#Speaking to other former bulimics and constantly reminding myself why it is not worth it
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I do find it funny that to not relapse, i have to be knee deep into ed shit 😭
#Speaking to other former bulimics and constantly reminding myself why it is not worth it#Bc just ignoring it will make me do it eventually. I have had 3 years to learn that 😭#So if I talk about it often or am not particularly active... I am in the tranches to avoid the actual horrors.#I get my medicine today and she said it will coat my stomach to avoid pain when I eat. I'm excited to try it.#I tried to eat yesterday and I couldn't stomach it... I got some down 😭#It's frustrating having dietary restrictions like this amd being told to take an acid reducer instead of... Helping me. I guess#Fried food hurts but she told me if I don't let myself eat her cooking then I'll starve... Girl I am In Pain and Nauseous. Give me a break.#My issue isn't solved by taking antacids. I certainly tried and it did Nothing dude#This wouldn't be an issue if I could cook for myself or buy foods that don't. Snarl at me. But I can't.#I could when I move out but idk how long that will be#Going to see if ramen fucks me up when I get home from bloodwork. I don't think it does but I can't honestly remember.#negative#Kind of.#ed#disordered eating
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