#Sans being all shy is one of my faves tbh

[wilcze-kudly]

Ships you like and dislike for a few characters and why ? I’m interested in your thoughts and analysis. Don’t have to answer all of them I would just love to see some. Tysm and have a good day 💗🤍.

Bolin ( obvi)

Wei

Suyin

Lin

Asami

If you don’t ship Bopal who do you ship Opal with ?

Bumi II

Huan

So for Bolin, I don't have many ships I like for him other than weilin? I think a lot of his canon ships share the theme of either enabling his infantilisation or patronising him. Bolin needs a partner that would support amd challenege him into maturing, but the writers won't give that to us because writing character development is hard.

At least with weilin I can work with my own ideas?

Mind you it's not that I can't get behind other ships, in the right setting,I'm just very picky about how Bo is characterised.

As for Wei, he doesn't have a lot of interactions with any characters outside of Bolin, so I really don't have a lot of ships with him.

One thing I'm sick of seeing is Beifong family incest? If my daily scouring of the web for weilin crumbs is interrupted by a threesome between Wei, Wing and THEIR FATHER, I will blow this solar system into smithereens.

I'm pretty vanilla when it comes to Suyin ships. I adore Sutar they're adorable and I wish we could've seen them when they were younger. I adore the idea of Suyin finding someone to build a life with, I adore the theme of carving out and building a place to call home together, I adore how they're the poster children for malewife/girlboss.

Though one of my crackships is Suyin x any member of the Red Lotus. This would probably place itself somewhere in my Red Lotus! Beifongs AU.

I'm not too fond of Suvira? Like I absolutely get the appeal, in theory. And while Kuvira doesn't consider the Beifongs family, she has been under Suyin's care since she was 8. Most mentor/protégé ships aren't my cup of tea. There are very specific exceptions, but as a rule of thumb, I shy away from this theme.

For Lin, I'm very partial to Linzolt, thanks to my wife. Very interesting dynamic. I also like shipping Lin with women of course; Kyalin, Linsuko, Lin x Buttercup Raiko - all bangers. I like Linzin for what it could've been. I also think Lin x Pema is a fun crackship. Maybe they saw Korrasami and were like: 'hey why not?'. I do however like Lin with Tenzin and Pema together? They'd be a cute throuple. I have a tendency to enjoy shipping Lin with married couples because I tend to ship Lin with San and Naoki as well (Mako and Bolin's parents)

Asami. Like most of the fandom, I adore korrasami. Though I'll be honest when I say... masami was kinda cute? Honestly, any ship where Asami is happy gets a thumbs up from me.

That being said I'm always in the market for some toxic yuri, so Asami x Kuvira or Asami x Jargala are both very intriguing to me.

Another one of my favourite guilty pleasure ships I'm much too invested in is Opal x Asami.

Think about it. They're both rich girls who were isolated from the world. Imagine them sharing stories of the wide world. Imagine Asami upgrading Opal's wingsuit and Opal bringing Asami trinkets from all the places her Air Nomad journeys take her. Imagine Asami getting a real family as the Beifongs adopt her. Her getting a father that would never betray her in Baatar Sr.

Idk I think they'd be good for each other. I think I need to make a longer post on Asami x Opal.

Opal is my favourite female tlok character (Bolin being my fave male character) and tbh I hate her being demoted to a love interest.

That doesn't mean I don't ship her with anyone.

Sapphic Opal has my heart and soul. I ship her with most female characters of the show. Korpal? Exquisite, did you see the synchronised airbending scene? Opalvira? Love their divorced vibe in rote! Opal x Asami? Unsung favourite! Opal x Eska? Opal x Ginger? Yesyesyes!

My one straight ship for Opal is Mako x Opal because I think they'd be good for one another.

Bumi II x Suyin Beifong's chef is my horrible creation. I think this post I made months ago explains it perfectly:

I don't have any particular ships for Huan. I'm quite open to most ships with him, since in my personal opinion he's the most romantic of the Beifong siblings. I can see him with Desna or Eska, Tahno or Ryu the airbender. Mako x Huan is also sweet when you think of it. I think if them both as such big brothers.

I'm not very into Huan x Ikki. Like, I do get why people like it. And I'm not that against age gap relationships. One of the healthiest relationships i know irl has a huge age gap. I just see Ikki and Huan as having such a big brother/little sister relationship it's very hard for me to swap to seeing them as anything romantic. Perhaps as a onesided puppy crush on Ikki's side but anything more is a big big no no

Thanks for the ask, anon, I had fun answering this one! And if you want me to elaborate on any of the mentioned ships, I'll be happy to ramble!

[silverryu25]

I have a headcannon that sans doesn’t dress in lingerie much. He wear more comfy loose clothes. So what if one day he surprises his bara bone friend ( either bara red,lamia red or wolf red) in some sexy lingerie. Sans shyly asking if he looks okay and he kinda panics and wants to leave because he thinks red doesn’t like it but instead.... idk u decide next what do u think what will happen next miss silver ;) I wanna hear ur spicy predictions

Ohhhh! Another spicy one? >:3c

18+ only please!

Awwww! This is adorable noony X3

I really love the image of Sans standing in the bedroom, shy and blushing, probably hiding behind his hands cause ‘stars what was he thinking? red would just make fun of him for doing this cause he looks ridiculous!’ and as he got overwhelmed he’d turn and try to run but...

Bara Red: ... he would port to the door cutting off Sans’ escape. Poor Sansy would jump in place, not expecting it and as soon as he looked up at his big bonefirend, he’d see Red is bleeding a bit from his nose and wiping it with his sleeve, uncaring about getting it dirty. The look in Red’s eyelights would be filled with pure adoration and lust, cause ‘fuck, his tiny made dressed himself up just for him. and he looks like the perfect present. so sweetly wrapped and ready for Red to unwrap and enjoy.’

Red would take the smol monster and carry him to the bed, making sure his claws don’t damage the lingerie (he wanted to see Sans in it again after all). Gently he’d put Sans down and just pull back to watch and enjoy the sight of Sans laying there, legs pressed together, arms above his head grabbing the sheets, blushing hard. The stare Red would give Sans would make the small monster squirm, magic gathering in his joints and pelvis and the sight would make Red’s magic boil.

He would take his time unwrapping Sans, using his teeth to get the ribbons untied and delicately unbuttoning any parts that he couldn’t get with his mouth. The moment he uncovered some bone, he would leave a mark, biting and suckling on it, making sure Sans knew who he belonged to and how gorgeous he was. He would praise that skeleton until the little monster felt faint from the rush of magic to his cheeks.

Their fun times would last long in the night and Sansy would have trouble walking for a few days later... must be part of the reason why Sans doesn’t wear lingerie that much, huh? >;3

Wolf Red: ... he would run after Sans, grabbing his arm and spinning him back. The short chase making his magic boil. He isn’t really a guy that’s interested in what his mate is wearing, but the sight of Sans running in shame makes him growl and that makes Sans flinch. The moment Red saw that he would pull sans into a hug, nuzzling into his skull and neck, saying how gorgeous and pretty his little mate is.

After that he’d carry Sans into bed and go from nuzzling to kissing and biting, tearing the lingerie up with claws and teeth. Sans would probably squeak at him that it was not easy to get in his size and to be careful, but Red wouldn’t listen, too focused on unwrapping his mate and taking him fully. Cause let’s be honest, the lingerie is pretty but Sans’ bones are a million times prettier >;3

Sans not wearing lingerie that much with wolf Red would mostly because it gets shredded every time XD

Lamia Red: ... his tail would snap out and grab Sans, pulling him into the nest and Red’s coils. Seeing Sans run like that is always pleasing, but he wouldn’t really understand why he did this time. With a little coaxing, he would get Sans to admit that he was embarrassed and then he would just bluntly tell Sans that was dumb. Sans would probably be hurt, thinking Red meant that dressing up was dumb, but before he could spiral Red would follow with something like “ya look perfect in anything ya wear ssssweatheart” and poor Sansy would blush even harder. Seeing this Red would tell Sans that he could dress however he wants and he will love him the same.

