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I legit cared about him deeply. I worked on myself so much to be a better partner to him and for him. He did not put in the same work to be better to me and for me. I fixed my fuckups in our relationship, he âforgotâ about his in short order and guilt tripped me whenever I made him take accountability. He broke my $600 antique lamp. He broke my dryer. He broke six different bongs. He broke the washer too. He let his cat piss on everything and let the laundry mold in the basement. He let my $110 body pillow to keep my bones from hurting go moldy and put me on a guilt trip for the expense to replace it (the one singular thing of mine he destroyed I made him replace). He broke nice antique dishes he knew were important to me. He put a hole in a painting my friend did for me. He ran my car into the neighborâs truck. He piled up months of old litter multiple times even after I told him to cut that shit out. He broke so many of my dishes fuck. He would not do chores on his own nor would he do them when told and the rare instances I could get him to actually do chores he would fuck them up and destroy my things in the act. We lived in absolute filth because he and his pets created so much mess it was too much for me to keep up with and he did not contribute to the cleaning literally at all.
My fuckups were getting his car stuck in the mud at the bottom of a shitty country road (which I was able to get back out after a couple hours when the mud solidified), not locking his bike to the fence and it got stolen (I gave him a new bike which he âforgotâ about and continued to guilt me over for months and ultimately left in my basement (I ainât giving it to him now lmfao)), I broke his dab rig (and bought him a new bong after), told him I hate his pets and they make my life worse (not a fuckup honestly, I was actively bleeding out of my literal eyeball from his out of control catâs bullshit while we sat in the ER waiting room when I said this. His dogâs constant barking has given me seizures on multiple occasions. Iâm justified in that one his pets are awful) and I complained about him here on Tumblr (my diary, which Iâve told him not to read if he canât handle my unfiltered thoughts). I really put effort into fixing what I did wrong and making it right. I owned up to my mistakes. My ADHD certainly influenced these mistakes but it did not stop me from acknowledging my wrong doing, correcting them, and not doing them again.
He destroyed thousands of dollars worth of my things and guilted me over the expense of replacing exactly one of the things he ruined. Blamed his poor money management on dyscalculia. Blamed his absence of coordination on being partially deaf in one ear. Blamed his inability to remember to do anything on ADHD. Blamed his manipulative meltdowns over my hurt on BPD. Like dudeâŚ. Theyâre are all certainly things that influence your behavior, yes, but that does not mean that they get you off the hook for the consequences of your actions. They do not mean that you donât have to take accountability and try to fix these mistakes, learn from them, and avoid them in the future.
What broke our relationship wasnât even all these mistakes it was him telling me that he is incapable of doing better.
#this is goggles#I can also take the L for the moldy puke cups thing I know thatâs gross af but it hasnât been a thing at all since he moved out#like hmmmmm maybe I wouldnât be so sick and puking all the time without a filthgremlin bf#maybe the exhaustion surrounding cleaning wouldnât be so bad if Iâm not having to clean up after an absolute dirt hole and his filthy pets#his bad habits definitely influenced mine and legit since he moved out the work Iâve put into myself is really starting to shine#I came out of our relationship a better stronger and more put together person#and while I can certainly acknowledge that his bs pushed me to this growth he was also holding me back#he does not get to enjoy the fruits of my growth in his own rot and decay#I am absolutely certain heâs gonna be like Marvel when he grows old#that fucker was 58 and living in his dadâs filthy basement in a garbage heap of his own making#complaining about the two years he was married and how much of a miserable nah his wife was before she divorced him#and threw a temper tantrum when the D&D group decided we wanted a fresh campaign with a different DM#manchild for sure#I know that Dude cites his ex-wife not being into him as he transitioned as why their marriage failed#but legit Iâm absolutely certain that the filth and squalor played just as much of a part in the divorce considering what heâs told me#he couldnât even remember to schedule couples counseling for us when I was actively wanting to save and improve our relationship#couldnât be bothered to remember to care about me I fuckin guess
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On Bended Knee
First Lady of Private Garden Fic
Synopsis: You and Jack go to a series of therapy sessions to talk about your marriage that you honestly feel in the back of your mind is going to lead to the two of you being separated and Jack is desperately trying for it not to happen
Pairing: Husband!Jack Harlow x Wife!Reader
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Mentions of postpartum depression, death, and miscarriage
âSo, what is bringing us in today?â Fatima, your therapist asked both you and Jack as the two of you were sitting at opposite ends of the couch in front of her.
Jack glanced over at you and you simply had your head resting on your arm as you looked straight ahead so he figured that he needed to be the one to speak first.
âWe are at odds like we've never been before and I don't know what else to do. It seems like I take five steps forward and ten steps back when it comes to her. I love my wife and I can't see myself without her.â He quietly said as Fatima smiled at him and nodded. She then turned to you.
âY/N? Would you agree with that?â
âTo a certain extent, yes. But I reached my breaking point a long time ago.â
Hearing that made Jackâs heart drop.
âTell me more.â
âThe man who claims that he's my husband and sitting across from me is someone that I truly no longer recognize as far as some of his actions go. Because the Jack that I know wouldn't do those things in a million years.â
âSuch as?â
âMaking me feel that my thoughts and feelings are invalid. We've been together since we were fifteen years old, got married at 19, but something switched in 2022 when his fame went to an entire new level. Our relationship has been tested and I don't know if it's even worth saving at this point.â
Jack turned to look at you in disbelief because he couldn't believe that those words came out your mouth.
âBabeâŚâ
âNo. You begged me to come to therapy with you so you need to put your big boy pants on even if it's something that you don't want to hear. Because trying to talk to you at home is obviously not working. You asked for this so don't shy away now.â You told Jack as you finally looked at him. All he did was play with his wedding ring and nod before turning back to look at Fatima.
You and Jack had barely been speaking to one another and it seemed as if the arguments over little things were getting more and more frequent. You were sitting in the living room since you had just fed the triplets as Jack came and sat next to you.
You glanced over at him, but didn't speak as you turned back around to look at the TV. This was the first time you were able to have peace and quiet all day and the last thing you wanted was to argue with him again. Because at this point, you knew that the two of you were not on the same page.
âBaby?â
âWhat?â You said and it came out a little harsher than you intended.
âI don't want to keep fighting with you. We're on the same team.â
âAre we? Hadn't noticed since it doesn't seem like it.â
âY/N, come on. You know we are.â He told you as he attempted to grab your hand. He was surprised when you didn't move away from him.
âSome of your actions state otherwise.â
âI want to fix this and I know you do too. I signed up for marriage counseling and we meet the therapist on Wednesday. I justâŚ. We need to get on the same page if we want this marriage to last.â
You turned to look at him and simply sighed before crossing your arms over your chest.
âAnd if this doesn't work, then what?â
âBabe, that isn't an option.â
âAnd you didn't answer my question, Jackman. Tell me what will happen if it doesn't work?â
âI don't have an answer because I don't plan on that happening. We love each other and weâre going to get through this.â
âI'm not sure that I want to go.â You told him being completely honest.
âCan I ask why?â
âIf you can't even listen to me when we're at home, what makes you think it'll be any different in therapy?â
âY/N, you're shaking your head as Jack is talking. What are you thinking?â
âHe remembers that a lot differently than I do. I told him not once, but multiple times that she made me uncomfortable, but he steadily ignored me. So much so that he actually asked her to be in his video for First Class.â
âBut, you're in it, are you not?â
âYes, only because I stopped what I was doing when I saw her post a picture of the both of them on Instagram and she was sitting in his lap. He claimed that she took the pic so fast that he didn't even have time to react. I went to where they were shooting the video and told her to leave and made her delete the picture. Oh, and when I actually did fight her because this had been building up for months with her constantly harassing me, never not once did he ask me if I was okay. Instead he acted mean as hell towards me because the only thing he seemed to be concerned about was our reputation in the public eye and not my actual well-being. We were both at home for a few days after which ended in another argument and him leaving.â
âBut you left out the part where you had talked to me the same day that it happened and said absolutely nothing and tried to hide it. I was in a whole different state when I found out and caught a flight to Atlanta to confront you about it because you had stopped answering your phone. There was no need to lie to me about that.â
âYes there was because I knew you would lose your shit which you did when you came and saw me backstage before my show.â
âBecause you could've gotten hurt!â
âHmm, nice try. I think you meant damage your reputation because those words didn't even come out of your mouth when it happened.â
âJust because I'm mad at you doesn't mean that I want any harm to come to you. You're my wife! Why would I want you to put yourself in a situation which could lead to you getting hurt? That's what I was mad about.â
âWouldn't have had to be in that situation if you would have established boundaries with her from the beginning. I'm your wife. We share a last name. Not her.â
Therapy had been going steady for the first three weeks and Jack simply didn't know how to feel at this point. He wasn't able to read you as of lately and had it in the back of his mind that a divorce would be coming soon and you would be the one to ask for it.Â
And that made him sick to his stomach.
When you were pregnant, it seems like everything was halted and the two of you put your issues to the side. But as soon as they were born and you had healed from it, everything had come back up to the surface. It also didn't help that Jack knew you were also going through postpartum depression.
It was one in the morning and he had gone for a drive after checking on you as well as the triplets and making sure all of you were okay. He didn't have an exact destination in mind, but he simply pulled out his phone and took a deep breath before dialing his motherâs number. He was absolutely desperate at this point.
Maggie picked up on the third ring and he could tell that she was still wide awake by all of the background noise which he assumed was the TV.
âHey honey, everything okay?â
âNo.âÂ
When Maggie heard how distressed her oldest child sounded she immediately grew concerned.
âWhat's going on? Are Y/N and the babies okay?â
âThey're fine, but ummâŚâ Jack trailed off as he struggled to say his next sentence.
âBut what?â
âI honestly think deep down that Y/N is going to divorce me and I⌠can't live without her. I haven't had to do it in so long that I wouldn't even know where to start. She's the love of my life and the mother of my kids. I can't lose her.â
âWhat exactly makes you think that she will?â
âWe're going to therapy but there's such a huge disconnect that I don't think we'll be able to fix. She didn't have high expectations going into it soâŚâ
âCan I be honest?â Maggie asked and took a deep breath after doing so. However, Jack had a strong feeling that he already knew what she was about to say.
âYou saw this coming, didn't you?â Jack asked as he turned onto Bardstown and was casually driving throughout the city.
âYes from a mile away. I don't know what exactly happened, but 2022 was the start of the rift being made in your relationship with each other. And I've pulled you aside a few times and warned you that how you were acting wasn't a good portrayal of the person I raised you to be or the husband that I know you are towards Y/N. That girl basically worships the ground you walk on and you used to do the same thing. The fame got to you and you were starting to achieve your goals and she was supportive of you. You didn't give her the same support in return and now look where you two are.â
âWhat do I do to fix this? I need her to forgive me.â
âThen you need to remind her of how much you love and care about her. Because your actions haven't reflected that you do.â
âAnd what if that doesn't work?â
âThen you'll be signing divorce papers.âÂ
âDefinitely can't forget how he thought I was cheating on him and he actually followed me to see what I was doing.â
âI apologized for that. I was paranoid. I had been gone a lot and missed you.â
âWhat did Y/N do to make you think that she was cheating?â Fatima asked Jack as he once again started to play with his wedding ring.
âNot spending time with me like she said she would when I finally got back home and she would lie about where she was going so I followed her.â
âAnd what came of that?â
âShe was planning a surprise party for me because First Class had done so well. And she then explained who every single person was that she had met up with. She was just trying to keep it a secret as best as she could. But the day of the party unbeknownst to me of course, I confronted her about it and the look she gave me was utter disbelief and I then knew that I had fucked up. She did show up eventually to the party and then went on her festival run and left that same night.â
âY/N, is that how you remember it?â
âYes, I just couldn't fathom that he thought that I would ever want to do something to hurt our marriage. I haven't looked another man's way since we started dating and I still don't. He's everything that I ever wanted and more so what would be the point of that? It just really hurt me. I have this man's name tattooed on my body for everyone to see so why would I do that?â
âI can tell by the way you're talking about it that it still hurts you.â
âIt does and the thing is that I am always putting everyone else's needs before my own. I have a big heart and that has always been the case. But I feel that Jack used that to his advantage.â
âHow so?â
âIf he called and said that he needed me, everything else would be forgotten at that moment. It doesn't matter anymore and we can go back to it once I go and make sure heâs okay. It didn't matter that I was trying to establish a career of my own. If my baby needed me, nothing was going to stop me from getting to him. It didn't matter how big or small the issue was and he knew that.â
âHmm, Jack, what are your thoughts on that?â
âNow that she said it out loud, I can admit to taking advantage of her as horrible as that sounds. I never want to do that to my wife. I would call her because I know that out of anyone at the end of the day she has my back and my best interest. However, I also should have taken into consideration what she was trying to do for her career at that time because I was the one who pushed her to do it and make a name for herself.âÂ
âAnd I still put people's needs before my own. It's something that I have to learn to stop doing. That also takes me back to the whole Anitta thing.â
âWhat about her?â
âShe threatened to release a portion of our sex tape in May and Jack didn't even tell me until December. That's when I called off the wedding, when I found out he lied to me.â
âJack, why didn't you tell her?â
âI thought I could handle it on my own and simply make it go away. I wanted to shield her from that since a lot had happened between the two of them already. Not the smartest choice since it led to us not doing our big wedding for our five year anniversary.â
âAnd then I went on tour and found out I was pregnantâŚ. With triplets.â
âAnd told me in a text message because we really weren't talking during that time.â
Urban glanced at you as you were feeding Autumn and called your name to get your attention. He had come over to check on you because you hadn't been acting like yourself and wanted to see if there was anything that he could do to make it better.
âLil Bit.â
âYes?â You answered as you looked up at him.
âAre you and Jack okay?â
âDepends on what your definition of okay is.â
âI⌠the two of you just seem sad and out of it lately.â Seeing his best friendsâ marriage crumble before his eyes was not on this year's bingo card.
âWell we started going to therapy and Jack practically had to beg me to go. I don't know, Urban. I love him and we all know that's true. But the question is if our marriage is worth saving at this point?â
âOnly the two of you are going to be able to answer that question at this point. I can't answer that for either of you. But I know that Jack loves you all the same and that he's doing everything he can to show you that he deserves another chance to get this right. He doesn't want to lose you.â Urban told you as you simply nodded and adjusted Autumn in your arms.
âMy thing is that it should have never come to this.â
âI agree, but what's done is done and the only thing that the two of you can do is move forward. The triplets deserve to see a happy marriage between their parents and know what real love looks like.â
As soon as those words left Urban's mouth, it got you thinking that maybe he was right. You honestly couldn't see yourself with anyone except him despite all the two of you had gone through that year.
âBut so much has happened and I⌠just don't know anymore.â
âYou know that you love him. I know that loving someone isn't the only thing you need in order to make it work but it's a good start.â
âAs the two of you sit in front of me, I've heard the good, the bad, and the ugly when it comes to your marriage, but I know one thing for certain. The two of you undeniably love each other despite everything that has happened. Yes, there were hardships and plenty of ups and downs, but Y/N, every time you even talk Jack lights up and looks at you like you hung all the stars in the sky. Usually in this room, it ends up being the complete opposite because by the time that couples get to me they are too far gone.â
She glanced at both of you and it looked as if you wanted to say something.
âY/N? What's on your mind?â
âUm, I was just thinking that because of everything that happened, I wanted to separate from him for a while.â
Jack didn't dare let you see it, but tears had pricked his eyes.
âBut, I have decided not to. If he's doing all of this and trying to put the effort in then I guess I can give him another chance. Because when I had suggested going to therapy and doing things to hopefully help us repair the relationship, he just waved me off. I feel as though this was too little too late butâŚâ
âY/N, it wasnât too late because the two of you are sitting in front of me. That goes to show me despite it all, deep down you still had hope for your marriage too.â
âI have three kids to think about.â
âNo, that's not it. Even though they deserve to see what love and happiness looks like, you also deserve the same thing. Jack, how does that make you feel hearing that Y/N wanted to separate from you?â
âIt hurts. I've been in love with her since I first laid eyes on her. I know I've messed up and I can understand why she feels that way. I wasn't treating her how she deserved to be treated and it shouldn't have taken me almost losing her to realize that. She died in front of me not once, but twice. But I had already made it up in my mind that if I became a widow, there was no way in hell that I was marrying someone else.â
âAnd I'm not totally innocent either, but at one point I was damn near walking on eggshells and I shouldn't have to do that in my marriage. And you could have married someone else. I would not want you to be lonely for the rest of your life.â
âNo, because I would always compare her to you and when it comes to you, no one comes close.â Jack said as he turned to you and took your hand in his.
âBesides, I was also scared that you were probably going to haunt me if I did.â He told you and a small smile broke out on your face.Â
âSo with that being said, I have homework for the two of you. If you want to start to repair this marriage and make it work, start dating each other again. It seems like ever since the triplets have been born that the two of you actually haven't spent time with each other with just the two of you. Let me know how this goes and I honestly can't wait to hear about it.â
The night was winding down at the Kentucky State Fair as you and Jack were sharing a funnel cake piled high with powdered sugar and strawberries. The two of you rode so many different things and decided that it was time for food before it was closing time. A few people had asked you and Jack for pictures, but for the most part they were keeping their distance and you almost felt normal. You guess it was the fact that they saw the two of you out and about so often.Â
As the two of you were eating, you looked at Jack and giggled, noticing that he had powdered sugar on his nose.
âWhat? Why are you laughing at me?â He asked as he pinched your cheek.
âYou have powdered sugar on your nose.â You told him as you wiped it off and then kissed the tip of it making him smile.
âDid you want anything else before we leave?â He asked and your eyes lit up as you looked towards the pigs that were across from the two of you. Jack followed your gaze and his eyes went wide.
âBaby, NO.â
âButâŚ.â
âI meant food wise! We have two pigs already! And the ones over there are huge! They're bigger than me!â
âExaggerating much? Can't I just look!? Piggy Smalls and Pork Chop need a sibling.â
âThey have one in the house already as in the bacon I ate this morning.â Jack replied as he began laughing.
