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tardis--dreams · 3 years ago

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I finally sent my professor the request if she could be the examiner for my oral exam so now i can't wait to send the same request 2 more times or have to ask her in person because i know she never replies :)

#It doesn't even feel scary messaging her because I know she doesn't read her emails anyway lmao #Also bad timing on my part here #Since it's easter and during the holidays she definitely won't be checking her mails so my mail will probably be buried underneath #160 other mails by the time she checks again #But i need to start taking steps to get my horrible degree so i can get the chance to get out of uni #I don't care about my masters anymore #I'll keep doing them but I'm looking for jobs and internships in the meantime #Because i know that i won't be happy staying in academia even if i miraculously managed to get my degrees #And be able to get into a phd program #I genuinely hate my personality sometimes because I'd have a lot more options for jobs if i wasn't so damn introverted/socially anxious #Like there are jobs i find interesting but i can't imagine doing them because I'd have to work with people and i just can't do that #(like no kidding i was looking into apprenticeships for dental medical assistants because that's just something i find cool #But the thought of having to work on other people's mouths and potentially fucking something up is terrifying lol #But everything is terrifying to me so i really don't have anything going for me i guess)#shut up amy

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