#So I’ll subject you all to it instead! Lucky you!! 😂

[damelucyjo]

I’m kind of at a point now where I’m mellowed out about the finale now. As I’ve said there’s things I liked, things I didn’t. There were a good few things that still baffle me though.

So here are 2 thoughts that won’t leave my head;

1 - They just needed to add little hints from Henry throughout the season that he really missed his dad and wanted him back in Kansas. Add in a couple of little scenes where there’s a little bit of a FaceTime where he says ‘I miss you, dad’, or even make a point of it in part of the episode where he stayed with Ted whilst Michelle went off to Paris. As far as I can remember he never once told his dad that he missed seeing him all the time. Little things like that would have really helped make Dottie telling Ted that his son missed him not seem like a manipulative tactic on her part too, and would have made him deciding he had to leave not feel like it suddenly came out of the blue.

2 - Why did Ted feel like he couldn’t speak to Rebecca once she told him she was ready to talk about it. He never had trouble talking with anyone before. If he was so sure of his decision, why couldn’t he reassure her that it was all going to be okay. We were never shown them having a conversation about it. But to me, not having Ted say anything in the scene in the stands, other than agree that he’d made his decision, felt like he hadn’t truly made a decision he was really set on or happy with. He didn’t want to go, but he just didn’t want to talk to her about it. The same in the airport. She kept trying to get him to stay because, again, to me, I felt like she knew he didn’t want to leave. I do believe it’s all more to do with what happened with his dad and Ted being all about never wanting people to feel like they’re alone. But he doesn’t know how to help multiple people at once. He had to go back so that Henry never got to a point where he felt like he didn’t have a dad (which I believe he never did or would have, but this was the case in Ted’s brain), but in going back to Kansas he was leaving Rebecca. He had to do that though because Henry’s more important to him. And I could go off on another tangent about how it was apparently more important for them to show this platonic loving friendship between these two, yet I saw more love between Rebecca & Keeley than I did Ted & Rebecca. They spent so much time seemingly not talking! God, I really could go on and on apparently, but I’m gonna shut up about them now 😂

I have many other thoughts that won’t leave me alone either. One the same as everyone else - how Ted & Rebecca are supposed to be very close friends and nothing more, yet why all the fake outs and specific acting choices from both Hannah & Jason. Or the many thoughts I have after reading Brendan’s AMA. But most of these are angry thoughts…

My overall impression, I guess you could say, is that many of the final choices that were made in regards to this show really reflected on the fact that is was basically run by a group of men. I don’t want to believe that many of the things that happened would have happened if they’d had any women who had more say. I may be completely alone in that opinion, and that’s perfectly fine.

But one ‘bad’ episode, even if it is the finale, isn’t going to taint my love of the show overall. I will still rewatch it, just maybe not the last episode as often. I’ll just believe the idea that the ending was all a dream and that they had plenty of conversations off camera. Ted was just popping home to sort things out before starting a new chapter of his life in Richmond.

[eddiemunsonsmiddlefingers]

Ugh! I wish I could smoke 🥲 every time I have I’ve either puked or had an anxiety attack… or both. The only time I enjoyed myself while smoking I was in Vegas. I had a little vape pen with a sativa strain and was just walking around so giggly and happy. Indica however… I ate two pieces of chocolate and as a person that never really partakes oof I felt like I was leaving my body! I thought if I just kept squeezing my hands I’d somehow stay in my body and not float away! 😂 but all my friends ever get are indica strains so 😔 no smoking for me

A) well the way my college does semesters there’s an A and a B session. Right now I have one week between sessions and I’m going to write write write my little heart out. Idk which I want to focus on and idk. I’ve kind of learned a style of writing that’s… unconventional? Basically writing whatever scene is stuck in your head and piecing things together later. Honestly, I feel like this has helped my poor little adhd brain. Linear writing just never does well for me. -On top of that- I’m trying to outline things just to make it easier for myself as it’s something I’ve read helps adhd buuut, honestly, I’ve always been a pantser and not much of a planner. Plus, it just feels so good when I do narrative call backs as it is also one of my favorite things in writing. It’s like my mind had it secretly planned all along and it feels satisfying. Plus, personally, writing just feels more fun that way. Making it up as I go along.

