#Scar being normal about ari's writing challenge failed

[wtfcuk835]

i need to start by kissing your brain and then you all over your face thank you thank you thank you . this is the tastiest treat ever.

...remembers how you’d pick him up after letting him fall to the ground. you’d always come back for him, crouch down to the floor and make sure his porcelain limbs were still intact, kiss his cheek. then you’d apologize.

IM CRYING FOR BOTH HIM AND THE READER. THEYRE SO FUCKING CUTE. i love the idea of little reader with this doll almost the size of you and making sure its okay. dusting it off, and patting it down, and making sure it's just perfect. that its not broken, not yet.

...crystalline droplets, smudged against him. you’d cradle him tightly, and all would be well.

in my mind . kaiser is also a little weird about tears. i think most days he hates seeing you cry, it twists something in his (lack of a better word rn) heart. but he feels so fucking !! that he can be your safe place..

(you wrote your name on his neck with coloured marker; marked him as your own. yours, yours, all yours to bend and break. your favorite doll. he thought you’d be together forever.)

IM. FUCKFUCIDUCUJEOSNFKFN I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES . the SYMBOLISM OF POSSESSION… ouughhh clutching my head. its the same way his rose tattoo has a hold on him. a mark. a reminder of where he came from. who he belongs to..... but the way it's something positive in this. that he loves it. he needs it. something something possession as reassurance..... ari the way his craving for love bleeds through in this.... the way its still on the toxic side .... T-T

a smile. his blue eyes gleam, sharp like a pair of daggers, catching the light of the sun— his fingers flex at his sides. a silent tick, unconscious.

thE DESCRIPTION OF HIM….. SHJDFGIFKF. he would feel so predatory... so scathing. but at the same time ALL he wants is to be yours again

his very own heartbeat— it pulses when he looks you in the eye.

the way he only feels alive with you. the point of this body, this heart, this miracle is to gift it to you. its yours, so you should take it. he's yours, so you should have him.

he’s big, taller than you, finally. towering over you. (it feels good.) he’s alive, alive, alive —

would fold in a second. okay sorry i'll be normal... i lied all im thinking about is how gorgeous he is . i want him. i dont even know how to explain what those bracketed three words did to me.

OKAY. tags time.

even a broken doll remembers who once held it.

kaiser remembers the feel of your hands, your fingers, the weight and pressure of your playdates— remembers how you’d pick him up after letting him fall to the ground. you were a bratty child, but he didn’t mind. you’d always come back for him, crouch down to the floor and make sure his porcelain limbs were still intact, kiss his cheek. then you’d apologize.

none of the adults ever understood you.

he did, though. he knew you’d feel remorse after playing too rough, throwing a tantrum, knew you cried in secret when your mother locked you in your room — the weight of her palm still fresh on your cheek. crystalline droplets, smudged against him.

you’d cradle him tightly, and all would be well.

(you wrote your name on his neck with coloured marker; marked him as your own. yours, yours, all yours to bend and break. your favorite doll.

he thought you’d be together forever.)

”do you remember me?”

a smile. his blue eyes gleam, sharp like a pair of daggers, catching the light of the sun— his fingers flex at his sides. a silent tick, unconscious.

you’re looking at him as if he’s a stranger. blinking, rubbing at your eyes with the heel of your palm, you must still be tired. you’re older now, clothes less frilly, cheeks less chubby— but it’s you, he knows it’s you. he’d know you blind, through a shattered mirror.

he found you.

fate granted him a miracle. skin and bones, his very own heartbeat— it pulses when he looks you in the eye. there’s confusion in your gaze, even though his hair is still the same, gold fading into blue seas, you used to tug at his locks when you were younger. it’s silkier now. he’s big, taller than you, finally. towering over you. (it feels good.) he’s alive, alive, alive —

and you don’t recognize him.

of course not. you’ve always been difficult.

(he tells himself he doesn’t mind.

he’ll make you remember who you left behind.)

[fleeting-sanity]

OC Talk #8

Force Powers List. 

Just to compile so I can check back and perhaps incorporate it in writing or art. In order from most proficient to weakest mastery. Leaving out Telekinesis as everyone has it. List is long! Might also update occassionally. Maybe.

