#THANK U FOR THE INTEREST 🥺 THIS ASK MADE ME RLY HAPPY

[celestie0]

IT’S CELESTIEFAN3000 i have to say i like tumblr way more than ao3 so i’ll be using this to comment from now on 😋 But i would like to personally thank you for writing chapter 9, your author voice is genuinely so appealing and HONESTLY you could pass off as a literal professional author if I didn’t know this was fanfiction!

Now for the uglier feelings: (please ignore typos or other mistakes i wrote a lot. I am very normal about kickoff, obviously)

I SOBBED LIKE A BABY MIDWAY AND BECAME A CRYING SOUND EFFECT AT THE END OK OK OKAYYYYYYY 😭😭💫💫 I’m still dizzy and lightheaded from the effect ur writing gives me (THIS IS A GOOD THING) it’s so addicting i need more😭‼️ UGHHHH the way you build that exact RIGHT amount of comfort to compensate for the suffering you’ve but us through but still managed to EDGE US AT THE END . I WISH YOU WEREN’T SO GOOD AT THIS FANFICTION THING, BECAUSE DAMN! 😭😭😭😭

The scenes were so fucking beautiful, I love the peaceful atmosphere that rain gives and how you were able to contrast that as an escape from that horrible loud and noisy bar to just a horrible man!!!!! You really know how to direct scenes and i can not express in words how much they mean to me 🥹🥹😭😭😭

I feel like I’ve overused the crying face emoji too much in my ask BUT I ACTUALLY MEAN IT HERE EVERY TIME I can fill an entire glass up of my tears that kickoff caused me to shed alone 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Everything was just great vegetables, this chapter will definitely be haunting me while I sleep but it ended with an amazing scenario to build off of and dream about RIGHT?☺️ Anyway, my last words here are that I admire how you’ve been working on this project for around a couple months now nonstop, but the quality has not dropped and has instead improved despite it getting really tiring the more you carry on with it! Maybe that’s just how I feel about finishing what I’ve started LMAO but it’s so impressive every time I see someone able to pull that off, I’ve seen some fics succumb to the tragedy of “i-just-want-to-get-this-over-with-because-the-concept-no-longer-interests-me-anymore”-ness 😔 BUT WITH KICKOFF! I’m so happy that the author is as passionate about the characters and plot in their fanfiction as I am, and hard work really does pay off! (for the reader, hard work is waiting 3 weeks for a new fic— but the read’s always better the longer you wait 😉)

My ADHD really came out here I deeply apologize but my ACTUAL final words are: I wish I had a bf like gojo, Oh My God You Are A Legend Ellie, You are most deserving person of meeting Gojo Satoru FIRST if he ever comes to life, it is 1am haha so i’m sleeping now ☺️🤍 Celestiefan300 out!

MY SWEET ANGEL BB CELESTIEFAN3000 😭🫶🏼💕💕 HI DEAR

UMM CAN I JUST SAY IM AB TO SOB ALR JUST FROM HOW LONG THIS ASK IS ??? PLS FORGIVE MY URGE TO RESPOND TO EVERY ASPECT OF IT

thank you sm for the compliments on the writinf omg i rly feel comin into my own now n finding my voice as i continue to write more so seeing u say that esp as a long term reader is just ssooo dhddldfk 🥺💕 brb gonna cry

PLS IM SO SORRY FOR THE SAD EMOTIONSS aaa yes the baby steps to build their relationship has been……baby stepping indeed LOL but it was so nice to write the scene at rhe end where gojo comforts her 😭💕 so excited to write lovey dovey gojo now

OMG STOPPP w the nice words i will literally eat u for breakfast🧍🏻‍♀️the contrast w the soothing rain & hectic bar scene 😭 u pointing that out just made me soooo freaking happyy and wahh im so glad the scenes resonate w you :””) <33

ME TOO I FEEL IM HOLDING BACK ALL THE 😭😭😭 WMOJIS I COULD USE READING THIS ASK

awhh thanks darling im so happy kickoff has ur continued interest and AW to hear its improving means sm to me 🥺💕 im so passionate ab it, it has been so cathartic to write, and although its also hard to write sometimes bc of the personal aspects, it’s so joyous to me and i look forward to seeing it thru to the end w the same amt of passion. HAHAHA its hard work to read tho damn 😮‍💨 ur not wrong!! and also yes i too will be daydreaming of what happens next 🤣

my final words: i love u sm, YOU deserve a satoru (but i will gladly have him too if u say so🙈), so blessed to have u as a reader, and please get some good sleep my love <33

eeeeeee 🫶🏼💕

[cosmosrival]

Wahhh. I love your MC and Belphie interactions! One question though, are they romantic partners in the normal obm verse? Or is it just Henry!MC and Lord of Emptiness Belphie?