âJACKMAN!â
âYou can look from here. Now didn't you say you wanted fried oreos?â
âYes, but you're forgetting something.â
âWhat's that babe?â He asked as he fed you the last of the funnel cake and made sure to get all of the powdered sugar off of your face.Â
âYou haven't won me a stuffed animal yet.â
âLetâs do it then. Which stuffed animal do you want?â
âThe pig since you won't let me buy another one.â
âThe two of you are smiling, so I take that as a good sign.â Fatima said as she looked at you and Jack and she that the two of you were basically sitting on top of each other and nodded.
âSo, the dates went well?â
âYes, we went bowling, he took me to the state fair, and we went to Vincezo's. We also had a cooking date where we made pasta from scratch. Surprised that Jack lived to tell the tale after that one.â
âHEY! I thought I did pretty good!â
âI mean it did end up being edible so I guess.â You told him as you laughed and he scrunched up his nose.
âWe've come a long way. The two of you came to me about six months ago and Y/N was ready to call it quits. And now look at the two of you. Communicating how you should and taking the time out for each other. Just because you have kids doesn't mean you two and your well being gets put on the back burner. As of now, we can continue these sessions if the two of you want, but I truly don't see a need.â
âOh, there was another thing.â Jack started to say and Fatima looked at him to continue.
âI played her âDown on Bended Kneeâ because I feel that it summed up the point that we were at in our relationship. I was desperate and willing to do anything for her to forgive me and make her see that she is still the only person that I want to do life with.
âThatâs an amazing song choice. I know you were at a loss. Dealing with her dying in front of you, the birth of the triplets and the possibility of losing your only son, the miscarriage, Y/N working her way through postpartum depression and that isn't even all of it. But the two of you pushed through all of it with the undying love that you share between each other and I'm so proud of the both of you.â
âNow, I feel like I can finally get the big wedding that I always wanted.â You said confidently as you twirled your wedding ring around your finger not knowing that Jack had already started planning it in the back of his mind.
Jack noticed how you were looking at him as the two of you were laughing on your first date night in a while since the two of you had been so busy with everything going on around you. The triplets were with Urban and the two of you had finally finished going to marriage counseling, however, Fatima told the two of you to reach out whenever you needed her no matter how big or small.Â
The two of you were still seeing your regular therapists and it was helping you communicate better with one another to set up to have a positive household environment for the triplets.
âWhy are you looking at me like that baby girl?â Jack asked as he stole a sip of your iced tea and then slid it back across the table.
âNothing. Iâm just really happy.â You said while smiling back at him.
âWhy, is it because I rearranged your guts this morning or? I mean I can do it again once we leave here too, itâs not a problem. Just say the word.â
âJackman! Shut up!â You responded and continued to laugh.
âWhat? I was just asking.â Jack said as he shrugged.
âYou want me to be honest?â You said while starting to play with the fabric at the bottom of your dress.
âOf course I want you to be honest with me. Thatâs all I ever want.â
âIâm trying to think of the best way to describe it.â
âTake your time, sweetheart. We have all night.â
âLoving you feels lighter.â
âWhat do you mean?â Jack asked as he was trying to understand what you were saying.
âI just feel that before with all that we were going through, I felt a heaviness I guess I should say. Every day I woke up not knowing if our marriage was going to survive and I hated having that feeling. I wanted for us to be okay again.â
âAnd now we finally are. And Iâm thankful that you gave us another chance.â
âI mean you got me fucked up if you thought you were getting rid of me that easily. Been together since we were fifteen and love like that doesnât go away overnight.â
âI never want to get rid of you, you know me better than that. If anything, my love for you continues to grow every single day. It doesnât matter if we have a bad day or not. Itâs just knowing that I have you by my side makes it all worth it because I know weâll do anything for each other and make sure that the other is okay. No matter how big or small the issues might be.â
âOkay that will be the second time you made me cry today.â You said as you could feel the tears in the corners of your eyes.
âDonât cry, baby! Iâm just being honest. I honestly donât think thereâs enough words in any language on earth that can describe how much I love you and care about you."
"Yep, now I'm crying." You said through your tears and Jack immediately grabbed your left hand to kiss the back of it as he played with your wedding ring.
"Putting this ring on your finger was the best thing I've ever done and you have my heart. Always."
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Replacement Therapy
Yandere!Hannibal Lecter x plus size reader
In a desperate attempt to save your marriage, you begin to attend counseling with the famed Doctor Lecter but soon enough, things begin to take a turn. Based on prompt by @queenstarlight2
Warnings: mention of cheating, VERY INAPPROPRIATE RELATIONSHIP, reader has defined married name (let me know if you recognise it), reader is ever so slightly naive and easy to manipulate, insecurity (not explicitly mentioned what they are), murder, blood, little bit of humping and making out, implied smut, nudity
WC: 2.6k
A/N: I'm so sorry if I didn't do this prompt justice!!
Minors DNI
It was embarrassing, truly. Your husband said it was a disgrace too. But here you were, attending marriage counseling alone. There was no one else in the luxurious waiting room and you were grateful for that small reprieve, you donât think you could have handled any more humiliation today.
Doctor Hannibal Lecter came highly regarded as the best (and most expensive) therapist in the state. So, foolishly, you had signed yourself and your husband of three years up for a session to see if you could fix your marriage. After all, it had been your fault that he cheated on you with his secretary, you were the one that selfishly denied him.
âMrs Hansen?â You looked up to see a very well dressed older man standing in the doorway. His yellow eyes were fixated on you like a predator watching their prey but it didnât scare you. You nodded and he shifted so his lean body was side on, gesturing for you to enter his office. Gathering up your coat and purse, you walked in.
The office was really quite lovely, walls covered in books, beautiful leather chairs and an ornate desk made you feel as if you had stepped into someoneâs home rather than a psychiatristâs practice. âCan I take your coat Mrs Hansen?â Dr Lecter stepped closer, offering his large hand to you.
âUm yes, thank you.â Your hands brushed as you gave him the expensive coat Lloyd bought for you. He smiled kindly at you before he turned his back so he could hang the garment up on the rack next to his own. You noted his suit, it was similar to the suits associates of your husbandâs wore: expensive, exclusive.
âTake a seat and we can begin.â The smooth leather squeaked against the bare skin of your legs as you sat, the sound filling the otherwise silent office. Your heart dropped to your stomach and you quickly tugged down the hem of your dress over the expanse of your plump thighs.Â
The doctor soon found his own seat opposite you. He unbuttoned his suit jacket as he did, taking on a relaxed air, as if he were about to watch television or read a book. It put you immediately at ease. âSo tell me, why do you believe you are in need of counseling?â His voice was smooth and rich like an aged whiskey.Â
âWell, recently, my husband and I have been going through a rough patch and I thought-â You started, nervously playing with the gaudy wedding ring on your finger when Doctor Lecter stopped you.
âI asked why you needed counseling, not your husband. I do not doubt that he is in need of it but I make it a habit not to diagnose in absentia. So Mrs Hansen, I ask again; why do you need help?â The silence was deafening as his words sunk in. When was the last time someone offered to help? You were lost in your own mind, the questions consuming you.
But the doctor was patient, simply letting you experience your thoughts without any interruption. Too lost in your spiraling mind, you didnât see how his eyes trailed down the length of your plump body, taking in each and every detail like you were some rare and beautiful creature. âI-I donât know Doctor Lecter. I feel like I canât be fixed but maybe my marriage can.â
âAnd why is it so important that you fix the marriage that is obviously making you unhappy?â Your head shot up with such a force your neck clicked.
âIâm not unhappy, I love my husband.â He tsked and leaned back in his seat, crossing one long leg over the other.
âNow now Mrs Hansen, I donât tolerate liars in this office. I respect you enough to tell you to tell the truth and I expect the same respect from you.â You felt like a scolded child under the scrutinizing gaze of a parent.Â
You didnât realise you were crying until the tears fell onto your folded hands, rolling down onto your dress. âI love my husband.â You emphasised half-heartedly. Your voice thickened as more tears welled up, making your vision swim.
âAnd I do not doubt that my dear. But those we love can make us unhappy. And it is in your best interest to recognise that.â A box of tissues appeared before you, you took the whole thing. âHow about we start at what makes you happy, do you have any hobbies?â
ââââââ
Your sessions with Doctor Lecter, Hannibal as he insisted you call him, were the highlight of your week. Everything was getting better! Lloyd had even stopped pestering you about it, just sending you out the door with his black card to pay for it.
Hannibal had been wonderful, he helped you rediscover old passions and find new ones to keep your mind occupied during the day since Lloyd insisted you become a housewife after you were married. You felt lighter and truly happier.Â
But the only downside to this whole thing was your unfortunate crush on the older man. Who could blame you? He was sauve and sophisticated but not condescending. He was kind but not a roll over. He was handsome but not unobtainable. He knew your soul better than Lloyd, he always seemed to know what you needed, whether it be a shoulder to cry on or someone to laugh with you. He recommended wines and getaways, museums and art galleries, he had even picked out a new perfume for you that had made your husband go absolutely feral for you.
A part of you wished you had met the doctor before Lloyd. You often wondered what your life would have been like if he was the one that swept you off your feet first.Â
âHow have you been this week? Have you been journalling like I asked you to?â You nodded, a large smile on your face. You pulled the beautiful leather-bound journal from your bag and handed it over to the good doctor without hesitation.
âYep! Just like you told me to! One entry in the morning as soon as I get up and one at night right before I go to bed.â Hannibal winked at you from over his glasses.
âVery good girl." He purred before opening the book and beginning to read. It had been a strange request, to write down all your thoughts and actions through the day, including, well more like emphasising anything sexual that happened, especially if you pleasured yourself. But you trusted Hannibal and knew that he would do whatever was best for you.
âI see you and Mr Hansen had intercourse this week.â Your breath caught in your throat at his tone and the sudden frown marring his perfect face. Shamefully, you looked down at your lap.
âYes we did.â
âBut you write that you didnât enjoy it. Can you tell me why?â Because I was thinking about you the whole time and what you would feel like inside of me instead of him. But you couldnât say that to your therapist.
So you just shrugged. âI guess I wasnât in the mood.â But like all lies you told him, Hannibal saw right through it, although, this time, he didnât make any comment.
âI hope you were able to take care of yourself after then, I would hate to think that he left you feeling vulnerable and unsafe.â You most certainly had. A quick trip to the bathroom after he fell asleep with your waterproof vibrator and a tub full of hot soapy water and fixed the ache between your thighs. Especially when you called out Hannibalâs name when you climaxed.
âI took a hot bath and drank a glass of that red wine you recommended last week.â He nodded approvingly, the smile returning to his lips as he placed the book on the side table next to him. His legs spread slightly and you could not help but sneak a quick glance at the sizeable bulge hidden by his navy pinstripe pants.
Your eyes snapped back up to his own as he began to speak again. âNow this is a strange question but I find it useful to ask my patients this sometimes. How many times do you think you have had sex with your husband?âÂ
âWhat?â You breathed, legitimately shocked by the question. How could he even ask that? But like he could read your mind, Hannibal explained himself.
âI only ask because to a woman such as yourself who values intimacy and physical connection, sex is a very important and healthy part of a relationship. Knowing how often you and Mr Hansen engaged in such acts, and by focusing on how often it used to occur versus now can give me a better idea as to the state of your marriage.âÂ
Sceptically, you withdrew slightly, thinking about the many times you had been intimate with Lloyd. It hurt to reminisce on the times before your marriage when he was your whole world and you were his. When did it change? Or was it ever like that? âWe dated for three months before we got married. We used to have sex at least twice a day. And then on the honeymoon it was pretty much a 12 hour affair every day. But about a month after we got back, the sex stopped. Since then itâs maybe been 10 or 20 times.â Hannibal slumped forward, his scruffy chin coming to rest on his intertwined fingers as he did the math in his head.Â
âIt isnât unusual for couples to stop being intimate but it is certainly questionable for the sex to stop so quickly after it frequently occurred. Is there any reason you believe this has happened?â And like you couldnât stop it, you started spilling your deepest and darkest secrets to him, just like all the times before.
ââââââ
Fridays were reserved for Hannibal, you made that very clear to your life partner and apparently, he had taken full advantage of that. You stared at his computer in complete disbelief. There were thousands of messages from hundreds of women, each detailing the dirty and almost borderline illegal acts he committed with them.
You hadnât meant to snoop, only wanting to find your motherâs pie recipe to give to Hannibal for todayâs session but the logs were right there! Like he wanted you to find them. In a haze, you printed out as many of the chats as you could and stuffed them into your purse.
âHmm.â Hannibal hummed as he looked over the various sheets of paper. His face remained neutral but inside he was seething. You had already confided in him about your husband's past âindiscretionsâ and your insecurity about pleasing him sexually. âI wonât ask you how you feel about these chats because that would be unhelpful so instead Iâm going to ask about what you wish to do about it.â
You had his undivided attention, his amber eyes locked on you as he awaited your decision. âI want to leave him.â Hannibalâs shoulders dropped almost imperceptibly. âB-but I canât afford the divorce. All of our money is his.âÂ
Slipping from his seat, he knelt before you as if in worship. Your legs squeezed together, both to sate your arousal from his close proximity and to prevent him catching sight of your soaked panties. âYou neednât worry my flower, I have more than enough money to buy your freedom.âÂ
âI canât let you do that Hannibal. Youâve done so much for me already and Iâll forever be grateful but this is something I need to do on my own.â His eyes grew softer, filled with swirling emotion. Palms skated up your leg, cupping the side of your knee in a grip far too tight to be friendly.
The doctor was close enough now you could study the details of his face far more than you ever could before. Your gaze followed the lines of his wrinkles, going from the crows feet by his eyes to the smile lines on his cheeks. Then to his lips. âI would do anything for you, my flower, you never have to ask.â Slowly, his hands moved higher and his lean body closer. His broad shoulders forced your legs apart so he could rest between them. âIf I cannot give you financial support, let me offer you my home, at least until you are on your own two feet.â
You could not speak, too lost in the idea of surging forward and finally kissing him. âOk.â You murmured, conceding to his wishes.Â
âWonderful. Then how about we wrap up this session early so we can get you home and fed.â You whined low in your throat as he slipped away but thankfully, he didnât hear you. He helped you to your feet and then turned to fetch your coats
âWhatever you want, Doctor.â You said jokingly. He laughed but you missed the truly wicked grin spreading over his face. Oh yes, whatever he wants indeed.
ââââââ
You were truly beautiful when you slept. It was like all of your worries and stresses washed away, leaving you almost fae-like in appearance. Hannibal had lost count of the amount of times he had snuck into your home to catch a glimpse of your resting form. He had drawn you each time, and each time, he took something of yours. A lock of your hair, a piece of jewelry, even several panties from your hamper., things you wouldnât really notice if they went missing.
But now, you were here, in his home and in his bed. You were his.
He had hoped that you would have come to your senses months ago and realised that he would be a better lover than this worm of a man could ever be. But it seems that you needed a bit more of a push to fall into his arms.Â
The messages had been easy to fake. He knew you wanted a hero to come and save you from your husband, the chats had been the perfect excuse to come to him.Â
You shifted in your sleep and the dark sheets pooled around your wide hips, exposing the way his own shirt stretched across your large body. He could even see how your nipples pebbled in the chilly air of the room. âAbsolutely divine.â He could not help himself.
As quietly as he could, Hannibal slipped into the bed beside you, not caring that he was staining the bedding with the still wet blood that covered his naked skin. Your legs fell open easily, allowing him to crawl up your body, taking his rightful place above you.
Red began to seep through your white shirt, blooming like a flower. âMy beautiful, perfect flower.â He nosed along your pulse point, inhaling your alluring scent like he needed it to live. You were so soft and warm, he had no doubt you would be absolutely delectable but he was far far too selfish to let you go.
His hips nudged into your own, unable to keep himself from seeking out the warmth of your core. âH-Hannibal?â Your eyes were barely open but they were dark with lust, almost as if you had been expecting him like this.
âI am sorry to have woken you my flower but you were far too alluring for me to just walk away.â He returned to your neck, now licking at your slightly salty skin.Â
âOh fuck.â You moaned, your hips canting upwards, bumping into his cock. You wrapped your arms around his muscular back, encouraging him to continue his ministrations. âIs this a dream?â
Hannibal planted his forearm by your head so he could guide your shapely leg over his waist. âIf it is, I hope we never wake because I have lots I must do with you.â Your fingers tangled in his silvery hair, overcome with electricity in your veins.
âYou have slept with your idiotic husband almost 400 times and I must scrub away his touch from your heavenly body.âÂ
âShould we get started then?â You asked coyly and Hannibal couldnât help but oblige you.
Prompt: Imagine yandere Hannibal asking how often you and your husband have had sex during a therapy session, saying it might be making you unhappy. When the reason he asked was that he wanted to know how many times he was going to have to fuck you to make you forget about your husband
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Mr. and Ms. PiastriÂ
summary: Y/n Piastri and Oscar Piastri have been hiding things in the relationship, so they go to couples therapy. Based on the movie Mr. and Ms. Smith
pairings: oscar piastri x Wife!reader
a/n: Excuse any errors english isnât my main language. Also this story will be several parts. Hope you enjoy!
The sound of Oscar obnoxiously chewing his gum bounced against the walls making Y/n grip on the leather chair sending a forced smile towards him and their therapist. They had debated several times about doing this. Both of them had created such a tall wall around themselves not letting anyone through, not even each other. Adding a third person in their life was something neither of them expected when they got married. But it was their last resort. But adding another person just builds up the facade they had in their relationship.Â
Couples counseling.Â
The only âdateâ they were forced to have with another person, in this case their therapist.
She thought of a coherent sentence to describe their relationship without insulting him right then and there. The intention wasnât to ruin their relationship, even though at this point it was to the point where they were desperate for something to save it. She couldnât lie, she loved him, she loved him with all her heart. But as the years passed the only thing somewhat stable in their relationship was the dinner they always had at seven pm.
