#SORRY I'VE NOT BEEN DOING ANYTHING
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(1) Return to town.
(2) Turn back.
Sorry I've been inactive lately, I'm not sure when I'll be able to get the motivation to post regularly but I'll try <33
† Yumei the Tormented Caretaker
† Yumei's future or grown up self has different version depending on who she romances or if she romances anyone at all. Choosing Robin or Whitney allows her to run away with them and live a relatively normal life, choosing Sydney allows similar outcomes but, bound to Sydney, meaning she stays in the town.
† Choosing no one allows her to run away, and choose, to return, or not.
† Choosing not to go back just, well whatever you may expect, returning however, allows Yumei to slowly take hold of the town.
† Yumei will build her own orphanage and while on the way, torments those who did her wrong, first stop is Bailey.
† I don't mind her being an LI so go wild...
#200 FOLLOWERS OMGOFMFOR WHERE ARE YOU GUYS COMING DROM????!?!?#THANK TOU THANK YOU#SORRY I'VE NOT BEEN DOING ANYTHING#BUT IM VERY GRATEFUL WAHH#dol pc#degrees of lewdity pc#degrees of lewdity#yumei the tormented#yumei the caretaker#dol fanart#dol#degrees of lewdity fanart
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Style test thingy!!
#Sorry 4 not really posting anything too interesting as of late. I've been getting really distracted easily and I always feel tired#Genuinely most of my screen time is me blankly staring at the computer instead of actually doing anything#In other news who fucks with block tales?? Chapter 3's artstyle is so so cool oh em gee#vecart#fnaf moon#dca fandom#daycare attendant moon#fnaf daycare attendant#moondrop#dca moon#fnaf moodrop#moon fnaf#moondrop fnaf#fnaf moondrop#dca fanart#fnaf dca#dca#dca community
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A quick PSA:
YOU ARE NOT A WANNAREXIC IF YOU EAT OVER YOUR CALORIE LIMIT. A wannarexic is someone who pretends to be anorexic for attention and then go back to eating normally no problem. A wannarexic is someone who only doesn't eat around others for attention and doesn't care about calories or fat. A wannarexic is someone who only pretends to be anorexic to get sympathy.
If you aren't any of those things then you aren't a wannarexic. Anorexia is a mental illness, and it's okay if you binge because that's how your body works. Please, babies, you aren't wannarexic because chances are everyone reading this post is actually anorexic. Send love to others who think they are wannarexic for binging.
My favorite quote is "If you're doing it in private with no one watching then you aren't faking." All of us count calories when no one is watching, you aren't faking. I love you, and if I can love you then you can love yourself.
<3
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Okay I'm so sleep deprived so pardon whatever this is but something that's got me FUCKED up about ai generated pictures songs writing is that it just fucking kills the ability to analyse for me because there's no fucking INTENTION behind it. Like why was this decision made why were these colours used what does that say about the work NOTHING because a bunch of programming took work that DID have intent and theme and purposeful choices and turned it into SLOP. Like I COULD analyse this but it doesn't MEAN anything it's EMPTY I want to EXPLODEEE
#Like you can. You can technically analyse ai work for theme and visual literary etc motif but it's all fucking slop to me man#It's making me so cynical about like. Art. I guess. Given the state of corporations and capitalism and the endless stream of#MAKE MONEY BY ANY MEANS. FOR EVERY SECOND THE LINE DOESN'T GO UP WE EXECUTE A HOSTAGE#Like FUCK#I saw that fucking coca cola ad on tv and I wanna get violent man. Like the ad as a representation of all of. This#I know an ad isn't the same kinda thing it's just on my mind#Like nothing means anything anymore it's all gotta be slop it's all gotta be easy corporate slop to appease the market. Every fuckin thing#Ai generated shit is just an endless meaningless hole of malicious thieving garbage and I want to commit a crime#Sorry hi I've been back on that doing art professionally (kinda) grind and I haven't slept in a solid three days it's kinda wearing on me#Gonna be real lads#Oh also that's another thing this is my fucking. Like career path. I do art. And I have to monetize my one great passion. In order to eat#And pay for the constantly exploding rent prices. And now corporations are like hmmmmm#What if we didn't even pay you for that#What if. Hear me out. We stole people's work and made a computer do it#AND THE STUFF THE COMPUTER IS DOING IS GARBAGE#MEANINGLESSNESS SHIT ON TOP OF MEANINGLESS SHIT. FOR PROFIT#Uh anyways I'm going to bed now I have to get up in 3 hours I hope everyone has a better night than this and gets some rest!!#ai mention#vent post