Red might try and get Sans out of the lingerie without tearing it, but he would be frustrated with the ribbons and buttons and give up at some point, just tearing the whole thing off Sans. Sansy wouldn’t have the heart to scold the big noodle for that with how supportive and sweet he was being. And they would both do their very best to make the other feel good that night X3

Sans would probably wear lingerie when he wants to feel cute, not so much for Red here cause the noodle just doesn’t get clothes that much XD

Hope you like noony! Bara Red is very much into Sansy dressing up into different outfits, especially when he can take the time to unwrap and enjoy his treat. Wolf and lamia Red are a bit too rough and uncaring about anything covering those perfect bones so they wouldn’t be that much into it, but they would most definitely support Sans if he wants to wear any outfit.

[ipegchangbin]

hi z <333

sorry I was gone for so long but i had school stuff to take care of </3 I was really surprised that people were open to my prompts...it made me very happy

the reason I like bully reader and loser channie is that its rare to be loved unconditionally especially when this person knows of all your flaws

loser channie sees readers "bad side" yet he still loves them and idk....that just seems so nice

this dynamic reminds me of that of san and ashitaka in princess monopole. idk if u ever watched it but it was made in the 90s by studio Ghibli

SPOILER FOR MOVIE san has a knife to ashitakas neck and she's threatening him but he just tells her to keep living and that she's beautiful

another scene she stabs him and he just hugs her

HEAD IN HANDS.....

I also have a song rec for this dynamic ( its German lol ) its called leichter//kälter by Edwin Rosen

basically the song is about how the singers love interest/partner/ex??? says its easier to stand barefoot in the snow than being with him because he is so much colder than the snow

and that made me think.....what if channie is basically at his wits end??and just breaks down and asks reader what he did for her to act so cold towards him ( very angsty im sorry 😔)

now smut maybe I will give it my best 👍

channie and reader watching tiktoks and they come across one with the caption "<<<<<<<when he moans and whimpers" with whatever sound is popular that week and channie looks curiously at reader and asks "are you into that too?? like everyone in the comments???" and they're like "duhhh!!! wait, have you been holding back 🤨🤨🤨" and he admits that yes, he has been holding back because he's embarrassed and scared of readers reaction

so reader starts out by pulling his hand back which makes channie yelp from the sudden pain. reader is grinning now "so that's what it sounds like, huh?" what follows is them groping and pinching channie until he gets hard ( which doesn't take much tbh ) ( Inspo for this is the members groping him on stage during the concert lmao ) maybe they're pinching his nipples and lightly scratching their nails over his arms and torso until they reach his dick. reader then harshly grabs his dick and asks "this is mine, right?" their grip gets tighter the longer he takes to answer. he stammers out "ye-yes, its yours and i-im yours" , "if its mine and you're mine why are you keeping those cute noises to yourself?"

after that channie can't really talk and for the first time he has sex without holding himself back <333 congrats channie on this milestone 🥳🥳🥳

other head canons / scenarios

channie working out more and reader noticing his efforts<33

this strokes his ego on an insane level

will not stop thinking about readers comments even if its smth simple like "you've gotten bigger" or just them feeling him up and staring at him

reader wants to join a session

reader thinks they can get into some gym hijinks and that maybe they can mess with him there ( either touching him or wearing short clothing )

what they do not expect is channie working out topless and lifting so effortlessly

channie seems to come alive in the gym and this new found confidence is simply just magnetic/attractive

he confidently talks to all the guys there and jokes around with them

shows them how to lift

introduces reader as his gf/bf <3333

channie notices them getting flustered and shy but doesn't mention it but makes the effort to invite them more often to the gym

reader def grovels during the post workout meal

reader being the big spoon because they're just more comfy that way

or channie cuddling into readers chest/pecs and being held close by them

reader remembering channies fave breakfast food and making it for him almost every time he stays over ( according to them its because its quick and easy and not because channie likes it even though it creates extra dishes )

reader using their expensive skincare on him and including him in their selfcare days ( think face and hair masks , mani pedis at home and eating expensive snacks )

reader buying channie sunflowers every time they see some because they remind them of him but they don't tell him that

what channie gets to hear is that they "found them on the side of the road", "they were on sale", "the flower shop wanted to throw them away", "my friend had extra" etc. they come up with a new excuse each time, very creative of them 👏👏👏

ANYWAYS...sorry this is so long but my brain was backed up with thoughts

BTW...did u read CB97percents pic of chan !!!!!! its called wolf by the tail i think , I am so deeply in love with simp chan its insane

if there was a tier list of loser chan it would be like this

simp chan

loser chan

crybaby chan

sensitive Yandere chan

ok now fr ,, talk to u soon <3

with love,

your bully anon

BULLY ANON I LOVE YOU. AND HAPPY CHAN DAY!!! welcome back and thank you as always for indulging and bestowing us with your beautiful thoughts

first question: when will you make this a fic. HDJSJD I JUST LOVE THE WAY YOURE GOING ABOUT THIS!!! bully anon youre really creative and your concepts are amusing. if anything id love to write a fic for this but im waiting on YOU!!

second question: may i indulge in some headcanons for this loser boy? i hope your answer was yes, because i present to you a point-per-point series of

— sub ! loser ! chan headcanons 💭

long post, so im continuing under the cut ^_^

— princess mononoke parallels:

I SEE WHAT YOURE TALKING ABT WITH PRINCESS MONONOKE OMG the parallels between san & bully reader + ashitaka & chan :(( after everything they’ve been through together, they still love each other almost unconditionally, much like ashitaka’s drive to protect san even if it isn’t the wisest idea. bully!y/n may not be the kindest to chan and their own feelings, but chan’s confident that they’ll figure their love out: he loves them nonetheless, no matter their state. ;_;

— parallels to leichter//kälter by edwin rosen

while its a banger track, i cant help but feel like the lyrics relate to them a ton. even through translations it’s still easy to read the song as something chan would sing to y/n, asking and telling them at the same time that they’re so cold. there’s a lyric that goes “your lips are purple like the flowers i’ll never buy you” (apologies if that’s mistranslated) and honestly? chan would definitely still buy those flowers for them, but maybe a part of him hesitates still considering y/n’s antics. he doesn’t know if they’ll be extra mean to him about it. your scenario hurts, too: chan would finally muster up the courage to ask them why they treat him this way even if he knows they’re confused with their feelings for him, but…maybe it leads to them opening up to each other, them navigating through their own feelings out of mean sex for once, and ends with a confession from the reader, who knows :D

— a “<<<when he moans and whimpers” tiktok

EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS SCENARIO IS BEAUTIFUL just chan giving up and shamelessly letting y/n do anything to him after they stumble upon the tiktok. yk how in the same concerts, chan just puts his hands up and shuts his eyes as the members go ham on teasing his body? i think he would do the same, whimpering and squirming like a needy puppy, babbling y/n’s name over and over as they tease him. y/n probably even lets chan use his words less, preferring him to be noisy instead, spanking him ever so slightly by his thighs when he dares to bite his lips to hold back the groans again <33 congrats channie indeed!!!

— loser!chan being less of a loser at the gym

this. maybe it’s my gym rat agenda, but gym boy channie has my heart!!! i love the thought of y/n seeing him transition from being the timid boy in class to being a confident muscleman. he acts as if the gym is his second home, giggling when he notices y/n watching him be himself with wide confused eyes. chan only ever gets shy again when y/n does their reps in an undeniably sexy way. it doesn’t matter if their form is perfect, them popping hidden muscles out is making chan go crazy. y/n probably gets him off in the locker rooms when they’re alone; i love to think that y/n praises his body instead of being too mean, and it’s so new for the both of them. reader being Actually Nice about him and his body, worshipping him, teasing him for calling them “his s/o” in front of his gym friends, saying “your s/o definitely loves it when you’re confident, my channie” ^^ it actually makes him smile even if they’re getting him off!! they still call him a pathetic whiny baby in the middle of it, but there’s much more well deserved praising here.

— domesticity with loser!chan

y/n taking care of chan is EVERYTHING. imagine slow mornings with the both of them. let’s face it, they’ve probably have the roughest sex the night prior: while chan loves getting degraded by y/n, he loves it more when they pamper him the day after. y/n never always denies that they’re practically spoiling him at that point, but chan finds it cute when they’re cooing at him and asking him if the spank marks sting as they cuddle. they smear moisturizer all over his face and neck after breakfast and chan notices how delicate their touch is all of a sudden. they run their fingers over the hickeys and love bites on chan’s neck and lips with a featherlike touch. y/n, on the other hand, notices how chan leans into their touch with longing and love in his eyes. they’re so whipped for each other :((

— bully!reader being less of a bully and giving chan flowers

there’s something about this scenario that just clicks: even if there’s literally no special occasion, y/n still leaves him a very specific set of sunflowers that can’t possibly just pop in their hands by coincidence. chan’s favorite excuse is “a suitor gave this to me, but i dumped him because his breath stank, so just have this.” what softens y/n’s heart, though, is when they came over to see chan taking good care of the sunflowers by his apartment’s balcony for the first time. he smiled at them, watering can in hand, excitedly pointing at the flowers. “look! the flowers you gave me last week! they’re staring at the sun.” y/n can’t resist smooching him on the cheek because he shines brighter than the yellow petals.

