#SO ANYWAY just that mindset of 'yeah tho wtf is the point of crying' i wanna use with leon | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

citrine-elephant · 1 year ago

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gotta say, dissociation is a great survival mechanism and i'm absolutely fascinated every single day by psychology in general, and my own personal brain chemistry

just being an "outside observer" to my own internal struggles? so weird. so cool! love how weird the brain is and how complex the skullmeat is.

#personal #vent #see my mental health was going great until situations happened #but dissociation is protecting me from spiraling too far which is so cool!#but also i got better coping mechs and experience now #like the inspiration!#exploring leon's deep dpression again yeah?#the idea of 'what's the point in crying/panicking when it doesn't change what's out of my control?'#yes it can be toxic! crying feels good man #no bottling that shit up #but radical acceptance of the situation and acknowledging that 'yeah i can't do shit about it' is a way to deal with it #do what you can #don't hang on to what you *can't*#SO ANYWAY just that mindset of 'yeah tho wtf is the point of crying' i wanna use with leon #with leon it can be more toxic until post-vendetta ok #it feels good to be a fucking wreck *through* characters #helps process that shit #take care my tag readers <3

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