After six years of marriage, their relationship had turned monotone and nothing excited the pair. They used to be spontaneous, both of them love traveling but now they found themselves invested more in their work than in their relationship. Now the only quality time they spent together was eating dinner in silence with the occasional critique of her food from her husband.
Itâs not that they wanted their marriage to fall apart. At least on behalf of Y/nâs she wanted her relationship to succeed. She was a perfectionist and her marriage wasnât going to ruin her streak. She had worked a lot for her marriage to be perfect, everything in her head was calculated to the max to make the relationship as good as the books in couples counseling.
They had tried everything, taking advice from their friends, reading âhow to fix your unfixable marriageâ articles. So thatâs when they decided to get help from professionals and do coupleâs counseling. The Verstappen family from next door had claimed that the therapist had worked wonders for their relationship, so why not try it?
âI wanted to start with the fact that we donât have to be here, right Jane?â Oscar tapping his wifeâs shoulder forcing a smile her way.
âYes, John. Itâs a funny story actuallyâ she replied, forcing a chuckle subtly moving her shoulder to take Oscar's hands off. He quickly took the hint resting each of his hands on the arms of the leather chair he was sitting on anxiously tapping it.
âWe were at a charity event, specifically a charity auction slash race viewingâ Oscar started while looking at his wife for her to continue.
âOur friends the Sainz. They live across the streetâ
âAnyways the grand lot wasâŚâ
âA mystery lotâ both continued in unison with a pained expression covering their faces.
âI had sunk a few, wasnât driving so I started biddingâ Oscar said, pinching his nose knowing where this conversation was heading.
âJohn, here is a tiny bit competitive,â She replied, tapping his thigh while forcing a smile. Oscar bites his tongue trying to avoid saying anything he will regret later.
âAs I was saying, the upshot is we end up blowing four hundred bucks on the mystery lotâ
âwe? I think we, is a lot of people, honey. Donât lie to Dr. Wexlerâ
âThe important thing here is that we won four sessions with Dr. Wexler!â Oscar clapped back with fake joy wishing to be anywhere else but here.
âThe Sainz have a great humor.â Y/n said sincerely laughing this time followed by Oscar laughing as well with her.
âButâŚyou didnât have to comeâ Dr. Wexler said finally breaking his silence. He looked up from his notes scanning the couple as if he was looking for every single flaw in their relationship.
âRightâ Oscar replied, his once happy demeanor changing abruptly into an awkward one.
âAbsolutely, but we as a couple strongly believe in a theoryâ Y/n said still smiling at the Dr., quickly reaching for Oscar hand and intertwining their hand together.
âwe do?â
âof course we do silly, the oil checkâ
âRight! The oil check. See weâve been married for five yearsâŚâ
âsix.â
âFive, six years, and this is like a check up for us. Pop the hood, nose around, change the oil, maybe replace a seal or two. Who knows, a lot of things could happenâ
âOkay, then. For this so-called âoil checkâ I'm going to ask some questions. On a scale from one to ten how happy are you as a couple?â Dr. Wexler replied, pushing up his glasses and taking an attentive look towards the pair analyzing their body language.
âeightâ
âwait, so like ten being perfectly happy and one beingâŚtotally utterly miserable?â
âJust respond instinctively, Johnâ Dr. Wexler answered, wanting for his reaction.
âOk. Ready?â
âReadyâ
âEight.â The couple replied at the same time with a proud smile adorning each of their lips.
âNext question, on a scale of one to ten how happy would you say your partner is?â The doctor continues his question this time reading from his notes.
âeight.â
âwait. are we allowed fractions?â Y/n asked with a slight smirk staring to see the fun in this session, even if this session could be the end of their relationship.
âitâs whatâs instinctiveâ
âwell then, iâm all set. Are you all set, John?â
âone, two, threeâŚâ
âeight.â
âOkay, well iâm seeing repetition here. So let me ask a different question, how often do you have sex?â
â i donât understand the questionâ y/n fakes confusion as she rests her chin on her hand.
âwait. okay, iâm lost. Is this a one to ten thing?â
âRight. I mean, because if it is, does âoneâ equal ânot muchâ or âoneâ, like, nothing. Because strictly speaking zero should be nothingâ
âExactly. Plus, if we donât know what one is, whatâs âtenâ?â Oscar continues trying to test the doctor's patience.
âRightâŚis tenâŚyou knowâ
âconstant and unrelentingâŚâ
ââŚtwenty for sevenâŚwithout a break. For anythingâ
ânot even to eatâ
âlike stingâ
âExactly. Look at Stingâs day job. Who else has sixty hours a week to put aside in the sackâ
âThis is not a one to ten scenario. Itâs a straight question, how often do you guys have sexâ
Oscar didnât want to be a pain in the ass. He loved his wife dearly, he would do anything for her. Even go on a pointless couples therapy session knowing that it was going to do nothing. He was certain that with her there wasnât a margin for error. Everything was calculated and no risks were involved, thatâs what brought their relationship into the position where they currently stood.
âAre you guys completely honest with each other?â
In the back of her head Y/n thought that there could be a tiny possibility that her job was what made their relationship the way it was. Maybe it was the constant lying or the adrenaline rush that her job gave her that their relationship lacked. She knew Oscar, and she knew him well and as much as she wanted to deny it, Oscar brought her the ânormalâ things to her life. But she was gripping onto that to make their relationship last. She just hoped that this couple counseling will heal whatever they were going through.Â
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AGSZC find themselves performing in the LOVELESS VR play
⢠Shinra sends members of SOLDIER and the turks to the Gold Saucer on a vacation (Not really. Everyone decided to use their accumulated leave days at the same time and Shinra couldn't do anything about it).
⢠Genesis drags everyone to the theater to boast about the version of Loveless he wrote, and their little group ends up being the chosen performers.
Zack: Hell yeah! I was born for the stage. Look at this face and tell me it wasn't made for the limelight.
Genesis: You will be playing Garm.
Zack: Cool! Is he like a warrior or something?
Sephiroth: He's a dog.
Zack: $#&@$¢%!
⢠Sephiroth finds himself in the role of Alphreid without understanding why, yet he concedes and does his best to get his lines right. He wonders who will take on the other roles, especially Rosa. Maybe Cissnei or one of the other female Turks? After all, they did come as a big group.
Sephiroth: Release me! My blade thirsts for vengeance!
*Genesis prances in wearing a dress*
Genesis: Fear not, Alphreid! I've come for you!
Sephiroth: And yet they wonder why I've gone gray early.
⢠Angeal is playing Varvados, and can't get any of his lines right because Zack is distracting as Garm.
Angeal: Pray take not another step, gentle princess.
Zack, on all fours: Woof.
Angeal: Would the cur defy his captor?
Zack: Woof.
Angeal: Zack, that's not your line.
Zack: I'm taking poetic license.
Sephiroth: Aye! By the grace of the goddess. As She has set me free. Even now, so too shall She guide my blade.
Zack: Pride goeth before the fallâand I, Garm, shall deliver you from hell!
Genesis: It's deliver you TO hell.
Zack: I think it should be FROM hell. Whoever wrote these lines suck.
Genesis: I WROTE THE PLAY.
Zack: WHY AM I A DOG?
⢠Cloud was tasked with being the fool, a role he was anxious to take initially, but after Genesis told him he was free to speak in his own words, he felt more comfortable.
*After Alphreid defeats Garm and has to pick what he wants to know about the future*
Sephiroth: I wish to know about my future with Rosa.
Cloud: Your inability to make your intentions clear and tell Genesis you love him means you will likely die old and alone.
Sephiroth: !?
⢠Sephiroth is so tired from battling both Zack and Angeal back to back, that he confuses the order of the scenes.
Cloud: The dragon king Varvados fears only true love, and so our hero Alphreid will reveal to him it's true power.
*Sephiroth kisses Angeal*
Cloud: He will go to princess Rosa, andâWRONG PERSON! AYE! QUIT IT YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO KISS GENâDON'T USE TONGUE WHAT THE FUCK
⢠Somehow they make it to the end of the play without arguing. Well, almost.
Genesis: Thank you, Alphreid, for saving our world and everyone in it. You are a true heâ
Sephiroth:
Genesis: You are a true he...
Sephiroth:
Genesis: A true h....
Sephiroth: A true hero.
Genesis: I know.
Sephiroth: Then say it.
Genesis: A true heâ*he clears his throat* You are a true he...
Sephiroth: You wrote the line!
Genesis: NOT WITH YOU IN MIND.
*Cloud rushes out on stage*
Cloud: Following their heroic victory over the dragon king Varvados and saving Guardia, Alphreid and Rosa decided to seek guidance through marriage counseling.
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On Scene | Yoon Jeonghan
Pairing: Detective!Jeonghan x Writer!reader (ft. Junior Detective!Soonyoung)
Genre: Action, Crime, Comedy, Angst, Romance
Synopsis: Yoon Jeonghan, once a dedicated police officer, finds himself embroiled in a web of corruption and is subsequently transferred to a unit that is shunned by his colleagues. Just when he thought his life couldn't get any more complicated, a murder case emerges, and it appears to be connected to his ex-girlfriend.
Author Note: this haven't been proofread, you might found typos and grammatical error. Reader is she.
Since the manipulation incident that marred Jeonghan's record years ago, he found himself transferred to the last place any police officer wanted to be: Unit 10, specializing in domestic case. The reason was painfully clear â it was where they stashed away the 'undesirable' officers, far from any significant cases. It's like being exiled to the Island of Misfit Toys, only with less glitter and more restraining orders. Jeonghan couldn't quite label every missing pet he'd tracked down as a 'case'; it felt more like passing the hours than true investigative work.
Jeonghan couldn't help but chuckle at the absurdity of it all. He'd gone from potential super-sleuth to the guy who mediates couple over who gets the sofa in a messy breakup. It was a far cry from chasing down notorious criminals, but hey, at least he was saving furniture from an untimely demise.
His colleagues in the 'real crime' units would swagger in, regaling the office with tales of high-speed chases and epic takedowns. Meanwhile, Jeonghan was learning the delicate art of diffusing family feuds with nothing but a clipboard and a well-timed dad joke.
There were days when he felt more like a referee in a dysfunctional game show than a police officer. He'd wade through tangled disputes over who left the toilet seat up and who finished the last of the cereal. It was like a twisted episode of "Law and Order: Household Edition."
Yet, amidst the chaos, Jeonghan discovered a strange kind of satisfaction. He was the unsung hero of household havoc, the Sherlock of sock-stealing roommates. He brought order to the chaos, one misplaced remote at a time.
So, while his colleagues chased after masked bandits and international spies, Jeonghan patrolled the treacherous terrain of domestic disputes, armed with a sense of humor and a hefty supply of marriage counseling brochures. And as he stood amidst the wreckage of yet another epic laundry detergent argument, he couldn't help but grin. After all, someone had to keep the peace in the war zone of weekend warriors and sibling rivalries.
No, in contrary, everyone. He didn't enjoy every second of it at all.
Well, karma finally caught up with Jeonghan, and it wasn't pulling any punches. After years of playing fast and loose with evidence and dabbling in a little graft on the side, it turned out his best buddy on the force was the one to spill the beans. Talk about a double whammy â not only did he get a serious case of red-faced embarrassment, but he lost a pal in the process.
And if that wasn't enough, the universe decided Jeonghan needed another dose of cosmic payback. His ex, the one and only former flame, broke up with him without so much as a hint of an explanation. Talk about adding insult to injury! Suddenly, he was single, friendless, and jobless faster than you could say "karma's a real stickler".
Jeonghan's muttered curses could probably be heard from Mars every time he recalled the trainwreck that had been the past three months. It was like a twisted sitcom, where the universe was the ruthless showrunner and he was the hapless protagonist, stumbling from one catastrophe to the next.
As Jeonghan sat at his desk, wallowing in regret for all the missteps he'd taken, his lone senior â the only other soul sharing this forsaken office â made a grand entrance. And who should trail in behind him but the one and only Soonyoung, his former junior from the 2nd unit of the Criminal and Violence division.
Jeonghan practically catapulted out of his chair, caught off guard by the sudden appearance of the comrade he'd spent seven years alongside. "What brings you here?!" he blurted out, silently praying that his internal alarms were just a false alarm. Soonyoung was no slouch when it came to policing; having him end up in this backwater felt like casting Tom Hanks as the office janitor. It was a crime against justice itself.
Jeonghan couldn't help but feel like he was witnessing a talent show on a cruise ship, with both himself and Soonyoung reduced to performing card tricks for the tourists. It was a spectacle, but not in a good way. Placing Jeonghan here was already like using a Lamborghini as a glorified paperweight, but now, with Soonyoung in tow, it was like throwing in a Ferrari for kicks.
"I requested to be moved here, sunbae," Soonyoung chimed in, a mischievous glint in his eye.
Jeonghan's jaw nearly hit the floor. It was like watching a penguin declare it had always dreamed of being a flamingo. He blinked, momentarily lost for words. "You... requested this?" he managed to sputter out, disbelief dripping from every syllable.
Soonyoung grinned, his expression unapologetically cheeky. "Yep, I figured that i haven't learned enough from you." he quipped, casting a theatrical gaze around the modest office space.
Jeonghan couldn't decide if he should laugh or stage an intervention.
"Well, you've certainly right on that," Jeonghan finally replied, unable to suppress a chuckle.
As the three of them stood there, an odd trio in a sea of mediocrity, Jeonghan let out a nervous laugh. It was the kind that bubbles up when you're faced with the sheer lunacy of life The station might not know it yet, but it had just become the backdrop for the most unconventional buddy cop sitcom of the century.
"Did you find the corby that was assigned two days ago?" Yang Beomjae, a senior with nearly two decades of police service, inquired, extending a brochure featuring a forlorn-looking dog named Jennifer.
Jeonghan let out an exasperated sigh, momentarily closing his eyes, as if hoping to teleport himself out of this never-ending parade of missing pets. South Korea seemed to have developed a sudden epidemic of disappearing furry friends. It was as if he'd been drafted into some sort of secret 'Pet Detective Division' without his consent. He couldn't help but wonder if his badge was equipped with a hidden GPS tracker for runaway pets. This was beginning to feel like a full-time gig, and he was pretty sure he didn't sign up for this in the police academy.
He took the brochure from Beomjae with a resigned nod, already mentally preparing for another round of 'Where's Waldo: Pet Edition'. Jennifer the missing corby was just another puzzle piece in this bizarre pet-sized jigsaw. The poor dog probably thought it was auditioning for some canine version of 'Amazing Race'.
Jeonghan glanced around the office, half expecting to find a secret stash of 'Missing Pet Bingo' cards tucked away somewhere. He couldn't help but marvel at the sheer dedication of the pet-owning populace to misplace their furry companions. If only they put this much effort into remembering their anniversary dates.
With a wry grin, he set off on the latest leg of his unexpected pet-finding adventure. Jennifer, here he came â detective extraordinaire, now specializing in the clandestine world of runaway corbies.
"I'll come with you!" Said the very loyal junior of him, one and only Kim Soonyoung.
*
"It's a whole different ball game," Jeonghan remarked, steering the car towards the potential location of Jennifer. "No late-night stakeouts with a lot of suspect profiling and plenty of downtime for laughs. That's pretty much the drill in this unit." He regaled his three-month rollercoaster of an experience to the wide-eyed rookie, Soonyoung, who listened intently, though a hint of disappointment flickered in his eyes. Jeonghan secretly hoping to instill some regret in the younger officer for joining this supposedly undesirable unit.
After they parked, Jeonghan stepped out of the car, the block of apartments standing like a sentinel miles away from Jennifer's last known location. Memories of a similar case flashed in his mind - a friend of Jennifer's vanished, only to be found in this very vicinity, being fed by a benevolent fifty-something woman. As they strolled, the tranquility shattered by a sudden scream, and there she was: the familiar woman, who'd taken up the noble task of nourishing the neighborhood's furry inhabitants, now sprinting out of the building.
The sight struck Jeonghan, momentarily caught between amusement and concern. He glanced at Soonyoung, who seemed to be processing the scene with wide eyes and a barely contained grin. "Welcome to the wild ride, Soonyoung," he said, a glint of mischief dancing in his eyes. "Buckle up, it's never dull in this unit."
"Help! Help!" The woman's panicked cries reached Jeonghan and Soonyoung, sending a jolt of urgency through them. Jeonghan swiftly approached, pulling out his badge, a beacon of authority.
"Ma'am, I'm a police officer. Take a deep breath and tell us what happened," he reassured her, his voice steady.
The woman's words tumbled out in a rush, "My neighbor, I-I found her... blood... and..." Jeonghan didn't wait for the sentence to finish, already in motion. He gestured for Soonyoung to follow, their training kicking in.
"Soonyoung, call for assistance from the station," Jeonghan directed firmly, trusting in his partner's quick thinking. The urgency in the air was palpable, a stark reminder of the unpredictable nature of their work.
Once Jeonghan had donned his gloves and protective shoe covers, he stepped onto the scene. His heart clenched in his chest as he beheld the gruesome sight: a familiar woman, bathed in her own blood, with several stab wounds marring her body. It was his former girlfriend's mother, your mother.
Time seemed to slow as a flood of memories and emotions washed over him. He pushed them aside, focusing on the task at hand. He couldn't afford to let personal ties cloud his judgment now. This was a crime scene, and he was a detective sworn to uphold justice.
"What's happened, sunbae?" Soonyoung stood beside him, scrutinizing the victim's condition. It was clear she had been murdered around eight hours ago. Jeonghan observed the other officers diligently executing their roles, gathering evidence while the forensics team prepared to process the victim. He took a deep breath before attempting to call you, fully anticipating that you might not answer. As expected, there was no response. He resorted to sending you a series of urgent texts, conveying that he had something crucial to discuss. Nearly half an hour passed before you finally returned his call.
