Back In Time
That's…not metal under her hip.
The Guardian slowly lifts her head even as it begins to throb.
Ghost?
The heel of her hand digs into the stone beneath her as she pushes to an upright position.
"Guardian! Are you alright?" Ghost transmats beside her, his shell separating and mending a gash in her leg she hadn't even felt yet. The headache ebbs beneath Light and she pats his shell affectionately.
"Where are we?" He asks cautiously as she stands, beginning to investigate.
She doesn't recognize the room until she stops beside a large carving in the wall.
Wolves–
"The Iron Temple," she manages, "but…it looks different."
"That portal could have sent us anywhere in time. We should get out of here before we're discovered."
"We need to get back–"
"The spear's power is depleted. We can't re-open the portal yet."
The Guardian starts to protest until she hears footsteps approaching. She secures the spear along her back and darts to the wall for cover.
An Iron Lord she doesn't recognize steps inside the room, making their way to the center. While their back is turned, the Guardian darts for the door. The Iron Lord turns at the sound of her footsteps but luckily, only catches a glimpse before she's out of sight.
They call for aid and she runs, managing to evade any other contact until she's nearly to the exit.
The doors begin to close, her eyes dart over her shoulder and she catches a bullet to her shoulder. She hurls herself through the opening just before the doors slam shut.
"Get up! Get up! Get up!" Ghost urges as she stumbles onto her feet and takes off toward the mountainside. Getting down is harder than she'd like, but she can't afford to stop and let Ghost heal her.
They're in danger until they're off this mountain.
And when they finally do make it into the forest below, there is the sound of gunfire and screaming.
The Hunter manages to find enough cover for Ghost to work and the instant he transmats, she's on her feet and charging through brush. They need somewhere safe, somewhere–
The shot sounds somewhere to her left and she trips, tucking and rolling down a small slope until she hits flattened ground. She shakes her head, sitting up only to realize she's just beyond a clearing.
Through the brush, there's a Titan fighting for his life and–
“Look! There’s Shaxx! Maybe he can–” Ghost jerks back as the Guardian reels. “He’s…disemboweling someone.”
The Young Wolf shakes her head, willing away the panic mounting in her chest. She leans forward a fraction, watching her Warlord drop the body before straightening up. His helmet turns toward her and she stifles a gasp.
“He knows we’re here!” Ghost starts to tremble a little and she snatches him out of the air, tucking him close against her chest.
She doesn’t dare take her eyes off Shaxx. She can’t even breathe. Her heart is pounding in her ears and there is a nagging sense of terror in the back of her mind that is only kept at bay by the firm hold she has on her Little Light.
Shaxx takes a step toward the foliage but a Warlock comes tearing into the clearing, rambling off an alert about another Warlord in the area and Shaxx takes off with her.
The Young Wolf releases her Ghost and sits back on her heels, taking deep breaths to steady her racing heart.
“...if he’s…then, we’re–” Ghost’s shell rotates rapidly, his eyes darting.
“In the Dark Ages,” she finishes for him, laying back with a soft huff.
“What do we do?”
She doesn’t even know where to begin. Her head is spinning. She’s never seen Shaxx so…crude and violent. She’s never bore witness to his brutality - the very same he’d told her of in the nights they spent in the Tower.
“We…can’t let him find us.” She slowly sits up, “Osiris has mentioned time travel…paradoxes, the like.” She strains to remember the relevant information that went right over her head during that six hour lecture. “We’ll have to find our way home on our own.”
“Well, Saladin is alive…maybe even Zavala? We could ask them?”
“And risk the future?”
“There won’t be a future if we don’t get back, Guardian! They’re counting on us to finish off that Vex!” He floats closer, “It…might be safest for us to ask for help instead of barging into the Iron Temple after we find a power source.”
That’s where this began. Saladin was away with the Cabal. The Vex - Traveler only knows why they chose the stronghold for this but Ghost is right. They need to get inside, the portal will activate when the relic - the relic!
She casts about, frantically searching for the spear.
“There!” Ghost darts forward and she follows his gaze.
It’s lying in the clearing in front of them. How Shaxx missed it, she doesn’t know but she is grateful for one small mercy today.
The Guardian pushes herself up to her feet, scanning the clearing before she steps out and darts to the relic. No more than a moment after she’s picked it up, she’s sent flying against the large tree behind her and it drops from her hand. The collision knocks the air from her lungs and she is barely able to lift her head to see her Warlord striding toward her.
“He’s back!” Ghost transmats away quickly.
The Guardian narrowly makes it to her knees, her eyes dropping to the spear and she lunges for it. Shaxx counters her advance and drives her a few steps back.
She doesn't have time for this.
Her hands ball into fists and she moves in to attack, anything to get around him and get the spear. Shaxx has little difficulty blocking and the instant he finds an opening, his fist collides with her chest plate, sending her hurtling back.
Somehow she gets her footing and avoids tumbling. That's when the pain registers. A quick glance down reveals a sizeable dent in her chestplate from his fist. Her ribs ache and she chokes out a cough as she struggles up to her feet.
He’s on her in an instant, slamming her back against the tree by her throat and she lets out a strangled cry. Her vision is already blurred by the concussion he’s no doubt given her, but she watches in horror as he stoops, snatching up the spear.
She reaches out, he holds the relic out of her reach and adds pressure to her throat. Her fingers tear at his gloves, the sharp prick of his talon drawing blood around her neck. She can’t breathe, she can't–
“Warlord Shaxx!”
His focus is broken and his hold eases. The Guardian gasps for breath, lungs burning in protest from the lack of air. Her boot slams against his knee, throwing him off balance enough for her to break his hold but she lacks the strength to do more than scramble a few feet away before her strength gives. She hits the ground, chest heaving as she barely braces herself on her elbows.
Through it all, her eyes lock on his visor from beneath her helmet. Shaxx has risen once more, grasping the spear firmly in one hand before he pivots to look toward the source of the voice.
It’s…Saladin.
Thank the Traveler. This will save her the trouble of tracking him down but her most pressing issue is avoiding Shaxx’s wrath now.
She can’t make out what’s being said, her head is spinning and she doesn’t dare call upon her Ghost. Her head drops for an instant, she shakes it, trying to chase away the fog over her mind and then she feels a hand on her shoulder. She bolts back out of instinct, her blade in her hand and it’s only after her wrist is seized that she realizes it’s Lord Saladin.
“Easy, Hunter.” His voice cuts through the haze.
She blinks rapidly, willing her vision to clear.
“Careful, Saladin,” Shaxx warns over his shoulder.