B) ahhh the dreaded juggle of job, university, and social life. I'm lucky in a way. Most of my friends are home bodies like me 😂 We only crawl out of our homes to go to the occasional show or the rennfest. Which if I could just live at the rennfest and have it be my life I totally would. Maybe one year for fun I’ll work there for season. And! -hold on- You're overlapping two years in one go!? I think my superhuman comment stands.

C1) My original plan was to get a masters in English and be a professor. I had a professor that I convinced to let me turn in short stories instead of essays and they agreed as long as I kept to the subject of the essay. Biggest life regret is having my old English literature professor tell me about an internship or maybe a fellowship? It’s been ten years since then, hard to remember. But it was for creative writing and it was downtown. He said he’d write a letter of recommendation for me. I didn’t take it. I was a kid and wanted to just goof off with friends and didn’t want to, at the time, take public transportation for hours to get to it either. 😔

C2) Hell yeah!!! We need people out in the ring fighting for us! I'm glad you found something you're passionate about! I feel like few of us really get that in life.

D) The Contortionist. Now, to be fair, it was more for my friends as I’m not super into metal. My knowledge just scratches the surface. However, they were REALLY good and the vocalist’s voice 💜💜💜 loved it. I’m more of a indie/emo kid at heart but my tastes are really eclectic and honestly I listen to more 60s-00s if anything. If you could see my main playlist it’s allllll over the place.

E) yeah it’s only been a few decades but yah know… sometimes that’s just how it is. I was such an emo kid/outcast in high school and it’s like since I’ve gotten into my 30s I’m reverting in a way. Like fuck society. I’m basically rediscovering what makes me happy and makes me feel like… well, me. I've always known I was bi. I had crushes on friends when I was little but about 7 years ago I realized I was demi. I just need to feel that connection.

F) Ok, so, first of all! What streamers do you watch? Second of all, I’m glad it’s an eventually kind of thing. Someday you’ll look back on now just like you looked back on then and no longer feel pain 💜

G?) Are we going to make it through the alphabet? My day was… well it was a 9hr work day and I’m on my feet for literally all of it. I’ve got that good good customer service job. Well, customer service is a big part of it anyway. I’m a supervisor at a big coffee chain 👀👀 To this day my favorite insult I’ve gotten from a customer is “corporate rat” all because I was trying to not lose my job 🙃 Anyway! how was your day?



Despite all my rage, I am still just a corporate rat in a cage,

Samwise

Also, I have my own tag? Also also, I tried sending this on desktop but it kept giving me an error. I’m trying it from the app. So if I just sent you like 20 of the same message I’m sorry

Writing out of order is actually perfectly fine (and far more normal than fic writers expect, I think)! I have a fic idea buzzing around in my head that, if I can actually get it together enough to jot down, will probably be written non-chronologically.

Outlines are complicated for me. On the one hand, they help me see what's happening throughout the story. On the other, for some reason when I outline my head decides "welp, the story is done now" and the push to write it is gone. Why are brains?

Yes, I'm overlapping years. It isn't actually as bad as it sounds. My school offers split level courses- 400/500 level in the same room at the same time. So instead of taking 400 level electives to complete my BS and then 500 level later to complete the MS, I'm taking 500 level electives that will count for both the BS and the MS. The only part that's rough is that grad school is supposed to cap at 9 credits a term and this term I'm taking *checks blurry notes on palm* seventeen.

I'm super familiar with the feeling of looking back at a lost opportunity and going "damn." I'm sorry :(

I'll check the band out! I'm always looking for new music.

