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[ashherahh]

I'M ALIVE

Firstly, I just want to say I was not intentionally gone. I was supposed to move at the end of November but things happened and I actually moved at the end of October.

So, yeah, I lived alone so I had to do everything on my own. Which was not fun.

I also have to travel by bus every day and I kid you not, it takes me an hour to get to work in the morning and two hours to get home in the evening. TWO FREAKING HOURS!

Needless to say, I've finally settled in and got used to my crazy schedule and I can finally do my readings again.

Apologies for the wait and the delay and capitalism, but ya girl is back.

[ashherahh]

I am so swamped with work and apartment viewings that I haven't got the chance to finish up some readings.

I'm so sorry 🥺 I'm going to try and do the bulk of them over the weekend!

[ashherahh]

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First Initial: M

I’d like to know who I was in a past life and what karma I carried over from that life into my current one.

Hi bubs 💞 thank you for participating!

Cards: Knight of Swords, Eight of Wands, King of Cups, Queen of Swords

You had an extra card just come flying out!

In your past life, you were male and you were in a position of authority. You managed finances of sorts, and you had a lot of wealth.

In your youth, you were quite eager to move up in life and so you made a lot of hasty decisions, seedy dealings. Basically you would try to do anything to get to a better position in life. You became really well established and in your old age, you stopped foolish things and cautioned anyone else against it.

You didn't marry your soulmate like you were supposed to. The Queen of Swords came flying out, there's a woman in your past life who was deeply hurt by your actions and you'll meet them in this life.

They are someone who seems to point out all your faults and you can never seem to understand why they get under your skin so much. Call it a past life lovers revenge but this person was deeply betrayed by you, and now they want to make sure that you know it.

You didn't end up with them because you thought that they wouldn't be able to assist you in getting the life you want. But they were deeply in love with you.

If this person isn't in your life already, be prepared. This can be turned around only through acceptance.

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Hello! Hope this ask finds you in good health.

Congratulations on ypur milestone. May your blog continues to grow. 🥳🎊

I wish to participate in the game - 🎟

My question - What 18+ assumptions do people have/make about me?

My first initial is A.

Thank you for your time and energy. Have a nice day! 🤍

Awww thank you sweets 💓 I'm doing fantastic!

Thank you for participating.

Cards: Five of Cups Rx, Ten of Swords, Nine of Pentacles

Not gonna lie, people see you as sexually intimidating. They see you as someone demanding in bed, who won't be satisfied by anything less than great sex. People see you as a little bit of a heart breaker.

This could be because of how personality, you probably have a RBF and you don't even know it. Either way, people do see you as someone who might be a bit dominant in bed, someone who'll feel comfortable making demands lol

You give off secret dominatrix vibes. They think you're someone who is not shy of giving out orders or seeking their own pleasure. Some people are very attracted to this energy and want to experience it, whereas others are a bit scared lol

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hi 🤗🎟️

I'm S, 18 years old. My tarot request is about how will be my future spouse reaction after our first time in bed

I'm curious and worried about it because i'm a virgin, and i want them to feel good

Thank you in advance 💚🍋🍫����

Ayooo lemon chocolate cupcake! Love your username, thank you for participating ☺️

Cards: Four of Cups Rx, Page of Swords, The Emperor

Your future spouse will be more experienced than you. They'll be a little surprised by how much you know and how proactive you are during sex.

In all honesty, your future spouse didn't go into the act expecting you to be a seasoned pro at this. They were expecting to guide you which they don't mind doing at all, but they were surprised by how you didn't shy away from their guidance.

They'll ask you to kiss them and touch them a certain way and you would do it with no hesitation. They'll be really glad that you weren't feeling too shy with them that you were unable to enjoy yourself.

Lol the deck I'm using has The Emperor with a sword in his hand and the sword is overflowing so yeah, your future spouse is going to enjoy themself.

They're going to be the one to take the lead so although you may be focused on them feeling really good, they'll be focused on the same thing. They're going to be really satisfied and they won't stop until you're satisfied either. They're gonna take care of you.

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Hi! I’m T, 21 years old and here to join your game 🎟️

I want to request a spicy reading about my future spouse, nothing specific. be it about our first time or our general sexual dynamic, whatever comes up with you.

thanks in advance!

Hiiii T, thank you for participating ✨

Cards: Knight of Cups, Two of Cups Rx, Seven of Wands

It's giving enemies to lovers. Straight up.

This is a very hot pairing you have here, filled with turmultous emotions and explosive moments that lead to very angry sex...