(Resent message since my connection messed up. If this message is repeated, pls ignore.)

THANK YOU SO MUCH 🥺💖 DW I GOT UR MESSAGE ONLY ONCE AND YES THEYRE A SHIP IN BOTH theyre my fav altie ship to write about bc i made em both so easy and so complicated and so healthy and so toxic.... heh

IN TSL ITS NOT AS INTENSE THO its much more light-hearted bc Henry doesn't have as many issues as Altair does in the regular obm verse (I FUCKED HER OVER💖💘AND I FUCKED BELPHIE OVER TOO 🙄 THE LILITH PLOTLINE TOO🙄 AND I REWROTE EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!🙄🙄🙄🙄)

The Lord of Emptiness obsesses over him both because he's never been loved so ardently before and because Henry promised he'd fill the void inside the LoE's heart with everything that he (Henry himself) represents. Making him a part of himself. Thus, the LoE would belong to him and wouldn't have to worry about anything else besides staying by his side. Henry's proposal was very serious lol he really fell for the LoE at first sight during their battle and decided he had to have him as his wife and also bc im insane!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY CALL EACHOTHER BELOVED OR SOMETHING... 🙄 !!!!!!! HENRY PICKS HIM UP BRIDAL STYLE EVRYDAY OR WHATEVER.....🙄🙄🙄!!!!!!!

They're straight up fiancés+married in that verse honestly because thanks to Henry's presence and love (unchanging, even after A Certain Big Drama Moment), the LoE finds it in himself to rebuild the House of Emptiness (even if its sole member, knight and retainer is Henry) and then help his twin's who was growing weaker and weaker without him. AND ALL OF THIS happens while an intense conflict between the Church and the Empire is brewing + another scheme that the Lord of Masks is plotting involving Outer Eldritch Gods + the Seven Lords' father hearing about their inner conflicts and wanting to take the 7 Houses and Lands he gave them back and get rid of them....!!!!! 🤒🤒🤒🤒 TSL AU IS A LOT cuz Simeon wrote 170 books which means i get to do whatever i WANT 😈

In the regular obm verse however.......... Altelphie are........... romantic but....... i decided to take it 20 steps further............ (stares at my 40 pages google doc)

[saintobio]

i know i’m being petty right now but i hate sera for coming into gojo’s life 😟 it felt like he and y/n had a good past together (back when the mom was in the picture) and i’m willing to bet they were like those kids who made promises before about marrying each other. but then gojo’s mom left and his dad has been nothing but abusive and he learned to find solace with sera.

some other thoughts:

i love how y/n thinks gojo never thought about her the entire weekend but it seems like she’s been in his thoughts most of the time. i could tell the mf is feeling conflicted right now lmfao. good for him. he deserves that internal turmoil.

the part where gojo thinks it’s better to let go of sera… like my man, do it please, for your sake and hers. i know the whole “you and me against the world” thing sounds romanitc as fuck but let’s be real, it’s tiring lmao. like, are you just gonna keep fighting to prove your love for the rest of your lives? that’s so sad. love shouldn’t be like that. there are sooo many people in the world, i’m sure sera would find someone else who will actually fight for her and who could give her a good life that’s not only rooted in material wealth

i think gojo loves the stability that y/n provides by being with him. and not just with regards to their companies. he obviously has abandonment issues and everything he’s had so far—his position in his dad’s company, his forbidden romance with sera, among others—are fickle and unstable. his dad always threatens him with yuuta taking over the company. he and sera cannot be together. gojo’s always walking on thin ice and y/n is that stability that he never had, which is why he keeps clinging to her, which also by extension makes him confused about his feelings, because he wants to hate her, but like he just said, he “finds it hard to.”

the last part is driving me crazy. actually, all the gojo past crumbs are driving me crazy. when the mom said that he would talk about y/n so much to nana??? it feels so much like right person, wrong time but idk. lots of stuff happened in between. they grew apart, they experienced grief (y/n for her mom, gojo for his, and for his abuse) so obviously they’re not the same person anymore. the nightmare scene made me realize just how much of a broken person he was. doesn’t justify his actions of course, but fuck, i could just imagine the terror and fear of being left behind by your own mother into the hands of an abusive father.