To be honest I watch exactly zero streamers. I don't watch a lot of video stuff at all, actually, and don't do podcasts either. The fact that I managed to watch a handful of shows and accumulate some blorbos remains a point of shock for me. XD I think it's something about the audio, to be honest...I can listen to music all day, but paying attention to dialogue makes my brain hurt.

I used to manage the flagship store for a diner chain. I think I'd rather yeet off a cliff than go back to that (though I wouldn't mind working at a pizza place again). Point is, I'm familiar with the exhaustion and the stupid accusations…"the customers is always right" my left ass cheek.

[potato-jem]

i’m lucky that i only live an hour from the main city and that’s also where my grandparents live and i was heavily involved with the drama department at school, so i have seen quite a few shows! i’ve seen the lion king, les miserables (my ultimate fav, even though i nearly got shot with a prop gun 🫣), matilda (one of my friends from primary school was in it, which was cool!), wicked, beauty and the beast, singing in the rain, the school of rock, charlie and the chocolate factory, come from away and now, hamilton! i think i may be forgetting one, but i’m not too sure. OH, mamma mia! that was good! there was a period of time where i wanted to be a performer for musical theatre, but i don’t have enough talent 😂 (and i got tickets to rina sawayama! it’s an all standing event, and i bought one of my besties a ticket so i didn’t have to go alone 😭) queer people can sniff each other out, i swear

oh thank you! i tried my best to help you visualise the trip! and yes, bookstores are the heart of knowledge, and what better way to learn about a place than through the bookstore? it only makes sense 😌 and yes, all my books are safe and sound and only just fit, i desperately need to find the time to get my new bookcase

it was a really interesting subject and i loved it! the teacher was also a massive help for me, she is one of the loveliest people 🥺 (i miss her dearly) psychology was such an interesting subject to look at! just different parts of the brain, visual perception and the way people interpret things differently, social psychology, etc. it was all so good, and it helps me view the world differently. but yeah, the whole shape of the skull determining your character is, for lack of better words, bullshit

i’m going to attach photos of the gaol and a couple of death mask photos and tell you a bit about the convict. they may be a little creepy

this is the gaol! it comprised of three levels. the last photo with the rope was where people were hung from, it is on level two. the photo on the right is taken from level three to give a tiny bit of context to how long the drop is. there was graffiti from the inmates craved into the walls and you could still make them out! some cells had information on prisoners, the way things were run and there was a lot of information about ned kelly as well. unfortunately, i just realised that in the photo of ned kelly’s mask, you can see my reflection in the glass cabinetry, so i won’t include his, but i’ll include the photo of the armour used in a movie adaptation of his life (the state library owns the real one)

(this is your time to scroll if you get creeped put by these, but i’ll only include the ones i found interesting)

this woman is martha needle, she was convicted for murder. she laced people’s tea with rat poison and killed her husband and her fiancé, and nearly killed her soon-to-be brother in law.

this is emma williams, also convicted of murder. (she kinda looks like a goldfish) she was also a prostitute which didn’t help her case. i believe her husband either died or left her, but i’m sure he died, which was why she turned to the streets. she was pregnant and gave birth to her son. the crying of her son got on her and her customers’ nerves. one day, he was crying and she had finally had enough… you get the drill

you can see a little bit of me in this, hi! but this is george melville, you guessed it, hung for murder. i can’t remember the details of his case, but i do remember that his body got sent back to his wife to be buried with his loved ones. instead, she put his dead body on display at her oyster shop, and she decorated the body with flowers. that was obviously the last time they sent the body back to the family.

this was the armour of ned kelly that they used in a movie. he was a notorious bushranger (basically on land pirates), and was leader of the kelly gang (original name, i know), which comprised of him, his brother dan, and two of his friends, joe byrne and steve hart. they ran rampage for eighteen months. there was a final shootout in glenrowan, where ned was the only survivor and was arrested. ned’s mother was surviving time at the woman’s cell as a there was a violent police ambush at their home. he got to see his mother before he died and his last words were “ah well, i suppose”