— general loser!chan thoughts

honestly bully anon? you’ve bumped loser chan to SSS tier on my personal channie au tier list, but i honestly can’t agree more with you! something about this au with him fits him so well. i guess he kind of is a simp and a loser at the same time, at least that’s how i perceive it. the one common thing that i love about these channie aus is that he just has this sort of undying and passionate love that’s almost unconditional. it really suits him considering and it mirrors his dedicated self really well, but these characters taking the persona to these extremes is honestly so amusing. y/n can do anything to him, like be mean or kind, and loser chan would eat it up even if it makes him look pathetic. his unwavering love is just so attractive ^^

thank you as ALWAYS for sending your thoughts in, i love these so much and i’d love to see more from you! and hope others chime in and enjoy this as much as we did <3

p.s. im sorry for responding so late!! there was a lot on my plate but this entire message marinated in my head for the longest time. i cant stress enough how many times ive read this over and over. its just so lovely and im happy to share it right on chans birthday !

p.p.s. OMG YES I HAVE READ WOLF BY THE TAIL (shoutout my favorite minho hunter, ren) im just as obsessed with their simp!chan. ^^

[iampikachuhearmeroar]

y’know the wildest thing still to happen to me on this hellsite was my first experience of sexting, sans nudes, that was done in front of at least 250-500 followers because of those horny anons i had in early 2013 when i was 17. instead of being exposed to it on my phone privately with a partner at that age, it was done publicly for the internet to see lmao. i remember begging the anons to stop and “come off anon” because i was “losing followers” at the time too bc i was so insecure about my follower count lmao. and then yeah when they came off anon they were both 28 years old.

to write the responses, i just consulted cosmo mag sex pages for ideas hoping that the anons would like the options i chose. in one i detailed doing anal- a sex act i hadn’t even done yet irl- let alone every other thing i suggested in them (head, idek long, drawn out foreplay, some stupid fancy sex moves that cosmo was all like “use these moves to spice up your sex life 🔥🔥”, sex in a bath, i’m pretty sure i had some lines about tying or handcuffing them to a bed (????) etc etc etc)….

when again, i had never even done any of those above sex acts in real life. i was a naive teen who was incredibly shy in regards towards her love life because she’d “never been kissed” and had never had the “hot emo boyfriend whose in a band and is covered in tattoos” she’d always wanted, let alone even a boyfriend that she had actually fucking liked (ie clear braces boy, for like a month in year 9/2010 vs the popular boys that made fun of her, that she always had unrequited crushes on)…. hell, my blog title when i first started on here in 2011 was “the perfect epitome of being forever alone” because of these very reasons. but here she was, writing explicit sex acts to strangers like she knew what the fuck she was doing, to an audience of 250-500 people- and then to fucking grown ass men in inboxes. i was just parroting the shit i’d read in cosmo (both sex advice and sometimes excerpts of erotica/“sexy, steamy reads” they had some months) and also heard repeatedly in the porn that my high school stalker/creeper at public school loved to show (harass) me with to flirt with me, whenever we were alone together at school in 2012/2013.

like you could tell how naive i was….. because i used ridiculous lines like “like a gentleman entranced, you lead me to the bath for our next foray” and dumbass prose-y things like that. because what the fuck does that even mean 😂😅????

and this is why i think minors should be careful with their online experiences. like yeah, you could say that i wasn’t a minor anymore- more of a “young adult”- who should of made the smart decision to not engage with these anons. but i was a kid. i thought it was fun. and when the dudes came off anon, i thought to myself “it’s not like i’m ever gonna meet them if i ever go to the US or puerto rico at any point. it’s not like that they’ll ever recognise me in person or ever reach out to me again in the future. i might as well do it.” and i did eventually end up ignoring the guys in my inbox, due to my mental health kinda plummeting from the middle til the end of 2013 because of my end of high school exams and stuff… and also the puerto rican guy’s infamously inappropriate “hot PE teacher fucks HOT female high school student in the girls change room showers” fantasy which fucking disgusted me, when he full well knew that i was STILL IN high school.

and obviously again, there’s the point about using the “block” button function. but as i’ve stated several times over my years on here, back in my early days of tumblr, i never wanted to block or unfollow people (even if they were trash like these two men), because it seemed so “mean” and “final”. obvs now i have no qualms about blocking people, and actively encourage younger people on here to use the block button with reckless abandon towards creepy people or people who can hurt them in some way. but to high school teenage me, the whole “using the block button” thing seemed to go against me being a “nice girl/person” so i never used it, no matter which social media platform i was on.

this is why i’m hella scared for young teen girls on tik tok wanting to have onlyfans accounts: because it’s where they��ll be exposed to ACTUAL CREEPS AND PREDATORS incredibly quickly; all because they can make money off selling images of just their feet or eventually their body….. depending on what these creepy strangers demand from them….. and they’ll feel like they’ll have to do it…. but to do it before you even start experimenting properly with relationships and sex is even worse. like. yeah. i’ve admitted before that i originally started this tumblr to possibly post nudes, to see if i’d get the positive feedback that i so desperately wanted/craved from the boys in my year at catholic school- eg. to be called “sexy”, “hot”, “fuckable” possibly “beautiful”- like some of the so called “popular girls” got on their hella basic bikini photos back then (like i remember one girl i knew ended up with like 500 likes and a fair amount of comments on one of her bikini pics and i was INCREDIBLY BITTER because not even a pic of me with a nice outfit on, my hair done and makeup on could EVER get those numbers, let alone even break over the double digits).

but i decided posting nudes or other explicit images on here was an absolute no go, because i realised that i never wanted people that i knew digging up barely clothed/naked pics of me and sending them to me all like “hey, is this you?” and then possibly mocking me, all because i would’ve been dumb enough to put my face in them probably at the time. now when i take nudes and send them, i never show my face. because i know now, that even in relationships, your partner can use nude pics as leverage for arguments or to abuse you in such a way that they’ll upload your pics without your knowledge to god knows where on the internet probably as a way to get back at you in a horrible breakup.

this is what i sincerely hope some young girls who ever contemplate starting onlyfans accounts take some time SERIOUSLY CONSIDER. please know that if you share shit on onlyfans, it can shared and re-shared (i think idek how OF works tbh) to god knows who- and eventually end up in the hands of people you know. i don’t fucking care if it’s a “good way to make money!” or if people think that im trying to stop teen girls from being “girl bosses” and the other dumb as fuck internet memes you want to throw at me. because this shit isn’t “haha internet meme funny” material. it’s some fucking serious stuff. and also, i’m not saying “don’t become a sex worker when you’re older” or whatever either. you’re free to make that choice when you’re in your 20s (no i even mean 17-19 year olds in this post as “young teen girls”- sorry you’re basically kids to me at almost 26). just please consider where the fuck your stuff can be shared to. who it can end up being shared with or to.

this is why i was so fucking adamant with my infamous old follower mr adelaide fuckboy/MAF that i personally would NOT consider becoming a camgirl for him or just generally… because i had no idea where the fuck my images or videos would end up. and do you know the places i’d never want them to fucking be??? in the hands of my high school stalker/creeper. in the hands of those two 28yo men from 2013 (who’d now be in there late 30s or early 40s). i absolutely don’t want them in the hands the mid-to-late 20s and early 30s men that that girl i met at public school in 2012 who was pissed that i didn’t believe that were “adults” because we were finally over the legal age of consent (16) in our state of australia, and so we were apparently fine to “fuck” literal grown ass men because “just fuck them and they’ll be nice to you!!” which i knew was fucking bullshit.

