DAUGHTER A SECRET me: ok so fun fact in the manga she actually does see him as a father figure jul: o.o - alex called torchwick a 'budget version chuuya' - we will continue to chapter 10 on january 2 :> - and they said ozpin has the most death flags :>

Happy New Year everyone!! I hope you all get to do the things you want and need to, stay safe!

[prcphetess]

greetings ladies, theydies, n gaydies !  it’s officially pride month / my birth month which means my power and chaos are both at their absolute highest so i apologize in advance :/  ANYWAY i’m hannah, i’m twenty but only for a couple more weeks, i’m kickin it in the est, n i use she/her pronouns !  now onto what you’re all here for ...

enter LOURDES CLEMONTE .

her app / bio are kind of Wild Rides but if ur in the business of reading i did send her app in the discord server n i also have Just her bio linked on her navigation tab as well as a stats page !! but i’ll try my best to summarize all the important stuff here !

also before we get started .. a quick TW for child loss, non-descriptive mentions of grooming, sexual harassment/assault, abuse, car crashes, n death and i THINK that’s everything

HISTORY.

it all started w her dad .. leopold clemonte.. in summary: fuck that guy !

he’s a hot shot author turned movie writer man but in order to gain all of his success he had to make a series of shady deals w none other than our petty king apollo

deal #1 was the life of her twin brother :(

deal #2 was her mother’s sanity aka she became like.. a ghost essentially who no longer speaks or interacts w anyone it’s very sad

deal #3 was meant to be lourdes 

now to backtrack a minute, our girl lou went to school to become a playwright bc her whole life she was desperate to make herself seem worthy to her father n unfortunately leopold knew this and used it to his advantage when apollo demanded he pay off his debt

leopold essentially groomed her to please apollo and promised that she would have a hand in his business forever if she could do tht so she was like okay :)

until .. apollo’s price got too high... u know... n she dared to say no and for that she was Punished

aka cursed

but more about that later

anyway bc she royally pissed off apollo by rejecting him, leopold ALSO lost all his help in being famous and had to turn to a famously wealthy family in california known as the grimaldis 

in order to get them to fund him, he forced lourdes to marry their son brooks who was Not A Nice Man 

2 years into their marriage brooks died in a car accident tht lou Might have caused.. for legal reasons i can neither confirm nor deny whether tht happened but the police didn’t charge her so do with tht what you will 

but she kind of went on the run anyway bc post-curse her doctors were like “nah this bitch is straight up crazy” and she knew her dad wasnt gonna b happy with her for another deal going sour so .. she ran !  and she’s kinda been hotel hopping between towns for the last 3 years trying her best not to interact w anyone !

CURSE.

lou’s curse is all abt prophecy baby !

okay so basically she can see the future of things/objects via touching them which was a whole big symbolic thing in the app bc she “deceived” apollo w her hands .. idk man here’s the line from the bio tht says it best

he  binds  her  wrists  and  says  because  it  was  your  hands  you  used  to  lie ,  now  your  hands  will  see  the  truth  as  he  renders  her  incapable  of  touching  anything  or  anyone  without  foreseeing  an  imminent  doom .  you  will  see  but  never  be  seen ,  he  says .  you  will  hear  but  never  be  heard .

ofc in true cassandra style, if she tries to talk to anyone abt her curse ever it’s like the earth swallowed her whole.. nobody can hear her.. nobody can see her.. nothing.. 

she also has absolutely no idea how to control it at all so like sometimes they’re very vivid images of something going to happen sometimes theyre more like bad feelings abt things .. it’s like a fun game where she never knows whats gonna happen and the prophecies ruin her life !

another quote bc im too lazy to resummarize things

the  general  rule  of  thumb ,  however ,  is  that  the  smaller  the  vision ,  the  easier  it  is  to  see  clearly .  small - scale  or  individual  prophecies  —  like  her  university  president  having  a  heart  attack  —  are  generally  more  easy  to  distinguish .  in  comparison ,  the  years  of  anguish  that  brooks  would  later  cause  her  were  much  harder  to  pin  down  and  presented  themselves  more  as  a  more  general  sense  of  danger .

 the only way she can stop it is with a literal.. physical barrier so she sometimes wears gloves but she can only have them on for a small amount of time before her body starts to reject it and make her Physically Unwell so she has to pick n choose man its unfortunate

