#ShortNames

[ablndfsh]

I don't really feel like posting rn so uh yeah

also I'm on the 700th~ page of homestuck

and I just got H2G2 so yeah baby and fahrenhiet 451 so yeah baby

[consultingjedi]

I've just finished reading (Don't) Leave Me Alone, that's a good read and all -but I'm not going in your askbox for that. Just- like a lot of people there, I've always pictured Vash being the vampire and Wolfwood the werewolf for obvious reasons and I love that, but I will admit that your fic just changed something deep in me, and now I crave both. And that's cruel what you did /j /lh

Anyway, good fic you wrote and have a great day o/ <3 <3 <3

>:D yesss welcome to the world of werewolf!vash and vampire!wolfwood. why go with only one dynamic when we can have all the angst of both?

vash constantly guarding himself because knives the environment and his own anger can pull him into a state he has no control over, so afraid that he'll lash out at others from the pain? wolfwood forcibly turned into something he's not even sure is human anymore, something society decries as violent and only meant for violence, body healing via the application of plant juice blood?

💚 i'm glad you enjoyed the fic!! uno-reverse-card have a great day yourself too :)

(fic)

[bengiyo]

BL 2023 Review

I wasn’t sure how I wanted to write about BL for this year. I was originally going to do a The Good, The Bad, and the Ugly framework for it, but that feels meaner than I actually am about it. Instead, I think I’ll just write out some sections and unpack some things I felt along the way.

I Watched Too Much Again

Last year I engaged with about 92 productions around the world. This year it was 99 (I tracked stuff I completed here). Sure I dropped 18 of them this year, but goddamn. The problem with watching as much as I did this year is that I worked full time this year and also maintained a separate hobby. I also continued my twice-weekly watch sessions with my friend Emily, so there are an additional 100-ish watch sessions in here of rewatching, plus a few other rewatches (Theory of Love and My Ride most notably).

One of my struggles at this point is I’m far too familiar with the genre, and find myself feeling impatient and irritable with shows that aren’t to my taste the way I used to. Throughout the late summer and fall I found myself increasingly grumpier about the genre, and it didn’t get better until I had a holiday and basically slept a day to get some energy back. I also found myself growing apart from fans I’ve known and followed a long time. It’s been a difficult year for me as a long-time fan because my tastes, habits, and friendships in the genre have changed even if the amount I watch hasn’t really.

I Wrote a Lot This Year

I recently converted my watch tag away from my gaming internet persona to just my shortname, so all near-1000 of my Stray Thoughts posts can be found under #ben watches now. I’ve also been going back and adding #ben writes to some of the standalone pieces that I really liked. In reviewing them, the pieces I’m happiest about are my ode to Framboise from Kabe Koji Nekoyashiki-kun Desires to Be Recognized, my post begging everyone to watch La Pluie, my post about what it means to actually like queer men, my SBS ep 10 post that ended up being wrong, my post about the Lavender Scare and Be My Favorite, my Tokyo in April is… post about the breaking of the BL line,

However, the two posts I am most proud of is my half-joking response about why I think tagging each other back and forth across Tumblr in our writing is so important. and The Knowing: Being Queer in BL because I had so much great conversations with folks as a result of both of these posts.

Looking back at my own blog, this is probably the most active I’ve been in my entire time on this website, so thank you to everyone who interacted with me this year, because it really is people talking to me that gets me most inspired to write things down. Big shout out to @lurkingshan who will bug me repeatedly until I blog something that I said in passing.

We Started a Podcast!

After hanging out with @shortpplfedup since Bad Buddy, she got inspired and really wanted to bring something different to the BL podcasting sphere. I had time, and liked talking with her enough, so we started @the-conversation-pod. Now we’re a full year into it and planning out future stuff. It’s been so much fun being able to get things off my soul and break poor NiNi in our recording sessions.

From this year, I think my favorite episodes we did were The Moonlight Chicken Episode, the Eighth Sense episode, the ITSAY Anniversary Episodes,  The Wedding Plan episode, , and The Holiday Clip Show. Huge shout out to @ginnymoonbeam for anchoring the transcription process, and @lurkingshan for editing.

The VIIB Awards will begin airing soontm so look forward to that.

Favorite New Term: Business Gay Performance

Let’s be clear, Bump Up Business is not good. It is an obvious BL cash grab from OnlyOneOf that seeks to comment on the fake nature of BL while doing everything it can to trick the audience into believing that the BL pair is real.

