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cripplecryptid · 6 months ago

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Tomorrow I'm going to take the bus without my wheelchair for the first time EVER and I'm gonna go get some food!!!!!!! I'm unbelievably emotional about it, the fact that I've gotten to a point where I'm confident I can walk a couple hundred meters.. So confident that I'll even do it without someone walking w me w my wheelchair as a backup.... Fuck dude how did I get to this point. What the fuck did I do to deserve this.

#Having a chronic illness w ups and downs is so fucking wild sometimes #Like I'm still very fucking disabled #But..... I'M GETTING FOOD AND I GONNA DO IT WHILE WALKING!!!!!!!!#I checked on Google maps and it'll be 400 meters total!!!!!!!#FOUR HUNDRED METERS YALL!!!!! I CAN DO THAT!!!!! I'VE DONE 600!!!!!!!!!!#😭😭😭😭😭#It's giving crazy emotions #Esp bc.. Lupus will always fucking be here and it'll always bite me in the ass eventually #But I'm taking real good care of myself and it's paying off #I'm still sick but I'm doing really good. That feels so weirddddd #I still get daily pain and I need to sleep if I've done the dishes or went to the store #BUT I CAN WALK 400 M!!!!!!!! (and then sleep w my feet elevated...... But still!!!!!)#Special shoutout to compression socks tho I could never do this without that queen 🙏

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