EXTRA INFO.

man homegirl is Lonely.. big time... she’s just been avoiding human contact for such a long time she’s ALONE !

she has 2 major scars from the car accident, one on her left cheek from the windshield and one down her right shoulder/bicep from the window and both are very much noticeable :(

she very much loves this small town feeling bc she loves to b invisible and it’s so easy to in sleepy nowhere towns like this

she lives off the database property in like .. a tiny run down house that she’s putting all her time and energy into fixing up n she likes it a lot bc she hasnt had a home of her own in a long time

she also has a black cat named ernest, named after the play the importance of being earnest by oscar wilde

she’s also been working on a PLAY for the last few years, it’s a greek-esque tragic “romance” between the sun and the moon, where the sun is based on apollo and the moon is based on her and it does end with the sun realizing tht the moon is the only person w the power to eclipse him and extinguish him so get fucked apollo !

also speaking of writing she writes a letter home to her mom once every couple of months even tho like .. she can’t really read.. it’s very sad, lou is very sad, thank u for listening

ok this is already like .. stupid long.. so im gonna call it a day WHEW but thank u for reading n i think i’ve honestly already plotted w most of u but feel free 2 like this anyway n i’ll either slide into ur dms either to plot or just to say hey KSDJFSK :)

[funeralbelle]

3. face claims that you are dying to use && 4. face claims that you are dying to play against !

another one of those roleplayer ask meme things

thank you for the ask!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :’)

3. faceclaims you’re dying to use !

Anya Taylor-Joy and Lakeith Stanfield!!!!!!!!!!! I’ve had vague ideas floating around my head of ATJ as a sullen ballerina and Keith as a search&rescue ranger for a big eerie wilderness park, but I’ve never been able to develop them very far or find anything to do with ‘em.

also Tessa Thompson, R U T H   NE G  G A, Alex Wolff, Frances Conroy, Caleb Landry Jones, America’s Favorite Scream Queen Chase Williamson, Seychelle Gabriel (technically ive written her before but i never keep the muse or keep her as the fc for longer than like.. a week), Avan Jogia whomst i also played for about two weeks, Samantha Robinson

4. faceclaims you’re dying to play against !

i’ve been sleeping on mae whitman for years now and just fell in love with her after peeking at your gif pack of her and if i wasn’t trying to hold off on the amount of white girls i want to write i would’ve put her in the last list but oh my god she’s just a goddamn darling!!!

also sage’s wife mary elizabeth winstead when they find a place to play her!!!!

also olivia cooke

[violetleaves]

🍉 (😊)

an age old story u know so well.once upon a time bianca followed me, and then whilst lurking my new follower, i stumbled upon this post where bianca was lowkey Begging me to write with her ( so cute i love her ) and then, as if it was calling to me, ( because it was ) i followed bianca back. and then she messaged me and said ( yes i did just waste 30 minutes to fucking go ALL THE WAY BACK TO JANUARY 21ST IN OUR MESSAGES TO GET THIS ): “hello... i was going to think of a cool message to send but my brain is fried so you get..... Hello” and ever since then, we’ve had this perfect psychic connection , incredible threads , and a lovely friendship i cherish so much :’)

if i tried to list all of the things i luv the most about sweet precious angel satan baby bianca, this answer would be as long as our elliot & minty thread, which is at a whopping 75k+ words. so i will limit it to 3 lovely things about bianca, just like we do at lush when we talk about products.

CREATIVITY!!!: bianca is one of the most incredible and creative people i’ve ever interacted with. she can come up with some of the most imaginative plots, and even when she’s not the one bustin out the idea, she can add and elevate anything. she creates the most interesting characters, and they are pretty addictive to write with. like minty thornwood?? that bitch OWNS MY SOUL.