Before we got deeper into this year, I was a big fan of a certain pairing, and then their fans took it too far and it affected the way I engaged with their performances and their work. I like that we have a new term for “fanservice” that communicates that you understand that this is for work. (thanks to NiNi for this comparison) I can look at the latest behind the scenes video from Last Twilight and say that I think Sea really understands the work they’re doing, and he and Jimmy have a very relaxed and mature version of BGP without feeling like I’m feeding into shipping.

Do I think they’re dating? No. Do I like the way they fake it? Absolutely!

I can look at one of @respectthepetty posts about Yin and War having personalized, color-coded mics, and we can talk about the next level BGP between the two and both communicate that we know that this is a performance.

It actually makes the extra PR work fun for me again, because now I can just shout “BGP! BGP! BGP!” and it not feel like I’m giving myself brainrot.

Thai BL Needs to Finish Stronger Next Year

Let’s get into some of the show stuff. This year was defined for me by Thai BL starting strong with good premises and then squandering them by not focusing on the details that mattered or leaning into baseless melodrama. Time for some reads. Some of these shows were generally good, but they failed at these things:

609 Bedtime Story: The world building crumpled in the back half and both endings are flat.

A Boss and a Babe: Cher is a pro gamer who worked for a gaming company and there was no plot point about this at all, or collaboration between the two groups.

Bake Me Please: Why was a show about cake so lacking in flavor?

Be Mine SuperStar: You had a real opportunity to explore a fan and idol romance and had Punn show so little growth. I hope the footage of First’s range is helpful now that Ja is out of BL.

Be My Favorite: You redid that whole amusement park date and muddled so much of what the hell happened on that day.

Between Us: You had years to make this interesting. Why are there five pairs and why is the end of this a JC Penny catalog photoshoot?

Dangerous Romance: What the fuck happened to the Sailom we had in episode 1 and 2 before that gun incident?

Hidden Agenda: Tee, what the hell was this? Twelve weeks of this?

I Feel You Linger in the Air: You may be the most beautiful show, with some of the most impressive performances of the year, but you absolutely botched this ending. Finish the goddamn season next time.

Love in Translation: I love you, but that whole kidnapping plot was so stupid at the end.

Low Frequency: I like your OST. That's about it.

My Dear Gangster Oppa: No examination about how gaming friendships become close quickly because of the combination of anonymity and teamwork (shout out to @twig-tea for this excellent summation).

My School President: Saving your gay commentary for the final episode felt like a conservative choice. I want more from you next time.

Naughty Babe: You retconned your own characters to tell a worse story. Unforgiveable.

Never Let Me Go: You didn’t know if you wanted to be a high school BL or a mafia story. It was difficult to watch.

Only Friends: I cannot believe you did Boston like that at the end. Either give Force’s character a clear personality next time, or keep him enigmatic; half measures make him and Book look worse. Sand was absolutely embarrassing. Boeing was a waste. Ending on all of them paired like that felt so unearned.

Step By Step: You forgot to ground Jeng’s external dreams at the end, so the final two episodes are just frustrating.

I’m glad I got that off my chest. We can go into the next year now.

Korea Put in the Work This Year

I really like the efforts from the various Korean studios this year. I really hope we get a Strongberry joint next year, but I want to acknowledge that we had 18 Korean BL dramas I watched this year, and at least three of them I think are must watches: Our Dating Sim, Sing My Crush, and The Eighth Sense. Beyond that, I think Love Tractor, Unintentional Love Story, and A Breeze of Love are easy recommendations.

It’s really impressive how the complaint for me this year with Korean BL is not about them using their time poorly. It’s more about normal drama concerns, where I think characterization is a little weak, or a theme doesn’t land squarely. This rapid iteration from the Korean studios is really impressive to watch, and I’m excited to see what some of the recognized players do next year.

Taiwan and The Philippines Have Been Quiet for Me

I wasn’t really able to connect with much from the Philippines this year except for The Day I Loved You. I never wrote about The Day I Loved You, but this beautiful and heart wrenching show is one of my favorites from this year. I wasn’t too keen on the Oxin Films offerings of this year, and I’m still chasing down the ones from The IdeaFirst Company.

As for Taiwan, this new BL project from the end of the year just isn’t hitting. Kiseki: Dear to Me also ended up really hurting me with the way they used Wayne Song and Huang Chun Chih. I love that angry little man with the white hair, but I’m still salty about Wayne and the general mess of that show.

