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sakurarisen · 2 months

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So just as a heads up, I'm being forced back on to semi-hiatus once again, this time permanently. My health has taken an awkward turn yet again, and the last couple of weeks have been appointment, test, and illness after appointment, test, and illness, and personally, I'm tired - Enough so I've just been working on a project pertaining to Halcyon Era in the background with @yoroiis more than anything else just to keep my sanity. Added onto that is the fact there's a storm coming over the weekend and that's spiked my storm anxiety something fierce.... It's not been easy.

On top of that, my future online in general is currently up in the air; we're looking at dropping our current provider and we have one other choice given where we live, and the chance of losing just about everything I have going online, from comfort games (Genshin, Star Rail, Beat Saber...) to my ability to be here, because of this second choice is incredibly high. I don't know when we'll be switching providers, but the choice has been made, and I have no say in the matter whatsoever, so... Better to just hit the semi-hiatus now and make it permanent.

My stress and anxiety levels are through the roof and there's literally nothing I can do about them. I'm still doing behind the scenes work and replies when I can get to them, especially since I'm still technically here and just lingering in the background, but there's a lot on my plate and everything I have for myself personally is up in the air, in ways that are entirely out of my hands, and I'm not doing well with any of it. I'm hoping things turn out well, but I can't say anything on it at the moment other than I hate it.

I might reblog a meme here or there, both here and on @thundertide and @heartchip, but for the most part, my inbox and IMs are open while I tend to things in the background. I'm still here - Just quieter than normal while I try to deal with a lot, so catch me on the sidelines for a while while I work on Halcyon stuff and updating blogs. <3

~Pom

#Out Of Poms [OOC]#I HATE having to do this but I don't have a choice #There's so much on my plate I keep withdrawing into a shell and keeping to myself a lot #And while it's been like this for the last year or so #It's really come to a head in the last month-ish #I have no control here and that's making it hit me three times as hard #So I've been working on a Halcyon Era project with Kasa - Including the thread she and I started #If anyone's interested in that project drop me an ask and I'll babble about it? <3 #I'm always happy to babble - it's a good distraction <3 #But I didn't want to keep on being so quiet without a heads up so x.x' <3 #I'm largely okay right now just... Stupid levels of stressed and anxious #Hence the quiet

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