#Sitting with my coworkers like this is a bit torturous to me when I'm cold and tired and Would Literally Rather Work
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
The amount of people I've met working in libraries (public service!!!!) that love to go oh my god people are so weird and strange. Listen to this extremely weird thing a patron did the other day ugh why do these kinds of people come here is like way too high
#To me it's just like. Man who give a fuck. And then the thing is just so..... Inconsequential like you don't NEED to be bothered by this#I don't know at the very least I don't need to be included in these conversations I don't care for them!!!#Like don't look at me expecting pity or amusement I truly dgaf.#I know small talk is a good and important skill to have. And a good work climate is important. But also:#Sitting with my coworkers like this is a bit torturous to me when I'm cold and tired and Would Literally Rather Work#Some people I don't WANT to make small talk with. And some people I don't want to hear make small talk. That's all#One last thing to me this kind of talk is reserved for people being rude. Fuck that but man if a woman is a bit confused that she can't#Use the pc to check her mails bc those sites are blocked it's truly just. what are we talking about right now!!!!!!nothing!!!!!#rosa talk
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Damsel
gif: pinterest banner: @benkeibear, @mariariley, @haerinism
Chapter One of Save Me
Word count: 4.6k
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Female Reader
Summary: You've managed to keep your feelings for your coworker, the one and only Dr. Spencer Reid, completely in the back of your mind. But, when an unsub attacks close to home, you quickly realize you're on your way to becoming a victim. As you fight the panic coursing inside you, you are also left fighting the emotions that arise when Spencer tries to comfort and protect you.
Warnings: Mentions sexual assault, murder, serial killer, domxsub, degradation, torture, stalking. In future parts, will mention vivid torture, PinV, oral, domxsub situations, grief, bondage, physical harm, kidnapping, etc.
A/N: My first attempt at Tumblr and writing on here! This one is going to be a bit of a dark one so read at your own risk. I'm mostly writing for fun but this one will have at least a few parts to it. :)
Your knees begin to ache as you continue to kneel on the hardwood floor in your bedroom. Strong, nimble hands grip your head, lacing fingers into your hair and yank it backwards. A silk blindfold covers your eyes, heightening the rest of your senes. You feel his hot breath mere inches away from your mouth as he speaks to you in a growl.
"Look at you, on your knees, begging for me like a slut." You let out a small whimper at this, rubbing your thighs together in an attempt to get any kind of friction between your legs. All you need is to release this pent up heat at your core, but he is hell bent on taking his sweet time with you.
"Beg." You flinch at the demand in his voice but you do as you're commanded. "Please, Sir...I need it so bad," you cry out. Your wrists struggle in the cold handcuffs that keep your hands bound together behind your back. You just want to touch him so badly, want him to touch you so badly.
He hums and loosens his grip on your hair. You're roughly lifted up from your arm and thrown on the bed. "On your back."
You quickly do as your told, unable to waste another moment wanting instead of getting. "Are you ready to take me like the good girl you are?" You groan your approval, bucking your hips greedily. towards him.
His hands gently reach behind your head to let the blindfold loose. You blink rapidly, your eyes straining to adjust to the bedroom light. You can feel his cock rubbing against your folds slowly.
Once your eyes adjust, you spot unruly, brown curls and a smirking face hovering over you. "Spencer, please.." you beg right before he-
Your phone is ringing ceaselessly on your nightstand as it breaks you out of your sleep. You sit up rapidly, dazed and confused after the intensity of your dream...your dream about your coworker. You rub your eyes with the palms of your hands and let out a sigh. You'll dive into the analysis of your dream eventually, just not right now or maybe you'll just try to forget about it and never think of it again.
You grab your phone and answer it without bothering to check who was calling in the first place. Ever since you began working for the BAU 2 years ago, the only friends you had, had the same demanding job as you. No matter what day or time your phone rang, 9 times out of 10, it was going to be work.
"Hello?" you answer sleepily.
"You sound worse than I did when Hotch called me," Penelope giggles on the other end. "I didn't bother trying to text you first because I knew I wouldn't get a response for approximately 3 business days and then I'd have to probably send a whole wellness check to your house to make sure-"
"I'm assuming we have a case?" You can't help but chuckle at Penelope's ramble.
"Yes, but prepare yourself for this one." Penelope's tone wakes you up more than your coffee normally does. Despite being at the BAU longer than you have, after just about every case you've brought Penelope a bottle of wine, some kind of home-baked sweet and sat on her couch the rest of the day or night in slippers and face masks.
At first, just about everything made you jumpy and queasy but now, there's not much you haven't seen. You've done a decent job at separating your personal and professional emotions - for the most part.
"Thanks for the heads-up, Pen. I'm sure I'll be okay." I reassure her, questioning what kind of case we could possibly have that would rattle me more than abducted children, kidnapped and beaten women, and just about every other sadistic thing you can think of.
You say your goodbyes to Penelope and prepare to head to the office.
You take your seat around the round table, JJ to your left and Morgan to your right, the 3 of you the only ones there so far. You lean towards JJ and lower your voice into a whisper.
"Have you heard anything about this case yet?" You ask.
"I'm pretty sure it's just some murders here in Quantico." She replies, her brows knitting together. "Why do you ask?"
"I'm not sure, I just...Pen called me this morning and told me to prepare. Did she say the same to you?"
"No, she didn't." You take your bottom lip between your teeth and sit back in your seat. Your mind began chasing itself in circles, making up different scenarios on why you would have to be the one to prepare.