Japan was Busy This Year

I watched 16 new shows, a few older ones, and a few movies this year from Japan. We haven’t gotten this much from them ever. I continue to love the Drama Shower project from MBS, and my beloved What Did You Eat Yesterday? returned this year. We had pretty stellar outings with Our Dining Table, If It’s With You, and I Cannot Reach You.

I think a third of the Japanese BL I’ve tracked on MDL actually released this year. That’s huge.

Still, I am going to side eye Minato’s Laundromat 2. You were the show that let me down the most this entire year. More than Only Friends, more than Step By Step, and even more than Kiseki. You absolutely blew it. You were telling a great story about a man with an acute case of internalized homophobia coming out of his shell and learning to love his younger partner and you blew it for stupid amnesia nonsense. I will never forgive you for this.

Where Were All the Uncles This Year?

Really, without Jim from Moonlight Chicken, and without the men from What Did You Eat Yesterday? we had an alarming dearth of older gay characters passing on knowledge and wisdom to the youngsters this year. What the hell happened?

Rare Dynamics Won: Second Chance Romance and Friends to Lovers!

We had so much second chance romance this year. It’s really my favorite version of gay romance because gays don’t always have ideal settings when they’re young. We had Our Dating Sim, Individual Circumstances, Jun & Jun, The End of the World With You, Tokyo in April is…, Be My Favorite, Love Class Season 2, and A Breeze of Love. I am satisfied.

Friends to Lovers is actually so rare in romance and we have so many to choose from this year! The best examples are I Cannot Reach You and Sing My Crush, but we also have one of the pairs in Love Class Season 2.

Gay Thoughts

I had a couple of ongoing thoughts this year about queerness in BL.

First, I want to return to my post about Sing My Crush and La Pluie, and how I assert that Men Need to Be Angry Sometimes. More than giving men grace to be righteously angry or upset about things, along with letting them express it in ugly ways, I really want to get into how we engage with these shows. I will stop engaging with moralistic reads on characters in 2024. I will no longer engage with asks, reblogs, or meta gripping the fandom where we're judging the moral fiber of the character.

The question that really only matters for me at this point is: Is this act from the character justified from their characterization, the narrative, or genre conventions; and is it interesting? Whether or not the character is good or bad reeks of the lame arguments about good and bad representation, and I am not watching BL like I’m being graded in Sunday school.

The second thing I really want to acknowledge at the end of the year is that the gay sex is finally getting better again. I watched The Novelist this year, and we have taken so long to get back to the space that show took us on the portrayal of male-male intimacy. We are in the genre about people with dicks. It should feel like it. There should be a masculine component there that feels specific to queer intimacy.

I will acknowledge 2 Cutie 2 Pie, A Boss and a Babe, Be Mine SuperStar, Bed Friend, Candy Color Paradox, For Him, I Cannot Reach You, Kiseki: Dear to Me, La Pluie, Love Class 2, Love in Translation, Love Mate, Middleman’s Love, Naughty Babe, Only Friends, The End of the World With You, Tokyo in April is…, and Wedding Plan for your contributions.

Final Thoughts

I like how broad the genre felt this year, and I enjoyed how much speculative fiction is entering into the conversation. I don’t know how I feel about there being five vampire stories in the works next year, but overall I’m glad that we’re getting more experimental concepts. I’m burnt out on the college engineering BL, and would like to see more shows about working adults.

Despite how grumpy I was for at least three months, I think this has genuinely been one of the best years we’ve ever had in the genre. I made a lot of new friends in BL this year, and I’m excited to see what comes next. Thank you all for spending some of your time with me this year and I’ll see you in the next one.

[artsekey]

Hi, very random question - would you have advice for naming and organizing files? I saw your reblog of how to turn off the Windows 11 internet search thing and had my eyes bug out at the amount of files you have. I struggle to keep things organized after like....twenty...