COMEDY!!!: this bitch is funny. not only does she make her characters say some of the wittiest shit ( shoutout lourdes , make fun of sully i love it ), she’s also one of the funniest people ever. she also appreciates all my stupid jokes , which means that she must be a comedic genius if she agrees that i am ?? because i am. anyway she can keep me up until 3 am laughing my ass off, whether it be something about our 5000 lovely ships, or about her mom hating lush

THE PSYCHIC BOND 🔮: i’m not kidding , we have this WEIRD PSYCHIC BOND where we always think of the same shit or are about to say the same thing. idk how, but we were probably soulmates in a past life or something because she just GETS ME ALWAYS. and it’s been around since like the dawn of us writing together, and better never go away because i think its what makes us the perfect writing partners :)

anyway, my dear sweet bianca thank u so much for thirst trapping me with that cole sprouse post eleven months ago because the friendship we have built is SO WONDERFUL. i cherish u so much and i wish i could send u a lush gift for christmas if i wasn’t so goddamn poor. i’m listening to the elliot & rainey 2.0 playlist rn and patsy cline is like “i love u so much it hurts me” and im like tru. i love u so much bianca & i feel like i’m just rambly at this point. so .. This is the end.

a fun old tid bit from our messages: “I KNOW YOUR LILI IS SO UNLIKE OTHER LILI’S AND I LOVE IT BUT I CANNOT KEEP UP WITH HER LMAO” ohhhh past me. ohhhhh you fuckin thought bitch... 

[bagsbyclairo]

rules: answer the questions and tag people you wanna get to know better

tagged by @anadermas thank u <3

NAME: callie

STAR SIGN: cancer

HEIGHT: uhh like 5’3

WHAT’S YOUR MIDDLE NAME? quinn

PUT YOUR ITUNES ON SHUFFLE. WHAT ARE THE FIRST 4 SONGS THAT POPPED UP? god save our young blood - borns, struggle - tove lo, you sent me flying/cherry - amy winehouse, red - catfish and the bottlemen

GRAB THE BOOK NEAREST YOU AND TURN TO PAGE 23. WHAT’S LINE 17? that is really cute and not at all surprising 

EVER HAD A POEM OR SONG WRITTEN ABOUT YOU? nope

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU PLAYED AIR GUITAR? who knows

WHO IS YOUR CELEBRITY CRUSH? sophie truner, saoirse ronan, tessa thompson, billie lourd, amanda seyfried, lily james i’m sure i’m forgetting a few

WHAT’S A SOUND YOU HATE + SOUND YOU LOVE? teeth scraping against cutlery god... i cant think of one i love

DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? yep!

HOW ABOUT ALIENS? yeah for sure

DO YOU DRIVE? i do

WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? not sure i think leah on the offbeat

DO YOU LIKE THE SMELL OF GASOLINE? fuck yeah baby!

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW? mamma mia here we go again

DO YOU HAVE ANY OBSESSIONS RIGHT NOW? uhh killing eve, mamma mia and kinda game of thrones i guess

DO YOU TEND TO HOLD GRUDGES AGAINST PEOPLE WHO HAVE DONE YOU WRONG? it depends what the person did...

IN A RELATIONSHIP? no :/

uhh i’m tagging @faithiehane @nicolemainess  @santiagoandperalta and idk anyone else that wants to do it 

[maritzcs]

        hOLA paLS ! i am so sorry for all the crap you are about to read, like truly ... words cannot explain. i’m legIT so excITED to be in this rp, like ... this concept is truly amazing & you guys are so inspiring for being around for so long i just ... love you all already ?? oh ! i’m leia ! i’m p. much your local trashcan who would live on ice cream if she could, but unfortunately i’m working on that summer bod ! anWAY ... legit so sorry for all the info i’m about to throw at you, but under the cut you’ll find links to her backstory & a lil summary & a link to the connections post i made w. ideas for every single one of you -- unless you’re hawthorn or cygnus bc that stuff i typed separately !!! 

this is legit so long, i’m so so sorry ! 

backstory ; the before

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backstory ; the after (drugs/alcohol tw)

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maritza was born in madrid & she’s basically a jtv rip off 

her mom had pancreatic cancer so before it progressed, she froze some of her eggs in case she beat the cancer 

spoiler alert ! she didn’t :/ 

but her best friend stepped in & decided to be the surrogate so ritz’s father could carry out the dream 

on the surface, growing up, her life was perfect ! she got everything she wanted ! she was their lil princess 

ritz’s father is in politics so she was basically a golden girl some of the time she spent at press conferences & stuff 

then ... one day, ritz learned the truth about her parents -- they weren’t married, they simply cohabitated for the sake of raising her 

they never slept in the same bed, never kissed save for the public & weren’t in love

this shook ritz bc ... she realized she never knew love 

after that, her father kind of put himself more into his work & ritz took on a more jaded approach to life 

