#Scribbles....he lov his toon daughter n son.

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Ok so: yes I don’t really have? a lot of info on this AU of mine on this blog, but I rly wanna babble bout Scribble stein au Bendy, sO:

Bendy stimmy lad! He just...HE GOTTA MOVE! He’s adhd- he’s got lots of energy, but anyways: Stims by tap dancin! Or just? taps his feet around. 

He’ll listen to music and he’ll just? His body will react to it without him really puttin thought into what he’s doin, usually its just him bobbing in time with the music, or tappin his feet to the tune! Buuuut if its a song he’s particularly fond of: He just miiight get up and dance! or won’t be able to stop himself from singin along to it or at the very least: Start hummin in tune with it! Music is: a big part of him! He’s a toon afterall! Music is in his SOUL! He just a dancey lad! He /cannot/ resist music, especially if it happens to be Very Bouncy and Energetic!

Some of his stims include: flappy hands, flaps his hands real fast as well as just kinda...Wiggling in place! He’ll just wiggle around when he gets particularly excited/Happy, n will wag his tail a whoole bunch! Cant stop himself from makin lil squeaks sometimes when he’s super excited!

He also loves? Soft things..He likes to hug Boris n Bury his face in his fur or Pet him: Bo is very SOFT and is more thn ok with Lettin Bendy pet him, especially when he notices that he’s gettin upset, or overwhelmed.

When he gets nervous, he’ll grab his tail and fidget with it, usually by messin around with it or messing with the tip at the end, He can get kiinda melty when he’s startin to get nervous or overwhelmed, a lot of time ink will start meltin down his face when he’s getting upset.

Not good with volume control, not always good at keepin his voice down so occasionally he’ll speak: v loudly when he doesn’t mean to! Usually happens when he’s gettin super excited, or when he’s talkin about somethin he’s hyperfixating on or just: Rlly Likes! He’s a bit of a chatter box. Tends to babble about things a lot!

>Ok time for some Sad Scribble stein Bendy stuff<

Bendy has...a lot of guilt surrounding everything that happened in the studio, He tries his best to not dwell on the past, cus now that they’re all out of the studio: He has to look forward to the future, but...He’s still very distressed/haunted by the things that happened in there: including the things he /did/ in that place. That guilt eats away at him a lot, some nights he can’t sleep because he can’t stop thinking of things, Remembering the things he did to everyone, He doesn’t sleep very well because of it, Thankfully he has Boris there with him, When they notice he isn’t sleeping, he’ll hold em close and tell him things are ok. He always feels safe with Boris, Bo makes him feel like he’s less of a ‘monster’ and more of a toon like him. He loves them very much.

He has intrusive thoughts, Mostly relating to violence, or lashing out at people, these thoughts are: Very distressing and tend to pop up a lot when he’s very distressed, or just having a low moment. They keep him up at night because it just makes him feel so Awful. Though he has his family, and when they notice he isn’t doing well they’re there to reassure him its ok, that these thoughts aren’t his fault and don’t mean anything, they don’t make him a awful person. He really appreciates them doing that, even though...a part of him refuses to accept that.

Bendy also gets frustrated easily, and tends to get very distraught when he makes a mistake, often leading to him apologizing a bunch and saying he’s sorry, its a habit of his, He can’t help but get frustrated when he tries to do something, and it just? Doesn’t turn out how he wanted, or doesn’t go right, or he just: Messes it up. It’s upsetting to him and he Hates it.

Getting overwhelmed can kind of cause himself to turn into either his ink demon form, or his beast for if he’s unlucky. When he gets scared, or just feels really intense negative emotions: this can cause him to change as well. Involuntary changes like this: are quite painful, and very distressing to him, Him willingly turning into his Ink Demon form, or Beast for of his own choice? Kiinda uncomfortable at times, but not painful. But when its happening outside of him wanting it to happen? Painful! If he’s caught early on when its starting to happen, and someone is there to calm him down or comfort him, it’ll stop. Boris is very good at calming him down n keeping him from changing into his other forms.

In general? Bendy feels emotions Very strongly, so do Boris n Alice, but Bendy especially. He tends to have trouble keeping his emotions in check, it is..Hard bein a literal living Toon in the real world, there’s lots of scary things, lots of New very Frightening things that scare him, or upset him and its hard to keep himself from getting so upset at times. He’s getting better at it though! Getting more used to the scarily new world around him but he still has trouble.