going back to something more positive, i really loved y/n’s time with toji at the mall. i love how he’s so supportive of her, even going so far as to reserve a space in advance for something y/n might not even end up pursuing (tho i hope she does pursue it!). and when the givenchy sales person called her mrs zenin i fucking howled lmfaooo. it also made me feel sad tho because it’s such a stark contrast to y/n as mrs gojo. i know toji isn’t set up (i think) to be a love interest, but i hope they become really good friends (and that stupid gojo better not feel jealous; he has no right to after he went gallivanting with sera). i hope she also attends one of his business meetings lmao!

that said, this chapter was amazing so thank you for writing it! and for always taking the time to answer our asks! i always enjoy reading through everybody’s theories and i’m glad i accidentally took a nap last night and ended up waking up at 5 in the morning because it meant i got to be here right when you posted the chapter shsjjsks. but also sorry for such a long ask 😭 hope you have a great day today!!

you guys rly know how to make a writer cry with all these amazing theories & analyses!! like wtf u have a better grip of the story than i do JSNSJD u guys see beyond the lines written in every chapter and it makes me so sooo happy 🥺

anyways, these are all great !! u organized your thoughts abt the series very eloquently to the point that i don’t even have to add anything more <3

[bromantically]

hello bean! one or two months ago i sent in an ask asking for advice for going into highschool with undiagnosed adhd/autism. I just wanted to give you an update! your advice really helped. this is the 4th week of school. at first it was really scary and i was so nervous, I still am sometimes, but now i’m getting used to it and it’s not as bad. i’ve only had 2 overdue assignments so far!! yay!!! I also have all A’s and one B :-D i’m not sure how long that’ll last but i’m proud of myself right now. the first day of school I came home and cried and cried and cried. i basically spent the rest of the day sobbing, partially from overstimulation and also because I was reminded of how difficult school is for me emotionally. the very lonely feeling of knowing I don’t belong and don’t fit in, feeling so much like an alien, and also feeling like all the social progress I had made during quarantine had been erased in that one day. But now I think overall I’m doing pretty okay.

there was this girl I go to school with (though no classes) who I talked to over the summer on Instagram, but when I deleted the app I thought that would be the end of it. but on Friday she found me and gave me a note with her phone number on it. i didn’t expect her to care enough about getting to know me to do that, and since then we’ve texted a lot. and, get this, yesterday I hung out with her and some of her friends for a study session! I am really proud of myself because if i got asked to do that a year ago I think i would’ve said no. it went well, though i have cried a bit thinking about if I was too weird, too much, if I said something wrong. my identity issues have been really bad recently, and today when the girl’s twin sister asked if I wanted to sit with her and her friends at lunch today, I panicked and said I had schoolwork to do. I actually don’t mind sitting alone at lunch because it gives me some time to get my battery back up a little, release some overstimulation. If it was just one person, i would’ve said yes, but 6 is a lot. I’m scared that they would think I’m weird and bad to talk to and I would get all overstimulated while making people dislike me even more and reject me 😓 I don’t know what I’ll say if i’m asked again tomorrow. I think i’ve gone so long without friends or people who are interested in knowing me I’m a bit scared of it.

I have had some good days though! I really like my ceramics teacher and my math teacher is understanding and nice. my social skills are definitely better than before, though they are always a work in progress. I have only cried myself to sleep to “this is home” a few times, haha. I hope you’re doing well too! thank you for taking the time to read, I hope this wasn’t too much!! have a good day friend 😊

im so so proud of u anon!!!!! im really happy to see this update and im really impressed with ur progress!! im so happy uve got someone to hang with, u rly deserve some company 🥺 and for what its worth, smth that helps comfort me a lot is to remember that most people arent thinking about their interactions as long afterwards as some of us neurodivergent/anxious people :D i look forward to hearing more in the future if u ever want to update me again and im cheering u on so so much !!!!

[writeiolite]

what i remember your writing for: the balance between sweet & romantic and hot & steamy. u do such a fantastic job of balancing the two, & u are such a versatile writer! im so impressed by how creative u are w asks/requests/prompts and how u make each one unique and interesting. also i know it isn’t everyone’s cup of tea but I LOVE your SOS series, u wrote some specific kinks SO WELL. hope you have a good night/day! ✨💕( it’s like 3am here lol)

AWH NO OMGASFJGDS 🥺🥺🥺 THANK YOU SO MUCH OMGSKGJDS i try really hard to be creative n make sure none of the requests are the same and it’s sososososo much fun hehe ^^ 

