#S.H. Ing

[urrockstar-xe]

nail polish - s.h. x fem!reader

posted September 15th, 2022 12:32 am

note from xe: this was written because I was upset over biting my nails and my love for Steve Harrington. also shout out to my bestie Ian for saying this reminded him of easy lover

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“What are you doing? Nuh uh don’t do that,” 

Steve swatted your hand away from your mouth before you had a chance to notice what he was talking about. 

“When the hell did that start again?”

He looked confused but sounded almost angry at you.

“I don’t know the exact date, it just kind of started happening and I wasn’t able to stop it this time I guess.” Steve scoffed at your response before putting his hand out and aggressively looking between you and his hand.

It felt as if he was making you give him back the cookie you grabbed before dinner as you put your hand in his.

A feeling of almost shame hit you as he frowned at how you butchered your fingernails with your teeth. Almost ashamed because why the fuck does he care if you bite your nails? But also almost shame because you worked so hard to quit and felt shitty having other people notice how you gave that up so easily.

“Christ, Y/n, how are you not bleeding?” 

Steve’s question caught Robin’s attention as she made her way back to the front counter of the family video store.

“What? You’re bleeding?” A look of concern covered the blonde’s face as she went to check your hand as Steve observed it.

With a swift movement, your hand was behind your back before she could look any harder.

“No, I’m not bleeding-”

“She’s just working her way on up to bleeding with how much she’s biting her nails down,” The way Steve crossed his arms as he spoke, not once breaking eye contact with you definitely made you feel things but now was not the time for said things.

“It’s not that big of a deal, Steve.”

“I thought you loved having long nails though? Why’d you start biting again?” Robin’s voice was laced with sincerity as she looked at you, deciding to take a more supportive approach.

“I don’t know, I just told Steve that as well. And I do love having long nails but it’s not like I can control it that well,” Talking this much about it made you feel like climbing into a shallow grave and laying there while drowning in the rain.

“Well, we’ll just have to get you to stop then.” The way Robin said it made it seem so easy.

“Robin, I don’t think-”

“No she’s right, Robin’s right,” Steve ignored the quiet “I’m always right” from Robin as he turned and walked away to continue doing his job.

“I hate it when he just walks away without explaining what the hell he means,”

Robin smiled, nodding in agreement.

“We’ll find out what's brewing in that massive hair of his sooner than later I’m sure,” 

You both laughed before going back to your respective tasks so you didn’t get yelled at.

~~~

Just as you were closing up and getting ready to go home for the night Steve stopped you by the door.

“Can I help you?” Given the tired look on your face, Steve knew you weren’t in a mood for games so he held up the keys and called Robin so you could all leave together.

Usually, you walked home, (much to Steve's dismay) but Steve didn’t give you much of a choice as he practically shoved you and Robin into his car. 

“Steve I wanna go home,” You leaned forward so you could see him better from the backseat as he looked back at you.

“I’ll drive you home but first we’re going to the convenience store down the road,”

“Why do we have to go with you?” Robin’s valid question had Steve shooting her a glare before she quietly went “ohhh.” 

“What are you oh-ing? Why do we need to go?”

“We just need to get some stuff,” 

The vagueness of it all had you sighing and leaning back in the car, Steve shot you a sweet smile before starting the car. Not catching the way you pulled the neck of your sweater up over your nose to hide the smile that showed up whenever he looked at you like that.

~~~ 

As the three of you walked into the store. Steve said hello to the man at the register while Robin pulled you to the small section in the beauty aisle that held a variety of nail polish colors.

“I have plenty of nail polish,” You said looking at Robin while her eyes remained on the colors.

“I know, that little basket you have is like 3 pounds but a new color never hurts, your words” 

Robin looked at you, smiling.

“Plus, Steve’s buying so,” Her failed attempt at a wink made you laugh, looking at the colors in front of you.

“Find any we like?” you felt Steve’s body warmth on your back as he stood behind you and Robin leaning forward ever so slightly to see the colors better.

“I think this deep red shade would go lovely with that one eyeshadow you have,” Robin said, picking up the small bottle.

