#She’s basically your average The Thick of It character.

[johnbitchsociety]

I hate that I’ve grown attached to my ideas for Gwendolyn Bouchard even though I know, intellectually, they will not happen.

[crazyyanderefangirlfan]

Cat Tamami

"Your accessories are as tacky as your personality."

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BASIC   

Name: Catrina Pearl Tamami

Nickname(s): Cat (by everyone) Kitty Cat (by close friends), KitKat, My Kitty Cat, Gorgeous, Babe (all by Lev).

Alias(es): Nekoma’s Wildcat, The Wildcat. Chaos Cat (St Trinians)

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Straight

Ethnicity: Japanese/British

Blood Type: A

Age: 15-16

Birthday: March 9

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APPEARANCE  

Hair: She has thick black hair that’s is often tussled, tied back in a large, messy bun which flares in every direction.

Eyes:  Sky blue with black eyeliner and dark purple eyeshadow.

Height: 160 cm

Skin:  Porcelain

Body:  Petite

Tattoo(s): A fake tattoo of a cat on her hip.

Piercing(s):  On her ears, she wears silver thorn dangle earrings.

Scar(s):  Deep scars on her sides

Other: She wears an aquamarine pendant 

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SCHOOL  

Occupation: Manager

School: Nekoma High

Year: 1

Class:  3

Club(s):  Boys VBC

Number: None

Role/Position: None

Attendance Record:  Good

Average Grade: B

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STATISTICS (out of 5)

Power: 4/5  

Jumping: 5/5  

Stamina: 5 /5  

Game Sense (ability to 'predict' or 'sense' the opponents next move): 1/5  

Technique: 2/5  

Speed: 5/5  

Overall (total): 22/30

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CHARACTER  

Personality: Cat is often portrayed as a confident, independent, and determined individual. She's a skilled martial artist and jeweler and forger, she takes pride in her skills and considered to be a bit of a perfectionist when it comes to jewelry making. Her eye for detail is also what make her an effective manager.

She's prideful of her work, even scolding a friend in one occasion for damaging a necklace she made, however, if the situation calls for it, she does not mind having them damaged and/or destroyed. She's also skilled in forging, able to create weapons disguised as jewelry.

Despite her age, she's an adept business woman, able to balance work and school life as well as handling vexxing customers. She commissions at three pieces a week and prioritizes emergency commissions. Her jewelry is highly popular both in and out of school, even teachers admire them. However if a teacher ever commissions her, she'll make it clear she doesn't want special favors and treats it like a normal transaction.

Cat typically communicates in an honest, direct style that can take some getting accustomed to. Her dispute resolution techniques may be viewed as unconventional because she dislikes wasting time on justifications. She possesses a strong sense of justice and a desire to protect her family and friends. Cat can be quite rebellious, often challenging authority and traditions that she believes are holding her back or harming others.

Cat never takes the conventional route and prefers to explore life from off the beaten track, relying heavily on her instincts and powers of observation to guide her through. She often has an air of indifference and her need for privacy often keeps her from making new friends, but she's deeply loyal to those who break down her walls.

Cat follows punk philosophy, which is promoting freedom of the individual and working against conforming to the cookie-cutter form, often wearing edgy and gothic clothes, wearing bold make-up and getting creative with her school uniform, the last often gets her in trouble but she doesn't care.

Though often the mediator in Nekoma, she is quick to use violence once they struck a nerve. It takes the entire team to hold her back from killing the person, but even they have a hard time holding due to her surprising strength and her sheer anger was terrifying. Inouka even commented she looked like a feral cat when angry.

Her relationship with Lev is odd to most people. Both of them would deny being in a relationship with each other but would act like a couple. There are many examples such as sitting on Lev's lap, cuddling whenever they can, eating each others food or just a bit too affectionate with each other. Another action that supports this that they scare off each other's suitors.

Likes: Family and friends, Lev, Jewelry, her cats Pancake and Waffle, katsudon, skateboarding, video games, music, parkour, naps, fun but dangerous places.

Dislikes: Johnny being overprotective, her food stolen, tacky jewelry , pranks that cause trouble for everybody, entitled people, harm to her friends and family, someone’s taking credit for her work, mustard, pencils with no erasers, her skateboard broken, fakeness.

Hobbies: Jewelry making, parkour, MMA (specifically Muay Thai, Brazilian jiu-jutsu and Krav Maga), singing, playing the guitar, video games, reading, watching movies, cooking, forging, skateboarding, snowboarding, hunting.

Goal(s): To have her own jewelry brand (and marry Lev)

Current concerns: Whether a sapphire or a topaz will look good on a silver chain.

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SOCIAL  

Mother(s):  Mary Tamami

Father(s):  Jun Tamami

Sibling(s): Johnny Tamami (older brother)

Relative(s):  Unknown

Friend(s):  Nekoma VBC, Shoyo Hinata, Alisa Haiba, Akane Yamamoto, Yukie Shirofuku, Kaori Suzumeda, Marjorie Karanakaran.

Best Friend(s): Teresa Diamandis, Bridget Fortuné, Heather O'Cleary, Irene Song, Juliette Chaveleir, Skyla Barretto

Love Interest(s):  Lev Haiba

Rival(s):  None

Pet(s): Her Bombay, Pancake and her mixed breed Waffle.

[blowflyfag]

ECW Magazine: February 2000

FLIGHT OF RAVEN

Raven returns to ECW roost and brood about life

By S. Connor

RAVEN RETURNED TO EXTREME CHAMPIONSHIP WRESTLING on Aug. 26 and shook the foundation of the promotion. At the first TNN taping at Elks Lodge in Queens, N.Y., he paired with longtime nemesis Tommy Dreamer and beat The Dudley Boyz to claim the ECW world tag team title. 

In the following interview, Raven talks about his days in World Championship Wrestling, his childhood and his motivation for returning to ECW.

A CHILLING CHILDHOOD

Q. WHAT KIND OF CHILDHOOD DID YOU HAVE?

A. A miserable one. No one liked me. I was very unpopular and I was staved for attention because my dad never told me he loved me. I was extremely outgoing, loud and obnoxious just to get any kind of attention.

[Raven pulls Rhino off Tommy Dreamer]

Q. DO YOU HAVE ANY BROTHERS OR SISTERS?

A. I have an older sister but she had mental problems of her own. In fact she has emotional problems that are bad enough that she gets disability from the government. She also has very poor health problems, but she’s a great person.

Q. WAS THERE ANYTHING YOU COULD HAVE DONE TO MAKE YOUR CHILDHOOD BETTER?

A. I probably could have stopped picking on her and abusing her. I was embarrassed by her problems and I took it our on her. It wasn’t her fault she was that way, which left me with even more guilt for being cruel to her because I thought she was embarrassing me. It just snowballed.

Q. DO YOU BLAME THESE PROBLEMS ON YOUR PARENTS’ LACK OF ATTENTION?

A. Yes, complete lack of attention. I also have a fragile brain chemistry to begin with. My sister is actually unipolar. She’s just depressed. I’m bipolar, I’m manic/depressive. I needed more attention than your basic kid to begin with but i got less than your average person so it was a double whammy. My parents were so wrapped up in my sister’s problems they didn’t give me any attention. I had problems just as bad as her but apparently I hid behind an armor that was thick enough and it was such a good act that nobody saw though it. But they should have seen through it. They are my parents. My I.Q. was 143 and they should have realized how special i was. If not special, then I should have been treated like any normal person. I often envied kids that at least got beat by their parents. If they got beat, at least they knew that their parents cared. Mine were indifferent. Indifference is the greatest cruelty of all. 

[Unlikely tag team: Tommy Dreamer and Raven]

ABOUT RINGMANSHIP

Q. HOW IMPORTANT ARE MICROPHONE SKILLS IN WRESTLING?

A. The greatest interviews in the history of the business were Mankind’s interviews as Cactus Jack in ECW. I don’t think anyone will ever cut promos better. Like a Seinfield episode, he went all over the place, but at the end the whole story came together in a neat little bundle. Cactus was always teaching you something. Austin is tremendous. In World Championship Wrestling, as far as charisma, I’m a big fan of Kannan. He is one of the most charismatic guys ever. Rey Mysterio Jr. is one of the greatest pure athletes I’ve ever seen in my life. In ECW, Axl Rotten is absolutely remarkable. Rotten can actuallt wrestle scientifically as smoothly and as well as anybody. If he dropped 30 pounds and Paul  Heyman [owner of ECW] have him a chance to really prove himself, all of a sudden you’d have a new major star.

WCW STRIKES OUT

Q. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR CAREER IN WCW?

A. I was never allowed in the “big 10” of WCW. I wasn’t popular enough and I didn’t get my shot. Anybody who truly has seen my work with an unjaded and uncynical eye would probably include me in the top 10. I haven’t drawn money in the major territories because I’ve never been in the position. 

Q. SOME OF YOUR GIMMICKS: SCOTTY THE BODY, JOHNNY POLO, SCOTTY FLAMINGO. WERE THEY REALLY YOU?

A. Yes they were. I’m a manic depressive! Scotty the Body was a character I created. The World Wrestling Federation gave me Johnny Polo and Dusty Rhodes gave me Scotty Flamingo - offshoots of Scotty the Body, one of my original names. I wanted to be the most flamboyant, obnoxious, abrasive, loudmouth chickens—heel I could be because I knew it would give me the attention I craved. If i didn’t get the attention at home, I wanted the adulation of strangers. I found along the way it’s no substitute, but it does to an extent alleviate some of the anguish and pain. If you talk t the boys in the WCW locker room. Konnan, Saturn or Disco Inferno would say either I am the most moody pick on the planet to the most wise ass goofy bastard you ever met.

[‘My parents were so wrapped up in my sister’s problems they never have me any attention.’]

RAVEN-DREAMER SAGA LIVES ON

SINCE RAVEN RETURNED TO EXTREME CHAMPIONSHIP WRESTLING ON AUG. 26, HIS LEGENDARY FEUD WITH TOMMY DREAMER HAS BEEN REVIVED. 

AS KIDS, THE TWO WERE BEST FRIENDS UNTIL A GIRL NAMED BEULAH CAME BETWEEN THEM. DREAMER STOLE BEULAH FROM RAVEN, EVEN THOUGH HE DIDN”T REALLY WANT HER. WHEN SHE CAME BACK INTO THEIR LIVES IN ECW, OLD HATRED BETWEEN RAVEN AND DREAMER ROSE UP AND DROVE THE TWO TO FIGHT THEIR BATTLES IN THE RING.

DESPITE THEIR HATRED, THE TWO BECAME ECW WORLD TAG TEAM CHAMPIONS WHEN RAVEN RETURNED TO THE FEDERATION ON AUG. 26. THROUGHOUT SEPTEMBER AND OCTOBER OF 1999, DREAMER WAS BARELY ABLE TO DEFEND THE TITLE BECAUSE OF AN INJURED BACK. RAVEN ONLY INVOLVED HIMSELF IN THE MATCHES AT THE END TO ENSURE THE TWO UNLIKELY PARTNERS KEP TTHE TITLE. HOW LONG DREAMER AND RAVEN CAN CONTINUE IN THIS DYSFUNCTIONAL MANNER IS ANY FAN’S GUESS.

SUCKING UP?

Q. WHAT WERE YOUR DAYS LIKE BEHIND THE SCENES FOR WWF?

A. When i was working for Vince McMahon [owner of the WWF] as associate producer of RAW, Vince made me put on a suit and tie. It was killing me. As soon as I was done producing, the sh-t would come off and I would put on a pair of ripped up jeans, a pair of boots, a T-shirt and leather jacket. That’s who I am. Me and Shane McMahon became really good friends. I was an original member of the Mean Street Posse, because me, Shane, Rodney and Pete Gas used to hang out all the time. I think it’s kind of amusing that Raven’s actually a Mean Street Posse member and they all dress in their ivy league clothes. Me and Shane are really close friends. I can’t say anything bad about him. We used to hang out constantly. It was funny because all of the boys would say, “You’re just  sucking up to Shane so you can get over with Vince,” and it’s just the exact opposite. What would happen is I’d get total heat with Vince because I’d have Shane out all the time, back when I used to drink. I quit drinking two tyears ago. I had Shane out every night of the week partying and Vince thought I was a horrendous influence on his son. 

[I’ve been to a couple psychologists.’]

BACK ON THE COUCH

Q. DID YOU EVER SEEK OUT HELP FOR YOUR PROBLEMS?

A. I’ve been to a couple psychologists. I found one phenomenal one who really helped me through my baggage. My father’s passing away recently - he was very ill so it was the best thing for him - took a lot of that baggage away. I don’t by any means glorify his death, but it enabled me to turn my life around.