AND PLS OMGGGAKFG SOS was literally like,,, the light of my life. i could NOT put it down while writing it and it came so easily ahhh i’m really happy to hear this ^^ i’ve never had so much fun with writing anything until i wrote SOS. literally my awakening hehe i need that feeling again :”)

trying to go between the fluffy romance (and keeping that interesting) and the heavy sexual stuff is so hard sometimes ㅠㅠ so i’m rly rly rly flattered u said this omg it makes me feel good c: i’m happy i’m doing smth right ♡ this is all honestly such high praise so wow omg thank you loads for this. i’m rly happy u discovered my writing and i’m always rly happy to read ur comments here and on ao3!! like i think i already told u that i always go back to ao3 and read the comments on stuff for motivation so ASFGASJD LOL THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING ME SO HAPPY :DDDDD ♡ 

and pls yes omg have a good night ashksd it just hit 5AM and i’ll be up for longer just working on the smau so :”) thank you for sending this omg this made me smile a lot asghdsjakdshg ahhhh i’m so glad some writing traits that i’ve been working on for a while now are paying off -^^- ♡ 

[marshmallowleos]

Yeah I’ve been better at not over thinking or stressing about it as much. as long as he’s healthy and feeling happy it’s good! ^^ I hope he just slows down a little and takes time to eat and relax more.

I love he’s like yes the nips are now out and on his terms. I think frankenstein helped him with that too.

Bloody hands version is good but I don’t think it’s a surprise I love the reaper sexy dead man look the most I love how the veil covers him and the hat and how it makes him look so mythical and extra alluring I dunno how else to word lol

and please he is soooo hot 😫 I’m mostly just the sits quietly and admire type (tho yeah I went a little insane loud about reaper sexy like wow 🪦) I think I’m desensitised to his nips now it’s just oh look taeks nips are out hi 👋 lmaooo but he’s most definitely hot no matter his size and I agree he doesn’t need to try so hard or feel he must be that small. kr society pressure doesnt help. Like during fantasy he was broader and softer and he was beautiful then too.. I still think about how he said he ate all he wanted during his enlistment and he got to 70kg tho (I’d love to see pictures of him 😭) until a colleague mentioned he eats a lot like mind your business 😤

But yes taek hot song very good very much love 🥺🤧🖤

if hes happy then im happy but i do think he works too hard and puts too much pressure on himself which i think is probably a part of why he started dieting so much when he made his solo debut....think hes still self-conscious it just manifests differently now

he rly said you Will look at my tiddies for this comeback tits out on national tv breaking all the broadcast guidelines and revealing the scandalous and illegal second nipple

the bloody photos were my fave bc if you know anything abt me obviously they would be but honestly all the photos from this era were SO good i rly liked the ones with the veil too!! it was a rly interesting concept?? although i was reminded just a little of the babadook when he had the hat on. sexy babadook

WHERE are the pics of 70kg taekwoon i would commit crimes to see them im going to fight whoever made that comment abt his eating habits but yeah i think the hyper focus on looks and weight thats so prevalent in korea especially among idols rly doesnt help him at all theres an old old video of a “fan” asking taekwoon if he could lose weight like who the FUCK did they think were (thank god hakyeon is an angel and was immediately like “absolutely not hes already pretty next question” hakyeon is a verified members of the soft taekwoon fanclub)

last part is so true tho taekwoon is hot and the song slaps and piano man is a masterpiece this comeback is so good i love him thank u

[boynextdoors]

happy birthday to one of the most iconic and talented people i’ve ever had the luck of meeting 🥺💞 truly you are so incredible ro and you are so full of love and joy and getting to see your talent is amazing!! i’ve gotten to see and hear so many new groups and songs and things i probably wouldn’t have seen if not for you! it might sound odd but i’ve seen so many people limit themselves and their interests bc they’re worried about people unfollowing or being upset when they don’t post about one specific group, so seeing you so freely post about every song and group and thing you like is a breath of fresh air 😔 but in any case i hope you know that you are so loved by many people here and even if it’s just tumblr at the end of the day you truly are someone who is talented and adored and full of love 🥺💕 this got long but i love you and i’m glad to know you mwah i hope you have an amazing amazing birthday full of love and happiness!

LUNA!!! this moved me to TEARS 😭 as someone who was initially so immersed in one group it was rly hard to branch out but once i did...i just felt the need to share things that make me happy with everyone too 😭 💓 I'm so glad that it made you come across many other groups and music. knowing that I'm loved by so many ppl despite being so persistent abt my flops owdjowkss it's just so sweet of u ☹️💕 thank you so much for taking your time and sending me this wholesome ask. I love u and I hope u only have good days like u deserve!!!

[ahundredtimesover]

Mimi i just finished reading chapter 2 of TLA and omg 😭 i'm broken, i'm never gonna get tired of tellng you that you're such a talented writer!!