i absolutely don’t fucking want explicit videos/images of me ending up in “why the fuck won’t you let me give you “sex lessons” in the back of my car as a “favour” and as payment for teaching you how to drive you stupid, stuck up & frigid, virgin bitch!?” guy’s hands from 2014 (when i was 18/19 at the time and he was 25… he ended up being the first person of many i’d EVER block on social media lol). or i don't want them in the hands of those weird early 20s dudes (one of which was trying to set me up with his friend) who hit on me at 16/17 (2012) who were angry that i didn’t like and watch porn as much as they did…. and who promptly asked me at the end of their period of harassing of me: “do you know any sluts we could add?” because i kept refusing their suggestions etc.

hell, quite frankly i don’t even want them to go to mr adelaide fuckboy/MAF either, but the very few and far between nudes that i sent on snapchat to him back in 2016 are some nudes that i’d rather forget lmao. hell. i don’t even know if MAF ever deleted my nudes or shared them somewhere else or not, after he fucking wheedled them out of me with “i’ve followed you for 4 years, don’t be a shit! you owe me nudes!” so he’d just shut the fuck up about my social life decisions and leave me the fuck alone.

i don’t want ANY ONE of the guys i mentioned above to get their hands on photos of minors either…. because i definitely know my hs stalker/creeper would… because his fave “make her jealous” tactic that he’s always used on me is that “hey…. i’m dating a *insert teenage girl’s age here*! be fucking jealous that you don’t fucking have me and feel guilty that you won’t fuck me like this girl does!!!” just like he did in 2015, when i ran into him on the home from uni… when i turned 20 the next week and he turned 20 that december. at that time it was a 14yo girl he used as an example of him “dating”/“fucking” to make me jealous. instead, i was completely and utterly fucking disgusted. like any fucking sane and normal human being would/should be at that horrible age gap. that is literally a fucking child that he was fucking grooming. and we were literal adults. back the fuck away.

just please. PLEASE CONSIDER the types of people that trawl these kinds of sites and their intentions. please consider that you are young. very fucking young. you literally DO NOT need to upload nudes to the internet because it’s apparently a “lucrative” business. fuck the jokey “boss babe” rhetoric around it all the way to fucking hell.

because if you’re a minor: i do not want you to have your first experience of sexting or sending explicit images literally in front of god knows how many total strangers for the whole world to see (okay i know only fans is like subscriber/follower based or whatever. but i don’t care)…… even when you (depending how good you are with relationships etc) haven’t reached the common supposed milestones of your “first boyfriend/girlfriend/partner” or “first kiss” or have even “lost your virginity” (which isn’t real anyway- don’t buy this fucking bullshit)…. just like i stupidly did with my exposure to sexting here on my tumblr back in 2013. these people don’t/won’t give a flying fuck about your privacy or safety. they don’t/won’t give a fuck about your boundaries either.

please don’t possibly scar yourself for life, just because you’re being told that it’s a quick & convenient way to make some money for weirdos on the depths of the internet. you will regret it in future. just like i do now with mine. it should’ve been something personal between me and and a guy i trusted and liked at the time. not to some random 250-500 random strangers on this hellsite (okay the notes on these posts were literally single digits or non-existent, but still… and also some of my irl friends who had tumblr saw these posts as well) for a show….. and then privately with two 28yo literal grown ass men…. who should’ve been fucking hitting on women their own goddamned age and in their own countries and NOT a 17yo high school KID (at the time) from australia; who, now in her 20s, needs therapy to sort this shit out lmao. mind you they both reeled me in with the “you’re so mature for your age” bullshit line…. which i fell for a little bit, even if it did make me feel kinda gross at the time, too. don’t fall for that bullshit either.

[lilaviolet]

I was tagged by the lovely

@madoddthings

1. Name: Leslie

2. Gender: A Woman

3. Star sign: Aquarius sun and moon!

4. Height: Five one and a half

5. Time: right now? 1:37

6. Birthday: February 12th sometime in the 80s

7. Favorite band: Pearl Jam I can go years without listening to them but nothing hits me like they do. Seeing them live is the best feeling in the world.

8. Favorite Artist: I dunno I guess Marina?

9. Song stuck in my head currently: Misery Business there was a post and it just came on spotify

10. Last movie you watched: No idea! I used to be a movie bitch but now I’m a TV bitch who has no attention span to actually watch TV                         Maybe Booksmart?

11. Last Series: BRIDGERTON 

12: Blog age: I lurked for a few years just looking at the pretty gifs but in July 2013 something compelled me to actually create an account so I could leave little hearts. Four months later I re-blogged my first Sleep Hollow/Ichabbie gifset and the rest is me being fandom trash history.                                        so 7 and a half years old

13. Content: I have no idea. This is just me being my most authentic self. Mostly re-blogs of thinks I like, love or am obsessed with. Plus a bit of politics and news. If you can’t stand my faves I don’t know how you could survive following me.

14: Last google: My hairdresser’s phone number

15. Side blogs: Yep! I finally gave in to my greatest desire and started a blog for all the Sami Zayn/Kevin Owens / El Generico/Kevin Steen content @thesamiandkevinshow I know it seems impossible but I was really restraining myself on here even though you guys probably couldn’t tell. My mutual was giving away the username and I just had to have it :)

16. Do you get asks: not really if I re-blog a list of questions a mutual will usually send one :)

17. URL Meaning: It was my livejournal username Lila (a name I liked better than mine at the time also the name of a character on General Hospital and Violet is a great song from my second favorite band Hole

18. Following:  228 I’m really picky if I follow you I think you’re a chill person I’d be friends with and/or your content is too good to miss.

19. Followers: 520 which is completely insane! I don’t know which of my many varied interests made you click that follow button but I hope my nonsense isn’t too annoying :) I’m ruthless about blocking bots I don’t know why. I worry I’ve blocked real people by accident tbh.

20. Average sleep hours: Sleep? I don’t know her! 4 hours is my usual but then I gotta take a long ass nap. I live on coffee.

21: Lucky number: I don’t really have any... maybe 7,8 and 21

22: Instruments: I have no talent I begged my parents for a bass guitar when I was 10 because it seemed like every band I was listening to had an awesome female bass player and I wanted to be one too! I have a medical condition with my hands that really should have stopped me or at least my parents from spending all that money :(

23. Clothes: Comfy and cozy. If I can get away with pajamas while lounging at home I do. I have a weird obsession with gray my friends have to physically stop me when we’re out shopping because I’m just drawn to it. There’s so many shades! It goes with everything. I don’t love black or white so gray is my neutral. I like solids and stripes. I own too may fandom shirts but I bagged my old wrestling tees and put them away, I only have like 7 currently in my rotation not counting my over sized Sami shirts I sleep in.

24. Dream job: Wrestling valet. I wanted to be (and kind of still do) Miss Elizabeth but with a big dash of Sensational Sherri. Like Miss Elizabeth just stood around but Sherri got physical with the guys and took bumps when the story called for it and I liked that. I wouldn’t want to be a full time wrestler because I’m not about pain, but bitch let me manage somebody male or female. Now it’s such an unpopular opinion everyone wants every girl to wrestle and I’m like bring back managers, valets, wives and girlfriends. Not very woman is so dedicated that she’s willing to break her neck or get that banged up. I can’t be the only one with this opinion lol.

25. Dream Trip: That’ll actually happen San Miguel’s Portugal. Dream that’ll never happen South Korea, Taiwan and Japan no one would go with me, but I‘ve dreamed of it since 2007.

26. Favorite Food: Junk food. Anything cooked in garlic. If I go out to eat Shrimp Mozambique I’ll settle for chicken Mozambique but it’s not the same. So spicy and flavorful great now I want to go eat some I don’t think anyone delivers it :(

27. Nationality?: I consider myself 100% American I was born here, as fucked up as this country is it’s my home. But if the Fascists take over I‘m praying Portugal will take pity on me. I’m eligible for citizenship I should have applied during The Bush Administration like my little cousin did but I was an optimist... I’m a dumb bitch.

28. Favorite Song: This Week? Don’t Go Away by Oasis

29. Last book: That I read ? I was going to be like it’s all fan fic for this bitch but I read the latest Amanda Quick novel and am patiently waiting for the next one!

I’d love everyone who sees this to do it. I’m shy with tagging people but for real if you follow me and want to do this tag me I’d love to see your answers!

[atiny-piratequeen]

Thank you for tagging me @cosmicmingi ! I'll tag @san--shine, @wonderlandsobsession and @fantastic-bby and whoever of my writing followers/mutuals wants to fill this out 👀👀 tag me if you do!

