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Youâre Losing Me
Aaron Hotchner x Female reader WC: 3.7k Warnings: ANGST
Based off the song; Youâre Losing Me by Taylor Swift
@ssamorganhotchnerâ (prepare for your heart to break bestie)
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You had tried. You really did. You tried to keep your relationship with Aaron alive. You tried to keep it interesting, tried to keep it fun, but it wasnât that anymore. You could try all you want to make him happy. Youâd do whatever he wanted as long as he was happy, even if you sacrificed your happiness.
You were tired, lonely, empty inside. You were tired of being 2nd to him. You knew the implications of his job. He was very upfront about that, even telling you the night you met. He told you his marriage ended because of his job.
You ignored it, because you fell in love with him. You knew that his job made him happy and you learned to be okay with that. You knew that dates would become canceled, you knew youâd show up to family and friend events usually alone, youâd take care of his son more times than not because he was away.
You chose to ignore it. Him and the BAU were like peanut butter and jelly. They worked well together, but anyone else who joined, did not mix into that perfect combination. You wish you had, but you didnât. Maybe you did for a little bit, but it wouldnât last forever.
You were tired of always being his âback-upâ. You knew it was always the BAU over you, but when would he realize he should start putting you before the BAU. He knew the BAU was the reason his first marriage failed, shouldnât he consider changing that before his 2nd marriage started?
You found yourself sitting in the sunroom of the house you and Aaron had moved into. It was the perfect size for you, him, and Jack. Even though Jack was older and his toys had turned into more electronics than anything, there had been talks of having kids with Aaron. The perfect single family home that you and him picked to be perfect to raise a few more kids that you and Aaron made.
You loved the sunroom. It was yours and Aaronâs favorite part of the house. You both loved it because of the light that came from it. You know it was called âsunroomâ for a reason, but still, it was your favorite place in the house.
But itâs funny how you found yourself sitting in the dark, without Aaron. You didnât know what to do. You donât know when it got this bad between you two. You donât know where it all went wrong. You donât know how he didnât see the signs.
Sitting there with your thoughts to yourself, all you could think about is how long youâve been with Aaron. All youâve ever wanted to do was to make him happy, even if you sacrificed your own happiness. Youâve always been like that, that never changed, even when you and Aaron started dating.
You were a pathological people pleaser.
Itâs been roughly 1278 days since you and Aaron Hotchner became a thing. Thatâs 3 years and 6 months that you two were dating. Too many âi love yousâ, hugs, kisses, late nights, date nights, family adventures, and making memories to count.
You tried to pinpoint the exact moment of where everything went wrong, when you began to sacrifice so much of your happiness that Aaron was taking for granted. He never saw the signs that you were exhausted with your relationship with him. You loved him, but heâs losing you.
You and Aaron had been together for 3 and a half years. You set yourself into a routine that you just went through the motions with him every single day. There was no surprise element. You tried to surprise him with dates, but that was quickly resolved when majority of the time he was still never back from a case or was pulling a graveyard shift getting caught up on paperwork.
You were proud of Aaron. He was a great profiler, yet he never saw the signs. He never saw how you had to put a smile on around him. He didnât notice the way that you were trying to tell him to take some time off so you and him could go on a weekend getaway because you felt lonely.
You felt like you were the only one in the relationship. 6 months ago is when you started to notice it. You noticed that you and Aaron had been in a routine. It was the same thing everyday. Even with as chaotic as his schedule was, it was still predictable.
He missed the dates you planned with him or the dates he had planned with you.
He missed your family events where you would have wanted him to be there with you.
He missed your friend gatherings where you wanted to show him off, to prove to your friends that they were wrong about him, but he let you down.
Maybe thatâs where it all went wrong. Time and time again, Aaron slowly let you down with all the broken promises he left you. Promises of Iâll be home early tonight turned into late nights at the office. Promises of âIâve made dinner reservations for us tonight at this new restaurantâ turned into, âIâm caught up in a case, weâll go out when I get backâ.
Those promises were never made up.
Thatâs why you were sitting in the room you and Aaron loved, alone. You wanted to go out for a nice dinner tonight, but, from the time it read on the clock, Aaron had forgotten about the reservation you made. You had reminded him this morning. Jack was spending the night at his friends house. You thought back to this morning, making sure you did remind him.
Aaron was drinking his coffee in the sunroom this morning when you decided to make your way to him.
You gave him a kiss and he pulled you into his lap. It was his favorite way to start the day with you. You wanted to break routine and have him stay in bed just a few more minutes but he preferred to be up out of bed.
âGood morning. Any fun plans today?â
âClean the house, do some laundry. Boring stuff.â
Aaron took another sip of his coffee and as you played with the back of his hair. You decided to bring up the fact that you two had your date night planned for a couple weeks now. You specifically remember telling him to request tonight off.
âRemember, Jackâs at a sleepover tonight, you and I have dinner reservations.â
If you hadnât known Aaron as well as you did, you would have missed the way he slightly stilled for a second, but you didnât. You chose to ignore it, you know he couldnât have forgotten.
âOf course. Jackâs sleeping over at a friends house, you and I are trying that new place tonight. What time?â
â7:30.â
âRight, 7:30. Iâll be home at 7 to pick you up. Okay? After dinner, weâll come home and Iâll show you just how much Iâve missed you and how much I love you.â
He leaned forward to kiss your neck, slowly sinking his teeth into your skin, sucking what surely would leave a hickey for the tonight. You pulled the hair at the back of his neck away from you, not wanting him to go any further, not wanting him to leave anymore marks on you.
âAaron. Save that for tonight, otherwise I wonât be able to cover it up.â
As you got up from your spot on his lap, you made your way to start making your breakfast and cleaning up the remmanents of his.
He got up, grabbed his briefcase, walked over to you and kissed you.
âIâll see you tonight, I love you.â
âBye, Aaron. Be safe. Love you, too.â
It made you wonder, how can he say he loves you when he doesnât know youâre dying.
How could he not know this was your last resort to save your relationship. Him knowing that you made reservations but him forgetting. Granted, you still had until tonight to make sure heâd remember, but you were starting to doubt. You two were just a sad song that wouldnât come back to life any more.
It was now 8:30pm. Not a word from Aaron. No text, no call, nothing. Not even a text from the team. You didnât like tracking his location. You werenât insecure, you didnât think heâd be cheating on you, but you decided to text Penelope, to see if they were on another case.
She had easily become your best friend on the team. Sending a quick text off to her asking if there had been another case, you started to think about breaking the engagement off with Aaron.
You were empathetic. You always give him the benefit of the doubt. But you think he forgot. You know he has to keep everyone else on schedule but you just wanted this once for him to have taken something seriously.
He was the best profiler, yet couldnât tell if something was wrong in his relationship with someone heâs been âin love withâ for 3 and a half years. Someone he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. Was it all a lie?
Penople quickly texted, âGreetings, future Mrs. Hotchner! We are not on a case. Hotch actually sent most of us home early. So Iâm surprised heâs not with you? Maybe heâs still in his office?â
That hurt you. If he sent the rest of his team home early. Why wouldnât he come home early? No text. Nothing. You reminded him about your date. Maybe he knew this relationship was ending and he was just trying to avoid it?
Then you heard the garage door opening and closing. As you stood up, you were met with him staring at you. Silently pleading with you to already forgive him.
But you couldnât. Not now. Not when you know he sent his team home early and there wasnât a case. You couldnât.
He knew he fucked up, royally fucked up. He saw how you looked so beautiful in your form fitting dress. He knew that you hated dressing up all formal, yet you still did it because it always got the best reaction from it.
âI am so sorry.â
âYouâre losing me, Aaron.â
Aaronâs heart stilled. He didnât know if he heard you correctly. You didnât realize that you barely spoke that. It came out as a whisper. You didnât know if you had the courage to say it out loud or say it again, but it had to be said.
You were met with silence from him. Why wonât he say anything? You wanted to scream at him, but you couldnât. You knew you couldnât yell at him. He had a tough job and you just yelling at him wouldnât work, he didnât deserve that.
âIâm sorry I forgot about our dinner. I am so sorry. I started looking at this case and I knew it was close to 7 but I thought âitâs only a little case, it wonât take longâ and then next thing you know it was 8:30â
âThereâs always going to be another case. I just asked this one time that we had gone out for dinner. I made this reservation weeks in advance. I asked you to request this one night off. Aaron, you sent your team home early! You couldnât even come home early. I just wanted one night with my fiancĂŠ. Thatâs all I wanted.â
Aaron was silent. You felt bad. But, when was it your turn for you to be unhappy? You always pleased everyone, but when could you please yourself? You probably wouldnât marry yourself either with the way you were a pathological people pleaser. Â
âDo something, babe! Say something!â
You were still met with silence from him. There weren't many times that Aaron Hotchner was speechless, but this was one that stunned him the most. His fiancĂŠ tells him that heâs losing her. The one woman who he needed the most in his life, he was losing her.
âLose something, Aar. Risk something.â
You were afraid by saying that, he would risk losing you. He was already losing you. You told him that, you already knew that, but you had a glimmer of hope. You thought back to the 3 and a half years and countless happy memories made up of him. The countless âyouâre the best thing to happen to meâ. You believed it. But was it a lie?
âChoose something. Iâve got nothing to believe unless youâre choosing me.â
Aaron moved towards you and he said, âIâm sorry. I am so sorry.â
âAaron! Iâm sorry doesnât excuse the way youâve been acting towards me. I donât know what else to do. I know Iâve tried given you the world because all Iâve wanted since Iâve met you was to make you happy. But you know what, Aaron? Is it wrong for me to want to be happy? Is it wrong for me to want me to be seen by you?â
You looked at him, tears in your eyes. Your heart was breaking. But, you couldnât continue to be in a relationship where you didnât have a pulse anymore. If Aaron thought this relationship was worth saving, he wouldnât have messed up.
Donât you deserve someone better? You made the ultimatum. But you had to have known there was a possibility Aaron wouldnât pick you, and you have to be okay with that. Yes, itâll hurt if he doesnât choose you, but in the end, you just wanted him to be happy. If you not being in his life anymore made him happier, then so what?
You were bleeding, not physically, but you were in a constant battle of you v the BAU in Aaronâs life. You were tired of the battle already. You knew making the ultimatum you or essentially the BAU wasnât fair to Aaron.
But you deserve someone who was going to give you what you deserved. You just wanted to be seen by someone. He was losing you, yet wasnât fighting hard for it.
âI have loved you since I met you. The last 3 and a half years have been amazing. But if you want me to choose between you or the BAU.â
Your heart shattered. He didnât have to say the rest to know what he was choosing, and it crushed you. Metaphorically, you didnât have a pulse anymore, your heart wasnât going to start again for this relationship.
You slipped your engagement ring off your finger. You carefully placed it down on the kitchen counter. How ironic that the place he proposed to you is the place where you two were breaking up.
âThis is for the best. I want you to be happy, Aaron. Thatâs without being in a relationship with me. I thought I could handle the BAU and you, but, I just canât Aaron. I deserve to have someone keep their promises or at least make up for them. I deserve to go on dinner dates. I deserve to have a family that Iâve dreamed of having. I know this is what you want. Youâll have the BAU and Jack. You wonât have to worry about dinner dates or dates in general. Youâll just have work and your son. Donât mess those two things up, Aaron.â
You looked at him. His eyes were filled with tears but he refused to blink. If he blinked, heâd lose all control.
âIâll stay tonight in the guest room and Iâll talk to Jack when he comes home in the morning, then give me a day or two to pack-up and then Iâll be gone for good.â
You grabbed his hand and then kissed his cheek. There was loss and indecision in the air, but it was for the better, right?
âI gave you my best meâs. My endless empathy. Iâll always love you, Aaron.â
As you walked away from him, you went to your room and cried yourself to sleep. You were upset with yourself for not trying to come up with a better solution. You were upset with him for not trying harder. You were upset because you were losing Jack. The closest thing you had to a family and you lost them both.
Talking to Jack the next morning was hard. Aaron didnât say a word while you talked to Jack. Jack was upset. You knew it would be rough on him. Youâd been in his life for 4 years, now you had to walk away. Leaving Jack was going to be harder than you thought.
âI donât want you to be mad at your dad. Itâs not his fault. If you want someone to be mad at, be mad at me.â
Aaron was just looking down at the floor. He didnât want to see that you were now crying as Jack was hugging you so hard, crying too. He didnât realize that you were going to take the blame for Jack being upset.
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It had been a few months since youâre engagement with Aaron ended. You were heart broken. You had to realize that you gave him the ultimatum. This was making him happy, he didnât have to worry about coming home early to a wife. He didnât have to worry about being a father to any extra children you and him wanted to have. He only had to worry about himself, Jack, and work. That was it. You pleased him before you could please yourself, even with a broken heart, you realized that he chose and thatâs what he wanted. You didnât force him, he had the opportunity to fix it and he didnât. It didnât just go bad that one night a few months ago, there was some part that was the beginning of the end.
Were you able to pinpoint it? No, not exactly. But it got to the point in the relationship right around the 3 year mark where it had been a problem and you didnât realize it. Aaron knew it was coming too.
Aaron and Jack took the break-up hard. Jack wouldnât talk much with his father. This was just as much Jackâs loss as it was Aaronâs. Aaron didnât realize all you did for him. He didnât realize how much of things you actually took care of.
You did the laundry, you cleaned the house, you made sure Jack cleaned his room and bathroom, you did the yardwork, you made sure the house was always filled with food. Aaron didnât realize this, but you always bought refillable ink for his pens and always replaced them in his office. He didnât know it had been you doing that. He thought he just bought a really good brand of pens, but when his pen finally ran out, thatâs when Jack told him that when you went shopping with Jack one time, you explained to Jack that his dad loved the type of pens they were and bought refillable ink, always refilling it when you noticed it was low.
Itâs true when they say, âyou donât know what youâve got until itâs goneâ. Aaron realized that the hard way, he was determined to get you back. He needed you in his life. You were the fresh air he needed. He loved walking in his home, seeing you in the kitchen or the sunroom, waiting to talk about his day with him. He missed how you were a great mom to his son.
Aaron royally messed up and he needed to get you back. He knew you were still best friends with Garcia, so when he called Penelope asking where you were living, he didnât miss the stutter in her voice, when she quickly said, âS-sir, I canât tell you that.â
âPenelope, please.â
Then he heard your voice. âPG, Iâm going on my date with that guy who owns the bar! My locationâs on, weâre going to the restaurant across from where he works. Love you.â
You were going on a date. You knew the guy wasnât Aaron, but you wanted to get back out there. You couldnât sit around and mope.
Aaron hung up the phone and said, âJack, get in the car. We have to go somewhere.â
As him and his son raced to the car, they both got in and Aaron was driving like a madman. He knew exactly what bar and restaurant you were talking about. It wasnât the first time that the owner of the bar had been interested in you.
As Aaron saw you standing outside, he pulled his car over, but then he saw the owner reach out his hand and you grabbed it, moving closer to the man. Aaron couldnât get out now. You wanted to be happy. You deserved to put your happiness in front of someone elseâs. Aaron had his chance with you. He didnât realize that until he saw you now, smiling and twirling in the middle of the sidewalk as there was a live band close by, the man spinning you around.
Aaron was pulled out of his thoughts when Jack said, âDad, whatâs going on?â
Aaronâs heart broke, more than it had when you pulled the engagement ring off your finger, more than it did when you told Jack you were moving out. Aaronâs heart was shattered now. He couldnât come back from this. You made Aaron happy, sacrificed your happiness for Aaron, thatâs the least he could do now. You warned him. You told him that he was losing you. He just didnât know he had the perfect woman until you were gone.
With a voice barely above a whisper, trying to respond to his son, he said, âI lost her.â
As Aaron drove away, the last thing he saw in his rearview mirror was you smiling, almost like you were looking exactly at his car. He had lost you and he wasnât getting you back. The hopes of you and him together again were gone. He didnât understand how he missed the signs, but he did and now heâs paying for it. He lost you and he wasnât getting you back.Â
Part 2 (if you want)
#aaron hotchner x reader#aaron hotchner x you#aaron hotchner angst#jack hotchner#SAD HOTCH HOURS#Aaron Hotchner x Female Reader#aaron hotchner x fem!reader#aaron hotchner fic
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I'm having serious dad!Hotch & soft!Hotch thoughts.
I think about Hotch growing up in an incredibly abusive and violent home, and when he finds out that Haley is pregnant he's so scared. about how much more terror he feels when he finds out that it's a son, because he was a son and his father was violent towards him.
I'm thinking about how hard it was for him to hold Jack the first time, the same hands that killed were now responsible to confort and be gentle.
Aaron being so terrified of fucking up his kid and hurt him that he's scared to talk to him, let alone hug him.
teenage Jack understanding that his dad is a complicated man, that he's hurt, and doesn't blame him if sometimes he's standoffish, or even detached. Jack understands that his father loves him anyway, he sees it in the way he smiles at him, softly, in the way he never yells at him, in the way the mistakes the teen does are just that: mistakes.
he sees it in the way where sometimes, when Jack is particulalrly tired, when he places his head on his dad's shoulder his dad doesn't move until he does, as if Jack were a cat.
he sees it in the way where, when Jack is excited about something, sometimes he grabs his dad's arm, and Aaron doesn't recoil or push him away, like Jack has seen him do when someone else touches him.
Jack knows his dad is a complicated man. he sees in the way where sometimes he's a little too silent, a little too cautios. a little too much somewhere in his head, not in the present. Jack, upon getting older, has an understanding that his dad's childhood might have not been happy. he knows, because he has never seen pictures of him as a child, or ever heard stories of his grandparents.
nonetheless, Jack loves him.
and Aaron loves him too, but he's still terrified. he still feels inadequate for that job.
Aaron knows he would never hit his kid. he knows he would never scream at him. but Aaron isn't sure if raising his kid in a house where silence dominates is a good idea either. that can't be healthy.
that's why he's a bad father.
he keeps his distance, as much as he can. because if he doesn't, everything that's rotten in him will engulf Jack, and he can't allow that. he can't hurt his kid.
he knows his kid is smart. he realized that to a degree, Jack got the gist of his behaviour. he doesn't like that he did, because that just opens doors to getting hurt.
he doesn't want to hurt his kid.