(you can stop scrolling if you skipped)

yes, i was convicted for my coat. i was trying so hard to hold it together, because i was scared the sergeant was going to make me do pushups or something 😭😭 it’s just a coat (thank you), but yes, it qualifies to get me convicted 😂

it was brilliant! and yes, you should come next time 🥺

exactly 😌 (dreaming of it right now)

it was such a cool way to view his art, especially when there is so much life and colour in his work! i’m sure van gogh would have loved it

the bottle is so cute! i’ve got a photo below, but i understand. there were so many other things i wanted to get, but couldn’t because they wouldn’t have fit 😭 i would like to challenge anyone to travel with a poster successfully

like why bother unpacking, when i have half my bag already prepacked for my next trip? it makes sense 😌 but yes, baby queen works wonders

yes, i hate conversations full stop 😂 but i need to have them. at this stage, it looks like i might have to just move on, but i need to talk to the people i need to talk to, just in case it helps someone else?

well, i always stay home to dogsit, so we have a special bond in that regard. she is currently sleeping on the couch 🥹 but she was lying on me before, so i made sure to give her a little kiss from you

thank god for alpacas! this children sound the worst and i really hope you can get a new job, you need to get away from these gremlin kids. i’m so glad the interview went well, and they would be stupid not to take you (getting a job for living costs? no. getting a job for tattoo money? yes.)

oh yay!! that sounds like the perfect early birthday present! (can i know what your birthday is, so i can write you a little birthday letter? you don’t have to if that makes you uncomfortable!) it will be like getting new jewellery! i’m so excited for you!

aww, i’m glad i was able to help! waking up in bad moods are always the worst, because it ruins your day! i’m pretty rundown at the moment, and so i have this massive stye on my eye, so i haven’t been in a good mood either, because it hurts 😭 i’m leaning my head on your shoulder and snuggling into this blanket wrap <3

hello my beloved soulmate bestie cece

how have you been?? i have missed you so so so much. i saw on twitter that the first teaser for the pjo tv show is out (it looks so good MY GOD, i need to dump everything else on my tbr and finish pjo before it comes out!) i’m sure you are super excited!!

as promised, here is the complete rundown of my trip with excruciating detail. drop everything you are doing, pour yourself a fun drink and get cozy, because you may as well as be reading a novel.

so, destination reveal: i went to melbourne with my parents! i had my birthday earlier this year and i got tickets to hamilton and it was only showing in melbourne at the time (now it’s showing in other places on later dates, but that’s irrelevant and i’m getting distracted)

we arrived in melbourne early thursday afternoon, we had a bit of time to check in, get ready and then head to her majesty’s theatre for the show! and cece, it was so much better than i thought it would be. i watched it during the pandemic on disney plus and it was horrible. i loved the concept of rapping instead of singing, but i felt like it was overhyped and maybe it wasn’t the right story for this new way of writing music for musical theatre (i’m an unashamed musical theatre nerd and have been since i was eleven, i am a harsh critic) but! the performers were incredible! it was so fun to watch and i actually learnt more watching it live than on disney plus. i also bought a mug from a cute they/she at the souvenir desk and they complimented my suit (it was my fav suit too btw), the non-binary solidarity for the win!

friday! we had a huge day in the city. melbourne was one of the first established cities in australia, and they love preserving their history and incorporating old elements with the modern stuff. so there was so much old architecture!! i went into a few bookstores (of course, who would i be if i didn’t?) and OH MY GOD. i went into one with books literally floor to ceiling! so many books i have never even seen or heard of before! it was so gorgeous!! i also went into a variant of my local bookstore and it was so much bigger and had more titles, including the fifteenth edition of city of bones, so naturally i bought it. in the end, i bought quite a few books. luckily, i am so good at packing that i doubt they even moved a millimetre in my bag. after we went out for the day, we rested a little, because when we didn’t catch the tram, we just walked, before my parents took me to a local pub to catch up with one of their friends from when they lived in melbourne themselves.