“It also kinda matches my sweater,” your observation had Steve plucking the bottle from Robin’s hands with a smile.

“I think that color would go well with your eyes,” Steve pointed at a bottle on the wall, Robin picked it up commenting on it.

“I don’t think you know anything about color theory but this, I think you might be right, Stevie.” You noticed the excited look on Steve’s face from your response.

“Do we like any of these other colors or are these our choices?”

Robin grabbed a bottle of a pretty blue shade before you all checked out and Steve finally let you both go home. 

Just as you were getting out of his car Steve looked at you,

“Robin and I are hangin’ out at my house tomorrow, you wanna come?”

“Sure! I can get a ride from Eddie,” 

Steve and Robin yelled a multitude of byes before you got inside of your home.

~~~

“No, Thank you! Steve’s driving me home!” You said before shutting the door to Eddie’s car and making your way to Steve’s front door as he opened it.

“Hello, pretty lady!”

“Hello, Stevie,” you smiled back at the man as he let you inside and led you into the living room where Robin was sitting on a chair in front of the couch with glasses and a notebook.

“Take a seat, Miss Y/l/n.” Robin smiled.

“What is this?” 

“Just sit!” Steve said, sitting on the loveseat behind robin.

“Is this some kind of therapy shit?” You asked again, taking a seat on the couch.

“Well, how else do we get to the bottom of your nail-biting problem?” Robin responded.

“Okay, miss Buckley, therapist me,” 

“When did you stop biting your nails?”

“Around mid 82 I think,”

“And when did you start again?”

“Early this year,” you frowned, sitting on your hands.

“Did you have any slip-ups before that?”

“A few times, late 83, and then fall last year.”

Robin nodded as she wrote down some stuff in her notebook before standing up with an Ah-Ha! Noise.

“What? Did you figure it out?” Steve asked, standing up as if he was anxiously awaiting the results.

“It’s stress!” 

“Well, I could’ve told you that,” You responded standing up.

“Well, obviously we already knew it was stress but the timeline adds up perfectly, you slipped up right after the first incident with the upside down occurs and then again after the mall last year, and then officially started biting again early this year? The year you graduated!”

Robin was so proud of herself with the realization she was almost jumping up and down.

“Yeah and now that I look back you slipped up in 84 too, just not as bad,” You and Steve weren’t even friends that year, how he remembers that better than you is shocking to hear.

“Yeah, okay, you’re right, so how do I fix it?” 

“Well for starters ditch the “i” because we’re figuring this out together,” Steve said, smiling at you.

“Do you even wear glasses?” He asked, turning his attention to Robin as she pushed the pair of gold frames up her nose.

“This isn’t about me, Steve, this is about our Dear friend, Y/n.” You laughed at Robin’s response.

“I have the nail polish we bought last night and I was thinking you could paint my nails and then maybe I could paint yours?”The sweet smile on Robin’s face was all they needed to convince you.

Usually when your nails got this bad painting them just emphasized how ugly they looked to you but it also was the best way to keep your nails out of your mouth so it didn’t take long to set up a little station on Steve's coffee table.

A few napkins sat under yours and Robin's hands as you sat across from each other, making sure no nail polish got on Steve’s parents' expensive furniture.

