#SILLY ME WANTED TO FOCUS ON SCHOOL STUFF MONTHS BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS 😭😭😭

[yenonnoff]

GUYS HI HELLO IM HERE (NOT DEAD) ANYWAYS 7/18?? is tmhtl’s 1yr anniversary i have zero faith ill finish the smau by then… BUT IM DETERMINED TO FINSIH IT BEFORE AUGUST?? Im too hopeful

[crazylittlejester]

gonna melt with all these gifts of writing you have bequeathed the world this day

(i went to bed early last night so i woke up to your Apples and Oranges and now i get to read Trouble with Words before going to bed tonight.)

truly, a gift to the universe. hope youre taking care of yourself !!

(i keep wanting to write a thing but i only think about it / get inspo when i am sitting in front of a school assignment 😭)

ALKJLKSJS AAAAH I’M GLAD YOU LIKED EM! i genuinely have been feeling so so bad for not being able to write and share my stuff with y’all, it feels like i haven’t really been reliably sharin’ stuff since like… march, maybe. and somehow during the past month or so when i’ve been trying to take a break from writing and focus on my mental health, i just started getting really really anxious about ever posting again. I literally don’t know why, but for the past like, three weeks the thought of posting anything at all, full fics or mini fics, has freaked me out so so bad. So it really means a lot that people have been enjoying these little writing exercises i’ve been sharing, because they’ve been a way for me to readjust to character dynamics and get back into the writing habit, but also it’s been nice to just post something small and not a huge full length fic, because i think if i’d gone from nothing to dropping a full fic the anxiety would fucking kill me. like the writing exercises don’t feel so serious to me, they feel like small and silly and goofy, and i don’t feel as anxious about them not being perfect haha, and it seriously means the world to me that y’all like em so much

DEADASS I 100% BELIEVE IN MY HEART A MAJOR REASON IVE BEEN STRUGGLING WITH WRITING FICS IS BECAUSE I USED TO WRITE THE MAJORITY OF THEM WHILE ACTIVELY IN THE FUCKING LECTURE HALL- LIKE MY WRITING ENVIRONMENT CHANGED AND NOW IM STRUGGLING :( i totally get ya dude, there’s just something about school work that makes the brain go “oh my god fic ideaaaaa”