on saturday, we went out to see the old melbourne gaol! it was so so cool, and super creepy (my fav). the old melbourne gaol is most famous for being the place where the infamous bushranger, ned kelly, was hung. we had the chance to explore the cells, read about the inmates and look at their deathmasks (where scientists believed the shape of your head determined your personality traits, a practice known as phenology). basically, after a person was hung, they would take a mold of the person’s head to study the shape of their skull to determine their character (super stupid i know). we also got to have a tour of the watchhouse which was used up until 1994, and we had this dressed up police officer guide us. she pulled some people forward, gave them a name and an offence. unfortunately i was called out, but funnily enough, i was given the name casey. after this, we went to the state library of victoria, which is HUGE! and the doors, that you would expect to push to get inside, opened by themselves! it felt like fairytale magic. at nighttime, we went to a football match (australian football, not to be confused with soccer). it was the one condition of my parents taking me, but it was actually a good game. it helped that my parents’ team won 😌

and now we finally reach today. i was sad to go, but we did so much today. firstly, we said goodbye to our unit and dropped our bags off for safekeeping while we toured south melbourne. we went to the south melbourne markets for breakfast, and i had the best breakfast burger i have ever had in my entire life. it was a spicy bacon and egg burger, so it had bacon, buttery scrambled egg, jalapeños, sriracha mayo and cheese. it was delicious, cece! plus i also got potato gems hehe. after that, we walked around the markets, got a few things and then went to the lume, which is in the exhibition centre. this was easily my favourite part of the entire trip. we went to an exhibition dedicated to the works of vincent van gogh. there was one room where you could read about his works, read about his life and there was even a real life adaptation of one of his paintings! it was one of the paintings of his bedroom, and it was so realistic to the painting, it felt like i was trapped in it. and then we had this experience! the floors and walls were white but were all connected to projectors. there was the timeline of van gogh’s life and artistry, with quotes from his letters matched with each painting and the paintings moving, like the birds in the sky or the train on the tracks. classical music played in the background and there was even a fragrance released in three layers to add to the sensory affect of looking at his paintings! cece, you would have loved it!! i’m going to attach a few photos! i also bought a waterbottle with ‘almond blossom’ on it and i bought a set of postcards because it contained my favourite painting of all time ‘skull of a skeleton with burning cigarette’ (long title, beautiful painting, and so much meaning!!!!)

we got home not too long ago, but i decided to have a shower and then write you a letter before unpacking. i had a wonderful time and i didn’t think about uni or work once!! i even managed to start my annotating of rwrb! i came to a couple of realisations upon coming back to try and help my mental health and organising my workload, because those few days were some of the best in my life.

re: our last letter. dixie has been snuggled and i have been yelled (barked) at, as i deserve 😔 but i think we are good now. and children are super annoying, they are the worst!

now, please enlighten me. how have you been, my love? did the children manage to behave themselves? did you catch a break? have you eaten some new food that we need to try and teleport for me to try? (that reminds me of the biscoff donut i got at the markets today 🤤) have you slept well? are you hydrated? (if not, fix that quickly!)

i hope you are well, and i am sitting on a box full of my love for you in an attempt to keep it shut

p.s. idk why it formatted like this, tumblr hates me 😭

hello my beloved soulmate bestie nero!!

i’ve been good!! but i’ve missed you so much too!! and yes the teaser is out!! i’m so excited and happy!!! it still feels unreal that we finally have a show and that it’s already so accurate 🥺🥺 but don’t worry you have time to finish the books 🥲 apparently the series is scheduled to come out in 2024

*sits down on the couch and cuddles in the cosiest blanket with a cup of tea and a piece of chocolate* i’m so ready

nero that sounds wonderful!!! i’ve never seen melbourne and i like musical theatre but i’m not an expert, but it sounds amazing!! and it sounds like you really lived it!! i can literally feel the excitement coming off the letter. i imagine it must have been a dream come true!!! also the non-binary solidarity at the souvenir desk is the cherry on top, literally the best feeling!!