Your future spouse really knows how to push your buttons, there's something about seeing you mad that just gets them going. You two have banter that can go on forever, this will make the people around you tell you two to get a room!

They're going to be the one pursuing you. They like to toy with you, to see how much you can handle and with them you won't back down. They like that you give as good as they do. They love that you can match their energy levels.

They feel like they can be themselves with you which is an unhinged gremlin at times. They do slow down quite a bit when you guys are official official.

They're a very eager and vocal lover, they're not the kind of person to expect you to do all the work. They moan and they talk dirty and they say anything that comes to mind. They're a yapper in bed, and all their true feelings spill out while in bed with you. They love to hear you as well.

Dirty talk is a big part of your dynamic. You both try and see how much you can say to one another before you pounce lol

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🎟️ Im here for the tarot game! Congratulations on 400 ;) i want to know what A thinks of me right now. My initials are E.

Heya, thank you for participating 💗

Cards: The Star, Five of Pentacles, Queen of Pentacles Rx

Hmm they see you as someone inspirational. To them, you are someone who has worked through a lot and has gone through a lot but you are still able to be kind to others and be yourself.

You have your bad days where you become consumed by things and overwhelmed, but despite that they still see you at your core.

To them, you are ethereal. Absolutely beautiful. You inspire them, you're a muse to them. Sometimes they wish they could have the qualities you do, it makes them envious to a degree but it makes them want to be around you so much more.

There's a deep feeling of longing. Both to be like you and to have you. To be able to face things the way that you do, along with the desire to protect you from those very things.

There's a lot happening within them when it comes to you. They're pulled in two directions but they still want you in their life either way.

Part of them feels that they should just be your friend because their feelings might become too much for them. Like, in the back of their mind they will still be feeling like they simply admire you and they shouldn't make that admiration into more than it is.

The other part hopes that they can grow out of this. That they'll eventually be able to be around you without feeling so conflicted. Either way, admiration is at the core of their feelings and their thoughts.

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Hello 🎟️

My name is Angelina H (aquarius sun, pisces moon, pisces ascendant). I'm here to join your tarot game. My question is can you tell me anything about my future spouse?

Thank you so much 💓

Hey Angie doll ✨ thank you for participating!

Cards: Seven of Pentacles, Six of Swords, Strength

They're someone extremely devoted to their wellbeing. They really need to feel at peace with themselves, like they will cut off someone toxic at a moments notice. So, yeah, when you meet them they'll be a bit intimidating to you but they're a big ol' softy, I swear.

Your future spouse is very hardworking and they're very determined. Sometimes they can be really selfish, especially because they have big goals. This is someone who wants a lot out of life. They can be very single minded lol

To them, and to people around you, your relationship is like the tale of Beauty and the Beast. People who know your future spouse really well will be shocked by how they are putty in your hands.

They'll be intimidating at first but as you progress in the relationship, they're going to feel so vulnerable with you. No one would ever doubt that you're together, because they will always have their eyes on you.

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https://www.tumblr.com/ashherahh/764069223518601216/hey-im-so-sorry-i-think-youre-mentioning-my?source=share

Oh I totally get you. Thanks for hearing me out. I really love your readings ❤️

Yup, thank you 💓 I'll always try to make it as detailed as I can with what I have!

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Hello, I'm the anon that asked about my person "talking me through it" and mentioned that I never had s3x. This is just to clarify which one is my ask. No rush and no pressure 🤍

Hey uh you didn't submit that under anon...

I saw one with your username, but I'm sorting through so many, perhaps I missed the anon one 🙈

I do know that there's one you submitted where you asked me to answer privately, which I will 🫶 it's no worries

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hey, I'm so sorry 😭. I think you're mentioning my ask where I said really detailed. I swear, i didn't mean it to come of as pushy. So I really apologise. That wasn't my intention.

Ohmygoodness

That's awkward lol

It's okay, it's just with readings like this it's not going to be super detailed, if you catch my drift?

I don't do a large spread to pull a bunch of information and messages, and since these readings are mainly one question I'm answering, I only pull three cards.

From those three cards I can only get so many messages. With some readings, extra cards definitely do pop out because I really have something I need to mention to that particular individual but it's not a common occurrence.

So, I understand that you weren't wanting to come off pushy. Maybe I should've clarified on how many cards I would pull, but it's my first time doing something like this too 🤭

Anyway, we live and learn!

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Really hoping you will reply anons too 🙏some of us prefers to keep our identies private, specially for 18+ qsts but if you need the user of our blog, you can state it in the ask. 💞

Hey, I really do get that you'll want your identities private. Completely understandable.