“She doesn’t bear his sigil. It’s closer to yours actually,” the Iron Lord retorts evenly, taking the blade from her hand but she offers no protests.
In fact, she drops back down onto the soft grass beneath her, closing her eyes for a moment.
“You’re safe. Your Ghost can–”
Ghost wastes no time in transmatting in, mending her body and when she opens her eyes, she can see clearly again. She’s slow to get her elbows beneath her, a faint twinge lingering in the nerves along her neck from Shaxx’s claws.
She gives an appreciative nod to Saladin as she sits back on her heels. Over his shoulder, Shaxx brandishes the spear before inspecting it. She starts to push up to her feet but Saladin grips her arm, keeping her there.
“Not so fast. We need an explanation from you."
She looks between them quickly and then to her Ghost. He tilts forward in a show of encouragement. The Guardian nods finally, sitting back on her heels and forces herself to relax a fraction.
“There was a surge of energy on Felwinter’s Peak. You know anything about that?”
She nods.
“Your armor matches the description we were given. You were spotted stumbling out of there, is that right?”
She nods again.
“Use your words, Hunter.” Shaxx orders sharply and it takes all she has not to flinch.
He’s never used that tone with her. She’s heard it before but never-never been on the receiving end of it.
“She doesn’t–” Her Ghost starts but Saladin holds up a hand to silence him.
“Tell us.” He urges and the Guardian’s hands clench into fists in her lap.
“I can’t reveal much.” She begins, squaring her shoulders as her head lifts. “The power surge in the Temple was…a time portal opening.”
Shaxx steps closer, “A portal? From where?”
“A few hundred years from now.” She looks up at him. His domineering presence has faltered, replaced with that curiosity she loves so much. “The weapon you hold is from an enemy you have yet to encounter.”
He looks down at the spear.
“And what brought you here?”
“I was fighting it. It was losing.” She repositions, tucking one leg beneath the other, her arm planted on her knee. “It opened a portal, threw me through it. I woke up here.”
Saladin exchanges a look with Shaxx before speaking. “This enemy…what are they called?”
“I can’t answer that. Doing so would offset the timeline and–” her voice falters as her gaze shifts to Shaxx, “Irreparable damage could occur.”
“Why did you flee the Temple?” Saladin stands.
She slowly gets to her feet, aware of Shaxx’s stance change - he’s on the defense now.
“I needed to get my bearings. Find out where and when I was sent to. We were going to seek you out when–” She doesn’t dare look over at Shaxx.
“When you encountered Warlord Shaxx.” Saladin snorts softly, shaking his head.
She nods in confirmation.
Shaxx takes a step closer, she jerks back a step, prepared for a fight but his head tilts and she knows it better than anyone - not a threat, just curious.
“I should apologize for…” he nods to the tree and then back to her, “I mistook you for an enemy.”
She tries a shrug, tries to ignore the subtle pang in her chest. “Honest mistake,” she manages softly, holding her hand out for the spear.
“We’ll hold onto this,” Saladin cuts in.
Her eyes dart to him and she’s sure they both can read the flash of indignance in her stance. Her shoulders drew back, her chin lifted and her spine straightened. Saladin does hand over her knife though, as it were an acceptable substitute for the spear.
“We just need to get home,” Ghost tries to argue but the Iron Lord shakes his head.
“You understand why we can’t just hand you something like this. Not without checking out your story.”
“With all due respect, Lord Saladin,” the Guardian’s tone is sharp, irritated even, “There is no way for you to corroborate this. You can escort us back to the Iron Temple and see for yourself but I can’t afford to wait here long.”
Shaxx steps closer. This time it’s menacing, meant to intimidate but she has been on the receiving end of that in every sparring match. She usually diffuses it with a hug but she doesn’t dare touch him now.
“You’re in no position to make demands, Hunter.”
She squares herself to him, “And I don’t have the time to beg, Lord Shaxx.”
Ghost’s panicked whir sounds in the back of her mind but she doesn’t back away.
Shaxx’s helmet tilts, his frame leaning down a fraction - he’s going to strike if there’s another provocation.
“That’s enough.” Saladin steps between them, his back to Shaxx as he meets her gaze. “We’ll take you back to Shaxx’s fortress for now and decide what to do from there.”
Her jaw clenches, gaze flickering to her Ghost who bobs forward.
“I think that’s the best we’re going to get for now,” he says softly.
Finally, she nods and her Ghost transmats away.
She slides her blade back into its sheath and Saladin nods approvingly. Shaxx hands the spear off before stepping beside her and gripping her arm to escort her.
His touch was always so gentle but this? It’s harsh, forceful. She doesn’t like it but she can’t exactly protest at the moment. Instead, she tries to focus on his presence. It’s still…aggressive, menacing, and overwhelmingly dark but she is pleased to know some part of him - the part she knows in the future - is in there even now.
The three of them walk in silence for a time. Saladin up ahead and Shaxx at her side. At some point, he releases her arm and lets her walk on her own. But the silence between them? Suffocating. Intolerable. Not at all like it would be in the future.
She needs to stop thinking like that - like this is her Shaxx. This is the monster he told her of, the part of him he regrets the most.
“You’re staring…again.” Shaxx bites out lowly.
She stiffens, diverting her gaze.
“Why?” He presses abruptly.
She could tell him she knows him…quite intimately in the future. She could explain how much they mean to one another. But would it change things? When she beats the Gatekeeper, when she returns to the Tower, would things between them be the same as she left them? Could telling him, reminding him of what is in essence, their present, would that change future Shaxx? The armor she bears will be the same he’ll see her in when they next meet, so he'll know.
His grip is back on her arm and he jerks her to a halt, turning her to face him.
“Answer me.” He orders sharply.
“I know you…in my time.” She manages softly.
“Do you?” His head tilts, some of the irritation ebbing from his voice. His head tilts down as if he were taking in her form, “It would explain the armor’s likeness to my sigil…and it is a relief to hear I live that long.”
She smiles slightly, fighting the urge to step closer. “You, Saladin…Zavala. All of you.”
His head lifts a fraction before he looks toward the Iron Lord up ahead, “Come on.” His grip is a touch gentler than it had been as they continue up the path. “What’s the future like?”
She hesitates, angling her head away slightly to note the scenery. When she doesn’t answer, Shaxx seems to understand the reason behind her reluctance and falls silent. Hours tick by before they reach the fortress and it doesn’t reassure her that they’ll make it back to the Iron Temple quickly.
When they step through the gates, Shaxx reclaims his hold on her arm, keeping her at his side. She tries not to think too much about it, taking in the fortress in its…functional grandeur?