honestly this whole trip sounds so great already!!! i’d love to see these places for myself, you’re making me want to travel to australia now with all these descriptions!! and i didn’t know melbourne was so full of history!! and that bookstore?? oh my gods i am so jealous and happy at the same time!! it sounds heavenly, they both do actually!! i’ve never been into a bookstore that had the fifteenth edition of city of bones 😻😻 and i mean of course you bought it, how could you not?? and of course you bought more books too, you’re not in melbourne every day so why not take advantage of all those amazing bookstores?? 😇 it was only fair

okay so this is super cool because i actually studied phenology last year in uni. we had a spanish literature class and we were reading this author who followed this discipline and studied it a lot. and yeah it’s very stupid but it was so interesting when i first heard about it because it’s so absurd. but anyway that whole visit sounds super cool!! and super creepy, which is great hehe and i loved all this history and facts!! seriously i feel like i’m walking around the gaol with you now. also, love that you got picked and named casey 😂 the police officer must have known about your undying love for casey mcquiston and their books!!

the state library of victoria oh my gods!! i’ve always loved that library, i remember seeing some pictures years ago and it looked so amazing and huge!! ugh i can practically feel the magic! 😻

it’s so cute that your parents are still so connected to the city!! i mean i hate sports so watching a football match wouldn’t have been my first choice either, but it’s so nice they wanted to see their team and they brought you along to catch up with friends!

okay now i’m really jealous. that sounds like the best breakfast ever!!! it’s like 3pm here, i had lunch an hour ago and now i feel the urge to go get a spicy bacon and egg burger. but i’m sure it wouldn’t taste that good here 😭

OMG NERO!! I LOVE THAT EXHIBITION AND I THINK I WENT TO A SIMILAR ONE!!! there was something similar close to the city where i live a few years ago and it’s still one of the most beautiful things i’ve ever seen!! the one i went to must have been a lot smaller than this one though because i only had the second part. that life adaptation of his painting looks so surreal even from the picture. it took me a moment to realise it was the adaptation and nor the painting itself!! and i love van gogh, i love his works so much, that exhibition must have been amazing!! and the experience (i only had that when i went to my exhibition plus a brief summary of his life and a VR experience of one of his paintings) was unreal!! i remember that it feel like you’re part of the paintings and it looks so beautiful. these pictures brought me right back there!! it’s really something so beautiful

also, i love those souvenirs!!! oh that bottle must be so cute!! and i actually had to look up that painting from the postcard because i didn’t know it (and then i realised it was obviously the one in the pictures at the end of the letter, but let’s glide over this) but it looks so beautiful!! i love the idea and the vibe of it, it looks so different.

oh so now you have to unpack?? that’s always the saddest part 😥 i’m sending you a big hug and hope that the memories of these amazing days make it easier!! and i’m so happy you got this time off to really relax!! you deserved it a lot, and i really hope these realisations help! you’ve been really stressed and overworked lately, so i’m so proud and happy that you might have found some solutions!! also, can’t wait to see those rwrb annotations now!

what, you’ve been yelled at by dixie?? and you deserved it?? no but why 🥺 did she miss you too much??

i’ve been good, love. i’ve had a pretty full week, the children definitely didn’t manage to behave themselves, not even once, and i kinda wanted to quit on the spot. i can generally deal with kids, but these two are devils. i’m not even exaggerating. but anyway i did catch a little break this weekend: i went to cuddle some alpacas!!

long story short, it was a birthday gift for my mum and my sister and i tagged along, so we went to this farm and visited some super cute alpacas!! there was a farmer guiding us and telling us what to do and not to do in order to not scare the alpacas (and not get spit on 😂) and she also explained us a lot about their character, their habits, how their fur is used and all that.

the alpacas were super nice. the farmer had given us some food to give them so they started getting close to us and eat off our hands and it was so nice 🥺 then they let themselves be petted for a long time and they also let themselves be hugged!! it was amazing and they are so soft, it made my whole week!!