"Hey, what's wrong? Something's happened?" Your voice carried a cheerful tone, blissfully unaware of the devastating news that awaited you.
"I need you to brace yourself for what I'm about to say, okay?" Jeonghan implored, his voice carrying the weight of the somber revelation he was about to deliver. After a heavy sigh, he mustered the strength to speak the words, "Your mom was found murdered just an hour ago. I'm here at the scene right now."
There was a palpable silence on the other end of the line, broken only by the sound of your slow exhale, as if you had been holding your breath since the moment he uttered those shocking words. The weight of the news hung heavy in the air, a painful truth that now bound both you and Jeonghan in shared sorrow.
"Where is she?" Your voice came out in a hushed, trembling whisper. Jeonghan gently relayed the location, the somber apartment building where your mother had made her home for several months.
"She's been processed by the forensics team, but we need you to discuss authorizing an autopsy," he explained, his own voice tinged with empathy and understanding.
"I'll be there," you replied, determination and grief tightly woven into your words.
As the call ended, Jeonghan took a moment to collect himself. He braced for the meeting that awaited him, knowing it would be the first time he'd see you in three long months. The weight of the situation hung heavy in the air, a mixture of grief, determination, and a shared resolve to seek justice for your mother.
*
Jeonghan hadn't laid eyes on you in what felt like an eternity. He'd been tip-toeing around the boundaries you'd set after the breakup, which he was convinced were more convoluted than a Rubik's Cube in a tornado. As you approached, your hair danced like rebellious spirits in the zephyr, adding an extra touch of magic to your already enchanting presence. Even in a moment like this, you were a vision. Jeonghan, for a second, had the wild urge to sweep you into a tight embrace, but alas, duty called, and he was stuck in the middle of work. Soonyoung's eyes widened in surprise at the sight of you. He knew you were Jeonghan's former girlfriend, but the whole situation had him more puzzled than a cat trying to understand calculus. He glanced at the victim data, then it clicked â you were the victim's daughter. He shot a glance at Jeonghan, a mix of encouragement and disbelief dancing in his eyes. It was like watching a soap opera, but with less dramatic background music. Jeonghan wrestled with a storm of emotions, a tornado of regret and longing whirling within him. If only he could find the right words to bridge this canyon of misunderstanding and boundaries. But alas, words seemed to have taken a vacation without sending a postcard.
The air was thick with tension as you finally stood face-to-face with him after three long months. Your first words cut through the heaviness, a desperate plea for answers, "Where's she?"
Jeonghan's gaze shifted to the forensic ambulance, a somber acknowledgment of the grim reality. "She's currently being processed," he began gently, his voice carrying the weight of the situation. "I'm afraid you can't see her right now. We need your consent for an autopsy. There are signs indicating potential violence."
You bristled at the notion, your principles steadfast in opposition. The thought of subjecting your mother's memory to such an invasive procedure was a bitter pill to swallow. In your heart, you longed to remember her in the light that was true to her essence, not tainted by the brutality of her passing.
Jeonghan, acutely aware of your emotional turmoil, presented a compelling argument. His words were carefully chosen, emphasizing the greater good that could come from uncovering the truth. He knew the delicate balance he walked, aware of your sensitivity and the fragility of your heart.
Your voice trembled with apprehension as you asked the question that weighed heavily on your mind, "It's gonna hurt, isn't it?"
Jeonghan felt the weight of the answer he needed to provide. How could he possibly encapsulate the complexity of the situation? Should he be brutally honest about the intensity of the process, or should he offer reassurance that your mother would feel no pain?
Just as the silence began to stretch, Soonyoung stepped in, offering a perspective that hadn't crossed Jeonghan's mind. "Rather than hurt, I think your mother would want the world to know the truth," he affirmed, his words striking a chord.
You, grateful for the support, implored for a moment to collect your thoughts. "Can you give me time to think about it? I promise it won't be long. But so much is happening and I can't think straight," you pleaded, directing most of your gaze towards Soonyoung, who seemed to radiate a comforting presence.
Soonyoung nodded, his eyes filled with empathy. "Take all the time you need, Y/n. I know this is an incredibly tough moment for you. Would you like to sit down? Maybe some water?" He gently guided you towards a nearby bench, leaving Jeonghan standing alone to process the whirlwind of events that had unfolded.
*
Jeonghan's voice held a weariness that spoke volumes. "I don't want to take this case, sunbae," he confessed, sinking into his seat, trying to make himself appear as inconspicuous as possible.
Beomjae let out a resigned sigh, clearly hoping for a spark of the old Jeonghan he used to know. "I thought you were missing your old self, that's why I accepted this case."
Frustration radiated from Jeonghan as he roughly tugged at his own hair. The situation before him was a tangled mess, a cruel reminder of the life he used to lead. He yearned for the days when he pursued real criminals, not navigating the intricacies of Jennifer and her companions. This case, though, was an entirely different beast. It was your mother who was the victim, and the thought of facing you, speaking to you, without stumbling over his own words and appearing foolish was a daunting prospect.
He knew he wasn't foolish, not by a long shot. It was the effect you had on him, the power you held to unravel his composure with just a glance. Jeonghan was acutely aware that your presence had the uncanny ability to turn him into someone he scarcely recognized, a vulnerability he wasn't accustomed to.
Jeonghan's conviction rang through the room, his resolve unwavering. "It's different. I don't want to do it!" he asserted, his eyes reflecting a mixture of determination and frustration.
Suddenly, Soonyoung sprang from his seat, a burst of eagerness propelling him forward. "I'll do it, sir. I'll work on it hard," he declared, eager to seize the opportunity.
Jeonghan's ire flared at Soonyoung's impulsive offer. "I thought you wanted to learn from me? If I'm not taking the case, then neither are you," he scolded, his words stern.
Soonyoung's shoulders slumped, a pout tugging at his lips. "It's just... I feel bad for Y/n. I understand you can't take it because she's your ex, so I'll do it on your behalf," he explained, his voice carrying a hint of remorse, which only fueled Jeonghan's irritation.
"It's not about that! Iâ i just don't feel up to handling such a heavy case right now. I'm still adjusting here. And besidesâ why is our unit being tasked with cases from Criminal and Violence? We're domestic division!" Jeonghan vented his frustration, his discontentment with the situation bubbling to the surface.
Beomjae interjected, his voice calm but authoritative, shedding light on the matter. "You haven't heard, have you?" he questioned, capturing their attention. "Her daughter is a suspect. They found her fingerprint on the weapon. Its status is domestic homicide."
Jeonghan and Soonyoung were left dumbfounded, their minds struggling to process the revelation. It felt as though the air had shifted, reality tilting on its axis. "The results came in hours ago," Beomjae added, handing them the report. Jeonghan's eyes scanned the words, his disbelief echoing in the repeated refrain of 'no way.' There was no conceivable reality in which you could be the suspect. It was inconceivable.
"Since we found the evidence and the suspect, i don't think it's a heavy case."
Jeonghan couldn't help but feel the tangled mess of emotions threatening to engulf him. It was a whirlwind of complications he never imagined he'd face. First, you'd walked away from him three months prior, leaving behind a void of unanswered questions. Now, here you were, seated before him, a suspect in your own mother's tragic demise.
He let out a sigh, the absurdity of the situation almost too much to bear. In some twisted, cosmic joke, fate had decided to bestow upon him this absurd cop sitcom scenario. The irony wasn't lost on him, and he wanted to laugh at the absurdity of it all. But then, there you sat, an enigma he couldn't begin to unravel.
You were, without a doubt, one of the most unpredictable people he'd ever encountered. Your actions had always been a dance of spontaneity and caprice. Yet, the notion of you being connected to such a heinous act, especially involving your own mother, was beyond anything he could have fathomed. It was a curveball that left him reeling, struggling to find his footing amidst the chaos of emotions that swirled within him.
The atmosphere in the room was tense as Soonyoung settled beside Jeonghan, fingers poised over the keyboard, ready to transcribe every word that fell from your lips. Jeonghan, still grappling with the surreal nature of the situation, took a deep, weighted breath before beginning the interview.
"Kim Y/n, 34 years old, a writer, graduated in criminology," he recited, each word a heavy acknowledgment of the facts before him. He couldn't help but berate himself internally; your background in criminology only added a layer of plausibility to the notion that you might be involved in the tragic incident. It was as if the pieces were aligning in a way that painted a damning picture.
The room hung heavy with tension as Jeonghan began the interview, his words etching the grim reality into the atmosphere. His gaze bore into you, your silence speaking volumes, a stark contrast to the weight of the accusations.
"Park Haerim, your mother, was found dead on July 23rd in her apartment," he stated, the words landing heavily in the room. "We found a knife with her DNA on a pile of trash in front of your apartment, with your fingerprint. Do you have any word on that?"
The silence that followed was deafening, a pregnant pause that seemed to stretch on for eternity. The weight of the evidence was a damning testament to the gravity of the situation, hanging over the room like a storm cloud ready to unleash its fury. Jeonghan's gaze remained fixed on you, a silent plea for an explanation, a denial, anything to break the silence that threatened to suffocate them all.
Jeonghan's voice carried a weight of solemnity as he began the interview, the gravity of the situation palpable in the air. His gaze shifted to you, your silence a stark contrast to the weight of the accusations.
'Say something, Y/n. Say something,' he pleaded internally, his eyes silently urging you to break the silence. He knew that in the absence of a strong alibi or evidence of your innocence, the mounting evidence could easily paint you as the perpetrator. He couldn't shake the feeling of dread that settled in the pit of his stomach.
As the seconds stretched, Jeonghan silently prayed for you to find your voice, to refute the damning sentence that hung in the air. The room seemed to hold its breath, the weight of the truth and the potential consequences pressing down on everyone present.
Jeonghan's questions hung in the air, each word pregnant with expectation and dread. The room was stifling, the silence pressing in from all sides. Soonyoung could feel the weight of it, an oppressive force that seemed to squeeze the air from his lungs.
Your silence was deafening, a void that threatened to swallow them all. It weighed heavily on Jeonghan, his eyes fixed on you, imploring for a response. His voice grew more insistent, edged with a desperate hope that you would say something, anything to break the deadlock.
"Where were you when the incident happened?" he pressed, the question hanging like a pendulum. You took a deep breath, but still, no answer came.
Jeonghan shifted tactics, trying a different approach. "How many times did you stab Park Haerim?" he asked, his gaze unwavering. Your eyes met his, a look that held a thousand unspoken words.
Then, without warning, Jeonghan stood abruptly, a palpable frustration radiating from him. "Let's take a break," he muttered, his voice strained. He made his way to the exit, his steps heavy with the weight of the situation. The room seemed to exhale as he left, the tension dissipating, if only slightly. Soonyoung let out a silent breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding, his gaze flickering briefly to you before returning to the floor. The room was heavy with uncertainty, each breath a struggle against the suffocating atmosphere.
The whispered admission halted Jeonghan in his tracks, his eyes locking onto you. "I was at home," you confessed, your voice barely louder than a breath.
"You were at home?" he echoed, seeking confirmation, and you nodded, a fragile glimmer of hope flickering in your eyes. "Writing," you added, your words a hesitant but crucial addition to the narrative.
Jeonghan's gaze shifted to Soonyoung, a silent directive to continue recording your testimony. He knew the weight of this moment, the pivotal importance of your alibi. "Do you have anything that can prove your alibi?" he inquired, his tone tempered with cautious optimism.
You nodded, a newfound determination in your expression. "I didn't leave the house for two days. I was calling my friend, Lee Chan, and he visited my house that night. I was with him until the morning." The details spilled from your lips, each word a lifeline in this maelstrom of uncertainty.
Jeonghan's mind raced with questions, a whirlwind of curiosity and concern. Each query was a piece of the puzzle, a glimpse into a part of your life that he hadn't been privy to.
1. Why did you call him?
2. Why did he stay in your house?
3. What was your relationship with Chan?
These questions danced on the tip of Jeonghan's tongue, eager to find their way into the conversation. But he knew now wasn't the time. The priority was to verify your alibi.
"Could we check your alibi?" he asked, his voice measured. You nodded in response, your determination unwavering. "You can check my apartment's CCTV, my writing history. I never left home," you explained, offering a straightforward account of your whereabouts.
A part of him yearned to immediately reassure you, to say, 'I believe in you,' based on the history you shared. He knew you intimately, understood the rhythms of your life. Yet, the weight of the case and the complexities that lay ahead left him hesitant.
He let out a sigh, the weight of his decision settling on his shoulders. Regret gnawed at him, a persistent thought that maybe he should've pursued Jennifer's case instead. The path ahead was uncertain, and he was acutely aware that every step he took would have far-reaching consequences.
"Okay, we're going to check on your alibi."
*
Jeonghan's jaw tightened in frustration as he watched the news, the headline a harsh indictment of you. "Popular Crime Writer Has Killed Her Own Mother." The words blared from the screen, painting a damning picture. He couldn't bear to hear any more, swiftly turning off the television. The label of 'suspect' felt like an unjust brand searing into his mind.
'Suspect! Still a suspect,' he repeated in his thoughts like a mantra, a silent plea for the truth to emerge.
Soonyoung approached him, report and phone in hand. He handed over the report detailing the activities captured by the apartment building's CCTV. Jeonghan's eyes scanned the pages, each frame a snapshot of your movements leading up to the incident. The images painted a picture of normalcy, of someone going about their daily routines.
Soonyoung pointed out the key moments, the times your door had been opened. Each entry was a piece of the puzzle, a glimpse into the timeline of events. Jeonghan meticulously examined the records, each entry a crucial piece of the puzzle. The timestamps and descriptions painted a vivid picture of your movements in the days leading up to the incident.
"Two days before the incident," he mused, studying the image of you carrying groceries. It was a mundane scene, but it held significance in establishing your routine.
"Chan's visit," he noted, his eyes tracing the time you spent with your friend. It was a confirmed alibi, a crucial point in your defense.
"And when you left after receiving information about your mother," he murmured, the gravity of the situation settling in his chest. That moment, that choice, was a turning point in the narrative.
Each entry was a window into your world, a chronicle of your actions. Jeonghan knew that within these records lay the truth, waiting to be uncovered. The weight of responsibility bore down on him, urging him to piece together the fragments of evidence and find the answers that could exonerate you.
Jeonghan absorbed Soonyoung's explanation, frustration simmering beneath the surface. The broken CCTV felt like a cruel twist of fate, a critical piece of evidence just out of reach.
"How about Chan's alibi?" Jeonghan queried, seeking reassurance in the face of the mounting doubts.
"He confirmed that they were together that night, so there's no way Y/n was coming to her mother's house," Soonyoung assured, presenting yet another piece of the puzzle. The weight of relief settled on Jeonghan's shoulders. It was a crucial confirmation, a solid alibi that could potentially shift the tide.
"Also, Y/n was last seen visiting her mother a week before the incident. That's the last time they seemed to see each other," Soonyoung added, his voice steady. Jeonghan absorbed this information, the timeline of events slowly coalescing in his mind.
The revelation about the CCTV being under maintenance on the night of the incident was a frustrating setback, but Jeonghan knew they had made progress. With Chan's alibi and the knowledge of your last visit, they were building a case that could potentially exonerate you.
Jeonghan's mind raced, formulating a plan of action. The truth was out there, waiting to be uncovered. He was determined to find it, to clear your name and bring justice to both you and your mother. Howeverâ
"Argh! My head is about to explode!"
Soonyoung jumped, startled by Jeonghan's sudden outburst. He quickly turned to his superior, concern etched across his face. "Sunbae, are you okay?" he asked, worry lacing his voice. The stress of the investigation seemed to be taking a toll on both of them, but seeing Jeonghan in such distress was particularly alarming.
Soonyoung furrowed his brows, concern deepening as he met Jeonghan's gaze. The whispered admission caught him off guard. Jeonghan was known for his unwavering determination and resilience, especially when it came to solving cases. Seeing him like this, openly expressing exhaustion, was a rare occurrence.
"Sunbae, maybe you should take a break," Soonyoung suggested gently, recognizing the toll this case was taking on his superior. The weight of the investigation, coupled with the emotional turmoil surrounding you, seemed to be wearing Jeonghan down. It was a stark reminder of the human cost of their work in law enforcement.
"You stay here, I'll go for a walk," Jeonghan stated, his tone tinged with an air of quiet determination.
True to his words, he set off on a walk. However, he couldn't fathom how his own legs had led him to the detention facility where you were being held as a suspect. It was midnight, the facility cloaked in shadows, with only a few weary officers manning their posts.
Seeing you there, sitting with a book in hand, was surreal. He couldn't believe his eyes. You appeared strangely composed, far from the image he'd conjured in his mind.
"I thought you'd be frightened or anxious, being held like this," he confessed, approaching you cautiously. Your gaze lifted from the book to meet his, a weak smile playing on your lips as you closed it.
"Done checking my alibi?" you inquired, getting straight to the point. He nodded slowly, finding his way to a seat near the entrance of the cage.
A heavy silence settled between you, the weight of the situation palpable. Then, finally, Jeonghan found his voice.
"I'm sorry for your mom," he murmured, the words heavy with sincerity and regret. They hung in the air, a feeble attempt to offer solace in the face of such a devastating loss.
"There's so much going on, and suddenly I'm a killer. I can't even process it," you confessed, a wry chuckle escaping your lips at the absurdity of the situation.
Jeonghan listened, his mind still processing the newfound information he had about your medicine consumption. Finally, he mustered the courage to ask, "Why do you take the medicine?"
You chuckled in response, acknowledging his discovery. "It helps regulate my sleep schedule," you explained casually. When he inquired about your sleep troubles, you nodded. "Not everyone can find rest as easily as you, Jeonghan," you noted with a gentle tone.
"It's not a remedy for a terrible illness, is it?" he probed, seeking to understand the reasons behind your medication.
You didn't directly respond. Instead, you opened your book and pointed to a sentence. "I've been reading this since I was brought here."
