#Sil0🦜

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hey, it me again, the tommy with the shitty tubbo! As of today (nov 29th) i turned 17! yippee!! another year has gone by. after i sent that confession in, i had a terrible night and remembered that i had just shoved canon memories so far down but they weren't my (tommys) memories. it was a tubbos memories. I somehow forgot or shoved this away but i am also a c!tubbo kin, funny how the world works right? I think it came around right at the tail end of my time in the DSMP fandom so maybe thats why. Once i figured myself out i told my boyfriend and slowly ive kinda come to terms with it. This Tubbo was not Tommy's Tubbo, which im so so glad about because im almost always in a Tommy kinshift. I had big floppy ears as Tubbo, Tommy's didn't, I liked Tommy, I was kind and hyperactive, i was such a bright kid. I think im from early snowchester because i have the faint feeling of being dressed for the snow. I hope that having this knowledge helps me get over what my tubbo did to me even if the memories are only faint. Thank y'all for your time :] - Sil0🦜

(sidenote: happy birthday :] - mod tubbo)

[dsmpkinfessions]

small cw for slight transphobia , exile mention , and ctubbo neg (maybe? idk if it counts as neg if its my memories n experience??)

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as a ctommy kin i feel jealous of other tommys that like their Tubbo . my Tubbo wasn't a very good person to me or anyone really and he wasnt a better friend either, he'd misgender me then immediately apologize saying he didnt mean it even though he was telling me that i was, "such a girl sometimes" (i was and am Transmasc) . Its just frustrating sometimes becuz i know not all Tubbos are like that but my "dearest friend" was such a prick and im so dependent on him and he's everything to me even if i dislike him . He didn't regret sending me to exile even after i told him what happened . it just hurts sometimes . to all Tommys n Tubbos that like each other, cherish each other for me please ! you all deserve the best . To any Tubbos, I bet you're awesome and 10 times better mine was :-] <3 -Sil0🦜