I can tell with some asks that this person is a child and I just delete it and block. I want to feel free to express myself, you know. Like you mentioned, I have had anons message me privately to let me know which asks are theirs so I'm really grateful for that.

I won't ignore it but there's definitely some I'm ignoring. Especially the ones who are being pushy for a reading and mentioning in their ask that they want it "really detailed".

Anyway, I should stop before this becomes a rant lol

[ashherahh]

HI! Congrats on your 400 followers.

I'd like to know how the first time with my girlfriend will be like, and also what could be a turn-on for her.(18+)

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My first initial is T

Hey, thank you for participating 🌕

Cards: The Chariot, The Lovers, Eight of Cups

Right off the bat, any past experiences or conceptions will go right out of the window with this encounter.

It's literally going to feel like heaven on earth, like this person is the first one to see you this way. For one of you, it's your first time experiencing something like this. It feels new and maybe even a little experimental, but there will be no regrets.

She's going to want you to focus on her. Stroke her back and her body. She'll want to feel solid and grounded in the moment. So, you'll have to spend a lot of time with her just to put her mind at ease.

Also, the way you hold her lower back or even resting your hand on her belly will really help her in the moment. It's a big turn on as well. The more you touch her and explore, the more she'll feel like you want her.

This is a very emotionally charged connection, you two might even shed tears. Your first time is going to be a monumental moment and it'll bring you closer together.

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Hey hey :) sorry for bothering you, I just wanted to ask if it was okay if I sent my 🎟 emoji separately from my original ask. I forgot it the first time around 😭 thank you :)

Hiii, I'm kinda not sure what your ask was?

Could you maybe resend it?

Also...are you over 18 😑 I can't tell because you're anonymous...

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Uhhh I worked on a lot this evening but I gotta sleep now. I'll answer some more tomorrow 🥹

[ashherahh]

Hi, I’d love to play! 🎟️

My first initial is M, and I am in my 20s.

My question for you is what is A (their initial) thinking about me/ their feelings towards me/ if the connection will go anywhere. Whatever you feel most drawn to.

I see this person often and have spoken to him by a stroke of luck, but he seems to be super introverted and a bit of a loner. I tried reaching out on insta, but nothing. Strangely drawn to him.

Thank you! ❤️

Hey doll! Thanks for participating 💓

Cards: Queen of Cups Rx, Two of Wands, Three of Wands

If you do want this connection to go anywhere, you gotta wait for them to make the move and it seems like they'll take their time with it.

I won't say they were put off but they were a bit shocked you reached out to them. They don't really see why you would want to actually speak to them. I'm not seeing that they're insecure or anything but they really are in their own little bubble.

You are definitely more sociable than they are as they see you as the Queen of Pentacles Rx. They partially don't want to get too close because they feel like they won't be able to keep up with you or they won't satisfy you.

Again, I'm not seeing that they're insecure, they're just super aware of themselves and they think about stuff like this a lot.

You guys have different interests. This guy is also just really in his head about this whole interaction lol, so maybe take it easy on him. Like, let him defrost around you. He doesn't let people in easily.

So, yeah, the connection can grow but it'll take a while. You just need to decide if you're up for it but he's a little bit of a pessimist. You're a ray of sunshine to him.

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Hiiii there, I would love to participate in your game. My initials are a.b.,♉ and I would like a spicy reading on my FS, so don't hold back on the spice, and if you're a bookworm, can you tell me any book that will resemble my love story with my FS?

Thanks✨🌻🎟️

Ayooooo book worms unite! I love this ask🤭

Also, heya!

Cards: Three of Cups, King of Cups, Ace of Wands

Talk about overflowing passions! Sparks igniting!

My oh my, you get your future spouse going and they'll do the same to you. Your pairing is quite passionate, you drive each other wild. I am seeing that they can't get enough of you. They'll be thinking about doing you at all times of the day, wherever they are.

Honestly, if you'd let them, they would do it publicly!

They want you to touch them all the time, especially stroking them. They'll lounge back and want you to explore them. They also like to watch you. I'm not seeing that they'll want to watch you with someone else, not at all, they're quite possessive.

It's more on the lines of you two watching things together, and they'll watch you to see your reactions. They'll want to make videos with you as well and take pictures of you. They're A LOT OF A FREAK!

They love to look at your face. You being turned on turns them on. They like to know that you're affected by them. They want you to feel overwhelmed by them because they feel overwhelmed by you.

Your book recommendation: The Player by Kresley Cole