Jeonghan's eyes fell on the words, "Time is a gentle stream that gradually wears away the hardest stone." He looked to you, a silent question in his gaze.
You took a breath, the weight of your situation evident in your words. "I saw a news about me. People think I killed my mother when I have no idea how all of this happened. I want to tell, to scream, to announce that I'm not the killer. But would it make a difference? Would it be anything more than a waste of time?" you wondered aloud, your voice tinged with frustration and helplessness.
"So, you're just going to wait and let time unveil the truth?" Jeonghan sought clarification.
You nodded, your conviction clear. Jeonghan couldn't contain his concern. "You shouldn't do that! If you truly are not the killer, explain it to people! Clear up the misunderstanding. Your words hold so much power, sometimes more than you realize," he implored, his disagreement evident in his tone. The urgency in his voice mirrored the weight of the situation.
You chuckled at his words, a lightness in the sound that contrasted with the gravity of the situation. "Why are you getting angry?" you inquired, your eyes meeting his with genuine curiosity. Jeonghan found himself without an immediate answer. He couldn't quite pinpoint why his emotions were running so high. It was as if a whirlwind of concerns and fears had taken root within him.
As he grappled with his own emotions, he questioned himself, 'Why are you getting angry?' The inner dialogue mirrored the external one.
"It's justâ you were on the brink of being sentenced. If you hadn't spoken up during the interrogation, you could have been handed a 15-year sentence!" he tried to explain, the weight of the near-miss still fresh in his mind.
"But I won't, right?" you responded, your voice calm but the implications chilling.
Your words sent a shiver down Jeonghan's spine. He rose from his seat, his gaze unwavering as he looked at you one more time. "Tomorrow, during the interrogation, I want to hear everything that is the truth from you," he stated with a determination that matched the gravity of the situation.
*
While being interrogated, you were not alone today. Your lawyer, Hong Joshua, had come to keep you company before your 48-hour detention came to an end. The interrogation had gone smoothly, at least as far as Jeonghan could tell. You answered all of his questions and vehemently denied any accusations of murdering your motherâsomething that brought a sense of relief to Jeonghan.
After asserting your innocence and claiming that the actual killer was still at large, you were finally released from your detention. As you, Joshua, and Jeonghan stepped out of the interrogation room, there was a palpable sense of lightness in the air. However, Jeonghan knew that his work was far from over. He immediately tasked Soonyoung with initiating a request for a thorough investigation into the case.
"Thank you so much for coming," Jeonghan expressed his gratitude to Joshua, a friend of both him and you, who had come at his request since you had initially declined legal representation.
"It's a pleasure," Joshua replied, his gaze shifting to you. "I'm truly sorry about your mother. Please don't hesitate to call me if you ever need assistance, alright?" he offered, his words carrying a warm sincerity. He then gently embraced you in a show of support.
"Thanks, Josh," you replied, mustering a weak smile. The weight of the situation was still very much present.
As Joshua stepped away, leaving you and Jeonghan alone, he turned to you with a sense of urgency. "I need your help," he implored, his eyes searching yours.
He explained his request before you could interject, acknowledging that while you were no longer an active member of the police force, he valued your insights immensely.
Before Jeonghan could delve further into his plea, the audible growl of your stomach served as a distraction. He looked at you with concern, his brow furrowing. "Don't tell me you haven't had a meal?" he asked, worry lacing his words.
You nodded hesitantly, admitting, "My last meal was two days ago." It explained the weariness and weight loss that was noticeable to him.
Without hesitation, Jeonghan guided you to his car and drove you to the nearest restaurant. As you waited for the food to arrive, he attempted to pick up the conversation from earlier, though he did most of the talking, noting how your words had left an impression on him.
"Your words linger in me," he confessed, his gaze locked onto yours. "You mentioned how your fingerprint could be anywhere, but you were at home," he recalled from your earlier discussion at the police station.
"If anyone knows your background well, being a former top profilerâouch! Okay, okay, I'll stop," he protested playfully as you swatted his hand in mock reproach. "What I mean is, those who know you would never think you could be the killer," Jeonghan explained.
"But you were hesitant, weren't you?" you astutely pointed out, catching him off guard.
Jeonghan sighed, conceding, "I was... I admit, I did consider that you might be involved. Don't blame me! No one can predict what's going on in your head, Miss Writer."
"If onlyâif only you hadn't confessed to being at home and we hadn't checked your alibi, you might not be here, enjoying your meal so comfortably. Thank you," he said sincerely, first to you, and then to the waitress who brought your food.
As she left, he continued, "You might be in court right now, and I wouldn't have to work my ass off to find the real culprit. I was actually starting to enjoy my simple domestic cases."
Your puzzled look prompted you to ask, "What do you mean? Did you switch to the Domestic Division?" He nodded, indicating with his fingers that he had been in the unit you once ended up in before leaving to become a writer.
Suppressing a laugh, you responded, "Really? Since when? Is Beomjae sunbae-nim still there?" He confirmed your question with a nod.
"Next week will mark my fourth month," he added.
Returning to the matter at hand, Jeonghan sought your assistance once more. You shook your head, declining his offer. "Why?" he asked, genuinely curious.
"I'm done playing the role of a real detective, Jeonghan. And honestly, I don't think you need my help. You're doing an excellent job. Besides, Soonyoung is a capable partner, isn't he?" you explained, firm in your decision.
Jeonghan found himself taken aback by your choice of address, 'Jeonghan'. It had been years since you called him thatâback in the rookie days of being an officer, nearly a decade ago. In private moments, it used to be 'babe' or 'love' between just the two of you. The shift didn't go unnoticed, and it stirred his curiosity about why you had decided to end things.
"But still, it's your mom's case," Jeonghan murmured, trying to find a way to understand your perspective.
You chuckled, a touch of irony in your laughter. "Don't you dare try to gain my empathy. I wasn't planning on authorizing an autopsy until my fingerprint turned up on the knife. I was just going to move on and live my life in peace."
Jeonghan scoffed, unable to resist a teasing remark. "You talk like you only live for months. Why choose a peaceful life when you can savor a taste of chaos?" he countered.
"Like mediating break-up couples about who gets to keep the house?" you playfully teased, earning a groan from Jeonghan. "Thank goodness we don't have to deal with that. There are already too many cases like that," he remarked, realizing the irony of his words a moment too late. He glanced at you, half-expecting a knowing look, but you simply continued to eat your food, unfazed by his slip of the tongue.
Sometimes, Jeonghan realized, he tended to talk too much.
*
"Babe?" Jeonghan's voice broke the morning stillness, sensing the absence of warmth beside him. He hurriedly made his way out of the bedroom, drawn by the sound emanating from the bathroom. As he pushed open the door, concern etched on his face, he found you hunched over, struggling through a bout of vomiting.
He stepped in, a comforting presence, offering a steadying hand on your back and gathering your hair away from your face. Despite his gentle efforts, you insisted, your voice a soft mumble, "It's gross."
"It's okay. Do you need anything? Can you make it to the couch? I'll assist you," Jeonghan offered, his worry palpable.
Once settled on the couch, he hurried to fetch water, gently tilting the glass to your lips. He studied you, his gaze filled with both concern and curiosity.
"Are you alright? Is something bothering you?" he inquired, his voice laced with worry. You simply shook your head.
"I think I must've eaten something off last night. My stomach's not too happy about it," you explained with a faint smile.
The next day, the same scenario unfolded. Morning and night, you found yourself battling waves of nausea. Jeonghan couldn't help but worry.
"Do you really think it's fine? Maybe we should consider going to the hospital," he suggested, concern etched in his features. You shook your head, assuring him that a hospital visit might not be necessary.
"I'm open to a check-up, though. It's been a while since we had one, hasn't it?" you proposed.
"I'm okay with that. But for now, get some rest. I'll come back tomorrow, alright?" Jeonghan said, his lips pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead and then your lips. With one last worried glance, he left for his night shift.
Jeonghan didn't return home for the next three days, only sending a message that he'd be back once he wrapped up his work. When he finally arrived, he found you peacefully asleep in bed. He took a quick shower before joining you, hoping to catch up on some much-needed rest.
However, his slumber was abruptly interrupted as you suddenly pulled away from his embrace and hurried to the bathroom, your body wracked with another bout of vomiting. Concerned, Jeonghan swiftly followed, taking care of you as best he could. He prepared a soothing mint tea, something you had mentioned you kept handy in case of further discomfort. Sitting beside you on the couch, he finally voiced the worry that had been gnawing at him.
"You've been going through this for nearly a week now. Do you really think you're okay?" he gently asked, his eyes filled with concern.
"It's just my stomach acting up lately. I think it might be my irregular eating habits," you explained, attempting to reassure him.
"No, love. I mean... is this normal? All of this... I mean... are you... are you pregnant?" Jeonghan finally mustered the courage to ask the question that had been on his mind for days.
You shook your head, meeting his gaze with a reassuring smile. "No, I'm not. I took a test, and it came back negative. I even went to the doctor yesterday," you assured him.
"Then what's wrong? Why have you been experiencing this?" he asked, concern etched on his face. You sighed softly, a hint of pain in your voice, "I think I might need to see a doctor. It's starting to hurt." You gently rubbed your stomach, and Jeonghan felt a pang of helplessness wash over him.
"Would you like me to accompany you tomorrow? I can take a day off," Jeonghan offered, his eyes filled with concern. As he expected, you shook your head, insisting on going alone. He nodded, respecting your wishes, though his worry for you lingered.
The memory of the night three months before the breakup was still vivid in Jeonghan's mind. The slow unraveling of the relationship, like a frayed thread that couldn't be mended. Jeonghan, consumed by his demanding job in preparation for a promotion, found himself growing distant, while you were engrossed in the revisions and release of your upcoming book. The gap widened, and in just three months, a nearly six-year relationship began to crumble under the weight of miscommunication and emotional disconnection, at least from Jeonghan's perspective.
After two weeks of being largely absent due to work, Jeonghan returned home, half-expecting not to find you in your usual spots around the house, absorbed in your own tasks. However, that night was different. He discovered you sitting on the couch, tears streaming down your face, body trembling. He'd seen you emotional before, but never like this â it was a raw, heart-wrenching display of sorrow and despair.
Approaching you cautiously, Jeonghan inquired softly, "Baby... What's wrong?" He wanted to offer comfort, but when you pulled away from his touch, he was taken aback. It was unlike you to avoid him.
"No, stop," you pleaded through tears.
Confused and hurt, Jeonghan couldn't understand. "Why? What happened? Am I doing something wrong?" He reached out for you again, determined to provide comfort.
"Don't... Stop it," you mumbled, struggling to evade his grasp.
"Tell me! What's wrong?!" Jeonghan's frustration boiled over.
"Let's break up," you whispered, the words shattering something deep within Jeonghan. He needed to be sure, to hear it again, worried that perhaps he'd misunderstood.
"Tell me a reason why you... suddenly, want to break up?"
"I fell out of love. I don't love you anymore."
"What? Out of the blue, after six years â out of the blue, you fell out of love? Tell me! Be honest with me? What's wrong?"
"I'm being honest?"
"It's not because you're pregnant, right? And you don't want to face me because my family is pretty conservative. Are you pregnant?"
"No! I'm not pregnant. How many times do I have to tell you that I'm not pregnant!"
The weight of the moment hung heavily in the air, both of you grappling with the reality of what was unfolding.
"Tell me once again. Why?"
"I don't love you anymore. Let's break up."
*
Jeonghan finally caught a glimpse of the mysterious man, the suspect who had killed Park Haerim. He was seen discarding the knife in a trash bin near your apartment building. Frustratingly, the car's blackbox only captured the man's back before he vanished into areas not covered by the CCTV.
With this newfound evidence, Jeonghan was able to confirm that you were not the perpetrator behind Park Haerim's murder. The focus shifted towards apprehending this mysterious man, prompting a thorough search by Jeonghan's team.
In the ensuing days, Jeonghan was immersed in monitoring the CCTV footage from the day of the incident, hoping to uncover any additional leads. It was during this intense scrutiny that Soonyoung unexpectedly approached him.
"What is it?" Jeonghan inquired, his eyes fixed on Soonyoung who seemed visibly uneasy.
Soonyoung's fingers danced nervously, grappling with the weight of what he was about to reveal. "It's not directly related to the case," he began, causing Jeonghan's brows to knit in confusion. Yet, knowing Soonyoung's tendency to leave him astounded, he held his questions.
"I debated whether to keep this to myself, but I don't think I can," Soonyoung confessed, taking a seat across from Jeonghan and producing an envelope from his jacket.
The hospital logo on the envelope caught Jeonghan's eye, and his heart quickened. Your name adorned the front. Jeonghan's curiosity mingled with a growing sense of trepidation.
"I discovered this during our investigation at her house. I assume you haven't seen it," Soonyoung ventured.
Jeonghan studied Soonyoung's face, searching for any hint of what was to come. The seal on the envelope gave way to Jeonghan's careful touch, revealing the contents within. His eyes scanned the words, and the air seemed to still around him. Gastrointestinal cancerous tumor, grade II. The date on the report sent a jolt through himâit was issued a mere week before your breakup.
The room felt charged with a palpable mix of disbelief, concern, and an urgent need to understand. Jeonghan's gaze shifted from the report to Soonyoung, his emotions swirling within him. The weight of this revelation settled heavily on his shoulders, knowing that you had faced this diagnosis alone.
"Why didn't she tell me?" Jeonghan's voice wavered with a mixture of disbelief and worry. He couldn't fathom the pain you must have endured in silence.
"When I read that, it struck me that she probably didn't want you to know, considering... well, it's cancerous, right? And it can be life-threatening," Soonyoung explained, his voice laden with empathy.
Jeonghan's mind whirred, trying to process the weight of Soonyoung's words. "What are you trying to say?" he queried, a touch of urgency coloring his tone.
Soonyoung's voice took on a somber note. "This could be the underlying reason she felt so hopeless after her mother's tragic end," he murmured, the implications sinking into the room.
The revelation hit Jeonghan like a bolt of lightning, illuminating the shadows of the past few months. 'She was preparing for the worst... for herself.' The realization clenched at Jeonghan's chest, stealing his breath.
He shot up from his seat, the pieces of the puzzle falling into place. This was why you had chosen to end things, sparing him from the pain of a potentially devastating future. It was a selfless act, but Jeonghan couldn't help but feel a profound ache in his heart.
In a flurry of emotions, Jeonghan dialed your number repeatedly, his concern growing with each unanswered call. Texts went unanswered, and a feeling of dread settled over him. He couldn't shake the urgency to see you.
As he approached your apartment building, he was still trying to reach you. Lost in his worry, he collided with someone in his haste, the phone slipping from his grip. "I'm sorry!" he exclaimed, his apology rushed before he hurried up the stairs to your floor.
Jeonghan pressed the doorbell insistently, knowing you could hear it. The loud chime had often been a point of contention for you. He called out your name, his voice filled with worry, but there was no response.
In a desperate bid, he hoped that the password was still the same - your anniversary date. Fumbling to enter it, the lock clicked open, and he hurried inside. The darkness greeted him, and he quickly located the light switch. As the room flooded with light, his heart sank at the sight before him.
There you were, lying weakly on the couch, a hand pressed to your stomach which was stained with blood. Jeonghan's eyes widened in horror, fear coursing through him.
"Y/n!" Jeonghan rushed to your side, his hands trembling as he assessed your wounded stomach. It was a stab wound, and the sight filled him with dread. You were still conscious, your voice a weak whisper.
"Hold on, please..." Jeonghan's voice trembled as he dialed the emergency number, urgently requesting immediate medical assistance.
"It's Chan.." Your whisper cut through the tense air, and Jeonghan's heart pounded in his chest. He couldn't believe what he was hearing.
"He wanted to kill me too.." You continued, your words coming out in strained breaths. Fatigue was starting to claim your consciousness.
"No, no, no! Stay with me, okay? Baby..." Jeonghan's voice cracked with emotion. He could feel your breaths growing heavier, and he pleaded with you to keep fighting, gently trying to coax your eyelids open.
"Baby! You can do it, okay! You're strong.. And you have to stay awake, alright? I'm right here with you." Tears streamed down Jeonghan's face, his voice desperate and filled with worry. Seeing you in this state was a pain he couldn't bear.
"It hurts.." You whispered, your voice strained with pain. Jeonghan nodded, his heart breaking for you. "I know, bear with me, okay? Take a deep breath, the medic is on their way. Please stay with me.."
Your trembling hand reached up to his cheek, brushing away the tears that fell. "I love you... I love you, Yoon Jeonghan.." The whispered confession sent a sharp pang through Jeonghan's heart. He held you tighter, feeling you grow weaker in his arms.
"I love you too, baby.. Please, stay with me." Jeonghan's voice trembled, a plea for you to hold on. He couldn't bear the thought of losing you.
As Jeonghan could hear the sound of ambulance and police sirens approaching, he scooped you up and carried you out of the house. He rushed down the stairs, desperate to get you treated as soon as possible.
"Help her, please. She's losing so much blood," he pleaded with the medic they encountered in the building.
Jeonghan met Soonyoung once they were outside the apartment complex. Soonyoung's eyes widened in shock when he saw Jeonghan covered in blood. "It's Lee Chan, he attempted to kill her. I saw him earlier on the stairs. He must still be around here. Find him!" Soonyoung swiftly directed the officers to search for Lee Chan.
Jeonghan accompanied you in the ambulance, his hand holding yours tightly as the medical team worked quickly to stabilize you.
"She has gastrointestinal tumor. There might be internal bleeding as well," Jeonghan informed the medic. As you received a blood transfusion, you began to regain consciousness. Your fingers moved slightly, and your eyelids fluttered open.
"Miss, I want you to blink your eyes if you can hear me," the medic instructed, but you didn't respond. Meanwhile, Jeonghan felt the grip of your hand tighten, and he heard you whisper his name.
"I'm here, baby. I'm always here," Jeonghan reassured you, gently rubbing your hair. Your eyes seemed heavy, but they focused on him. You mumbled something, though it was inaudible due to the respiratory device.