Q. DESCRIBE RAVEN NOW COMPARED TO THE ONE WHO APPERED JAN. 8, 1995.

A. I came out in January 1995 as dark and as bleak and as miserable as one could possibly be. A lot of people say I left the character consume me, but what they don’t understand is it was already consuming me to begin with. I just found the forum to play it out. It was cathartic, it gave me release. By the same token, a lot of the negatives that accentuated it had a detrimental effect on me. It took a long while to work through all of that as well. What you see now is probably the most stable and happy I've ever been. Raven now is cruel, hateful and malicious, but bot as brooding and not as sullen. Fans will see a more sarcastic edge. Raven is 75 precent of the brooding bastard and 25 perfect of the glib, wise ass prick that Scotty the Body was. 

FROM ECW TO WCW AND BACK AGAIN

Q. HOW DID YOU COME TO THE DECISION TO LEAVE ECW THE FIRST TIME?

A. I didn’t want to leave and to be honest, I begged Paul. I said, “Please, I don’t want to leave.” Eric Bischoff [then vice president of WCW] offered me a lot of money to go to WCW. Of course ECW’s pay scale has jumped since then, but at this time it was a very hefty contract. I begged Paul to give me half of what Bischoff offered, but he couldn’t he just didn’t have the money. I had to leave and it broke my heart. All the boys said, “You got to go.” Now that ECW is on national TV with the TNN deal, I’m like: “well, I cant let them go on national TV without me. I got to be there for it.”

Q. BUT DIDN’T BISCHOFF ASK YOU TO LEAVE WCW ON AUG. 23?

A. I didn't really have a choice. Bischoff called a meeting and said, “Raven, start working through our attorney outside. You’re not happy with the company so you can leave right now.” I said, “bye” and walked out the door. Later Eric said, “I think you should think this over, I think you should stay. What are you going to do, go work for Paul E.?” I said, ”No, I’m going to Vince.” He said, “You are not going to Vince.” I said, “You said I got a release. I would think that implies I could go wherever I want.” Eris said, “I’ll let you go to ECW but you can’t go to Vince.”

Q. HOW DO YOU GET ALONG WITH BISCHOFF NOW?

A. I like Eric a lot, I think he’s a great guy. I know there’s a lot of horror stories of how badly he treats all the wrestlers, but he’s always treated me with a lot of respect. He always made time for me.

[erose-this-name]

Eka sa Kirra

This is Eka sa Kirra, she is a completely average female for her species.

She’s a Rherra, a warlike carnivorous species of human with greatly reduced sexual dimorphism. Basically "cowboy samurai yaoi orcs". They aren’t inherently evil, though.

Non-Rherric people confuse Eka for a male all the time, because... Y'know. They don't get pheromones I guess. She thinks it's really weird how much 'softskins' obsess over gender roles and pronouns in normal conversation. From her cultural perspective, your sex only amounts to having a ponis or vag (the only meaningful difference between male and female Rherra) and they don't really have a concept of cultural gender. So she doesn't really understand other species like Sapiens that do have genders.

Tig Skulzen (another character of mine) really likes Eka for this, as Eka doesn't treat her any differently than she does anyone else. Eka taught Tig that being a skinbearer or a fighter doesn't need to be bound up in gender roles or societal expectations. Because as far as Eka is concerned, Tig talking or acting femininely is just Tig being a Sapien, and Sapiens do a lot of weird things (like eating plants). Eka just doesn't question it.

Eka sa Kirra is an adventurer. Basically, it's where young Rherra go out into the world to hunt monsters and work as mercenaries. Because having battlescars and tales of heroic deeds is the Rherric equivalent of driving a lambo and making six figures in terms of getting bitches. Masculine bitches.

Eka had a masculine bitch, but then she lost him. She's currently on a self-destructive redemption quest because of that. She tends to bottle up her emotions very unhealthily, since her culture is a toxic masculinity feedback loops with nothing to balance it out.

Fun Fact: Melanistic scar tissue (scars turning black) is a common trait in some American Rherric ethnic groups. People without that trait in those cultures often tattoo their scars black since it's considered so attractive. Eka is very proud of most of her scars.

Fun Fact: Eka only 'prefers' she/her pronouns because she has a vagina and thinks that's what that means. She doesn't understand the concept of 'gender' or 'identity'. If she did, she'd probably prefer he/him. She rarely corrects people on it, since she thinks it's silly anyways.

Fun Fact: I mostly just draw female Rherra as "man" from the waist up and "woman" from the waist down then give them mouths full of sharp teeth. I used to imagined them with fur and digitigrade legs, but eh. Didn't wanna draw it. Some Rherra ethnicities have very thick body hair though.

Fun Fact: Female Rherra are actually slightly bigger and stronger than the males on average, much of which comes from longer legs and metabolism. They only grow breasts while lactating which then shrink back down after. You know, like literally every other mammal except homo sapiens.

Fun Fact: the vast, vast majority of Rherric purebloods have "masculine" gender identity, and are exclusively androphilic (masculine attracted), regardless of sex.

So gay relationships are pretty common, which doesn't really impact birth rates too much because surrogates / marrying specifically for children. The fact they can only eat meat is however a very significant population limiter.

"Queer" Rherra (with "feminine" identity/feminine attracted, etc) exist but are virtually unknown, and are usually assumed to be hybrids.

[bctweenthelines]

[caity lotz, cisfemale, she/her, muse c in green! ) – Is that MADELINE WARREN I spotted in new york city? rumour has it they’re 34 born on JANUARY 14TH and have been in the city for for HER WHOLE LIFE OFF AND ON! I think I’ve seen them around MANHATTAN and working as a DANCER/CHOREOGRAPHER! They’re really known for MAKEUP SMUDGED EYES AFTER A NIGHT OUT, EMPTY SHOT GLASSES, AND WORN OUT DANCE SHOES  but that’s for you to judge. I hope they like the city!

BASIC INFORMATION

What is your character’s full name? Madeline Paige Warren

How is it pronounced? Mad-uh-lie-n

Does your character have any nicknames? Mads, Maddie, Mad Hatter, Twinkle Toes, Hurricane Madeline 

When and where were they born? January14th 1990, New York

What’s their occupation? Dancer & choreographer

What gender do they identify themselves as? Female, she/her pronouns

PHYSICAL APPEARANCE

What’s their eye color? Light blue

Do they wear glasses or contacts? Nope

Hair color? Blonde

Have they ever dyed their hair or wanted to? There was definitely a few colour changes

Height? 5′6

Do they have any birthmarks? One on her arm

Do they have any piercings or tattoos? A few ear piercings, three tattoos (foot, ankle, and behind the ear

If not, do they want to get some? she'd love more

Do they take an healthy life style? Physically yes, food wise yes, but she's a drug addict and an alcoholic so in that regard not so much

How easy do they get sick? An average amount? Probably a couple times a year she ends up sick.

Any marks on their body ( injuries, … )? Her back is covered in thick, long scars after some altercations in prison. Frequently has bruises.

How do they usually dress like? Leggings and a sports bra or crop top, sometimes an oversized sweater.

What is their favorite and least favorite feature about themselves? She loves her eyes and abs, and she’s not a fan of all her scars or her hands.

PERSONALITY

Positive traits? Hard working, dedicated, passionate

Negative traits? Impulsive, reckless, temperamental

Are they more extroverted or introverted? While sober, more introverted, but when using, she's extroverted

Any talents? She can spin on her head, she can solve a Rubik's Cube quickly

What are their fears? Being told to her face that she's not good enough, horses

Do they have any phobias? None

List 3 pet-peeves they can’t stand? People who don’t use their turn signal, loud chewers, people who stare when they see her scars.

FAMILY

Who are your character’s parents? William Alexander Warren ii & Elizabeth Rose Warren

Do they have any siblings? William Alexander Warren iii (oldest brother), _____ (older sibling), Victoria Elizabeth Warren (younger sister, twins with Teddy), Theodore Alexander Warren (younger sibling, twins with Vita)

Are they close with their family? She loves them, and they're relatively close. That said, she gets distant when she's using to avoid them finding out, and she's caused them a lot of stress over the years so it can be rocky occasionally.

ROMANCE & SEXUALITY

What’s their romantic and sexual orientation? Bisexual~

Are they seeing anyone right now? She’s single.

Have they ever been in an relationship? A few casual ones, one serious one

Have they ever been in love? Yes, once

How easy to they fall for someone? She doesn’t fall right away but once she does finally let herself fall, she falls hard.

Do they believe in love at first sight? or fate? Not either

What’s their views on romance? Do they go after it or avoid it? She generally avoids it, she thinks it'd be nice but isn't really attainable.

Were they ever cheated on or cheated on someone? Yes

Do they want to get married in the future? In theory yes, but she doesn't always feel like she deserves that happy ending.

Have kids? Nope!

QUIRKS

Are they right or left handed? Left handed

Is there a saying they keep on repeating? She frequently says 'I'm fine' even though it's bull, but that's about it

Do they curse? Oh, absolutely. It's not a complete conversation if she hasn't said fuck at least twice

What’s their worst habit? Mostly the drugs and drinking tbh.

Do they drink or smoke? How frequently? yes to all, quite often

Are they an early bird or a night owl? neither, she's just a mess!

How tidy is their room? It’s clean but has a lot of clutter on shelves

How long to they usually take getting ready in the morning? It takes Maddie anywhere from ten minutes to an hour and a half. It depends on the day.

FAVORITES

What’s their favorite color? pastel yellow

Favorite movie? How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days

Music Genre? She’ll listen to everything but is partial to RnB and pop.

Food? jalapeño poppers

Books? She's not much of a book person.

Favorite non-alcoholic drink? Water

Ice Cream Flavor? Mint chocolate chip

Indoors or outdoors? Indoors

OTHER

She spent a year and a half behind bars following her arrest at a bar for beating someone up, and drug possession, she was let out when she was 32.

The night before her arrest, her boyfriend passed away of an overdose.

She's danced on Broadway, and has been a dancer and choreographer for many well known, high profile musicians on their tours.

She's an avid gym goer, and will not miss a chance to show off her muscles.

She loves little knickknacks, it was a collection that started by accident.

Deep down, she's sad. She uses the substances to cope with her life, and her emotions. She doesn't like to talk about it, and has avoided therapy. She's undiagnosed bipolar.

FULL BIO TO COME AT A LATER DATE

[raventroll80]

A Beast on Mars

Chapter Three: The Last Human on Mars

In this chapter we are introduced to a new character and get to see what the start of the invasion looked like from their eyes. Meanwhile, on his way to the Gore Nest, the Slayer makes a tragic mistake...

Heads up this chapter contains a lot of death and a fair amount of blood and swearing

Mim Digsby was a rather unremarkable person, they were just below average height with a somewhat stocky build, but they never thought it’d come in handy until they had to hide from the risen corpse of a security guard. They usually kept their hair short as they felt it was more hassle than it was worth, though they never thought they’d be grateful for it until they watched a co-worker get dragged into the vents by her hair. Mim mostly worked maintenance now, and knew the vents like the back of their hands, but they never knew that it’d ever save them from the demons that now prowled the halls of the UAC.

It had started like any other day, Mim had been scheduled to do some basic maintenance on some machinery in the morning before switching to excavation in the afternoon… that was until the screaming had started. One of the security guards had gone to investigate but seconds later he came running back firing at something howling behind him, then the something pounced on him and began to disembowel the man.

Mim and their co-workers had immediately fled the room only for another one of these…  things to jump them. The only warning they had gotten was the stench of sulfur and a flash of red light before that thing, that demon just appeared. It stood maybe six, maybe seven feet tall, its body was covered in thick yellow chitin with jagged spikes jutting out of its body. Its eyes, god its eyes…  they burned into them like argent. Mim watched as the imp gutted Samson in one swift motion, his body had dropped like a sack of hammers, his blood spilling out onto the floor. Mim could still hear his screams as the demon didn’t even wait for him to bleed out, thank god they hadn’t looked. The lockdown alarms were blaring but the doors refused to shut, something was wrong with the protocols… if the lockdown wouldn’t engage properly then there’d be nowhere for people to hide. Emerson, a technician, suggested that they go and manually engage the lockdown at the southside control room, given their lack of options everyone agreed to go. But things only got worse from there.

