#SPECIFICALLY I love digging into Nihility as a path and what it means to walk it

[snowydawn17]

A lot of my feelings about hsr aeons & path striders & emanators are VERY similar to my feelings about mianite gods & followers & champions and this is why I will never be normal about either of them

[ofdreamsanddoodles]

i know the fears are kind of made up so classifying the statements isn’t super important, especially now, but I’d like to point out that even thought MAG 180 is about death, it is absolutely 100% a Web statement and, unfortunately, that means we should be worried about Annabelle

First off, this statement’s in second person. All of this is someone telling you what to do, to “walk faster now, pick up the pace” and to “just knock and and ask to enter.” Then there’s what’s actually in the building. The face “you” find is “stained with age and death and sin,” but immediately after "sin” is mentioned, the statement giver backs up, saying that they’ve misjudged what they saw. It’s very typical of the Web to make you second guess yourself. MAG 172 has something similar

THE SPIDER: “Oh, Francis. It’s such a shame that I couldn’t do such a thing even if I wanted to. The man in the audience saw to that. (laugh) I am no more free than you are, little puppet.

It’s not exactly the same, but here’s the line in MAG 180:

Or try your best not to hear, to think nothing but good and admirable thoughts of those who wait in monuments to their own virtue. There now, a face, pale and stained with age and death and sin, no, not sin, never sin. Misjudgment. Indiscretion. Misunderstanding. Never sin. Never evil.

Once again, an outside force is telling the statement giver that the people around them are good, despite the fact that the situation they’re in is specifically designed to cause as much fear as possible.

We even have a description of doors with occupants that have “brittle, bony limbs.” It’s easy to assume that this could be describing skeletons, except that Annabelle is described several times as being extremely thin, and says that the Web avatar she met was very skinny as well. Either way, we never find out what’s inside the crypts because the statement tells you to avoid the doors, and ignore the thoughts these sights make you feel. 

There’s a very heavy emphasis on not being able to speak your mind, not because you don’t want to, but because something is stopping you from being honest about your feelings. First, there’s the phrase “Nihil Nisi Bonum,” which means not to speak ill of the dead, then the statement goes on to insisting that the angels wouldn’t like it if you made a scene, and continues on to imply that saying anything bad about the dead, even if they personally wronged you, makes you a terrible person. It’s all manipulation! The person in this statement isn’t afraid of the dead, or being dead, they’re afraid of what this experience will force them to say, and what will happen to them if they deviate from their script. It’s also pretty important to point out that this is very clearly about a dead female relative! It’s not specified whether or not it’s their mother or not, but it’s definitely someone who raised him. Which makes this next bit very interesting;

Don’t step on the cracks, or goodness knows what will happen. And you are surrounded by goodness, are you not?

"If you step on a crack, you’ll break your mother’s back” is a really childish superstition, but it’s another mention of mothers, right before we meet Annabelle (aka, the daughter of the mother of puppets) and it’s another insistence that “you” must be good. More manipulation, more insistence that you follow a rigid morality that makes no sense.

There’s also “t calls itself a home, but it lies,” which is a potentially Spiral line, of course, but the Web lies just as much. And now that Jon and Martin are in Annabelle’s home...

‘Come in,’ the Funeral Director intones, ‘the service is about to begin. You are expected.’

It’s not the same, but Annabelle welcomes Jon and Martin this episode as well. And it’s the Funeral Director nudging “you” through this entire statement. It’s them and their involvement that makes this day as terrible as it is.

The dust has settled over everything in layers so thick you dread to touch anything, to rest for even a moment, so keenly aware of the stark imprint you would leave, the marks of your presence.

This isn’t a super important line right yet, but dust and cobwebs are, as we know, tied to the Web. And the fact that they can’t even rest for a moment is really interesting, since that’s exactly what Jon and Martin are going to do.

There’s not much that’s obviously Web about the way the statement describes walking up to the corpse, but the Funeral Director forces “you” into the podium despite being desperate to leave, and then “commands” you into “saying a few words.” There’s a lot that can be said about, especially considering that’s kind of how Jon was forced into ending the world, but the fact that the eulogy is someone forced into speaking about how good someone is despite all evidence to the contrary? The fact that they talk about how this person touched the lives of others? Very Web. I’m sure Annabelle would say the Web made Jon’s life “more beautiful,” too.

There’s also the part angels play into this statement. It’s the angels that are watching, the angels that you can’t offend, they angels that are waiting for you to make one wrong move so they have an excuse to strike. The person in the statement continues onwards because of the fear of these angels, which the Funeral Director then takes advantage of. And in the eulogy, the corpse called an angel.

Beneath your threadbare suit and fear-stained shirt, the scars that lattice across your body ache and burn at the sight of the one who gave them to you. You feel the cross she once carved into your back open, and begin to weep its own bloody testament.