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can u come back bro i want sum alphacest bro plz bro
hi bro
twas in my drafts 🤍
#ramble ->#anyway hi guys i have SO MUCH TO REPLY TO IM SO SORRY. 80 asks not even counting straw. you poor souls i promise i am not ignoring anything#i appreciate your kind words and art gifts (so cute) beyond human comprehension 🔥🔥 i just got over the flu a bit ago (still coughing tho)#i've been LAYING AROUND doing VIRTUALLY NOTHING but vidya games n creepypasta fanfiction w friends#lot of resting#will continue to post when ive got more for everyone as always. mwuah#miss ERRBODY#ok tags whats up#alphacest#stridercest#i drew this in a depressive kind of way. think of it as desire that controls you idk
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new danganronpa v3: killing hoof-many
#danganronpa#dv3#shuichi saihara#kaede akamatsu#kokichi ouma#maki harukawa#my arts#kaede and her big beautiful protagonist wings. perfect for flying into the sun!#shuichi and her unicorn glory...and her missing hat i couldnt be assed to draw#maki and her long-ass hair that was a pain to figure out#kokichi :/#idk if shuichi-maki-kokichi counts as the main trio but here they r anyways#still have no particularly strong opinions about this game. but i do appreciate the commitment to giving shuichi a shoujo moe face#ive been using ibis paint over medibang recently since medibang crashes a lot. hence the lineart change#drew this when i was supposed to be working on smth else whoops#two classes left. lock in lock in lock in lock in#mlp#sorry all the puns are about hooves i literally can't think of anything else#shuichi is probably the most unicorn-ish unicorn i've ever drawn for dgr ponies
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Being a downer but also I'm fine
Idk, maybe I should get checked out for something because last night I saw one(1!!!) art that did what I did thousand times better and with more love, and I am now ready to delete my whole account and stop making art because I have "embarrassed myself on the internet". Can't be RSD. My nurse did suggest that maybe I was bipolar but then said nah. I haven't slept well in months so it literally could just be that lol
Oh well. I'll just. Sit in shame that I came up with without any input from the outside world. I'll try to draw something self indulgent, maybe
Ainakaan kusi ei nouse päähän jos artti saa suosiota ku aivot pitää huolen, että aika ajoin vihaa omaa kädenjälkeään (ja ihan syyttä)
Here's a cool Arcane amv from three years ago that I love, to lighten the mood:
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#talking about stuff#I mean at this point one more Thing would not matter anyway my brain is already mush#I'm sorry I'll delete this pretty soon I don't need any encouraging messages or anything#just like. the struggle of an artist with mental illnesses that sometimes kick their ass at random#this happens all the time and sometimes I do leave the internet#I've been pretty active for a good while now and it's thanks to all the therapy#therapy is good everyone should try it#Youtube
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I'm sorry for posting this 2 weeks late but here it is!! This is the full canvas from the magma session hosted last 10/12!
Full pic: https://magma.com/shared/WaFnHaUsnz3LBsdsVv6RDS
Thanks so much to @doodlejoltik, @opossumonashelf, @kitsuroid, @sonikkuruzu, @protagpigeon, @owlmond, @plantollante (plus others I may have missed - lemme know so I can tag you!) for participating!! ;w; <3
#magma session#WAH the additional doodles at the bottom was a pleasant surprise to me :o!!#idk who made them since I left the board early but tysm for participating!!#if I missed your name & want to be tagged - feel free to let me know!#sorry this was late @_@....... I took a break during that weekend & the week after that I kept thinking abt streaming#bc the session was fun & I got a bit of confidence boost and thought maybe I can actually do it?#so i've been doing test streams the past weeks to see how it's like#it's not so bad I think!#the vid in this post is also a test stream actually & that's the overlay im gonna go with for now c:#no voice tho!! the chunky pika at the bottom is not my avatar or anything. he's just there to watch :)#anyways!! tysm again to those who joined the session! it was pretty fun ;w; <3#oh! if anyone's wondering I did the neopets x pokemon crossover doodles 😌
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I feel like F/P/S was still a pretty weird one, even by Lance's standards.