Spencer is the next to come, taking a seat across from you. He gives you a friendly smile and he immediately jumps into conversation, asking you guys what you did this weekend and if you were interrupted when you got called. The memory of the dream you were interrupted from plays back in your mind and you feel the heat rising up your neck.
You play it safe and try to kill your heat with humor, per usual. "I was actually in the middle of a very great date with sleep," you groaned.
Morgan laughs next to you in that charming way of his that drives just about every human, no matter what's between their legs, crazy. "Me and Savannah finally got time together because she had a day off from the hospital. We had some dinner, a little wine, we got into bed and boom, phone rang."
We all laugh at Morgan's bad luck and JJ tells a similar story about her and Will, "We had just gotten the kids down too."
Suddenly, Hotch and Rossi enter the room, Garcia trailing behind with her computer in hand. "Sorry to keep you waiting everyone, you can begin, Garcia."
She gives a curt nod and wastes no time jumping into her spiel, providing pictures as always.
"Unfortunately, in our little home of Quantico, 4 bodies of young women have been found bound, brutally tortured, with evidence of..sexual assault." As she continues to add more pictures to the screen, you begin to realize something. You weren't the only one to realize it though when Emily blurts, "Well he's got a type, that's for sure."
"Yup, all women have the same hair color, eye color, even height." Garcia continues.
"You know, these women look kind of familiar..." Rossi begins, and as he begins to put the pieces together as you do, wide eyes begin to fall onto you.
"How tall are you, (y/n)?" Spencer asks matter-of-factly, as if he refuses to believe it's not just some extremely odd coincidence.
"5 foot 4." You reply, wringing your hands in your lap. The gazes of all your team members burn holes into you and you fight against the urge to sink into your chair.
"And each of these women were 5 foot 4?" Morgan asks, setting his gaze on the case file instead of you. "Yes, they were." Garcia confirms.
A nervous chuckle escapes your throat, "I mean, that's a coincidence, right?" No one immediately answers you which does nothing to help you feel any better.
"Until we know for sure, we need to be careful." Hotchner stated bluntly. "We know that with these kinds of unsubs their primary target is normally their worst, and their last."
You know he is right, but it seems almost ridiculous. You barely leave the house except to go to work, go to Penelope's, or get groceries. Why in the world would you be a serial killer's target?
"JJ, Morgan, I want you to talk to the families of these woman and see what you can find out. Their lifestyles, last contacts, places they were seen a few days leading up to their disappearances." JJ and Morgan nod, rising to action and disappearing out of the room.
"Prentiss and Rossi, check out the dump sites." Once Emily and Rossi leave the room to complete their duties, the room feels even more suffocating even though there's less people in it.
There is absolutely no way you can focus on finding a serial killer that has a preference for women just like you while working with Spencer, but it leaves Spencer and Hotch left as possible partners for this case.
"(Y/n), until we get more information, I want to be safe rather than sorry. This team has suffered enough so for now you will work with Spencer on the geographical profile."
With that, he stands and leaves me and Spencer in the room, alone.
It's almost too hard to bear so you immediately begin. "I'm going to print out a map so we can see his hunting and dumping zones," you explain quickly, leaving the room like a fire was just lit up your ass.
You enter an internal conflict of not wanting to waste time and therefore, endangering another women's life, but you also aren't sure if you're going to be able to handle being alone in close proximity with the coworker you had a literal wet dream about just a few hours ago.
You decide that a woman's life is more important than your own feelings and quickly make work printing and bringing back a map.
Once it's taped to the board, you and Spencer immediately get to work putting pointer tabs on the map, red for dumpsites, blue for abduction sites.
You both step back to allow yourselves the bigger picture. You can feel the heat radiate off of Spencer and you dare a quick glance towards him. His button-down sleeves are rolled up the elbows, his arms crossed against his chest, his finger running across his jaw. You can almost see the beautifully brilliant cogs in his head at work as you stare.
You're broken out of your trance when he suddenly moves closer to the map and draws a circle. "Most of the dump sites are within a mile radius of each other just outside of FBI territory, but the abduction sites are more scattered." His fingers lightly trace the map, pointing to each abduction site.
"Grocery store parking lot, park, apartment building.."
Your eyes widen as realization begins to sink in, this one being even more damning than just looking like the victims.
"Spence.." you breathe out. You move closer to get a better look at the map, ensuring you're not just creating something out of nothing.
"I've been to all these places before.." You say this so low, for a moment think he didn't even hear you.
"Actually, all of those sites are some of the most common places people go on a day-to-day basis. For example, 8.642 million people live in the state of Virginia and if you take the area of Quantico and surrounding areas -"
"Spencer, what days did these women get abducted?" You ask, your lip begins to quiver slightly as you push the panic down that is threatening to rise up inside you. You're hoping that this is all just some sick coincidence and you're not right about the theory you're about to put to the test.
"The first victim, Abby Reynolds, got abducted from the Walmart parking lot off 610 on the second. Laney Parker from Smith Lake Park on the fifth. Delaney Litz from Aquia Fifteen Apartments -" Your entire body freezes in absolute terror and Spence pauses. "What is it?"
"Spencer, I went to all of the places on those days and that apartment building...I live there."
His eyes widen as he stars at you in shock. "You're sure you went to those places at the same time?"
"Yes..I- I went to Walmart right after we got done our case on the second to get wine for me and Penelope, then on the fifth I took my nephew to Smith Lake Park because we had the day off and I felt guilty for being a terrible sister and never talking to my sister..." Tears threaten to spill across your cheeks but you internally chastise yourself to get a grip. This could all still just simply be a coincidence. A sick fucking coincidence.
Spencer immediately grabs his phone out of his pocket and calls Hotch. Spencer puts Hotch on speaker phone as the rest of the team is conferenced in.