Sure thing! Before I got into 3D, I didn't pay much mind to my file names or where I saved things. After getting into 3D, where those things have an impact on your ability to work on your projects, I was forced to tighten up! 1. Folders are your friend. However you want to organize things is up to you; depending on what I'm working on, I group things by project or subject first. So, for example, on my computer I might have a folder titled "DND". Inside that folder, I have a sub-folder for each campaign, and inside that folder I have a sub-folder for things like maps & documents, and then another for character art with sub-folders divided by character. 2. Decide a naming convention for your stuff. This could be something like "projectShortName_pg#_MMDDYY", or "characterName_portrait_MMDDYY". Having an identifier that makes it clear it's different from other files with similar names is really helpful, and keeping it in the name itself (instead of relying on "last modified" can be a good move. 3. Keep it short, but keep it useful. This is something you might not want to implement-- I use it all the time because it's part of the 3D pipeline, but shortnames are big for knowing what files are "at a glance". Like instead of something like, "Legend of Zelda Link Fanart 112123", I'd go with something like "TLOZ_LFA_112123". This is most useful when the folder structures are in place; if you have a Legend_of_Zelda folder, TLOZ will likely click as "The Legend of Zelda". 4. Don't be afraid to clear it out. Every few months, I gather everything I'm finished with into a folder titled "DSKT_CLEAR_MMDDYY". All of my folders are moved into the core folder, that folder gets moved to my external(s), and I move on.

Doing this when you've never done it before is a hard habit to establish (again, I was only able to do it because it was required while I was in school and now that I'm teaching the same subject), and going back to organize old stuff can be really intimidating. For that reason, I'd suggest gathering everything you currently have, moving it into a "Folder_Holder" folder, and then trying to implement these tips in future file management.

Let me know if you have any questions!

[cenella]

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[wolfythewitch]

When I visit your blog form time to time it feels like I'm watching an episode of "Wolfy's crumbs and talks"

And we are in the season "Odyssey etm."

(also etm. is literal latin shortname for "and shit" AND I LOVE IT-/pos)

KEKW yeah this blog has been through some shit

[rockintapper]

hc that jj calls cecil "kichi" as a shortname for daikichi (becuase daikichi is One of Student Rocker's names) and if he's willing

"daisuki"

[majesticcorn2000]

meet dr. doppelmaus, aka mozart doppelmaus (he/him). he is also an evil-doer, just not as much as siegfreak is. dr doppelmaus is the reason why mozzi gets in jail often because people genuinely can't tell the difference between them (definitely not a joke about a specific franchise, ha ha!)

also mozart and mozzarella share the same shortname - "mozzi"

he's a chill science guy and all he does is stealing money for his experiments and inventions. dr doppelmaus doesn't want to conquer or destroy the world. he literally does stupid evil shit because it's funny

mozzi really, REALLY hates this lab rat more than anything.

[izicodes]

Any good python modules I can learn now that I'm familiar with the basics?

Hiya 💗

Yep, here's a bunch you can import them into your program to play around with!

math: Provides mathematical functions and constants.

random: Enables generation of random numbers, choices, and shuffling.

datetime: Offers classes for working with dates and times.

os: Allows interaction with the operating system, such as file and directory manipulation.

sys: Provides access to system-specific parameters and functions.

json: Enables working with JSON (JavaScript Object Notation) data.

csv: Simplifies reading and writing CSV (Comma-Separated Values) files.

re: Provides regular expression matching operations.

requests: Allows making HTTP requests to interact with web servers.

matplotlib: A popular plotting library for creating visualizations.

numpy: Enables numerical computations and working with arrays.

pandas: Provides data structures and analysis tools for data manipulation.

turtle: Allows creating graphics and simple games using turtle graphics.

time: Offers functions for time-related operations.

argparse: Simplifies creating command-line interfaces with argument parsing.

How to actually import to your program?

Just in case you don't know, or those reading who don't know:

Use the 'import' keyword, preferably at the top of the page, and the name of the module you want to import. OPTIONAL: you could add 'as [shortname you want to name it in your program]' at the end to use the shortname instead of the whole module name

Hope this helps, good luck with your Python programming! 🙌🏾

[swamp-spirit]

Got tagged by @redhoodinternaldialectical

My word is ENOCH, so the prompt is to go through a WIP file to find paragraphs starting with those letters and share a snipper. Enjoy some previews from my Superhero Thesis Novel and a junky xeno space lesbian romance.

Even talking was too loud.

“I’ll do her make-up with a little extra foundation and she’ll look fine,” Liz said. “You know I’m a miracle worker.”

She really was. When corporate realized there wasn’t a single professional make-up artist in all of Northern Nevada that could do dark skin who hadn’t already moved to Vegas, Liz was recruited off her social media make-up tutorials, and Sara had been nervous. Liz was a fan, and fans tended to be disappointed when their heroes were people, but she’d been…

She’d been a good friend, really. That was hard to find for heroes. You could only give your secret identity outside the industry if you were married, which meant lying a lot, but Liz hung out with her on days off and had her back at work. Kim could well get Liz fired, but Liz was confident in her skill.