sorry for (in an ironic twist) not doing much Ride Kamens art now that it's actually started; I've been pretty slow going through it and I feel weird posting about things I'm not caught up on! though I'm. definitely gonna have to set aside some time to actually get through episode 13, after what they posted today. (w-what did they do to my Leon) (NOBODY TELL ME I HAVE TO FIND OUT ON MY OWN) (LEOOOOOOOON)
#art#ride kamens#f/p/s#freedom/play/slam#it's probably not as dramatic as i'm imagining i'm just terrified for our sweet boy#smh can't believe leon's bald now#this is why i don't like to post before i get caught up i have NO IDEA#anyway sorry this. kind of sucks. it just made me laugh#i love the sheer absurdity that must be lance's day-to-day#it's amazing what you can get used to i guess#event chaosworlds are bizarre even for chaosworlds though#(poor shizuru...he was SO confused about the bread...)#i admit the events are one of the reasons i've been so slow at the main story#i told myself i was going to put my foot down and prioritize and not get distracted by the next event#and then they announced frilly prince froufrou tea party wisdom boys and RUINED MY LIFE#how am i supposed to get anything done when all i can think about is jou just going absolutely ham on some tiny cucumber sandwiches#how dare they do this to me
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me stubbornly forcing myself to drink green tea and rest from my THIRD COLD THIS MONTH
#i am so fucking tired of being ill#is it not enough that i have a chronic illness and chronic pain condition all the time anyway???#ughhh#i'm grateful because i at least managed to get to (most) of the gigs i wanted to this month#but other than that i've literally just been stuck in bed unable to do anything and my brain is starting to melt with boredom#idk how i can still not be well enough to write or absorb myself in reading a good book or fanfic or even be on here properly#but my brain feels like MUSH and it's so frustrating#i miss my little four walls men so much 😩#i miss being able to see the sky and see my friends and taste the food i eat#sorry i know i'm complaining#i just needed to vent for a moment#it's been such a shit few months anyway and i was already in a really rough spot with my mental/physical health for a number of reasons#so this just feels like the last straw#universe please let me feel a little better soon#i have things i want to do and people i want to talk to and fics i want to write#oh how nice it must be to live in a body that isn't constantly impaired in some way 🤦♀️#lulu posts
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if anyone seeing this post is under the impression that not attending university lectures is fun and edgy. let me paint you a picture. you are going to look at your calendar one day soon and realise your final is in 38 hours and you still have 17 and a half hour long lectures to watch and take notes from.. and while this is possible to achieve it's not exactly relaxing. yeah i'm still fine-tuning my academic skills what abt it
#aha. ahahaa. ahahaaa.#no okay HEAR ME OUT. this is actually the best position i've been in all year academically 💔 i've taken every final so far this year w/o#having seen any lectures... & in my defense i wasn't skipping bc i thought it was fun or edgy. the real reasons are just too fucked up#to explain. i still wish that i had been better this term. i wish i had been able to make things turn out differently. i am always wishing#but now the only thing left to do is try my best with the time i have left and start again next year#anyway here is an insight into the strange and terrible grief that is my academic life.#so far it is a life mostly full of mistakes. but i will not give up.#it will continue. things will improve.#🐝#SORRY ABT THIS RANT. DIDNT MEAN TO SAY SO MUCH#this was ... supposed to be a joke post#DONT WORRY ABT ME I HAVENT FAILED ANYTHING YET AND IM NOT INTENDING TO START NOW
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I have a lot of thoughts about Percy Tozaki (from Keyframes VN) and I just... I wanna write them down but I need to go through the game again (I never trust my own memory lmfao). wait nvm I started and I can't stop my thought train elp Like on the surface he acts very charsmatic and charming, but you can see SO often in the game that he often steps back and let's others shine over himself? And like... He's always looking out for the other two guys? Like he'll make sure Jamie gets something he likes to eat/willing to eat? He grabed a ton of lemonade for Elio to reward him for being nice (despite saying that's not what he's doing). He makes sure everyone is seen while he just... steps back?? LIKE. I SEE YOU PERCY. I SEE WHAT YOU'RE DOING Also I haven't played everything out there yet of Keyframes, but I noticed he never really talks much about