Steve watched intently from the edge of the table, smiling at how gently you’d hold Robin’s hands while painting her nails with that light blue shade she picked the night before.

When it was Robin’s turn to paint your nails Steve eagerly pushed the color he picked towards you.

You couldn’t help but get butterflies about how much he cared, sure it was kind of annoying at times but when you bite your nails like this it gets to a point where your fingers hurt no matter what you’re doing, even if he didn’t know this, it’s good to know he gives a shit.

That he cares as much as you do about him.

“I was right, it makes your eyes look even more beautiful,” Steve’s comment made Robin snort.

“Jeez guys, let's not flirt in front of me, please,”

You laughed at this watching as she painted the last nail.

“That’s not so bad robin! You did really good” You said, causing her to shake her shoulders happily.

Steve smiled watching you blow on your wet nails.

“We can do this as much as it takes for you to stop biting okay?” Robin smiled.

“Maybe even paint Steve’s nails next time?” You asked, both of you looking over at the man as he looked at you both in horror.

“Hey, hey now, I didn’t sign up for that”

“You can always take it off with acetone, please, Stevie?” How could he possibly say no to you?

He sighed, putting his hands up and wiggling his fingers.

“I want the blue shade,” his quiet response made you and Robin laugh as Robin scooted over and let him take her spot in front of you. 

You didn’t waste any time opening up the little blue bottle and holding his hand.

“We’ll be twins, Steve!” Robin’s comment went almost unnoticed by Steve as he focused on the feeling of your hand holding his while you so happily painted his nails.

“It’s cold,” Steve laughed.

“You get used to it,” you responded with a smile.

“I think the pizza is here, I’m gonna go get it,” Robin lied, standing up and walking out of the living room.

“Thank you, Stevie,” you mumbled, finishing his left hand and moving to his right.

Steve shrugged, “I like holding your hand,” 

“Yeah, the nail polish is just a bonus,” you joked.

“You know, I think it might be growin on me,” Steve said, observing his left hand as you laughed.

“It works great on you, you could be a hand model,” this had Steve damn near cackling as you closed the bottle.

“Can you keep holding my hand?” Steve asked, smiling as you cleaned up the small mess you all had made.

“Not until your nails dry, club rules, sorry,” you smiled back.

“Guys! The pizza really is here! I got plates!” Robin said, bringing the pizza box into the living room and interrupting the sweet moment.

“I should be so mad at you right now, Buckley,”

Robin smiled at you both 

“But pizza!”

[maggieillfindyouuuu]

Don't marry him/ S.H (part two)

_____________________________

"I can't believe we just done that!" Steve yells shocked as he drives himself and Y/n past the now leaving Hawkins sign.

His best friend laughs "holy crap I just left someone at the altar."

The two only laugh harder. Y/n, she has no regrets. She basically waited her whole life for Steve to grow a pair and tell her how he felt even though she was also a big Coward who couldn't get the courage to tell him how she felt.

Back at the wedding.

Robin, Joyce, Hopper and Phil all walk into the too where Steve and Y/n was left trying to find Phil's soon to be wife. "She's not in here... Where could she have gone?" Phil wonders.