"JJ, what did you guys learn from the families?"
"All 4 women were extremely work orientated, barely even found the time to buy themselves groceries and lived low-risk lifestyles."
You practically throw yourself into a chair at the round table, unable to control the trembling of your hands and the threat of your knees buckling beneath you. Spencer sets his phone down on the table and takes the chair in front of you. As the team speaks to one another, Spencer gently reaches for your hands and squeezes them, running his thumbs over the back of your hands in an attempt to comfort you.
He lets go of one hand and reaches over the table to mute the phone. "Do you want me to tell them, or do you want to do it?"
You honestly aren't even sure your brain is working correctly at this point. All you know is that you are in the safest place you can be, and you know your team wouldn't let anything happen to you. Spencer wouldn't let anything happen to you.
"You, please." You whisper. He nods and unmutes the phone.
"Guys, we found out something interesting while working on the geographical profile." He begins.
"Go on," Hotch urges.
"Well, first, all the dumping sites are within a 1 mile radius of each other right outside the FBI territory. I think he wants the bodies displayed and found, particularly by us." He slides his chair close to yours and stills your shaky hands with his. "Also, each woman was abducted from places (y/n) went to on those same days."
The line goes silent and it's almost enough to push you over the edge. Not only do you have to manage your own panic and fear, you have a whole team you brought this upon who now has to worry for a friends life and you can't help but feel guilty for it. "Prentiss, head back to the office. (Y/n), are you up for a cognitive?"
You gaze up at Spencer who gives you a comforting nod. "Y-yes. I can do that."
"I'll be there in 5," Prentiss calls out and the phone conference ends.
"Will you please stay with me? During the interview?" You manage to choke out. You try to fight the onslaught of emotions this situation suddenly thrust upon you.
"Of course. You're safe with me, with us. You know none of us would ever let anything happen to you. You're not alone." Spencer pulls you into a tight hug and you allow yourself to relax into him. It does nothing to ease the coursing emotions and terror you have within yourself. Seeming to sense that, he pulls away but keeps his hands on your shoulders. "You're safe," he coos, offering a small, comforting smile.
You attempt to return a smile of your own, but you can't help the nagging feeling in the pit of your stomach that there is a bottom to this whole iceberg that you guys haven't seen yet.
You take a seat on an uncomfortable metal chair in one of the interviewing rooms. "Do we really have to do this in here?" You sigh. Spencer stayed true to his word and pulled up a chair next to you. He placed a hand over yours, despite Emily being just across the table.
You almost allowed yourself to relax at the contact, but it only made your life a bit more difficult. Not only were you possibly being stalked and hunted by a brutal serial killer, but you also had a school girl crush on the one coworker who would likely never feel the same, and you would probably not confess to, even with your life in danger.
Emily laces her fingers together and winces. "I'm sorry, but yeah. You're considered a possible target now. You're involved on the opposite end of this case." Her honesty sent a shiver down your spine. You weren't sure you could handle someone sugar coating the danger you were in or the seriousness of this case, but the blunt honesty didn't make it any better easier.
"I'm just going to ask you simple questions. You're safe here, always remember that, (y/n)." I nod and close my eyes. I take Spencer's hand and squeeze it lightly. He squeezes back, his confirmation that he's there.
"You just got off the jet from a long case in Florida. What does it feel like outside?"
"Hot. Like I wanted to rip my clothes off." You can feel Spencer next to you tense at your comment and you squeezed his hand in flirt-reply but you were sure he would most likely not understand it.
"What did you do next?"
"I...I talked to Penelope. I called her when we landed while I walked to my car and I offered to come over to watch Illegally Blonde and bring wine."
"Focus on the carpark. Was there anyone just standing around? Any abnormal cars you didn't recognize?"
You tried to imagine the carpark at the tarmac. There were multiple floors, all used by different departments of the FBI. You were only really sure of the kinds of cars your close coworkers drove but there were probably hundreds of cars around as you walked through. "There's a lot of cars I don't know. I parked further away because I was running late and all the spots were full."
"Keep walking towards your car. Is there anyone just standing around?"
As I walk to towards my car, I swivel my head around, going over each small detail of my surroundings.
"There's a man in a suit with a briefcase but he's on the phone, talking to someone. I don't think he even knew I was there."
"Once you get in your car, is there anything abnormal? Does your car start the same way it always does? What do you smell?"
You rack your brain for the memory. You allow yourself to picture sitting in the car. "I think it smelt normal. Like my air freshener which I always change when it runs out."
Your air freshener hung from your rearview mirror, your steering wheel was in the same position you left it, and when you turned the car on, your car purred like normal. "Wait," you whisper.
"What is it?"
You feel Spencer's hand squeeze yours. "Normally, my phone automatically connects when I start it. I always play my music through my bluetooth and no one else's phone is paired so there should've been no reason for it to not connect."
"What did you do when you noticed your phone didn't connect?"
"I umm..I went into my settings to try to connect but then I saw my settings were basically clear edout. Like it was reset to factory settings."
"What did you do then?"
You take your bottom lip into your mouth and begin to chew as you allow the memory to play on. Spencer's hand brings you to Earth slightly and you let out a deep breathe and continue.
"I'm pretty sure I just paired it again...I thought it was weird, definitely, but I don't think I really thought much of it. No one was in my car or under, I always check. There wasn't any kind of van or large vehicle parked next to me. There wasn't anything else that made me feel in danger so I guess I just played it off like my car malfunctioned or something."
"Okay, are you alright to keep going?"