A detail that i'm loving about this story is how you are not putting down the past lovers of oc and jk to make their love more "unique" and "special" something reeeaaally common here and in books that i read usually is that every past/present love interest that is not the -main couple- is usually describe as less deep, strong or more ordinary making the difference with -THE love story- really clear so people only prefer and like that main couple. ou're making the two other love stories (oc x yoongi / jk x jin ae) unique and beautiful and genuine and not bad or toxic, like they didn't broke up because they didn't love each other or because one of them made a mistake that ended things but beause of a greater force that was beyond their power and that's more heartbreaking those both couples could've been the main couple of other stories (don't know if that makes sense). This is what makes me most excited about chapter 3 i really wanna know how you're gonna make oc x jk relationship special in their own way and make their story beautiful how you usually do🥺💖

i'm sorry in advabce if this whole ask didn't make any sense i swear it was super logical in my head lol

send u loveeeee🥰😗

HIII PLS THE SMILE ON MY FACE throughout this whole ask bc that’s exactly what I wanted to show!

JK and OC are bound by pain from the requited love of their pasts (wc, like you said, is more heartbreaking) and they just happened to be a “footnote of someone else’s love story” (something I read from the yesteryears of tumblr that I couldn’t get out of my head), and it’s the idea that rly started this whole story. How can they say that what they have now is better, or deeper, or more special? Why compare in the first place? (I had a philosophy prof tell us that we shouldn’t compare love, even with our own partner’s and that just always stuck).

So I’m so happy you picked up those things! This story is more of my own reflections about love and loss more than anything (compared to my super personal stories of the past) so thank you, thank you for sending this message 🥺 this means a lot and I can’t wait for you to read the last part!! Sending you lots of love 🥰🥰🥰

[bromantically]

hi bean its me again the previous anon.. i am sorry to bother you but augggh the more i keep thinking about luca the more i want to talk about it!!! of course the absolutely gutteral line of “some people will never accept him. but some will, and he seems to find the good ones” and can we acknowledge how romantic the scene during the race was where alberto runs up the hill with the umbrella but he drops it and he’s revealed to be a sea monster and luca bikes to him knowing he’ll also be revealed and saves him from the trap and grabs his hand and lifts him onto the bike while making loving eye contact (with romantic music swelling in the background)…… WOAH

and i relate to this movie in so many ways… the main theme of not fitting in mostly. i’ve always felt like an alien, like i’m not human (or sea monster in this case lol), being gay + trans (the sea monsters of course), having adhd and autism (like guilia), and being abandoned (like alberto, which him talking about his dad leaving him absolutely ripped my heart open it felt like a personal attack) and when they boys were told they weren’t wanted there and didn’t belong there it just auuuggghhy……. so good!!! and accurate!!! and touching!!! having so many experiences and parts of me that are isolating and stop me from belonging anywhere felt so represented and were given a happy ending <3 that kind of feels like hope.

bean i think you’ve given me a new hyperfixation…… time for me to pay by clogging your inbox >:-) no i think i’m done now, much love and thank you for reading lol

[Image ID: An anonymous ask that says, "bean..... i am so sorry but i just realized i never addressed giulia being a lesbian. i just had to come back and say this. that girl is gay (heart) what is a friendship trio without the two boys in love and their lesbian best friend," End ID.]

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that line got me so so much!! i heard it and had to literally pause and just happy stim and maybe cry a little 🥺 this movie is literally so fucking special and everything about it just really connects w me.... also i like to think luca is also autistic!! he was sooo interested in learning about space and infodumping to alberto after learning about it and i think it also shows in his vibes of not totally understanding a lot of "normal" behavior. more in a metaphorical sense of course since he Did come from a straight up fish world and everything is new, but as someone who has difficulty w things like that but tries hard to learn i super relate!

i feel like so many characters in this movie read as super neurodivergent, even ones that arent the main 3!! like lucas dad reads as super adhd/possibly autistic to me (hyperfixated/special interest in his prize winning pets, difficulty staying on task when its not a personal interest, not rly understanding certain social cues even in his own world) and aughh this movie just makes me so happy!

this movie reads so strongly as a very neurodivergent and queer story and i connect so much w this silly little found family... giulia finally has friends like her that she can infodump with and hang around and relate to and alberto finally has family that will actually love him and luca gets to be with people that understand him and accept him 🥺 it just feels so safe and comforting and everything about this movie really hit close to home for me

anyways thank u so much for sharing!! these asks made me so so happy and ur always welcome to infodump to me!! 💕