Mim had to lead the small group of survivors through the maintenance tunnels, during this they had passed through an observation deck where a large almost ape like monster shattered the glass. Georges and Amsbury got dragged out by the air pressure while Harris had been grabbed the massive monster. Within seconds their group of five became a band of two, Mim and Emerson had barely made it to the cargo elevator when they were jumped by yet another imp. It had managed to slash Emerson across the chest before Mim was able to blast its head apart with the shotgun she had taken from a dead guard. The demon slumped over, it’s bright red blood pooling on the floor. Mim had tried their best to stop the bleeding but it just kept pouring out. They tried convincing Emerson to come and look for a medical station, but he refused, claimed that he was fine, that it only looked worse than it actually was…

God why did they believe him…

As the elevator came to a stop the two heard the chime that accompanied an announcement over the intercom, but instead of VEGA or some other automated message it was Dr. Pierce and pit formed in their stomachs as she spoke.

“I believe in honesty, especially now, in what will be your final moments in this world. All the rumors, the human sacrifices, the Hell portal, the demons… it’s all true…”

The two gave each other a grave look before climbing the blood-soaked stairs as Dr. Pierce continued her speech.

“My brothers and sisters be thankful, you will be the first, you will have a seat along side them just as I will in what will become the new world, they create for us… starting now…” Instead of another chime indicating the broadcast was over a demonic scream blared over the intercoms.

Emerson was able to stop the broadcast from repeating before forcing the lockdown protocols to engage. The technician looked out over the Martian landscape, the blue sunrise slowly creeping over the horizon.

“If Pierce is already on their side, then how many of the others are too… if we just leave it on then some, some cultist could just swing by and turn the lockdown back off. Hel- fuck, we don’t even know if VEGA is still on our side!” Emerson said in frustration, staring down at the consol with a contemplative look.

“Then what do you think we should do…”

“You think you can shut the power off?”

“Yea, there’s a main generator not too far from here. I can use the access vents to get to it. What are you going to do?” Mim asked, not entirely sure what to make of the situation.

“I’m gonna lock VEGA out from accessing the terminal digitally. If he’s really on our side then he can come turn the power back on himself.”

Emerson initiated some sort of malware or firewall before giving Mim the go ahead and Mim jumped down into the maintenance vent. Through the dark tunnels of wires and metal Mim crawled, until they found the main generator. They logged into the access terminal and shut off the power to the Res Ops facility. Mim hoped they’d given people enough time, or that there were any people left. It was deathly quiet as the facility shifted to emergency power. Normally it wouldn’t, but with the emergency lockdown protocol in effect prior to main power shutdown the facility forces the use of the backup generators. The quiet of the facility felt crushing as Mim crawled back to the control room. Something felt off as the mechanic drew near. It was too quiet, something was missing…

“Emerson!” Mim called out as they realized that they could no longer hear the technicians ragged breathing.

“Shit, shit, shit, shit…” they muttered as they scrambled out of the vent but it was too late. Emerson was dead.

The man was slumped over, his back against the console, clothes drenched in blood. Mim took a few shaky breaths as they processed the situation. Chances where the casualties were in the thousands, and if they were being realistic… then Mim Digsby was possibly the last human left on Mars.

“God damn it Emerson… why didn’t you listen to me,” Mim pressed their forehead against Emersons before stumbling out of the control room, their body was still shaking from the shock and reality of the situation. They needed to find somewhere safe, somewhere to hide and hope there was anyone left to rescue them.

Mim didn’t know if it had been hours or days that had passed, somewhere in that time they had managed to find a chainsaw. Why was there a chainsaw on Mars? Who cares, it’s a chainsaw! Like they were just going to pass the offer of a free chainsaw in a time like this. Besides, chainsaws are great communicators when it came to the undead. Just as Mim had finished airing their grievances with a zombie they’d found in a locker room an explosion boomed from outside, causing the lockers to rattle and Mim to jolt and accidentally wedge the chainsaw deeper into the corpse. Before they could try to remove the weapon, another explosion rocked the room and demons began howling as what sounded like heavy artillery went off.

“Was it the marines? The Elite Guard?” Mim abandoned the chainsaw and climbed through an access vent to the offices above to investigate the sounds, though what they saw was far from what they had been hoping for. There, just outside the building was a behemoth of a monster clinging to the very structure they were standing in. The creature appeared to be fighting the demons outside of the locker room, though fighting was a strong word for what was happening, it was more of a bloodbath if anything. The room shook violently as another explosion rocked the cargo bay outside. The glass rattled menacingly but thankfully didn’t shatter, thank god. Mim scurried back from the window as the behemoth slaughtered the last of the demons. In their haste, Mim had knocked over a chair and alerted the massive demon. They had barely made it into the vent before the behemoth was tearing its way into the room.

Mim quietly watched as the massive creature began searching the room. Was it looking for them? God they hoped not, that thing just tore through the building like it was cardboard! Granted this wasn’t the strongest of building in the Mars facility, but the point still stood that this thing, whatever it was, would catch Mim within seconds. The mechanic watched as the creature inspected the health station in an almost curious manner. Tilting its head inquisitively, before turning it slightly as though it were listening to someone or something. Its curiosity apparently satisfied, the great beast turned around and proceeded to smash in the glass to one of the storage rooms.

“Holy shit, holy shit, I need to fucking leave” Mim hissed to themselves and they started to shimmy further into the vent. That glass was at least an inch and a half thick and that thing just shattered it like it was nothing.

Mim heard the creature walk back out to the cargo bay, catching a glimpse of it beginning to scale the wall, it’s clawed gauntlets digging into the stone. Part of them was slightly in awe of the massive beast, but overall Mim was terrified. The massive thing, looked to be nearly 16 feet tall, it could probably eat them in one bite if it wanted to. Mim shuddered at the thought, “Nope, nu-uh, nah…” The monster’s armour was complex, not too unlike that of Hayden’s Elite Guards though it was a deep green colour instead of the guards imposing red and black armour. Though Mim couldn’t shake the feeling that they’d seen it before…

A raspy hiss rattled from behind the mechanic, filling them with dread before sharp claws dug into their legs and dragged them off into the darkness of the facility. Mim was barely able to let out a scream before their head was slammed into the vent and everything went black.

As the Slayer climbed up the walls of the cargo bay, he heard a faint sound echo from below. As quick as it came it was gone, but the sound was unmistakable. It was a scream, and not just any scream; a human scream. The Slayer looked back down to the platform below, should he go look? What if they were already dead? He watched as several field drones entered the room below and fanned out. One of the drones separated from the group and hovered up to him. That familiar chime sounded in his helmet garnering an annoyed growl from the behemoth.

“I apologize for the repeated interruptions but one of the nearby cameras picked up what I believe to be a human scream. The sound originated from this sector and I wanted to know if you heard anything. The cameras have been malfunctioning, replaying audio and visuals from the start of the incident. I do not know what is causing this malfunction but it is impairing my ability to search for survivors so I will need your help in locating any potential survivors.” The Slayer huffed, clearly getting impatient with the AI.

“I do not know what your stance is on humans as a whole, but I can tell you already have a distain for the UAC. But I must ask that you please keep an eye out for any survivors.” VEGA waited for a response from the Slayer, but all he got was a soft growl from the behemoth.

VEGA left the Slayer to return to his mission, concern starting to build in his processors. Could he trust the Slayer to protect, let alone inform him of any survivors? VEGA hadn’t even been able to recover the field drone that he’d destroyed, he couldn’t even find any evidence of its existence aside from a few scraps from the outer shell… did he eat it? No, he couldn’t have. The Slayer may be a brute, but even he should know that a drone wasn’t even remotely edible. Right?

He could only hope the Slayer would be kinder to a human than he was to a machine.

The Slayer followed the elevator tracks up the chasm and into what appeared to be a mining tunnel or a cut-through point in the facility. The tunnel was long and dark, lit only by the dim string of lights that hung from the walls and ceiling. Checking his map, the Slayer confirmed that this was indeed the way forward. The giant grumbled as he walked down the cold tunnel. He was certain there was a faster route to the gore nest but VEGA was (regrettably) right. As much as he wanted to tear the UAC apart, he needed to be mindful of any potential survivors. Sure, the chances of anyone surviving this long were slim, but he didn’t want to take that risk. As he walked through the tunnel he passed by a group of corpses. Bodies both human and demon were strewn about, it appeared this group chose to make this their final stand, though it was clear the battle had no winners. Further investigation revealed that in an attempt to close off the tunnel or possibly destroy the Gore Nest ahead, the workers had loaded containers of explosives onto trolleys and carts, their lids hastily removed in a last-ditch effort to try and blow up the attacking demons.

Slayer thought about taking the explosive with him, but without the detonator they’d be harder to use. As he contemplated the explosives, the Slayer spotted movement out of the corner of his eye. Expecting a demon trying to get the drop on him, he whipped around and fired at the wall, but to his horror he watched as some of the pellets tore through the shoulder and upper arm of a human who had seemingly regained consciousness. The Slayer’s heart dropped as he watched the human fell over writhing in pain. Dropping his gun, the Slayer rushed over to the injured human who immediately threw their hands over their head in terror, causing the giant to freeze.

What should he do? There was no way he could make it back to that health station without hurting the human further, even then their chances of survival were essentially zero. Hell, it was nothing more than cruel luck that the blast hadn’t killed the poor man. There was nothing he could do except to try and to give whatever comfort a monster like him could offer…

The Slayer removed his gauntlets and helmet before reaching towards the dying human once more, and again the human flinched as massive clawed hands wrapped around their body and pulled them towards the towering beast. The Slayer tried his best not to hurt the poor thing further, but the human still writhed in pain as he was brought closer to the Unchained Predator. The Slayer softly tried to shush the human but it did little to comfort either of them. It had been centuries since he’d had to comfort something, did he even remember to mourn them?

Briefly the giant considered trying to give the human a hug but chose not to as he was certain the person would only see it as him trying to crush their tired bones. So instead, he opted to gently rub their back with the pad of his thumb, being careful not to touch or aggravate their wounds any further. It was then when the worker looked up at him, bleary eyed and confused, though he wished they hadn’t. He couldn’t stand the guilt. Slayer tried to croak out an apology, but all that came out were garbled bellows before he started to taste blood. He went to try again but stopped when he felt the humans body go limp and watched their eyes gloss over.

The Slayer sighed as he laid the lifeless body back on the ground and put his helmet back on, the fresh blood smearing over old blood and dried gore. The Slayer looked around himself once more as he took in the fact that the last human on Mars just died in his hands, and he was the one to blame. Sorrow quickly turned to anger as he remembered why he was here and that Hell was to blame for this. Checking his map, he confirmed that the Gore Nest was at the end of this godforsaken tomb, and with a vicious snarl he snatched up the crates of explosives and charged down the tunnel with blood on his lips and fury burning in his chest.

Within seconds the Hellwalker found himself at the end of the tunnel looking out into a much larger cargo bay. Across from him, the Gore Nest hung, suspended by thick sinewy cables that attached themselves to gore covered support beams. From his position, the Slayer could see the Gore Nest’s beating heart and a circle of zombies knelt around a sigil. The Unchained Predator threw the crates onto the demonic structure before lobbing a grenade towards it and firing. An explosion shook the room and the Gore Nest screamed in pain and with a running leap the Doom Slayer jumped onto it, shoving the still burning barrel of his shotgun against its putrid heart and fired.

[psychewritesbs]

When Opposites Attract, part 1... maybe perhaps

The devil finds work for idle hands... and what with only having one client at the moment and finally reaching Gundam Seed’s episode 23, what is it with episode 23 being my fave in JJK and GS? well...

It’s time to brainrot about one of my favorite relational dynamics in animanga...

So.... basically don’t mind me while I ramble about asucaga... one of my og OTPs.

Also, if anybody does read this and is wondering...

Yes, I did watch episode 23 three times... and counting. I had to do research and take screencaps ok?!

Yes, I squealed internally several times... probably still am.

Yes, we’re going to ignore the extensive amounts of plot armor that is just as thick as Gundanium Alloy.

And yes, I loved every. single. fucking. minute of Athrun and Cagalli’s interaction.

This isn’t mental gymnastics... this is nit picking... obsessing about what it means for two characters to come together and how that changes them. 

In the end, shipping is at its core about seeing a relational dynamic (ship) in fiction and being inspired by it. And one of my favorite things about Gundam Seed was seeing how two separate wholes came together in the way that Athrun and Cagalli came together.

Athrun as Yin--the passive principle

Athrun, is both “not just another Quiet and Aloof Deuteragonist-kun”, and at the same time “your typical expression of his trope”. 

Dark hair, green eyes, introverted, kind, superior intelligence... the whole 9 yards.

Athrun is his trope to a T. And yet, there’s also something ethereal and dreamy about him.

In melodrama, characters are typically clichéd stereotypes. But I have to say that the characters in Gundam Seed are fleshed out beyond their character trope.

What makes the characters in Gundam Seed unique are the details in the way their individual personalities are expressed. 