As the memory continues to play in your mind you begin to feeling the rising panic again. You're normally extremely vigilant, sometimes too much. Every sound and detail is always analyzed, you always make sure there's no danger around. You can't help but feel idiotic for missing it. Of course, you would never completely factory reset your car and you haven't taken it to get serviced in months.
As your breathing quickens, you fling your eyes open and blink back the tears forming. "I-I'm not sure. I feel...stupid. I should have noticed."
"You noticed everything else, though. You're not stupid. You checked for every other danger you could possibly think of, don't berate yourself for not thinking you were in danger because of something as simple as your phone not connecting. Almost no one would read into it any further than a vehicle malfunction." Spencer's hands were on your shoulders as he speaks to you, forcing you to stare at him.
"I'm a profiler, it's my job to read into things no one else does."
"You're human, (y/n). An intelligent human at that. Don't call yourself stupid." Spencer's tone almost makes you flinch, it sounds almost just like the dream you had...you shake your head to get the thought out and avoid his flamed gaze.
"I'm proud of you for getting this far," Spencer spoke softer this time, dropping his hands from your shoulders and taking your hand again. "You're brave."
"I'm brave," I repeat, taking a deep breath. "Let's continue."
After a grueling, multiple hour long cognitive interview, you're mentally drained. Remembering every detail about every day for the past few weeks has taken a toll on you. As you exit the interview room, Prentiss pats your shoulder and gives you a comforting smile. She then heads off to discuss your interview with the team probably, but Spencer doesn't budge from your side.
You pause in the hallway and Spencer looks down at you, concern lacing his features. "You did great in there," he started. "You really helped us, a lot."
"I really hope so. I'm too scared to go home, I don't even want to leave the BAU just in case he hacked my car..." Tears well up in your eyes once again but this time, you decide to let them slip. You're too exhausted and confused and scared to care about what Spencer might think of you crying in front of him.
He gently brings a hand up to your cheek and wipes a fallen tear from it. His hand lingers on your face and he suddenly brings it down to his side as if realizing that he was prolonging his contact.
"Thank you for staying in there with me." You look at him with teary eyes and try to plaster on a smile.
He only frowns back at you. "Of course, I didn't want you to go through it alone. You know you don't need to put on a fake smile for me. I can see through it anyway."
You blink at his words and take a relieving breath. It was nice to not be expected to be okay right now. "Now that I'm considered a target, am I not allowed to know what you guys know?" It was almost too much to bear, the thought of being kept in the dark when you were the one in danger.
"As much as Hotch might say you should stay out of it, I don't think it's fair. Knowing the information we do could possibly save your life."
The tight knot in your stomach uncoils slightly. It helps to know that even if things are kept from you, there is someone who would fight for you and probably tell you anyway.
"There you guys are, Hotch needs us in the conference room." JJ states, popping her head around the corner and disappearing just as quickly as she came.
Spencer places a gentle hand on the small of my back and leads me to the round table. You're grateful for this because you don't think you'd be able to keep yourself up and moving on your own.
As soon as you sit down, Hotch doesn't give you a moment to catch your breath before he begins. "Based on everything so far, our profile suggests that you're his endgame, (y/n)."
Your eyes widen but you're unable to even open your mouth to ask why.
Garcia speaks next and you whip your gaze to her as she fidgets with the fluffy pen in her hand. "I did some internet sleuthing, as I do, and I found something...extremely creepy." She pushes a button on the remote next to her and a website appears on the screen. The tension in the room becomes taut like a wire as an entire blog about you comes up on the screen. "It's anonymous, of course. But not for long, I will not let him get away with this." Garcia states angrily, as the different blog entries are scrolled through.
"She will belong to me even if it's the last thing I do."
"Such a selfish whore, parading around for me, basically asking for my attention and then pretending like I don't exist."
"I think she gets it, guys." Spencer snarls.
"(Y/n), do you have any idea who this guy is?" Morgan asks.
"I-I don't know. I rarely even go anywhere! I don't understand why I'm the target. What is so special about me?" You cry out, exasperated.
"There must have been an interaction, even a super brief, normal one you had with him." JJ points out.
"I don't remember anyone out of the blue coming up to me..."
"He most likely wouldn't have. You might have had to talk to him for any kind of reason, a cashier, a waiter, even someone who held the door open for you." Prentiss sighs.
"I don't think he would have worked at any of the places the women were abducted from. He's obviously got a large house, land, or somewhere to hold these women. He tends to hold them for around 2 days before dumping them and if he's stalking (y/n) in his free time, he's probably got a flexible job or no job at all." Morgan explains.
"Garcia, get a list of everyone that lives with their parents or took over their parents residence after they passed, especially those with farms, or land." Hotch orders.
"Also check for men who's parents might have owned buildings he can keep women in that are now abandoned like factories, mills, schools." Rossi chimes in.
Garcia nods and races out of the room and to her office.
"We've got to find a way to get this guy to come out of his hiding spot.." JJ hums.
"(Y/n)?" Hotch asks, his gaze noticeably softer. You're almost too afraid to answer, internally begging to just stay here, away from danger. "Yes?" You answer quietly.
"I wouldn't ask this if I thought we had other leads or ways to narrow down suspects...but we might need you to draw him out."
"Absolutely not!" Spencer jumps from his seat. The entire table falls silent at his outburst.
"It might be the only way of making sure other women don't get hurt, Spencer." Hotch reasoned.
"I don't care! You're putting her in danger!" Spencer roared, shoving his chair from behind him and pacing around the room. "You can't Hotch."
"It's okay," you croak out. If it means saving another woman's life, you're willing to make the sacrifice. You don't allow yourself to think about Spencer's outburst and why he could've possibly been so upset. You're just friends. He just cares about you because you're his friend, you tell yourself.
