#SORRY FOR THE REUPLOAD I MISSED SMTH

[maepop]

how can you find genuine love when you aren’t even a genuine human?

[heartkaji]

[ ★ ⸻ @maiinoclock ]

★ OVERVIEW

hi !! omg people acc simp for shidou 😟/j anyway you and shidou’s relationship would be so chaotic i think 😭 i feel like you guys are that one couple breaking up over the smallest things, and even as exes yall still have no idea what ‘no contact’ means. like, yall would be less than two weeks into the break up and shidou’s already calling your line asking you to link 🤦‍♀️ at first you always say no, but unfortunately you’re gonna give up sooner or later 🧍‍♂️ idk it’s just smth about the way he calls you cute nicknames ig 💘

Q5 — WHAT DO OTHERS THINK ABOUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP ?

EVERONE thinks you guys are toxic. or a dangerous match. or both. sae’s waiting for the moment you realize this man has been gay all along (dw girl you never will ! but he definitely swings in more than one way.) anyway, every week you two are breaking up over the dumbest shit and your girl friends are TIRED of hearing it. everyday it’s “oh i broke up with him cuz he was liking some bitch’s posts” and then the next day it’s “nevermind guys we’re back together again.” safe to say your girls are sick and tired. truth is, you and shidou simply cannot stay away from each other. no matter how intense your fights get you always find a way back to one another, and ngl your mates (and shidou’s) are tired of it.

charles doesn’t take yall seriously either. he loves you actually, you’re his favorite ex of shidou (or girlfriend, depends on which day of the week it is) but even he doesn’t entertain shidou’s rants about you anymore. he used to LOVE the gossip, but now he just rolls his eyes.

“yall will be back together by tuesday, give it a rest gang.”

Q12 — WHAT DO THEY NOT LIKE ABOUT YOU ?

your trust issues (which are 100% not your fault btw!!) you were actually really trusting initially, always giving shidou the benefit of the doubt. but shidou got an inch and took a mile. he’s never actually cheated, but you always catch him in some girl’s likes or tiktok comments saying “lemme eyp” 💀💀 GIRL IM SO SORRY but like this is shidou 😭 also he’s definitely the kind of guy who reposts hot girls on his fyp i fear 💔 anyways once u confronted him abt all that it stopped, but you occasionally catch him in a girl’s likes from time to time. stuff like that is usually the cause of your fights, and it’s lead to you not trusting him. you’re skeptical about nearly everything he says and does and you NEVER cut him slack. you stand on business (sometimes). if he pisses you off he gets a good scolding followed by silence. no contact at all. but after a while you unfortunately miss your ex and find your way back 💔

honestly, i don’t think shidou does any of the stuff he does to be unfaithful or weird. i genuinely think he’s just been single for a long time and so his every media is just saturated with inappropriate pics of women 😭 you open his insta and his discovery pages is filled with bikini models and only fans promoters. sometimes he absentmindedly likes a few. if shidou were to reset his tiktok and insta trust me you’ll never catch him in anybody’s likes ever again. fuck is he looking for with randoms on the internet when he’s got you ?

Q13 — WHAT DO THEY LOVE MOST ABOUT YOU ?

how assertive you are. he finds it irresistibly hot when you tell him no. shidou’s no stranger to easy girls. back when he was still single, he had a whole roster of pretty girls who’d do anything he asked. but you’re different; you live by your own rules, you see shidou when it’s convenient for you, when you feel like it. sometimes, depending on your mood you treat him like he doesn’t even exist and heaven knows it drives him crazy. he’s not used to having a girl who treats him like an option and damn does it make him worship you. you’re kinda like sae in that aspect actually, and he’s every bit as obsessed with you as he is with the red head.

>> 𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓 <<

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[zzlcrry]

saltniki

Sadly we have a popular riki fansite thats a predator (are we surprised??) Theres absolutely no way you can be a riki stan and NOT have seen at least one photo of him that saltniki has taken. Please stop giving that hag a platform omfg she is such a popular Riki fansite I honestly don't think this post will even make the enhypen updaters stop reuploading her pics... Now ofc I ain't gonna sit here and say this shit with no reasoning so here: saltniki is pushing 40 and has been having a weird obsession with Riki since he was a minor. She's also TAKEN HER BRA OFF IN FRONT OF HIM ON A PLANE. (I gagged...) She sneaks into events she didn't pay for to get photos of riki (which is literally illegal btw 😟) and to top it off she is literally a fucking sasaeng that somehow knows where Enhypen is ALL THE TIME. And I also heard she also leaked the location of the members before?? 😭😭 This bitch is js full of shit omg. Please stop reuploading the photos she takes. If you want to know more or if I missed anything search it up on twt (or x 😒) and I'm sure you'll find a ton of crap abt her.

edit: sorry another thing I forgot is that if you see anyone reuploading any of her photos of Riki (the caption will most likely say "©saltniki on twitter" or smth like that) then please kindly tell them not to and let them know about this .

NO VIEWS, LIKES, FOLLOWERS, OR REBLOGS IS WORTH GIVING A SASAENG POPULARITY FOR BEING WEIRD ASH.