1)Okay so Against The Tide was such a hassle for me because I couldn't settle on one name and I resulted in a twt poll and asking my server of kpop friends for their opinions. Alternative titles were Quantum Immortality (from a theory and a Crywolf song), Through the Sea of Time (a pokemon mystery dungeon song, one of my faves), and Through the Eighth Sea (suggested to me by Alma. Bc the "Eighth Sea" is the sea of time. Get it? 8 ateez members, 1 sea to represent them all? Yeaaaaa-)

2) Okay so its so funny because it came before Wonderland even came out, but All Eyes On Me came as soon as I thought of the concept of an ot8 fic centered around Yeosang bc of him being shy and such. That's why there's a lot of cameras and depictions of Yeosang being especially excited at being watched, so I felt it fit perfectly 

3) so I made that AtT playlist (didn't realize the mofo was 6 hours long, jfc that might be why nobody's commented on the songs yet), and I'll just say I listen to a lot of Babymetal and Crywolf when I write. Not just AtT, but in general. Babymetal obviously for the "fie's on her anime fight scene bullshit" and Crywolf for my emotionally challenging (aka fucking HEARTBREAKING) scenes or scenes in general that have a more muted, down to earth feel to them.

4) As far as Ateez goes, I always have an abundance of fun writing Seonghwa and Yunho, tbh. Night Shift has me spoiled and now I'm in love with writing Seonghwa as a sarcastic, slightly passive aggressive being who's honestly just a big softie for those he loves and Yunho...Yunho has a heart of gold and I adore him uwu

5) Jongho is probably the hardest to write for me because I don't want to typecast him as this nonchalant, emotionless smartass, yknow? I wanna give him depth other than "big strong maknae boi" but I feel I might have to do a bit better to write him truer to his actual personality 

6) In All Eyes On Me, San and Yeosang's little cat and mouse game wasn't supposed to take over but I-and a lot of other people-enjoyed the dynamic of Yeosang building his confidence, all while San was getting exceedingly more hungry/sneaky. So definitely San so far.

Though Yunho is creeping up in AtT and yall will see more of that in the near future 👀

7) Reoccurring themes...at risk of sounding like a nut, the stories I put the most time and love into are ones like Against the Tide or for those who have read some of my BTS works, Still Standing. Fics that have intricate stories and characters feel real emotional, mental, and physical trials, but eventually they overcome. I do write these with supernatural, fantasy, and/or sci-fi twists bc i love those genres so much, but I just enjoy writing fics that make me and my readers go through the emotional motions.

8) I've honestly stayed away from hybrid fics for so long bc of how a lot of them sre linked to ABO fics that are written in very...high key problematic and exploitative manners, but thanks to Skunk San, I'm definitely gonna get back into writing hybrid fics. Or at least a oneshot. Idk man I'm giving him a tail. Bitches love tails. It's me, I'm bitches. 

9) I want to get better at making people laugh with scenes without making it seem forced. I've gotten lucky enough to have some people tell me they've laughed from my works and some scenes, so I'm hoping to throw some more giggles in for everyone without forcing it and ruining a scene. Plus we need something to counter all this damn angst.

10) Imagery. Again, back on my anime bullshit, but I've had a lot of people, both close friends and readers, tell me through the years that they can visibly see some of the scenes so visually. From the fighting, to the love making, a lot of people have complimented me on my visuals and descriptive imagery so I'm kinda confident in it c:

11) I know its early, but I'd love to see Against the Tide illustrated. My dream has always been to have something I've written, whether a scene or just my characters, drawn out. Its a little easier since the boys (almost) all have their halloween stages for their demon forms and such. I wish I were a better artist tbh. I'd love to draw some scenes from future chapters I have in my head.

12) I'm gonna pull from my BTS side for this and say Still Standing. Its already based off of a show (sense8) and it would be so neat to see sense8 but with a superpower twist to it~

13) I'd probably cameo in any given fic as that one person in the bg that disses some antagonist to the main charas in passing just bc they're assholes and they aint shit.

14) Hmm...i had an old wrestling fic eons ago that was a hybrid fic. I'd love to revamp it and clean up the wild storyline and make it a kpop fic tbh. It had potential and it incorporated a lot of mythology and I used it as a way to show people about some mythos they may not have been familiar with but I got too ambitious and it went all over the place. I'd like to make it over now that I'm more focused and mature in following my plot.

15) I honestly don't have one off the top :o I never thought about remixing someone else's fic or anything like that.

16) I don't often write about things I'm not comfortable writing with, but I'll probably say my casually unnamed wrestling fic comes close since I was in a very bad headspace at the time and poured a lot of my trauma into the story. It's… graphic. And I probably won't feel comfortable writing that type of content so vividly anymore. So hooray growth? 

17) I've never written an incubus fic to to completion, but @fantastic-bby makes me wanna try 👀

18) Honestly I adore the concept of sensates so much (from the show Sense8, and my BTS fic, Still Standing) and I'd love to revisit it but I'm not quite sure how to do it without making it too similar 😔

19) Both of them are BTS fics, but I've reread @haylokitteh We Need You and @readbeneaththelines Professor's Pet 🥵🥵

20) Hm..that's a hard one because I like to branch out to a lot of genres so it depends on what I'm trying to describe. But since I have to choose, I'll say Against the Tide, since I'm pouring a lot of love and care into this and I intend on showing you all full spectrum of what I can do with it.

[seungyovn]

pentagon in LA

sooo i was supposed to go with my roommate and a friend. but both of them ended up not going and my friend graciously gifted me her VIP ticket and i gave away the two GA tickets to unis on twitter.

the ticket i had was for the pit but i am too old to be in a GA pit so i ended up on the third level of the floor right behind the barrier so i had a clear version of the stage. and im v glad i was further back because everyone and their mom was recording on their phones so i wouldnt have been able to see shit if i was in the pit or closer to the stage.

i was standing next to an 8 year old uni and a;lksdfjlka;sdfj she was so cute. she was going on and on about her groups and biases. and then made a comment about a group i used to stan and i was just like...mood.

but anyway, onto the show. as;dlkfjasdf IT WAS SO MUCH FUN. the boys were amazing. and i forgot how fun pentagon’s music is. they did all their title tracks and my fave b-sides. i cried during like this because that song made me a universe and the lyrics mean a lot to me. but i was really happy with the setlist. i got to hear a lot of my faves, there were a few b-sides from the first two minis that i would have loved to hear, but i am not going to complain. 

THE UNIT STAGES!!!

i didn’t look at fancams but i knew they were doing havana. but OMFG i was NOT PREPARED FOR HAVANA YEO ONE. like i always knew he was kind of a wrecker but as soon as he came out for that stage i knew i was done for. like actually lost my shit. he dropped down and like humped the floor and i almost fell over because i was not fucking ready. like damn....and the uptown funk stage!! 

wooseok looked like he was having the time of his life. he was running around the stage and giving fan service. but then at the end of the show said he was disappointed that he didn’t give us everything. and we were all just like....what are you talking about?? 

and yuto....he is like quiet but deadly. we all know he is kinda shy but then he had these really fucking cheeky moments and would give great fan service. and like damn. he kept putting his hands on his hips and doing this lil butt wiggle. like i don’t even know how to describe it.

one of my favorite moments was fucking when the vocal unit was doing “til...” yeo one just like got v into it and all of a sudden shouted “LA!” while fist bumping. and hongseok was singing next and he was trying so hard to control. and i have a feeling the boys aren’t going to let him live it down because they kept fucking mocking it. 

and shinwon couldnt stop laughing every time he thought about it and i was just like...mood. he was such a ball of energy. and he is def a mood maker. and i was reminded why he is one of my wreckers. he has so much personality on stage and is just so naturally funny. and his voice!? amazing. like i wish he had more lines and that he was able to showcase his talent more. because he is the total package. 