unfortunately i didn’t get to try any new foods, but i wish i could try and teleport an alpaca there so you could hug it and cuddle it like i did!! (but i really wish you could teleport me that biscoff donut because it sounds heavenly). i’m well hydrated and i’ve been sleeping well, and i also had a job interview this week. i still haven’t heard back but fingers crossed, it would be really nice!!

i hope you are well too, and let me know how the unpacking is going and how readjust to normal life and routine works! i’m loving that box, know that i have one here too, so full of love and soft plushies and tea for you!!

i’m leaving here a pic of an alpaca just because they’re too cute not to!

[weekendgothgirl]

Thanks for the tag @sweetestgbye 😘

when is your birthday?

28th December

what is your favorite color?

Red, black and grey

what’s your lucky number?

8, I don’t know why xD

do you have any pets?

A doggo who I love so much ❤️

how tall are you?

5’3/5’4

how many pairs of shoes do you own?

A few, mostly trainers of various kinds. Mostly converse xD

favorite song?

So many. Top of my head, give em hell kid by my chemical romance.

favorite movie?

Again so many but top of my head again, nightmare before Christmas.

what would be your ideal partner?

God. Uh. Patient, forgiving, understanding. Willing to chat til deep in the AM and join my love of autumn, Halloween, geeky and nerdy shit.

do you want children?

Nope.

have you gotten in trouble with the law?

Nope, the few times it’s the other way round.

what color socks are you wearing?

None xD

bath or shower?

Shower.

favorite type of music?

Rock!

how many pillows do you sleep with?

2 (and a few cushions)

which position do you sleep in?

Either on my back or curled up on my left side.

what don’t you like when you’re sleeping?

Being too warm and not having my feet covered.

what do you have for breakfast?

I usually skip it, I’ll eat cereal etc at night instead 😂

have you ever tried archery?

No but it’d be cool!

favorite fruit?

Apples!

favorite swear word?

Bloody hell

do you have any scars?

Lots! I’ve a long one, like 3 inches, on my wrist from where I fell and sliced it open on sharp stones on a path as a kid. It was pretty deep and 2 cms from a vein…

are you a good liar?

Depends on what. I don’t do big lies if I can help it but lil white lies, I think so.

what’s your personality type?

INFJ-T not sure how accurate but I like it.

what’s your favorite type of girl?

Compassionate, caring, darkly fun, nerdy and geeky and able to get me outta my shell a bit but knows when to leave me be.

left or right handed?

Right handed.

favorite food?

Mac n cheese

are you clean or messy?

Both, I organise my stuff but the small space makes it messy xD

favorite foreign food?

Chinese!

how long does it take for you to get ready?

It depends on whether it’s a special occasion and if I’m wearing make up or not. Usually probably, 30/40 minutes.

most used phrase?

Hell no.

are you a good singer?

Hell no.

do you sing to yourself?

Honestly, only internally.

biggest fear?

Everything, I’ve got anxiety. But more specifically time and how quickly it moves through life.

do you like long or short hair?

On me, short/medium on others whatever they want.

are you into gossips?

Not really, been on the bad side too many times.

extrovert or introvert?

Introvert

favorite school subject?

English and science

what makes you nervous?

Living.

who was your first real crush?

One of my closest mates in secondary school, it was sad. He was lovely.

how many piercings do you have?

6 5 in my ears and a lip one.

how fast can you run?

Not very fast at all.

what makes you angry?

I’m usually pretty chill but smugness, people not listening when they talk to you and loads of big stuff like injustice etc.

do you like your own name?

It’s fine, I’m used to it at this point. Though there was a year when I was like 6/7 where I refused to answer to anything but hazel. To this day my mum and I have no idea why. I didn’t know anyone called that or have a favourite character with that name.

what are your weaknesses?

Indecisive, timid, not confident about anything, can be pushed aside.

what are your strengths?