"Stay with me, okay," Jeonghan whispered in your ear, his grip on your hand never wavering.
"I love you," he heard you whisper, and Jeonghan nodded, his gaze locked on yours. "I know, babe. I always know. Stay with me, okay?"
You murmured more words, "be happy," before your eyes closed, and the pressure of your hand on Jeonghan's began to ease.
*
Jeonghan stood outside the sterile hospital unit, his clothes still bearing the haunting stains of your blood. The harsh fluorescent lights overhead seemed to flicker, casting an eerie glow on the sterile white walls. The passing footsteps and hushed conversations of hospital staff seemed distant, as if Jeonghan existed in a separate world altogether.
Inside that unit, you had fought a battle against the odds. The surgeons worked tirelessly, navigating the complexities of your condition. The room hummed with the controlled chaos of a medical procedure, each member of the team a skilled conductor in a symphony of life-saving efforts.
For Jeonghan, those moments outside felt like an eternity. His mind raced with thoughts of what could have been. The fragility of life, the fine line between presence and absence, weighed heavily on him. He couldn't help but replay the events in his head, each moment etched vividly in his memory.
As he waited, every passing second seemed like a gift, a silent acknowledgment of hope and gratitude. He longed for the moment he could see you again, to hear your voice and feel your warmth. The stain on his clothes, a stark reminder of the reality he almost faced, served as a somber emblem of the fragility of life.
In the midst of that sterile, fluorescent-lit corridor, Jeonghan's heart beat in rhythm with the machines inside your unit. The passage of time was marked by the soft chime of the elevator and the muted footsteps of nurses. And through it all, he held on to the promise of seeing you again, a promise that hung in the air, tangible and intangible all at once.
Your surgery went well. You had lost a significant amount of blood, and there was internal bleeding, which made the operation challenging for the medical team. Jeonghan waited anxiously outside your hospital room, still in the same clothes. The memory of almost losing you just hours ago weighed heavily on his mind.
Beomjae, accompanied by two other officers, approached Jeonghan, offering to take over his watch. "I'll do it here. You go home and freshen up. I'll call you as soon as she wakes up," he insisted. But Jeonghan sat there in silence, unable to respond to his senior's suggestion.
Taking a seat beside him, Beomjae leaned back in the chair, reminiscing about the time when you both shared the same unit three years ago, before your resignation. "I didn't know you are her boyfriend. She used to talk about you a lot," Beomjae remarked, his words tinged with a sense of realization. "I remember she once rushed home after sleeping in the office for two days, saying her boyfriend would be back after a week. It all makes sense now."
Jeonghan turned to his senior, a question lingering in his eyes. "Did she ever say anything bad about me?" he quietly asked.
Beomjae considered for a moment. "Not really bad, just... complaints, maybe? She used to complain that you were hardly ever home. You live together, right? It happens in a lot of relationships these days, I've heard."
"But things are better now, right? You're not as tied up in this unit anymore," Beomjae continued, trying to offer some reassurance.
"We actually broke up before I got transferred," Jeonghan revealed, his voice tinged with a hint of sadness.
A heavy silence hung in the air. Beomjae nodded in understanding. "I'm sorry," he murmured. "So that's why you were hesitant about taking on Park Haerim's case. It has been a shock for me, discovering she was the victim's daughter."
In that pregnant pause, Beomjae and Jeonghan sat in solemn understanding, the weight of the situation settling between them. Jeonghan's resolve was evident as he shook his head, his eyes filled with determination. "I don't think I could ever leave her," he declared, the strength in his voice resonating with unwavering commitment. It was a statement that held a depth of emotion beyond words, a testament to the depth of his feelings for you. The air seemed to hang heavy with the weight of the moment, as if fate itself were holding its breath. Jeonghan's unwavering dedication painted a poignant portrait of his love for you, a love that transcended the boundaries of time and circumstance.
Beomjae's voice was a mix of concern and sternness as he continued, "Look, I understand you care about her, but you'll be no good to her like this. You need to clear your head and come back strong. Trust me, she'll need you at your best."
He motioned toward the exit. "Go home, clean up, and get some rest. I'll keep an eye on things here. We'll update you as soon as she wakes up."
Jeonghan hesitated for a moment, torn between his desire to stay and the practicality of Beomjae's advice. Finally, with a sigh, he nodded and headed towards the door, grateful for Beomjae's support and understanding in such a trying time.
As Jeonghan entered his apartment, a sense of detachment washed over him. It was as if he was operating on autopilot, his body moving without conscious thought. The familiar surroundings of his home felt strangely foreign, each step a blur.
The scalding water of the shower offered a harsh contrast to the numbness that had settled over him. It was a jarring awakening, the heat searing his skin and bringing him back to the present moment. The burning sensation seemed fitting, a physical echo of the emotional turmoil he had just experienced.
His eyes clenched shut, blocking out the world, but the images of the night's events were etched into his memory. The sight of you, weak and bleeding, haunted him. Tears mingled with the water, a silent release of the pent-up emotions that threatened to overwhelm him.
Regret hung heavy in the steam-filled air, a bitter taste in his mouth. The decision he had made three months ago, to let you go, now felt like a gaping wound. He replayed the scene in his mind, wondering if he could have fought harder, if he could have been the support you needed. The thought of you facing cancer alone, out of a misguided attempt to spare him pain, clenched his heart.
A sob escaped his lips, the sound swallowed by the rush of water. The weight of his own emotions crashed over him, a tidal wave of confusion, grief, and love. In this vulnerable moment, he found himself connecting with the pain you must have felt when you made the decision to let him go. It was a harsh awakening to the depth of his feelings, a realization that he couldn't ignore.
As the water continued to pour, Jeonghan let himself feel it all. The grief, the regret, the love â they all swirled together, mingling with the steam and disappearing down the drain. It was a painful catharsis, but one he knew he needed to face. In the midst of this emotional storm, he made a silent promise to himself â he wouldn't let fear or regret dictate his actions any longer. If there was a chance to make things right, to be there for you, he would take it.
With newfound determination, Jeonghan turned off the water and stepped out of the shower. The air in his apartment felt charged with a different energy, a sense of purpose guiding his movements. He dried off and dressed, the weight on his heart now transformed into a steady resolve.
He glanced at his phone, willing it to ring with news of your condition. The minutes ticked by, each one a heartbeat in the quiet apartment. Jeonghan's thoughts were a whirlwind, but at the center of it all was a simple truth â he loved you, and he was ready to fight for you.
Jeonghan jolted from his quick slumber when his phone rang. He had been waiting for a call from Beomjae, anxious for an update about you. Instead, it was Soonyoung on the line, and he knew it must be something related to Lee Chan. Jeonghan picked up, his heart pounding.
"We've captured Chan, and we've found the knife that was used to attack her," Soonyoung's voice was steady, businesslike.
"We're going to run an interrogation. Do you want to do it, sunbae?" Soonyoung asked Jeonghan.
"I don't think I can do it, Soonyoung," Jeonghan mumbled, his voice heavy with conflicting emotions. "I might just... I might just kill him before I can even say anything." He continued, rubbing his face in frustration.
"Alright, sunbae. I'll handle it from here. Please send my regards to her," Soonyoung's voice was understanding, supportive. Jeonghan hummed in agreement and nodded, before ending the call and preparing to head to the hospital.
Beomjae was surprised to see Jeonghan's presence. "I told you I'll call you once she's awake," he said, rising from his seat as Jeonghan approached him.
"The culprit has been captured. I think Soonyoung needs you," Jeonghan explained, his voice tinged with urgency. Beomjae nodded, understanding the gravity of the situation.
"He's informed us already. I was about to go once you were here. But, since you're here already, I'll go. These two will stand by here," Beomjae explained, gesturing to the two young officers.
Jeonghan watched Beomjae leave, his heart heavy with a mixture of relief and anxiety. He turned to the officers, gratitude in his eyes. They nodded in understanding, silently affirming their commitment to keeping watch over the room.
As Jeonghan entered your hospital room, he looked at you, still unconscious but fighting to recover. He took your hand in his, a silent promise echoing in his heart - he would be there for you, no matter what.
The soft hum of the hospital machinery provided a backdrop to the tense atmosphere in the room. Jeonghan's gaze lingered on your still form, his heart aching with a mixture of worry and determination. Every shallow rise and fall of your chest was a testament to your resilience, a beacon of hope amidst the darkness.
He gently brushed a strand of hair from your face, his touch tender and filled with unspoken affection. The room seemed to close in around him, the weight of the situation settling heavily on his shoulders. He couldn't help but replay the events in his mind, each moment etched with vivid clarity.
The memory of finding you, pale and bleeding, was seared into his consciousness. It was a sight that had threatened to shatter his composure, to drown him in a sea of fear and helplessness. But now, seeing you here, fighting to recover, ignited a fierce determination within him.
As he stood by your bedside, his thoughts turned to the captured assailant, Lee Chan. The mere mention of his name sent a surge of anger coursing through Jeonghan's veins. The thought of facing him in an interrogation room was almost unbearable. He knew he needed to remain composed, to let the law take its course, but the depth of his emotions threatened to consume him.
As your eyelids fluttered open, the soft light filtering through the hospital room's curtains gently greeted your senses. Jeonghan's face, etched with a mixture of relief and worry, came into focus. His eyes sparkled with a renewed hope as he met your gaze.
"You're awake," he breathed, his voice tinged with emotion. He reached for your hand, holding it with a tender grip. "I was so worried."
You managed a weak smile, your voice a fragile whisper. "I'm here, thanks to you."
Before long, Jeonghan was on the phone, urgently dialing for a doctor. They arrived swiftly, their presence a reassuring blend of professionalism and compassion. After a thorough examination, they spoke with a gentle but firm tone, emphasizing the importance of rest and recovery.
"You've shown remarkable strength," the doctor remarked, offering you a small, encouraging smile. "But your body needs time to heal. Pushing too hard too soon could set back your progress."
Jeonghan nodded, his concern for you palpable. "I'll do whatever it takes to make sure they have the time they need."
The doctor's gaze shifted to Jeonghan, a silent acknowledgment of his commitment. "That's good to hear. Keep her stress levels low, ensure she gets plenty of rest, and we'll monitor her closely. We're here to support you both."
As they left the room, Jeonghan settled back by your side, his eyes never straying far from you. "I won't leave you, not for a moment," he vowed, his voice a steady anchor in the midst of uncertainty. "You're my priority, now and always."
In the ensuing days, the hospital room became a cocoon of recovery and gentle care. Jeonghan, a steadfast presence, ensured you were never alone. He read to you, brought you small tokens of comfort, and spoke words of encouragement. The outside world felt distant, as if it could never intrude upon this sanctuary of healing.
"Did you find Chan?" You asked him with a weak voice. Jeonghan nodded solemnly, his gaze steady. "We found him, he's under investigation. We'll make sure he gets what he deserves, so you don't have to worry," he reassured you, his fingers gently running through your hair.
As the weight of the truth settled in, you whispered, "I found out he killed my mom." Your voice carried a mix of intrigue and pain, and Jeonghan, though eager for answers, didn't want to press too hard.
"You can tell me later. Your health is the priority now. You heard what the doctor said, you shouldn't stress yourself," Jeonghan urged, his concern evident in his eyes.
You shook your head softly, determination in your gaze. "I want to tell you now."
"When you asked for help to investigate my mom's case, I already had my suspicions about him. I saw the bloodstain on his shirt that night. When I called him, he claimed he was at the gym, but I knew he wasn't. He's such a perfectionist; he always goes to the gym in the morning."
Jeonghan's brow furrowed in thought. "Why do you think he did that?" His voice was low, giving you the space to share.
You considered the question carefully before speaking. "I assume he was after my mom, since I inherited all my money to her." You paused, your eyes locking with Jeonghan's. "You know my mom," you added, alluding to her penchant for younger men.
Jeonghan's eyes softened with concern as he listened to your heartfelt words. Tears streamed down your face as you poured out your heart. "I thought I could trust him. He was the only person who knew that I only have months left," you confessed, your voice choked with emotion.
Jeonghan's heart ached for you, witnessing the pain etched across your face. He gently wrapped his arms around you, offering a comforting embrace. "I'm so sorry you had to go through this," he murmured, his voice filled with empathy.
As you leaned into him, finding solace in his presence, Jeonghan's mind raced with a mixture of anger towards Chan and a fierce determination to support you. He knew that trust was a fragile thing, and watching it shattered in this way cut deep.
"You deserve so much better than this," he whispered, his words a promise to stand by you, to be the rock you needed in this storm.
He reached out, gently cupping your face, his thumb brushing against your cheek. "Listen to me," he began, his voice steady and reassuring. "I understand that this is incredibly difficult for you, and I won't pretend to know exactly how you feel. But you are strong, and you've already shown incredible courage in facing this truth."
He paused, his gaze unwavering. "We're in this together, and I'll be here every step of the way. Your health is a priority, and we'll do everything we can to ensure you get the best care possible."
You looked into his eyes, grateful for his unwavering support. "I just... I don't want to be a burden to you," you admitted, your voice trembling with emotion. "I know that this situation is hard for both of us."
Jeonghan's grip on your face tightened ever so slightly, his eyes filled with determination. "You are not a burden, and you never will be. We face this together, and I'm not going anywhere. You're not alone in this, and we'll find a way through."
He leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead, his touch warm and reassuring. "We'll focus on positivity and strength. You're not defined by the circumstances, but by how you face them. And together, we can face anything that comes our way."
His words resonated deep within you, bringing a sense of comfort and resolve. With Jeonghan by your side, you felt a renewed sense of determination to navigate this difficult journey, knowing that his support would be your anchor through it all.
In that tender moment, as his lips met yours, the world seemed to stand still. His touch was gentle, yet it carried the weight of his emotions, a silent promise of unwavering support and love. The connection between you both was palpable, a language of its own that needed no words.
As he cupped your face, his touch was warm and reassuring. It was as if he was trying to convey all the comfort and solace he wished to offer you. In that intimate exchange, you felt a sense of peace wash over you, knowing that you were not alone in this journey.
The kiss was a balm to your wounded heart, a reminder that even in the face of pain and uncertainty, there was a love that would endure. It was a testament to the strength of your bond, a declaration that you would face this challenge together.
As you melted into the kiss, a profound sense of gratitude filled your heart. In Jeonghan's arms, you found a sanctuary, a place where you could be vulnerable and find strength. It was a moment that would forever be etched in your memory, a symbol of the unwavering love that would carry you through whatever lay ahead.
The tender moment seemed to stretch, suspended in time, until a voice suddenly cut through the stillness, saying, "Cut." It was the signal that the scene had been perfectly captured.
You and Jeonghan slowly parted, lingering for a moment as you exchanged a silent, knowing glance. There was a shared understanding of the significance of this scene, both in the story and in your own lives.
As the crew bustled around, wrapping up the shoot, you turned to Jeonghan, a soft smile on your lips. "Thank you," you whispered, your voice filled with gratitude. He returned the smile, his eyes warm with affection. "No, thank you," he replied, his voice just as gentle. "You've been incredible."
As you bowed to every member of the crew on the location shoot, a sense of accomplishment and gratitude filled the air. The bucket of flowers they handed to you was a tangible symbol of the hard work and dedication you and Jeonghan had poured into preparing and shooting the movie.
The director approached both of you, his embrace filled with warmth and appreciation. "I couldn't be more thankful for this," he expressed sincerely.
"The honor is ours to be able to work with you," you replied, touched by his kind words.
Jeonghan nodded in agreement. "It's been such an amazing experience."
The director's eyes twinkled with pride as he looked at both of you. "Your chemistry is undeniable. You're not secretly dating each other, right?" he joked, prompting laughter from all three of you.
After the lighthearted moment, you and Jeonghan headed to your respective rooms to change before heading home. The weight of the past days' work was felt, but it was accompanied by a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction. You were both ready for a well-deserved break after the intense and rewarding experience of bringing the story to life on screen. The memories created during this shoot would be cherished forever, a testament to the incredible journey you had shared with the cast and crew.
Yoon Jeonghan: Y/n, do you have time this weekend?
Yoon Jeonghan: How about going to the camping site that you talked about that day?
Yoon Jeonghan: i'll prepare all the stuff and food!
Yoon Jeonghan: what do you think?
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Captain Robert "Bobby" Nash - 7x8
Unpopular opinion: Bobby's 7x8 storyline should have been included in season 6!
IMO, Bobby's 7x8 storyline should have been done in season 6 instead of that mess they did with Wendell. Until 6x9 aired, NO ONE had ever heard of Wendell. He was made up and to prove it, in season 1, Bobby used to talk to his priest for counseling but the audience never saw or heard of Wendell until he just showed up and was supposed to have a long-lasting friendship with all of the Grant-Nash family. May even knew who he was but the audience didn't. It appears he was created out of thin air and used as a connection device for Buck's death in 6x10.
In 7x8 the audience finally got to see snippets from Bobby's past including his childhood but the issue for me was Bobby mentioned he was from a legacy of firefighters in season 5 but REMINDER, Bobby hadn't had a storyline all his own since season 2. Every storyline he had after 2x16 "Bobby Begins Again" involved his wife Athena (rightfully so), Michael, Buck, his stepchildren May and Harry and the 118. Even his 4x13 and 4x14 storylines were about the issues in his marriage with Athena before he got shot by Ethan Copeland. In season 5 he saved May in the dispatch fire in 5x16 and he punched Jonah in 5x17 but that was AFTER Jonah adult napped Hen and Chimney.
My point is Bobby's storyline would have gone over a lot better if it had been included in season 6 and IMO, it would have been a better narrative point to connect with Buck's 6x10 storyline. Bobby's biological father died while Bobby was at home with him and he idolized his dad because in his eyes, his dad couldn't do any wrong. The details included in 6x11 for Buck would have been more impactful and emotional if they had been related to Bobby's past relationship with his own father instead of the show trying to redeem the Buckley parents without giving them a proper redemption arc.