himself/family? He always ends up talking about Elio's family and it sounds like once they became friends in highschool he was always there? So I'm like??? hello is there angst there?? AND THEN I did the event where they go to halfway point and he says he got into his school career path because he's just kind of good at it? Like that might not sound like much, but before I got that scene I was thinking for my MC that she just became a lawyer because she was told 'it's either that or you're worthless' (better phrased but I'm sleep deprived). And when that scene came up you had the option of saying your family was a line of lawyers and that just lined up with her so well? So I'm not thinking that Percy is the same since each answer seems to line up with each li (Family is in that career <- Elio, Wants to help people <- Cameron, Jamie [not sure because I haven't done his route but he reacts to this line], In it for the money <- Not sure because I forgot to check the reactions for this line), but I'm thinking maybe he was pressured to go that career path from family?? PROBABLY reading too much into it but it is interesting that he never mentions his own family... MAN even at the Spring Festival he says he wants to play games but the other derail him/get to do what they want? And when you hang out as a group (I havn't done the indivdual hang outs yet) you just never end up doing the games?? Well, the ones where you can win a cheap toy prize. You do some fun challenges together, but I don't think that's what he was aiming for when he said what he wanted to do. (Spoilers from asks from Blank House after this) Also I saw through Blank House asks that one of the li routes is gonna include a breakup? And my first thought is: Jamie, of course. He's international so he might break up with you because he's going back to Sweden? but what if it's one of the other lis... AND I can't see it being Elio... (if it was that would come from left field LOL) (ok done about the BH ask) ANYWAYS PERCY I SEE YOU. I SEE YOUR PAIN AND I CAN'T WAIT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT YOU
#keyframes percy#keyframes vn#crow rambles#anyways pls ignore me I have lots of thoughts about this vn#I needed to get these thoughts out so I can come back later and see if I'm right about anything lol#gosh I love all these characters... Time to do other routes#also sorry about any mistakes/weird ramblings because I've been kind of sick/sleep deprived for the last 2 ish days#people feel free to talk to me about keyframes lol
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Thank you HotD Fandom
I have been writing since I was around 11. All my works would stay in notebooks, on my word document, or printed out on paper and stashed away. I did post my first fic when I was around 13. Then sporadically through the years. The last time I posted any writing of mine was 10 years ago. But I’m trying to open up more with my writing, creative thoughts, by exposing my work little by little. And out of all the fandoms I’ve been in, it was the HotD fandom, the people I found, that made me feel comfortable enough to do so. Also, I’ve never been more proud or had more love for an OC I’ve created before Rhagerys. I’ve commissioned pieces of art of him, something I have never done with an OC before, and I am quite excited for that.
So my thanks to all the HotD fans that I have had the pleasure of interacting with (following, being mutuals, reblogging their posts through someone I follow). I have had such a wonderful time and do hope to continue to do so. I decided to write this because who knows what the future will bring. And I wanted people to know just how much they can make an impact.
Many thanks to:
@emilykaldwen her ask started it all and I will always be grateful for that. for she was the one who helped me step away from the corner and join in with the other creators. It’s a slow process but I am getting there.
@selfproclaimedunicorn seeing your OC tags on regular posts emboldened me to start doing the same. It’s another, subtle, way for my work to be put out in the universe. Doing so has even helped me flesh my OMC more in the tags of certain posts.
@happilyhertale for her wonder writing (I will reblog them. They are on my list). And her continued supply of Daemon/Matt posts. They keep me going with writing Daemon scenes.
@ewanmitchellcrumbs for that ask she answered very recently about just going for it with your writing. It inspired me.
@thought--bubble for being such a lovely person. Your writing skills are top notch (your stories are on my list).
@vhagar-balerion-meraxes you helped me from being a wallflower to slowly coming in and joining along with the rest. You were the first person in the HotD fandom to extend a hand and pull me into the fun. You make beautiful gif sets. You are very sweet. I appreciate that I was able to find your blog.