Aaron, he is doing the opposite of what his parents did. Aaron thinks he's fucking up his kid in a different way.
Jack thinks his father is trying to fuck himself over, if it means that Jack will have some kind of peace of mind. Jack knows his dad has issues, but he doesn't quite yet understand why he feels the need to hurt himself, whichever way he finds to.
Jack thinks his dad is the kindest, bravest man out there. putting others before himself, trying his hardest to make sure the ones he loves are contenct and satisfied. of course, he's a teenager, he would never say that out loud.
he thinks maybe he should.
Aaron, in his own eyes, is a failure. he tried to do what's best, he still fucked his kid up. how? he doesn't know, he just knows he did.
maybe he is like his parents. maybe he is worse.
the team, the profilers. they can't read Aaron most of the time. he confuses them, in a sense.
they know Aaron hated physical contact, so they know that when he pats them on the shoulder, he's going out of his way. the team knows that everytime, he tries so hard to make the job a little less heavy.
otherwise, they wouldn't be allowed to crack jokes or take a breather. normally, they'd get scolded. really, sometimes they should. but Aaron doesn't, he lets them be.
so they're confused. because the man who offers comfort won't allow to be comforted. the man insisting they talk about their problems never opens up.
the man who'd never really scream at them, lets them scream at him, get angry at him, blame him. they notice the very subtle flinch whenever that happens.
still, he lets them do that, if it's going to make them feel better.
they don't understand him, not really. they know he's kind. they've hardly seen him smile, and when he does he tries to hide it.
he looks at his shoes when you tell him a kind thing about him, gives a small 'thanks', like he doesn't believe it. maybe he doesn't want to believe it.
because if he believed it, then he'd have to admit that he's not a monster, but simply a hurt man. or, better yet, a hurt child.
he sees himself unworthy of love, because he doesn't believe to be making a positive impact in people's lives. so why should he get any type of love, or thanks.
the people around him, they wish he could see himself through their eyes.
maybe he'd see that he gives pieces of his heart, of his soul, to everyone he cares about, even if that means slowly destroying himself.
maybe he'd see he's worthy of their love, and that maybe, he should give himself a piece of his own heart to himself, and to keep that piece safe.
but Aaron doesn't.
so Aaron, until he dies, will forever be a violent, unworthy monster. to him, that's the only truth that matters.
so he keeps his distance, loves from afar. hoping that his rotten insides don't spill, infecting everyone around him.
#criminal minds#aaron hotchner#jack hotchner#jennifer jareau#spencer reid#david rossi#derek morgan#emily prentiss#penelope garcia#its hotch sad hours#i have feelings your honour#hotch is such a complicated character#i cant stop thinking about him
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i miss aaron lmfao :/
#itâs sad girl hours#and i just wish i had a hug from him bc itâd heal me and everything would be okay#hotch đŞ#also i said iâd be working on my requests and i havenât even written the next part of ivy đ¤Ą#đđťââď¸ iâll be fine
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JADEEEE i'd love to see an interaction between hotch and teacher!reader outside of school? maybe jack sees her first and step away from hotch for a moment to say hi, hotch gets scared when he realizes jack left but reader comes with him just a moment later because she's panicking too like 'why are you alone? where's your dad?' and jack takes her to him. is that ok??? i hope so! love you <3333
I love you ty for your request! âHotch flirts with Jackâs favourite teacher, because heâs never as subtle as he should be. fem, 2k
Jack reads a couple of books a week now his dad is home more often. His mom used to read to him some because he loves them, but she preferred to tell her own on the fly. His dad isnât as good a story teller, and when he does try the stories donât end up very happy, so they read. Sometimes two or three books a night if they're short ones.Â
With Jackâs library card they can borrow ten books. With his dadâs, another ten. Twenty altogether, enough to last the month if theyâre careful or if dad gets called away a lot, which he usually does.Â
âCan I look for Super Pup?â Jack asks his dad.Â
Aaron sits on a chair a little too small for him in the kids section. âWhat?â he asks, looking up from the back of the large picture book Jackâs just handed him.Â
âSuper Pup?âÂ
âIâll help, buddy.â Hotch looks like heâs going to stand, then hesitates. âIn a second. Donât go where I canât see you, Jackers.âÂ
Hotch is tired. He didnât come home until very late, but heâd woken Aunt Jess anyway and, when Jack woke, there his dad was sleeping in the beanbag by his bed. Heâs sore all over now and exhausted from a restless night. Jack feels sorry, as much as he can for being six nearly seven, but he also knows that his dad doesnât mind the hurting. It was nice to wake up together after a few days apart.Â
And now heâs brought him to the library, and after that theyâll go for groceries. Jack should be quick. If they get home before dinner time his dad will ask him if he wants to nap together, which is the best. They just lay there in the big bed with the fan on and snooze until itâs too late to cook, so his dad breaks out the takeout menus, and promises he wonât do it again with a quick hug from behind.Â
As though it makes him a terrible parent for feeding his kid. Jack canât know how guilty it makes Hotch feel to do it, and Hotch doesnât seem to notice how much Jack loves these days where his dad is exhausted and totally his.Â
Jack runs around looking for Super Pup. Hotchâs phone beeps in his pocket, and he fights to keep his eyes open.
A ways away, you browse the fiction section in a crouch, knees somehow totally under your skirt, flicking aside spines of skinny books for something you can read at lunch time. Something that doesnât require much attention, and could be read in short intervals. You used to demand a half hour to yourself when you first started teaching, but that was before the lonely kids started cropping up. Kids with no friends, or sad smiles, who want company and quiet alike.Â
You reach for a pink-spined Japanese translation as a little hand pats your elbow. Youâre so used to kids you say, âWhatâs up?â before you remember you arenât at work.Â
You turn in your crouch to look behind you. âOh, hi, Jack! What are you doing here?âÂ
âMe and dad are looking for books.âÂ
You smile at him genuinely, happy to see your favourite student, even if youâre terrified on the inside at the prospect of his father. Heâs the most gentlemanly man youâve ever met. Heâs arduous in how respectful he is, heâs understanding, and heâs tall, dark, and handsome. It is a chilling collection of traits. You stumble whenever you have to talk to him.Â
But Jack is easy. You and Jack talk every day. âWhat sorts of books? Just for fun?âÂ
âI want to read Super Pup.âÂ
The kids love Super Pup and his magic bark. You stand promptly, suddenly much taller than Jack as you brush down your skirt. âWait,â you say. Mr. Hotchner gets called away for work all the time, but he wouldnât leave Jack alone, would he? âWhereâs your dad? Youâre not by yourself, are you?âÂ
Jack laughs. âNo! Iâm looking for Super Pup! Dadâs tired.âÂ
You canât decipher exactly what those two things have to do with each other, but you can guess how panicked his dad will be to find Jack so far from the kidâs section. Fiction is the other side of the library. âHow did you end up over here?â You offer your hand. âShould we go back and find your dad?âÂ
âI saw your skirt, Miss L/N. I like the flowers.â
He takes your hand, clumsy to your gentleness. âThanks, honey. Letâs go find dad before he calls his scary friends and has your name on the news.âÂ
You get to the kids section slowly. Endearingly so, but nerve-wracking, too, because Mr. Hotchner can be intimidating. Jack likes holding your hand, you think, clinging to your fingers as he guides you across the library, past the staircase down to the first floor, and back to the kids section.Â
âJack?â Mr. Hotchner asks loudly, turned away from you both near the graphic novel selection. âJack.âÂ
âMr. Hotchner,â you say.Â
âDad!âÂ
He spins on his heel. His shoulders relax noticeably, but the stress in his gaze remains.Â
âJack, I said stay where I can see you,â he says, not half as scolding as he could be as Jack lets go of your hand and runs to his legs, where he stops. âPlease, buddy. You gotta listen to me.âÂ
Jack turns between you and his dad with a smile, âBut look, itâs Miss L/N.âÂ
âI can see,â he says softly.Â
Mr. Hotchner leans down, taking Jack up into his arms with impressive ease, and begins the walk to you where youâve stayed.Â
âI hope he didnât interrupt you,â he says.Â
âPlease,â you say, âheâs my favourite. Justââ You wince. âDonât tell anybody at school I said that, Jack. Please.âÂ
âI think we can keep this secret,â Mr. Hotchner says.Â
âHe was just telling me that youâre looking for Super Pup. If you donât find it, we have copies at the school library. And we can always order you one.âÂ
Mr. Hotchner gives you a small, and what you know to be rare, smile. âI donât think he even looked.âÂ
âI did look!â Jack disagrees, though his disagreement barely has any attitude to it, a credit to his upbringing.Â
âYou clearly werenât looking in the right place.âÂ
âI was too. How would you know, you were sleeping!âÂ
âI wasnât sleeping,â Mr. Hotchner says to you.Â
You tuck your hands behind your back. âItâs okay, Mr. Hotchner, I believe you. In my classroom we like to say weâre resting our eyes.âÂ
âAaron,â he says, as he says whenever you speak to each other, and as you always forget to call him. Not a demand but a suggestion youâd swear to be bordering affectionate.Â
Youâve been Jackâs teacher for two months this year, and almost the entire year previously. In the summer when they leave, youâll find out if youâre moving up a grade with him, but until then, youâve made the most of such a nice kid, and you arenât shy to tell that to Aaron. You donât mind that Jack spends his lunch time with you. He embodies all of the reasons that pushed you to become a teacher in the first place.Â
And his father is a good reason to stay. Heâs one of the only nice (hot) dads.Â
You do worry often that he can read your expression. His lips have quirked into a bemused smile, whatâs so funny? Heâs terrifying.Â
âAaron,â you rush to say, and fill the silence youâve made, âItâs nice to see you.âÂ
âItâs nice to see you, too. Youâll see me on Monday, so youâll be sick of me by Tuesday.âÂ
You rock ever so gently on your heels. âYou arenât working.âÂ
âItâs Jackâs birthday.âÂ
You nod, pleased. âI know! I know, we already talked about what cupcakes he wants, didnât we? Everybodyâs gonna have rainbow sprinkle, and for a treat weâre going to watch a movie before lunch.âÂ
âDo you do that for every kid?âÂ
âI do.âÂ
âHow do you afford it?â He lowers his gaze. âI just mean, itâs expensive to do that for every birthday.âÂ
âLuckily for me and unluckily for the kids, quite a few of them have birthdays outside of term time. Thirty students is three trays of ten, and that doesnât usually break the bank, even if things get tight. But⌠I donât know, I guess I just have to make room when it does. Itâs special to feel special, and,â âyou smile, exuberant and a little shy at once, clutching your elbow in your handâ âJack always makes everybody else feel special. âÂ
The boy in question turns into his fathers chest, pleased beyond words.Â
Aaron gives you a long, long look. âThank you,â he says.Â
âOh, youâre welcome.âÂ
You say goodbye to Aaron and Jack and wish them both a good weekend, which you spend wondering what the pressure of Aaronâs hand would be like on your shoulder, and if you should be ashamed of yourself for thinking about it at all. He seems like heâd give a good hug. You catch yourself picturing him opening a door and ban yourself from thinking of him at all.Â
Monday morning, you stand at the door ushering your students inside, and you canât help beaming when Jack and Aaron arrive.Â
âAw, Jack, whereâs your birthday badge?â you ask, fall air nipping your nose.Â
âHe was feeling too shy,â Aaron says. Heâs in casual dress again. Some men should be banned from half-zips, itâs inhumane.Â
âYou were?â You bend just a bit, hand in your pocket. âWell, I thought you might be, so I brought my badge from home. Itâs super shiny, bud. What do you think?âÂ
You show Jack the badge, Itâs My Birthday in silver against a rainbow backdrop.Â
Maybe it was silly to bring, but you had a feeling he wouldnât want to wear one, and maybe he should. He deserves for all his friends to give him some attention, and to have them fight over who gets to sit with him at lunch.Â
âWe have something for you,â Jack says.Â
You stand straight. âYou do?âÂ
Aaron hadnât been expecting to be the one to give it to you, that much is obvious. He hesitates for a second before he passes you a small brown box, the top of which is made up of four leaves folded into a dome. You have an inkling of what it might me.Â
âThank you⌠Can I open it now?â you ask.Â
âI think you should wait for lunch,â Aaron says.Â
You raise your eyebrows but abide by his suggestion, murmuring another thank you as Aaron bends to give Jack a hug. âHave a good day. Iâll be here to pick you up, I promise,â he says.
Itâs a great day. The kids are excited for cupcakes and overjoyed to get them before lunch. Not a crumb goes uneaten, and as they all sing for Jack with his borrowed badge, heâs actually happy for the attention. He doesnât eat with you at lunch, which is a great thing even if you love his company.Â
Alone, you fold back the leaves of your mysterious box and smile like an idiot when you confirm whatâs inside. A cupcake slightly more sophisticated than rainbow sprinkle spreads icing across the brown carrier, and a business card leans against the other side.Â
The front of the card is as youâd expected it to be spelling out Aaronâs contact details from work, and you combust thinking he wants you to call him, but itâs the back that youâd been meant to see. You read it as you fold down the leaves of the cupcake carrier,Â
Thirty students, three trays of ten. What does that leave for you? âAaron.Â
Flirt, you think firmly, happily. Heâs such a flirt.Â
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My Lover Boy (Spencer Reid x Fem!BAU!Reader)
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Request: "Can you write something super angsty, like the reader and Spencer have something going on, but technically, they're just friends, and then everything with Lila Archer happens? She's sad but tries not to show it to him, and he is mad at himself for getting with Lila. Derek is teasing him, and it's super angsty, but it all ends up okay."
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem!BAU!Reader.
Summary: You think something is going on with Spencer, something beyond friendship. But you start to question it when a case in LA pushes Spencer to spend time with Lila Archer.
Word Count: 4.6k
TW: Angst with a happy ending. Use of some strong words. Some suggestive comments. Mention of having sex. If I forgot something, let me know.
A/N: Thanks for the request! Keep sending them to me.
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"Hey, did you get something?" You ask Spencer when he returns to the precinct. He and Gideon were at a gallery open to obtain information for the case you are working on in LA.
Spencer shrugs. "Not really. They all were more interested in photos and the press."
"Celebrities," you huff playfully, and Spencer chuckles.
"Yeah. Something like that," Spencer agrees.
"I'm going to grab some coffee. Do you want some?" You offer, standing from where you were checking the case folders.
"Sure," Spencer accepts, sitting and grabbing a folder for himself to inspect. You pass by him and squeeze his shoulders in a gentle gesture, subtly kissing his head.
"I'll be right back," you murmur before leaving the room.
Things with Spencer have been kind of odd for a while. Sure, you still are coworkers and friends, but ultimately, it is like you both are getting to terms with the idea that something else is going on. You don't know what it is really, and neither of you has sat to talk about it.
Why? Lack of time, maybe? Fear of being misreading the signals? Both?
Whatever it is, you have been acting like nothing is happening, although you almost kissed after a bar outing two weeks ago. You would have if Morgan hadn't called Spencer when you were about to kiss outside your apartment.
After the interruption, neither of you brought up the topic again.
Now you are stuck in LA, trying to solve a case involving celebrity killings. So, of course, the media and the locals have been nailing your asses for answers.
There is no time for anything else but to try to catch the unsub as soon as possible. Hotch asked you to narrow the unsub comfort zone. It's a task that's usually assigned to Spencer, but Hotch has him tracking information from one of the possible unsub's targets: Lila Archer, an actress with a promising career ahead.
"Pretty boy now has the best assignment in this case," Derek sighs as he slumps into one of the chairs in the meeting room.
Elle and you scoff at his dramatics. Morgan points an accusing finger at you.
"If you have seen her, I'm sure you would agree with me."
Neither of you pays too much attention to Derek's tantrum and keeps working instead.
It's almost night, and when Hotch returns to the precinct with Gideon and no Spencer in sight, you raise an eyebrow.
"Where is the genius?" Elle asks.
"With Miss Archer. We need to keep an eye on her, and Reid has the rapport already," Hotch explains before asking for your progress in the task you were assigned.
How does Spencer suddenly become a bodyguard? You don't know, but don't question it. You assume Hotch knows what he's doing.
An hour later, Garcia calls, saying the cameras at Lila's property show a strange person wandering around. The fact Spencer is not answering his phone makes everyone flock out of the police station, and all of you think the unsub is trying to get into the house.
What if the unsub is already inside and hurt Spencer? Shit, you are a nervous wreck, although you try to mask it to the rest of the team.
When arriving at the house, Hotch split everyone: Morgan and Elle are assigned to the front. Hotch and you take the backyard. Gideon, with the patrols, canvass the main street.
As you approach, your heart beats faster and faster. With your gun aimed, you're ready for anything but the fact you hear laughing coming from the pool.
You are covering Hotch's back, and he is as confused as you after opening the gate.
You both see Lila getting out of the pool in a fit of laughs and Spencer, entirely clothed, inside the pool.
"Are you okay, Miss Archer?" Hotch asks, holstering his gun and checking the surroundings with his gaze.
"Oh, Agent Hotchner. I didn't know you were coming," she mentions casually, wrapping a towel around her torso.
Realizing danger isn't imminent, you holster your gun, too, and reach a hand to help Spencer.
"What the hell happened?" You ask him as you take in his drenched clothes and wet gun resting at the edge of the pool. Spencer doesn't look at you, only mumbling, "I fell."
Well, weird but not implausible, considering Spencer isn't the best-coordinated man in the world.
You help him, grabbing a towel from a chair and handing it to him. You take his gun and remove the bullets from the soaked chamber.
You want to know more about the whole situation, but before you have the chance to ask Spencer, you see Derek, Elle, and Gideon coming.
Finally, the alert came from a paparazzi who was around the house and wanted to take photographs of Lila. And regarding the pool? Lila said that she wanted a dip, and unfortunately, Dr. Reid tripped and fell.
No one says anything about it, but the looks Elle and Derek give Spencer catch your attention, as does the way Spencer avoids talking to you until you are called to return to the precinct.
Despite the incident, Lila insists Spencer stay as you continue investigating the evidence.
So you all come back to the station, minus Spencer.