It doesn’t compare to the City but that doesn’t come to fruition for some time yet. Still, she catches herself almost leaning into the Warlord as they walk. His presence and temperament may not be the same, but his Light? Well, that’s not the same either but she has to hold on to something.
She’s led to a larger cottage in the center of the fortress - presumably Shaxx’s home. At least they’re not tossing her in a cell or something similar…unless Shaxx has one of those? He never mentioned a prison cell in his home, but he very well could have been keeping it to himself.
She’s so lost in thought, she’s startled by a loud clatter of swords to her right. The Guardian jerks, pressing close to Shaxx out of instinct, her free hand firmly grasping the fabric of his sleeve.
He stops. The weight of his gaze is locked on her but she doesn’t dare look up now. She should let go of his arm, but again, uncertainty grips her and she just stands there, clinging to him as her head lowers.
“Are you so easily frightened you’d cling to your captor?” Shaxx sounds…almost amused, actually. But there’s also a twinge of disapproval. How very like him.
And there goes her dignity.
She lifts her head, looking up at him. She doesn’t exactly have a defense that doesn’t involve a “I’m in love with you in the future and therefore, feel safest in your arms so shut up”. So, she just releases his arm and tries to start walking forward again without offering anything but he tugs her back.
“You’re very selective with your words.”
She tilts her head, silently prodding him to continue.
“Either all or nothing, I see.” His head lowers and she almost shies away, heat rising in her cheeks. “I wonder how I haven’t broken you of it in the future.”
Fuck.
“You’ve tried. I’m very persistent.” She clears her throat, looking toward the Iron Lord stepping inside the cottage, “Saladin is–”
“Not going to save you this time. You’re going to answer my questions or–”
She snorts, leaning her helmet against his chest and closes her eyes. She prepares herself for a blow, something but the Warlord is…stunned.
“Are you so easily flustered you’d hold your captive, Lord Shaxx?” She asks with a degree of smugness and Shaxx shoves her away in the direction of the cottage.
He’s mad now. Good. He’s off-balance when angry.
They step inside, he pushes her toward the back room and there is a wall of chains there. So, he did have a torture room. Intriguing but unfortunate for her.
She could fight him but there isn’t a chance in hell she would escape unscathed with him and Saladin already on high alert. So, she cooperates. She allows the Warlord to bind her but it’s no more than her wrists. It’s a small mercy, but she’ll take it.
It’s been a day, after all.
Saladin lingers by the door, still inspecting the spear, “Are those necessary?”
“Unless you’d care to keep watch?” Shaxx’s tone betrays his irritation and Saladin looks less than pleased.
The Iron Lord steps closer to her as she leans back against the wall, her bound wrists resting in her lap. “I will speak with the others and discuss this…development. In the meantime, you’ll remain here under Shaxx’s watchful eye. I’ll return in the morning with our answer. I wouldn’t advise any escape attempts.”
She snorts, holding up her wrists half-heartedly and gestures for him to leave. Shaxx nudges her leg with his boot in a silent reprimanding but she doesn’t particularly care.
He frightened her in the clearing but now? Now he’s just Shaxx. Her Titan, albeit darker but it’s still him. He can still be flustered so he can be diffused. She’s not worried now but judging by Saladin’s wary look between the two of them, perhaps she should be.
The Titans step out a minute later, the door slams shut and she’s left in both darkness and silence. Ghost remains hidden, it’s the wisest course of action - in case Shaxx does somehow go off the deep end and try to kill him.
She sits and listens for a time. It’s clear Saladin has already departed but it’s unclear whether Shaxx is or is not in the house. So, she settles in, tries to make herself at least somewhat comfortable.
Eventually, her eyes droop shut and she drifts off into a light sleep for a while.
The next time she opens her eyes, the door is being dragged open and there’s this horrible shrill groan of the hinges.
She can make out Shaxx’s horns just before he’s kneeling in front of her.
“Drink,” he lifts her hands, pressing a cold metal cup into them.
It takes a moment for the sleepy daze to ebb but when it does, Shaxx has grown impatient and tugs her hood back. His hands move to the base of her helmet and out of instinct, she grips his wrist to stop him.
It’s too dark in the cell to see much but from the light cast from the door, she watches his shoulders draw back indignantly.
“You intend to drink that without removing your helmet?” His tone is sharp, irritated even.
She shakes her head.
“Then,” he nods to where she’s holding onto his wrist.
A moment’s hesitation before her hand releases his wrist and he unseals her helmet, setting it aside.
“Hm, Awoken. Seems the Light found its way to even your kind.” He remarks, straightening to his full height as she cautiously eyes him. “Drink. I haven’t the time for you to sit idle.”
She snorts but does as he orders, downing the cup almost too quickly. Her throat is dry and yet, she holds the cup back out for him to take. He snatches the cup from her hands and turns to leave.
“Shaxx–”
He stills, his head angling toward her but makes no move to turn back.
“...any word from Saladin?” She asks hesitantly.
“No. He’ll have only just made it back to Felwinter’s Peak. Have patience.”
She hasn’t the time for patience. Time is one thing she can’t afford to waste.
The Young Wolf manages a nod yet the Warlord lingers. She has a sense he has a question - one she won't relish answering.
"You've made it clear you cannot reveal our future," Shaxx pivots, the dim light of the hall casting along his helmet.
He stands tall; proud, a culmination of confidence and strength.
She has always loved that about him.
"Your eyes," he takes a half step closer, her focus on his helmet visor. "There's no resentment there. No anger. In fact," another step and he's crouching before her. He reaches out, gripping her chin gently. "Your eyes are filled with warmth. Why?"
She was dreading this question.
"...we're close, in my time." She whispers, his grip harshens as he leans in.
"Try again. The truth, this time."
She swallows, hands balling into fists around her pant legs before she can find her voice.
"We're…partners. We live together. Sleep beside one another - in my time, Shaxx? You are all I have." She manages, a knot forming in her throat as her Warlord studies her intently.
His fingers ease, his thumb brushing over her chin before he withdraws. He doesn't utter a word as he rises, heading for the door.
"Shaxx–"
He stills at the threshold.
She isn't sure what to say, just that she wanted him to stay a moment longer. He looks over his shoulder at her and she wonders if he can see the mild panic in her eyes.
She wonders how this Warlord could ever become the one she loves.
Then Shaxx departs, that shrill groan of the hinges stirring something truly unpleasant in her chest. The instant his steps are indiscernible, the Guardian pushes aside the storm of emotion and shifts up to her knees, scanning through the darkened room.
Ghost materializes beside her, “He realizes you could transmat out of here, right?”