Shallow blanket knowledge, accepting, empathetic, listens (without judgment) and I’ve been told I’m wise.

what is the color of your bedspread?

White with houseplants and succulents all over.

color of your room?

Red and cream xD

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when is your birthday?

December 4th.

what is your favorite color?

Blue.

what’s your lucky number?

I don’t have one.

do you have any pets?

No. I would love a pair of cats though and to name them Norm and Cliff after the guys from Cheers.

how tall are you?

5’6.

how many pairs of shoes do you own?

Are we talking sneakers or heels or dress shoes or sandals or?? The short answer is too many.

favorite song?

I have to pick one? I have so many! First that comes to mind is Awake My Soul by Mumford and Sons.

favorite movie?

Labyrinth.

what would be your ideal partner?

Someone who is patient and kind and has a sense of humor and is at least a little bit musical and taller then me and outgoing and knows when to push me but also when to leave me be and just accepts that I am a ridiculous mess who doesn’t know how to properly share half the time. Someone who is equally content staying in or going out for an adventure. Also.. Armitage.

do you want children?

I do.

have you gotten in trouble with the law?

Nope.

what color socks are you wearing?

None!

bath or shower?

Shower.

favorite type of music?

Alternative rock.

how many pillows do you sleep with?

6.

which position do you sleep in?

Usually on my side clutching one of my six pillows.

what don’t you like when you’re sleeping?

Not being covered by a blanket.

what do you have for breakfast?

I typically stop at Dunkin on my way to work and get a caramel latte and a bacon, egg and cheese on a bagel. On days I don’t work I usually skip breakfast or eat some weird leftovers.

have you ever tried archery?

Yes. Once. Back at Bible camp when I was a kid.

favorite fruit?

Banana.

favorite swear word?

Fuck.

do you have any scars?

Nothing overly big and noticeable or with a good enough story.

are you a good liar?

Not really. At least not on big things or out and out lies. Sometimes I can pass when its smaller things that are just a tinge off of the truth.

what’s your personality type?

My Myers Briggs is ISFP-T. Although I don’t know how much I agree with it.

what’s your favorite type of girl?

Typically the ones who are the opposite of me. More outgoing, not afraid to speak their minds, can rock a mini skirt and do a flawless smokey eye.

left or right handed?

Right handed.

favorite food?

Tie between tacos and pizza and sushi.

are you clean or messy?

A little bit of both.

favorite foreign food?

My one friend keeps introducing me to different types of Asian cuisine from all over and I’ve been really enjoying it. We did Korean today and it was super tasty. 

how long does it take for you to get ready?

From shower to being dressed with make up? About an hour.  

most used phrase?

Omg noooo, whyy?

are you a good singer?

I don’t think so but my choir director says otherwise. She very sweetly is on a mission to convince me otherwise.

do you sing to yourself?

All the time.

biggest fear?

Dying alone.

do you like long or short hair?

On me? Short. On others? It can vary. I have appreciation for both.

are you into gossips?

I like to think I’m not but I’m terrible and love a good story. I try to be good but the temptation sometimes is just too strong.

extrovert or introvert?

Introvert.

favorite school subject?

English or Psychology.

what makes you nervous?

Change. The unknown.

who was your first real crush?

One of my friends in high school. If I’m honest I went a little overboard on some things but he was always super sweet and patient with me.

how many piercings do you have?

3 in each of my ears.

how fast can you run?

Not very. I hate running. If I’m running you should be worried.

what makes you angry?

Hypocrites and those who refuse to help themselves.

do you like your own name?

For the most part, but sometimes I wish I had something that had more nickname potential.

what are your weaknesses?

My biggest thing is I get too jealous. The rest will keep us here forever so I’ll spare you.

what are your strengths?

I’ve been told I’m patient and a good listener. 

what is the color of your bedspread?

Teal with a red, yellow and orange floral print.

color of your room?

A kind of merlot but I desperately need to repaint it and I can’t decide on what shade of blue to go with.

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