You don't know why Elle instructs you to check the camera roll recovered from the paparazzi, but there you are, in a dark room, revealing what could be pieces of evidence.
What you do not expect is the kind of images that are showing before your eyes: Spencer and Lila Archer making out in the pool.
What-the-fuck?
Now, the scene you found when you arrived at the place with Hotch makes a little more sense. Spencer was entirely soaked while Lila, with a smug expression, walked into the house with a towel around her torso.
You don't know what reaction comes first. But you can recognize the deception and the way your heart shatters into a million pieces.
They were kissing. In the pool. At night. Like nothing is happening around them.
You have been working your ass to catch an unsub, and the doctor is enjoying himself with a movie star. In addition, they lied about the whole ordeal.
The tears pool in your eyes, but you are fighting not to let them fall. Not here. Not for Spencer. Not for anyone.
Why bother, anyway? You are just friends.
What? Will you ask him for an explanation?
It's not your place, even if you thought something was going on between you both.
How stupid you are. You don't stand a chance with him. Spencer only sees you as friend material.
With the entire film revealed, you shove the photos into a manila folder and leave the dark room.
Elle raises an eyebrow when she spots you walking toward her. You throw the folder over the table.
"Here's what you asked me for," you say in a harsh tone before turning around and walking out of the precinct. Elle doesn't say anything and doesn't need to open the folder to know what's going on.
When the team moves to Lila's house again a few hours later, already knowing who the unsub is, you stay behind in connection to Garcia to coordinate at the police station. You don't need to be there again.
You won't get exposed to see Spencer and Lila together.
Early in the morning, with the killer in custody and Lila Archer safe, you are ready to come back to Virginia.
During the flight, you seclude yourself in the farthest seat, headphones on and eyes closed. It works. No one disturbs you.
But you fail to notice Spencer's eyes on you the entire time.
After touching down, Hotch gathers you in the office to do the debriefing when you only want to go home.
Spencer tries to talk to you a few times, but you slip away from him every time, using whatever excuse not to speak.
Finally, Hotch officially closes the case and sends you home with two days off. Without saying goodbye to anyone, and with your heart broken, you run out of the BAU.
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Spencer looks for you when he exits the conference room, but you're already gone. His guts tell him something happened to you, and he is worried. Usually, you're open to talking to him, and with this thing going on between you both, Spencer doesn't know how to ask you about it. But even if he wants to do that, he needs to have you in the same room first.
And that will only happen once you are back at the BAU in two days.
He thinks maybe he should go to your place but refrains from the idea. Perhaps you're just tired, and he doesn't want to make it worse.
He doesn't know you sulked in your apartment the entire time, and when you all return to work two days later, you are not still talking to him.
Spencer trails behind you like a lost puppy. He tries to make some conversation with you every chance he gets, but you avoid him like the plague. Spencer still doesn't know why you're acting so cold with him, so he goes to someone who might know: Elle.
Spencer walks to her desk, ready to get some kind of answers.
"What is it, Reid?" Elle asks without looking at him. Spencer clears his throat.
"Do you know if something happened to her?" he questions, referring to you. Elle rolls her eyes in annoyance before lifting her gaze to him.
"Are you kidding me right now, Reid?"
Spencer frowns in confusion.
"What do you mean?"
Huffing, Elle digs through the stack of folders on her desk, pulls out the one with the photos you developed, and passes it on to Spencer.
"Serve yourself, genius."
Spencer proceeds to check what is inside, and his cheeks immediately start to burn.
"She - she saw these?" Spencer stutters. Elle pulls a face.
"If she saw these? She developed the camera roll and gave these to me."
Spencer wants to die. It makes perfect sense, but that means he screwed it up.
"Why did she do that?! I mean, no one else could have done it?"
"I asked her to," Elle says, folding her arms over her chest.
"Why did you do that?!" Spencer squeals.
It doesn't matter why, but he still can't believe you saw everything. Spencer knows it was wrong to kiss Lila back, but for him, it didn't mean anything. His heart already belongs to you, even if he hasn't told you yet.
"What did I know that she would find out photos of you and Lila sucking each other's faces? I thought there were only pictures of Miss Startlet swimming and you stupidly falling into the pool. Isn't that you told me happened?"
Spencer Reid has rarely been left speechless, but this is one of them. A mixture of shame, regret, and anger at himself makes his stomach churn, and he wants to dig a hole to disappear.
He needs to explain to you what happened. But how could he approach the subject? You and Spencer are friends in the first place, and he didn't tell you what really happened in that pool. You had to see it for yourself in those pictures.
And thinking about your 'situationship' makes it even worse.
Spencer leaves Elle's desk, thinking about what to say and looking for the best moment to talk to you. But luck isn't by his side: in mid-morning, Hotch announced there is a case.
At least it's local this time.
In the afternoon, he spots you walking alone in one of the hallways. It's now or never, he thinks.
"(Y/N), wait!"
Hearing your name, you reluctantly turn only to see Spencer jogging to catch up with you. You want to turn again and leave, but it won't be subtle if you do that.
"What is it, Spencer? There is something about the case?" You ask flatly. Spencer knows you know it isn't about the case, but he has to assume you don't.
"I - uh. No. It's not the case. I - I just want to make sure you are okay?" His voice is wary, and the fidgeting of his hands is a tale-telling that he's nervous.
"I'm okay. I'm great, actually," you say, faking cheerfulness. Your patience runs thin, and Spencer isn't helping.
He frowns, knowing what you are doing.
"Don't be like that. I really wanted to make sure you are okay," he mumbles shyly. You cross your arms over your chestâa defiant look in your eyes.
"And why I wouldn't, uh? Something bad happened to me? There is a single reason why I shouldn't be okay?"
Spencer contemplates his response for a second. How does he say it in a way that does not sound self-centered?
"I don't know. You haven't talked to me since the last case in LA."
Spencer opts to bring up the obvious and let the overwhelming evidence out of this for now.
"And that bothers you?" You ask in a disbelief tone.
Spencer knows this isn't working.
Damn to his inability to lead meaningful interactions when he needs to.
"Yes! I mean, we - we're friends. You can tell me if something is going on."
The friend card. Spencer thinks it's the safest approach. But he's wrong. You laugh humorlessly.
"Honestly, Spencer? I don't know if we are friends anymore."
Your tone tries to be cold, but behind it, there is a tiny wavering you try to suppress at all costs.
"What? Why are you saying that?"
That's the limit Spencer reaches and pushes you to snap.
"Because friends don't lie to each other! When I asked you what happened at Lila's house, you lied to me!"
Spencer gulps because he knows you are right.
That is what he needed to say first, and not have to wait until you were who threw it at him.
"I'm sorry," he mumbles, gazing at his feet.
And then again, the guilt, the embarrassment.
Why did he do it? He isn't attracted to Lila. Why did he kiss her back?
"Yeah, me too. But you know? I'm glad. I'm glad you finally found someone and that now I know where I stand."
It hurts you to say the words. Spencer can see the crack in your demeanor, and he is the one to blame.
"What? No! No, I'm not- I didn't find someone," he chimes in an attempt to clear this up. "It's not what you think."
"Isn't? I saw the pictures, Spencer. I developed them myself. I know what I saw."
"She kissed me!" Spencer exclaims, trying to get afloat because he feels he's drowning.
"So what? If that's the case, you kissed her back!" You spat, angry at the lame explanation coming from Spencer's mouth.
"It was a mistake! I shouldn't have done that! You have to believe me."
Spencer tries to take hold of your hand, but you don't let him, yanking your arm and keeping your distance from him.
"Why do you think it's a mistake? Uh? She's pretty, almost famous, she's into you. I don't think it is," you start, and Spencer frowns. "What I can't understand is why you didn't tell me the truth before I could find out from those goddamn photos. What did you expect? That I would criticize you? What would bother me about your love adventures in Hollywood? You said it yourself: we're just friends."
"(Y/N), please," Spencer tries to get to you but is to no avail.
"It's your fucking life, Spencer. Do what you want with it! But let me out of it."
Without another word, you storm out to who knows where but far away from him.
Spencer knows he fucked up big this time. And his attempt at apology made things only worse.
He didn't see you for the rest of the case. Spencer assumed you secluded yourself in Garcia's office.
From his spot at his desk, he can only see Elle's disapproving look.
There is no reasonable reason for what he did, and that consumes Spencer's brain. He doesn't like Lila. He has been pining for you long enough to be sure he loves you.
'Men are men,' Elle usually says when Derek brags about his conquests. Spencer always felt proud of not being that way. And what happens when a pretty actress jumps at him? He goes with it. Elle is right, then. He is like any other man.
The question is if he will do something to gain your trust - and affection - back. How can he fix this?
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A whole week has passed since the case in LA. The BAU looks pretty much the same as always, if not for the fact you only talk to Spencer when it is strictly necessary. The team doesn't pick up much of it, though. Only Elle knows what's going on, but she won't pester you with questions or unrequited advice.
Spencer is doing nothing extra to call your attention, although you can feel his eyes on you sometimes during the day. But you assume he got your message, and he'll go on with his life.
The problem is you can't bring yourself to do the same. You know your chances with Spencer are a past thing, but your heart still doesn't get the memo. And you try, really try to be neutral, professional, and collected. It works in the majority because nobody asks questions or refers to what happened in LA.
But the state of 'everything is fine' in you is fragile, and you know that.
It's Friday afternoon, and everyone wants to end their reports to go finally home. You see Spencer from the corner of your eyes. He is deep-writing in what you assume are the details from the last case. Elle is doing the same. You are trying to focus on your work, but the tiredness makes you go slower than you want.
Suddenly, the glass doors open to reveal a grinning Derek Morgan walking straight to Spencer's desk with something under his arm. It looks like a newspaper.
"Hey, lover boy!" Derek claps Spencer's back with a shit-eaten smirk plastered on his face. Spencer looks up at Derek with a frown. "Don't look at me like that Casanova. You are the one who didn't tell me about your little something with Miss Starlet."
Morgan places a newspaper he's carrying on Reid's desk. The cover is a photo of him making out with Lila Archer.
"W- what?" Spencer stutters as his cheeks redden. His eyes quickly move from the newspaper to find yours, and you only want to disappear. Averting his gaze, you try to focus again on the file you are reading. Elle rolls her eyes from her desk.
"My man! You slept with her that night, didn't you?"
"Morgan, stop," Spencer pleads, but Derek doesn't relent, even when the air in the room becomes way thick in instants.
"You can tell me! Is she good? I bet she is-"
"Morgan, no!" Spencer's high-pitched voice tries to make Morgan shut up.
"Come on, give me something pretty boy. She is wild in bed, doesn't she? How many hickeys did she leave on you?"
You actually cringe at Morgan's words. The sole idea of Lila and Spencer sleeping together makes you sick to your stomach.
You're about seconds to stand and get out.
Elle, who is observing the whole scenario - thing Derek doesn't - huffs in irritation.
"Why don't you and lover boy go to spill your gut about your sex life out of here? We are trying to work if you didn't notice."
Morgan frowns. Usually, Elle backs up his teasing to Spencer. But when he is about to say something again, you're - not so subtly - grabbing your things and storming out from the bullpen.
Your collected attitude goes out of the window.
All of them be damned, you think.
Spencer is standing right away to chase after you, leaving Morgan with a confused look, silently asking Elle what the hell just happened.
"I am only going to say that you are a total asshole, Derek Morgan," Elle states before returning to her files.
Meanwhile, you're pressing the elevator button, and you can feel Spencer rapidly nearing you.
â(Y/N)! Please, wait!"
When he's by your side, you intentionally look to another way.
"Not now, Spencer. Just let me go."
Just let me go. That statement has more meaning than the explicit one you're voicing.
"Morgan is only messing with me. I didn't sleep with her."
Spencer thinks blurting the truth will be enough to stop you from running away from him. But things are already more complicated than that.
"It doesn't matter, Spencer. Now, let me go."
Your insistence is more like an agonizing plea. You're so tired. There is no fight you want to engage in right now. You think you won this time when the elevator doors open, but it's short-lived as you see Spencer stepping inside as well.
"No! It does matter!"
The elevator doors close, and now only are you and him.
"Why? Uh? Why is it so important for you to tell me this?"
Your sudden raised voice takes Spencer aback. You're pissed off.
"Because - because it is the truth!" He defends.
And maybe he's right. Perhaps he didn't sleep with Lila, but your heart is already broken, and you only need space to get used to the idea and heal.
"Spencer. I already told you you don't owe me an explanation. Truth or not, it is not my business anyway."
Your tone is not angry but deflated, exhausted. Your gaze drops to the floor.
Spencer wants to scream; there is so much in his chest to say, but his brain doesn't cooperate in spilling something coherent.
"But I want it to be!" He decides to say, and he gets you to look at him again.
"What? are you talking about?"
"I want it - I want it to be your business," Spencer repeats, and you don't know what to say; you don't even know what he means.
The elevator dings and the door opens. You both stand there for a second, frozen after what looks like a confession. Or not. You're not sure.
"You don't know what you are saying," you mumble, deciding to move and pass him to walk into the parking garage.
"I know I should have said this before," Spencer continues walking after you. "I know I should have said something that night when we almost kissed. I regret I didn't."
You stop when he mentions that night. At this point, you thought he didn't care, and it didn't mean anything to him.
"Nothing happened that night," you say bitterly.
"But it should have. Don't tell me you didn't feel it," Spencer poses a hand on your shoulder to stop you from turning away again. Your eyes fill with tears, but you're fighting not to let them fall.
"And what if I did? It doesn't change anything," you shrug, a painful look in your eyes.
"It does! Because I love you and I do really want to make it up to you. I want you back. I want to amend the hurt I caused you for my stupidity."
Did he say 'I love you'? That takes you aback.
"Spencer-"
"I know I messed up. I know it was stupid to kiss Lila back. It doesn't matter if she did it first or not; you're right. But believe me, it didn't mean anything to me because she was not you. She is not you and will never be."
"You're confusing things," you shake your head, still not giving credit to his confession.
"After our fight the other day, I really thought about stepping back and leaving you alone. I have been torturing myself all week trying to conceive a life without you on it, mourning the lost of our friendship, and above all, mourning the lost of the prospect of to be your person, and you to be mine."
You can't keep your tears at bay anymore, so you let them free. Spencer cups your cheeks, and you can see tears in his eyes, too.
"But I can't. I can't let you go. Not without telling you the truth. And if you don't feel the same, that's okay; I won't push any further, and I'll leave you alone."
You can't tell him that you don't feel the same way because that would be the biggest lie in the universe. You are also sure that you love him, and that is why this situation has broken you so much.
You blink away some of your tears as Spencer looks at you, trying to read the truth in you.
"I think I have been in love with you since ever," you blurt out, with a half sob and half chuckle. "And I felt so heartbroken seeing you kissing her, and now Derek comes suggesting-" you trail off.
"Hey, don't think about that. I messed up, and I didn't say anything earlier because, to me, it didn't mean anything. I'm so sorry," Spencer apologizes, running his thumbs under your eyes to wipe some of your tears.
"How can - how can we start over?" you ask him shyly but hopefully. Spencer hastens to reply.
"The way you want it. If you want time to think, or if you want us to go slow, we can do that. If you wish to, can we go on a date first? Officially, a date? We can do that," Spencer rambles, and you smile for real for the first time in weeks.
"Yeah, we can go on a date, officially a date," you concede, and Spencer can't contain his excitement. "But, can I ask you for something first?"
"Of course. Just name it," Spencer says as his hands rub your shoulders lovingly.
"Can you kiss me now?" You request, with the most faked innocent look you can muster, making Spencer laugh.
"I can do that," he nods, looking at you intensely, gaze flicking between your eyes and your lips. Then Spencer leans down, closing his eyes at midway. You wait with batted breath until finally, his lips softly touch yours.
It's a tentative, sweet kiss. Your arms go up Spencer's shoulders until they land on his neck. His hands fall to your hips to pull you closer as the kiss deepens. It's no longer exploratory; it's hungry, messy, passionate, and you couldn't have wanted it any other way. You're sure this kiss is a thousand times better than the one he had with Lila, and Spencer completely agrees with that assessment because it's you.
That makes it perfect.
It's the need for air that makes you part after a while.
"Wow," you both say at the same time, starting to laugh like teenagers and trying to catch your breath.
When the laugh subsides, you narrow your eyes in contemplation and Spencer's eyebrow furrow.
"What?" he asks, and you look at himâa mischievous glint in your eyes.
"We agreed to a date first, right?" you ask, and Spencer nods.
"What if we skip that and make up for the lost time? What do you say, my lover boy?" you suggest, with a playful smirk on your face. Spencer's cheeks flush, but he is definitively excited with the idea. He quickly grabs your hand and runs with you to your car.
There is a lot to make it up, he agrees.
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It's A Date- A Spencer Reid Fanfiction (Spencer X Reader)
Description: Spencer does not want to go to the BAU picnic but goes because he has a crush on you and suddenly Spencer is good a baseball which shocks everyone. Warning: None, just pure fluff
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Two minutes.
Just two more minutes.
Only two more minutes until the entire team could leave for a fun filled afternoon together without the worry of trying to catch a serial killer.
Hotch could see how restless the team was after having five back-to-back cases with no break and too much paperwork. So, he set some time aside for a small break for the team to relax and have some fun. A picnic at the park with some team friendly games.
You were excited, ecstatic even, about being able to enjoy an afternoon in the sun and just relax. Everyone was bringing a dish to share and even though you weren't great at sports, you were excited to play a few games with everyone.
The clocked chimed as it hit three o'clock and everyone cheered, quickly grabbing their already packed items before heading out the door, Hotch reminding everyone to meet at the park at four and to remember their food dish. You looked around smiling as everyone hurried to the door before stepping inside and turning to face the front as you saw Spencer, your best friend and long-time crush, dragging his feet as he made his way to the elevator.
Morgan and Emily called out to him to pick up the pace, as Hotch pushed the open-door button to keep the elevator from moving. Spencer finally stepped inside, chest to chest with you, a fake smile placed on his face. You knew he wasn't thrilled to be going, that he would rather go home and read or visit the outdoor theatre to watch an old film. You finally convinced him to go that it would be fun to try new things, him reminding you that playing any sport wasn't new or fun to him, the memories of gym classes still haunting his mind.