For Athrun, he looks to me like he’s very much written as an expression of water sign traits--he is a Scorpio by birth after all. He is ethereal, dreamy, mysterious, highly emotional and yet simultaneously emotionally closed off to most people or aloof. 

And yet, despite his Introverted and introspective personality as defined by his water sign, Athrun navigates his world with cold logic. To me, his ease and interest in mechanical objects like the Haros and Torii speak to his mastery of logic and mechanics.

Athrun is also a kid whose mother’s death scarred him and who has let his father control his fate. From what I remember, he’s also been a soldier most of his life. So at the core of his character arc there is a need to tap into his (most irrational) emotions, and to learn to think for himself in a way that takes into consideration not just logic, but also what his heart wants.

Another aspect that defines Athrun is how his personality has also been shaped by the war because of what he has seen and the horrors he has probably lived through. Something that is hinted at in episode 23.

Finally, Athrun is an elite soldier and he knows that about himself. Up to episode 23 in Gundam Seed, he had used his genetically engineered superior abilities to fight for Zaft’s sake. 

Zaft no Tameni.

But that’s only because he had not stopped to think like the opposing camp.

Cagalli as Yang--the active principle

And then there’s Cagalli.

Oh God. Where do I even start with Cagalli?

Stereotypically, Cagalli is first and foremost a tomboy. She is rough around the edges, strong-willed and edgy. Unlike the other females in the series, Cagalli is perfectly happy as someone who prefers guns over make up.

She also appears to be more outgoing, boisterous and extroverted than Athrun. 

But I think that one of the things that define Cagalli even more than the “tomboy” trope is the fact that she is, literally, a Princess. However, Cagalli is not your average Disney Princess waiting to be rescued. Instead she uses her power, privilege and influence for the benefit of causes she believes in, hence earning herself the title “Goddess of Victory”.

As a Princess, however, she’s also entitled, bossy, and unaware of her privilege to a certain extent.

Like this little girl basically forced herself onto a military ship even though the captain was totally against it. Total #Gundanium Alloy moment.

One of the things I love about Cagalli is that she has this overconfidence about herself that is also very Princess-like. How to explain... I headcanon Cagalli probably lived a very sheltered life as a Princess, and so she doesn’t truly understand the despair of a war-thorn world and how that shapes people. This only makes her choice to fight for those in less privileged positions than hers all the more impressive. 

But unlike Athrun and real soldiers who have seen the horrors of war, even if Cagalli has seen terrible things, Cagalli has a body guard with her at all times whose job is to risk his life to protect her. She is sheltered.

Also, as a side note, he doesn’t do a very good job of it lol. I would fire him if I was Cagalli’s dad. But I get the sense the bodyguard guy kind of gave up on trying to convince Cagalli not to get into crazy situations because Cagalli is going to do what Cagalli wants to do because she’s a fucking Princess.

Other than that, I think it’s very important to Cagalli’s character that she’s free to be herself and choose her own destiny. In the end, Cagalli chooses to fight for what she thinks is right and chooses what causes she espouses.

And I think this is where Cagalli and Athrun meet in the middle--fighting for what they believe is right.

Fighting for what is right--two opposing perspectives

One of the things that I loved about episode 23 the most is that this is when the idea “that conflict is the result of a lack of communication” gets presented--this is when the two opposing sides finally decide to sit down and talk.

These two kids met each other under #Gundam Alloy type circumstances that plot armor is thick but wtv because I love asucaga and I am glad they met and kept blaming each other until they both came to the realization that this blaming game was taking them nowhere. 

Just back and forth...

Well I did this because you did that.

Well I did that because you did this.

Two opposing perspectives at war with each other.

Theirs is a conversation about opposing versions of the “truth” and how when the two opposites come together a new truth can be unveiled if both parties are able and willing to meet in the middle.

Literally. Athrun and Cagalli introduce into GS the idea that senseless war is simply the result of two opposing sides unwilling to listen to the other and meet in the middle. 

Athrun and Cagalli represent the movement in this new direction for the plot where characters start to question more openly what it is they fight for.

But before Athrun and Cagalli get to this point where they get to explore their opposing perspectives, chemistry had already worked its magic. Without this chemistry, there would be no impetus that would bind two opposites together.

Let’s ship it!

Mwahaha. Ok, time to ship it.

When Athrun and Cagalli first encounter each other its under the threat of attack. Cagalli is pointing a gun at him and all he has is a knife. 

The moment that changes everything is when Athrun turns the tables on her and discovers that Cagalli is a girl.

I think in this scene there is a combination of Athrun’s reluctance to get a civilian involved in a war conflict and his own humanity taking precedence over how she is physically weak compared to him, not just for being a woman, but also because she’s a Natural.

In the end, Athrun is shown to be a very kind and considerate person time and time again and this is an example of it.

Also Cagalli getting annoyed because she gets confused for a boy is so funny.

It is after this moment when the walls start come down for both of them. 

On the one hand, I imagine Athrun realized just how defenseless Cagalli is despite her bravado, hardly a threat; while on the other hand, Cagalli realized this Zaft soldier is just as human as she is.

And I just adore this moment so much because despite the large amounts of Gundanium Alloy present in Gundam Seed, this moment and the way Athrun and Cagalli relate to one another is so... real?

Athrun telling Cagalli to tone it down with her Princess attitude is so... amazing? Up until now no one has really stood up to her and she typically gets what she wants--again, as an example, she boarded the Archangel against the Captain’s wishes.

And then... the crabs happen.

With crab #1 we have a moment of comic relief that invited them to relax, to lay down their defenses once and for all so that they could see the human in front of them more clearly.

It’s really lovely to be able to see how they are both more at ease around each other because of this seemingly insignificant moment.

I have to wonder what is going through Athrun’s mind as he sees Cagalli continue to do as she pleases, completely at ease with herself even though they are “enemies” and she should be weary of him.

This is one of those moments where the writers showed both Athrun’s and Cagalli’s personalities beautifully. 

On the one hand you have Athrun as he looks on from a distance in typical Scorpio fashion. His introspective nature speaking a thousand words without saying a single one of them. What we do know is that he is so moved by what he sees to the point that he removes the ties around her hands and feet--a completely irrational choice.

Symbolically, Athrun gives Cagalli back her freedom because even if she’s tied down, Cagalli’s will is untamable, something Athrun notices about her.

As for Cagalli, she is just enjoying herself. She too is at ease with Athrun around and is able to be her usual carefree self. Another thing about Cagalli I didn’t mention earlier is that she’s a Taurus. So there’s a sense of her sensuality being expressed in this moment as she enjoys the feeling of rain washing over her.

Then, with crab #2 we have a glimpse at a couple more details. 

For one, I think its easy to think of Athrun as Quiet and Aloof Deuteragonist-kun, but his mischievous and playful side shines through in this brief interaction when he teases Cagalli (thanks to this article for pointing out this fun detail).

As for Cagalli, it shows how care free and oblivious she is about the feminine beauty and sensuality that lies beneath the surface--which Athrun clearly very much liked.

Even though I feel like it’s more realistic for a teenager to continue to stare, I like what this scene says about Athrun being a respectful young man.

Then, when they move into the cave the issue of “ease” comes up. Cagalli taunts Athrun, telling him that she could take his gun from him and that he should be warier of her and take her more seriously.

Athrun, however, is highly aware that he’s an elite soldier with superior physical abilities and is completely unphased by her threat.

I think, if anything, Athrun is also aware that he’d be saddened if the situation escalated in such a way to where he would have to hurt her.

Athrun then falls asleep, showing once again how at ease he feels around her.

But this is Cagalli we’re talking about and if she had another middle name it would be “impulsive”. So she goes for the gun and then after an emotional exchange throws it on the ground in a bit of a temper tantrum.

And of course, because of the Gundanium Alloy, the gun fires when it hits the ground and the bullet barely hurts Athrun. The writers just really wanted a shirtless Athrun.

I love Athrun’s reaction in all of this because he’s not afraid to tell Cagalli to drop the Princess attitude. Seriously, who throws a loaded gun like that?

But... the best part in all of this is that Cagalli wants to meets him in the middle. 

And despite his reluctance, for the first time the audience gets to see Athrun take his armor completely off and open up. Both in the figurative way and in the fanservicey way.

This isn’t just physical proximity, but rather Athrun allowing someone else to not only meet him in the middle in his pain, but also to tend to that pain. 

And as they say their respective goodbyes and exchange names, so do they acknowledge each other’s humanity despite being in opposite camps.

I love them your honor...

[miss-nandini]

Hello there! I hope all is well with you. Congratulations on your milestone~ 🥳💕 I was wondering if I could request and have a romantic match-up with an Obey Me character. I might tell too much about myself, so I apologize if you find it lengthy to read. Please take your time doing mine if you have got a lot on your plate~ >//<

I will begin with the basics. My name is Luna, and I am a heterosexual referred to by 'she/her' pronouns. My zodiac sign is Libra, and until now, I have remained skeptical about my MBTI and enneagram results, so I will not disclose it. As for my outward appearance, I am average-looking with a soft and gentle aura, short height, and poor eyesight, so I am wearing rose-gold eyeglasses.

Proceeding with my personality, I am a routine-oriented homebody who enjoys being around familiar people and places and staying in my cozy private space to do my own thing. When it comes to the group setting, I usually take leadership or any important role because I like being included and involved in central planning, inasmuch as I prefer being one of the planners rather than a follower or solely the recipient of that plan. I am conscientious about my goals and responsibilities and have perfectionist tendencies, which resulted in me becoming a consistent principal's honor roll undergraduate student in one of the top universities in my homeland. Because of that, I may appear to be a highly career-oriented individual who does not know how to have fun, but trust me, I am also an idler and procrastinator who prefers to chill, daydream, and waste my time using social media platforms, playing Otome, MOBA, and simulation games, listening to music, or reading fictional romance stories, including girls' love and boys' love or Danmei novels.

In addition, I am reserved with individuals I do not know too well or vibe with but very understanding, easy-going, really bubbly, expressive, affectionate, and humorous with my friends and other people I like. I am a go-with-the-flow person, never a risk-taker, and tend to conform to the rules because I dislike getting in trouble. I do not like being left behind and putting a burden on anyone, so I usually make myself low maintenance and suppress what I truly want. However, I am not very noble that I would stake my life for someone else nor forgiving that I would just sit by and allow someone to trample and treat me like a doormat.

In terms of likes and dislikes, I love plushies, docile cats, having out-of-nowhere insightful and meaningful conversations, squishmallows (I cannot sleep comfortably without hugging one), drinking tea, any desserts, and wrapping myself in a warm and thick blanket like a burrito (since I have a terrible cold intolerance). I do not like dirty environments, tardiness, unnecessary disturbances, sudden problems, and people who jeopardize any group activities through their laziness.

Furthermore, in a relationship, I want it to be simply just being each other's safe space and rest. I am quite a private and low-key person as well, so I prefer if we both have hidden sides and many moments that we only know. My love languages are physical touch because I like cuddles, being hugged (like that big hug where I can bury myself on their chest or neck), and hugging people while caressing their hair, words of affirmation when I am comfortable telling what is on my mind, quality time because once they enter my private space, I feel like I will absolutely love doing almost everything with them, even the simplest and most mundane things, and acts on service because I usually take the initiative to do a task that will lessen the burden on their shoulders or simply take care of them on the simple things.

And that is all~ I apologize again if this is too long. Thank you so much in advance, and congrats again!! ♡

Hey there! I hope you are doing well. I had fun reading. You seem like a great person!

Here, after thinking for a while I think that Satan will be your best match.

If you decide to date then,

You Two will visit bookstores, museums, cat cafès often.

Spend a lot of time in the library.

Late night discussions, long talks and stuff like that.

He will read to you and you might just end up falling asleep on top of him.

Will have upset and downs, he is the incarnation of wrath after all. But I feel like you are the patient and understanding one, so you two will figure it out eventually.

Playing with cats is like an everyday routine.

You can do group projects together.

Overall, a pretty much good relationship considering that he is one of the lords of hell.

[hunting-songs]

— basics. ▸ is your muse tall / short /ㅤaverage ? Nowdays Senritsu is 4'2"= 127cm and therefor this puts her on the height of other peoples elbows, or when she is unlucky it sets her on eyelevel with their crotches/butts and seldomly when she is lucky she is on the glorious level with their shoulders. While beeing shrunken this way made her bones and muscles inhumanly dense and gave her a boost in physical stenght and enduranceas as she did not lost any mass, she also is now shorter than a average 13-year-old like Killua. However, Senritsu had never been of a inspiring height as she had only lost a foot in height when she had been cursed which means that she was only 5'2=156cm as an adult originally. That puts her on the lower end of an average height. In the Manga, when she wears a hat, she occaisonally slips past the Mangapanels and turns into the "walking and talking hat" when put beside other characters.