HUI. my baby. my bias. the cutest bean to ever exist tbh. like....he just radiates so much positive energy. and he told the cutest fucking story about someone telling him he was their “virus” (he meant bias) and had to ask hongseok what that meant. and he kept saying virus instead of bias. and it just like...couldn’t stop smiling during his ment.

and i have to mention kino. my original pentagon bias and my forever wrecker. he looks at unis with so much love. like you can see how much he loves being on stage and performer, but you can see even more how much he loves us. he is the human embodiment of heart eyes. like there is no other way to explain it.

i have to say...they were one of the most vocally stable groups i have ever seen. jinho’s high notes were always perfect. there is so much talent in one body. his smile is precious. and contagious. and you just can’t help but smile when he does. 

hongseok’s vocal tone is so pretty and honestly so underutilized in pentagon. he worked his butt off translating for the boys and you can see how they rely on him. he mentioned how he studied in san diego and it meant a lot for him to be there with his members and having their own concert in socal. 

every time yanan came on the screen, everyone lost their shit. the whole theater screamed at the top of their lungs. we all miss him a lot. and i hope he’s doing well and healing. and that we can see him on stage with the rest of his members soon.

and honestly...for hitouch. i don’t remember much. hui was first and i just like lost my shit and blacked out after that haha. i honestly don’t remember the order. but i remember yeo one’s perfect face. and kino made sure to look each of us in the eye. and it made my heart skip a beat tbh. the one thing about hitouch is that its great. and its amazing to be able to meet your faves...but it’s just over so fast and it doesn’t give you a lot of time to process what’s happening. 

but overall, it was one of the funnest kpop’s show i have been to. you can see how much they love each other. you can see how much they love being on stage. and you can see how much they love unis. i am so proud of them. and despite everything that has happened, they continue to move forward and continue to grow. i hope they know how much we love and support them.

[murasakiibb]

Another tagging thing!

I got tagged by @skele8rity this time! Also I forgot to finish this thing when I first got it LMAO...

RULES:  Choose any three fandoms (in random order) and answer the questions, then tag 10 people you want to know better. 

Three Fandoms:

Uh... how about Undertale, Fullmetal Alchemist, and uh... Persona 5 even though I still haven't finished it yet lol.

The First Character You Loved:

Nobody actually... jumped out at me in Undertale. Like, I liked every character don't get me wrong! But nobody stuck out particularly strongly until I got to the end of the pacifist run.

For Persona 5, probably Ryuji honestly. He's such a good boy who deserves to have all the good things and I will fight anyone who says otherwise.

And for FMA... I can't remember lol. Maybe Alphonse? Because he's also a good boy who deserves so much love.

The Character You Never Expected To Love So Much:

For Undertale, interestingly enough? Sans. Like, going through the game originally I didn't think much of him. I didn't hate him, but he wasn't like, Top Ten Faves material, either. And then I got to the end of the pacifist run and was like wAIT WHAT. And an interest/obsession was born lol.

For Persona 5, so far? Futaba. I had No Idea what to expect with her, and then I get to her dungeon and. WELL. That Sure Was A Doozy And Now I Want To Hug And Protect This Child. Also I want her and Yusuke to be friends.

For FMA, uh... maybe Kimblee lol. That charismatic little fuck.

The Character You Relate With Most:

In Undertale: Alphys, hands down. Shy/socially anxious bisexual nerd with glasses? HOW DID YOU KNOW?!

In Persona 5: uh... no one person in particular, but I guess I kinda relate a bit to Yusuke with his art stuff and Futaba with her social anxiety.

In FMA: UH. I. HAVE NO IDEA??? They're all wonderful but none of them ever really clicked in a "this is so me" sort of way.

The Character You’d Slap:

FUCKING KIMBLEE. FIRST AND FOREMOST OUT OF ANYONE EVER. I WOULD SLAP HIM FUCKING SILLY IF I HAD HALF A CHANCE. I am not the least bit upset about what ultimately happened to him lmao he deserved it

There isn't really anyone in Undertale I'd slap, honestly. Or, well, maybe there's just a lot of people I'd slap for different reasons. Sans for being dangerously apathetic, Alphys for hiding, Asgore for not stepping up and stopping things sooner, Mettaton for being an egotistical butt... Basically I'd slap most of the cast for how they were before their character development lmao. Well okay Sans didn't really change that much but still

I have been trying in vain to avoid spoilers for Persona 5 but I get the impression I should probably slap Akechi. (If I didn't already have his role spoiled I'd still be side-eyeing the fuck out of him tbh. Boy is catching on too quick for comfort.)

Three Favorite Characters (In Order Of Preference):

Papyrus, Sans, and either Undyne or Alphys. They're all so good, though.

Futaba, Yusuke, Ryuji.

UHHHH... Hughes, Riza, and... Winry/Olivia/Izumi/I CAN'T FUCKING DECIDE THEY'RE ALL SO GREAT

A Character You Liked, But Don’t Anymore:

Absolutely no one. Every single character in all three of these are Wonderful. Except for the ones who aren't LMAO

A Character You Didn’t Like Before, But Do Now:

Papyrus sure fucking shot up there in terms of my affection towards him lol.

Arguably Futaba? It's sort of a matter of "I had no idea who this character was or what to make of her and then I actually met her and nOW I WILL DIE FOR HER."

UHHHHHH... maybe Scar? Didn't think much of his serial killing ways at first, and then he started growing on me lol.

Three OTPs:

Alphys/Undyne, obviously. Sans/Toriel I ship in a "I love how they interact" sort of way, so I'm actually just as happy with the idea of them being a platonic duo as I am with them as a romantic couple. Basically they're a combination OTP/FriendTP for me lol. And for a third OTP... eh, maybe either Sans/Grillby or Papyrus/Mettaton?

I don't really have any strong OTPs for Persona 5, though I get the impression the story itself leans towards Protag/Makoto. My FriendTP is definitely Futaba and Yusuke lol. Let them be strange together! I also, thanks in part to the anime, strongly support the FriendTP of Ryuji and the Protag. Like HOLY FUCK Ryuji is such a good and supportive friend and I love every second of it.

Roy/Riza is the best ship that will most likely never sail RIP. God damn it, they plan a whole fucking coup and yet they're too lawful to break the anti-fraternizing laws. Come on you guys. Let's see... Hughes/his wife Gracia, even if you never really see much of it on-screen. And just to top it off, maybe Ed/Winry.

I’m not going to bother trying to tag anyone lol. If you want to snag it, go right ahead!

[kpurereactions]

Can I hear about the other story too admin Minlee~? ✨

SO WHAT HAD HAPPENED WAS…LOL kidding. WARNING! This is going to look like a mess because when I talk about this…it’s a mess & I’m a mess lmfao

THIS IS SUPER LONG 

So I attended B.A.P’s LOE 2016 in San Francisco, CA. This is my first time seeing them, I couldn’t go to the 1st two LOEs & I cried lmao. So anyway, I had a little over $200 in my bank account & after I purchased two tickets, I only had $2 LMFAO ANYTHING FOR B.A.P!!! I didn’t go to the venue until around 4pmish…stood in line for 3 hours. (I’ve stood in line for Infinite for 6hrs, 3hrs is nothing) We stood in the wrong line LMFAO we stood in the VIP line but quickly learned it wasn’t the general ad line. The general ad line was WAAAAAAYYYY much shorter THANK GOD! While we were standing in line the staff were selling BAP albums to whoever wanted a chance at Hi-TOUCH with BAP. I didn’t care to purchase it AT THE TIME because I would’ve been EXTREMELY upset if I had paid $40 & I got a regular album. So 7pm comes around & they finally open the doors & we’re let in, I buy a shit load of merch! I’m not going to list it all but I bought a lightstick; that my baby sister just broke recently ): Anyway we find our seats & the show is about to begin. My friend that I met online had told me she was attending earlier that day! I was stoked to meet her! We hugged when we saw each other & honestly that is the best way to meet someone for the first time! NOW!!!!! I DID NOT REALIZE THAT I WAS NOT SMILING BACK AT THEM! UNTIL I GET TO FCUKING HIMCHAN & HE DIPS HIS HEAD DOWN A BIT & SMILES REALLY BIG AT ME!!!!!! AND I SMILE BACK, I CAN FEEL MY WHOLE BODY GETTING HOT (FROM BEING SHY, NOT THAT OTHER THING YA NASTY! LOL) SO I PUT MY HAND UP AND HE HOLDS MY HAND AS IT SLIPS OUT OF HIS T^T I CAN’T EVEN FUCKING DEAL. AFTER THAT EVEYRTHING IS A BLUR. ALL I KNOW IS THAT JONGUP WAS AFTER & THEN BANG WAS LAST, HE WASN’T TOO HAPPY THAT DAY :( I WAS SAD HE WASN’T. THEN I EXIT THE ROOM & THE VENUE & I JUST FREEZE UP…..LIKE EXCUSE ME….DID THAT JUST REALLY HAPPEN?! WHAT?! I CAN’T, I JUST CAN’T. I swore to myself that I was not going toto wash my hand UNTIL THE NEXT DAY after I wake up. I then got scolded not to stand in front of the venue doors….which i mean i was like 8ft away from, rude sir. Anyway my friend leaves to go catch the last BART train & I’m like still in shock and I need to tell someone so I call my best friend that live sin Georgia so it’s like midnight there & i just start balling my eyes out telling her how I met BAP & that HIMchan smiled at me & I’m like I’ll let her go cos i know its late over there aand I’m gonna go wait for BAP to leave the venue then I’ll go home. So I walk over to the side of the building where some other fans are at & GIRRRRLLLLLL WE WAITED A HOUR OUT IN THE COLD! They didn’t leave til 11pm. You when they walk out we obvious scream lmfao & I’m right in the front of the barricade that is like 20 ft from the car & I shout “ I LOVE YOU!!!” AND I KID YOU FUCKING MOON FUCKING JONGUP HEARS ME & ACKNOWLEDGES ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SWEAR! HE FUCKING MADE EYE CONTACT WITH ME! FOR 2 SECONDS & SMILED SHYLY & THEN GOT INTO THE VAN!!!!!!! AND THEN I CRIED. BAP leaves & then of course we all leave. I talked about it the whole way home (1hr) So remember how I said I swore I wasn’t going to wash my hand until I wake up the next morning,,,,well I failed. I went to use the restroom when I got home & I WASHED MY HAND T^T I WAS SO SAD lmfao I spammed text my best friend who was still awake & told her i washed my hand and she laughed lmfao I also texted my other good friend that attend the same concert & told her I got the chance to Hitouch BAP & she asked if I told Bang that she loves him & I told her no cos I myself didnt even tell Himchan that I love him, and I hope he stays the way he is becasue hes perfect the way he is. and doesnt need to lose weight becos I dont care about that and I only care about him being happy. She then scolded me that I should’ve been the one to tell him that becos we all know how much he needs to be told that. I then cried cos I had the chance and I didn’t. But now I know and next time, if there is a next time, I’ll be more prepared.