No one knew anything about Bobby's past childhood until 7x8 and that's ridiculous especially since Bobby spent years without a storyline all his own.
Also, Malcolm-Jamal Warner is an A-LIST actor but he's only going to be in three episodes. But they keep bringing these non-acting people back who scare the audience with their joker-like smile because they don't know how to deliver a line from a script (EG).
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hello!!! can you help me find a fic?? it was a husband!jk au where hes really rich and in the current timeline, hes working his way up to the company really really hard and miss oc is starting to noticw that its kind of ruining their marriage already (jk has no time for her etc) and so they decide to get marriage counselling? but jk doesnt take it seriously and oc has just had enough and shes a model also but she gave it up when she and jk married. but then she decided to try it out again when she met taehyung (a photographer) and jk was sort of bitter abt it?? anyways it had smut and then the last scene of the fic was jungkook gifting her a plane ticket to somewhere (a business trip) but the dilemma was that oc cant go bcs she had a modelling gig shes keeping a secret. it was a series but the only part posted is part 1!! ithink it was published around 2023 but im not really sure đ pls help me if uve heard or recall this fic!! thank you so much!!
Hi anon đ
I donât know what fic this is and I can not find itâsorry đđđ
Iâve been looking for the last many hours since you sent in this lovely ask, and I looked through my tbr list and searched tumblr too, without any luck. It only made me realize how many of the fic Iâve saved have now been deleted đ
Can anyone help finding this fic? Hereâs what we know:
Husband!jk
JK is rich works in company
Their marriage is kinda falling apart
JK has no time for OC because heâs busy with work
They go to marriage counseling
OC is a model (retires but goes back to it later and keeps it a secret)
OC meets photographer Taehyung
JK gifts OC a plane ticket
It was a series, but only chapter 1 is posted (so possibly a discontinued series?)
It was maybe published in 2023
If you know of a fic that fits this, please comment or reblog this to let us know đ
I hope we can find this fic for anon!
Wish you the best day â¨
UPDATE!!!
The fic is Over Wine by @koocycle <3
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RWBY Major Arcana
Can't reblog because I'm blocked, (I really wish Tumblr would just fucking tell you that you are blocked, rather than just saying Whoopsie-Daisy).
So, stealing @howlingday 's hard work.
The World: Arkos
Two versions: Darkness for one, light for the other. The light being to the top is Upright.
I have consistently written Pyrrha as being trapped being life and death.
Judgement: Ruby
One of the main principles of RWBY is that Ruby is the ultimate arbiter of right and wrong.
Decision making, redemption, renewal.
Poor logic, hasty judgement, self-doubt.
The Devil: Weiss
Seduced by the material world, *pulls out her dad's credit card*
Living in fear, domination, bondage. S4-5 for her was basically her in gilded cage of luxury.
Breaking from addictions, freedom from restraint, disowning her father.
The Tower: Ironwood
Danger, crisis, destruction, and liberation. He has a tower motif, but he forgets he lives in a world where a motley crew of teenage heroes can do more than an army. His greatest failures should have been his greatest successes, at least on paper.
Obstacles, volatile situations. He's given himself the job of getting rid of volatile situations, and as such given himself the job of marching straight into them.
The Hanged Man: Salem
Her entire fall to villainy was her finding more and more things to sacrifice to bring Ozma back.
This culminated in her attempted deicide, that resulted in the greatest change ever in Remnant's history.
The Magician: Ilia
Untapped potential.
Determined, Dextrous, Resourceful. Nearly wins against a couple of Huntsmen candidates that literally helped to save the world once already.
Communication blocks to the point she's probably autistic. Confusion and deceit were her modus operandi.
Her power was from her faith in the White Fang, without it she has nothing but doubt and lethargy. The ultimate in unrealized potential.
The Chariot: Yang
Moving forward, positive, drive. She forces herself to be if necessary.
Journey, ambition, confidence.
Lack of direction. Self-doubt.
Death: Blake
Major Changes
Transformation, change, letting go, release.
Fear of change, REPEATING NEGATIVE PATTERNS.
The Fool: Nora
Beginnings, Innocence, Leap of faith, Originality, Spontaneity
Chaos, Folly, Lack of direction, Naivety, Poor judgement, Stupidity
The Moon: Ren
Ren is Mulan, which is the ultimate in Yin. Which is feminine / covert.
He is constantly walking the precipice between darkness and terror. Literally with his Semblance.
The Sun: Oz
Enlightenment, joy, marriage, happiness in the moment, without being clouded by the past or future.
False impressions, lack of clarity.
The Star: Cinder
Upright is V1-3.
Reversed is V4+
The Emperor: Jacques
Of the father figures in the story, he is the most father figure.
The shadow of his darkness still haunts his children, even years after stepping out into the light.
The Empress: Willow
Just like Jacques is the most father figure of the father figures, Willow is the most mother figure. She is also the rightful heir to the emperor's glory.
The High Priestess: Qrow
It is both funny, and apropros.
He is the only one giving insight to the main characters.
But he is also holding back whatever he can in a misguided attempt to protect them.
Lack of personal harmony.
The Lovers: Sun and Neptune
Not in the literal sense.
Crossroads, commitment.
Both mistakenly fall in love, and suffer from it. And cause suffering in others from it.
Partnership Bromance
Disharmony, misalignment of values, imbalance.
The Hierophant: Raven
Education, Learning, Marriage, Religion, Seeking counsel or advice, Spiritual guidance, Tradition. Pretends to be these things, or to simply hide behind them.
Abuse of position, poor counsel, rejection of family values.
Justice: Winter
She is the sword of righteousness.
And often Lawful Stupid.
Temperance: Neo
Upright has her a prim and proper lady.
Reverse has her possessed by CC.
The Hermit: Arthur Watts
He is a socialite that pretends to not mind being banished.
He does everything he can to lash out for his exile.
Strength: Peter Port
He teeters between glorious and vainglorious.
His power is unmistakable, as he strangled a Beowulf when he was a toddler.
He is confidence and power, but if you talk to him, you realize he's not just bluster, and not just physical strength, but a powerful stoic. His strength goes all of the way down to his core.
That said, he is a hair's breadth away from losing control, and giving into his baser instincts. This is not contrary to his having strength down to his core, but if he was not so stoic, he would be completely unstable.
Wheel of Fortune: Roman
He spins the wheel, and has extraordinary good luck, and bad at the same time.
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The Ultimate Guide to Couples Counseling: Strengthening Your Relationship
Introduction
Relationships are the cornerstone of our lives, offering companionship, support, and love. However, maintaining a healthy relationship requires effort, communication, and sometimes external support. Couples counseling is a powerful tool for addressing conflicts, improving communication, and fostering a deeper connection between partners. This comprehensive guide explores the ins and outs of couples counseling, its benefits, techniques, and how to find the right therapist for your needs.
What is Couples Counseling?
Couples counseling, also known as couples therapy or marriage counseling, is a type of psychotherapy designed to help partners improve their relationship. It involves sessions with a trained therapist who works with both partners to address issues, improve communication, and develop healthy relationship habits. Couples counseling can be beneficial at any stage of a relationship, whether you are dating, engaged, married, or in a long-term partnership.
Benefits of Couples Counseling
1. Improved Communication
One of the primary goals of couples counseling is to enhance communication between partners. Effective communication is the foundation of a healthy relationship, allowing partners to express their needs, desires, and concerns openly. Counseling helps partners develop better listening skills, empathy, and ways to articulate their thoughts without causing conflict.
2. Conflict Resolution
All relationships experience conflict, but how couples handle these disagreements can make or break the relationship. Couples counseling provides strategies and tools for resolving conflicts constructively. Therapists teach partners to address issues calmly and respectfully, focusing on finding solutions rather than assigning blame.
3. Strengthened Emotional Connection
Emotional intimacy is crucial for a fulfilling relationship. Couples counseling helps partners reconnect on an emotional level, fostering a deeper bond. Therapists guide couples in understanding each other's emotional needs and developing ways to meet those needs consistently.
4. Enhanced Problem-Solving Skills
Through counseling, couples learn effective problem-solving techniques that can be applied to various aspects of their relationship. Whether it's managing finances, parenting, or household responsibilities, having strong problem-solving skills helps partners work together as a team.
5. Prevention of Future Issues
Couples counseling isn't just for relationships in crisis. It can also be a proactive measure to prevent potential issues from escalating. By addressing minor concerns early on and developing healthy communication habits, couples can avoid more significant problems down the road.
Common Issues Addressed in Couples Counseling
Couples counseling can address a wide range of issues, including but not limited to:
Communication problems: Misunderstandings, frequent arguments, or a lack of open dialogue.
Trust issues: Infidelity, dishonesty, or breaches of trust.
Intimacy concerns: Sexual dissatisfaction, emotional distance, or mismatched desires.
Financial conflicts: Disagreements over spending, saving, or financial responsibilities.
Parenting differences: Conflicting parenting styles or disagreements about child-rearing.
Life transitions: Adjusting to changes such as moving, career changes, or retirement.
Mental health issues: Dealing with individual mental health problems that impact the relationship.
Techniques and Approaches in Couples Counseling
1. Emotionally Focused Therapy (EFT)
EFT is a structured approach to couples therapy that focuses on building and strengthening emotional bonds. Developed by Dr. Sue Johnson, EFT helps partners understand their emotional responses and attachment needs. The therapy aims to create secure emotional connections and improve relationship satisfaction.
2. Cognitive-Behavioral Therapy (CBT)
CBT for couples focuses on identifying and changing negative thought patterns and behaviors that contribute to relationship problems. This approach helps partners develop healthier ways of thinking and interacting, leading to more positive relationship dynamics.
3. The Gottman Method
Developed by Drs. John and Julie Gottman, this method is based on extensive research into what makes relationships succeed or fail. The Gottman Method emphasizes building a strong friendship, managing conflict, and creating shared meaning. It includes specific techniques such as the "Four Horsemen" (criticism, contempt, defensiveness, and stonewalling) to identify and counteract destructive behaviors.
4. Imago Relationship Therapy
Imago Therapy, created by Dr. Harville Hendrix and Dr. Helen LaKelly Hunt, focuses on understanding and healing childhood wounds that affect adult relationships. The approach helps partners recognize how their past influences their current behaviors and learn to meet each other's needs more effectively.
5. Solution-Focused Brief Therapy (SFBT)
SFBT is a goal-oriented approach that emphasizes finding solutions to specific problems rather than focusing on the past. Couples work with the therapist to identify their goals and develop practical steps to achieve them, fostering a sense of hope and progress.
The Process of Couples Counseling
1. Finding the Right Therapist
Choosing the right therapist is crucial for the success of couples counseling. Look for a licensed therapist with experience in couples therapy and a style that aligns with your needs. You can ask for recommendations from friends, family, or your primary care doctor, or search online directories such as Psychology Today or the American Association for Marriage and Family Therapy (AAMFT).
2. Initial Assessment
The first few sessions typically involve an initial assessment where the therapist gathers information about the couple's relationship history, current issues, and goals for therapy. This assessment helps the therapist understand the dynamics of the relationship and tailor the therapy to the couple's needs.
3. Developing a Treatment Plan
Based on the initial assessment, the therapist will work with the couple to develop a treatment plan. This plan outlines the goals of therapy, the approaches and techniques that will be used, and the expected duration of therapy. Having a clear plan helps both the therapist and the couple stay focused and track progress.
4. Regular Sessions
Couples counseling usually involves regular sessions, typically once a week, although the frequency can vary based on the couple's needs and progress. During these sessions, the therapist facilitates discussions, teaches new skills, and helps the couple practice healthy communication and conflict resolution techniques.
5. Homework Assignments
To reinforce what is learned in therapy, therapists often assign homework for couples to complete between sessions. These assignments may include practicing specific communication techniques, engaging in activities that build intimacy, or journaling about their experiences and feelings.
6. Progress Evaluation
Throughout the therapy process, the therapist will periodically evaluate the couple's progress and make any necessary adjustments to the treatment plan. This ongoing evaluation ensures that the therapy remains effective and responsive to the couple's evolving needs.
Tips for Making the Most of Couples Counseling
1. Be Open and Honest
For therapy to be effective, both partners need to be open and honest about their feelings, concerns, and experiences. This honesty creates a foundation for trust and allows the therapist to provide the most accurate guidance.
2. Commit to the Process
Couples counseling requires commitment from both partners. This means attending sessions regularly, participating fully in the exercises and discussions, and being willing to make changes for the betterment of the relationship.
3. Practice Patience
Improving a relationship takes time, and progress may not always be immediate. Be patient with the process and with each other, understanding that setbacks are a normal part of growth.
4. Focus on Yourself Too
While couples counseling is about improving the relationship, it's also important to focus on personal growth. Each partner should take responsibility for their own actions and work on becoming the best version of themselves.
5. Apply What You Learn
The skills and techniques learned in therapy are only effective if applied in real life. Make a conscious effort to practice new communication strategies, conflict resolution methods, and intimacy-building activities outside of therapy sessions.
When to Consider Couples Counseling
While couples counseling can be beneficial at any stage of a relationship, there are certain signs that indicate it may be particularly necessary:
Frequent Arguments: If you find yourselves arguing more often than not, and the conflicts remain unresolved.
Communication Breakdown: When communication has broken down completely, and you feel like you can't talk to each other without fighting.
Infidelity: After an affair, couples counseling can help rebuild trust and work through the complex emotions involved.
Life Transitions: Major life changes such as having a baby, moving, or retirement can strain a relationship. Counseling can help navigate these transitions smoothly.
Emotional Distance: If you feel emotionally disconnected from your partner, counseling can help rekindle the bond.
Considering Separation: If you are contemplating separation or divorce, counseling can help you understand whether the relationship can be saved and how to proceed.
The Role of Individual Therapy
Sometimes, individual issues can significantly impact a relationship. In such cases, individual therapy can be a valuable complement to couples counseling. Individual therapy allows each partner to work on personal challenges, such as anxiety, depression, trauma, or self-esteem issues, that may be affecting the relationship. By addressing these individual concerns, couples can bring their best selves to the relationship, enhancing the overall effectiveness of couples counseling.
Online vs. In-Person Couples Counseling
With the rise of teletherapy, couples counseling is now more accessible than ever. Both online and in-person counseling have their pros and cons:
Online Counseling
Convenience: Sessions can be conducted from the comfort of your home, saving time and making it easier to fit into busy schedules.
Accessibility: Ideal for couples in remote areas or those with mobility issues.
Anonymity: Some couples feel more comfortable discussing sensitive issues in a virtual setting.
In-Person Counseling
Personal Connection: Face-to-face interaction can create a stronger therapeutic bond and allow for better non-verbal communication.
Environment: A neutral, professional setting can help partners focus and engage more fully in the therapy process.
Ultimately, the choice between online and in-person counseling depends on your personal preferences, lifestyle, and specific needs.
How to Choose the Right Couples Counselor
Choosing the right therapist is crucial for the success of couples counseling. Here are some tips to help you find the right fit:
1. Credentials and Experience
Look for a licensed therapist with specific training and experience in couples therapy. Check their credentials, education, and any certifications they may have.
2. Approach and Techniques
Different therapists use different approaches and techniques. Research the various methods (such as EFT, CBT, Gottman Method) and find a therapist whose approach aligns with your preferences and needs.
3. Compatibility
It's essential to feel comfortable with your therapist. Schedule an initial consultation to see if their personality, style, and approach are a good fit for both partners.
4. Specializations
If you have specific issues, such as infidelity or trauma, look for a therapist who specializes in those areas.
5. Recommendations and Reviews
Seek recommendations from friends, family, or healthcare providers. Additionally, read online reviews and testimonials to get an idea of other couples' experiences with the therapist.
The Cost of Couples Counseling
The cost of couples counseling can vary widely depending on factors such as location, therapist's experience, and session length. On average, couples counseling can range from $75 to $200 per session. Some therapists offer sliding scale fees based on income, and many insurance plans cover couples therapy, so it's worth checking with your provider.
#marriage coach#marriage coaching#couples counselling#couples counseling#marriage therapist#relationship coach#marriage coach near me#couple therapist near me#marriage counselor near me
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Anakin and Slavery
I was going to write this as an answer but it got too long so I posted it here :)
Anakin´s identity as a slave wasn´t as focused as it could have been in the movies or cartoons but I think the fact Anakin/Vader was a slave from birth plays a big hand in how he relates to people around him, especially males with authority over him.
When he got back to Tatooine on Episode II and meet Watto there, he saw him strugling to repair a droid, the first thing Anakin does is help him repair the droid and that´s how Watto recognized him, he was there to ask about his Mother, he had reason to believe she was being beaten, yet his first action on seeing Watto is to help him do a chore, Watto was his slaver but also was the first male figure in his life and so he has authority in Anakin´s eyes, despite the damage he may be doing to his mother or the fact he could have made her and him explode with the push of a bottom when he was a child.
Watto tells him he sold Shmi, Anakin has no reaction, he shuts down emotionally, because is normal for a slave to be sold when they grow old, this would be unnaceptable for any free person but Anakin almost understands why Watto did it then he finds she was sold to a person that seemed to love her and that makes him feel better but there´s not a word of protest for Watto despite the fact Anakin is free and a Jedi now, Watto even congratulates him on becoming one.
So for Anakin/Vader there´s this mix of male person with authority who can do with you unspeakeable things but who also can be nice if you do what he needs you to do.
This separates him from Luke or even Rey as protagonist, because both have a healthy separation between authority and themselves, they are fiercely free because they know they can choose whatever they want because they are free, this isnt Anakin´s case, he didn´t process the change from being a slave to be a free person and this also translates badly in his relationship with Obi-Wan and the Jedi.