▸ are they okay with their height ?ㅤ Senritsu is not okay with her height as much as she is not bothered by it. As anything with her body, she is neutral about it. She can walk, she can talk, she can eat, she can drink, she can run, she can play her flute so her body is doing what it is suppose to do so there is nothing that she is bothered about. In the same manner she is also not someone who often looks into other peoples faces for mildly neurodivergent reasons and has to constantly actively remaind herself to actually look into peoples faces if she needs to. So her eyes usually wander elsewhere when she is talking as everything she needs to know about a person is told to her not by their faces but by their heartbeats and she does not need to bother to look into their faces to know that about them. Accordingly she does not bother to look into their faces directly unless she has to for politeness reasons / for personal reasons like when Kurapika wants to rad her eyes. The only thing that irks her about her height is that she is now nolonger able to drive a car due to having too short legs to reach the pedals.

▸ what’s their hair like ?ㅤ Her hair, although it nolonger covers her whole head, is one of the only features that is still left from her orginal appearence so Senritsu by now keeps it actively long when before the curse she had only kept it long to bind it back in a braid for keeping it properly short and styled would have been too much of a bother for her who wanted to only focus on her work. Senritsus hair is of a deep red colour and is naturally very thick and rough, similar to a horsemane. It usually looks very messy and unkempt, so the woman not often bothers to put proper products in it and either has it loose or pins it back into a messy knot.

▸ do they spend a lot of time on their hair / grooming ?ㅤThe only time Senritsu actively takes care of her hair is when she has to look presentable for a job-interview or for a concert to show her respect for her art. That is the only time were she would put smoothenign products into her hair and style it. Any other time she simpy uses the shampoo of the Hotel she is staying at, burshing her hair out and let it loose or at best, pins it back into a messy bun if she does not want it hanging along her face to her chest.

▸ does your muse care about their appearance / what others think ? In general, Senritsu cares abut her looks as a form of expressing her personality. She deeply respects the art of makeup, but never finds time to indulge in it. She will put on (and have fun with) simple concealer/ eyeliner/ lipstick/ blush and more heavy smokey eyes when she has to doll up when hired to give a concert (which usually happend only before she was cursed as she had that time worked more often as a hireable muscian), but nowdays she will just put on a matte-foundation-colored-facelotion in the morning,as her line of work nowdays does not need a pretty face for a preformance. In the same manner she had gotten tattoos to express herself and she wears her working-cloth to show that she had great pride in her work. However, in that way her caring about appearence is a simple selfish act and has nothing to do with how people precieve her. She knows ow she looks: She knows that she hadnot been a especially beautiful person before the curse and still some people enjoyed looking at her; and she also knows that she now is not fitting most peples aesthetics preferences and yet there are still people who enjoy looking at her. The disphoria of looking into a mirror and not seeing your own face on a daily basis aside, Senritsu is very neutral about her looks. So while Senritsu will take care of her appearence as a expression of herself or to show her respect before something (her work / art), it is never because she thinks about what other people think about her. If other people find her good to the eyes, its a sweet bonus and if not she is happy with herself already.

— preferences. ▸ indoors orand outdoors ? rain or sunshine ?ㅤ forest or beach ? precious metals or gems ? flowers or perfumes ? personality or appearance ? being alone or being in a crowd ? order or anarchy ? painful truths or white lies ? science or magic ? peace or conflict ? night orand day ? dusk or dawn ? warmth or cold ? many acquaintances or a few close friends ? reading or playing a game ?

— questionnaire. ▸ what are some of your muse’s bad habits ? ㅤEavesdropping: Every conversation even if it is in a complete different building three streets away, is very hearable for Senritsu. She does her very best to ignore everything that is not in her direct radius out of politeness, but it does not change the fact that she will notice anything. Every persons personal secret and troube is on loudspeaker for Senritsu on a permanent basis. And in fact, it makes it really creepy for anyone who is near her to realize that there will not only be no secrets before her but that even the slightest change in breathing will be noticed by her and she will know about their struggles before they might even notice they have this inner struggle. In the 1999 Anime when Pakunoda remembers Squala memorys of Senritsu, all she sees is Senritsus eye looking up at him thoughtfully, which does sums up the uncomortableness and the feeling of "always beeing watched" of people around her. Overworking: Senritsu has a bad habit of completly getting lost in her work and forgetting to eat, drink or even sleep just so she could master this musicpiece of finish working on that instrument. She knows it is not setting a proper examplefor what she is often scolding in her friends behaviour. However, in the same line she is very proud that she can do such great work even if it is on cost of her own health.

Slouching: Not exactly a conscious decision, but Senritsu has a very gnarled back that gives her a horrible posture. In other words, her broken and mended back ogether spine gives her a mild kyphosis that has influence on her way of laying, walking and standing, and among other things is also one of the reasons why she suffers from insomnia. ▸ has your muse lost anyone close to them ? how has it affected them ?ㅤ Senritsu had lost her best friend Ask, whom she would often intreduce as "Her twin who happned to have been born to other parents and a few days too late". Which is exactly what their relationship had been. She had been the most happiest in her life when she had been with Ask and sharing her passion for music with him, first as children in the Consortium, as teenagers during the Hunter exam and as young adults as full fledges Hunters because she could share her joy and her passion with him at every moment as he was just the same as her. Now he is gone. Now he will never come back. And the person who had been like her, just as reckless, just with the same restlessness, with the same ambition, with the same wanderlust, but also just as curious, just as happy and passionate for music, is gone. Senritsu loves the new world of music her keen hearing had given her, even if the price for that was her physical health and the horror coming with knowing what the music she loves so much had done to her and could do to others, but this new music and this new noises could be the most beautiful, she will always be the only person who could expierence the world the way she does. She can nolonger share that happieness anymore. Nor the horror. She will never be able to share that with anyone. So as much as Senritsu is happy, she can never be as happy as in the time when she had been with her best friend and sharing that time. And nothing is going to change that, not destroying the sonata (If she survives doing that), not having her own body back,not continueing traveling and living the life she loves so much. She is alone and that time with her best friend is never coming back. Senritsu had not only lost her best friend but she had lost the life she had wished for so much.

▸ what are some fond memories your muse has ? ㅤ Senritsu loving to remember how her Papa would prepare her and her siblings black tea with cream and rocksugar before breakfast every morning, had already been described often. Another memory Senritsu holds dear is playing piano for her best friend Ask back in the Music Consortium. Asks hands were skinned since a incident witha Nokken in his ealier childhood, so he had to fight daily aches and especially contact-pain, but he learned by listening Senritsu playing piano- something he nolonger could do because of the pain in his fingers- that when he placed his hands on the piano the vibration of the instrument would numb the pain in his fingers. So this turned into a traditon, everyday Senritsu would play piano and everyday Ask would be with her int he room, placing his hands on the piano and beeing for the first time since the incident painfree. It is this emory that Senritsus healing-hatsu is based on: She uses her music soaked with her nen to make the body of the people around her vibrate and swing to the frequency of her music and with that sooth any pain and than even start to heal injuries and sicknesses, depending on which song she is playing.

▸ is it easy for your muse to kill ? ㅤNo. And almost no amount of rage or desperation could make her take another persons life. Right after she had been cursed she had swore herself that "she is going to kill her" with her beeing the Sonatas componist, but that was eventually just a moment. In a way she stillplans to murder the composer as destroying their aura still sticking to the Sonata meant they would finally fully die after their body had already passed on, but it is still ntot he same as killing a breathing, living person as the Aura is still just that- a faint wisp of what had been that person twisted by a strong wish. Senritsu is a healer. She molded her ability specifically to not hurt people when it could so easily be turned into a ability that knocks people out or puts them into heavy panic -attacks and cardiac arrests.Not making her ability able to hurt people was a concious decision that put her in a disadventage and she still did so.

▸ what’s it like when your muse breaks down ?ㅤ In this case Senritsu will promptly redraw herself from other people and shut others off. She does not want to show how deeply frightened or disturbed she can be, but also she does not want to worry anyone around her. Back in Yorkshin when she listened to how little Kuroro regarded his own life she was utterly disturbed and while she could not just leave the car, she promptly made herself as small as possible, covered her ears and turned away to escape the situation and shut off Kurapika and Leorio. In this scene however she did rebuked Kurapika harshly which is somethign she in any other situation would avoid by keeping her distance, before getting back her self-control and very sternly but still calmlytold him what she had heard in Kuroros heartbeat.

▸ is your muse capable of trusting someone with their life ? ㅤDefinitive! The best example would be Senritsu voting for Kurapika to be the leader of the Bodyguards after knowing him only for a few days. Trusting someone is ofcourse easier for her due to her keen hearing and considering her line of work at the Mafia the woman is in no way naive. Still she allowes herself to trust and her asking Kurapika to lead the Bodyguards is an examplefor this.

▸ what’s your muse like when they’re in love ?ㅤ There is not much difference between Senritsu who is caring for a friend and Senritsu who is with someone she is romantically involved with. She is not a especially romantic person or has a very romantic view on friendship. She might jokes around with them more often by exchanging flirtlines, and she seeks out more physical contact with someone she is romantically involved with like holding their hand or leaning against them or kissing them, if they want her to.

Also Senritsu is a 'I love you'-virgin and has no intention of changing that. For her 'I love you' is a way to claim another person, because the confession usually means that the other person has to answer something, be it a loveconfession in return or something else from a 'I don´t know yet' to 'I do not feel the same', so saying 'I love you'-means forcing the other person into an answer. And for Senritsu there is nothing more important than ones own freedom and own decisions. So saying 'I love you' and with that forcing the other person into Zugzwang, and having to say things they either do not want to, can not say, or have yet not thought about to say, is taking away that persons freedom of making their own decisions. The closest one can come to a 'I love you' from her is her praising them or commenting on what she enjoys about beeing around them "I adore the way you dance" /"I love the way you sound"/ "I enjoy this time with you" etc...

Tagged By: Stolen from @kiigan ! Tagging: @bewitchingbaker @skarletchains @stanislawkowalski @gyofukuki @kylo-wrecked @saiakv @muddsludge @zealctry @distortedkilling @lightfaithed ... and You!

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I'd like to hear more about Ambrose, Noah, Pandora, and Constance. Lazarus too if possible! They're such cool characters!!

Sure! Let’s do some basic info about each of the characters, such as what they look like!

I want to give you guys a good mental image of them :)

Physical Characteristics:

Pandora De La Dáinn:

- Half High Elf

- Used to have black hair, it’s now white, hair is styled long, typically in a ponytail, along with straight cut bangs.

- Tarnished gold colored eyes

- Carries herself timidly, over time becomes more confident in herself and stops hiding behind her friends when she meets new people.

- Small, 4’11 (149 cm)

- Incredibly pale, paler than average, looks greyish in undertone instead of having yellow/pink undertone, looks dead.

- Wears a large navy blue coat that’s been tailored to her size, originally her eldest brother’s, Victor’s, coat.

- Wears a Victorian blouse with ruffles down the center and at the bottom of the sleeves, along with having a Peter Pan shirt collar

- Wears a long Victorian skirt with white ruffles along the bottom.

- Wears ruffled socks with black Mary Jane shoes, along with black leather gloves

- hands and feet are a transparent navy blue, only showing bone underneath the flesh

- Carries a pump action battle rifle

- Carries two revolving four barrel pistols

- Carries a Rapier

- Toned

Noah Ripper:

- Android, appears human

- Tan skin with a seam line going down the left (your right) side of his face.

- Bright yellow colored eyes.

- Tall, 6’0 (182 cm) bro ate his veggies despite his mom not rlly feeding him lol

- Has dark brown hair, short, and parted on the side with one portion hanging down in front of the left side of his face.

- Usually carries himself with confidence, usually has a condescending smile on his face.

- Wears a long, dark brown, leather bomber jacket with Sherpa on the inner side of the collar.

- Wears a simple off white button up with the sleeves rolled up

- Wears dark brown corduroy pants with a two gun holsters strapped to either thigh

- Wear black combat boots and leather fingerless gloves

- Wears a yellow scarf, made and given to him by Pandora.

- Carries two eight round pepperboxes

- Carries a sniper rifle

- Carries two combat knives

- Very Toned, almost Muscular but not quite.

Ambrose Lockwood:

- Tiefling (Avantee bloodline)

- Undercut, Buzzed on the sides, long on top. Hair is swept back besides that one stubborn strand that won’t stay. Hair is dark brown, almost black.

- Brown skin, has two different beauty marks (Under left eye, near mouth on right side)

- Bright red eyes

- Tall and large red front facing horns

- Arms and legs fade into bright red color, hands are claw like.