You had just patted his back reminding him that the team were not his old classmates and trying to play something without dreading it was something new to him. He just shrugged and agreed to go after you flashed him your puppy dog eyes, a look he could never say no to.
The park was right by your house, so you decided to walk over, seeing almost everyone was already there and helped set up the picnic table full of food with Penelope and JJ. It felt nice to chat openly with everyone about life and pure silliness without having to worry about keeping it short between solving a case. Everyone was sitting down to eat when you realized someone was missing. Spencer.
You reached for your phone when you heard his voice behind you. "I know I'm late, I'm sorry." You looked up at him from your spot on the grass with a smile, taking in his work clothes that he was still wearing.
"I'm glad you could make it! I saved you a spot." You patted the spot next to you and he sat down next to you before you bumped your shoulder with his. "Are you ready for a fun night?"
He sighed before stealing a chip off your plate. "Honestly, not really."
You gave a sad smile and offered your plate to him to pick off of. "At least try to keep an open mind to it." He just hummed his response and took half of your sandwich, laying his head down on your lap for you to play with his hair.
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You were playing baseball with everyone, Spencer still seated on the grass, reading a book with occasional peek up at you. He wasn't excited to play baseball but he enjoyed watching you get excited, your laugh echoing through the air, your smile bright. He loved it when you were happy, your smile always getting lost in the gore of your job. He noticed you looking at him, worry buried between your brows, and he knew you were worried about him not joining in. An hour into the game, he sighed and set his book down then made his way over to you in the makeshift dug out area.
He poked your shoulder, something he always did to let you know he was there when he came up behind you. "Are you joining?" A hopeful look on your face when you asked. He nodded and gave you a small smile. He didn't want to join but he just couldn't say no to you.
It was your turn to bat, and you struck out every time, a playful pout on your lips as you shuffled back to him, resting your head on his arm upset you didn't hit the ball as he patted your back. JJ was up to base and she hit one pitch, making it to first base, making it Spencer's turn next.
He stepped up to base, Morgan smirking at the pitcher's spot, a knowing look on his face. An easy three throws and Spencer would be out, his team a step closer to winning. Spencer got into his stance, Morgan throwing the ball at lightning speed and the clunking sound filled the air as the ball flew through the air way past Hotch who was out in the far field.
You screamed with the rest of your team as Spencer sprinted toward first and second base, a quick glance to the out field as he saw Hotch grab the ball, and he made a rash decision to keep going, pushing JJ out of third base and forcing her to head toward the home base with him as the ball zoomed through the air towards home base, JJ and Spencer narrowly making it.
Silence filled the air for a second, everyone dumbfounded on how Spencer got a home run on his first try, before Penelope and you erupted into cheers as you ran up to Spencer jumping up into his arms, him easily catching you, a laugh easily released from his throat as he spun your around.
The next hour was filled with laughter, smiles and cheers as the game went on, Spencer helping you with your stance, helping you get to third base. You had never seen Spencer so carefree, and it took everyone by surprise, earning a lecture on physics in how you can easily figure out the speed in which you need to hit the ball in order to get a good hit in.
The night was closing in and everyone decided on a quick game of soccer, something Spencer couldn't figure out with his brain but you pulled him over to your team, your hand fitting perfectly into his. The game quickly began and you laughed at how Spencer tried to recreate the fancy tricks Morgan and yourself were pulling, earning a few grass stains on his white dress shirt. Your team somehow won and Spencer pulled you into a hug after you scored the winning point, something you weren't expecting.
Both of you helped clean up and everyone was leaving with the promise to have another night out next week from Hotch, when you were asked a question you didn't think Spencer would ask.
"Can you teach me how to play before next week?"
You turned around, confusion on your face. "Um, why? I thought you didn't like playing sports?"
"I-I don't but you like playing, and I didn't have enough time to watch soccer games before I came to impress you." His voice just a whisper.
You chuckled, your face heating up. "I can teach you, but was that why you were late?"
"Yeah- I, um, watched some baseball games to figure out what to do." Spencer squeaked out as you walked up to him a teasing smirk on your lips.
"Well, it was certainly impressive." Spencer eyes grew big.
"It-it was?"
"Mhm, it was." You stopped a few inches from him and looked up at his chocolate coloured eyes. "So, are you going to walk me home?"
The smile on Spencer's face grew and he laced his hand in yours, like he's done it hundreds of times before, and pulled you close as you walked out of the park.
You were almost to your apartment complex, the silence comforting and your hands still intwined. "I think I'll need lots of lessons with you."
"Lessons in what?" You teased, a smirk on your lips as you poked his cheek. His cheeks turned a bright red along with the tips of his ears as he shook his head.
"I-I meant with soccer, Y/N."
You pouted your lips playfully. "Boo, I thought you were talking about something else."
He abruptly stopped and turn to you. "I didn't think you'd want to do that. Not saying you could not want it but we're friends so I-I didn't think that you'd want to further our friendship, especially with me, would be possible. I was talking about soccer, because you seemed so good at it and I fell quite a few times, but if you do want to do want physical relations, I-I'll try my best to-." His rant silenced by your lips on his.
You pulled away after a few seconds, Spencer body still, his eyes large as he watched you look up at him a big smile lighting up your face. "I've been wanting to kiss you for years." Your cheeks flushed pink, and Spencer could feel his heart clench at how adorable you were. "Saturday, pick me up at three, it'll be a date."
Untangling your hands, you made your way to your complex's doors with a smile on your face, your cheeks warm, embarrassed that you just shut him up with a kiss.
"Y/N!" You turned around to the sound of your name to see Spencer running up to you. One of his arm's circling your waist, pulling you closer to him as his other hand tilted your head up as he cupped your cheek before he brought his lips to yours for a sweet kiss that left you breathless. He pulled away, a devious smile on his handsome face, he gave a small peck to your lips again. "It's a date."
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missed it pt.2 | ÂˇË ŕź spencer reid ,,
summary - penelope brings a belated cake for you that leaves everyone guilty. what better way to say sorry then a belated party as well?
genre - spencer x bau!fem!reader, barely angst, fluff, forgotten birthdays and sorryâs
warnings - mentions of forgotten birthdays, being sad, crying, umm cake??? yâall not rocking w cake??? y/n uses she/her pronouns
w/c - 1.2k+
a/n - thank you for the request anon! the idea is perfect and so r u for requesting it, i rock w you
request - I was wondering if you were up for a part 2 of missed it???, maybe where someone on the team suddenly remembered that it was readers birthday, and tells the rest of the team about it ( maybe in the elevator, when theyâre all heading home & reader left early or smth ). And Spencerâs like yea I went to see them yesterday & they were pretty messed up about it, and they all start to feel really bad, so they come up with a plan to set up reader a berlated surprise b-day party at rossiâs or smth, and reader cries because sheâs never felt so loved and appreciated before!!
Penelope scurried into the office with a leather red bag on her elbow and a large container that covered the lower part of her face. She peered over the plastic and scanned for the one person she was looking for, but instead she was met with a muscular man trying to suss out the tuperware that smelt amazingly sweet. "Hey babygirl," Morgan greeted with a smile, "You baked me a treat?"
Garcia walked further into the bullpen with Derek close behind her, "It's not for you, chocolate thunder. It's for Y/n." She replied matter-of-factly.
She placed her bag and the cake container on your empty desk and furrowed her eyebrows in the search for your presense which seemed to be absent.
JJ and Emily walked by with their cups of coffee in hand, joining Derek's confusion. Emily spoke up, "Why would Y/n need a cake?"
Spencer glanced then. He felt an unfamiliar rush of anger push him out of his chair. He bit the inside of his lip.
Last night, you had poured your heart out to him on the reasons you didn't tell others about your birthday, about much even. Would it be betrayal to expose you? Would it be kind? Spencer pondered as Penelope's mouth went agape in disgust.
She smacked each of the detectives on the arm, recieving groans and gasps from them all. "Are you kidding? It was Y/n's birthday yesterday. I was supposed to give her this yesterday but I was sick so..." Even a person like Penelope could read the subtle signs of regret on the profiler's faces. They screw their lips, glanced at each other - and Spencer - and didn't meet Garcia's eyes. Penelope sighed in anger and she started vocalising the very thoughts that were circling Spencer's mind.
"Are you guys serious? She worked 12 hours with each of you bozo's! And not one of you remembered? Not even a gift? Or a 'happy birthday Y/n'? You guys are unbelievable." She huffed and slapped her hand on the top of the cake container. "Where's Y/n?"
That's when the blonde turned to Spencer. "Uh- She went home early. She finished her paperwork pretty quickly." Emily, JJ, Morgan, and now Hotch - who had been wathcing from his office - all started packing up. Their cups of coffee were poured down the sink, and the sunshine was coming to a close. Spencer's hardened grip on his satchel was turning his knuckles white.
There they all were. Garcia's anger pouring out of her in determined and disciplining paragraphs about care and love and being a team, and Spencer's was pouring into his uneven breaths.
"I can't believe not one of you remembered. Not even Spencer! I mean-"
"I remembered."
The elevator went silent, the digital display counting down quickly. Spencer gulped and fiddled with his bag, avoiding eye contact with anyone at the memories of last night. Depressing, heart-breaking, beautiful. A lot of things happened last night. Some good, most bad.
"I went to her apartment last night with a cake. She was..." There was no lying to a team like this, "devastated."
JJ sighed, "We should do something."
Aaron nodded and brought out his phone, texting Rossi who also left early with you.
This week was full of tears and crying, snotty noses and new boxes of tissues. And today was no different. Though you promised yourself that yesterday was the last day you'd feel sorry for yourself, tears crept to your eyelashes even at the glass of the perfume Spencer had gifted you. It smelt amazing.
Your bed was a mess, your living room desolate and the kitchen long unused.
Today, you would get over it. You've gotten over it for years, why is this one any different? Is it because you thought you had found another family? Is it because Spencer proved people can care, but don't? Maybe it was because instead of wishing you happy birthday, you're father sent a photo of your sister's sports awards and asked why you didn't send her a congradulations text.
Today, you would get over it.
Today, I will get over it.
Your phone buzzed against your kitchen countertop as steam and the smell of onion and garlic filled your kitchen. You glanced, being met with a call from Derek, but being too slow to pick it up. And then suddenly there was a knock on your door.
You shut off the oven, wiped your hands on a cloth towel and tucked some loose hair behind your ears. Not only was this person interrupting a brand new recipe you had been reccomended, but also the reruns of your favourite sitcom. A sigh escaped you as you approached the door, preparing to explain that you were busy, but when you turned the doorknob you were met with deja vu.
Your team was beaming at you, all holding plates and bowls of various sweets and treats, as well as sandwiches and a large cake you assumed was decorated by Garcia.
"Happy Birthday Y/n!" They all screamed, not really in time but close enough to sound rehearsed. A smile slipped out from you as you laughed in shock. You felt your cheeks redden from the attention, feeling slightly uncomfortable and out of place, but you stepped aside to let them in anyways.
They hugged you, quietly and whole-heartedly apologised, and started setting up the surprise birthday lunch with Morgan's playlist filling the apartment. As Rossi passed he whispered, "Did you try that recipe I told you to try, the one I said at your belated dinner?"
Rossi was the only other person other than Penelope and Spencer to know your birthday. In fact, you two had the dinner planned for a week beforehand. You nodded with a smile and he joined the rest.
Spencer stood at the now closed door with a smile. He fiddled with the bottom of his sweater as he waited for you to turn to him, and when you did his hand latched onto yours discreetly. Your eye widdened slightly, gaze meeting his when he bent down slightly to whisper to you. "I wasn't sure if you would appreciate them showing up here but..." He smiled softly, "I think you deserve at least one good birthday."
Tears nearly brimmed your eyes before you heard your friends howl in laughter in the background, "Thank you, Spencer." A tear escaped you and he wrapped his arms around you. He was warm and his hold was tight with care, it made your heart stutter more than it already was. "Sorry," you giggled nervously and wiped your eyes. He gazed down at you and looked at you with confusion. "Why are you sorry?" "I'm crying at a party- A party for me." You said the last word like the scenario was a dream or seemingly impossible and it made Spencer's heart hurt. "That's okay, Y/n. As long as it's happy crying." He held your shoulders and rubbed his thumbs in comforting circles. "Yeah- Yes. I've just never felt this..."
You glanced at the crowd in your kitchen, full of people you loved and cared for. People you thought didn't care enough, but put an effort into a celebration that doubled as a massive and genuine apology for their mistakes. Nobody had ever said sorry to you for missing your birthday before.
"Loved?" Spencer's voice was soft as he finished your sentence. "Loved." You nod in agreeance, beaming at the tall boy so hard you felt like your heart was on display.
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not you, please
synopsis - wherein the reader was kidnapped by the unsub that hotch and the team were investigating.
pairing - aaron hotchner x reader / aaron hotchner x wife!reader
warnings - ANGST w/ comfort, reader being kidnapped and tortured, blood, typical criminal minds talk/content, use of aaron and hotch separately
notes - a tad long (w.c <2300), gif & picture isn't mine, divider by @animatedglittergraphics-n-more
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"Where is she?" Hotch's deep and frustrating voice echoed throughout the interrogation room. He was alone, wanting to talk to the now-caught criminal, wanting the offender to know your whereabouts.
It's been two days since you went missing. You were just doing your usual grocery for the week not until you went to the parking lot and you felt a damped cloth covering your mouth and nose. You accidentally inhale the chemicals on it making your muscles and bones tired, and your eyes shut down completely.
When you woke up, you felt a cold metallic wrap-feeling around your wrists. Your hands were hung up while you stood; your body felt weaker than ever. As you looked down on your body, bruises and fresh scars painted all over your stomach and legs. You want to cry. Cry for the pain. Cry because you know that you won't be able to see your husband again.
Hotch came home after a long tiring work. He gently hung his suit coat on the rack as he called your name. Once he did, Hotch didn't hear an answer. He thought that you were asleep since it was already midnight. Hotch went upstairs to your shared room and knocked softly before entering. His eyes widened at the sight: the bed was empty. Hotch quickly ran downstairs, searching every room there is inside the house. Hell, he even checked the backyard.
You weren't there.
Hotch immediately grabbed his phone, dialing your number. Unfortunately, it went directly to voicemail making his heart drop.
Hi, this is (Y/n)! I'm afraid I cannot be on the phone right now. Just leave a message and I'll reply as soon as I can.
Your voice helped him a bit but it's the fact that it's just a voicemail. He cannot help but think where were you?
That's when he remembered.
Earlier in his shift, he recalled how the team got a new case. Four women were tortured and murdered with the same hair and eye color as yours.
"No, that's not possible.." Not you, please.." he thought to himself.
Hotch grabbed his car keys and drove to the BAU office right away. When he entered the office, he ran immediately and went inside the elevator. Hotch called everyone: Reid, Garcia, Morgan, J.J, Prentiss, and Rossi.
"I need you all to be here. It's an emergency." Hotch stated and dropped the call after.
After five minutes, everyone was in the conference room, standing up and looking at Hotch.
"What happened?" Morgan was the first to ask.
"(Y/n) was abducted. I suspect this morning." Hotch replied, trying to keep his composure. He may appear normal or he's showing no feelings at all but deep down, his mind is punching him with all the possibilities on where are you and what happened. Are you okay? Do you have any injuries? Or worse, are you still alive?
He knows that people who go missing die within the first 24 hours since they went missing. For the first time, Hotch disregard the statistics. He won't accept any of it.
"I am sure it has to do with the case we had this morning. (Y/n) has the same characteristics as the victims. (y/h/c) hair, (y/e/c)." Hotch added.
"Oh my god.." Garcia commented, covering her mouth in shock.
"We'll help you, Hotch," J.J. said, her eyes showing a trickle of sadness.
Everyone in the BAU loved you. They were shocked knowing that both of you were dating despite your different personalities. Whenever there was a tough case, you would give them homemade cookiesâ especially Emily since you know how much she loves themâ and you usually wait for Aaron to finish his paperworks in his office and you chat with Spencer. Listening to all the statistics and facts that he gives. You were the one who helped J.J. during her pregnancy, you gifted her how many boxes of diapers and other baby items during her bridal shower. You learned how to make Italian dishes with Rossi and Aaron loved every single dish of them. Derek and Penelope kept on asking for dating tips and even going out and parties with them. For them, you're a part of the BAU now. You're their family.
"I'll trace her phone. To see where her last location was." Garcia immediately started, leaving the room, and went to her computer lair.
"I'll talk to the neighbors to see if they saw her." Emily and Derek said.
"I'll go and try to mark a location up," Spencer said, standing up and going to the other room.
Rossi walked towards the scared and worried Hotch, patting him on the back, "We'll find her, Aaron."
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"Look who's awake! Took you long enough," the unsub laughed, there was a small knife in his hand.
"Let me go!" you panted, your arms wiggling against the cold and handcuffs. Tears were starting to form in your eyes.
The unsub was getting closer to you until you felt his hot breath on your neck, whispering things that you wish you could not hear. With all of your strength, you kicked his stomach making him tumble backward.
"You're a fighter, aren't you?" he laughed.
His knife trailed down to your thighs, caressing it before stabbing you. You let out a scream as you felt it pinch to your skin.
"Pleaseâ stop!" you begged.
"You know, the last person who was there in your place died," he said. "If you don't want to end up like her then behave!"
You didn't protest, you want to live. Your mouth let out a series of whimpers and sobs. The unsub laughed, showing no remorse or guilt for what he had just done he enjoyed it.
Another man came inside whatever room you were in. He wasn't in shape, unlike the man who tortured you. There you know what is happening.
Two unsubs.
One is highly intelligent; the one who plans all the murders. The other one is physically strong but has no brains. The stronger man works for the other guy.
You learned it from your husband. You let him debrief heavy cases and also Aaron gives you some tips and tricks whenever you're in a dangerous situationâ which he hopes won't happen but it's better to be cautious and be prepared.
"Good job finding her, Eric. I'll go somewhere to buy more tools for this lady over here." the smarter unsub said.
Eric nodded in response, facing back to you as he smiled diabolically with a small cutter in his hands.