“I imagine he has precautions against that, Ghost.” She tests the restraints; they’re irritatingly tight and well-secured to the wall. Her gaze flits toward the door.
There is no window. What kind of cell has no window?
Well…Shaxx’s evidently.
She has half a mind to chastise him if they return home. Dark Age Shaxx is an insufferable prick and she’d like nothing more than to lay into him.
But again, she doesn’t have the time.
She works a small band of metal from her belt and sets about picking the locks on her cuffs. It’s slow going and incredibly uncomfortable given the angle she has to wrench her wrist to make it work but in the end, she’s met with that satisfying click and she carefully lowers them against the wall to avoid any loud clatter.
She stoops to snatch up her helmet, securing it back in place with a relieved huff.
Next, to get out of this room.
The Young Wolf steps up to the door, testing the knob cautiously. She gestures Ghost closer to the knob and she can make out the other side of the lock.
Something else she can pick.
She crouches down, easing the band of metal inside the lock and carefully sets about her task. Through it all, she strains to listen for the Warlord’s return but when it’s clear he won’t venture near his would-be dungeon, she’s confident enough to click the last mechanism. She remembers the shrill hinges and hesitates, eyeing them thoughtfully for a moment before gathering a cool whisper of Stasis in her hand. If this doesn't work, Shaxx will be on her in an instant but she has to try something. She presses her palm near the hinges, ice beginning to gather along the metal and hopefully, lubricate them enough to prevent any noise. Stasis is, afterall, not just ice.
She does the same to the other two hinges before bracing herself and carefully opening the door. Inch by inch she holds her breath, focus fixated on the hinges until the door is open just far enough to allow her to slip out while Ghost transmats away.
It’s nightfall.
Shaxx waited hours to rouse her with water.
Bastard.
The Guardian scans the hall cautiously before chancing a step forward to get a better glimpse of the front portion of the house.
The front door is far too risky. She’d noticed his study on the way in - if she leaves through the front door, she’ll be spotted in an instant.
She carefully eases back toward the rear end of the house, eyes flitting and darting for any movement until her hand finds the wall. She dares to take her eyes off the hall to scan the space before she spots light filtering through around the corner. The soft moonlight reflects off a sword lodged…in the wall.
She doesn’t want to think about why it’s there but she does move toward it. Thank the Traveler, there is a door just beyond it but - it’s within eyesight of what might be his armory. She peers in and curses in the confines of her own mind; Shaxx is in there.
Perhaps the front door is still plausible?
She slips back into the main hall, turning her back toward the front door to eye the back hall. She can’t go invis right now, he’d hear it but if she doesn’t get creative–
The floorboards squeak behind her and her entire frame goes rigid.
There’s a clatter of something metal meeting the wall and she barely contains her cry of surprise.
For once in your life, ignore it, Shaxx! Please–
She’s frozen in place, eyes locked on that back hall. She doesn’t hear any movement, no call, no grate of metal over wood. Silence. Perfect silence.
But that means he’s listening now, straining to hear any movement in his house and she doesn’t dare take a step.
There’s a Sentinel shield that bounces around the corner in that instant, hurdling toward her and she has no choice. She darts to the side, tucking and rolling and colliding with a bench in the hall.
That she knew he heard.
Fuck!
The Guardian makes a break for the front door. She isn’t prepared when Shaxx barrels into her from the corner off to her left, slamming her against the hall wall and pins her there by her throat.
How did he get in front of her?!
“Going somewhere?” She can hear the anger in his voice but there’s something else there, too. Effort.
He’s…restraining himself. No doubt from killing her and she’s about to test his resolve.
This isn’t the first time Shaxx has pinned her. In the clearing, she was still wounded. She wasn’t at full strength but here? Here she can put up a fight.
She recalls a move she used on him not long ago in the Crucible. He really does like using his size to his advantage and that much hasn’t changed in two hundred years.
Her hand clamps around his wrist as her other arm swings upright and slams down against his forearm. He growls in pain and it gives her enough of a chance to slam her boot into his knee - he was expecting that blow. He doesn’t even waiver.
He hoists her up into the air, beginning to cut off her airway but she brace her feet against the wall. She narrowly gets a chance to swing again at his arm but this time-this time she pushes off the wall as she strikes.
Shaxx is thrown off balance and his hold falters. She wrenches his hand from her throat, his claws drawing blood but she ignores the pain and scrambles a few feet away. Her chest heaves for air as she eyes the Warlord.
He straightens up, drawing a sword from his back and she retreats a few steps.
They never disarmed her. Probably assumed she wouldn’t try to escape if they placate her into believing they’d help her return to her time.
Ghost transmats her sword into place and she drags it over her shoulders and drops into a defensive stance.
Shaxx’s helmet tilts before he charges.
Traveler, he doesn’t pull his punches. She retreats more than she can attack. He’s relentless and what blows she does land chips away at her strength.
She doesn’t have time for this.
Her eyes find the door over his shoulder and her grip on the sword doubles down. She’s going to have to hurt him. Imagine he’s someone other than her Warlord.
Same height as a Hive Knight? That’ll do.
She charges this time, tucking and rolling to grant herself a closer space of attack. Somehow, she manages to get around him. She slashes her sword between two armor plates and Shaxx cries out in pain.
It wrenches her soul.
She hears him hit his knees but she’s already running for the door. It occurs to her he hasn’t used his Light but she doesn’t have a chance to reason out why.
Her sword slides back into place along her spine as she tears through the fortress. She goes invis, making her way up the wall platforms and hurls herself over the wall into the forest below.
She needs to get back to the Iron Temple and worry about a power source later. Saladin had to have taken the spear with him to study it. Why did that Vex have to send her to an era she knew?
Hours tick by as she makes her way back as rapidly as she can manage. She stopped long enough for Ghost to mend her neck before pressing on. She strains to listen for movement behind her, any indication Shaxx was close by. But it occurs to her that she has a head start and although Shaxx is resourceful, he’d no doubt prefer to spend his time beating his prey to their goal.
He’ll be at the Temple when she arrives or lying in wait to spring an ambush.
Her strides falter for an instant and she stills in the middle of the forest.
The Young Wolf has to be smart about this. Lord Shaxx is not to be trifled with and if she can’t best him and whatever forces he’s rallied? This will be a short campaign.
Perhaps it’s best to find a power source first? But that gives them more time to prepare and the odds of success grow more daunting.
What is she supposed to do?
She leans against the tree off to her right, touching the edge of her helmet as her eyes dart over the foliage.
If she goes for the Temple first, she’ll still be short a power source. She wouldn’t have a chance in hell of breaching the Temple twice. But what if Saladin has agreed to aid her? It would eliminate one problem but judging by his tendency to distrust and…well, her escape, he won’t be as forthcoming with help.