Obi-Wan is a father figure for Anakin, he loves him like one but also understands that for Obi-Wan recognizing him as a Son is unnaceptable, because Obi-Wan didn´t had a father, he had a master, for Obi-Wan that´s enough, not for Anakin, because he had a mother and would have liked to have a father, stil he saw him at least as an ally, not a slave master becaue Qui-Gon was an ally, he helped free him even if he could not do the same with his mother
This changed when Shmi died, his mother death cut a before and after in his relationship with the Jedi and Obi-Wan, he no longer trusts 100% in Obi-Wan´s counsel, the Jedi are not slave allies if they knowingly let a slave in slavery or to die.
So what does he do?, he does the same thing with no ally people, he hides the most precious aspects of himself, his family, because he´s afraid they are going to take them from him. He doesn´t tell them about his mother dying, he doesn´t tell them about his marriage, he doesn´t tell them about the tusken raiders yet he chooses to put himself in danger, bleed for them to help them in the clone wars, he´s repeating an old patron here, Padme is an ally, "Palpatine" is an ally, the Jedi, including Obi-Wan, are no longer allies, despite the fact he cares about their well being but as much as he cares, as much as he´s grateful for their training and the opportunities this brought, he´s also quite furious at them over his mother´s death, he doesn´t blame them for it but he can´t help but think about how they keep them separated while she was left in slavery.
While the Jedi are seeing Anakin´s reactions to them as if he was a rebellious youngster, Anakin in reality is just getting back to his slave mentality of pushing his boundaries without truly breaking master need of you, getting their approval is esential but they are not to be trusted. Anakin, even in the clone wars is always making himself useful, he doesn´t protest when he´s told to save the Son of the main master on Tatooine but this confirms to Anakin they care more about keeping a good relationship with Slavers than freeing the people oppresed under them.
I could go on but once he becomes Vader, this is exactly Palpatine´s relationship with him, unlike the Jedi, this was done on purporse by the Emperor, he wanted Vader to recognize him as his new master/father figure but he also made sure he didn´t have any conffidants besides himself, so he´s at once, master/father/ally.
Vader still hides things from him but he also knows he´s the only one who truly understands what´s is being a Sith and this dynamic is only broken with Luke´s intervention and yet Vader feels connected enough to the Emperor and responsible for his actions that he chooses to die alongside his master to give Luke and the galaxy a chance at freedom.
So yes, I definitely think Lucas introduced Anakin´s slave background on purporse and it´s something that follows his character all his life, after all, Vader is introduced as a Slave to the darkside and is treated like that by Luke in ROTJ, his "The Emperor has not taken all the good from you" is pretty direct in the kind of relatioship Luke recognized between The Emperor and Vader.
#anakin skywalker#darth vader#luke skyalker#Emperor palapatine#star wars#obi wan kenobi#Jedi Council#long post
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Yolonda Fairywinkle
Basic Details:
-Full name is: Yolonda Esme Fairywinkle
-Age is around 63,000 after her kids had grown up and left the house.
-Female
-Pansexual
-Parents are unknown at the moment, but she had 3 sisters, (Yvette, Yazmeen, and Yvonne)
-Other Relationships include: Miguel Fairywinkle (maiden name Cadabra) husband, twin daughters Wanda and Brenda "Blonda" Fairywinkle, and grandchildren Cassia and Poof "Peri" Fairywinkle.
Appearance:
Yolonda is a tall, plump woman, with a large chest and curvy body type. With matching dark purple eyes, she also has long, plum, straight hair that curves towards the tips and reaches just a little bit below her shoulders. She is very rarely seen without make-up on and casually wears a deep purple dress, alongside silver and gold jewelry to "embellish" her outfit as she likes to call it.
On formal occasions, she'll wear a black, sparkly dress in replacement of her purple dress, and a periwinkle pants suit during work and job interviews. All come with gold or silver jewelry, depending on her mood.
Personality, Likes, and Dislikes:
Currently a recovering alcoholic, Yolonda was a party-animal in her youth. While she loved her daughters and husband dearly, she was very rarely at home, using credit cards and taking advantage of her family's wealth to go out clubbing or partying, desperately clinging onto her youth.
She's generally a pleasant and fun person to be around. Despite her formerly spoiled attitude and beliefs that her husband' success and business will provide for her nightlife, she's very friendly towards those who are also out looking for a good time. When she was home however, she often spoiled her daughters, often turning the other way if they got into trouble, resulting in Brenda's entitled attitude. Yolonda can also be somewhat vain, as she is very rarely seen without a ton on make-up, and dislikes old, hand-me-down clothing, preferring new, expensive things.
After the girls had moved out however, her marriage with Miguel had started to go south and took what he said to her to heart. In a desperate attempt to try and save their marriage, Yolonda got a job at a jewelry store downtown, trying harder to contribute to the household. Unfortunately, after she found out he had cheated on her, their marriage is on the rocks once more; both of them currently taking counseling sessions before calling it quits.
Noteable Relationships:
Miguel Fairywinkle: Yolonda loved Miguel very much in their youth, but the latter often felt like she took advantage of him and his business. Both of them would often be separate from each other, with Miguel buried in his work while Yolonda is out partying. After the girls had moved out however alongside Miguel becoming pregnant with Luna through an affair, Yolonda and Miguel have a rather tense relationship, currently going through marriage counseling. While Yolonda still believes she loves Miguel, she's not sure if their marriage is good for them.
Wanda and Brenda Fairywinkle: While Yolonda loves both her daughters very much, she neglected both her girls while she was out partying most nights. She also often spoiled them when she was home, leading to both girls believing they can get whatever they want if they demand it. After they had grown up, Brenda had cut her off, really only asking her for money and blames her the rare times she gets called out for her snobbish attitude.
Wanda, however, did attempt to keep in contact with her mother, believing that she is genuinely trying to be better than she was when they were kids. However, after she started seeing Juandissimo Magnifico behind Cosmo's back, Wanda currently calls her mother less and less, more wrapped up with her new, exciting relationships. Yolonda often worries that she's going down the same path that she is.
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MAEGLIN AND AREDHEL IN DORIATH PLEASE
Okay - this one is a little wild so forgive me. I don't spend a lot of time thinking about it, lest I snap and start writing it. [Not Written Yet Fics]
So this came to me when I was thinking about how Eol is a kinsman of Thingol and how Thingol does seem to have a soft spot for children in need.
I will warn you before going on that this does feature more nuanced headcanons about Eol than are widely popular in the fandom. If you would rather not read that - I don't blame you. My reading is based on the idea that the Silm narrative was written by Pengolodh and he's ... not unbiased given the Fall of Gondolin.
The only abuse here is restricting people's freedom to leave Nan Elmoth. Aredhel and Eol married each other without any form of coercion on his part (but they are in a freaky magic forest that likes to play matchmaker). It was way too hasty - they had a kid to try to save the marriage and we all know that doesn't end well. It was just a bad match. They wanted different things out of life and over time, Eol subtly got worse and worse about his terror of the outside world. His insistence that they do not leave because it is not safe. People are out to get them et cetera.
I feel like that needed saying before I go on - or the rest might not make sense.
So Aredhel and Maeglin go to Doriath because at some point in their marriage Aredhel told Eol enough about Gondolin that he figured out its location.
She worries that if they fled that way, he'd find them and bring them back.
Maeglin is still not fully grown. He doesn't have great fondness for sunlight either.
He's a little scrawny and pale and he's never played with other children - but after a rocky patch, he does find a niche with the rest of the Doriathrim.
He is a bit disappointed that he doesn't get to see the famed city of Gondolin (or at least, as famous as it is in his little mind) and "Uncle" Thingol does not seem as cool as the Uncle Turgon he was promised, but he does dote on the boy.
He still makes friends with the dwarves. His father taught him to respect them and although he doesn't completely understand everything his father did - that doesn't seem like a bad thing
Aredhel has a more difficult adjustment. She's a Noldo and she's on thin ice for her family's role in the kinslaying. It's fair to say she's tolerated rather than embraced.
Kinship rites among the Sindar dictate that she be treated like the King's "niece" - but it's very strained.
Meanwhile in Gondolin, Eol is captured trying to enter the valley and put to stern questioning. When they learn of the way he kept Aredhel from leaving, he's thrown into a prison cell.
(he receives a court order for mandatory counseling, since he doesn't seem to get what he did wrong)
A short while later, Galadriel returns and her presence eases some of that tension. Her close relationship with Melian sheds some light on the whole Nan Elmoth situation.
Aredhel learns of the ancient magic there that draws people together - often in ways that even Melian does not understand.
Maeglin grows up. Aredhel dons hunting leathers for the first time in many years and walks in the forest with Beleg and Mablung and Nellas. For a time, they are all content
Then disaster child Turin turns up and Maeglin feels a strange kind of kinship with the boy. He aids him how he can, even giving him a weapon he forged. (when has that ever gone wrong?)
Maeglin gets a front row seat to a "there but for the grace of the Valar go I" situation when everything with Turin goes south.
We check in on Eol - he's ... better. Taking him out of Nan Elmoth seems to have cleared his mind a bit. He still doesn't like the Noldor, doubly so since they're holding him in Gondolin, but he's earned his way out of prison. (He's still closely watched - out on parole)
Then the -uh-NauglamĂr situation happens and Maeglin leaves without fighting anyone - dwarf or elf. That won't right the situation with the Silmaril and it won't bring Thingol back.
Aredhel is loathe to leave the marchwardens to deal with this - but Maeglin is still her kid, so she chooses to go with him - but it's a difficult decision.
That's about as far as I've gotten. I do think there's some kind of reunion (Maeglin and Aredhel with Eol) but I don't see them being a big happy family so much as people who have ties to each other and who are trying to sort through what went wrong years ago.
I think it ends on a hopeful note. Not everything is forgiven. Nothing is forgotten, but maybe they can coexist.
Like I said, it's messy (partially because it's a little autobiographical in places, there's a reason I feel so badly for Maeglin) - but I think about it from time to time.
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crestfallen on the landing
seb/lewis
telling sebastian no was one of the hardest things lewis has ever done. it shouldâve been the happiest night of his life, until their wedding, at least.Â
but he couldnât say yes in good faith. the farmhouse in the swiss countryside was beautiful, but heâd never be able to call it home. lewis wasnât a settler, he couldnât stay in one place very long, not without things changing ever so often. sebastian knew that.Â
from an objective standpoint their lives were too different. rejecting the marriage proposal now and breaking things off now would save them money on marriage counseling and divorce lawyers later on, it was only practical.Â
he ignores the fact that the ring in the box looked like norbertâs, ignores how much effort it mustâve been, or the fact that sebâs parents must be waiting for good news that would never come. he certainly doesnât think about the way a single syllable had stolen the hope from behind sebâs eyes.Â
âoh,âÂ
he wishes that seb had been angry, frustrated- anything other than the heartbreak and disappointment written clearly across his face.Â
âwell thatâs embarrassing.â he says, getting up off the ground. the barely there smile doesnât reach his eyes.Â
the best lewis can manage is a whispered, âsorry, man.â before walking off.Â
seb doesnât run after him. it wouldnât have made any difference, it wouldâve just made them both look even more pathetic.Â
the first call he gets is from mick. lewis doesnât think that heâs ever heard him so angry.Â
âyou broke his fucking heart.â
he can imagine it. he can also imagine mick mending sebâs heart, putting patches over the bits that heâd clawed off when he tore it to tatters.Â
it only makes things worse.Â
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Heya! Just curious, do you have any favorite ship with yanli? I really dislike JZX and I would much rather find someone else for her bc he doesn't deserve her
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Jiang Yanli/Lan Xichen
Here, I'll share a rough outline I have simmering just for this, also featuring Wangxian heavily lol!
LXC/JYL PLOT POINTS
LXC instead of being near Yunping finds shelter near Meishan Yuâs territory
Due to this it's JYL who ends up finding him and worrying because he is obviously a mess
She has no idea he's LCX but knows that he is a Lan
He keeps it on the downlow about who exactly he is for safety for everyone and JYL doesn't take no for an answer since he has nowhere espe to go for recuperating
They begin to bond a bit about wanting to protect their siblings and worrying about what may have happened to them since both YMJ and GL were attacked
Eventually LXC confides in JYL about who he is and they begin a correspondence during war as he is eventually able to reunite with GL and she begins helping in the camps
Eventually during one of the war counsels for the clans LXC hears JZX griping about JYL and WWX essentially feeding into nasty rumors
LXC is the one to lose it and ends up starting a physical fight (THE SCANDAL)
JYL hears about this and asks him why he had done that, LXC goes on about how she is too good to be talked of that way as well as WWX who LWJ does respect
The Sunshot Campaign does end, but the eventual twist is that LXC announces his intentions to marry JYL (SHOT GUN WEDDING)
LQR has an almost Qi deviation about all of this but rescinds and gives in because âwhatever happy nephewâ
WANGXIAN PLOT POINTS
Golden Core transfer still occurs
However the biggest turning point is it being LXC having attacked JZX for the way he spoke to JYL
Due to this, LXC and WWX actually strike up a sort of friendship because of their care of JYL
This affects the way WWX begins to become slightly less guarded in regards to his opinions about LWJ since LXC is a doting brother who speaks well of LWJ
Because those 4 begin to strike up a weird little friendship again it becomes common for others to inquire about it all
JC of course gets progressively jealous about this once the war ends which leads into accusations of WWX siding more with Gusu Lan after the war to âsteal what's Yunmeng Jiangâ a.k.a WWX and JYL
This leads to some big fight between them that is heavily palpable when the clans are together
WWX is able to occasionally confide things in LWJ, who is still careful now in the way he listens to WWX before discussing ideas together
Wenâs being saved still happens but, due to JYL having ties with Gusu Lan instead by marriage and because of LXCâs better knowledge of WWX it is suggested that they do not provoke further desperation or resorts for this
JC is not happy about this, aka, let LWJ punch JC after the meeting because JCâs temper gets the better if him, and it mirrors what LXC did to protect JYL earlier
Instead of JC being the one to go meet and make demands of WWX, LWJ secretly goes on the request of JYL, WN is revived slightly earlier which leaves LWJ suggesting he will speak to LXC more on what can be done to let the remaining Wens continue living peacefully without the shadow of being threatened or WWX being labeled a threat
Somewhere down the line due to this it is suggested that the Wens themselves that are left be allowed to choose where to live and set up their own establishments, as under Gusu Lanâs neutral opinion and observation they aren't obviously building up a new âsectâ
Not listed are the finer points of romantic build up for both and side character effects to the plot of all this, needless to say, Lan Qiren is a stubborn goat that is another hurdle to overcome. As well as the Jins trying to poke for ways to upend the very precarious peace established from this deal between Gusu Lan and Wen Qing as the remaining spokesperson of the Wens. There is an eventual core reveal as well, a la thank you Wen Ning since JC is now harassing not only Wangxian, but Lan Xichen and Jiang Yanli by accusing LXC of ulterior motives to undermine Yunmeng Jiang.
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read in january 2023
articles (ones behind a paywall are linked through webpage archive):
The irresistible voyeurism of âday in my lifeâ videos
Toward a unified theory of âmillennial cringeâ
The NFL Isnât Built for This
The DIY D-Day
Remote Work Is Poised to Devastate Americaâs Cities
Is modern life ruining our powers of concentration?
How to Ask Good Questions
The Woman Who Had Fun
Three Proposed New Species for the Avatar Sequels: Some Light Suggestions for James Cameron
Gentrification is Inevitable (and Other Lies)
Hacker Lexicon: What Is a Pig Butchering Scam?
Why all ââeat the richâ satire looks the same now
Violent Delights (on serial killer media)
âRomeo and Julietâ Stars Sue Paramount for Child Abuse Over Nude Scene in 1968 Film
Want stronger friendships? Pull out your notepad.
How our solo homes became cocoons
Can't Buy Me Love: How Romance Wrecked Traditional Marriage
Love Boats: The Delightfully Sinful History of Canoes
Air travel: Americaâs magnum opus
The TSA is a waste of money that doesn't save lives and might actually cost them
Youâre already on stolen land. You might as well pay rent.
How Lesbian Potlucks Nourished the LGBTQ Movement
A Toast to Wine Wednesday: Why the potluck is one of the most enduring and beautiful ways queer people make family.
Style Gone Wild: Why We Can't Shake the 1970s
Marriage should not come with any social benefits or privileges
âAvatarâ and the Headache of High Frame Rate Filmmaking
The Number Ones: BeyoncĂŠ's Crazy in Love
Stick âem up! A surprising history of collage
On touching grass (which prompted a reread of Everyone Is Beautiful and No One Is Horny)
Like a Bitch in Heat: How I Embrace My Wildish Nature in Sex
How to Merge Sensuality with Sexuality
Startup Uses AI Chatbot to Provide Mental Health Counseling and Then Realizes It 'Feels Weird'
Something Bothering You? Tell it to Woebot.
Deeper into Movies: The Scream Gap
Joe Jonas Bucks Gender Norms By Embracing Injectable Ageism
Eat Shit, Kim Kardashian
Beyond Books: How can libraries help make the world a greener place?
society's sex binary + how pleasure can be the antidote
Ace Erotics: Or, Why You're Thinking About Sex and Eroticism All Wrong
Between Love and Tinder: Investigating the Erotic Friendship
The short instructional manifesto for relationship anarchy
What Itâs Like Being a Relationship Anarchist
HBOâs Wokeified Scooby-Doo Reboot Achieves the Impossible
Why Iâm Breaking Up With Non-Monogamy
The contagious visual blandness of Netflix
Why Does Everything On Netflix Look Like That?
Pre-Baby Conversations with Friends: Rituals for friendship evolution
How to Show Up For Your Friends Without Kids â and How to Show Up For Kids and Their Parents
Worshipping At The Altar of Artificial Intelligence
Why Influencers Shifted from Wellness to Skincare Content, Facial Contouring as Self-Rejection, Industralized Skincare's Self-Care Problem
Where Are All The Eyebrows? A brief look at the bleached brow trend.
books:
the ethical slut
tacky: love letters to the worst culture has to offer (finished)
little weirds (reread)
#love to read reviews for things im never gonna watch anyway (avatar + velma)#read lists#trying to read more keeping the list helps#hopefully the book portion will be longer in february...#s#articles
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