The dehydration was too bad to sleep, but she wasn’t up for audiobooks or music, so she just lay back, wishing the roads were smoother. Maybe Bloom could campaign against potholes.

The IV was finally starting to kick in when her tablet buzzed.

“Fire. It’s an all hands,” Sara said, sitting up. “And Kim, before you say anything, we still have three hours before the shoot, and we can tell them we’ll be a little late due to the huge fucking fire, okay? Because if it gets out everyone else was saving homes and I was advertising strawberry milk, they’ll crucify me.”

Nexus was the only planet in the system where aliens were common, and even then, it was usually Batk-Hy. She’d never seen an alien in person. Humans were famous for their unprotected skin. Their name translated to ‘a bare heart under armor’, something that could refer to the contrast between their brutal and affectionate reputations or provide helpful instructions for killing them.

What did a sentient creature with no fur or scales look like in person? Were they slimy like exposed muscle or dry like sandstone?

“It is my honor to meet you all. I have been kindly granted the name Mist-Rolling-in-Across-the-Harbor. My shortname is to be ‘Harbor’.”

The human’s accent was perfect. Their voice was a bit odd, and she finally looked over to see if it had a throat injury.

Oh. Of course. Its voicebox wouldn’t be flexible enough to talk properly.

It was small, only up to Dawn’s shoulder, and without the armor she’d seen in pictures. It was dressed for the local heat in light cloth. The skin didn’t look slimy or dry; it looked like soft fabric.

Once Dawn was safely married out… it would be a relief to be an orphan. She would no longer be asked to be a spy to her own mate. She could forget her past and make a better life with her new family, raise her children with affection and gentleness. If she didn’t like the family she married into, she’d be free to divorce, take anyone or no one as her mate, go to another planet. Go to another Solar System where House Mist meant nothing.

If Harbor tried to kill her, however, she was screwed. Killing Dawn was as easy as turning off her heater on a cold night.

Well, if Uncle Close didn’t know how to win a human’s loyalty, Dawn would have to learn how to do it right. She didn’t need a loyal tool. She just needed, if Harbor ever realized how many of her problems could be solved with murder, not to be one of those problems.

"Course. How’s your day going?”

Listening to her complain about office politics was a nice break from hero stuff. He’d been seeing too much of the kind of stuff nobody filmed. Grieving loved ones, hecklers and catcallers nearly every time they got out of the car, and the slow realization that Derby was maybe not stable enough to keep herself safe in the field. People admired her work ethic, but, from close up, Drew thought it looked more like compulsion.

Derby slept two hours, but she woke up to the emergency alarm. 

“Shit,” she said. “Shit fuck. Villain punched out a support column on a hotel. We’ve got a lot of people injured. We need to go.”

She leaned toward, like she could make the car run on her own energy.

He’d seen the AYMU building downtown. AYMU’s hero office was a shining tower you could see from blocks away, the logo across the eighth floor daring a villain to attack. Drew knew most hero offices were non-descript. He was pretty sure daisy heroics operated out of a coffee shop downtown.

The office his GPS had taken him to was ugly, a squat, brown thing from the seventies with a few decorative plants barely hanging on to life. Drew stepped through the sliding doors onto yellow-brown carpet, worn down the center and coming up at the edges. He was still half hoping for this to be a front, but instead of pressing in a code and taking the elevator down into a lair, he was shown into a meeting room with foam cups and stale coffee. The woman across from him, Joanne, was small and professional. She handed him stacks of documents to sign.

Kicking it forward to @lebirbybitch @19cats-and-counting @esseastri @abalidoth if they want to play. Your word is REMAIN,

[spottedenchants]

friend, companion, fire to your ice, you…

love him. you love him. it would be… silly, at this point, to deny the thread of indelible connection so blistering and brumal and trussed taut between you that it can incidentally be shortnamed as ‘love’. but that wondrously frigid tether, intangible yet tangled, it is not alone on the spindle housed in your ribs.

[mobolanz]

I love looking at old aot posts and find out the original shortname for titan trio was BRA

[mollywog]

WIP Game

I was tagged by @thelettersfromnoone - thank you for thinking of me!! Go check out hers here!!

In Our Favor - Brainless feels to out of period, but I’m kind of excited about this work around (nod to Katherine (Kitty) Bennet)

“Lady Mason is far too formal a title for you, who are family. My given name is Johanna, and my loved ones call me Jo.”

Katniss pondered that this could be no more than a handful of people, for no one was dear to the sharped tongued Lady Mason.

