#SORRY TO THE PEOPLE I TAGGED IM NERVOUS AGH

[newwavebeastie]

tagged by @infirmarygrrl :D!

tagging: @prodigalhound @fragglez @lillysaurus12 :)

[afrobi-loves]

SPOILERS for HSMTMTS

Episode 9: OPENING NIGHT BITCHES!!!!! (This is long as fuck I’m sorry but I’m excited as fuck!)

Okay so I’m not gonna lie, I was sooo pissed at the beginning of the episode cause they was all like “Gina’s gone, Gina’s on the East Coast, Gina can’t be Taylor” and I had almost zero interest BUT BITCH MY GIRL SHOWED UP!!!! But let me actually talk about the episode! The actual musical was AMAZING!!! They all did soo good and I was nervous the whole time, I felt like I was in the damn show. ‘Stick to the Status Quo’ was BOMB!!!! (No im not bias just cause Gina was in it) They all killed it and I was screaming the whole time!

Now, the good shit!!!

Okay so idk if it’s just me but, does it seem like Miss Jenn and Benjamin have a little thing, like ever since Thanksgiving they been all friendly and shit...hmm. Lmao and the way Miss Jenn looked at Ricky’s mom, she was like “this bitch actually showed up” lmao!!! Now I was gonna call his mom bitch but Idk who that man is or his relationship with Lynne so I’m not gonna judge just yet. But my heart broke for Ricky, he was killin it and just...shut down, my poor boy.

Whew Okay! Fuck everything else for a second I gotta y’all about Nini, Ricky and GINAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

Agh okay! So Gina showed up for one night ONLY! Fuck! But it’s worth it! She showed up, she showed out, and Ricky was SHOOK! As was I! If I could count the number of times I fell on the floor screaming it’d probably be 12 times! I was a mess! Now Ricky my guy, I don’t know what to think. At the beginning of the episode he was like all on Nini, even when Big Red was like “bro you writing a song for Gina?” Which had me like ???? So he got feelings for her or??? But Ricky said it was all for Nini cause they almost kissed. And Nini was gonna give him a dog tag that had four words, which I assume were “I love you Ricky” maybe. They were jumping back in quick. Anyways, so after seeing Gina, Ricky was like “I’m a different guy than I was a week ago” I don’t know wtf that means but I screamed cause he was just speechless and staring at Gina like she hung the moon and the stars I’m- HSKSKSLSLS GEEKED!!!!! When she said it was time to get his head in the game I died that was soooo cute!!! Oh and also, wtf Nini and Ricky were planning to you know sing a song and give eachother dog tags and shit, but then Ricky switched up I was like wtf my guy???? Ricky really needs to figure out who he is now cause a lot has changed and he has different feelings. I saw someone else say this, but just like Nini is discovering who she is, Ricky needs to do the same. They are growing into different people than they were before. Okay I’m rambling, this is such a good show though I can’t help it!

Okay important stuff that happened but I’m too tired to really discuss...

Kourtney called the lady from the school to see Nini and Nini geeked out. Ricky needs to talk to Nini and he doesn’t wanna do the musical now, so he takes of his jersey and gives the role to EJ all so Nini can kill it without him messing it up for her. And I watched the sneak peek and now it seems that Ricky might be mia sooooo...... damn can it be next week already?!?!?!?!?!

[strawberryeuphie]

🎃🌼🍂✨ i was tagged by @pacipixie! thank you, fwiend~✨🍂🌼🎃

👻 rules: tag 10 people you wanna get to know more! 👻

okie dokie... i picked some people i remember and some out of my notes ~!! if you don’t wanna do this, don’t let me pressure you 💘 @sleepyselene, @crayonsandbubbles, @dadas-smol-frijol, @little-star-dreams, @dadakumas-cute-little-babykuma, @binkydonut, @nappingkiddie, @pink-fluffy-bunnies... agh sorry, can’t think of anymore ;—; if you follow me and want to do this, go ahead and say i tagged you! 