she found out her mom was an artist so that kickstarted a hobby that keeps her slightly ... more ... humane ... heh 

she started going out more to avoid being home 

she met marisol or sol at one of her father’s parties 

sol was her sexual awakening ... her yoda if you’re into sw .... her guide 

ritz discovered how much she liked sex after losing her virginity -- the intimacy it gave her w.o the feelings bc love’s a fairytale & lust is potent 

but then ... things went a lil too far ... like the two were at a party & ritz did a line w. a boy she was gonna sleep w. -- he ended up oding 

sol abandoned ritz at the “scene of the crime” & ritz was slapped w. an mip 

her father got her out of it, but he sent her to the states to attend ioa, a school that dahlia’s -- her “mom” -- brother attended 

personality

     she’s a bit straightforward & alluring in a darker way if that makes sense – like think of sex in the dirty sense of the word, that’s maritza. she has tact, though, & maintains her manipulative, seductive side but it comes off more in a babydoll sense when it has to. otherwise, maritza has the same amount of subtlety as a neon sign. since maritza has been spoiled all her life, she acts in that way especially since she has a bit of a perfection complex thanks to spending years with her “mother”. now, though, after meeting sol – maritza’s idea of perfection is a little different. it’s mused hair, messed up after a night of tangled limbs. given maritza’s skills of seduction & manipulation/persuasion, i think it fits really well with her personality because ultimately, maritza was so hurt by her parents’ secret that her desire for control plays into how she treats others – always having the upper hand means no surprises & never getting hurt. her love for sex is sort of an addiction, like the way someone would get addicted to pills or booze. although, after the lil’ accident she had back home in madrid, maritza turned to the bottle a lot more often. deep down, maritza is afraid she doesn’t deserve love, so she never gives herself a chance to find it – hawthorn tried to break through her thorny exterior but failed. the mind games & the sleeping around keep her hunger for intimacy satiated, although at the end of the day, maritza would be lying to herself if she said she hadn’t daydreamed about being in love. how can she ever, though, if she’s never seen it in real life ? i feel like, though, i made ritz an after story bc maritza really is ritz, the girl sol taught her to be. like i h8 to be this person, but the old lourdes is essentially kinda dead.

nikolai

     nikolai ( tag ) ;; the drunken handshake that turns into a kiss … it’s how they met, at a party that is – both hands reaching for the same bottle of tequila at the same time. both too tipsy to argue for long, the pair agreed to share – long limbs dangling over the edge of a rooftop. after passing the bottle back & forth in silence, the two slowly began to speak the drunker they got. a conclusion was reached – this should happen more often, an impromptu, drunk therapy session or at least, the drunk part. the handshake was messy, both uncoordinated. the attraction was there, underlying all night until one of them made the first move – lips finally touching & … nothing. zilch. no spark. no fireworks. nada. the two were better off as friends, decided quite quickly after their failed attempt at a kiss & more. outside of the party scene or late night drinking dates, i feel like the two didn’t really communicate in the same way. one maybe ashamed to be seen with the other, or, for the sake of complications, the two were merely acquaintances when sober. i think the two either partied hard together – scorpius shoving her guilt beneath shot after shot – or chill drank on a rooftop or in a dorm room. the chill drinking would’ve led to deeper conversations – i actually think nikolai would’ve known the most like her family situation at least, but maybe her darkest secret too. scorpius’ lips loosened by the liquor, disclosing her guilt to nikolai as if he were a priest & she were confessing her sins. perhaps he disclosed parts of himself to her as well. his death hit scorpius hard, pillow sham washed due to mascara stains. i don’t think she would’ve cried openly, but in private – mourning the loss of a friend who helped keep her sane. i think the drinking escalated after his death, scorpius going too hard a little bit more often. this was why she never got close to people … it only seemed to end in heartache & death. 

connections + extras 

& fiNALLY ! here’s a link to a connections post i wrote up ! i won’t be offended if you don’t like the 2-3 ideas i came up w. ! i literally only went off skeletons so i don’t know your muses so if you have a connection you want that ritz fits, pls pls pls tell me ! or if you had a connection w. the old scorpius mun -- i can always pick that up too ! ALSO ! anything i made / wrote for maritza can be found in this tag like hcs & edits ! 

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