- Long & thick, bright red tail with diamond end

- Carries himself with confidence and purpose

- Very Tall, 7’5 (228 cm) I have to look up to see him oh no

- Wears a white dress shirt and dark red vest, along with deep dark red pants and black shoes. Also wears black leather gloves.

- Able to summon and desummon weapons

- Weapons are two large single edged swords

- Warlock, Patron is Calyx

- Very Muscular

Constance Lockwood:

- Tiefling (Avantee bloodline)

- Tall, 5’10 (177 cm)

- Large and tall bright purple front facing horns

- Arms and legs fade into bright purple color, hands are claw like.

- Long and slightly thick bright purple tail, spade end.

- Bright red eyes

- Brown skin

- Dark brown hair, almost black, top portion is pulled back into a ponytail while the rest is down. Hair is long.

- Carries herself with elegance and poise

- Wears a black sleeveless turtleneck with a purple vest over it.

- Wears black durable pants

- Wears black combat boots and black leather fingerless gloves

- Can summon and desummon weapons

- Weapons are two crescent sickles

- Warlock, Patron is Vin’nyla

- Muscular

Lazarus Lockwood:

- Tiefling (Avantee Bloodline)

- Giant, 10’2

- Giant Front facing horns, right one purple, left one red

- Bright red eyes

- Brown skin, heavily scarred

- Carries himself with overarching confidence and intimidation

- Long and thick red-purple tail, triangle end

- Dark brown hair, messy and unkept, obscures a good portion of his face.

- Left arm and leg fade into red, Right arm and leg fade into purple, both arms are claw like

- Wears a large, maroon/burgundy fur trim cloak

- Wears a Victorian dress shirt, ruffles down the center, off white

- Wears black fitted dress pants

- Wears black leather combat boots and fingerless gloves

- Wears an assortment of jewelry on hands, neck, ears, and horns

- Can summon and de-summon weapons

- Wields two curved, wide, great swords, one purple one red

- Warlock, Patron is Avantee

- Absolutely shredded lol, beefy guye

[pretttydemonwrites]

OC Masterlist

Below you will find a list of what I consider my main cast of characters. I often write the same characters into different universes/plots/etc, so I essentially have my own little multiverse in my head. With that in mind, this list will be very basic info like name, description, and personality in broad strokes. I will also include the "universe" that I most commonly write them in though.

This is by no means a complete list, just the ones that tend to feature in my writing The Most. It is still long as hell, so you can find the list of characters under the cut!

Cassandra Lynn Mathers - aka Cass - she/her - late 20s/early 30s - a short, fat woman with thick curly hair that is naturally a true ginger color, but she typically keeps it dyed a darker cherry red. her hair usually reaches the bottom of her shoulder blades. her eyes are a very light blue, almost gray color and her skin is mostly pale, with some pink undertones. most often wearing shorts and a tank top or t-shirt, often cropped. she is a cis woman. - she is quick tempered and kind of bitchy, but she is also extremely protective and maternal. when she warms up to someone, she'll likely take on a motherly role and bake them a ton of sweets - most common universe she appears in is a supernatural story that takes place in a tiny town in Colorado populated entirely by various supernatural creatures, and in that universe she is a werewolf Victoria Jane Nixon - aka Vicky - she/her - mid 20s - a tall, toned woman with a truly massive amount of brown/black hair, usually kept in a blown out afro styled into a fauxhawk type situation, sometimes with one side of her head shaved. she has warm toned medium brown skin with dark brown eyes. standard outfit is ratty denim cutoffs, fishnets, and a black high necked sleeveless top with a red leather jacket and a spiked black choker. she has several ear piercings, an eyebrow piercing, and a nostril piercing. vicky is a trans woman - she is playful and flirtatious, but easily flustered. under duress, she can become quite cruel and bloodthirsty, but carries a lot of guilt around because of this. she craves affection to an extreme degree. - currently Vicky is a character in an ongoing Monster of the Week campaign about a horror rock band in the late 80s/early 90s. she started as a secret agent undercover, left the agency, and then got turned into a werewolf. still in the band though!

Lucia Voronov - aka Luci - she/her - early to mid 30s - a woman of average height with shaggy cropped white blonde hair. she has somewhat dark green eyes and pale, lightly freckled skin. typical outfit consists of thick jeans, combat boots, and a brown leather jacket over a plain t-shirt (i'm not gonna beat around the bush, please just imagine dean winchester with like...small boobs and lighter hair). she has a thin but noticeable scar running vertical down her right eye. wears small studs in her ears but no other piercings. she is a cis woman. - usually pretty standoffish and detached, always ready to fight. she can be charming when she needs to be, but nine times out of ten she'll just try to intimidate her way through a problem. softer side comes out when talking about her family/people she cares for or when she's playing violin - haven't included Lucia in anything in a hot minute tbh, but her standard version in my brain is from the same supernatural story as Cass (albeit a different iteration of it) and she's a monster hunter Demitri Voronov - aka Michi - he/him - early to mid 30s (Lucia's twin brother) - shorter than average man with jet black hair, usually kept in an undercut with the top long enough to keep up in a ponytail. same dark green eyes and pale freckled skin. typical outfit varies wildly depending on the day from your classic jeans and band tee to mini skirts and tank tops. he has a septum ring and small studs in his ears similar to Lucia's. he is also a trans man. - easily the more approachable twin, Demitri is friendly and playful and enjoys hanging out with people. he flirts with anyone and everyone, but he typically avoids real intimacy at all costs and keeps most everyone at a bit of a distance. he's just friendly enough that people don't always notice. - so. admittedly, Demitri is usually dead. part of Lucia's backstory. however I keep throwing him into monster erotica so if you see him alive and well it's probably gonna be in something like that!

Harper Jameson - they/them - late 20s - short but muscular individual with fairly straight white hair that is always kept in a braid that usually hangs to the side over their shoulder. they have bright blue/green eyes and peachy toned skin. standard outfit is either a t-shirt (usually with some floral design) with overalls or a floral sundress. either way they're wearing Converse type shoes or no shoes. they are nonbinary. - have you ever met sunshine personified? now you have. Harper is an extremely kind and selfless individual, but they can also be incredibly anxious. a people pleaser through and through. they have a strong desire to help others and forge community ties with the people around them - would you guess that they're also usually a werewolf...I may be changing that soon though cuz I think I might just be a little too werewolf heavy. I did also throw Harper in a Star Trek TTRPG for a bit though and that was neat!

Sebastian Hart - aka Seb - he/him - late 30s early 40s - average height, fit but not overly muscular man with a close fade of black hair. he has dark brown skin with cool undertones and eyes so dark brown they almost look black. standard outfit is a business suit or he might do some more casual slacks and a henley/crewneck type situation. he is a cis man. - Sebastian starts off as the strong silent type, but he's actually quite personable under that. however, he values quiet and alone time so he can get pretty burnt out on socializing. loves kids an animals and is very family oriented. occasionally struggles with his more pessimistic side and tries to remain at least realistic if not optimistic. - Okay look I swear they're not all werewolves. in my writing he has appeared as one, yeah, but I think the actual most recent thing was another Monster of the Week campaign where he was a private detective working with a bunch of weirdos trying to take down a mega corporation a la Umbrella. so there. Max - pronouns vary, defaults to he/him - mid to late 20s - some characters have a standard outfit. max has a standard uh...skin? sure let's go with that. he usually looks like a random nondescript brunette white guy, usually has a bit of 5'o clock shadow, and heavy bags under his eyes. he's usually in scrubs or a paramedic uniform, but the situation may vary. - max is a well meaning trainwreck. good guy, performs rather well under pressure, but isn't the best about like, taking care of himself or socializing well. he's at his best when someone is bossing him around. - he's not a werewolf! he's a shapeshifter! it counts as something different! but also I put him in a MOTW campaign once. i do not remember what he really did though other than smoke weed.

Racquel Last Name Subject to Change - ze/zem or they/them - ?????? - a tall slender individual with straight black hair usually styled in a sort of pompadour type situation. ze have reddish brown skin, with one side of zir torso pretty much covered in scar tissue. zir eyes are either completely black, sclera and all, or again just deep brown/almost back. also sometimes will have two black horns that curl kind of like a ram's atop zir head. - ze is an incredibly protective individual and that honestly drives most of zir decisions. Racquel cares about specific people and if you are not one of those people then you can choke. ze can be extremely reckless and overconfident at times, but overall ze are just trying to McFuckin Survive - first featured in a D&D campaign for one session as a centaur, then a different campaign as a tiefling (hence the horns) and in other works ze has been a vampire. many such iterations.

[justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms]

Hello there! I hope all is well with you~ I was wondering if I could request and have a romantic match-up with a Mystic Messenger, excluding Yoosung and Vanderwood because I do not see them in a romantic way, and Obey Me character, preferably only with any of the seven brothers since I also only see the rest as my friends. I might tell too much about myself, so I apologize if you find it lengthy to read. Please take your time doing mine if you have got a lot on your plate~ >//<

I will begin with the basics. My name is Luna, and I am a heterosexual referred to by 'she/her' pronouns. My zodiac sign is Libra, and until now, I have remained skeptical about my MBTI and enneagram results, so I will not disclose it. As for my outward appearance, I am average-looking with a soft and gentle aura, short height, and poor eyesight (so I am wearing rose-gold eyeglasses).

Proceeding with my personality, I am a routine-oriented homebody who enjoys being around familiar people and places and staying in my cozy private space to do my own thing. When it comes to the group setting, I usually take leadership or any important role because I like being included and involved in central planning, inasmuch as I prefer being one of the planners rather than a follower or solely the recipient of that plan. I am conscientious about my goals and responsibilities and have perfectionist tendencies, which resulted in me becoming a consistent principal's honor roll undergraduate student in one of the top universities in my homeland. Because of that, I may appear to be a highly career-oriented individual who does not know how to have fun, but trust me, I am also an idler and procrastinator who prefers to chill, daydream, and waste my time using social media platforms, playing otome, MOBA, and simulation games, listening to music, or reading fictional romance stories, including girls' love and boys' love or danmei novels.

In addition, I am withdrawn and reserved with individuals I do not know too well or vibe with but very understanding, easy-going, bubbly, expressive, affectionate, and humorous with my friends and other people I like. I am a go-with-the-flow person, never a risk-taker, and tend to conform to the rules because I dislike getting in trouble. I do not like being left behind and putting a burden on anyone, so I usually make myself low maintenance and suppress what I truly want. However, I am not very noble that I would stake my life for someone else nor forgiving that I would just sit by and allow someone to trample and treat me like a doormat.

In terms of likes and dislikes, I love plushies, docile cats, having out-of-nowhere insightful and meaningful conversations, squishmallows (I cannot sleep comfortably without hugging one), and wrapping myself in a warm and thick blanket like a burrito (since I have a terrible cold intolerance). I do not like dirty environments, tardiness, unnecessary disturbances, nosy, pigheaded, and close-minded individuals, and people who jeopardize group activities through their laziness.

Furthermore, in a relationship, I want it to be simply just being each other's safe space and rest. I am quite a private and low-key person as well, so I prefer if we both have hidden sides and many moments that we only know. My love languages are physical touch because I like cuddles, being hugged (like that big hug where I can bury myself on their chest or neck), and hugging people while caressing their hair, words of affirmation when I am comfortable telling what is on my mind, and quality time because once they enter my private space, I feel like I will absolutely love doing almost everything with them, even the simplest and most mundane things.

And that is all~ I apologize again if this is too long. Thank you so much in advance!! ♡

Hello Luna! Thank you for the request! Congratulations on getting on the Principal's honor roll so much, and in one of the top universities no less! I'm also an academic high achiever who loves to procrastinate so I totally get where you're coming from. Sorry your matchup took a while, I'm finally getting on top of my writing. I hope you like your matchup!

In Mystic Messenger, I match you with...

Jumin is someone who certainly understands what procrastination and burnout are.

I feel like during his time studying procrastination was something he had to overcome. Now, it's a long gone memory but he still remembers the tips and tricks he used to get motivated. He's more than happy to share them with you!

Definitely appreciates that you like cats. And unlike 707, he's happy for you to be around Elizabeth. She likes you (at least as much as a cat can show affection), so Jumin has no problem with you spending time with her.

Appreciates that you're a routine driven person. It makes it much easier to work in with his own, very busy, routine. He wants to make sure you feel cared for but he's so busy all the time. He has to schedule time with you to make sure he gets his daily dose of time with you.

Definitely sees you as his safe space. When work gets to be too much, he just wants to snuggle up with you, Elizabeth, and a few of your favourite Squishmallows.

Overall, a relationship with Jumin is one built on mutual trust and comfort.

In Obey Me, I match you with...