We all know who gave Jon his scars. We also know who he and Martin are planning on fighting. And we know Elias is always watching and that he was waiting for Jon to make a wrong move, so he could end the world. And Jon, just like in the statement, was placed on this path because of agents of the Web. The Director leads you up to the podium. Mr. Spider makes desperate to learn more. 

And then we have the last few lines, which is what convinced me this was Web in the first place

You cannot turn from the podium, cannot stop the gushing flow of love and forgiveness you vomit out into the nodding crowd. Behind you, a dark shadow moves, a shape that seems to slither from the coffin. You watch it coming closer from the corner of your eye, but you cannot stop your kind words. Not even as the needle-sharp teeth of her corpse begin to dig into your shoulder.

Once again, not the first time we’ve heard about something like this. Yes, this is obviously a zombie, but Francis had hooks dug into their skin for The Spider to control them. And, honestly, what is a zombie but a person operating against their own will? You don’t want for flesh or brains, but being bitten by a zombie gives you that hunger. Jon needs to survive on statements. He lives this way because someone with a similar hunger forced him into becoming something inhuman. 

And of course, the corpse you knew is the only angel that gets to hurt you. The rest never move, though it’s implied they could. But you’re only even so close to this corpse because of the Funeral Director. They’ve placed you right where you need to be for the one who wants to hurt you to deal the final blow.

So, whatever Annabelle has planned proooobably isn’t great news for Jon

[chorusfm]