and heeeere we go~

are you a tricker or a treater: treater of course… playing tricks is mean >.<

what’s your inner demon: my eating disorder… she’s the worst

what monster would you be: does vampire count… mwahahaaaa! but i love sunrises and cloud-watching and daytime forest exploring and watching lil animals and birds… i would be like vampire rapunzel :(

how would you be in a horror movie: the ultimate cry baby, but also the one that’s smart and doesn’t go in the basement to investigate strange mysterious sounds… i leave as soon as there is something suspicious and cry about the scariness later XD

are you easily scared: i don’t know… scared is different from startled. obviously sudden jumpscares or loud sounds make me jumpy, but sometimes my brain is so slow that i don’t register them until they are done with, so… i would say i am actually scared more easily than startled. i really can’t watch any sort of horror movie or even talk about gory things let alone watch them and tru/e cr/ime really gets to me, plus i’m genuinely afraid of the dark and insects…

what are you afraid of: darkness, insects, thunder & lightning (when i’m regressed especially), violence/gore, anything tr/ue cr/ime, the idea of being in outer space, being in the middle of the ocean, and silence… possibly clowns but honestly, clowns are just creepy to everyone because they look human but not quite and our brains don’t like that

nurture or torture: nurture absolutely <3 

what scared you when you were young: i thought there was an evil fox living under my bed that wanted to attack me… long story

any near death experience: hmm… like where i saw some heavenly vision or something while i was knocked out? if that, then no! but i have been in very critical condition before.

walk in mysterious liquid or mysterious forest: mysterious forest… ewww, mysterious liquid? that sounds potentially gross and unsanitary… mysterious forests can be glittery and glowy and magical and there’s animals singing and sunlight through trees and soft moss and maybe fairies… i like forests ^_^

what is the worse thing possible: i dunno… there are many things that are just horrible! but... the violence and disaster in our world currently is very sad to me…

you go with your heart or brain: learning to go more with my heart recently! my brain lies to me a lot right now.

you like your room dim or bright: well i get migraines, so sometimes just having my star string lights on is best. but, i usually have many dim lights on at a time, if that makes sense… XD

who would kill you, your mum or dad: this question is... kinda morbid... my parents love me to pieces and would never hurt me!! i would never hurt them either... don’t turn us against each other >:( hmph

evilest thing you ever done: i truthfully have not done anything like this. believe me, i wouldn’t lie! i really was the mature mom friend growing up… always taking care and letting people cry on me and being understanding... i never wanted anyone’s feelings hurt or anything like that! 

what did you dress up as last year: a very adorable lolita-ish witch for halloween + goddess madoka for an anime convention~

anything bad happened to you lately: very serious hospitalization… my life was at serious risk. but, i’m back in a recovery clinic now, so hopefully that’s the last time something like that happens!

what is your favorite candy or snack: favorite candy is haribo sour gummi bears and reese’s pieces, favorite snack is apple slices with peanut butter!

what villain would you date: i would date gaston, because i believe that if the selfish, bad tempered beast can change with belle’s help, so can arrogant and boorish gaston with my help!!! also, one time, i danced with gaston at disney world because he thought i was a princess, and that was fun~

what is your biggest flaw: i can’t really answer this right now… i say everything is a flaw, but my therapist is trying to get me away from that thinking so.. i will just leave this one alone…

favorite scary movie/game: games would be “mad father”, “the witch’s house”, “be/ndy and the i/nk mac/hine”, and then “catherine” isn’t really a horror game but it is kinda scary at times!! movies… i told you, i can’t really do horror films and i don’t really like them ;—; i just recently saw the new “it” movie and that didn’t make me too nervous… it wasn’t just horror so it was fine haha!

what do you find sick: let’s not get too controversial… any kind of abuse — child abuse, domestic abuse, sexual abuse, animal abuse… all ugly. violence in general is just something i can’t comprehend at all.

are you a demon or an angel: angel is my default, my natural self… at least that’s what people say! but, i have a demon mode too, for the right people…

random thing about you: i hate tomatoes with a passion… yes, that includes ketchup >.<

describe your one or some favorite bloggers as a monster: ahh i don’t have a favorite blogger though! i will come back to this one~

that was fun hehe~ 🌹🌹🌹