Spencer sits back down in his seat, his gaze unable to meet mine. "I can handle it," you lift your chin and straighten your back, faking a confidence you sure as hell don't have.
"Everyone meet back here in an hour and we'll discuss the details." With this, Hotch rises out of his seat and leaves the room. The others do the same, leaving you and Spencer by yourselves, still seated at the round table.
"I'm brave, remember?" You say, giving him a sad smile. He gives you an even sadder smile back. "Yes, you are." You can see him battling an internal battle with himself, his body almost shaking. "You'll be there to protect me, right?"
"Of course."
#spencer reid#criminal minds fandom#criminal minds fanfic#dr spencer reid#criminal minds fanfiction#criminal minds#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid smut#mgg#spencer reid x reader smut#spencer reid x you#spencer reid x y/n#spencer reid x fem!reader#kinktober 2023#spencer reid fanfiction#criminal minds smut#bau#smut#matthew gray gubler#spencer reid imagine#spencer reid x oc#spencer reid x self insert
559 notes
·
View notes
Text
Come here pet...
So... I'm feeling kinda naughty and I love Lady D so much that I would totally lick her high heels. I worte this to fullfil these dreams but... I hope you enjoy this as much as I >< ♡
Warning -> nfsw content!
Another day of service inside Dimitrescu Castle. The sisters were terrorizing my coworkers all the time. The owner of the place had requested my presence in her studio, in my hands one held the cup with the symbol of the house and in the other a huge bottle of Sanguis Virginis. My footsteps echoed across the floor of the place, the eyes of the paintings seemed to follow my steps. Candlelight dimmed with all the windows covered in thick burgundy curtains. I made my way stopping in front of the door swallowing hard, knocking twice on the door hearing a low "come in" in the woman's silky voice. I opened the door with the help of my body, the smell of her perfume is intoxicating, sweet but never cloying, addictive to the senses. It didn't go unnoticed by the woman that I was enjoying my surroundings more than I should have. She was sitting in front of an unfinished painting. The armchair looked more like her throne bathed in gold. The pale dress accentuated the woman's curves and left her chest more detached than it should have for my sanity. The golden eyes had an amused glint and the crimson lips sported an evil smile.
"Come here pet," She makes a gesture with her hand, my feet go slowly there feeling a turn from spreading one leg over the other to get her face so close to the beautiful features. "Leave it on the floor, yes," She picked up her brush again and slowly traced the features of a woman being whipped by another woman who looked like a goddess. Objects were placed a little apart. "What do you think of this painting, my dear?" She rested her chin on the back of her hand and watched her intently.
"It's beautiful, my lady." You look away at the painting, nothing was out of place. Everything there had a feeling of grandeur.
"Well, I think there's something missing..." She lets out a low giggle and I feel a hand squeeze my hip. I shift my attention to her, eyes slightly wide. She had a small smile on her lips and started to pull me closer to her lap, warmth spreading across my cheeks. Her breath hit my ear and cheek, the cold wind contrasting with my skin that warmed more and more, I felt her breasts at the beginning of my back and the back of my neck. My heart felt like it wanted to come out of my mouth. "You know what I think," She whispered softly in my ear slowly lowering her gloved hand until it rested on my leg, with light caresses, up and down "That you could help me pet, to improve this art even more, " She ran her tongue slowly leaving a wet trail where it touched from my neck to the ear, I was getting wet, I squeezed one leg to the other letting out a sigh, she put the brush in my hand and bit my earlobe making me break the lips. "I can smell you…I can hear you." Her hand took the hem of my dress and moved up from my knees to just above my hips while the other gently moved between my legs. "I'm going to feel you…You become so silent," She started running her finger over my panties as I felt my pussy contract and wet the fabric. "Oh pet... all this for me... Don't be shy dear, paint."
I wet the tip of the brush in the red paint and began to fill in the details in the paint sky as best I could amidst the tremors I felt when Lady pushed my intimate part to the side and began to spread moisture throughout the area. taking a deep breath behind me, mumbling something to herself. The movements so slow and torturous, my limbs felt like jelly as she placed kisses on the back of my neck and on my pulse point lingering there, traces of saliva and teeth passed through there, leaving me a mess. I was afraid of leaving marks on her expensive dress, I felt myself dripping as I moved to follow those long fingers. She took a hard bite near my shoulder, pulling her hands away from me, I cried softly for her to come back.
"So hungry for me..." She showed me her hand covered by the wet and sticky glove, I took it with my other hand and brought her digita to my mouth licking and sucking letting the brush fall to the floor as she dragged me along my Lady's thighs moaning She let out a grunt squeezing my thigh for me to stop and took her fingers out of my mouth. I rolled my eyes leaning against her watching the gloves being left aside and the pale hand with the dark tips revealed. A trace of saliva came out of the corner of my mouth. "Be nice to me dear and spread those legs wide, your Lady will make you have a good time, will you? Will you be my good girl and ride my fingers?" She took a hand running the cold of her skin over my hot pussy, I felt it throb and moaned her name softly. "Alcina…"
"Are you losing track of the danger hmm? I am above, dove." She whispered placing a chaste kiss on my cheek as she thrust a finger inside me, so big, filling me so well. The finger came in and out making noises while my moans were thinning and my Lady's fingers glowed in the candlelight in the huge chamber, she put one more in and I arched my back squeezing her long fingers inside me hearing her growl with one hand caressing my breast. "I'm just going to let you come when you learn your place dear."