When his duo left, all you felt was pain when the cutter went back again to your skin, cutting you slowly. Your vision started to get woozy. You lost your balance before your whole vision started going back.
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It's finally been 24 hours since you went missing.
Aaron was mentally and emotionally dissolved. He and the whole team were in the conference room, looking at Garcia on the small screen of the laptop, hoping to get an address or a name.
Please, Garcia.. Please
"I got an address!" Penelope shouted, making everyone including Aaron stand up.
"Where?" Aaron asked immediately, his foot tapping anxiously.
"So, I searched stores who had customers previously bought knives, ropes, cutters, and all those horrifying items," she responded. Aaron's heart sank when she mentioned those items. Torture items. "âThere were a lot of people who bought itâwelcome to Americaâ but this is what I suspiciously found. I reviewed this store's CCTV footage and I kept on seeing the same man coming inside the store twice a week for almost a month who brought the same items: rope, butcher's knives, small cutters, staplers, shovels, and some.. handcuffs... What's weird is that he doesn't look like the person who is physically fit to do gardening, carpentry, digging stuff and all."
"Can you identify the man, baby girl?"
"I already did. The name is Fred Silverstone. He's 5'7 tall, white, he owns a grey Adventure pickup. He's still inside the store! The address is Building 2 Kennedy Store just by Palm Street."
As soon as the team received the address, all of them went to their SUVs and drove. Derek and Rossi were with Aaron. He wanted to drive but Rossi was faster than him. Rossi began to drive at a fast speed, trying to catch the possible unsub and you in time.
Once they arrived, Aaron didn't hesitate to run inside the store with a gun in his hand and a bulletproof vest on his chest to protect him.
"John Silverstone, freeze!" Aaron yelled, pointing his gun at him when he finally saw John about to leave the store with a cart full of torture items.
"Raise your hands where I can see them!"
John raised his hands in defeat. Derek grabbed his handcuffs behind his belt and stated the Miranda Rights with anger.
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Hotch didn't waste his time to interrogate John. He tried screaming at him. Yell at him. Yet John didn't say a word to where are your whereabouts. Unfortunately, the man didn't speak for almost 16 hours. He was quiet. He was smart.
"Oh, you're not talking? Then let's talk about your wife. She's the stressor, right? You kidnap women with the same features as your wife because she left you. And when she tried to leave you, you killed her? Isn't that right?"
"Shut up!" John yelled. "You know, Agent.. your wife.. she's pretty." the sound of your name being mentioned lit up flames to his whole body. Jesus, he wants to punch that man right now.
"You know what I did to my wife? I strangled her before slowly but satisfactorily cutting her from head to toe in that fucking basement of her home. Who knows! Your wife will be like that in a few minutes." he laughed manically.
Hotch's anger rose even higher. A lump in his throat was starting to form. When the unsub finally gave a clue to your location, Garcia searched the house of John's ex-wife and sent the location immediately.
"You're gonna rot in prison, Silverstone." Hotch lowly said before leaving the room.
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The team went to their respective SUVs, driving immediately. Hotch's mind was killing himâall the thoughts of you being wounded, in pain, or even seeing your lifeless body.
As soon as the team arrived, Hotch ordered everyone. Prentiss was on his left while Morgan was on his right. Morgan kicked the door harshly as the three ran towards the basement.
Once you heard footsteps and Aaron's voice, your body relaxed a little.
He's here now.
But before you could shout his name out, your body was grabbed by the remaining unsub. He locked your head with his forearm while he placed a small knife near your neck. You can feel how cold the knife was.
"FBI! Nicholas, put the knife down." Aaron said.
Aaron looked at you with fear and anxiety, all he needed was for you to come back to him safely.
"No! This is for John! I-I will make John proud by killing her without his help!" Nicholas shouted.
Prentiss was too impatient so she triggered the gun, the bullet hitting the unsub's forehead directly. His body fell, blood pooling down his head.
Your legs gave up once you were now away from his grasp. Your face was pale. You were dehydrated so much. Your injuries look severe. There was a lot of dried blood on your body while some fresh scars were seen on your thighs and stomach.
Aaron ran towards you instantly. He gently grabbed your upper body, scanning for more injuries. Tears were starting to form again in your eyes as you felt his safe touch once again.
"It's okay, honey.. I'm here. You'll be alright. Just stay awake for me, okay?" Aaron caressed your hair while looking at you with his adorable eyes. He may seem still professional but his eyes were starting to water and his voice quivered.
Unfortunately, you were too weak to speak. You only answered him with a nod.
"I need an ambulance now," Morgan called.
You looked at your husband once again. Oh, he looks good. You hate seeing him anxious or sad. How you wish you had the energy to stroke his cheek. But despite that, you felt your energy decrease. Your body starts to feel cold and your head feels light. When you looked at Aaron again, your eyesight was getting blurry. Everything felt light.
"No no, (Y/n) stay awake, please. The ambulance is comingâ What is taking them so long!"
You tried. Oh, you tried to stay awake but unfortunately, darkness filled you.
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Aaron was outside the operating room for almost 5 hours now. The team left a few hours ago, leaving him alone. He glances at his wristwatch every minute, tapping his foot anxiously as he waits for the doctor to tell him his condition. He finally cried. Tears were now falling how his face, imagining the worse responses once the doctor comes out of the operating room.
The door suddenly opened. A doctor exited the operating room, their scrubs were stained with some blood.
"For (Y/n) Hotchner?"
Aaron stood up immediately as he heard your name.
"She'll be fine," the doctor announced, a sigh of relief washing out on his body. "But she lost a lot of blood and was severely dehydrated. She's lucky to be alive. She will wake up in a few hours, Mr. Hotchner. You may visit her once the nurses will transfer her to a private room within the hour."
"Thank you, Doctorâ Oh Godâ Thank you."
When you woke up, you were met by this bright light. You adjusted your eyes for a bit before opening them fully. You shifted your eyes to your legs and saw your husband sleeping rather uncomfortably. You called out his name softly, hoping that he'd wake up despite how quiet your voice was.
Aaron woke up and then looked at you. For the first time in 2 days, a smile was printed on his face.
"You're awake, " he said gently, standing up and kissing your forehead, stroking your hair with his fingers. "I thought I had lost you."
"I'm okay now, Aaron. I'm safe and you're with me," you reassured him, interlocking your fingers with his.
"I'm so sorry it took us time to find you."
"It's okay, Aaron. It's not your fault."
"I love you, (Y/n) Hotchner."
"I love you too, Aaron Hotchner." you smiled at him, kissing him back when his lips touched yours.
"Now give me some water; I'm thirsty," you said.
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Look Of Love~ S. Reid x Fem! Reader
Summary: All the moments you had to tell him exactly how you feel, and yet it comes down to this one, where the words âI love youâ might save his life.
Warnings: Violence, angst, Reid being a kicked puppy, blood, tw! Tobias Hankel!
Season 2 Reid x Fem! Agent! Reader
Everything was going fine, wasnât it? Well, about as fine as you can consider a case about a serial killer who believes heâs doing the work of God, to go.
But he was fine.
And that was what made things fine.
Well, until the whole thing crumbled and there was a sharp pain in your lungs that isnât about to cease. JJ and Spencer left to find the location of Tobias Hankelâs home, that was about an hour ago. You had watched as he holstered his gun, preparing to get into the car and leave you.
âYouâre still not coming with me.â He says towards your silent pining.
âSpence.â You argue, though he just turns to look at you amused.
âWeâre just going to talk to this guy, heâs just a witness. They need you here.â He reasons, reassuring you with a smile.
His words always seemed to calm you down, itâs like magic, the Reid effect. So you nodded and rolled your eyes as he tucked your hair behind your ears, a quirk heâs always done because he knows how much you hate your pointy ears.
There was no argument, you and Spencer were the closest ones out of the rest. Itâs a kind of peaceful friendship, the two of you just played in harmony so well. He knew all of your secrets, you knew almost all of his, and you werenât shy to tug on his arm or secretly join your hand in his under the table during meetings. Spencer was more than okay with it, learning thatâs just how you act with people you are comfortable with.
And while the two of you were convinced it wasnât a relationship the team would bat an eye at, your friends often had secret discussions in regard to you.
âThis whole âfriendshipâ schemeâŚdo they really buy it?â Emily asked one morning as she watched you take a drink of coffee and cringe at the too sweet taste, then give it to Reid and take the one he had been drinking.
Reid isnât a fan of germs.
But in his mind, yours arenât so bad.
âOh no, theyâre still convinced theyâre just close friends.â Morgan chuckled, answering the womanâs question.
âShe loves him.â JJ added in a matter of fact tone. âItâs honestly a little sadâŚshe doesnât want to admit it out loud.â
âWhy?â Emilyâs brows furrow.
âAfraid sheâll ruin the friendship.â Morgan simply says.
At that, the female agent scoffs. âReidâs obviously in love with her, no friend looks at another friend that way.â
They watch intently at the eye contact being shared, and how expressions change when Reid walks away from you.
âThey look like kicked puppies.â JJ frowns. âMorgan, go talk to him, I canât stand this anymore.â
The man looks at her in confusion. âAnd say what? I canât just tell a man how he feels.â
Emily argues. âReid doesnât know what he feels, heâs confused, put him out of his misery.â
As Morgan goes to open his mouth, Hotch appears with his signature scowl and the conversation was dropped and done with.
Though it was never forgotten.
The entire team saw the lovesickness between the two of youâŚand yet, you couldnât fix it.
There were plenty of times you could have confessed, many perfect moments that were ruined by your fear of the feeling not being mutual.
And after a while, the words seemed to try and escape on their own accord. Like in the moment he goes to leave and you call to him one last time.
âOkay, Iâll see you in a bit?â He said, scanning your face intently like he always seemed to do.
âYeah, see you soon, I lo-â
Your heart beats loudly in your ears and you seal your lips, feeling betrayed by your own words. He looks at you, puzzled, then leaves.
You should have told him.
You should have just told him.
Because now, gun drawn, searching Hankelâs house, Spencer is no where to be found.
JJ was in the barn out back, looking rather disheveled and scared when she was found, but she was safe and unharmed and Spencer was gone.
âWe thought he was just a witness, I swear. Then Reid figured out he was the UnSub and...â JJ said to you over and over, feeling guilt in her bones, blaming herself for his abduction. She swore that she shouldâve stayed with him, not split up like he said to. She means wellâŚyou just canât think straight.
The team stayed inside the house overnight, working off of minimal hours of sleep, and daybreak came and you were sitting on the couch with your head in your hands, thinking of some plan on how you were going to find him.
âHey.â Penelope greeted as you walk into the room with a multitude of computers she was searching for any clues.
âHey.â You sigh, leaning on the desk beside her. âAnything yet?â
She shakes her head. âNo, sweet pea.â
You watch the videos of war and destruction on the screens, the right kind of fuel for a split personality maniac like Hankle.
âIf Tobias is living as three people, and his father is the one thatâs the evil side of his brain, then I think thatâs who has taken Reid. Weâve been thinking like Tobias, we need to be thinking like his dad, right?â You question, turning to Morgan as he walks into the room.
He nods. âItâs a good idea, yeah.â
Suddenly, the computer screens in front of the three of you go black.
âWhat happened?â Morgan asks.
âI donât knowâŚâ Penelope answersâŚ
She tries to get the screens back up, but to all of your surprise, the live stream that comes on is something more horrific than what you were previously watching.
âSpencer.â The name leaves you as well as all the air in your lungs.
There he was, your pretty boy, sat in a chair, bloody and bruised and out of it.
Morgan yells for the others, but youâre frozen in place.
âTrack him, Pen.â You say in a panic.
âI canât, Hankle is only streaming this to his home computer.â She says in disbelief.
âWhat do you mean?â You worry. âThis is some kind of joke? This is just for us to see?â
She nods slowly.
The team watches closely, listening to the way Hankle forces Reid to choose an innocent couple to get murdered.
You seriously think youâre going to be sick.
He struggles on the screen, choosing someone to be spared torture instead.
And as fast as he was in front of you, heâs gone from the live feed even faster. You stare at the blank screen with red eyes, then leave the room completely.
A full day wasted, you werenât close enough to find him. You go back to couch and prepare for another sleepless night.
~~
At some point, you mustâve fallen asleep, because you wake with a start at the feeling of something being different.
You make your way to the computer room where everyone is hunched over, looking at a map Penelope brings up.
âGood, you got some sleep.â Hotch says, barely sparing you a glance as you enter.
âWhatâs going on?â You ask, leaning into Morganâs side.
âWe think we found him.â He says to you, watching your eyes widen.
âWhat?â Your voice cracks and any lingering feeling of sleep is gone.
âWeâre heading out in five.â
You didnât need to be told twice.
Tying your hair up and rubbing your face, you pull a kevlar vest on and cinch the velcro shut. The entire car ride to the little shack, youâre twitching.
Everyone shares a look, because the way you act now is the whole reason they didnât wake you when the live feed was back up. If you were to watch the way Reid was being beaten, Gideon isnât sure you could handle it.
The team storms the shack, and you try hard not to lose hope when you come up empty handed yet again.
You curse to yourself. âThey were here.â
âThey couldnât have gotten far, theyâre on foot.â Hotch nods, immediately turning back out to search the cemetery you were in.
On high alert, you search through the dark, adrenaline coursing through your veins.
âWeâre gonna find him.â Morgan promises, but you canât focus on anything besides locating Reid.
Closer and closer, you can almost feel it in your bones, the way your instincts guid you in a direction.
The only thing that halts your step is the sound of a single gun shot.
No.
No, it wasnât going to end like this. It couldnât.
Quickly, you head to that noise with your partners following after you.
âSpencer!â You shout, voice raw. âSpence?â
He looks up from Tobiasâ body, and itâs like the entire world stops spinning. Heâs there, heâs alive, heâs breathing ragged breaths and itâs all okay.
Hotch is there to help him to his feet, guiding him to stumble forward until he gains his footing. His head is dizzy and his hearing might be a little echoey but in a single moment, youâre there.
He grips onto you like youâre his lifeline, and you wrap your arms around him, stumbling to support his weight. A hand in his dirty hair, he feels your touch and knows you have to be real. That itâs your real form here thatâs fighting to hold back tears and not the visions heâd see when he was out of it.
âItâs okay, youâre safe now.â You promise, knowing he might not realize heâs shaking and mumbling.
Pulling back just a few inches, heâs leaning his forehead to yours and breathing too quickly.
âHey, hey.â You say softly, gently cupping his face. âLook at me, Spencer, look at me, sweetheart.â
He sees the deep look in your worried eyes and tries to form a sentence, but for once, his big brain canât figure out what to say.
You do though.
And for once, you arenât scared to say it. Actually, youâre afraid of not saying it.
âSpence.â You breathe out, he breathes in like your air is what matters. Your hand gently smooths blood soaked hair back, trying to get him to calm down.
He says your name in reassurance to himself.
âHey, Iâm right here.â You say. âIâm right here, and I love you.â
His brain fog seems to clear, his confused brown eyes are searching your face like they always tend to do, and those three words are making a small smile pull on his cracked lips.
~~
The hospital trip is almost too brief, just enough for him to get checked out and cleaned up, then youâre back on the plane to head home.
Curled in the corner of the small couch, you are barely asleep like the others, listening to music, head leaned against the wall. Thatâs before gentle hands pull your headphones off your ears.
Your eyes open and turn to see Spencer, sitting down beside you.
âHey.â You whisper.
He sets the headphones down. âHi.â
âYou feel okay?â You ask, noticing the way he pulls your knees away from your chest so you sit normally.
He nods. âI feel about as good as someone who just got beat up would.â
You smile at his humor.
He tucks the hair framing your face, behind your ears, as always. âI was in and out of consciousness when you found me, I think, so I need to make sure that you actually said it and I wasnât just lucid dreaming.â
You reach up to grab his hands. âSaid what?â
He takes a deep breath. âThatâŚyou love me?â
His eyes are hopeful and wide, thatâs what makes you nod.
âYou werenât imagining itâŚI love you, Spence.â
A smile forms on his face. âThatâs good then.â He says, sure of himself.
âYeah? Whyâs that?â
That when he flips your hold of his hands and joins one in his. âBecause I love you too.â
There it was, the confession youâve wanted for so long. Thereâs a moment of silence, then your free hand cups his jaw and he moves so close, your lips part just to breathe out slowly and then heâs there. Kissing you.
Itâs soft, like youâve been doing this for years.
He licks his lower lip after he pulls away, trying to savor the taste. Brushing your forehead to his for a second, you lean back and motion for him to follow. Thereâs no words that need to be spoken as he makes himself a bed in your lap, lying on his side that hurts the least and presses his face into your stomach.
Out like a light, the both of you.
Morgan nudges Emily a while later when they both wake, and he motions over to the lump on the couch. The woman grins.
âIt took no interference at all.â She says.
Morgan smirks. âNope, just a near death experience.â
Hotch scowls as usual. âWeâre going to have to talk to HR about this.â
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Sweater Thief | A.H.
Pairing: Aaron Hotchner x fem!reader
Content warning: fluff, domestic fluff, mention of scars, inaccurate use of law jargon
Word Count: 1.5K
Summary: Youâve always loved wearing Aaronâs quarter zip, especially when he is away on a case. But he also loves coming home and seeing you in it.
A/N: Welp, this is my first Hotch fic! Honestly, I love this so much, and the inspo is simply my love and appreciation for Hotch in a quarter zip sweater, simply delicious. Enjoy this little baby, I have more Hotch fics in the works. And also, storyboards or gifs, what's better?
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The house felt unusually cold for mid-September. The sun had long ago gone down the horizon, taking the little warmth it had provided with itself. Your home was quiet - Jack was spending the 3 day weekend with Jessica, and Aaron had been on a case in Massachusetts for the past 4 days.Â
You were feeling the loneliness slowly start to take over. Although Jack had been gone for no more than 4 hours, you had gotten used to it being the two of you whenever Aaron was away. Heâd become your little partner in crime in the year and a half you've been dating his dad. He was an unbelievably charming and calm kid - you guessed the perfect mixture of both his parents. At least you thought as much, from what Aaron, Jessica, and Jack had shared about Haley.Â
He loved cartoons, and he loved building things - legos and 3D models. He also loved puzzles, especially when you helped him assemble them.Â
But you also shared one very important thing - you both loved and missed his dad whenever he was traveling for work. Thatâs why having each other was so special, and spending time together was always a blast - you baked together, you played, and you went on walks. You were there for each other whenever Aaron had to work.