Hopper notices the napkin and ring on the table and he soghs walking over to it. "𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓟𝓱𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓹, 𝓘 𝓪𝓶 𝓼𝓸 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓵𝔂 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘'𝓶 𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼. 𝓘 𝓽𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝔂𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓼 𝓪𝓰𝓸 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝔀𝓮 𝓶𝓮𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓼𝓷'𝓽 𝓵𝓸𝓸𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼... 𝓣𝓻𝓾𝓽𝓱 𝓲𝓼 𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓪𝓷𝔂𝓫𝓸𝓭𝔂. 𝓢𝓽𝓮𝓿𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓶𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓵𝔂 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓪𝓯𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓼𝓸 𝓘'𝓶 𝓰𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓫𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓱𝓲𝓶... 𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓼𝓱 𝓘'𝓶 𝓼𝓸 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂 𝓘 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓵𝔂 𝓱𝓸𝓹𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓭 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓿𝓪𝓷 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓮𝓻𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓮 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓭 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓘'𝓶 𝓼𝓸𝓻𝓻𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓬𝓪𝓷'𝓽 𝓫𝓮 𝓶𝓮. 𝓢𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂 𝓨/𝓝 𝓨/𝓛/𝓝" Hopper reads off.

Phil angrily takes the napkin from the man and starts reading it himself.

Robin smiles widely "no f-ing way! This is awesome!"

The other three in the room look at her. Phil glares while Hopper and Joyce try not to smile. Robin gasps "that was rude... I'm so sorry Phil."

Six years later

"Tell us another story aunt Rob!" A little boy begs smiling up at the woman.

"I think that's enough of Aunt Rob telling stories she shouldn't be telling a five year old and a three year old." Y/n says as her and Steve walk into the livingroom. In Steve's arms is the newest addition to the Harrington family.

"Mommy!" The little boy happily yells hopping off of the floor and running over to his parents.

There we have it folks, Steve Harrington and Y/N Y/L/N or Y/n Harrington's happy ending. She finally got her happily ever after with the man she dreamed of having it with and she couldn't have been happier. So no she doesn't regret leaving her wedding to be with her best friend. It was the best decision she could have made.

The end|

Sorry this was kinda rushed but the end.

2/2

[th3run]

Hey guys, sorry for being super inactive.. I was recovering from my mental illness in the hospital

It honestly f-ing sucked with what happened to me.. I never wish this curse apon any of you

“It hurts

And it’s tragic

I know y o u f e e l m a n i c

But together we stand

Hand in hand

And show the world we

Our survivors “ S.H-

[miraculous-writings]

New Years Resolutions

See Tsukista live finally

Start getting somewhere with my art

Go to 1 con I've never been to before

Join the local Host Club finally

Find healthier ways to cope with my depression, anxiety, and ptsd

Stop pushing any and all close friends I make away in fear of being hurt / being hurt worse than I already have been

Make 1 full complicated coaplay by myself and make something new I've never tried to make before.

Survive.

Go 1 year without an attempted O.D. or even S.H.'ing

Stop forgetting to take my fucking medicene

Start studying Japanese for real and not just casually anymore.