#resident evil#re8 dimitrescu#re8#tall vampire lady#alcina x female reader#lady alcina#lady dimitrescu#aot smut#wlw nfsw#nfsw text#nfsw girls#fanfic#lesbian#bisexual#pansexual#girlswholikegirls#wlw#lgbt+#lgbtqia#lgbtq#resident evil village#imagine#vampire#queer
242 notes
·
View notes
Text
III.
(TW // MENTIONS OF DEATH)
Girl, I know you love me
Even though your parents
They don't fucking trust me
Typical story of good girl meets bad boy. You were working at an ice cream parlor when he walked in. You didn't know he would change your life forever.
He held so much command and power in his walk. His presence demanded respect. Yet, the rowdy group of boys he was with made him seem just a little more approachable.
"Hello, welcome to ___ ____ ice cream shoppe. What can we get started for you today?" Your coworker smiled, his gaze still stuck on you. Your body was situated behind your coworker and to the side where you were refilling some toppings. You tried to turn away and keep to yourself, but you felt his line of vision blow holes into your back.
"Can I please have 6 chocolate sundaes and 1 peach shaved ice?" His voice was like liquor. It was warm yet made you a little tipsy in the head.
"Of course, ₩19,500 please." His hand reached out. A black card being dangled in his fingertips. "We will get those out to you as quick as we can." She smiled as she returned his card.
The group sat down at a large table. The shoppe was still bare for a hot summer night. The quietness made it that more enjoyable.
You pretended to wipe down the corner as you couldn't help googly eyes toward the boy who sat at the head of the group's table. He seemed like a natural leader. He had taken his jean jacket off to reveal a cuffed T-shirt with tattoo ink spilling out of the sleeves.
A red and black dragon laid on his arm, snaking up his bicep as if it was trying to introduce and make itself known. A sinister smirk laid on the face of the Beast you were taught to fear.
You left the counter and went over to your working coworker. You hit her arms and she groaned looked over to you. "They're apart of Neo Culture." You babbled and she looked at you as if you had grown 15 heads. "No way-" "Look at his tattoo." You whined quietly and you watched the fear grow into her eyes slowly.
"Oh my God." Her figure became stiff and you just stood there, afraid of moving wrongly.
"If I have to tell you guys to shut up one more time, I'm putting you all in the car and driving all the way back home." The boy's voice boomed through the small space and made your coworker drop her metal scoop and grabbed you to shield her.
All eyes were on her and you. "You guys okay?" One of the shorter boys asked and you nodded quickly. "More than okay. Perfect, actually. Absolutely wonderful." You nodded and they chuckled to themselves.
"Pull yourself together woman!" You scolded as you hit her arms again.
"Get them their desserts. Just...be calm." You said and she got back to a steady pace of work.
It was like an instant and she had all of them done and ready to go out. "I'm not doing it. The one who goes closest is the one who gets killed first." She said shoving you toward the tray.
You just rolled your eyes and picked it up quickly.
You walked around the corner and all of their chattering abruptly stopped once you approached silently.
"wow you were quiet." The tattoo'ed boy said with a chuckle. "I get that alot actually." Your laugh came out a little rushed. "Who had the shaved ice?" You asked and the boy with a pink tinged head of hair raised his hand. You handed it to him and passed out all the ice cream.
You were walking back when you thought you were home free. "Miss. You dropped this." You turned around and were met face to face with Mr. Liquor himself.
His hand held a piece of paper and you took it kindly. "Thank you so much." You smiled and you both turned and separated.
You watched as he walked back and put his coat back on. "y/l/n is gonna come any second." Your last name falling off his lips so suddenly and smoothly.
Some of the boys groaned as they all got up. As if on que, your dad walks through the front door of the shoppe.
"I said don't come back here, Mark." His smile fell once he saw the tattoo'ed boy. "I was just treating my boys to a sweet surprise. Nothing more, y/l/n." He raised his hands in defense.
"Why did you serve them?!" Your dad's anger was now being pointed towards you.
"Hey. Leave her out of it. She didn't know who we were." Mark's voice became more elevated and commanding as your dad's face grew more red. The heavy feeling of doing something wrong growing in your chest.
"Don't tell me how to speak to my daughter." Your dad's finger pointing in Mark's face. "Daughter?" He asked as if it was surprise. "This makes it even better." A cocky smirk replacing his stone cold glare.
"I told you to stay out, you and your flea-ridden gang." You've never heard your father use such harsh words towards another human. Your dad stepping close to Mark and the rest of his group. Yet, Mark didn't back down as he handed his ice cream to his friend.
"I didn't bring trouble this time. We've been paying our dues for a while now-" "That doesn't mean shit. I told you and your leader that I didn't want anyone of you coming in and messing with me or my business...or family." Your dad said coming around the counter to the register.
"We get it. We'll leave." They were headed out the door, Mark trailing his group when your dad had another slick comment. "You and your Neo Culture rats need to know your place. Might as well sell his land to another group." He said and you thought you could hear the rubber of Mark's shoes screech on the concrete.
He turned around, his friends continuing without him. Your dad knew he fucked up as the door slammed and Mark locked it.
"Excuse me?" He asked, sauntering over to the counter. "Wanna run that by me again?" He asked, his fingers motioning your frozen father to repeat his last words.
Mark had the coldest glare that could make the devil run in fear. "Say it with your chest...or not at all." He growled and gave one last look to you; a softness becoming apparent in his stare.
He unlocked the door and walked across the street to an all black SUV. Getting in, he sped away with a look of hatred to the shoppe.
Your father gulped loudly, still frozen in fear and shock.
"Don't get wound up in mafia drama, girls. It'll only make you lose sleep and safety." He grabbed a pint of ice cream and retreated to the back room.