So, it’s settled. The power source and then she ventures near the Temple.
It’s her only hope.
Now, where can she get something strong enough to power a Vex spear?
The Traveler! Of course!
She recalls where that shard of Traveler is. She’d sought it out during the Red War to reclaim her Light, there must be a way for Ghost to channel a shard’s power into the relic for a brief period - just long enough to get home.
She has a plan.
Now all she needs is some luck and a shard.
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It’s there, beaming in the waning moonlight.
It’s nearly dawn but the Guardian managed to make it. Neither the Iron Lords nor Warlords alike know of it but she’ll still have to be quick. She can’t afford them tracking her here - if they could track her at all.
But there is one complication - the Fallen.
There are so many of them.
She can’t pick a fight. She can’t try and reason with them.
Her best option lies with sneaking past them and trying to secure a shard that way but this is a house she doesn’t recognize. They're not House of Light, but that means nothing. Even if they are from the House of Devils, she can't risk killing any of them. One misstep and–
No. There won't be any missteps.
She'll find a way in without killing any of them.
The Young Wolf gathers herself, checking the barrel of her hand canon before sliding it back into its holster. She begins the descent toward the fragment, weaving to avoid brush until she's just beyond the pond.
Crossing it silently will be problematic. Especially given the number of Dregs about.
The Guardian watches them for a time, trying to decipher their movements to grant her an opening. Sure enough, there's a small one toward the back of it. The guards never venture too close to it, just venturing far enough to see the stone a few feet beyond it before circling back.
Another moment and she slips from her cover, going invis almost immediately. She traverses the pond as quietly as she can manage, the currents of each step dissipating as they lap against the ankles of Dregs. She presses herself against the fragment and slips behind it, finally letting her cover fall as she inspects the newest complication before her.
She can't shoot it out and carving would also draw attention.
Ghost materializes beside her, scanning the fragment for himself for a weak point while she keeps watch. She's almost afraid to breathe but she's hoping nothing else can go any more wrong tonight.
"Here," Ghost whispers, floating down near a small chiseled indent around a small shard. "Your blade should just fit."
The Guardian draws her knife, scanning the pond cautiously before she notches the tip of her blade in the groove. She carefully works it in deeper, shimmying it side to side until she's sure it's far enough.
There's a sound of steps off to her left and she snatches Ghost out of the air, tucking him close to conceal the subtle glow of his eye as she strains to listen.
There's the chittering of a Dreg and then sharp blue eyes that are barely visible around the corner before the footsteps recede.
She stays still a few moments longer before releasing her Little Light.
"That was close," he mutters, "You'd better hurry."
The Young Wolf is a little less careful in her movement of the knife, working through stone until the shard jostles free and she snatches it up.
Ghost vanishes and she carefully creeps toward the side of the massive shard.
She watches the Dregs move about, a few congregating closer than they had before.
She should wait it out.
But she hasn't the time.
Tracking the Dregs had taken longer than she'd like. It's late. After midnight some time and that means Shaxx has had the time to catch up, if not surpass her on the road to the Iron Temple thanks to her tremendous detour.
She needs to get moving again.
The Young Wolf carefully creeps back, squeezing between the massive shard and the stone wall behind it. It's close, her chest plate grinds against it and she can only hope those Dregs can't hear it.
She emerges on the other side, scanning the darkness before she bolts. Going invis four steps in, the Guardian is keenly aware she's splashing too loudly through the pond, drawing the Dregs' attention.
There's a ring of chittering as she pierces the treeline, tearing through brush as quickly as she can.
Her steps only slow when she reaches a large clearing more than five miles from the Traveler shard. Full speed sprinting in pitch darkness, she's surprised she didn't trip.
As she sinks against a broad tree, her hands find the shard along her belt. Her chest heaves and still, she manages half a smile.
It was worth it. They have a power source. They can go home.
"Good work, Guardian." Ghost materializes beside her, shell rotating in a show of excitement.
He scans over it, "This should do the trick! Once we recover the spear, I can show you how to channel the power."
She lets him transmat it away for safekeeping just before he settles in her palm in its place.
"You should rest–"
"We can't afford to–"
Ghost darts up, "You won't be any good in a fight if you don't rest, Guardian. Even before we arrived, that was the third mission in a row. You've barely slept and this thing with Shaxx can't–"
She drops her head back against the tree with a sigh, "Alright. You stay where it's safe."
"Done!" Ghost whirls, bumping against the edge of his helmet before he transmats.
Ghost is right. She is exhausted.
The few hours she got in Shaxx's questionable dungeon was enough to tide her over before but now?
Her eyes sag shut and she focuses on calming her racing heart, steadying her breathing as she listens to the forest around her.
She's far enough away from the Iron Temple that they won't be looking for her yet. She can get a half hour maybe before she has to fight again.
Once she gets through the Temple, she's back to the Vex fight. And from there, home.
In the end, the Guardian manages to drift off for a little while, longer than she intended. Her dreams are more like nightmares: her subconscious wrestling with potential repercussions of failure.
Worst of all, she sees him.
Not the one she flees, but the one she runs toward.
When she finally comes to, Shaxx's name is a soft cry and then she's upright.
He's…right there, propped against a tree just a few fleeting feet from her. The Warlord, not her Crucible Handler.
He tilts his head, "That's quite some dream you were having." He remarks, pushing upright and striding closer.
How could he have found her? She's far enough from the Temple–
Her mind is still reeling from the nightmares so when he crouches beside her, she doesn't have the sense to lean away, to move.
His touch registers against her shoulder and that's when she bolts, scrambling back against the tree but there isn't much space to begin with.
He laughs softly, rising to his full height before he offers her a hand up.
What is going on?
"You put up quite the fight back there. I'm impressed."
Shouldn't he be trying to kill her by now?
She looks from his outstretched hand to his visor. He offers it a bit more insistently and she finally slips her hand into his and lets him pull her up to her feet.
Once upright, Shaxx doesn't release her hand. It feels more like a precaution on his part but until she's given any indication of danger, she has no reason to try and free herself.
"What's going on?" She manages.
"Saladin believes you. We'll help you get home." He returns, angling his head. "I apologize for the–" he gestures with his other hand.
"You don't like to apologize, do you?" She smiles slightly.
He snorts but nods all the same.
That much hasn't changed in two hundred years.
"And this…?" She nods to his hand, still firmly clamped around her own.
He follows her gaze, lifting their hands. “Feels…right?”
Could it? Even this far back in time?