Riornivo

Tutaminis / Barrier / Planetary Deflection.

Can catch lightsaber blades with his bare hand, deflects blaster bolts, absorbs Force Lightning, and the most advanced form is creating a shield which can deflect planetary bombardments, although it may cost his life. 

Healing / Revitalization / Resurrection.

What he loves and practiced the most. Advanced mastery enables him to completely resurrect a deceased person, which is also costly–puts him in a few days of coma or even death. He’d completely restore the body first, then concentrate in transferring the deceased’s Spirit back to their bodies. Doesn’t work with exploded ones.

Stasis Field.

Stops movement of every being in a wide range, and not as costly to use. 

Force Enlightenment. 

Absorbs knowledge pretty fast during his Jedi training, as he loves learning as much as healing. Not so much with combat techniques though. Sometimes can learn how by observing or experiencing the Force power by someone else in real time.

Force Empathy / Precognition / Vision.

Reads minds although he dislikes using it, able to see someone’s future hazily by interacting with them, and on a wider scale, events that will happen across the galaxy by meditating. 

Time Manipulation.

Basically the highest form of Force Slow. He stops time instead of increasing his own speed by the Force. He moves normally, but his surrounding slows to a standstill. Something he sneakily mastered from Valkorion. 

Mind Control.

Fully taking over someone’s mind, and unethical according to him. Only used it once on a Sith Lord out of desperation. Basic Mind Trick included. Also learned how to access and erase someone’s memories from his Stepfather.

Levitation.

If done purely by the Force, it’s still quite intermediate level. Since he obtained Brontes’ Architect Wings, he flies mostly using those tenta–wings. Very rarely so, as he wanted to keep the Wings a secret.

Mental Shield.

Basic mental block taught in the Academy when he was a Padawan. However, powerful Force Users can break through this and read his mind. On the more literal side, after the Patricide he strengthened his mental shield so much that it’s difficult to tempt, corrupt, or break him.

Force Cloak / Stealth.

Standard vanishing out of thin air. Can also shroud his presence and Force energy from others Kreia-style. Most used to avoid fights.

Sever Force.

Cuts other Force user’s connection to the Force. He learned it in the Academy, though it’s never used before.

Psychometry.

Witcher Geralt-style tracking skill. Common amongst Force users. 

Fold Space.

Can only teleport him and objects to nearby planets, he hasn’t quite mastered this one yet. When Cloak fails, he uses it.

Force Light.

One he wishes he truly perfected. He kept trying to use it on Sith and darksiders, although the success rate is pretty low. As long as he can decrease some darkside corruption, he’s content with it.

Force Crush.

He only used it on out of pure hatred after his Father forced him to the darkside. When it seems like Father’s dying, he healed him back and crushed him, repeating the torture until he’s satisfied. Scarred him for life.

Electric Judgement.

Weaker than Sith Lightning. Only used other than various forms of Telekinesis to incapacitate his aggressors.

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Rionnic

Force Scream.

He’s stoic and untalkative. So don’t make him Scream™ at you. Will irrepairably rupture your hearing. Also comes in different flavours–is it gonna be heavy metal, classical opera, or just straight up belting?

Force Speed.

Ataru Form movesets marries well with Speed, he mostly uses it on lightsaber swings and acrobatic evasions. Using an even faster version trained his body to withstand physical blows and inertia, paired with Force Body.

Force Choke.

Chokes the whole room. Hard to resist. Kinda used it a little too often on his twin brother during their earlier years after meeting each other.

Force Weapon.

Imbues wooden stick or other non-lightsaber objects with the Force so it could withstand blows from lightsabers and be used as a weapon. 

Shatterpoint.

Detects weak points and reads fighting styles of his opponents. Will exploit this to gain upper hand in combat.

Force Body.

Trained since he was an Acolyte. As most Sith, he got back up on his feet from hatred and rage. His body had endured so much physical torture during his days in the Academy.

Force Insanity.

Rarely uses it but won’t hesitate to break his subordinate’s minds with it. Learned through his sheer depression and trauma, not through conventional practice or learning.

Force Lightning.