Your hands unfolded the piece of paper in your hands and was met with neat handwriting.
'hope to see you here more often ;) -mark'
You know you shouldn't love me
Sneaking around with Mark was hard. From having him spend the night at your house without your parents knowledge to you sneaking back in right before your mom called for breakfast.
Mark taught you how to feel new emotions. Like guilt...and lust...and love.
"You need to find someone else." His words were hesitant as your fingers traced over his dragon tattoo for what felt like the millionth time.
You sat up, his arm coming from around you to behind his head. You looked down at him, his figure laid on your bedding so nicely.
"What?" Your voice was laced with confusion. "You know you shouldn't love me, y/n." His hand came up to put a piece of hair behind your ear.
"But I do." Your voice was soft and silky. "That's not just going to change because you say so, Mark." you reasoned as you turned to sit facing him.
It was your turn to now play and move his black hair out of his face. "It needs to though." He sat up along with you.
"no." Firmness was your only option at this point. "What?" His dumbfounded expression had you rethinking your approach.
"why do you want me to find someone else?" The question was met with a surprisingly clear answer. "I don't deserve you. You can do way better than me." His words were soft yet held a powerful blow.
"I'm only going to get you hurt-" you broke off his rambling with a kiss. He didn't hesitate...telling you all you needed to know.
"I'm in this with you. Not just because I'm bored." You said, barely backing away. He nodded, his eyes still trained on your lips.
"And really? You really thought I would listen to you? Find someone better? You're ridiculous."
Looking for God,
Put you Down on your knees,
I'm all what you want...but not what you need
"For God's sake just kill me already!" You screamed at the men who had taken you away from your happiness. It had been 4 days of agonizing torture of your freedom being stripped away like it was nothing.
The tears had been never ending as they teased you with death. At this point, it looked like the freedom you were craving.
"Please." You begged but the small group could only laugh.
The concrete corner of the room had become home to your broken and tired body. "We're not going to be killing anyone." One of them spoke from the small table. "Well, not you atleast." He waved you off.
"Then who?! You fucking-" "your little boy toy." The tears had dried up to your core. "no." Disbelief had washed over your body.
"now we found what gets to her." the three of them congratulated themselves with another shot of liquor.
"he should be coming any minute now, actually." "and he's gonna beat all of your asses." And as if on que, mark along with a couple of his fellow associates walked into the big concrete room.
"Mark!" You screamed even though he could see you as soon as he walked through the old door. He could only smile very small. "Okay you can release her now. Tie him up." The 3 words sent you reeling back into the corner so they couldn't touch your restraints.
They pulled at your body but you kicked and bit, screaming bloody murder to have them not take the zip ties off.
Then it was all over. All the kicking and the grabbing. Mark.
His soothing presence had calmed you down so quickly. "Come on, you need to get out of here." He pulled at you carefully. "And then me and you can go be together." You stated but he never met you with the confirmation you were craving.
"You need to leave, y/n." He hugged you once the zip ties were off. Your arms held onto him as if he was a god himself.
"you're coming with me." you stated but you felt the shaking in his chest.
"leave. y/n." he ordered, grabbing your shoulders and shaking you into reality. His puffy and red eyes told you that you would be leaving alone.
"I am not leave-leaving. I'm not leaving without you, Mark." You grabbed him equally as hard.
"This is reality, y/n. Only one of us can leave alive. That was the deal." He grabbed your face. "All. Or none." You countered.
"They don't care about you-" "tick tock." They spoke. You saw the two other associates sitting on their knees. They were muttering to themselves. Absorbed in self-reflection and asking any higher being to forgive them before their confirmed fate.
"but I do. And I am making sure you are leaving here alive." He started pulling you up. "it's meaningless without you-" "not time to be poetic and shit, y/n." He started pushing and pulling at you but you wouldn't budge and started fighting against him.
"30 seconds and nobody is leaving alive." The man barked. Tears started to fall from Mark's eyes. "Please. My dying wish. Please. Leave." He begged, grabbing your hands and trying to pull.
"no. Mark." You started slapping his hands.
"15."
He just stopped and stared at you. "I told you, Mark." You said calmly, grabbing his face. "I'm here with you." You smiled very weakly.
"5."
"and I'll be with you forever." the next moments were as if you were looking at you both from an aerial view. you were ripped away from eachother and kicked down to your knees.
"face eachother." you both moved quickly to see eachother's tear streaked faces.
"any last words?" you heard the click and felt the cool metal on your head.
this was it.
you weren't going to get your paycheck this week.
you were never going to see the new action movie with mark like you had planned.
no more lasted night snacks turning into early morning breakfasts.
you wouldn't exist in the next 5 minutes.
but you were okay. you were getting your wish.
your last waking moments were looking into the beautiful eyes of your soulmate. you were already in heaven.
"I'm sorry...and I love you." He choked and the eyes were rolling from the captors.
"You?" You felt a nudge from the metal and you could only open and close your mouth like a fish out of water. "I love you too. Please wait for me on the other side."
He sighed, nodding lowly and grabbing the man's barrel. He repositioned it from the side of his head to his crown. "Please make it quick." Mark swallowed his pride, seeing you tremble in fear from your death wish being granted. You were fucking insane...but he was happy he wasn't dying alone.
"please let her go to a happy place." was his last wish.
"for all the brothers we lost along the way, and for the ones that will be lost because of these deaths. we pay respect to you."
You took a deep breath and clenched your teeth for impact...it was all cold.
~~
You woke up in a huff, grabbing the sheets next to you. It was bare...yet warm.