Her fingers curl around his slowly, eyes fixated on the contact for a moment before she steps a fraction closer and lays her head on his chest.
He wraps an arm around her and her frame sags into him. It’s all so familiar, the warmth, the comfort - she missed it.
“So easily disarmed,” he taunts and she hasn’t the heart to argue. "If only I'd known in the fortress. We could have avoided–"
She snorts, drawing her head back to look up at him. She gets to go home and now Shaxx wants to play nice. She squeezes his hand before gently pulling away and she's surprised he allows it. She stoops to grab her sword before gesturing for him to lead the way.
He lingers for an instant, holding her gaze until he nods and beckons her along.
They fall into a comfortable silence as they walk. The Guardian scans the forest absently, trying to ignore this nagging sense of unease in her stomach.
"Saladin has the relic?" She asks at last.
"He does." He confirms but offers nothing else.
The Guardian’s eyes dart to his helmet as she comes to a halt. Shaxx stops a few steps ahead of her, pivoting to meet her gaze.
"What is it?"
This is wrong. All of it–
"You're not taking me to the Iron Temple, are you?" She retreats a step.
"Now you're just being paranoid, Hunter." He holds his position, "Saladin–"
"Would have come himself if what you say is true." Her hand hovers over her handcanon.
Shaxx straightens a fraction, his shoulders drawn back as he tilts his head. "You overestimate your significance to him."
She tugs the fabric of her cloak aside for an instant, lifting the Iron Lord pendant for Shaxx to see. "I argue to the contrary. I know him better than you think."
Shaxx nods slowly, his shoulders relaxing as he casts his gaze over the forest. "You're clever, I'll grant you that. But this ends one of two ways; you come with me without a fight or I kill you here and drag your carcass back to Lord Saladin."
"Either way, I end up before Saladin?"
He nods in confirmation.
She needs to reach him either way, it doesn't matter if she's at Shaxx’s side or not when it happens.
She straightens up as Shaxx approaches her.
"Wise choice."
She juts her chin up a fraction, glaring at him from beneath her visor.
"You are such a feisty, troublesome thing, aren't you?" He grips her arm but she doesn't flinch. She doesn't so much as waver when he touches her chin gently. "You lost your fear of death a long time ago, I think. What's left knows what battles to fight, how to survive. Is that why I don't frighten you, Hunter? Because death is your friend?"
She scoffs but offers no words in return. She's too angry to answer. Too stiff to move. Too lost in his touch, despite her better judgment.
"Answer me," he coaxes though his voice is soft yet intense. She longs for the booming anger. That, she's used to. This? This sends a chill through her spine. This sets every nerve on edge and for a moment, she wonders if he truly could frighten her.
She gathers herself, leaning into the Warlord and guides his hand away from her jaw. "You don't frighten me. Leave it at that."
His frame tenses but she has enough of a chance to grip his wrist before he can even consider a strike.
"Lead me back to Saladin. We're done talking." She bites out lowly and Shaxx’s head tilts. He knows he can weaponize her affection for his future self, meaning she needs to be so much more careful about this. No more slip ups. No more momentary instances of weakness where she indulges him.
She keeps him at a distance and when she returns to her Shaxx…she can breathe again.
But for now, this Warlord doesn't get any closer.
"I can walk on my own," she jerks her arm away from him and waits.
"Stay close." He returns shortly, nodding in a gesture to follow as he starts toward the mountain.
The journey will take a few hours but eventually, the Young Wolf walks beside Shaxx rather than just behind him, if for no other reason than to ensure they are headed where he tells her they are headed.
And to Shaxx’s credit, he doesn't threaten nor manhandle her as they walk.
He's almost calm. Which should probably alarm her but after the last forty-eight hours, she will accept any reprieve she can get.
And as the sun starts to rise, the Young Wolf finds herself stealing a glimpse up toward the Warlord.
He notices, of course. But he does not ask. He doesn't press or demand, he lets it slide and that's all she could hope for.
But she has her own questions and she needs them answered.
"In the fortress," she begins quietly, scanning the forest around them, "Why didn't you use your Light?"
His head tilts toward her but his eyes remain ahead, "What does it matter?"
"You would've won if you'd used your Light."
"Saladin wants you alive. It's unlikely your Ghost would have been willing to rez you in that situation after I'd killed you." Now his gaze falls to her and she dearly wishes it wouldn't. "You're fortunate. Most die before they draw my blood."
She snorts skeptically. She's drawn blood from him multiple times…there's no way Shaxx holds back when they fight. Granted, it's not as savage and violent as this Shaxx fights but his strength is there. His intensity.
Perhaps he found a better way and it's not just "good sportsmanship".
Next question then.
"...how long were you in that clearing before I woke up?"
Shaxx snorts, "Why does that matter?"
"It matters."
He shakes his head, helping her up a steeper slope that he can cross in two strides.
"I deserve to know how long I was being watched." She tightens her hold on his hand.
"It's not relevant.”
She maneuvers in front of him, "It is to me."
Shaxx’s head tilts - a subtle reprimanding he usually employs - before he heaves a sigh. "If I answer, you'll stop asking questions?"
She nods.
He grumbles before starting past her, "An hour and a half."
The Guardian stops where she is and Shaxx pauses when he realizes she isn't right behind him.
"...you–" Her voice falters with an emotion she can't quite place.
"Know you have a fight when we return you to your time. You'll need all the rest you can get." He continues up the path and the Young Wolf slowly starts to follow.
Shaxx confuses her.
A near death first encounter. A tender brush in that dungeon before he nearly killed her a second time but chose to hold back. Now he keeps watch over her while she sleeps and–
“Stop overthinking it,” he continues with a sharp edge. “Keep up, we have much ground to cover before we reach Felwinter’s Peak.”
Her stride quickens until she’s at his side once more. Perhaps he’s right. Overthinking, trying to rationalize? It’s more energy than it’s worth. But he did say he knew she had to return to her time, so perhaps…perhaps they are on her side. Perhaps there was a modicum of truth to his words back in the clearing and Saladin is more willing to help than Shaxx is trying to let on.
Still, it’s clear that Shaxx will continue to block any attempt at getting answers and she doubts she'll be able to drag definite answers out of him anytime soon. So, she settles for silence as they walk.
They reach a smaller camp at the base of Felwinter’s Peak a number of hours later and the Guardian casts her gaze up toward the Temple. Shaxx’s hand eases around her bicep, tucking her a little closer to his frame and she sets her jaw in response.
He's ensuring she can't bolt. That she won't try to make it to the Iron Temple but she needs that spear first. The Temple is secondary.
So she doesn't fight him.