@sylasthegrim I know I don’t show it but I am so happy I follow you. You are slowly converting me to a Cregan appreciator. Like I get it. Your stories are so creative (I will read them they are on the list) and you are so open and kind in your inbox.
@multiverse-of-multifandoms your fantastic gif making. You help me feel comfortable when I’m joining in on the fun.
@livmondcole you are one of the sweetest ppl I’ve been lucky enough to follow. You show patience and kindness through your words.
@dr-aegon you are one of the reasons I was able to get a commission of my OMC. I checked your blog one night and you had a reblog of someone who opened up commissions. They are working on it now, I’ve seen the line work and I’m excited, and I have you to thank for it. Besides that you are one of the reasons that I started to really like Aegon. I see how much you care for him and it warmed my heart and the little disaster did as well.
And even though she is no longer part of the fandom: peachysunrize was such a wonderful person to follow and read her stories and read the asks ppl would send her.
Honestly all my HotD mutuals.
Also shout out to the artists, your works are amazing to see. And shout out to the other fic writers, your writing is enjoyed by many people who like reading about their favorite characters. And the gif makers, the creativity and patience you have. The sets I have seen have blown me away. I know all of these are talents that need to be praised more. The work you all bring to the fandom is always such a gift.
#Sorry if I rambled#But I was feeling this for a good while now#And I had to get it out before continuing on with my day#I am not one that is overtly out there in anything I do (never have been)#But I am passionate with what I am a part of#And if I sound too cheesy or too flowerly...idk...it's just how I've always been#I want others to feel seen and appreciated#To know that they matter#Fandoms#HotD#Happy Moments#Sweet Moments
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Daiya no Ace Act II Ed Chance! by Suzuko Mimori
#daiya no ace#diamond no ace#ace of the diamond#furuya satoru#sawamura eijun#dnaedit#tw flashing#» gifs#too many people to tag in the other gifs. sorry to my beloved baseball idiots <3#animangahive#anisource#fysportsanime#allanimanga#dailyanimatedgifs#dailyanimanga#useradrienne#usericybtch#userrashed#useraki#userinahochi#it's been so long since i've done anything daiya#i miss them sm.#this is absolutely not my best work ever#but i just really wanted put something out tonight#and then tomorrow or tuesday i will do something more with the other clips i saved!
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hiya my dear friends ૮꒰ྀི つ˘ `⸝⸝ ꒱ྀིა is it too late to say happy valentines? i do hope you all enjoyed it beary much & have been taking care of yourself ♥︎ 🐾
#〝 𝓬𝓾𝓫𝓬𝓱✩𝓽𝓼 ₊ ࣪ ㅤ ꣓ㅤ#awkwardly waving hai .. sorry for being ia.#cw death#for the past week i've been grieving due to a sudden death in the family and since i'm the eldest i felt responsible for taking care of#my family the best i possibly could c: in the process i ended up neglecting myself greatly. by the time they longer needed me too i was in#bad state myself、nor did i have anyone to reach out too ^^; or anyone i believed care about me to that degree atleast!#so i left my phone with my sister most of the time .. so i haven't opened toombz until today!!! i hope noone believes i'm ignoring them :(#but yes i do hope everyone has been doing well ♥︎ i have yet to check anything— not sure if my sister did anything on here either shshjs#like always don't mind me .. cub rolling myself onto the dash ^O^#and as always i love u :3c ♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎♡♥︎
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☆Itadori Yuji☆
Happy Birthday Nada ♡ @shinixgami
#jjkedit#dailyanime#anisource#dailyanimatedgifs#jujutsu kaisen#sky gifs#usergojoana#useradrienne#usergokalp#usermica#usermemi#useraki#userlisette#userokkottsus#tuserelena#HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED <33333#sorry for being super boring and doing a yuji set for the second year in a row :((( I've been so busy this month I haven't been able to#make anything better but I hope you like it regardless#Ilyyyy i feel very lucky to have you in my life and be your mutual <3#you deserve all the best things in the world <3#also your bread and strawberry icon always makes me giggle i love it so much!#i hope this looks fine to you <3333 next year I promise I'll do another character lmao!!!
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