Standard Sith Lightning. Also rarely used, as he’s more of a lightsaber expert. It’s mostly utilized as enchancement to his punches and kicks.

Force Stealth.

Learned from his twin brother. Useful for slipping out of crowds for a figure such as him.

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Aryuni

Precognition.

Senses danger precisely on who will it entail and what will happen from years to weeks before it happened. Gives her anxiety.

Affect Minds.

An aura of strange compliance emanated from her. It’s difficult to say no to her–which is quite dangerous, but she doesn’t realize she has this power. Her bubbly and humorous attitude reinforces it. She just thought people are inherently good.

Force Insanity.

She’s skilled in mind games, eventually, and naturally learning how to break people’s minds. It’s especially potent, as Force Healers have difficulty cleansing the corruption. Fueled by the bullying people hurled at her.

Force Empathy.

Good at sensing mood changes, but she’d attribute this to natural ability. Genuinely cares for those in service to her though.

Telekinetic Lightsaber Combat.

Can sometimes disarm people’s weapons from their hands. If she spots weapons lying around whether from defeated opponents, situational, or a result of disarming, she can telekinetically operate those weapons. 

Mental Shield.

If you peek inside her mind, it’s filled with memes. Endless memes.

Force Bellow.

Senya used this during their performance together at the Alliance cantina. She later taught Ary this technique for her singing performances.

Dun Möch.

Shrouds her true nature from uninformed enemies, acting defenseless to get them to strike first. With other opponents, she would try to out-logic or reason with if it’s something that could be resolved by a simple talk. 

Force Slow.

During her younger years this was still quite weak and difficult to control. As she got older she could slow her surrounding quite significantly, even halting blaster shots if she’s fast enough in anticipating it. 

Force Rage.

Found in the Mama Bear package. If she witnessed her children getting seriously injured, be ready for a violent scene… which is not pretty to look at.

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Avery

Center of Being.

If given time to fix her stance before a challenge or a duel, she will hold Senya’s Saberpike like how it’s posed with Senya’s Holostatue, preparing herself. A calm and focused Avery is a very formidable opponent.

Ionize.

Having Skytroopers every time everywhere with her, it’s important for her to disable them and other droids as she pleases. Learned this power from her twin sister, enchanced by her natural knack at machinations.

Cryokinesis.

She didn’t get the nickname Ice Queen just for her demeanor. She could drain heat from other living beings fairly quick, and there’s chilling aura emanating from her that the Knights dressed in heavy armors liked.

Mental Shield.

Basic mental training from Senya and the Knights, and learned a new perspective for it from Rio during her brief time in the Order. It’s important to shield her mind as Empress, the most you’d get from her is a string of mathematical equations. 

Force Bellow.

Learned from her Mother. She’d use it to startle her opponents mid-fight. Instances where it happened are blades lock, her being disarmed, after a feint, and being outmaneuvered. Handy in her Empress speeches.

Force Stealth.

Also to avoid crowds and for espionage. 

Force Lightning.

Golden like her Father’s. Stronger than standard Lightning, she uses it quite often but tries not to do so around her little brother.

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Avelyn

Force Empathy.

Senses mood changes like her Mother. Could also read minds, and she uses it often during diplomatic missions. At first she was reluctant on using it, but after several attempts on Zakuul, she’s not taking any chances.

Plant Surge.

Acts like Alter Environment, but with plants. Not many knew about this power of hers, and she had faint memories of flower crowns when using it. 

Force Lightning.

Quite strong. Could overpower a Sith in lightning clashes. But rarely used it as she thinks it’s a bit too violent and her little brother hates it.

Ionize.

She could destroy droids with ease, but at most just disables them thanks to her altruistic nature. 

Battle Meditation.

Enchances the newly rebuild Eternal Fleet with it, though would only do so when forced to. 

Force Valor.

Boosts others capabilities more than she utilize it for herself. 

Healing.

She’s still quite amateur with healing. Started learning it from Rio after the first coup. Could heal minor wounds and stabilize conditions.

Force Projection.

Projects images of objects and herself, although it only lasts for a brief period of time. Still practicing it whenever she had free time.

Force Choke.