Academic rivals to lovers? I think so! I want to write this as a fanfic now...

Admires any meaningful conversations you two have. Satan lives on these moments. It gives him a chance to hear your thoughts while also showing off demonstrating his own knowledge about a wide variety of topics.

Definitely loves the fact that you like cats. Cat café dates are a must! He's also surprisingly fond of your Squishmallows (just don't mention it to his brothers, he will deny it).

Satan definitely enjoys spending quality time with you in his room. It's the place he feels most comfortable and his brothers usually leave him alone when he's in there. You guys can finally get a bit of privacy.

Touch starved! Get him used to snuggles and head pats and soon he'll be seeking them out all the time. It makes him feel like more than just his sin.

A relationship with Satan is one of growth and intelligent connection.

[rreskk]

HELLOOOOO (once again)

i saw your post about the pairing thing w the gta v characters and i was hoping you could do me <3

so first off i’m 5’9, i’m black and i have brown eyes and black hair! I wear basically anything i feel comfortable in (like baggy shirts, gym shorts, you name it) i don’t mind dressing up for certain occasions but i’d rather be comfy asf! People always say i look older than i really am most time, i don’t have clear skin, i have bumps and acne scars on my face and lots of like dry skin :/ Not the skinniest nor the fattest person, but I have thick thighs, a handful of stomach but not too much, and like idk how to explain but my ass is like big but kinda wide at the same time 😭

I love art and i do art a lot! It’s something i’m really passionate about! I’m not really the best with kids i think, and people say i’m a good listener and i’m usually easily trusted with since i’m kinda funny nonchalant person! (⚠️TW: SH) I don’t have thoughts about suicide but i have like homicidal thoughts (i would like plan out a murder and choose the people) and it’s gets outta hand to where i dream about it…key note i have depression, anxiety, and ADHD and it kinda makes it hard for me to control my emotions and things, and once i feel outta balanced one day i feel unbalanced the whole week or so…i’m not really insecure but if someone made a remark on my body, i’d think about it all day long which would bring mood all the fuck down. moving on, music taste: tbh if i like a song, ima add it to my playlist and that’s that! but the ones i like a lot are:

Sticky- Ravyn Lenae

Charlie Feathers- I Cant Hardly Stand It

Moving On- Matt Martians

GIRL- Syd/The Internet

Daze- Steve Lacy

Sweet Transvestive- Rocky Horror Picture Show/Frank Furter

Out The Game- Mart Martians

Uhh- Framed

She- Tyler, The Creator and Frank Ocean

Cocaine Sunday- Eyedress

On & On- Erykah Badu

I Only Have Eyes For You- The Flamingos

Slipknot- Red Flag

Do Ya Like- Childish Gambino

Bonfire- Childish Gambino

Dark Red- Steve Lacy

Moonlight- Kali Uchis

I think that’s all <3

I match you with Lamar

Due to being incredibly tall himself, he loves a woman that reached the ‘above average’ line. Lamar would admire your sense of style as he’s the same! Very casual, quite comfortable and still good looking.

He loves your body shape. Lamar has eyes for thick thighs and great curves and you might have caught his attention, straight away. He’ll constantly compliment you with some moments of affection (because he’s a tease).

Lamar would also watch you do art. He finds your talent very impressive! He may annoy you, asking for a portrait drawing of him or asking you to draw a naked drawing of yourself (come on, you know he would!!) Lamar likes how you are a good listener as well. He has always been depicted as ‘dumb’ and having someone take interest in his words, you may have hooked him around your finger.

Nevertheless, your tendencies to plan out homicidal activities would not startle Lamar. If it really affected you badly, he’ll be there and by your side. He may not know how to help correctly but he’s always got your back. The same to your emotional phases. Lamar is quite the… gangster so he’s not intimidated by anger or sudden emotions. Besides, he cares for you greatly and will remind you of your beauties and great qualities.

You may share the same music taste as well! Lamar loves finding people with good music and you had taken him by storm. He’ll definitely chill out with you and share songs that you’ll love.

(A/N: Heyyy!! You sound so pretty. Thank you for requesting! It’s my pleasure!)

[brewmoo]

Lailean :||: A World of Warcraft Character Sheet

A Character Sheet specifically designed around the online MMORPG, World of Warcraft.

BASIC

The most basic of character information for your World of Warcraft Character.

Characters Name: Lailean Hualing ae'Chunolo Uhyona

Meaning: Blossom of Winter Firespirit Daughter of Chunolo Palehorn

Pronunciation: Lie-lean Who-ah-ling ay-Chew-no-lo Oo-he-yo-nah

Characters Aliases/Pseudonyms: None that she’s aware of, yet

Nicknames: Lilly, this is both her nickname and her childhood/family name.

Alternate Names: Brewmaster Lailean

Character Age: 35

Birth Date: January 21st

Real Life Zodiac: Capricorn/Aquarius cusp 

Character Race: Shu’halo/Yuangol || Tauren/Yuangol

Tribe/Clan: Palehorn birth, presently a member of the Stonewind Tribe

Faction Allegiance(s): She primarily claims the Brewmasters of Pandaria as a faction in and of themselves, being one herself and earning her title by Rite of Brew

Characters Nature: Bon Vivant

Reason(s): Try to enjoy life as long as it lasts. Your strength is your love of life. || Enjoying life to its fullest and seeking new adventure has always been Lailean’s primary goal above all else, even in her pursuit of building a brewery for her brews

Character Demeanor: Celebrant

Reason(s):  Take great joy out of your passion. Your strength is your passion. || Lailean takes great joy in her endeavors. From her martial arts to her brewing she seeks sharing it with others.

Characters OOC Class: Monk

IC Class: Fireweaver Monk

How/Why: Lailean is half Yuangol and has a way with fire because of that heritage. It just made sense to give her more of a firebender style to her fighting and class.

Theme: Vagabond - MisterWives; Hopeless Wanderer - Mumford and Sons; Move Mountains - Carol and Tuesday Vo. Alisa

Meaning: Between both Vagabond and Hopeless Wanderer there’s a representation of her wandering nature. She has spent many years traveling Azeroth and mostly only returned to her family to visit for a few days, maybe a week, at a time before she was off again. Move Mountains represents her dedication to her family, as well as those she holds close. 

PHYSICAL

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At a Glance: Lailean is a tall shu’halo, standing on par with most bulls. Well built and strong of stature she holds herself with a martial artist's practiced grace. She dresses in pandaren style clothing, and has dark fur with pale horns and hooves. Her horns are close to her head, framing her face. Her hair is thick and curly, usually held back by a jade colored bandana. A pair of jade serpents encircle her arms from the base of her spine all the way to the backs of her hands.

Description:  Lailean stands at roughly the same height as your average shu’halo bull. Which, for most cows, is fairly tall. She is muscular with lithe well worked muscles, belying a grace that she holds for such a stature. Vibrant blue eyes peer from dark brown fur speckles with gray almost freckles and slight splotches in her stomach and hip region. Mousey brown hair is cut shorter, thick with curls and commonly held down by a silken jade hair bandana. On either side of her face, framing it, locks of hair are held in place by carved jade orbs. Pale white horns grace her head, curling to frame her face in a pleasing way. A longer tail ends in a thicker, curlier tuft of hair, adorned by a simple hammered gold band. A pair of jade serpent dyed tattoos spiral around both arms, the tail starting at the base of her spine just above her hips and the snout ending on the back of her hands. It emanates a semi-permanent enchantment. 

She dresses in simple, loose pandaren styled clothing that suits her figure, maintaining an ability to be mobile for her fighting style while also keeping her arms free of dangling bits that could get in the way of her fire weaving. A simple beaded jade bracelet wraps around her left wrist. Her raven feather, the connection to her Tribe, is tied into her hair on her right side. She is ambidextrous, and often smells of malt, oranges, and hops.

Physical Marring(s): As described, a pair of jade serpent dyed tattoos encircle her arms with the tail starting at the base of her spine just above her hips and the snout ending on the back of her hands.

Importance: Her primary fighting style is taken from the Jade Serpents style, being a martial artist that merges her fire weaving into her combat skills. This shows her connection, as well as an honoring of the Jade Serpent.

Armor: She does not wear armor

Clothing Choice: She prefers to dress in simpler outfits, typically of pandaren make and style.

Jewelery or Additional: A simple beaded jade bracelet around her left wrist, occasionally a matching beaded jade necklace will join it. A simple hammered gold band wraps around her tail in a more narrow section. Her hair is held down by a jade colored silken headband, as well as locks of hair on either side of her face, framing it, being adorned by carved jade spheres.

Voice: Low, almost bassy, with a lilting tone. She always seems to have a laugh in her voice, ready to bubble up. She doesn’t speak in a traditional shu’halo manner, blending words together and using contractions over using the whole words. (This may or may not bug her mother sometimes, and comes from the pandaren language)

Voice Claim: Estelle

Stats: Stats that stand out strongly for your character. Listed below is a place for D&D style ability scores. You can put here reasons why one or two stand out more than others, and where others might not stand out as much.

Strength: 17 (+2)

Dexterity: 17

Constitution: 19 (+1)

Wisdom: 13

Intelligence: 10

Charisma: 12

MENTAL

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Personality Rundown: Lailean is a bright ball of sunshine and smiles. Always ready to laugh more than frown. She can be serious when she needs and wants to be, but generally likes to try and be the life of the party.

In Depth Look: Lailean is like a fire. Bright. Warm. Welcoming. However, should you do anything to harm herself or others she will burn you. Enthusiastic and cheerful Lilly has an ease with communicating with others. Her optimism can become infectious, and her wisdom shines through in her decisions as well as her thoughts. She has good enough social skills to make more friends than enemies, and has a viewpoint of friends are better in every count than making enemies of people who could be friends. Friendly doesn’t necessarily mean blindly trusting, though. She has traveled through Azeroth enough to know that you can’t trust every being you meet, and not everyone is out to be your friend. She has several passions in her life. Her family plays a very important role in her choices, as well as her values. Her brewing is something she has dedicated the better part of ten years to, and she adores everything to do with it. From sprouting plants for flavors to the way the yeast is cultivated to the manner in which each drink is brewed, she could chat your ears off about it. She is a practiced martial artist, and she takes pride in her forms and dedication to the style of the Jade Serpent in her fire manipulations. She has traveled here, there and everywhere across Azeroth, and loves to tell stories of her journeys. 

Strengths: Cheerful optimism and enthusiasm

Weaknesses: While cheery optimism is something that is a strong point for her, she does struggle to control her anger when her boundaries have been crossed. Her enthusiasm can also get the better of her in many ways.

Likes: She loves warm colors and shades. She loves spicy foods, and goes for those more often than not. She loves to travel and share her travels with others. Her family. Her friends. Brewing. Learning more about brewing. 

Dislikes:  There isn’t a lot that she truly dislikes, but she absolutely loathes the cold. Rudeness, a lack of care for others, or even a general disdain for being friendly are all things she has beef with towards others. Behaviors in others tend to be the things that she most dislikes.

Favorites: The color red, firewater, traveling with friends or family, calm sunny days where she can bask in the warmth

Quirks: Much to her mothers annoyance she blends words together where there normally wouldn’t be contractions. She uses “I’m, I’ll, I’ve” and those kinds of words. Taken from the Pandaren language over Taur-ahe. 

Ticks: She taps her fingers when in thought.

Alignment: Neutral Good

Hobbies: Brewing! Dabbling in cooking and herbalism on the side

Habits: Bad or good, habits are a few things that some people like to emphasize.

Interests: She is super into brewing, and legitimately would dedicate all her time to it if she could. Traveling, and listening to others travels as well 

Phobias: Nothing that she’s aware of

Outlook/Philosophy: Don’t go seeing raindrops on a sunny day. Why make a problem where there are none? There’s nothing wrong with finding joy in the simple things. 

HERITAGE

Information about where your character comes from. Their family, their history, their pets or other companions.

Mother: Taeana Palehorn

Relationship: She’s a bit of a mama’s girl, and adores her mama. 

Father: She has two! The one who raised her, Chunolo, and her biological father Khar’huk

Relationship: She was close as a child to Chunolo, but after he passed she had to step up to be the bright light in the family after his loss. She’s still a little unsure about her biological father, but wants to be close with him or at least get to know him better. She cares about family a lot and wants to develop those bonds.

Siblings: She has three siblings! Nalenen is her oldest sister, still younger than herself, and is a half sibling with Chunolo being her birth father. She has Tawa and Amka, her two youngest sibs being a boy and girl respectively. Both Tawa and Amka are her full siblings.

Relationship(s): Her relationship with Nally was strained for some time, with her having to step up the way she did after Chunolo’s passing and Nally becoming a teenager when Lilly started her traveling. She loves Nally all the same, and adores all three of her siblings. 