To be fair, neither you nor Jack blame Aaron or his job. You knew how important it was to him and how important his work was to the families that faced tragedy. He was an important part of the BAU, and he needed to do what he was doing - he was made to help people.Â
But not having him here and not having Jack to love on, and take care of, the house felt far too empty and quiet. It was bringing forth a sadness that often came with the feeling of missing him, and in this case, missing them both.
With a defeated sigh, knowing you had nothing to do this evening, and with the cold chilling you almost to the bone, you started for the stairs and walked into the master bedroom. You made it into the closet and went searching around deep in Aaronâs winter clothes until you found what you were looking for and pulled it free.Â
The quarter zip was dark brown and soft against your palms, and it faintly smelled like him. It was one of your favorite pieces of clothing he owned and your favorite to wear when he wasnât home.Â
You pulled it on, almost melting into the fabric. It was a little big on you, reaching down past your hipbones, and around your fingers. That was fine though, it was just another reason to love his clothes. You felt like you were wrapped around him, calmed by the feeling and the scent of him around you. It made you feel just a tad less lonely, especially today.Â
You went around the house, doing small things here and there, trying to pass the time. After an hour though, you felt like you needed your mind occupied, just for a little while longer. Like a part deep inside of you was expecting Aaron home tonight.
It wouldnât be the first time youâd stayed up to wait for him to get home, but he usually called if he was returning in the late hours of the evening. A call hadnât come though, neither had a text, and still you felt it.Â
You found yourself in the study, pulling a book from the shelf before you relaxed on the little couch there and cracked it open. No more than 40 minutes had gone by, escaping into the world the pages painted for you, when you heard the front door. The familiar clank of Aaronâs keys being put on the little table by the door followed.Â
You dog-eared the book, too excited to search for anything else to mark your progress, and then you left the room, making your way towards the front to welcome him home.
Heâd just taken his shoes off, pulling his tie free, when you spotted him by the door. He heard you walk it, smiling your way gently, if a little tiredly.
âHi, honey.â He greeted you with a whisper, just as you stepped in front of him. Your arms automatically wrapped around his middle, and your face found itsâ favorite place - at the crook of his neck. You sagged against each other, a sigh escaping him, just your touch enough to make him relax.
âHey, I missed you.â You whispered back, as he pulled you even closer to himself, one arm low on your back, as the other cradled your head with a gentle touch.
âI missed you, too.â He pulled back, only to lean in for a sweet kiss. His lips pressed against yours tenderly, a magnetic current passing through you at the touch. As you relaxed into the kiss, letting him bleed his love though, the longing within you quieted. You took everything he gave, and still wished for more, starving for him and his touch, after days when you couldnât have him like this. Â
Youâd never get enough of the kisses he pulled you into the moment he walked home. The yarning for each other and the quiet relief of finally being in the arms of the person who loved and cherished you like no other. Kisses full of want and love. So similar in taste, but vastly different every time, as if each time was the first time he was coming back home to you.Â
When he pulled away, he cradled your face in his hands. You studied him, the dark circles under his eyes were now more evident than ever. His hair looked unkempt as if the frustration of the job had really gotten to him this time. The more he looked at you, the more his eyes softened, and the worry left his body gradually.Â
âWhy are you up this late?â His thumb ran across your cheekbone.
âHad a feeling you might be coming home tonight.â He pulled you to him, kissing the side of your head as you slowly started pulling him towards the bedroom. He left his go bag next to the door, leaving the worry of unpacking for tomorrow.Â
You finished pulling his tie free, before removing it. His suit jacket came off next, and you draped it over the back of the vanity chair.Â
His hands found a place on your hips, and every few seconds heâd give you a light squeeze as you worked on unbuttoning his shirt.
âIsnât this the sweater I was looking for before I went to Boston?â He tugged on it gently, a furrow in his brows, but the smile on his face betrayed him, he was amused because he already knew the answer.
âOh, this one? I must have been thinking about another one, sorry honey.â You were barely holding in your smile. This was in fact the quarter zip he had been looking for 4 days ago, wanting to pack it in case of bad weather, but youâd stashed it deep into the closet after the last time heâd worn it.Â
He chuckled, sounding tired, as you pulled off his shirt, laying a few kisses on his chest and abdomen as you chased the phantom pain of the scars left standing from his past. Each one got attention, just like every time you undressed him. His breathing always picked up, at first in surprise, and quickly after that out of love.Â
You knew his feelings about the scars left from a dark moment in his life, having talked about it at length, and you always told him the same thing. Regardless of his past, his demons, fears, and even those scars, the man that he was now, was the man you loved. The man you went home to, kissed every morning and each night, whose smile you saw in your sleep. Nothing was going to change that.Â
You went in search of a sleep shirt for him as he finished getting undressed.Â
âI knew you were a heart thief, sweetheart, I mean, I have the evidence to prove it, but a sweater thief, I didnât take you for.â He pulled you into another kiss, voice teasing, as was the smile on his face. He always claimed you stole his heart, but then again, heâd stolen yours just the same.Â
âYour honor, the prosecution has no evidence to support such a claim, itâs all a ploy to smear my good name,â You rambled, getting a rich laugh out of him, âIn all fairness, it smells like you, reminds me of you in the sweetest and hottest way possible. Itâs comforting, whenever youâre away on the job.â You confessed.Â
He searched your eyes before he pulled you in to kiss your forehead, âNext time weâre sent on a case, Iâll make sure to leave something for you to wear while Iâm away.â He promised, before he undressed you too, pulling one of his shirts over your head, and taking you to bed, where he cuddled you until morning.Â
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It Wonât Be Like This For Long
WC: 3K //Â Masterlist
Aaron Hotchner x Female!ReaderÂ
AN::This is mainly Aaron Hotchner as a girl dad because the CM writers missed out on such a great opportunity. Also Haley and Jack DONâT EXIST in this story. Italics in the story are a foreshadow to when your daughter is older!
Aaron had come home from a long case. It was especially long because it was the first case away from his family. He was told multiple times that it was too soon for him to go back, but to know that he was catching killers and saving lives, just so he could make the world a better place for you and your daughter, he would never stop.
Your daughter was only two weeks old, it was really early for him to go back, but you could tell he was getting antsy. You donât blame him one bit, he was good at what he did. Heâd been so careful during your 9th month of pregnancy, he didnât work one case from a different state, he stayed home, working from his home office.
When your daughter finally did make her arrival, it was the one day he had to go into the office for a meeting. You were best friends with Penelope, so Aaron told her to come sit with you while he had gone. He didnât want you to be alone in case anything happened. You promised him nothing would and you could take care of yourself, but your baby had other plans.
When your water broke while making lunch with Garcia, you began to freak out a little bit. You were so good with kids, being a teacher allowed you to be good with them. Youâve never done this yourself though. You havenât gotten pregnant before, you hadnât gone through 9 months of pregnancy until now, you hadnât given birth. You were told to be calm and collected, and thatâs what you were going to be. You couldnât freak out.
âUm, Penelope.â
You took a deep breath through the pain.
âItâs time to have a little Hotchner.â
Placing a hand on your stomach, you watched as Penelope began to turn off the stove, put ingredients back in the fridge, and started frantically running around the house to find your hospital bag.
When you got in the car, you began to call Aaronâs phone. When you were met with his voicemail, Penelope was already dialing Derek. Derek would kick down the door just to make sure Hotch got the news he had been so desperately been waiting for ever since he found out you were pregnant.
Just when you were checked into your hospital room, you were met with a frantic Aaron, all while you were calm and collected. Penelope had left to give you two the time you needed and sheâd wait out in the waiting room with Derek.
After being in labor for only 5 hours, your little girl decided to make herself known in the world. While you had just given birth to a human, you couldnât help but tear up at the sight of Aaron in awe of the doctorâs taking your little girl and cleaning her up. She had dark hair, matching Aaronâs for sure.
When your eyes finally met Aaronâs, you couldnât help but reach up to him and wipe the tears that had fallen. He was a father, to a beautiful little girl. All the insecurities that he had and that you tried to push aside when he brought them up, shined in the moment right here, when your little girl was put into your arms.
He immediately cradled you in his arms, sitting next to you, looking at the beautiful piece of art that you and him had created. There was so much love pouring out from you and him and your girl would forever be loved.
âWhat do you think, Aar? Hannah Hotchner?â
âI love it. I love you, I love her. Thank you for making me a dad. I promise Iâm going to be the best Dad that I can be.â
âI know youâre going to be an amazing Dad, Aaron. You already are.â
With another kiss between you two, you passed Hannah into his arms, letting him hold the little girl you know heâs been dying to hold. You fell in love with him even more. The way he held her in his arms. The way he whispered, âHi Hannah, Iâm your daddy. Youâre always going to be my little girl. I promise I will not let anything happen to you or your mommy or any other siblings you may have in the future.â
You were pulled out of your thoughts when you heard your daughter crying from her nursery, only a few doors down the hall. You knew she just ate less than an hour ago and she would fall back asleep shortly after a few cries. It was the self soothing method that you got used to when you were in college working for a daycare center. You hated it at first, not being able to grab the babies when they were crying, but when you had 4-5 other babies all crying during nap time, it was easiest when they learned to self-soothe.
You felt the bed begin to move, Aaron was up. You wanted him to get sleep. You knew he hadnât gotten much during this last case, which explains the texts that you randomly got in the middle of the night checking in on you and your daughter, Hannah.
His alarm was bound to go off in an hour, so you wanted to tell him that youâd get Hannah and he could try and lay back down. He had a lot of stress, youâd take care of your daughter.
You heard him start his morning coffee pot and he walked back into your shared bedroom. He began to splash water on his face.
You got up, meeting him in the bathroom. You wrapped your arms around him and gave him a kiss. You felt the tension of his muscles relax in your touch. You both listened to Hannah crying across the hall.
âItâs gonna be okay. It wonât be like this for long. One day, weâll look back laughing at the week we brought her home. This phase is gonna fly by. Baby, just hold on.â
Aaron turned in your arms and whispered, âI love you. Can we go get our little girl?â
You nodded as he kissed you once more, grabbing your hand and pulling you into the nursery. He turned on the lamp and saw Hannah looking up and moving. He grabbed her from the crib and she snuggled into his shoulder.
âDaddy missed you so much, Han.â
**4 years later**
You donât know what time it was, you just know that it was early enough to still be dark and early enough that Aaron wasnât up and getting ready for work. You had heard the door open and saw the shadow of your oldest daughter with her favorite stuffed animal and she began to crawl into bed between you and Aaron. You looked at the clock and saw it was only 4:30am.
âHannah, whatâs wrong?â
You sat up a little bit and she said, âI want to sleep with you and Daddy.â
Aaron began to turn over when he heard the two of you whispering. He couldnât deny that when Hannah was younger, he didnât always listen to you when he was home alone with her and wouldnât let her self-soothe. She had him wrapped around her finger.
âWant to sleep with Daddy?â
You rolled your eyes at him and laid back down. Hannah laid into her fatherâs arms and Aaron tried to pull you closer to him. When you saw the shadow of him holding your little girl, you couldnât help but want to be cuddled up with them as well.
You didnât blame Hannah for being a daddyâs girl. He gave her everything she wanted and more. He was never the âbad copâ in the good cop, bad cop scenario. He always played the bad cop at work, you figured he needed to be the good cop sometimes.
You knew it was only a matter of time before his alarm would be going off for work and your two year old daughter would be waking up to say goodbye to him. Your pregnancy hormones were also no match for whatever time it was. Once it hit 6 am, you were already craving food for the day. All the Hotchners would be awake at 6am, whether itâs to get breakfast, coffee, or say goodbye to their dad.
A few weeks later, you found Aaron up really early. You didnât know why, didnât hear the phone ring or an alarm go off, so you decided to go find him.
You were currently 8 months pregnant with your third kid, so getting out of bed was a process. When you finally did go and find him, you saw the nursery light on. Taking a peak into the room before barging in, you saw him looking through the photo albums of Hannah, and your youngest daughter, Grace. Hannah and Grace were a little over 2 years a part. Their sister bond forming immediately when they met each other for the first time.
âHoney, itâs 3 in the morning, what are you doing up?â
âI couldnât sleep. Itâs Hannahâs first day of preschool today and I just, I donât want her to go. It means sheâs growing up. Time needs to slow down.â
âAaron, you know better than anyone that time doesnât slow down, it sometimes feels as if it speeds up.â
âSheâs my little girl. I know I still have Gracie, but Hanâs, Hannahâs my first little girl, sheâs the one who made me a father.â
Aaron closed the photo album and grabbed it, then walked over to grab your hand and pull you back into your bedroom. Flipping on the lamp, he pulled you down onto the chair you had in the corner of the room. That chair had great usage and for a variety of things, too. Some of your most intimate moments with Aaron happened right on that chair.
When he pulled you into his lap, he placed a hand over your bump and flipped open the album. Both of you watched as you flipped through your daughterâs life for the past 4 years. Many silly and goofy pictures taken of Hannah, and Hannah with Grace, and great photos of Hannah and Aaron and Hannah and you. You were so glad you captured these moments that you could look back on.
âIâm not ready for her to go to school yet. Can we keep her home today.â
âNo, Aaron, we canât. We have things to do today. Itâs better for her to go anyway. Your little girl has to start school sometime, whether youâre ready or not.â
âItâs one day.â
âYeah, why do you think I chose her to start school in the middle of the week? So I can actually go with you to make sure that youâll actually drop her off. I have no meetings today, I have a substitute teacher today, I can actually take a day off from work without having to worry about too much to catch up on.â
âI wasnât going to let her skip the first day.â
âAaron Hotchner! Donât you lie to me.â
You both began to laugh as he said, âOkay. Fine.â
âLetâs get back to bed. Weâll get up early, make the girls breakfast. They love when Daddy makes waffles.â
âThen I can enjoy breakfast with my three favorite girls and baby #3.â
You kissed him once more and then he helped you get up. Once back into bed, you cuddled up with him and fell asleep. You were trying to wait for him to fall asleep first, but you were exhausted.
As you had a nice family breakfast with Aaron and the kids, it was then that time to get Hannah to pre-school. You had dropped Gracie off at daycare first and then Aaron drove you to the school Hannah would spend the next 5 years before moving into junior high.
As you got out of the car, Hannah grabbed her backpack and took Aaronâs hand. As Aaron held her hand, he also held yours. You could tell he was holding in the tears. He wanted to break down, he wasnât ready for his little girl to grow up.
As soon as Aaron let go of her hand, Hannah immediately clinged onto his leg.
âI donât want to go Daddy. Let me stay home with you.â
Aaron knelt down, quickly giving her a hug and telling her that everything would be okay. He would see her in just a few hours. She gave him another hug and he wiped her tears. Leaving a kiss on her forehead, you also saw the tears threatening to spill from his eyes. You placed your hand on his back, signaling to him that it was time for her to get going to school.
As he stood up, she held onto his leg even more. You peeled Hannah from his leg and gave her a hug. Hannah waved at you and Aaron as the teacher grabbed Hannahâs hand.
âWhat can I do? So itâll be easier for her?â
âMr. Hotchner, donât you worry, itâll only last a week or two. It wonât be like this for long. One day soon youâll drop her off and she wonât even know youâre gone. This phase is going to fly by.â
You grabbed Aaronâs hand as he nodded and you both thanked her teacher. You watched as Hannah walked into school. Then thatâs when you saw Aaron break down. This big bad FBI agent who never showed emotion at work, finally broke down.
As you wiped a tear from his cheek, you made your way back to your car. You had a few things you two had to get done but you wanted to hold onto this moment for a few more minutes before life continued on.
It was only a few weeks later that your 3rd baby was born, Aaron finally got his son. He was such a great girl dad, but you were glad you were able to have a boy. Both his girls could be princesses, but they werenât afraid to get dirt on their hands either.
As you were laying in bed, trying to get some sleep after feeding your son, Nicholas, you then heard crying coming from down the hall. When you started to move, Aaron rolled over and kissed your head saying, âGet some sleep, Iâll take care of Hannah.â
âThank you, Aaron.â
Aaron walked into Hannahâs room to find her sitting up and crying.
âWhatâs going on, Han?â
âDaddy, I heard a noise and it came from my closet. There might be a monster.â
âDaddy will check, Iâm not going to let a monster hurt you.â
As Aaron carefully opened the closet, he saw a box had fallen down. Quickly picking it up and showing Hannah that it was just a box from one of her toys and that it was okay.
As Hannah had gone to use the bathroom and grab a drink of water, he couldnât help that life was going fast, and that someday soon sheâll be a teenager. There wonât be this need for him anymore, no checking closets for scary monsters. He was soaking it all in. But he couldnât help but think of Hannah as she was older.
âDad! Youâre so unfair! How come Gracie gets to go hangout with her friends but youâre keeping me hostage! Hello! Can I get the hostage hotline?â
âIâm not unfair, Grace hasnât been drinking with her friend or sneaking out to her boyfriendâs house!â
âThe only reason Iâm sneaking out is because you lock me in a god damn tower 24/7.â
âWell, not really because I still let you hangout with some friends.â
She groaned at him and rolled her eyes. As she stomped up to her room and slammed her door, you couldnât help but look at Aaron.
âAaron, Hannahâs a good kid. She does well in school, her boyfriend treats her great.â
âShe probably hates me, but thatâs my little girl. Iâm not going to just let her go hangout at her boyfriendâs house, who is 2 years older by the way.â
âAaron, theyâve been best friends since she was in 3rd grade. We know his family. He grew up in our neighborhood, they played on the same soccer team since we always had her playing up.â
âI know youâre right, but it feels like just yesterday we were bringing her home from the hospital and sending her off to preschool. Now sheâs got a boyfriend. I donât care who he is, no guy will ever be good enough for my little girl.â
**5 years later**
While Hannah didnât date her best friend for much longer when they went to different colleges, she did find someone who was great, if not better for her than her first boyfriend was, and it took Aaron only a few times to recognize that.