SOOOOOOO yes, that is how my BAP concert & Hitouch went….That was long lol

Thanks for asking me about it. I love BAP & that is forever a memory/day I will cherish forever. It makes me happy cry lol (Yes, I got emotional while writing this)

**EDIT: Here’s photos :) -Hold on I have more. I gotta switch computers. LOL

Minlee

[boxdyed]

all the odd numbered asks!!

Ty!!!! Ily sky ur the real mvp 1.Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?Spotify, no contest 3. what color are your eyes?Blue but like the most boring shade of blue imaginable 5.what is your relationship status? Single :^((7.what color hair do you have?Green! 9. Where do you shop?For clothes? Mostly ragstock tbh. I practically live in ragstock 11. favorite social media accountThe one, my family follows me on like every other social media so I have 0 fun 13. any siblings?One younger brother 15. favorite snapchat filter? That one that they have occasionally with the stars 17. how many times a week do you shower?I don't own a shower so19. shoe size?I think like 7?? Maybe??? 21. sandals or sneakers? Sneakers23. describe your dream dateOk so in my city there's this outdoor theater by the river and my dream date is to take a girl for a picnic on the stage on a beautiful summer day and listen to music. And when we're done we can go to the miniature fair nearby and ride the ferries wheel (and laugh because of how tiny it is) 25. what color socks are you wearing? Pink 27. do you have a job? what do you do? I'm afraid I do not 29. whats the worst thing you have ever done? Uhhh..... idk I've never done anything wrong in my life tbh 31. 3 favorite boy names1- Oliver 2- Charlie3- James 33. favorite actor? John Boyega probably. He's the only man I don't hate so 35. who is your celebrity crush?This is a loaded question..... Ellen page, Amandla Stenberg, Hannah Marks, and Samira Wiley are my top 4 I think?? 37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? I do read a lot, my favorites are his dark materials, Harry Potter, the perks of being a wallflower, and Annie on my Mind 39. do you have a nickname? what is it? Uhhh I guess sunny is my nickname?? I guess 41. top 10 favorite songsThis is an EXTREMELY loaded question. Here are some faves but,,,,,''tis only a fraction. A mere taste-wake up// arcade fire -wonderwall// oasis -chug jug// family of the year-landslide// Fleetwood Mac -san Francisco// the mowglis -smile like you mean it// the killers -rhinestone eyes// gorillaz -cigarette daydreams// cage the Elephant -ahead of the curve// monsters of folk -god only knows// The Beach Boys 43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)Literally oily and dry at the same time it's so bad 45. how many kids do you want? One, possibly two. But definitely not three 47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) Small but not minuscule. We've got 5 rooms. One floor. It's an aight house 49. what was the last compliment you received?A cashier complimented my purse it was really nice 51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?I figured it out at 8 I think. But I didn't say anything until I was 10 53. opinion on smoking?Nasty55. what is your dream job? I want to work with LGBTQ youth!! Also I would love to make an animated tv show 57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? No but only because I forget. I'm pro taking shampoo bottles from hotels 59. do you smile for pictures?Noooooo my fake smile is so.....badddd (so is my real smile) 61. have you ever peed in the woods? Hmmm I don't think so??? It's possible tho63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?(((((McDonald's I'm so disgusting pls forgive me))))65. what do you wear to bed? Underwear in the summer, whatever clothes I wore that day in winter67. what are your hobbies?Staring at walls. Rewatching broad city for the 500th time, walking to the dollar tree, texting @ulto every thought and experience I have in grueling detail, writing bad poetry. That's it69. do you play an instrument?No but I wish I did 71, tea or coffee?Coffee with so much sugar its barely coffee 73. do you want to get married?YES!!!!!75. are you going to change your last name when you get married? Tbh no. I'm very proud of my family 77. do you miss anyone right now? Yea :^[79. do you believe in ghosts?Of course 81. last person you called`My mom lol83. regular oreos or golden oreos? Regular. I'm not an animal 85. what shirt are you wearing? Just a bra, baby 87. are you outgoing or shy?Shy!!! V shy 89. do you like your neighbors? Yea they chill they've got like 5 dogs 91. have you ever been high? Not yet 93. last thing you ate? Pringles (classy) 95. summer or winter? SUMMER 97. dark, milk, or white chocolate? Honestly,,,,,tbh,,,,,, white 99. what is your zodiac signVirgo libra cusp :^)

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ask meme 1-150

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1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

erica, my friend across the hall

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

super shy ;-;

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

idk! i’ve gotten a surprising amount of diversity in friend and family interactions the last week or so. pretty content right now.

4. Are you easy to get along with?

i think so? i hope so.

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

i’d hope so?

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

funny people. broad guys. guys with beards.

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ who knows. 

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

lorde lmao

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

not really, i just usually can’t provide much input on the subject

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

uH probably my mom

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

“Going good, spent the weekend at home for Father’s Day. How’re you doing?”

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

shit fuck why is this always a question (at least they give me a top five instead of making me choose one :p) more recent faves:

perfect places [lorde]

pool [paramore]

bandages [hey rosetta!]

cut to the feeling [carly rae jepsen]

youth (day) [oohyo]

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

i don’t mind.