Used when she was defending Zakuul from the first coup. Swore to never do it again, but deep down she knows she wouldn’t resist if push comes to shove.

Mental Shield.

Still quite weak, and she truly wants to improve at this Force attribute for diplomatic missions. If she could read minds easily, it shouldn’t be hard for her to build a mental fortress, no?

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Jurbiend

Force Cloak / Stealth.

Shrouds his Force energy, cloaks his physical presence, and cloaks others around him as well. Even goes as far as muting every noise they might make when moving. 

Force Weapon.

Since he loves to forge and design lightsabers, this comes in the package. Imbues solid objects to act as a shield against lightsaber blows, though it could still break if hit hard enough.

Mental Shield.

Perfected it, if you try to read his mind it’s just blank. White, empty space.

Mind Control.

Reads minds easily, accesses past memories, and all aspects of Mind Trick included. Can erase memories from people’s minds.

Force Speed.

Gets in a bout of speedy duel with his then unknown eldest Stepson. He was actually more nimble and precise than the Sith, but lost due to Rio’s resourcefulness.

Force Projection.

Malgus-style–scratch that it’s Naruto-style bunshin no-jutsu style doubles of himself. Still lost against Sithboi, but won him many battles over his enemies.

Sever Force.

Learned this Force feat after he became a Jedi Master. He intended to use it on his fallen Padawan but was forced to kill her instead.

Psychometry.

Handy in his archeology missions for those artifacts. Gets flashes of the place’s history.

Force Enlightenment.

Absorbs knowledge from datacrons, artifacts, classes, and libraries. Some of it might have contributed a little seed of darkness within him. He always be thirsty for knowledge, like his Stepson.

Alter Environment.

Still on amateur level. He could change the winds and weather a little, cause quakes, alter temperature, but only through concentration or meditation.

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Saxan

Force Drain.

Planetary Grandpa-style life essence drain, performed without rituals. During his younger years nobody except Dad knew about this power of his. Only used once out of rage, but luckily he was incapacitated before it reached far. Absorbing life essence made him stay young, apparently.

Force Destruction.

Majority of his Force powers are of destruction. He only had to close his eyes and he could topple mountains if he wishes so. 

Force Lightning.

Hates when Dad jolts him with a mild spark to get him off his laziness. His version was of a black and golden variant, strongest kind of Lightning there was at that time. Can summon black lightning storms from planets away, though he hates using it.

Force Choke.

Chokes massively, and uses it on his underperforming subordinates. 

Force Rage.

Since both his parents had this power, and Sax being the Inheritance Prince™, inherits it. Like a Sith’s darkside corruption, his eyes could turn red and it will take some time to cleanse the corruption. It’s feasible because he’s so lazy and apathetic he can’t even get angry for long.

Animal Bond.

Being an animal lover, he bonds naturally with animals, even the beastly ones. One of the very few things he cared about are animal lives.

Force Stealth.

Practiced it since he was a kid, but a pretty standard one. Uses it to prank the people of the Palace, but some can see through his invisibility. Utilized in avoiding capture and fangirls too.

Force Speed.

Standard speed. Mostly used to escape people, especially his fangirls. 

Force Vision.

Because he sleeps so much, his dreams are often premonitions of events happening in the future, ranging from tomorrow to thousands of years later. Dislikes when he got these dreams, as most of them are foreboding and nightmarish.

Pyrokinesis.

He dances a little with his Saberpike to summon some conveniently sized meteors. It perplexed him as to why he needed to dance, because he tried it with other methods and it didn’t work. Perhaps he hasn’t mastered this technique yet.

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Vianiel

Force Body.

Her resilience even intimidated the Masters in the Order, she was badly injured more than once in missions but recovered and insisted on going on more missions.

Battlemind.

Coupled with Force Body, she stood back up, sometimes catching the enemy off-guard. During her later years, despite having not battled in a long time, she still fights with agility and precision.

Psychometry.

Used in her archeology missions, tracking emotions left behind and also vague history about the particular place.

Saber Barrier.

She slashes her two lightsabers in an X shape, forming a barrier that lasts around a second. 

Force Persuasion.

Basic persuasion, most used when she does her underworld missions.