“And what shall I call you?”

“Everyone calls me Prim and Katniss goes by no other name.”

The Lady looked amused “Kitty is a common enough shortname and the logical choice, no?”

“On no,” Prim’s curls bounce as she shook her head. “Katniss says Kitty is a name given to flighty girls with little wit.”

She loved her sister, but Primrose knew not when to hold her tongue.

The Lady gave a wicked grin, “yes, of course, I see her meaning exactly.”

A Song For Found Souls - I desperately want to share something here but everything I have written is sooo choppy. But, but, but! I could use some help…

I have an idea that the Hawthorne children (Posy and Vick) like to tease Peeta about his lack of wilderness knowledge and give him terrible intel - (eg. lightning bugs sting, moon burn) Feel free to send some silly ideas in this vein of thought or anything else you hope to see in a Part 2!!

The Everdeens of Abernathy Orchards

Prim’s favorite stories end in happily ever afters, but that’s not the story we’ve been living. It feels more like one of the tragedies she used to read that were so deeply romantic, but where half the characters were dead by the end. No one writes happy stories about everyone left after Romeo and Juliet die or at least none that Prim has wanted to read.

I have a LOT of WIP so this is just a sampling. Send an ask and I’ll post a snippet or answer questions on anything!!

Please take this as your invitation to play along!!

[fivenightsatfreddysfanfiction]

would mirror!world sydney and alex still have those names, actually, since at least sydney seemed to have been born with it by luck? or do they both end up changing their names to their old ones, instead of only the reincarnated router changing his along with his transition? i'm not sure that my wording is great but i hope the point gets clear!

XDc

Actually, yeah. Mirror!Sydney and Mirror!Alex Herrera would both actually be Michael and Jaime(Jeremy) Herrera. Michael prefers the shortname Mike while Jeremy likes the sound of his old name better than his birth name, which annoys their parents because they think he's trying too hard to fit in with non-POC kids at school.

Alex Cho would have his own shop of computer repair and diagnostics, useful for when Gregory comes along to demand fixes for Freddy and then manages to get himself stuck on top of a locker while looking for spare parts when Alex wasn't looking.

[jojoma]

Well, ever since I got hellspawn's brainrot, I see them everywhere, but today an old familiar song accidentally struck me. Some of you might also find this interesting, so I've left the lyrics and Spotify link below.

Everyone who has hurt you will die. I'll cover you with a blanket, I'll sit you on the windowsill. I'll crawl under your sweater, right into heart. You are a cold Peter*, but you can keep me warm.

Each of them left a scar on your wrist, I will kill everyone who dared to touch you. Crumpled sheets, turned off the lights. We made for each other, Defective duo.

[chorus:] Tea on the table, But I wish it were you. I will tie you to me, So you will not afraid of the darkness. Tea on the table, But I wish it were you.

I would like to be your blanket, So that at night you sleep with me and not freeze. Warm you with what's left of me, If only you don't get sick, if only you smile in the morning.

I would like to live with you in one body And ignore neighbors who knock on radiators**. Day or night, it doesn't matter, I'm so happy with you in this high-rise building

* — Peter is a shortname of the city St. Petersburg in northern Russia ** — in apartments with central heating, all radiators are connected to each other, and if someone knocks on the radiator, close neighbors will hear it (sometimes this is a warning to be quieter)

забей, лерочка (zabei, lerochka) К��ждый, кто делал тебе больно (Everyone who has hurt you)

[usoara]

[ tw: ed] (block, don't report)

this is just my safe space.

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please !!!

don't follow me:

• if you're a minor who doesn't have an

ed or might be starting to have an ed.

-`♡´-

(you might be influenced by my posts)

please, take care of yourself.

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i don't want anyone to suffer from anything

i just want to feel free to share my experiences and meet people that may feel like me or may be going through the same stuff

·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:·

a bit about me:

english is not my first language, so please excuse me if i make some mistakes (i'm a spanish girlie)

i have a very spanish name (elvira) so i always prefer to be called by my shortname (elvi), which is easier to pronounce for english people

i'm new into this tumblr thing so i suck at everything rn but i'll learn eventually

i'm finally an adult !! i turned 18 this year :)

be mindfull about that and don't follow me if you're a minor and feel uncomfortable with it

pls be careful kids there's a lot of creeps out there

i have a very cute boyfriend aaaand this is my last year of highschool, i'm trynna get into college, which is exhausting

feel free to talk to me and be mutuals !!

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