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

i mean jesus did some cool shit but i don’t really think much about miracles in a modern context

15. What good thing happened this summer?

got a job doing fun web dev work :D

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

i can’t remember the last person i kissed

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

yeah! probs not our solar system (or even close) but it is likely!!! man read up on the fermi paradox or the drake equation and get back to me, i think this shit is so interesting

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

first “crush” (thought i was straight lol): nofirst real crush: yep! not super frequently but we just got ice cream with some friends recently

19. Do you like bubble baths?

haven’t had one in like 13 years but i don’t see why not

20. Do you like your neighbors?

yes! they’re my closest friends

21. What are you bad habits?

procrastination (but i usually pull through in the end)

22. Where would you like to travel?

so many places my dude. dubai seattle and back to san francisco are probs current top 3

23. Do you have trust issues?

i don’t think so. at the very least, not usually

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

don’t really have one

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

my weight :/ i hate looking like a twig but have stayed this weight for like 4 years. also i don’t embody the physical traits i find attractive in other people so i just kinda think of myself as an unattractive person

26. What do you do when you wake up?

wait for my second alarm to go off and roll back under the covers

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

i’m pale as fuck and sunburn, i wish i could tan at the very least

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

my friends? hashbrowns, friends across the hall, roommates, sleepovers with nitesh, dnd squad, all good options

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

nah lol i had a boyfriend for like a month it really wasn’t meant to be

30. Do you ever want to get married?

yeah! someday™

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

no, but the top is getting longer than usual even though i just had a haircut oops

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

yowza hello what

33. Spell your name with your chin.

wwereecvdb

(well that could have gone better)

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

volleyball during the school year. i just got a summer gym membership so who knows maybe i’ll swim or run more

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

tv hands down. i already don’t watch it a whole lot but wowza i love music

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

yes

it sucks

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

i don’t really think many silences are awkward? if anything i guess i try to think up a new topic to talk about but most of the time i’m fine staying quiet

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

isn’t this like #6

idk someone who likes laughing and is a nice person. video games, beards, and being bigger than me are also plusses

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

uniqlo is a fun store

40. What do you want to do after high school?

LOL

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

usually. i mean it depends on context (like, if you cheat on someone, you probably don’t deserve a second shot at that in my book) but most of the time i think forgiveness is on the table for a first offense. but if behaviors repeat for a long time, i’m less inclined to offer it.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

i’m probably thinking about something, zoning out, or disagree with whatever was just said and am not trying to start something

43. Do you smile at strangers?

sometimes!

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

spaaaaaaaaaaaace

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

the fear of disappointing others realizing i’ve spent as much time as possible in bed without making myself late

46. What are you paranoid about?

not much?

47. Have you ever been high?

no

48. Have you ever been drunk?

yes

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

i don’t think so?

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

red

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

i literally wish i was sara bareilles but other than that no

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

just like… my body structure as a wholeor maybe just the ability to grow a better beard, i am not about this 90% neckbeard life

53. Favourite makeup brand?

don’t wear any

54. Favourite store?

nintendo world store

55. Favourite blog?

mine #getrekt

nah idk

56. Favourite colour?

turquoise / teal

57. Favourite food?

hhhhh cheese tortellini w/ pesto

58. Last thing you ate?

orange chicken, sweetfire chicken, and chow mein from panda express

59. First thing you ate this morning?

a bowl of cinnamon toast crunch

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

i won a beauty pageant freshman year with my talent being rapping busta rhymes’ verse from look at me now and a choreography to super bass

i won a battle of the bands with the hip hop orchestra to be an opening act for t-pain and lil dicky when they performed here too

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

no

62. Been arrested? For what?

no

63. Ever been in love?

not in the reciprocated romantic way yet

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

i was lying on his bed watching a movie when he turned over to face me. we looked each other in the eye for a while before closing them and going for it.

65. Are you hungry right now?

li’l bit, but i’m not even halfway through these questions so i’m trying not to think about it

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

it’s a venn diagram, some of my closest irl friends are my tumblr friends and vice versa

67. Facebook or Twitter?

fb

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?

nope

70. Names of your bestfriends?

i mean this list would be like 20 names long because i don’t really use the title “best friend” but nitesh winston jared and siddy are all pretty high up there

71. Craving something? What?

nothing atm

72. What colour are your towels?

teal

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

1 to 3. usually have 3 on my bed.

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

nope

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

on campus i have my eeveelution plushies, a totoro plush and a kicks plush. at home i probably still have some webkinz, a build-a-bear dog, a giant togepi, and a treecko.

75. Favourite animal?

oh geez idk i just…. love all of them

i really love australian blue cattle dogs, elephants, parrots, chinchillas, and otters

76. What colour is your underwear?

uh it varies but today they’re white

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

vanilla ice cream, chocolate pretty much everything else

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

vanilla, mint chocolate chip, or cotton candy

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

blue

80. What colour pants?

teal

(i’m in pajamas it’s ok that these colors clash)

81. Favourite tv show?

geez i’m really out of touch with tv

parks and rec was good? fma brotherhood? good

82. Favourite movie?

begin again

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

is this even a question? original

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

only have seen 22 jump street but i think i’d prefer mean girls

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

why is this person so obsessed with mean girls

idk i like cady?

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

dory probably. or squirt

87. First person you talked to today?

brent

88. Last person you talked to today?

satvik

89. Name a person you hate?

orange president

90. Name a person you love?

@caqtuscomics

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

see #89

92. In a fight with someone?

no

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

2? maybe 3?

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

2

95. Last movie you watched?

legit could not tell you lol

as a substitute, last musical i watched was sound of music last night at the kennedy center

96. Favourite actress?

…sara bareilles

97. Favourite actor?

mark ruffalo is pretty cool

98. Do you tan a lot?

NO I BURN

99. Have any pets?

yeah! parents have a dog named zoe and i love her

100. How are you feeling?

pretty ok! fluctuated the past couple days but i’m ok now

101. Do you type fast?

yes (perks of being in cs)

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

not a whole lot tbh. nothing that was so bad i’d want to go back and redo. i think.

103. Can you spell well?

yeah

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

some high school friends, i guess. but it’s been long enough that i’m kind of over it, the ones that i miss most still make efforts to keep in touch so it’s fine

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

just once, i think

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

not as far as i know

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

yep! family friend rides horses and let us on hers over the years.

108. What should you be doing?

nothing! finally. (realistically, getting back into journaling. that fell by the wayside this semester and i’d love to get back into that.)

109. Is something irritating you right now?

not really. since the semester ended things have been pretty calm

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

.-.

111. Do you have trust issues?

deja vu

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

i don’t cry in front of others often. not afraid to or anything, just doesn’t happen a lot. possibly satvik back in like september

113. What was your childhood nickname?

got called punkin’ by my mom (short for chunkin’ punkin’ because i was a fat baby) but didn’t really have nicknames from my friends

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

yep! fairly regularly

115. Do you play the Wii?

geez when was this survey made

play on my switch now. n64 and wii u occasionally :p

116. Are you listening to music right now?

nope

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

it’s ok!

118. Do you like Chinese food?

ye

119. Favourite book?

the kite runner by khaled hosseini

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

not really, though i still do weird things sometimes because of the dark (double takes, turn lights on/off)

121. Are you mean?

i hope not! i really don’t think so

122. Is cheating ever okay?

no

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

haven’t tried :p don’t get white shoes often

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

sigh i wish but i think it’s more lust than anything most of the time

125. Do you believe in true love?

not like “there is 1 person in this world destined for me” but i like the concept of making one’s relationship as strong as it can be

126. Are you currently bored?

well, i have answered 125 questions so far without looking for something more entertaining to do

127. What makes you happy?

pokemon, music, the mcelboys, humor, overwatch…

128. Would you change your name?

last name for marriage sure why not

first name i’m cool with not changing

129. What your zodiac sign?

leo

130. Do you like subway?

ye

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

inform them that i am unfortunately super duper gay

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

again, deja vu

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

hm!!!! geez there are so many good lyrics from after laughter and melodrama

“I’m underwaterWith no air in my lungsMy eyes are openI’m done giving up” - pool, paramore

“All the nights spent off our facesTrying to find these perfect placesWhat the fuck are perfect places anyway?“ - perfect places, lorde

134. Can you count to one million?

i mean, i know the order of the numbers but god forbid i try this anytime soon

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

geez idk once when i was 7 i told my grandma i couldn’t find my watch while i was staring right at it so when i wasn’t looking she took it from me and swatted my hand for fibbing

as far as i know, no lies i’ve told have had big consequences; i don’t lie that often other than what time i’ve gone to bed to my parents back in highschool

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

closed

137. How tall are you?

6′3

138. Curly or Straight hair?

i love wavy hair

139. Brunette or Blonde?

brunette

140. Summer or Winter?

summer

141. Night or Day?

night

142. Favourite month?

geez idk most of them are pretty good. may is nice, august is my birthmonth.

143. Are you a vegetarian?

nope

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

dark = milk > white

145. Tea or Coffee?

don’t really drink either, but leaning towards tea (esp. chai)

146. Was today a good day?

yeah it was alright :)

147. Mars or Snickers?

uh never had a mars but i’m not too big a fan of snickers so i’ll risk it

148. What’s your favourite quote?

life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass, it’s about learning to dance in the rain

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

nah

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

“The Great Tree stands in the center of a vast forest, and a variety of living things come here to ask for its blessing.” (Hyrule Historia)