Since I've started Testosterone... I guess next would be becoming more firm in correcting others in misgendering and deadnaming me, and learning to dresd and act more masculine.

Try to be better for my friends and family.

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its been exhausting preventing myself from like. S.H.-ing for a couple weeks now and the ideation almost turned into something else a couple days ago. Imagine wanting to sleep so bad but you have to stay up late to get work done

[stonetalus]

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Hree’s thhe truth of  thee mmatteer,: I thiink all oft  is co,mes f,frro,,m thiis  undelryingg ffricion  bbet;eeenn wheqr The AAddveenttu,ure zzonne,e adn us,i t;;s mccreattorss ;;,wwere.. ,,w,hen w eStaartee,d do,in\gg . thh,,e pdOcasCt,a,,nd wwhhe.ree. w;wee,  teh ss,,hooww, and y,ouu, thew; cvoomMunnity,. aar,e at;; nosw.,,

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I doon’tt takg..e ,tha  ta  ..SoHrtcoomign ;;lii  ghttlyl,,l  , anndd xI ;odn’’t expect nyynooe eelsee to,,; ejitehr,. Thheer,,re.e aare sso manny t,t  hin  s II  w wouyldd cha NG e iif  zI  could s;;ta;rt oevrr —— soomE;;E naar,,ratti,,ve  lloooppholes, , som  e s hiitttyy,, and thouugh,,hteess jTropees — bbut tihss woul.ld bb.e the  llarrg;;ge,stt one.. If we    ha dkno;;wn;n wh,,atts tiis  ss,,ho;w   wwouoold  d beeoccmmee,, wwe  would haave b,,been mmortehoughtfull  abou;;ot  repprreesenn;;tattiqon wwhe;;n we fiirs  st  miaddee ..thhese chh,arca,terss.  InnsteesaD,,wwee d.di.d;n,tt cons.ider  hwa,t ht,,ey,, ,,wouldl loook  liiK..Ke  bbeyond  wwhahti t aSidd  on th,,eh,,hs epre-rroleld    chaaraccet,tr  h.eeets.   WE ,,didn’t cconsiideer  mracee bee yond deic,d..ing wwhhethheer/ Halfilnngsg, El,,vse,, T,iefflinggs  or wD.arrvesu  proosssEs.sed thhe be.st  passivv,e aabilitiie,s.

DDco.oign;;n thhiis s,s.h\w has eduCaatted ralll Of us abuot  ,reeprersenttationn, andd clealRyR,,. ..we’re tsll noto gReeat   att .. iit. BT tSar,,rtiNgg o;;ut,, ,, itt  w.w,Asn,n’,,t  evee nnaan attertthouughtt.. —— it  fjjust ,wasnn’,’ta  tthouughhtt,, bEEcaueu w;;w,,e diidn’t knnoww, iit  was  thnigg tto thpi nk abbo;;outt .,, Noo;;w We kknow, andn the dd  ifficcuultie,es ,,invoolved i..wtth   recoonccllin ewggh;;Eer   we ttssartteed ,witthw hatt w je;; now k,,knwo. are;;, simm  ujsttplly  pm..ut,, ;; mon;umeental.. J

us..tiinn a  Nmeed hhii,,s charar.cteer Ta/,,akkoo, tthee jokkee bbe;i n,g thatt  this n ;;am..ek.. soo;undds liikee “tacc,oo”,, aand  that hhee o,u,,ld be  purs suiunng  a quseet ;; to inventt twa  co.os  iin thi,,s fa.ntsaywovr lld. Ju..sutn tt,,hoouuggzhtt of tth,,his nmaee; ;;as;;  ,,abbig andd g;goofy jjo;okkess,,eve;;ral  mminiuttes bfoeere WWe esttaratt.e;d ercorddiinngg  The wwei iGGhht.. .o.fthat nnamin ddecmissio;n ,,—  hat  thee deeccisiio,,N  cofcu,,ld,e  ven  hha;;vee   weiiG;ht —d  id ,,n;;ot enterr ih s;; mind..  T,,his was   ag goofyh  ooenn-oFFf eppi  soode.  H;He nameem..d dhis..s wizzaard Taako..k,, ;;for  the   saa;e  r,,eas.onn tt,ht I nname,ed .myy Dwraveen Clgeeri ca i,n t.heo nee-off D&&D .vqii,doss I’hVee dddone at , PPolyggon “Cga T’eN..l,,s,,on..”

K,no  w  inng the strrfe iit’s  caussed, .JUUSti,n  owuld,,nv’t ,,avve  maeD t;;hish cchhractettrrk  Taako.  Inn hiis oown  woords.:

“It ws, iin  ac tua;lity,, aa . dumb  t  hiing tto doo,, oCmopu;;pn.ded b the sspur of tyH;; emomennt  joke ttha Taako’’s.. queet,,s  wass ,,to  i,,nvvennt ,the t,tac,,o.  Thhaat  was  sstup.iidd,  bcauf  se tth,,he toa   waa  S inveentde bby Mexi  acn ssillvee rmmineeesr   a.nd noot aa nwizzardd   ,,w  hoo,, inn thee f,irstt episs.ode,, I clam jju st ha,,iled froom “New El  fiinggton.