She lets him guide her through the camp, well aware of passing gazes of other Iron Lords and civilians. She doesn't recognize most of them, but a few - Efrideet, Felwinter, even Timur. Saladin had told her of them all, but it's surreal to see them now, breathing, prepared for a fight.
She presses a fraction closer to Shaxx, her fingers brushing against his Titan mark and it's enough that the Warlord looks down at her.
He is an anchor whether he likes it or not.
But his grip eases regardless, less forceful in his guiding until he moves a tent flap aside and leads her inside.
An instant later, his hold relinquishes and he lingers near the entrance of the tent. She stands in the center, uncertain as she looks up at him.
They're waiting.
For Saladin, likely.
So, she turns, scanning the space before taking a seat away from the back of the tent but close enough to Shaxx that he won't feel obligated to hover.
For a time, they hold one another’s gaze before the Guardian finally looks away. At some point, she lays down, adjusting the angle of her hood to give her head some cushion.
Shaxx paces closer, kneeling down to check on her for a moment before she bats his hand away blindly. She just wants to sleep, just for a little while. Just until things are settled and she can leave.
But the Warlord takes a seat beside her instead. He deliberately lifts her head and when she starts to bolt away, he hauls her back by her shoulder.
"Be still. I'm not going to hurt you." He grumbles, guiding her to lay back down, but this time, resting her head on his thigh.
She is rigid for a few minutes, trying to decipher his intentions until his palm settles along her shoulder in an almost soothing gesture.
She isn't sure what game this is but his leg is decidedly more comfortable than the ground. The Guardian readjusts a little, shifting a bit to accommodate the height change before her head lulls toward his torso, her helmet clinking lightly against his plating before she closes her eyes.
His hand drifts up, cradling the underside of her jaw and she suspects it's less a comfort and more a deliberate establishment of power. A warning almost, but a wordless one.
She's too tired to care.
She lets him keep his hand in place as she drifts off for a little while. At some point, her hand finds his in her sleep and she holds it closer as she snuggles her head down against it.
She's awoken only by the Warlord jostling her. She bolts upright, reality crashing back into place and for some reason, she still has hold of his hand. She looks from their hands to Shaxx and then the doorway.
"Well, you've gotten comfortable." Salading sounds almost angry even as she snatches her hand free of Shaxx’s and gets to her feet.
Whether that remark was intended for Shaxx or herself, she can't be sure. But a part of her doesn’t want to know because if she did, that would mean he is in there somewhere. He who is familiar and gentle and so much more of a threat to her because her guard falls instinctively when at his side. There is no danger in Shaxx's arms, but just this once, his embrace is what very well could get her killed.
So perhaps, perhaps that remark was just that - a passing remark. An idle observation drawn from just a fleeting instance of comfort. A humane consideration that means no more than that.
Because this isn't her Shaxx.
The Guardian finally notes the spear in Saladin’s hand and for a moment, the inclination to steal it back and run like hell strikes her. But then she notices Shaxx standing and that thought all but vanishes. She’d never make it out - not against the two of them and Traveler only knows how many Iron Lords outside in that camp.
"Shaxx tells me you have an Iron Lord pendant." Saladin’s voice draws the Young Wolf from her thoughts.
Her spine straightens, her gaze flickering between the two of them before she moves the cloak fabric aside to reveal it. Saladin leaves the spear in Shaxx’s grasp before approaching. His features are set in a hard line, his eyes flickering from her visor down to the leatherbound metal around her neck.
His fingers hook beneath the pendant, inspecting it slowly. "Where did you get this?"
"...it was a gift. From you." She returns cautiously, "A few hundred years from now."
His eyes lift to her visor for an instant before he draws his own from around his neck. The two are identical save for some wear on hers. Saladin narrows his eyes before he releases the pendant. His focus shifts back to her visor but he does not step back.
“If what you say is true–”
“Then your return is more urgent than we anticipated.” Shaxx supplies, earning himself a look of warning from his mentor.
Saladin paces away a few steps and the Young Wolf tucks her pendant away. It seems Shaxx is more on her side now…or perhaps, it’s a ruse. She isn’t sure anymore. This era differs quite a bit in comparison to what her Shaxx had told her. He did omit quite a bit, but she can’t say that she blames him.
Saladin heaves a sigh and turns back to the Guardian, “Alright. Somehow, you’ve earned his trust,” he nods to Shaxx, “And despite my reservations, I trust his judgment.” The Iron Lord takes a step closer and the Guardian squares her shoulders. “But make no mistake. If this is a trick–”
“I’ll handle it myself,” Shaxx reassures him.
Saladin gives Shaxx another pointed look before beckoning them to follow. “Shaxx will accompany you up the mountain. I’ve already made him aware of the specifics of your arrival, so he’ll escort you to the proper location.”
The Young Wolf nods, “Thank you.”
Saladin grumbles something about not thanking him before brushing the tent flap aside and stepping out into the encampment. Beyond the tent, the Guardian hangs back a few steps, but she can hear a brief exchange between the Iron Lord and Warlord a few steps in front of her.
"You know better." Saladin reprimands lowly.
"She has a fight before her. A modicum of comfort would help her rest better, so I offered it. Do not presume to understand."
Saladin grips Shaxx’s forearm and the two stop abruptly. Arc ignites against Solar, a subtle flare of wills and tempers that alarms the Young Wolf enough for her to hold short of them, glancing between the Titans apprehensively.
Saladin looks to her and then back to Shaxx, "We'll discuss this later."
Shaxx squares his shoulders as Saladin releases him and moves forward.
The Guardian steps up beside Shaxx, watching Saladin go. "Thank you," she manages softly.
"Don't thank me." He returns as his gaze drops to her, "Just win whatever fight you're returning to."
She nods wordlessly and Shaxx beckons her to follow as he leads her up the mountain. He carries the spear, more a convenience, or at least, that's what they tell her.
She doesn't anticipate he'll relinquish it easily when they reach the Temple but this grants her time to find a means of attaining it.
Halfway up the mountain, Shaxx's pace slows just enough to keep him within a few steps of her. To the point his hand brushes her own and she begins to wonder about his motivations.
Then comes the questions.
"Hunter–"
"I can't tell you anything more, Shaxx." She interjects gently. "You're at risk as is. And I can't go home to an empty apartment tonight, my Titan."
"...why would you?"
"If I change anything here, Shaxx–"
"I'm not asking you to," he cuts her off both verbally and physically, her head snapping upward to his face. "I need to know…how is it I find you? Now?"
"You don't. I won't be rezzed for another few hundred years." She tilts her head.