[superblysubpar]

Hello. Sorry if you already explained, but I wanted to ask you about "baby, i can't fight this feeling". It seems like you deleted first two chapters? Do you want to rewrite it or do smth different at all? I was waiting for this story and I hope you won't abandon it. Thank you for your fics, I love them. You're amazing

Hi lovely! You are too kind 😭 You're the amazing one for waiting so long and your too sweet compliments, thank you 💛

So yeah, I deleted and re-uploaded things, which I know was confusing, sorry!

I have been re-writing it, and I assure you, I am def not abandoning it. I'm so grateful for your patience and excitement and I hope it's been worth the wait!

In case you missed it, here is the new masterlist for the series - there is a note on it that says this too, hopefully explains more:

So, yes! I did delete the first two chapters, as I was re-working the story a bit and wanted to re-fall in love with the story completely - I didn't want the first two chapters to feel isolated from how I was writing the rest of it. So they'll be reuploaded very soon, and will read a bit different.

I hope that clears up any confusion 💛

[vaulttecvevo]

What's your favourite or must have mods for New Vegas?👀

THE ANSWER IS VERY VERY LONG BECAUSE I HAVE A LOT OF THEM BUT IM GLAD YOU ASKED 

im typing this after writing the whole thing and, im just sorry. but you did ask.

ill skip right over the dozens of retextures and bugfix patches which are important but theyre already at the top of their categories on the nexus

new vegas configurator is a neat tool thats basically expanded settings, i use it to dial everything to max just cause why not

PERFORMANCE:

NVTF  NVAC  heap replacer  occlusion overhaul  are lifesavers, talented, brilliant, incredible, amazing, show stopping, spectacular, never the same, my pc shits do death and explodes without them

wasnt sure where to put this but NMC's Pre-Generated LOD goes a loooooong way to make the world look prettier, especially when looking around from an elevated position

lighting overhauls can make everything look breathtaking even in 2021 but ive had the worst luck w them bc they dont always work or cooperate and almost all require manual .ini file changes which isnt hard but it is a headache, i use:

realistic wasteland lighting  simple interior lighting overhaul  a little more lamplight  improved lighting shaders  simple street lights  and its  fix 

OVERHAULS:

last before we get to the actual fun stuff its time for the overhauls, WHICH ARE A NIGHTMARE BEYOND IMAGINATION AND ALL REQUIRE AND OVERWRITE EACH OTHER :) fdsfgdjhguzikrtuiweroghfjglhhgjgjsdkgfdg:

EVE  then  FCO then fco pink face fix  then  ncr overhaul beta (and its optional fixes) then  ncr overhaul distributed   then we are legion beta then NVR3 then NVR3 pink face fix then NVR3 gomorrah sound fix then quinns refined nvr3 then titans of the new west  these will almost all conflict w other mods, luckily vortex tells u exactly which files are the issue so u can easily judge which should take precedence and sometimes it wont even matter, also u will need to go into every fallout .ini file u can find both in the install directory and my documents and change bLoadFaceGenHeadEGTFiles=1

FUN STUFF PT1: cut content restoration

if you want to add lore friendly new stuff to the game you cant go wrong w cut content and pre-release restoration mods:

uncut wasteland  outside bets  moburma80′s buch of modular uncut mods  prerelease restored  simple open strip  lucky38 climate restored  lucky38 light redone  tops exterior restored  hoover ham jets restored 

FUN STUFF PT2: quality of life tweaks and minor visuals

vibe-based, these are my actual absolute faves bc they fit into the world seamlessly but do bring a huge breath of fresh air together

classic fallout UI  Pip-Boy 2000 Mk VI  enhanced camera  adobe buildings  Worthless Item Ownership Removal  Securitrons in CRT and Securitrons On Alert (dont ask how these two interact i set SOA to overwrite the CRT one but not all files r overwritten idk it looks cool)  animated containers  robobrain eyes  mr handy eyes  animated monorail  Animated Microfilm Machines  Animated Traffic Lights  windows of the mojave  Eddie Hears An Explosion  the living desert  lucky38 suite (the vanilla one sux ass)  classic supermutants  solid project  upgrades from the commonwealth (has a lot of stuff some of which i dont like but u can manually delete the files u dont want, dragbody has a LOT of very good looking cool stuff but the only place you can sometimes find it is r/modpiracy2)

& i didnt list them bc there are a lot but any mod that has “transparent glass“ in the title will make the game look more modern w minimal performance impact

PERSONAL PREF: combat difficulty

when i shoot smth in the face i damn well expect it to die, unless its a robot, then i expect it to NOT to die, these mods do that:

Realistic Weapons Damage  RWD Unofficial Update  Protectron Overhaul  Guns Don't Dismember  NPCs Can Miss

INTERMISSION:

some of the mods are not from the nexus or have been taken down and reuploaded to other sites but you can still use vortex to manage them youll just have to manually unpack them to the vortex staging folder

there are actually two more mods i love but that have been deleted from the nexus and not reuploaded anywhere: nv reanimated, securitron hires retexture, and vault 22 flora overhaul (tho there r other versions of the flora overhaul on the nexus i cant vouch for them i still use the original) :/

