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creepyscritches · 2 years ago

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You don't know me but we had a friend in common, Hanna. Her Tumblr was radiant-avad. Hanna thought very highly of you and said she missed you a lot. She died 2019 November.

I....appreciate where you're coming from, but after spending a year and a half brokenly grieving her and only in the past year having entered into the acceptance stage of grief, anons like this feel like a shot in the back of the head. A lot of my difficulties with the grief centered around my illness drifting us apart for a short period and the guilt of not having the chance to tell her I loved her again before she died. I know she missed me and it kills me still. I don't think I'll ever be able to have such fun with art again--she was my co-pilot and I loved everything about her.

I'd appreciate it going forward if I was allowed to grieve her privately as it is the healthiest method I've had so far, thank you

#Creepy chatter #Scoots death is the reason a lot of my witcher art has the disclaimer on it to leave it alone #We made it together and the constant reminder that we wouldn't make anything else again was really painful #I was also going through a lot of crisis trauma offline that I desperately missed scoots presence through.#It's a complex situation I'd like to navigate with people I initiate the conversations with #Cw death

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