When Hannahâs boyfriend showed up to the house, asking Aaron for Hannahâs hand in marriage, it only made him think back to the little girl he brought home as a newborn, who would cry and have him worrying 24/7.
Sheâs turned into a beautiful young woman, one who was smart as well and knew that her boyfriend was good for her. He was the perfect man in her eyes, he shared a lot of morals that her father had and for that, she was grateful she had such an amazing father to look up to and set standards for her boyfriend.
It wasnât long before he was walking her down the aisle and raising her veil, giving his little girl away to the love of her life, a good man. As long as his little girl was happy, he was happy.
When Hannah got into bed, sniffles coming from her, in which he didnât mind that it was only 4am, and heâd have to be up in an hour for work, he kissed her goodnight. He laid down beside her until her eyes were finally closed, just watching her it broke his heart because he already knows, it wonât be like this for long.
One day soon his little girl was going to be all grown up and gone. He knows the phase is going to fly by, so heâs trying to hold on. He knows it wonât be like this for long.
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Donât Call Me Kid - Aaron Hotchner
âdonât call me kid, donât call me baby, look at this godforsaken mess that you made me.â
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Summary: Reader confesses their feelings for Hotch, they have an angsty yet adult conversation about it.
Word Count: 2.5k
A/N: I was originally not going to give this a happy ending but I got too sad writing it and changed my mind, also yes iâve been writing a lot donât criticize me lol
TW: alcohol mention, angst, age gap, slight physical touch (all respectful, nothing sexual), slight implied daddy issues, fem reader
Rating: G
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Aaron Hotchner was not a man one could approach without a level head. He was rational, always thinking of the most reasonable course of action, weighing every outcome before making any decision. He had to be, as hasty decision-making had cost him more than he cared to discuss.
You knew that, youâd worked under him for two years now and although he didnât discuss his private life all that frequently at work, these weekly team meetups at the local bar taught you more than enough about him as a person. The usual stoic head of the team was kind, funny, encouraging, albeit a bit quiet until he knew you a bit better.
About a year into your time with the team you let slip that youâd never explored the city, and Rossi wasted no time letting Aaron know about it. A week later he was driving you around, explaining the history behind the popular monuments you had requested a visit to, then spending an hour at the Folger Shakespeare Library to admire the historic architecture and impressive selection of literature, and ending the day at the Moongate Garden, watching the sunset on a bench surrounded by cherry blossoms.
From that day you knew if there was anything you needed, all you had to do was ask. Heâd shown you your favorite restaurant, the coffee shop you sat in every free morning you had, reading books heâd suggested you read. You didnât want to admit it, but you had fallen hard for him, and over the last year those feelings became harder and harder to push down.
It was 2 a.m. and the bartender had announced last call, earning a disappointed groan from Penelope.
âWe were just getting started!â She whined, her speech slightly slurred.
âYouâve had more than enough for tonight Babygirl, letâs get you home.â Derek caught her waist, steadying her as she rose from the booth the team had been sitting in.
âI better get going too, Will has to work early so I have to take Henry to school in the morning.â JJ added, playfully rolling her eyes.
The rest of the group finished up their drinks, wrapping up the current conversation before shuffling out of the bar. You said your goodbyes, giving parting hugs before pulling out your phone, ready to order yourself a rideshare home. Your cell service was almost non-existent and the app was taking forever to load, the chill in the air causing goosebumps to form on your bare legs. You raised your phone in the air, trying to gain a better signal as you walked back and forth in front of the bar, growing increasingly frustrated.
Aaron exited the bar as you made another pass by the entrance, tripping as your ankle wobbled in your heels. He was quick to catch you, helping you find your footing once more.
âDo you have a ride home?â He asked, offering you his suit jacket for warmth.
âIâm trying to order a taxi but the app wonât load.â Your frustration was evident, each tap of your finger against the glass of your smartphone just a little too firm.
âYou donât live far, correct? I can walk you home.â He offered, his hand still lingering on the small of your back to steady you. You werenât drunk, not by a long shot, but you didnât handle your liquor the best and although you were mostly there mentally, your center of gravity had been better.
âAre you sure? I donât want you to go out of your way for me.â You countered, always raised to decline at least once when offered anything to remain polite.
âI want to make sure you get home safe, itâs really no trouble.â You knew he was earnest, always such a father figure to every member of the team. You put your phone in your bag, throwing it over your shoulder before turning to walk down the street that led to your apartment building.
You walked in silence for a while, his hand hovering behind you just in case your clumsiness kicked in along your walk. His suit jacket was surprisingly warm, the stiff fabric shielding your bare arms from the cold. You werenât sure why youâd chosen to wear a short sleeved blouse when it was nearing the end of fall, but you suspected it subconsciously had something to do with how well the v-neck showed off your cleavage. You felt a bit pathetic sometimes, finding any way you could to attempt to pull his attention. It never worked, Aaron respected you too much to stare at your figure no matter how provocatively you dressed.
After a few blocks your heel caught on a storm grate, making you stumble forward. His reflexes were impressive as ever, his arm reaching out to catch your waist.
âI swear Iâm not usually this clumsy.â You joked, straightening your skirt as you started again on your journey home. He didnât say anything, but the slight smile his lips formed told you he found your try at humor in an awkward moment amusing.
âItâs just around this corner, Iâll be fine from here.â You tried to wave him off, dying to disappear into your apartment to prevent further embarrassing yourself.
âIâm walking you up to your apartment, I need to see you home safe.â He stated, turning the corner with you. Butterflies fluttered in your stomach, his domineering yet caring tone making your heart race. This was all becoming too much, the protectiveness, the slight touches, you could feel something burning in your chest, the urge to spill your guts growing stronger by the minute.
He waited for you to punch in the code to the front door of your apartment building before holding it open for you, following you to the elevator up to your floor. You took the quiet ride up, him continuing to follow you down the hallway to your apartment when the doors opened. You opened your bag, fiddling around for your keys for a moment before finding them, your hand shaking as you tried to unlock the door. You finally got it, pushing open the front door and stepping into your messy living room.
âHow are you getting home?â You asked, setting your bag on the small table next to the door.
âIâll order a taxi, Iâm just glad youâre home safe.â He began to pull out his phone, and the liquid courage coursing through your veins told you to invite him in.
âDo you want to come in while you wait?â You offered, handing his suit coat back to him. He stepped inside, shutting the door behind him and making sure to lock it, never too cautious.
He laid his suit coat over the back of your coach, taking a seat before taking out his phone again to order his ride.
âIt wonât be ready for another 30 minutes, I hope Iâm not overstaying my welcome.â He was far too courteous, and all you wanted to do was tell him how badly you wanted him to stay forever.
âYou could never.â You told him, kicking off your heels before sitting next to him on the couch. You took a deep breath, trying to settle yourself as you picked up the book that was resting on your coffee table. You watched over the top of the pages to see him glancing around the room, scanning the contents until he stopped on the media console across the room. He stood from his place next to you and walked over to it, taking a knee to get down to the same level as your record collection.
âYou have impressive taste.â He stated matter-of-factly, his long fingers brushing across the spines of each album. You gave a quiet âthank youâ as he began to pull a record out, and you placed your book down again to see what had caught his eye.
âI didnât know you listened to The Beatles.â He held up the jacket of the bandâs white album, looking to you in slight disbelief.
âOf course, The White Album is one of the greatest of all time.â You were excited to talk music with him, it was a topic youâd never discussed before and you were always eager to learn more about him. That may have been to your own detriment, because the more you learned about him, the harder you seemed to fall.
You knew a relationship between the two of you could never happen, he was your superior, not to mention twenty years your senior, but something felt like it was pulling you to him no matter how many guys you tried to distract yourself with.
âYou never fail to surprise me.â He smiled, the outer corners of his eyes crinkling just so. You couldâve died right there, content to collapse into a puddle of yearning. You didnât know what came over you, but you found yourself clearing your throat as a rush of adrenaline coursed through you.
âAaron, I have to tell you something.â Your voice shook, but you remained strong in your conviction.
His faint smile turned to a look of concern, quickly rising from his knee to join you on the couch again.
âWhat is it?â He questioned, brow furrowed as he angled his body toward you.
âI-Itâs, nevermind.â That burst of adrenaline quickly faded, his eyes on you feeling like a cigarette burn.
âY/N, whatever it is, you can trust me. I understand if youâre not comfortable telling me, but donât let fear hold you back on my account.â He reassured you, resting his hand on your knee sympathetically. You had to do it, there was no way you could face him every day if you brushed him off without an explanation.
âIâm in love with you.â You blurted out, hanging your head, too afraid of what his reaction would be to dare look him in the eye. The silence that sat between you two felt like it carried on forever, tension thick enough to cut with a knife. After what felt like an eternity he cleared his throat, still holding his hand on your knee.
âWhy do you feel that way?â He asked, trying to understand where this was coming from. He couldnât deny that he had felt chemistry between you, but it wasnât something he could ever entertain acting on.
âOver the last year Iâve gotten to know you in ways I never dreamed I would, Iâve never felt this way for anyone before, even those I once thought I loved in the past. Youâve been so kind, Aaron, youâre an incredible friend, father, leader, how could I be anything but amazed by you?â You felt as though you were rambling, but he seemed so invested in your answer that you didnât care if what you said was rational.
âI understand.â He confirmed, turning silent as the gears turned in his mind. You could tell he was fighting something internally, the look of concentration on his face seeming almost painful.
You pulled your knee out from under his hand, your nerves convinced that he was looking for a way to fire you without creating an HR nightmare. As quickly as you pulled away he had moved closer to you, his hand finding its place on your knee once more.
âLook at me.â He said, thumb rubbing soothing circles against your skin. You did as you were told, tears threatening your waterline as you did your best to hold his gaze.
âIâm not going to lie to you, you are a very charming young woman and Iâd be honored to pursue something more intimate with you, but we canât. Iâm your superior, and youâre young enough to be my daughter.â He explained, the pain in his expression serving to break your heart in two.
âI donât care.â You were not thinking rationally in that moment, your heart speaking for you instead of your head.
âYou should, this is your future.â His tone held frustration this time, finding your childish response disappointing.
âI am not a child Aaron, I can make my own decisions.â You told him, a tear slipping down your cheek as you grew increasingly frustrated with his stonewalling.
âI know that, but youâre young, you have so much to experience and you shouldnât put that on hold for me, or anyone else for that matter.â Even through his anger he was just trying to steer you in the responsible direction, thinking more about your future than whatever desires he held.
âI have all Iâve ever wanted, my dream has always been to work for the FBI. I donât have any delusions of grandeur, I never have. I want a job where Iâm doing good and a family to come home to when all is said and done.â You explained, and it wasnât a lie. Itâs not that you werenât driven, you clearly had to be to even make it to the bureau, but that was as far as you wanted your drive to take you.
âFor this to work, I can not be your boss, and I wonât ask you to step down.â He continued evaluating each possible risk in your dynamic, and for once you were one step ahead of him.
âYou donât have to, I put in for a transfer to the financial crime unit last week.â You finally let the other secret youâd been keeping slip, and you watched his face drop in disappointment.
âThe team is going to miss you more than you know.â He told you, wishing he had known so he could have convinced you otherwise.
âI know, but I couldnât bare the thought of being around you every day while I feel like this, and I was fascinated by the way their team handled the case we partnered with them on last month. The timing felt right.â You explained, needing him to know that it was not his fault, but a conscious decision you made.
âI just want to try.â You pleaded one last time, hoping heâd let his walls down just this once.
âIf this is really what you want, Iâll take you out next weekend. If weâre going to do this, Iâm going to do it the right way, you deserve that much.â He gave in, letting himself do something personally risky for the first time in years.
âI would love that.â You agreed, all of the anger and frustration that had been building up over the last year finally starting to dissipate ever so slightly.
How it would pay off, only time would tell, but for now, you were content to just get to know him more and show him who you are the best you can.
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Part 2 can be found here
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Hii could you please do one with sunshine!reader and Spencer first kiss?? Hope you're having a nice dayđŤś
âPlease Spencer?â Your eyes bat in his direction, lip hanging in a pout as you sit on his sofa. Spencer thinks he should be stronger against your tactics. He doesnât think heâs ever been this affected by a faux sad face and puppy eyes.Â
He also doesnât think he could resist another âplease.âÂ
Youâre trying to convince Spencer that itâs too late to drive home. Itâs been raining all day and the rain doesnât plan to be stopping if the blue hue to the hour is any indication.
More than anything youâre worried the slick roads will cause Spencerâs SUV to slide and crash and then heâd be in the hospital. Itâs your brainâs special little talent- anxiety induced overthinking that somehow always leads to hospitals.Â
Spencer doesnât know all that, but heâs finding it increasingly hard to say no to your puppy dog eyes. Heâs always thought Hotch and Morgan were exaggerating the pull of puppy dog eyes but when you do it, your eyes go all wide and innocent and Spencer canât say no to it. He doesnât want to either.Â
He lays right back down on your sofa, sighing to hide his grin when you squeal and cosy up to him.Â
Youâve both been alternating between reading your books and napping all day, your fluffy duvet over both your laps and your pillows make the sofa even cosier than youâd ever found it.Â
âYouâre like a trickster spirit.â Spencer sighs, your head laid on his shoulder as you pick up your book again.Â
âIâm not, you just,â you trail off, looking up at Spencer through your lashes. Something about him from this angle has your thoughts trailing off. All you can see are his lips, how his eyes are a little more hazel than brown in this light and how incredibly soft his hair looks.Â
You reach a hand and card it through his hair, watching Spencer watch you as you do it.Â
âI just what?â He licks his lips and you groan. Spencer smiles.Â
âI want a kiss.â You say suddenly, smiling shyly when Spencerâs eyes go wide.Â
âYou do?â You shouldâve guessed heâd have teased you like this. Spencerâs hand sneaks under your arms, pulling you into him so youâre straddling his lap. You gasp when his hands knead at your hips.Â
âMhm, please?â You tilt your head to the side, blinking at Spencer slowly as you wait.Â
Your breath hitches when he leans in suddenly, nose bumping along yours as your lips just barely touch.
Your heart is racing and youâre sure Spencer can tell and thatâs why heâs intent on teasing you; running his nose along yours, leaning in and then pulling back before your lips connect.Â
âSpencer,â you huff and he chuckles, holding your chin between his thumb and forefinger. âPlease.âÂ
You donât mean to sound bad as desperate as you do- like youâll run out of air if Spencer doesnât kiss you right this second but it works.Â
Instantly, Spencerâs lips are on yours. His hand moves from your chin to your cheek, your lips parting as Spencerâs tongue swipes across your bottom lip.Â
You make a sound between a gasp and a moan that makes Spencerâs stomach heat. You lean into his kiss, your hands gripping his hair harder as the kiss turns from tender to desperate.Â
âSlow down, sweetheart.â Spencer rasps as he pulls away, a smile on his face as he catches your eyes shut tight as you catch your breath.Â
âThat was nice.â you breathe, twirling a finger around a curl in Spencerâs hair.Â
He laughs, body shaking against yours. âJust nice?â
âI need another kiss to make a better determination.â Spencer doesnât hesitate.
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smart, younger reader whoâs like spencer and is awkward but so so lovely and then guard dog botch whoâs always there and always ALWAYS so sweet to reader after absolutely biting a guys head of about getting condescending or rude !!
if u would be so kind
thank you for requesting! fem
âExactly! High five, Dr. Reid.âÂ
Your hands smack as Spencer gives you a heartfelt high five. Spencer is younger than you, but besides that, Hotch might think you were twins separated at birth (very genetically different twins, but twins nonetheless). If he believed in kindred spirits, that's what you'd be.Â
And it's good for him. Hotch knows there are moments where he could've been nicer to Spencer, just that being his boss makes that more difficult than it should, and with you around, you've got all the niceness solved. You're lovely.Â
âI knew we'd get there,â you say.Â
It's great, but there are better places for your and Spencer's diorama than the office kitchenette.Â
âGuys, can we move this to a desk?â he asks.Â
He should say, Can we not do this in work hours? But he doesn't. That likely says something about him⌠he'd rather not explore. Something he already knows.Â
âIt's a bit delicate for moving,â you hum, eyes on the paper attachment you've created.Â
âMove it,â he says, imploring rather than stern. He hides a smile behind the lip of his mug and begins to turn away, stopped momentarily by Anderson just past the threshold.Â
Anderson begins asking him about something, Hotch listens, and he pretends he isn't still listening to you and Spencer as you decide what to do with your diorama. You speak in sweet tones, encouraging to a fault, âHe doesn't really mind,â you're saying, âhe's just the boss. I'll hold this side and you hold that side, andâ woah!âÂ
There's a scuffle, an explosion of paper crunching and ceramic, the sound of water spilled.Â
Hotch shifts to the side to watch the aftermath.Â
âAre you kidding me?âÂ
âIââ you say, hand clenched around a scrap of torn paper, coffee staining your shoes, âIâ Iââ Hotch winces as you struggle for words. âI'm so sorry.âÂ
âYou've gotta be joking.â The man you've seemingly whacked into is an older agent. He's been around much longer than you have, probably almost as long as Hotch, and he has that jaded chagrin about him. Time constitutes knowledge, sure, but not attitude. âWhy are you two always messing around in here?âÂ
âSorry, Agent Giles,â you say, your hands creeping together toward your stomach defensively, âwe were just moving this, and I- I'llââÂ
âYou're gonna make me another cup of coffee?â he asks contemptuously.Â
âThat's quite enough,â Hotch interrupts. âAgent L/N had no intention of bumping into you.â He stands to your side. âI'd be more than happy to make a new cup of coffee if it's an imposition for you.â His tone suggests he may not be very happy after all.Â
âIt's fine.â Giles turns his gaze away.Â
Spencer's sprung into action, having fished the bits of your diorama and broken mug from your feet, now on his knees wiping up the puddle of coffee you've displaced. âSpence,â you say, âI'm sorry, I ruined itââÂ
Hotch speaks up before Spencer can. âIt was an accident.âÂ
You have this gutted, soft eyed look about you, embarrassed he's sure. You're a sensitive girl. You're probably more upset for Spencer than yourself, and aflame with the heat of the gaze of an entire office. He casts his head back to narrow his eyes at any nosing that's still happening before he touches your shoulder.Â
âSorry, Hotch,â you say, lifting your shoe a centimetre off of the ground. Coffee drips down the canvas of them. It squelches as you put it down.Â
âIt's okay.â The favouritism he works so hard to hide rears its head, unable to stand the sad quirk of your mouth. âHey, it's okay. It was an accident. You have spare shoes and socks in your go bag, and it's,â âhe lowers his voice to a fond, warm whisperâ ânot as though you and Spencer have anything to do that you'll actually hand in to me today. Don't let it upset you.âÂ
You raise your head too quickly at the sound of his teasing. Relief brightens your eyes. âYou're not mad?âÂ
âNot at you.âÂ
You let that sink in. Hotch's hand drops to your elbow before leaving your sleeve altogether.Â
âReid,â he says. âDon't hurt yourself. I'll call the custodian.âÂ
âPlease don't,â you say, turning your chest to his. So close he can smell the clean notes of your perfume. âWe can do it.âÂ
âAlright. If you're sure,â Hotch says. He resists the urge to touch your face, though the way he looks at you isn't much better. The upset melts your face, replaced with a flustered freneticism that snaps him back into focus. He's your boss.Â
He's your boss.Â
âThanks, Hotch,â you smile.Â
He turns away before he's tempted into touching you again.Â
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hey hey I saw you're open for requests!