"But where–"
She chuckles softly, shaking her head as she continues past him. "I can't tell you that."
He catches hold of her arm, pulling her back to him and she has no choice but to let him. Her boots had skidded against the rock she was stepping on and Shaxx took advantage of her loss of balance.
She looks up at him but then the hand on her waist registers and her head lowers. She wishes he wouldn't hold her like that - like her Shaxx would. Carefully cradling her form against him, fingers spraying firmly along her spine.
"You're stubborn." He remarks.
"Something you come to admire in my time."
His head tilts and he gently eases her back onto her feet. "How do I meet you?"
He's so curious about their future, she doesn't think he's even considered why.
"I'll tell you when we reach the Temple." She carefully eases his hand from her waist, "I need to–"
"Go. Yes, I'm aware." The Warlord sounds almost irritated as he recoils and starts back up the mountain.
He's being petulant. He is definitely used to getting what he wants but that won't work on her. It never has.
When they reach the Temple, Shaxx guides her to the room she'd portalled into. Her Ghost materializes beside her and begins to scan the room.
"The portal should be - ah! The residual energy is strongest here so you should have no trouble re-opening it." He turns and the Guardian looks over her shoulder at Shaxx.
She pivots, holding out her hand for the spear and Shaxx’s head dips a fraction. Reluctance permeates his entire frame but he still draws the weapon from his shoulders and steps up to her.
One hand curls around the spear before she looks up at him. Her other hand splays against his chestplate as a silent request to let go.
"Do you want to know the real reason I didn't use my Light back at the fortress?"
Not what she was expecting but she had to admit that she wae curious. She desperately wanted to know what spared her his wrath. So, the Guardian nods, tracing a scar in his chestplate.
"It's because I knew I'd regret it one day. Robbing myself of whatever haven I've found in you in your time. Killing you would mean I never find that…piece. The fragment clinging to the Light that finds solace in you." He steps closer. "I didn't kill you, Hunter, for purely selfish reasons. I hope they were well placed."
The Young Wolf pushes up onto the balls of her feet, lifting his helmet a fraction. Shaxx grips her wrists for an instant before the fight drains away, replaced by curiosity.
Her helmet transmats away and she presses a soft kiss to his lips.
His form goes rigid. His shoulders draw back in surprise but he does not pull away. He doesn't lean in either but he does return the kiss, gently, carefully. His hand cups her jaw and she smiles into the caress.
When they do break apart a few moments later, the Guardian smiles. She touches his hand, tracing along his knuckles.
"It will be."
She lets his helmet settle back into place and withdraws. She grips the spear, offering a smile before turning away from him.
She steps up to where the portal should be, running a hand along the spear before Ghost transmats the Traveler shard into her hand.
"I should question where you got that," Shaxx’s voice rings behind her, far more steady than she feels.
She looks over her shoulder at him, tilting her head and he chuckles softly, shaking his own.
"But I know better."
She smiles, turning back as Ghost helps her channel the Light into the spear. Just enough to power it before she plunges it into the stone and the portal rips open before her.
Wind whips through the room as she dislodges the spear and pivots to face the Warlord. Shaxx has taken a step closer, his hand half-raised and for a moment, she thinks he'll retreat but instead he closes those last few feet.
"Tell me before you go…how do we meet?"
She tilts her head, reaching up to cradle the edge of his helmet. "Telling you could change things."
"Please."
She doesn't have much time but she relents, "The first time I come to the Tower, you invite me to spar with you. That, my Titan, is how we meet."
He lowers his head a fraction. "I'll wait for you there, wherever this Tower is."
"I know you will," she clinks her helmet against his gently, "I'll see you soon."
The Young Wolf pulls away, backing into the portal and when she emerges, it is time for a fight.
And this time, she won't lose.
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Stepping inside their home is the hardest thing she's had to do today.
Venturing beyond that threshold, silently searching the house until she finds Lord Shaxx on the back balcony. He's…without his armor, arms crossed as he gazes out over the City.
She should get cleaned up. She should do something to delay this but she can't think of anything else besides facing him and putting it behind them.
She removes her helmet, setting it on the stand just inside the door before she crosses that last barrier and steps out onto the balcony beside Shaxx.
His head turns toward her, his eyes flickering down along her frame. He reaches out, pressing a few fingers against the massive dent from his fist along her chestplate.
"So, it finally happened."
She swallows and nods, diverting her gaze.
"I knew this day was coming, I just…I had almost hoped I misremembered. That I didn't–" his voice falters, an agonized crack on the last word that spurs the Young Wolf forward a few steps to hug him.
"Guardian–" he whispers, gathering her impossibly close and squeezing. "I'm sorry."
Don't apologize. Please.
The words are trapped in her throat and all she can manage is a "No."
His hold doubles down and she buries her face against the crux of his neck.
I missed you.
He holds her for a long time, whispering affections and apologies in one mangled plea. She tries to reassure him, tries to find the words but she can't.
Finally, she can't hear anymore. She can't stomach the pain this has caused him.
The Young Wolf pulls free of Shaxx’s embrace, grips the collar of his shirt and drags him down for a harsh kiss.
Stop. Just, stop.
She swears she felt a tear slip between them before Shaxx gathers her in his arms, returning the kiss tenderly and she can finally relax.
It'll be alright now.
She won't lose him.
After today, losing Shaxx would be the one thing she couldn't bear. Her anchor. Her home. Her Titan.
Shaxx kisses her gently yet there is a desperation to it. An almost frantic exchange of affection as if he's trying to convince himself she won't vanish between his fingertips.
She manages to back him against the banister, press herself as close as she can manage and it steadies him. His hands begin to drift along her frame; that same tender, affectionate brush she had ached for.
No dangerous edge. No deliberate gripping. Just unadulterated exploration of something he knows impossibly well and could trace in his sleep. Every inch, every scar, everything.
That's how well her Warlord knows her.
And she'll let him.
As many times as it takes for him to remember that she loves him more than anything and seeing his past self? Seeing the man he's overcome? She's more proud than anything else.
Tomorrow, perhaps, she'll find the words. She will tell him how proud she is of who he's become. She'll shower him in affection and words of affirmation to remind him they are inseparable even by time and space.
But for tonight, they stumble inside. A blind frenzy of armor plates being removed and clothing being scattered along the floor. For tonight, Shaxx apologizes over and over with every kiss and caress. For tonight, the Guardian cuddles up in his arms after hours of love-making and listens to his heart thrum.
For tonight, it's the physical.
Tomorrow is for the heart and she'll ensure he never questions where they stand.
Because nothing has changed.
Nothing will ever change how she feels about Lord Shaxx.
Not even his past.
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