"Mark?" You called out roughly. The warm sun streamed through your window in long rays.
"Mark?!" You called louder, getting out of the warm sheets and running out of the familiar feeling bedroom.
There he was. In the kitchen, making breakfast. "Oh look at sleeping beauty." His crisp white tee shirt and unscathed face had you reeling in disbelief. "It felt so real." You choked quietly.
"huh?" He looked at you with a face that would usually send you laughing.
"it was a dream?" The question had him suddenly putting down the cooking utensil. He only stood infront of you and looked at your confused face in adoration.
"we're okay." his voice sounded strained. He grabbed your hand, swallowing the lump in his throat, he had the guts to look in your eyes.
"we turned out okay in the end."
#nct mark#nct#nct dream reactions#nct dream#nct 127 blurbs#nct 127 mark#nct 127#nct mafia au#nct mafia#mafia nct#mark blurbs#mark drabbles#lee mark#mark lee#mark#lee minhyung#superm mark#superm mafia#kpop angst#sad kpop#kpop mafia#mark lee angst#nct angst hours#nct angst#nct 127 angst#nct dream angst
140 notes
·
View notes
Note
I actually once wrote (privately) a story about a girl who's car died and Willy Nylander was the mechanic who came to get her then they ended up having sex in his shower so like.....I'm looking forward to seeing what you can do with 05 for Willy.
your car slid into a snowbank and i’m the mechanic that comes to tow you (in this AU Willy is obviously not a hockey player)
–
So, here’s the thing.
You’re a good person. You give money to charities, you let old ladies cross the street. When people behind you in the line at the grocery store have less items than you, you let them go in front of you sometimes. Your dog is a rescue dog. You’re a good person.
Which is why you don’t fucking deserve this.
“Tough luck, huh?” William says, as he steps out of his car.
And when you say “You have no idea” you mean it.
Your day started fine, before you got to work this morning. Except when you got there, your computer wouldn’t start, and from then on, everything went wrong. Clients were rude, electronics malfunctioning, and this stupid, never-ending snow.
It had been the snow, that eventually got you. You’re not from Canada and back home, snow is a once in a blue moon experience, and when it does happen, regular daily life simply… halts, until the snow is gone.
Here people still have to work, which means you have to drive.
And that, apparently, means your car will end up in a snowbank.
“What happened?” Will asks.
It would be so easy to make a sarcastic remark, here, but you’re positively miserable, so you decide against it.
“I don’t know how to drive in the snow.” Truth is, you simply took the car from park to drive and suddenly it was gliding; pressing the brakes did nothing, and your car, tauntingly slowly, slid into the snowbank.
Will laughs. “Try to look a little more miserable,” he teases. Then, when he sees the look on your face, his eyes soften. “Hey, it’s not that bad, I can tow you home.”
And oh, the innocence: if only he knew that’s gonna make it so much worse.
You met Will a few months ago. You work with his brother, Alex, and one day he just showed up at your Friday afternoon meeting - the one that’s always held in the bar next to your work, Duke’s - and ever since then, he’s been showing up sporadically, ruining your Fridays with his handsome face and luscious hair.
You were aware that Will is a mechanic, but you really didn’t think you’d be unlucky enough to have him respond to your call.
Should’ve known.
It wouldn’t be so bad, that your favorite coworker has a really hot older brother, except Will is always chatting to your other coworker, Alice, and never to you, so you’re not delusional enough to think you ever have a chance with him. Which makes looking at him torture.
“You wanna wait in the truck?” Will offers, motioning to his truck, and you gratefully take him up on it: not only is it hard to look at him and not drool, it’s also pelting down snow, and you’re pretty sure you’re freezing from the inside out.
Playing on your phone keeps you busy until finally, the door on the driver’s side opens and Will hops in.
“Fuck, it’s cold,” he mutters, turning up the heating as he starts backing up his truck. “I wasn’t made for the cold.”
“Aren’t you Swedish?” you ask, and he laughs.
“Well, yeah, but still.”
It’s a sentiment you wholeheartedly agree with, and the two of you talk about your upbringing a little when you suddenly notice that you’re already turning into your street.
You narrow your eyes. “Did you take a short cut? I swear it takes me twice as long to get home from work.”
To your surprise, Will’s cheeks flush red. “Uhm, no,” he says, his voice a little tight, “I actually took a longer way.”
“Why?” That makes no sense.
He smiles. “Cause I wanted to talk to you a bit more.”
Oh.
You cross your arms, raise an eyebrow at him. “You never talk to me at Duke’s.”
“That’s cause I’m trying to help my brother get a date,” Will grins.
And suddenly, everything clicks: the way Alice is always looking at Alex when Will talks to her, how Alex is always staring at Alice at the office, when he thinks she’s too busy to notice.
The truck comes to a halt and Will turns half sideways in his chair, facing you. “If I wasn’t such a good brother, I’d spend all my time talking to you.”
It’s such a line, but it sounds so stupidly sincere and, well, it’s not like you have any type of willpower when it comes to Will; so you chew your lip before asking: “You wanna come in, for a sec?”
--
The next morning, you’re sitting in Will’s truck, parked in front of the office, and before you get out, Will kisses you so deeply you can feel it all the way in your toes. When you enter the office, it’s Alex, that shoots you an unamused look.
“Was that my brother’s truck?” he asks.
You shrug, sending him an innocent smile. “My car slid into a snowbank, I needed a lift. Maybe you should slide your car into a snowbank and ask Alice for a lift.”
And if Alex turns as red as the decorations that Will puts in your Christmas tree that year, well, that’s between you and him.
65 notes
·
View notes