BUT WAIT, ITS NOT OVER YET

those were all the 100% lore friendly enhancements, now its time for NEW CONTENT QUESTS AND NEW LANDSFGHJSDKGKDFGDFKGKDFGH

all of these add MANY hours of playtime and new areas, i listed my faves but u should check out the mod authors profiles they got other good stuff

Salt Lake Stories  the classic fallout vibe is indescribable

The North Road Remastered  very cool adventure

Beyond Boulder Dome  oldie but goldie, van buren inspired

Autumn Leaves  very fun talking simulator w a lot of personality

Tales of New Reno  this is a link to ep1, there are more and they just keep getting better, save often tho w mods this big bugs r everywhere

someguy2000  basically everything this dude made is a guarantied fun time

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now u might me wondering how long it takes me to mod all this in and make sure it all works and what exactly it says about my mental health that i use remastering a 10yo game as some kind of bizarre coping mechan-

[discoursecatharsis]

i came on so late to the concert and i was on youtube the whole time fucking notifications didnt tell me anything but i got to enjoy the last 2 songs i hope they upload the full concert or smth soon;;;

Youtube notifications are damn useless, they never tell me when my favorite Youtubers upload. I just realized I “set a reminder” too and didn’t get squat.

Bookmark the link just in case they decide to officially publish it later! I don’t think they will though. T-T Maybe some kind soul recorded the live stream and will reupload it or post clips though! If I can find clips, I’ll definitely share them! I’m so sorry you missed most of the concert D:

Also for anyone who didn’t see the announcement UM TEASER FOR THE MOVIE

[redxblueihateloveyou]

SOMEONE JUST COMMENTED THAT THEY THINK WANGXIAN WASN'T ANGSTY ENOUGH UNDER MY WANGXIAN FIC WHERE I DRAGGED OUT THE TIME LAN ZHAN WAS WAITING FOR WEI WUXIAN (YK THOSE GODFROSAKEN YEATS HE WAS DEAD) BY LITERALLY WRITING EVERYTHING IN HIS POV AND MAKING IT SO THAT WEI WUXIAN'S SOUL CAN ONLY SENSE THE LONGING OF SOMEONE, BUT HE CAN'T TELL WHO IT IS SO HE JUSG CHALKS IT UP TO RANDOM ADMIRERES. THIS APPARENTLY WASN'T ANGSTY ENOUGH SO I'M HAVING A GREAAAAAT DAY WHAT ABOUT YOU

lol don you yell at me! xD

well, idk, to me creative process is very subjective, so I rarely get why even ppl leave such comments, bc like you can have your own opinion, but forcing it on the creator is just plain weird, like if you want something different, just move on or try and write your own 50k fic of just LZ missing WWX, if you want. it's just not really for u to decide what amount of ansgt the author decided to include in their fic and whether he wants or not for it to be the focus point.

there's also a difference between a constractive critisism and just different opinions, and "it wasn't angsty enough" is a personal opinion, which I don't know what to even answer with except for "we have agree to disagree" or "well does it look like I care" or "sorry I didn't write 5 chapters of LZ crying over the empty bottle of emperor's smile and slashing his wrists" lmao

or do u have to write like 10 different versions and be like "if u prefer angst level 1 click the link 1, if u prefer angst 5, click link 5"? lolz

tbh I don't even get negative commenting under fics in general, bc even if I have fics I strongly dislike for example, I never go and write smth like "oh but thats not what I wanted at all" bc it seems dumb, I'll just go and look for smth else that's closer to how I feel, that's all.

like I can heavily dig into someone's meta with fact and stuff, but not fic or vid or art or smth, you know. I'll just pass by smth I disliked and I'll comment on what I loved, I won't even waste my time to write "hey, this is what I disliked about your fic...", even if it's wildly OOC and I have some good points like "hey, 1stly, LZ would never spit on the ground, bc it's LZ".

but writing stuff like "I think it'd be better with more of this or that" is just wild to me, bc like I don't think that's how it works.

but also like pls take it easy, like I honestly live and breathe on comments, but I also like would lose all of my hair if I took some of them so close to the heart bc holy shit the things I've read haha

like once under my "us against the world" wangxian vid someone commented "reupload this vid without this scene" like thats it, literally, not even "can u reupload" or "pls reupload" which would be also weird, but still. it was just super funny to me, bc I still sometimes think, what the hell is going on inside of ppl's head when they write smth like that, but anyways I laughed really, by my sis just got super mad about it and went berserkers under it, which was also funny lmao

but anyways, once u put smth out on the internet, be prepared to encounter weird, rude and dumb ppl, its inevitable, just brush them off and focus on nice ones, otherwise you'll just get mad and upset and no one needs this. I know some of this is involuntarily stick sometimes, but when it's smth this dumb, try not to get so worked up about it. u can of course answer with smth sarcastic, but I just feel that those who write some unnecessary negativity probably hate to be ignored, so maybe just delete xD

and like once again, you can't please everyone and I don't even see the point of trying tbh. so just u do u and fuck this honestly haha

p.s. I'm super great, it's my birthday soon, I just finished the most amazing drama, I'm on cloud nine recently haha.