Anything for Hotch getting caught with non-BAU reader who he shouldn't be associated with? Maybe there's an age gap or she's the babysitter or someone's daughter/sister or even an unsub/witness.
Ik its a really broad request but I love your writing so I totally trust you - I just love a semi forbidden ship (without an angsty or sad ending!).
Thanks!!
nsfw | mdni
warnings: talks of murder, stalking, rape (nothing detailed because itâs literally just a summarization thing lol), nsfw content, getting caught, inappropriate relationships, etc.
it all began when you were a victim of a case. you had been getting stalked by an unsub in new york, a man who was killing women that reminded him of the woman that left him. he would stalk his victims before raping and killing them. you had been approached by the fbi, taking you into protective custody to ensure that the same thing didnât happen to you. and thatâs when you met aaron hotchner.
to say the two of you had immediately taken a liking to one another was an understatement. the two of you flirted with each other right off the bat which wasnât really the best thing to do due to his position. you were a victim, not someone he met randomly at the bar. even so, he just couldnât get you off of his mind.
so before he left to go back to virginia, aaron had given you his number. and now? well, itâs been a few months and the two of you have been seeing one another regularly like this weekend. you had flown to virginia to visit aaron and stay with him.
the house was quiet as jack had gone to jessicaâs to sleepover for the weekend, leaving you and aaron to be alone. the only sounds in the house were the sounds of your moans mixing with the sound of skin slapping together.
âgod, youâre so beautiful,â aaron exclaimed as he thrusted his cock inside of you. his brown eyes were looking down directly at your face. your head rested on the pillow, hair sprawled out, cheeks red, and face contorted in pleasure. âyou love my cock, donât you?â he asked as he watched your eyes roll back with each thrust of his cock.
âmhm,â you nodded your head, licking your lips. âi love your cock so much, aaron,â you replied, moaning loudly. âalways feels so good.â
aaron rocked his hips, thrusting into you at a pace that felt best for the both of you. his cock hit your sweet spot repeatedly, making you see stars. aaron looked down at your pussy, watching his cock disappear inside of you. your cunt was glistening with arousal. âyouâre absolutely soaked,â aaron groaned, bringing a hand to start rubbing your clit.
you simply whined in response, gripping the sheets below you as you felt yourself get near the edge. âiâm so close, aaron,â you moaned, opening your eyes to look at the man in front of you.
âfuck, me too, baby,â he replied.
and just as you felt your peak nearing, there was a âoh no! oh god!â at the door, followed by a small thud, signaling the person had dropped something. âiâm so incredibly sorry, sir, i-uh,â you and aaron both looked at the person at the same time, scrambling to cover yourself up with the blanket.
at the door was a blonde, someone youâve never met before. âgarcia,â aaronâs face hardened as he tried to compose himself, fully covered by the blanket. âwhat brings you here?â
âi-well, sir,â garcia began, glancing at you and then at aaron. âyou hadnât answered your phone at all in the past three hours and we have a new case so i told the team iâd come here and look for you and well- is that y/n from the new york case?â penelope asked finally as she rambled, looking at you fully.
you looked down at the blanket, being unable to come up with the proper words to speak.
ânot that it matters but yes,â aaron exclaimed. ânow please, leave. i need to get changed and then iâll be right there.â and without a second glance, penelope picked up her phone from the ground and left slamming the door closed, leaving you and aaron alone. âiâm so sorry about that,â aaron apologized, looking at you. he grabbed your hand. âi didnât expect to be needed at all tonight.â
âitâs okay,â you said with a small smile. âduty calls.â
âare you okay?â he asked, checking in on you.
you let out a breathless laugh. âother than being absolutely mortified that your co-worker just walked in on us nailing one another? iâm perfect.â you grinned at your partner.
aaron laughed as well, bringing your hand to his lips and kissing it. âyes well, i agree.â he exclaimed. âi should get ready. iâm sorry we wonât be able to spend the weekend together.â he said, looking at you with a look of guilt.
âdonât sweat it, aaron,â you said with a reassuring look. âi can come down next weekend. maybe even spend a week?â
âiâd love that,â he said, pulling you into his arms.
âsounds like a date.â
and with that, aaron kissed your forehead and lips before getting up off the bed and getting himself ready. letâs just say that when next weekend rolled around, you guys definitely made up for lost time.
however, the secret that aaron was seeing you had most certainly had been told to the rest of the team.
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So High School (Spencer Reid x Reader)
a/n: Itâs me, hi, so Iâm kind of back, although Iâve decided to expand my horizons and also write for Doctor Spencer Reid from Criminal Minds; either way, I hope you like this little writingđ¤đ
This one shot is inspired by So High School by Taylor Swift from The Tortured Poets Department, which is my current obsession, so if you are swifties, I hope you guys catch the references đŤśđź
This is season 2 Spencer, cause I just really dig the shy-sweet vibe
This is not proofread, as itâs 2 am, but I couldn't stop
y/n â your name
Warnings:Â Friends to lovers (kindish), mentions of alcohol
Word count:Â 2,409
My Masterlist
Working at the BAU wasnât easy, but every now, and then youâd have days when all you had pending was paperwork, and youâd catch a break. Like right now, sure, you still had a couple of reports to get through, but overall the mood seemed relaxed, even if youâd been working nonstop for the last 24 hours.
You were typing your reports and sporadically, youâd catch a glance of Spencer Reidâs concentrated face, whose desk was in front of you. Sure, you were work friends, but deep down you knew you had a small crush on the twenty-five-year-old Doctor. Your thoughts were starting to fly away, thinking about Spencer's hair, framing his delicate features, his big eyes, which seemed to move frantically over the computer screen, the way he bit the inside of his cheek when he was invested into his work, and the way his brows were crunching, making small wrinkles in his forehead; when suddenly, your train of thought was interrupted.
âYou know what we should do? We should play kiss, marry, killâ Penelope suggested way too loudly coming into the bullpen with a huge grin and walking frantically to your desk.
âWhat are you even saying?â exclaimed Emily, standing from her chair and approaching your desk
âWe still have to finish our reportsâ said Spencer, who seemed to be glued ho his computer, taping frenetically
âDid I just hear kiss, marry, kill?â Morgan approached your desk and one by one, the gang was coming all together
âOkay, first round, y/n, kiss, marry, kill with Gideon, Hotch and Rossi?â Penelope asked a little too excited for the question
âCome on, Iâm not answering thatâ you said chuckling at the thought of even giving a response
âComeeeeeee ooooooonâ this time Morgan insisted and the absurdity of the question made you laugh so hard, Spencer looked up from his computer
âFine, kiss Rossi, marry Hotch and kill Gideon, because he has way too much dad energy to kiss or marry himâ you said, and your friends burst out laughing
âWe are way too sleep-deprived to be hereâ Emily said chuckling, âAlso, Iâm starvingâ
âI have a frozen pizza at home I just canât wait to devourâ you said and suddenly your friend's eyes seemed to sparkle
âNow that I know that, Iâm totally going home with youâ Penelope said clinging to your arm
âIâm tagging along as wellâ Emily added clinging into your other arm
âThey say three is a multitude, so Iâm coming, just to keep you guys in checkâ Morgan exclaimed, and you couldnât wait for Spencer to add himself into your plans, but unfortunately, the young doctor was back into his working frenezzy.
âComo on Spence, we are going homeâ you said hoping heâd tag along to your improvised plan, even if you were almost certain heâd say no, considering he didnât really talk to you other than work related business; and rarely info dumped on you, which made you a little sad, considering his info dumps were one of the things that you most liked about him.
âExcuse me?â Spencer said crunching his eyebrows and staring over his screen monitor into your eyes
âWe⌠we are all coming to my house to eat pizza, I was⌠I was wondering if youâd like to comeâ you stuttered and felt your cheeks become red. Anytime, youâd try to talk to Spencer about anything other than work, words would trip out of your mouth incomprehensibly, your cheeks would flush in a bright shade of red, and you were pretty sure anyone with a brain knew about your crush, specially considering youâd act like a high schooler in love around him.
âCome on man, we can even trow some poker to sweetener the deal for youâ Morgan added
âAlso, y/n told me that she has the new Grand Theft Auto, so we could play for a whileâ Penelope tried convincing Spencer appealing to his love for video games, and if it wasnât obvious before, well, it was obvious now that you were eager to have the boy-genius at your place
âAlright, let me just grab my bagâ Spencer said calmly, almost⌠oblivious to the fact that your friends were playing smooth wingman and wing-woman
âPenny and I are driving together, and Derek is taking his bike, so Reid, you can drive with y/nâ Emily said and for a second, you couldn't believe how shamelessly uncool your friends were being about the whole situation
âIf itâs alright with you, Iâd appreciate riding with youâ Spencer told you a little⌠flustered? No way, you were the one fangirling over him, maybe he was just getting secondhand embarrassment for the whole situation and your friendâs pathetic attempts to get you together.
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The ride home was quite nice, Spencer seemed to loosen up when he got the chance to share statistics on pizza consuming habits in the U.S. and somehow, he managed to incorporate the history of pizza:
âSo, a precursor of pizza was probably the focaccia, a flatbread known to the Romans as panis focacius, to which toppings were then added. Modern pizza evolved from similar flatbread dishes in Naples, Italy, between the 16th and mid-18th centuryâ Spencer kept explaining, while you took the chance to steal a couple of glances, even if it was a driving hazard âIâm sorry, Iâm sure you are bored with my nonstop chatterâ the young Doctor added shyly
âNo way, I really enjoy your facts and storiesâ you said, and a shy smile formed into his lips, so you took a leap of faith, hoping with all your heart he wouldn't be uncomfortable with what you were about to say âI love the way your mind works, I find it amazing how you can just know so much, you know?â
âThank you, it is called an eidetic memory, most people think itâs weirdâ Spencer said looking down to his hands, that were lying over his lap.
OH MY GO, WAS DOCTOR SPENCER REID BLUSHING? You were trying your best to hide your excitement, and luckily you were saved by the bell, as without realizing it, you were already parking in front of your apartment building
âSo this is me, home sweet homeâ you said turning off the engine of your car and Spencer gave you a side smile that made your stomach flutter
âThanks for the drive, and you know, for having meâ he said, and you were high on his words; everything about him seemed to fascinate you, but before your mind could go wild, Morgan tapped your car window to let you know he was there, and after a couple of minutes, Penelope and Emily were outside as well
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âIâll put the pizza in the oven, so maybe we can play a round of poker while we wait?â you suggested as your friends took a seat at the table, and you handed them a beer each.
âThatâs what Iâm talking aboutâ Morgan said, already shuffling the deck of cards. The game was fun, although Spencer won each and every round. The night was everything you could ask for, Spencer seemed comfortable at your apartment, and he even got around to joking and laughing out loud.
âTruth or dare?â Morgan said spinning his empty beer bottle with mischief in his eyes, and laughs started bursting, until it landed on Emily
âTruthâ she said glancing at Morgan with amusement
âHave you even come into work tipsy?â Morgan asked
âAlright, yeah, once when we were working with the Newport Policeâ she replied calmly âNow, have anything stronger?â Emily asked, lifting her beer bottle
âAs a matter of fact, I doâ you said standing from your chair and bringing different alcohol bottles, you had a wide selection of whiskey, wine, rum, tequila, and vodka
âWhat are you? A bartender?â Penelope asked, surprised by the alcohol selection.
âI tried, I even got a book, but between life and work I never got around to reading itâ you added pouring your friends a couple of drinks.
Emily spun the bottle, and it landed on Spencer, who gulped a little too loudly, and you couldnât keep your eyes from his Adamâs apple âTruth or dare, boy-genius?â she asked taking you off from your thought
âI⌠mm⌠truth?â he said almost too afraid of what your friends could think about asking him
âAlright, what do you think about y/n?â Emily asked bluntly, and you could see Spencerâs cheeks turning red. Sure, you loved your friends, but their mingling was getting way too obvious for your mental health
âI⌠I think sheâs great, I mean, of course she is incredibly smart, sheâs sweet, funny, and she has a special way to always makes you feel heard and taking into consideration. It is undeniably that sheâs pretty, I mean, and⌠yeah that's what I thinkâ Spencer said staring into your eyes, and you couldn't believe it, you literally were wonderstruck.
Did he like you? Did he just admit you were pretty? You were literally on cloud nine when you realized Spencer had spun the bottle, and this time it was facing you
âWhatâs⌠Whatâs your favorite movie?â Spencer asked shyly, and all eyes turned to him
âCome on man, that was your shotâ Morgan said leaning into Spencer
âThat changes, but right now Iâd say American Pieâ you said trying not to sound too embarrassed. Secrets were spilled, confessions were made, and shots were taken, until Penelope spun the bottle and once more, it landed on Spencer
âTruth or dare, lover-boy?â Penelope asked a little too excited, which once more made Spencer a little nervous, considering the situation, and of course, the fact that he pretty much just admitted having a crush on you
âDare?â Spencer said, almost asking
âUuuh I got a great one, read y/nâs bartender book, and then prepare us some fire ass drinksâ she said almost euphoric
âOh, okay, sure, I can do thatâ Spencer said released a breath he didn't realize he was holding ây/n, would you mind lending me the book? So I can read it, please?â he asked shyly, and you knew this was your chance to make a move
âOf course, although Iâm not sure where it is, so⌠maybe you can help me find it?â you asked hoping he caught the subtext
âYes, yes I can help you lookâ he said, and a little grin formed into his lips
âWhat about playing the Grand Theft Auto whille they go lok for the book?â Morgan asked smootly, giving you just what you needed, a chance to slip to the side with Spencer
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You were now in your room, with the guy that made your stomach flutter, and once again, you coultn shake away the feeling of being a sixteen year old girl approaching her crush for the first time. Okay, so until now you knew there was a chance he actually liked you, so for the first time, you tried to flirt smootly
âSo, the book must me somewhere on this wallâ you told Spencer pointing at the wall-tall-bookshelf that adorned your room
âThat is an impressive collectionâ Reid said admiring your books
âThank you, I like⌠reading, and of course, booksâ you mumbled and between the nerves of having him in your room, and the fact that he was aproaching you, starring directly at your eyes, your braing wasnât braining it. This defenetly wasnât considered smooth, or flirty
âTruth or dare?â Spencer said coming closer to you
âTruthâ you responded almost instantly
âWhy is American Pie your favorite movie?â he asked, and the question genualy threw you off
âI know most people think itâs a really stupid movie, but even in those crazy scenarios, the guys get to laugh, and learn about life, sure, itâs twisted, and watching to too your can defenetly cause issues, but I think itâs a great piece of cinematographyâ
âThatâs impressive, altough I canât judge, as Iâve never got arroud to watch itâ Spencer said, moving a little, and turning back to your book collection
âTruth or dare, Doctor Reid?â you asked playfully
âTruthâ he said chuckling, and once again, you confirmed his little laughs sent a dopamine charge into your brain that was almost adictive
âWhatâs your favorite thing from my collection?â you asked, moving your hand motioning your bookshelf
âWhile you have an impressive Aristotle collection, which Iâm a big fan of, right now my favorite thing in this room is not exactly a thing, but a personâ he said once again leaning into you, âTruth or dare, miss y/n?â he asked coming even closer to your face
âTruthâ you asked playing it safe, as he had suddenly turned into Doctor Smooth Reid, and seeing him take charge, was a side of him, one that you were totally enjoying
âWhat are you thinking about right now?â he said, leaning a little closer to you
âActually, all I can think about right now is kissing youâ you admited, bitting you lower lip, but not giving him time to answer, you asked âTruth or dare?â
âDareâ Spencer said, with his eyes lingering from your eyes, to your lips and viceversa
âI dare you to kiss meâ you said, and as you finished yout sentence, his hand was cupping your cheeck, his other hand was placed on your waste, and his lips were softly crashing into yours. The kiss was soft, and sweet, with a couple of bites in between. One kiss, then another one, and swiftly, Spencer made you turn, placing your back towards your bookshelf and getting closer to you, just like you, he longed for this moment, for your kiss, for your touch. You were enjoyoing yourselves way too much, when you heard a knock on your door, which made the two of you burst out laughing
âWe should go back to themâ Spencer said, placing a las kiss into your lips
âMaybe next Saturday you can come over, I mean, you canât go though life without the rite of passage of watching American Pieâ you said chuckling, hoping with all your flustered heard heâs say yes
âThat would me wonderful, I canât keep living like this, without watching American Pie, I meanâ he said lacing his fingers with yours, and opening the door for you, so the two of you could go back to your friends, who were also laughing from the living room, as they were sure their mission of getting you together had been succesful.
Part 2
I really hope you liked it, let me know if you want part 2, as I'm pondering the idea of the American Pie date.
Kay, love you, bye đŠˇ
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