#ShiGuang

[conswayo]

trapped in endings i dont want you to know

[darkrooklobby]

"Trapped in endings I don't want you to know."

(-- alternative colors cuz i'm indecisive:😄)

[wrathyforest]

Oooh, for requests, could I see a cxs and lg outfit swap? I love your art!

Hi! Sorry for answering 4 months later 💀 and thank you for the ask!

[miyamiwu]

Cheng Xiaoshi in Lu Guang’s eyes

[typicalityness]

"I've seen him a million times"

[hyxsn]

bringing this back for yingdu ig 🥰

additionally:

lu guang initially went back in time, not to save cheng xiaoshi, but to just see him again. because he knew he has the powers to. and he missed him dearly.

lu guang feels all relief when he sees cheng xiaoshi at the basketball court. the first time he met. but the moment he gets dragged to the basketball by cheng xiaoshi's soft and warm hands, giving him that sunny smile he'll never see again in the original timeine,

fuck. how can he not stay? how can he go back to where he was; alone, sad, depressed? how can he go back to where all his friends have the same sorrowful faces whenever they check up on lu guang? how can he go back when Cheng Xiaoshi is right there?

he decides to stay. he decides to stay and save him. it's selfish— he knows. but it doesn't matter. because who can just let someone happy and innocent like cheng xiaoshi die, knowing he can potentially save him?

fuck the person who

1) made the headcanon that lu guang and cheng xiaoshi were dating in the first timeline and

2) made the headcanon that lu guang is easily flustered by cheng xiaoshi's antics in the first timeline

because you ruined my life,

now i cant stop thinking about how innocent and tender their love was. i cant stop thinking about them meeting each other at the basketball court for the first time. i cant stop thinking about them anticipating the next time they meet at the court. their eyes meeting as they pass each other in the school hallways. their declarations of love and their first kiss.

i cant stop thinking about cheng xiaoshi giving lu guang gifts regularly, and lu guang giving gifts back. i cant stop thinking about the days they spent just coexisting in silence, their comfort space expanding to the two of them. i cant stop thinking about the endless conversations that fall out of cheng xiaoshi, and how lu guang would listen and remember every single word and detail from him. i cant stop thinking about every time they saw either one hurt, theyd drop everything to make sure the other is okay.

i cant stop thinking about cheng xiaoshi holding lu guang, and how lu guang would initially get flustered before slowly getting used to it. how lu guangs cold skin would be warmed by the skin of cheng xiaoshi's. how his body would feel unfamiliar without cheng xiaoshi touching him. how they look at each other as they share their first times together.

i cant stop thinking about cheng xiaoshi convincing lu guang to move in with him. i cant stop thinking about the dates, the shared meals, the boba teas, the sunsets and sunrises they watched together. i cant stop thinking about how happy they were, how clueless they were, how much lu guang had smiled the moment cheng xiaoshi entered his life.

i cant stop thinking about lu guangs reaction when it dawns on him that cheng xiaoshi, the first and final love of his life, was dying in his arms so suddenly, the promises cheng xiaoshi made to spend his future with him by his side shattering as he watches the life from cheng xiaoshi's eyes fade.

oh, to have love like that.

[sharowolet]

[The Eye] lyrics are so good i love every line in the song

rip lu guang sorry you're going through it

[guangshi-091305]

So brightened in gold...

[you-huo]

link click "lu guang, say something" collection

[mysterialistic]

If Vein is the one who killed Cheng Xiaoshi, I swear I'll be the founder of his hate club.

[degenerateshinji]

eepyy shiguang cause i need to feel normal again after the new op

+ a bingo card i need to get out there before s3 actually comes out one week one week one week one weekkkhkkhj rb w ur cards btw lmk

[briebysabs]

Y’know to me, the most heartbreaking thing about Lu Guang looping to save Cheng Xiaoshi isn’t even watching him die over and over.

It’s restarting their relationship from square one.

The biggest tragedy of all this is regardless if he accepts CXS’ death or dives into another photo, the CXS he spent that timeline with is gone. Just for the slim chance of saving him all those years, all that history together has to be erased. Imagine spending five years with someone, going to the same schools, sharing sleepovers and being roommates. Going for late night walks, offering to cook dinner since it’s their turn, being the most vulnerable with you, opening up about their biggest fears and trauma.

And in a blink, you meet them again and they’re asking what’s your favorite color.

[kaworumii]

Day 12 of drawing fanart of link click until london arc drops

i nodded off like 10 times drawing this but i sat up and got it done, something simple hoorah

[lusguang]

[hermanoga]

YINGDU GO BACK, I DON'T WANT IT. GO BACK. I DON'T CARE. I WON'T WATCH IT

FUCK OFF, FUCK OFF

[raddestrose]

I think I’m HILARIOUS