#Starkerfamily

[sthefystarker]

'Moments', a Starker Family Fic (MPreg August)

Summary: She had tried to move on without him. After all, she got pretty much the same attitude and resolve from her mother. However, the pain in her heart seemed to surpass any logic and understanding. Morgan just wanted to see her father, at least one more time. Of course, she didn't count that in this universe many things would be... different. [For the August MPreg event, hosted by @ilitiaforever​.]

Of course, this preface is based on this song.

[xbrattyprincex]

the masculine urge to fucking kill myself 🥵

Because honestly Ive reached my fucking limit. I am 👌 close to actually fucking killing myself lmfao. Im thousands of miles away from my home with the best job ive ever had and my only family; my work family.. i couldnt get a new job in the franchise here because it was just...it was bad..it was real bad.... i cant get or find a new job

I cant get unemplpyment or foodstamps because I dont have proof of residency for the state im in. But i had nowhere else to go.

My ipad was stolen so i cant draw for money or play genshin anymore, one of my biggest comforts

I cant pay for the foods i can actually eat with my eating disorder so im slowly wasting away and starving myself again because our body gags at everything i fucking eat.

I cant pay for my own medication. I lost access to all of my flightrising accounts because they thought we were one user and trading to much between us..uh..hello, 10 alters played it. So thanks for that flightrising, we lost yet another fucking comfort that was helping us to barely fucking cling on to our fucking sanity.

Cant pay for my spotify anymore and we use it as another huge comfort. Meditations to fall asleep to as its diffocult witjout them.. but now we are getting so fucking depressed that we can barely listen to music anymore...

I live in a family friemds house, with his parents. Im just a burden and a leech.

Im legally homeless, vegitating in this house. Im a lost cause with no purpose. No direction. No motivation. No way to make money. No license. No way to pay for a license, insurance, or a car. I cant go back "home" because i no longer have a house/home to come back too...

My birth certificate, hospital paperwork, and my cats vet certificates were in the case with that stolen ipad and j have no money tk replace those things...

Oh and im seperated from my cat too. Hes in georgia with our partner.

I am legit fucking ready to kill myself. I was already depressed before. I was going to commit when i was in my old house. I was at my limit. And getting kicked out of my dads house an hr before the flight i was taking to save my cat from being put in a shelter...? It literally ruined my entire life when i flew and ran across the country by myself. Five different airports..multiple states..i..im seriously at my fucking limit. I cant fucking do this anymore. Literally any of my problems could be solved with money. But i have no way to get it. I am so fucking close to just fucking killing myself from pills again. I cant fucking TAKE IT ANYMORE. Im a useless, talentless person thats literally just a waste of space. Im some massive burden lmfao. I literally dont see the point to fucking being ALIVE anymore. I just. I cant fucking do it anymore.

Id do a go fund me but the last time i tried i.. no one..no one seemed to care very much, or everyone was unable to help because of their own lives. The amount id need ..i..its jhst..its too much.

At this point im just going to end up as a statistkc. Another trans youth, a did system no less, dead by suicide.

Congratulations world.

Congrarulations to my lgbt phobic family.

You've killed another youth who could have had a brighter future if you didnt help drive them to suicide. I guess ill never know what having a real life is like. The universe never gave me a fucking break.

[problematic-ships]

Ok, I ask you this because I appreciate you and your opinion is very important: As a Starkler, if Peter and Tony get married and then they have a son together/adopted some kids.. What name do you use for that family in particular? Starker family? Iron family?(Please it's important 'cause some of us wanted to write family fics with them and well here we aren't sure about what's the family name that we're gonna use as a fandom, you know? 🙈) So sorry for my suddenly ask and forgive my bad English?

Okay, I’m actually really happy to get this because I’m awestruck that you’d want my opinion on this. It is a good idea especially since I have several fics planned that involved Starker with babies. I would say use StarkerFamily because we’ve made a really big push that Starker is only for the ship while IronDad is for the father-son dynamic, and I just think it’d be safer to go with StarkerFamily than risk confusion using IronFamily.

Also never be nervous to send me a random ask! I love it

[sthefystarker]

As soon as August ends, I'll post this story also in English, just in case someone's in the mood for some Starker Family 💖

Thank you guys for your support.

'Moments', a Starker Family Fic (MPreg August)

Summary: She had tried to move on without him. After all, she got pretty much the same attitude and resolve from her mother. However, the pain in her heart seemed to surpass any logic and understanding. Morgan just wanted to see her father, at least one more time. Of course, she didn’t count that in this universe many things would be… different. [For the August MPreg event, hosted by @ilitiaforever​.]

Of course, this preface is based on this song.