Honey and Salt

Austin, TX, math rock band Honey and Salt will be releasing their sophomore album, Honey and Salt, next week via Spartan Records. I got the chance to sit down with vocalist/guitarist Wade Allen and bassist Austin Sears about the writing of the record, fighting nihilism, and the best band that ever was, Fugazi. What’s the songwriting process like for Honey and Salt? Austin: It’s dependent on the song, but typically we’ll finish the instrumentation first and work on the vocals after that. A lot of the time I’ll just come up with guitar parts and go from there, but some of the songs just came from jamming out. From there we’d just go through everything with a fine-toothed comb and make sure everything that’s there is supposed to be there. Wade: Yeah, it’s definitely a mixture. We planned it out that the first half of the album was way more poppy and accessible and then it gets weirder and weirder. Austin: Less structured. Wade: Like, the first three or four songs I would have these riffs as a foundation – actually, a song more or less, with a verse and a chorus and a bridge. And I would say half of these songs are pretty well-structured. But then there’s two or three that we all kind of developed off of one riff and then did way more experimentation in practice. Yeah, I picked up on that. I actually meant to ask about that, that the two halves sound so different. Austin: It was definitely intentional to have some songs not be typical verse-chorus-verse structure. We’ve always liked progressive music and we’ve always liked pop music, so I guess we wanted to show off that we could do both in the same record. [Laughs] I know that the record is a very political one, and I also noticed that you use like, “actualize,” “authentic,” “meaningless” a lot. I wanted to know how that type of language relates to the political aspect of the album. Wade: Oh, man. That’s a good question. I wanted to repeat some of the words – not to the point where it’s the same words in each song, but because there’s a theme. I notice I say, “wake up” or “waking up” in a lot of the songs too. That was a conscious effort. Austin and I came up with a theme maybe a year ago, about a lot of sociopolitical things in the world, and a lot of things about living in Austin – we don’t make a lot of money, and there’s a lot of money coming in now. Austin: It’s raising everybody’s rent. Wade: Yeah, it’s making things difficult. Austin: And unequal. Wade: Yeah, there’s a lot of income inequality, and we’re part of that. So lyrically – I used to be a philosophy teacher, so that’s the way I usually express myself, from that perspective. I don’t writer philosophy, I taught intro classes, but I think lyrically it was a way for me to express my life philosophy without sounding super pretentious or stuffy. I think that’s a really cool approach. It’s a nice blending of personal and political but it still feels accessible. Wade: That’s awesome to hear, because we thought about that. Austin: How do we walk that line? We’re not trying to be Anti-Flag. Wade: Yeah, and I love that band, but their lyrics are like, “This is us.” Or Ani DiFranco, who writes really personal political lyrics, and I didn’t really want to go down that path either. We made a conscious effort to bring in some personal political stuff, but a lot of the record is about trying to stay positive in a very bleak world. I have a lot of friends who pretend that they’re pessimistic and they don’t really care about anything, and it just comes off as very lazy. Lazy about the future of our world, our society. We wanted to directly write and address that aspect. I totally agree. I feel like if you don’t think things can change, what’s the point? Austin: Exactly. It almost becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy at that point. If you’re not looking for any meaning, you won’t find any meaning. Wade: We talked about that too. I don’t want to be a Propaghandi, Fugazi type of political band, even though I love Fugazi more than most anybody else in the band. I didn’t want songs about any direct calls to action, or lyrics about Trump or something. We just didn’t want to do that. Austin: I’d rather start the conversation than just poke at the problem. Off-topic, what’s your favorite Fugazi album? Wade: Oh, man, oh, man. Just from a nostalgic perspective, even though it’s really weird, I would say Red Medicine. There are songs on that album that are super poppy and then there are songs that are like, “What the hell? They’re just making noise.” I love that album. It’s everything I like about that band. But I really like End Hits and I think The Argument was a really good album too. There’s really no wrong answer. Fugazi’s a perfect band. Austin: That’s his favorite band. [Laughs] Wade: One of them for sure. Would you mind talking specifically about “Oyster?” I’m curious how that song fits into the narrative of the record.  Wade: Well, the title is a reference to the philosopher David Hume. It’s a reference to a quote about how, from the point of view of the universe, the life of a human has no more value than the life of an oyster. So it’s about the question, “How do I deal with a seemingly meaningless universe?” Austin: And an indifferent reality. Wade: How do I give meaning to my life in this society, this country, whatever? A lot of the lyrics are me trying to deal with my own values that I feel powerfully about and whether or not these values actually have truth to them. You know, because there aren’t any values in the universe. [Laughs] A lot of it is me trying to assess the way I’m going through life and caring about things and the fact that I’m not a super religious or spiritual person, but I’m trying to find this meaning to my life and other people’s lives in this bleakness, in this nihilistic universe. I think there isn’t a lot of meaning in the universe, so we have to go and live our lives in a way that gives meaning to our lives. I was curious why you decided to self-title the album. I know a lot of bands self-title their records, but since yours has such clear themes, I was curious why you decided to go that route instead of titling it something that was more connected to the narrative of the record. Austin: We felt like, as a band, this was the clearest statement of who we are. We have our other releases that we’re happy with, but we all felt like this was our best work. Wade: Yeah, we tried to throw different names out, song titles, but it never felt right. Maybe one of us would be into it, but as a collective we didn’t like them. Austin: Once we had finished the record, it felt like self-titling it was the only thing that made sense. Wade: I like what Austin said about how we wanted the self-titled to be, like, “This is who we are as a band.” And with John and Spartan Records, they’ve been helping us out a lot, just getting our name out there. So we also thought having it self-titled would be a good way to get our name out there, honestly. The other answer is we just couldn’t agree on anything. [Laughs] Austin: That’s the short answer. [Laughs] Wade: What’s your favorite Fugazi album, by the way? Oh jeez, I wasn’t ready for this. I think Red Medicine is a good choice because I feel like that’s when they went from being a punk band to something bigger than that. Wade: Exactly. But In on the Kill Taker was my first experience with Fugazi so that’ll always have a place in my heart. Wade: Yeah, God, there’s some awesome songs on that record. Have you got any favorites on the record? Wade: “Oyster” I think is my favorite. I don’t know why, but I think it’s the best-sounding song. From start to finish, I loved writing it. It has emotional significance because it was the first song we wrote with Ben on drums. The last third of the song we all wrote together. I brought in these little riffs and themes and then we all expanded on it together. It just rips to me. Austin: I think “Cascade” might be my personal favorite. I think it’s a progression for us as a band. We’ve definitely never written anything that sounded like that before. It’s crazy. Wade: It’s crazy and it’s got some post-rock stuff going on. I think actually if I were to choose a desert island song it would be “Simple Errors.” Austin: That’s definitely my favorite poppy song. It’s my favorite of the poppier songs too. It’s catchy as hell. What are Honey and Salt’s plans for the rest of the year? Wade: The album release show in Austin, then we’re going on tour for two and a half weeks up to Chicago and back in April. Then in the summer, I think in July, we’re trying to do either an east coast tour or a Pacific Northwest tour. We mainly wanted to go up because John and Spartan Records are based in Seattle. We figure we should probably go up there. [Laughs] Hopefully we could do a supporting tour for a bigger band. If finances permit I’d like to go to Europe or Japan. That seems like the next step. That would be sick. Wade: Yeah, I think England, France, Italy, I think we’d do well there. I think they’d dig us. Japan too, but it’d be tough to do both. Say you get a supporting tour for a bigger band this summer. Who’s the dream tour with? Wade: Does it have to be a current band? Yeah, just because I don’t think Fugazi is getting back together, sadly. Wade: That was going to be my answer! [Laughs] I think my top two would be Tera Melos and Minus the Bear. Austin: Mine would probably be Tera Melos or The Fall of Troy. Wade: I hear The Mars Volta is getting back together? If so, that’d be cool. Anything else you want to say? Wade: Thank you so much for talking to us. Austin: Yeah, seriously. Thank you guys.  --- Please consider supporting us so we can keep bringing you stories like this one. ◎ https://chorus.fm/features/honey-and-salt/