Additional Family: Several of the Brewmasters who helped her in her Rite of Brew, as well as those that in general taught her about brewing. Paukala Ravenscall is someone she considers close as family over the years.

Pets: No pets yet!

Mounts: Here’s where the animal situation gets tricky… She has a riding Yak as well as a Jade Cloud Serpent. 

Details: Ehe’tahl is her Cloud Serpent, and he has an ability to shift between the small Cloud Serpent form as well as the large, mount form. 

Childhood: Her childhood was a fairly standard Shu’halo childhood. She traveled with her family, and spent time with her tribe. She was incredibly excited with the birth of her baby sister, and loved spending time with Nalenen at every opportunity. She took to helping take care of her sister easily, helping with both her parents.

Teenhood: With the loss of her father, Chunolo, she had to really step up to be the support her family needed. During her mother and sisters depressive states, she did her best to take care of her family and care for them with unerring cheerfulness, even to the detriment of her own heartache. For a very long time she didn’t allow herself to feel sad at the loss of her father, and when she had to step up she stepped up hard.

Adulthood: The better part of the last ten years, her early adulthood, has been dedicated to the traveling of Azeroth and beyond. When she was told the truth, that Chunolo wasn’t actually her birth father and she wasn’t full Shu’halo, there was a lot of bitterness and heartache that she finally let herself feel. She fell into her own depression at this point, but instead of letting it bog her down she dove into learning as much as she could and fighting back against the darkness that threatened her, returning every couple of months to spend time with her family. By the time Tawa was born, she had gotten through most if not all of her depression but was still fully in her vagabond stage, traveling and journeying across the world as she saw fit.

Currently: In the last few years she has passed her Rite of Brew and decided it was time for her to return in a more permanent status to the Stonewind Tribe to live with her family. She has built a brewery with the help of gathered friends as well as the Tribe, and once that was built spent time running the brewery as well as getting to know her father better and spending time with her bull friend, Weayava. As Dragonflight neared, she struggled with the desire to go out into the great unknown again, but would journey with her family for a little while there.

Relationship(s): There are quite a few, mostly NPC based as well as her family and other PCs played by the Mun.

Partner(s): A Grimtotem bull by the name of Weayava

Best Friend(s): She hasn’t had the chance to make any best friends, as she travels far too often. Hopefully as she settles down with the Palehorn Brewery she’ll be able to!

BELIEF

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Faith: She loosely believes in the Shu’halo pantheon, but primarily follows the traditions that she was raised with for them as well as embracing newer practices. 

Gods/Loa/Other: The Shu’halo pantheon

Symbol(s): Fire for her represents her faith and her belief

Philosophy On: It’s the way of the Shu’halo to follow the Earthmother

Additional: No additional notes!

EXTRA

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Miscellaneous: I play very sporadically. I prefer interactions that can be picked up and set down, such as through here or Discord. If you want to do Discord RP let me know and I’d be happy to do so! I am not interested in seeking character romance or non-platonic relationships with my characters. Sorry if that’s something that gets in the way for you, but it’s a hard boundary that I don’t cross.

Realm: Moon Guard

Faction: Horde

Additional: Lailean is one of my favorite characters to play as she’s such a cheerful and bright character, but don’t be afraid to interact with her on a darker level. She has her darker points, and she does have that Yuangol temper!

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December O'Brien

🌼- What’s your favorite thing about this oc?

probably that she's just Normal™. everything to her is just how her life is, and that's okay! she doesn't want her life to be better, or regrets the past. december's the queen of moving forward, and she loves her family, and that's enough for her.

🌺- Which family member(if any) is this oc closest to?

packie :) they're the same age, so they've been thick as thieves since they were kids!! honestly, growing up, you really couldn't have one without the other. now that they're grown up and december has Mom responsibilities, they're a bit less closer, but i think they can still pretty much read each other's thoughts.

🌴- Who is this oc’s favorite person?(Can be another oc, a fictional character, a celebrity, anyone)

she doesn't have one, per se, but it's probably dani. she loves her daughter so much! her whole world!!

🍂- What music does this oc like?

classic + alternative rock! a product of her time, honestly lol

☁️- What is this oc’s clothing style like?

she has a full-time job at VIG Insurance, so mostly she wears business casual when she's on the clock. if she has to go out to the field, she wears a jacket/more casual clothes (the same as when she's at home. i'd say she's a turtleneck + trousers + jacket girlie)

🍃- Describe this oc in one word

Responsible :)

Skipper Carmichael

🌼- What’s your favorite thing about this oc?

the fact that she traded her absolutely normal, bland life for an 'exciting' criminal career and it basically blew up in her face. like she could've been an average person with a 9 to 5, but she figured, where is the fun in that?

🌺- Which family member(if any) is this oc closest to?

skipper cut all ties with her family once she decided to become a career criminal, but on the mcreary side, it's probably december. december's the first one to actually help her settle in with the family, and is the first to be friendly to her.

🌴- Who is this oc’s favorite person?(Can be another oc, a fictional character, a celebrity, anyone)

francis :) i mean, okay, he's her boyfriend, whatever, but like. they're literally two stars orbiting each other. they're so codependent, to an unhealthy degree. they're all each other has (before the shift in family dynamics), and her time as a stoolie just isolated her to the point where he was the only one she ever talked to. so, yeah, he's her favorite.

🍂- What music does this oc like?

classical music. it's a strange choice, but it keeps her focused/grounded because she's a Chronic Overthinker.

☁️- What is this oc’s clothing style like?

from her own wardrobe, just boyfriend/boy shorts and crop tops, usually with a jacket or shirt thrown over it. sometimes she steals francis' clothes from his sweater vest era and just wears them with her own shorts :) it's.... incredibly comforting to her

🍃- Describe this oc in one word

Uncertain >:3

Dante Pagani

🌼- What’s your favorite thing about this oc?

how incredibly soft and unassuming he is. a lot of people, including niko, dismiss him as a sort of liability, but he's just as dangerous as anyone else in the mob.

🌺- Which family member(if any) is this oc closest to?

he isn't really close with his family, but most of them were made guys anyways.

🌴- Who is this oc’s favorite person?(Can be another oc, a fictional character, a celebrity, anyone)

ray >:3 ray's his best friend. they got made around the same time, and rose through the pegorino family ranks together, and got chucked out/slidelined at the same time.

🍂- What music does this oc like?

midcentury music like sinatra, martin, that whole crowd, of course.

☁️- What is this oc’s clothing style like?

he's one of those 'old-school' mob types, so he uses a lot of suits, shirts, formalwear. he wears gloves because of sensory issues, but other than that, if you saw him on the street, you'd clock him as a gangster instantly. or a businessman.

🍃- Describe this oc in one word

Unassuming!!

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Lena Luthor

—    basics.

▸   is your muse tall/short/average?    average/on the slightly tall side

▸     are they okay with their height?   yeah! They honestly don’t really think about it a whole lot. If she wants to be taller (and she often does) they can just put on heels. She would be content being shorter tho cause than they could be Small in someone’s arms (don’t worry tho, Kara’s taller than them)

▸     what’s their hair like?  dark, thick, and long. Also straightened every day for the sake of Appearances. But! Once they get more comfortable not being “perfect” all the time, they let their hair go natural and curly a lot more!

▸     do they spend a lot of time on their hair/grooming?   oh god, yeah. Everything has to perfect. She has her routine pretty down pat, but she will spend way too much time making sure everything’s just how it should be even if she’s not doing something that requires her to  look put together. In the later years tho, I imagine she spends less time trying to look perfect when going to work/doing work related things but still wants to look “presentable” and she does put a lot less work into their appear when they’re just meeting friends or wtvr

▸     does your muse care about their appearance/what others think? oh big time. She fixates so hard on it that their life honestly revolves around other people. They did grow tired of not being able to meet everyone’s expectations tho and so they def lash out at assholes sometimes (usually in a reserved passive aggressive way). But despite that, she really does try to be put together and proper for others sakes

—    preferences.

▸    indoors or outdoors?  okay so, this is a little complicated! I think she would enjoy the outdoors in the sense of like nature but her instinct is indoors (specifically in her own home) because she feels safe there and able to be herself more

▸    rain or sunshine?     sunshine. Rain is kind of a nuisance and also makes their depression worse

▸    forest or beach?     oooh this is hard. I feel like they’d feel safer and more at ease?? In a forest, but! Beaches are fun! And feel like a place to hang out with friends! So that also means safety and home-y feelings! Lena loves her friends and they’re her family, so beach! Even if there is the con of bathing suits and having your body on display for the world to see

▸    precious metals or gems?     hmm prob precious metals! I feel like Lena is a big fan of metal jewelry and she works with metal a lot!

▸    flowers or perfumes?     maybe flowers? She loves a good perfume for herself but they’re incredibly likely to send someone flowers if they like that person and she love giving things to people she likes

▸    personality or appearance?     personality! They’ve dated for looks in the past and it just doesn’t end well. It is a plus if someone’s cute And not an asshole tho

▸    being alone or in a crowd?  they don’t really like being alone but they kinda hate crowds because they’re overstimulating, so alone

▸    order or anarchy?     order 100%. She’s trying to accept chaos into her life tho

▸    painful truths or white lies?    instinct says white lies because they really Hate being hurt but! Considering their experience with Kara being supergirl and the other painful truths they’ve had to live through: painful truths

▸    science or magic?     bro... BRO. You can’t ask her to choose like that. Her entire character is based around science And magic. And plus they’d probably argue that magic is science because everything is science. But uhhhhh... science? Please don’t make her choose lol

▸    peace or conflict?     Lena prefers peace, but they’re Very often causing conflicts. So peace but that’s not what they get lol

▸    night or day?     night. It’s when they get to unwind

▸    dusk or dawn?     dusk, I guess? Dawn is kinda Stressful because she has to get ready for the day and prepare for all of the stressful situation. But if she gets a day off or in later in life when she’s more chill, it’s comforting to be able to sit and drink a cup of coffee when watching the sunrise

▸    warmth or cold?     warmth. It’s comforting and she runs a bit cold, so it’s nice to snuggle up with a blanket

▸   many acquaintances or a few close friends?     a few close friends. Lena doesn’t easily trust people enough to casually let them into her life. But she does know a lot of people?

▸    reading or playing a game?   reading! They’re a lil nerd. Tho they love a good game night and often times she’s reading about ttrpgs soooo

—    questionnaire.

▸     what are some of your muse’s bad habits? okay so Lena has... a drinking problem. Most days after work they get a little tipsy and whenever they’re Very upset, they get Extremely drunk. They also have a bad habit of cutting people out of their life at the drop of a hat because she has a hardcore black and white thought process and if someone does something she considers bad, that person is now bad and it takes a lot of work (or just a better mood sometimes) for people to regain her trust. She also tends to trust too easily (often even when her brain tells her not to). There’s prob others but those are the ones that affect them the most

▸     has your muse lost anyone close to them? how has it affected them? way too many people. Her mom died when she was four, leaving her to be adopted by an abusive family (her adoptive dad was also her bio dad who cheated on Lillian, his wife and Lena’s adoptive mother, which she didn’t know until adulthood) and it has affected every aspect of her life. She carries herself in a professional and mature way despite only being 22 and has done this for most of her life. She doesn’t know how to cope with her own emotions, so instead she puts them away in little boxes until they come exploding out. She used to dive head first into relationships in an attempt to fill the part of her soul that was missing the love it never received but after many heartbreaks, she’s become way more reserved and distrustful. She’s often unlikely to reveal romantic feelings out of fear of them being used against her. I could literally go on forever about this, but I won’t lmao 

▸     what are some fond memories your muse has?  she has a very specific blurry memory of her and her birth mother playing when she was a kid. It’s one of her first memories. She also has a lot of memories of Lex being there for her and treating her like family when no one else did, but these kind of make them sad now. And honestly a lot of their memories of Kara and the rest of the superfriends make them happy and comfort them looking back on them

▸     is it easy for your muse to kill? if they don’t know the person and are protecting someone they care about/themself, yes. But if they do care about them, it’s extremely hard and they’ll do pretty much anything (often even risking the world) to make sure she doesn’t have to put them at risk

▸     is your muse capable of trusting someone with their life? yes, but it can take a lot of built-up trust and they’re more likely to try to save themself. But she will if she has to, especially if it’s someone they care about

▸     what’s your muse like when they’re in love? Lena is... complicated. She will send the person gifts, take them on little dates, and spend as much time with them as possible. She will fawn over every word they say. But she most likely will not ever tell you she’s in love unless there is absolutely no doubt that the other person feels the same. They keep their feelings close to their chest and doesn’t often let them out.