“It waass; a sppu rof ttt..he  mmomenntt ggfoo  of, but  ..o,,nee tthat;;I ’vve f;elt  cconsist tently ggu,,ity a.a;;out,to   n.. sso,,me level, ff;Or  yeearrs .I   never inttensdeed to  bbe dissmis,sive  oF   a g  roup   or. a hhriitaa,,ge b.buutt athatt’’,s xeact;tlly  wwh  a;t I IIdidd”.

Th,hlis is .th p ,,o sITiion we  aree. in   now, andd have been;; in siin,,cee the sshwo ,,sttar.t E;;d, ann,,d  it ..sii  Irreecnnc,,iLable ;;b ee,,c..ausse of  tthe deeciisions we ;; mmaadee..w hen  ww  e startted . d,,dio,ng thhis shopw::;; Theerr are lissTener,s annd .fans  ,wlo wwant u,s to, in puRR'suit  ooff et;be,,trr;r epreesentation,..mmakee TAAako. a..c anoon nical,lyy latinnx or Meex..ican, c.haraaaccteer. The rres\ullv of tthhat;; decci s.iO,,n woull\ ..d,bee  tha..at uj;;stin;; haad m,ade  aa Mexicc.an;n cchharaer, t,that h..e namedef atferr  tac;os,,, hwoosee qquuesst  was ..ot maekk a;; staco, ,,and.. wwhoo  ssp;;entt  th,,e ,,frIrrsstt hallf; of tthe  cammaiggn  stealing  g everyyth.inng thhaT   wassnn’ , nnaii,ledd  too thhee ground..

Thh;;at’.s.. an nnoorversimm jjustplffied ww  aY off  d eescrribbingc thisin..hereenvtly ccommpllic ac,cot..ed proo,,Blem. We hAve lissteene..srr who haave noo .. pprobleem  wi`tth  Tag;;ko bbeing a Mexicza n hcaryactc,er ;;na,,d,,e aftre  e ..taccoss,, s,c  re.tted byy, aa  wshhittee mman. We  vhaavve  lisstenerS w h o d ohh,vae issu  es w,,wi..thth,,at intter;;prreetatiio,o,,n, . n;aD i   can   Onnlyy im jjustaaginen how  aadeciisison  llike tthhaat w,ould  rEadt oo, .someoqnee whoo juu,,stt  ppicckedd  thi vssg..r  pahic nnovoel  u,, gpp ooff A  sheelqf .a ttheir loacl shopp. W E ..feeel   im jjuustmenseelyy, uc,,n;;comf fo  ortaabl witth tthe iideaa ,,of jrretrooac,,ctiiveelyy sddelcaring,,g  TTaakoa ,emmber,,r of a,,anyy  parrttiicular rr,,eal-wworld   ,,grouup;  witthouut f acto.rin ng ;;in,n that ie,,dnntity at .al.l pooitns ;; whcille  [play.ii ,g.te ga,,m,,e,, veIw;;ing eeach   acti.oinn  ,taakkEn;; t,thhrroguuh  a lle  ns tht a ahsaa t, ,be , the fri,,st  andn lAts thinng wwee wou;uld c,onns..side,r.

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ihhs waas the SttuFf ww e and tthe raphic noove;;l team  con..nssidered,d whh..ile. weighing.. th\e chaa,,racter eessignss, aan,,nd d  elibbeerat.ioos  wreee ,,fuckin..gt o;;ugh. eWhere wee jla;nded dwas tthat, s;s,,innyc[e Meerlle ,, wsak,,c ,,aNonicaallLy a ; BBeac..ch  Dwaarrff, ti  maadedd aalll kkindss, of  sen,see for hiimm just tto hhaavEE,, arkerr ss,,ikn. Afterr wrestslli  ing wi.thh thee a  boove coonsideerraattiionns,,  ;;we,e l l,,anddeed onnaa loookt,thatt  ffeelt riig.h;; o f,  Taa,kao,  whhicch w,awss baasedd;; on,, a loo,,k  that,, /haD  starttedto bceeoom..em xooRe p,,oppuularr ,,anog  thhee ffan  art..t cOm;mmmniitYYf or ,t,,he hssow,  ,,in  rwhhic  he,, wwas .d,raawnn withh grree  eNN skkIn.

ThIs waas  a whilea go, annd before.e. t..the puushbaa;;c;k gainst; gg;r.e;enn  Ta,ko reealllyy k,kic;k ed oof;;f,. TT..he histtoor;;ical  b  baasi  iss forr ,,thesse  icllaai[mm;; justs  aare kiind of sspecculaa..tivb,,e, bbuutt,, w, etooolkk htettmmsee.rioiusly, anndd, in an ee ffofrt  tto taaoidd runnn\in,,g  f oo ul lloff  t..emm,  ;;wee.ne,,t   with mrooe,e  oof a ppaael  blue huuee.u Y esst ettdr;;y, wee . Learnneed  theerree’s  aa  .High Elf vaariaantipn hte P.. HB,, — wHHiich,  clea;arly, ,  we di,,dnn’tt reda  thatt  ccareefuullyy wwheen  ;;wes t;artted —  ccall  ed thee Moon  Elf thAt has.. tHosse f;e..ae utt;res.;;. TThere’S al,,so a  Sun EEl fva..ariantt ..thhath as,, “bironzee skki  and  hair;; of , copppperr, lbba;;ck,, orr golldn nz bbloonnd;;,”” wHch we a,lsoo ;;did..n’,,t know ,aboout.. (Thhougghh  w’ee veg ott en lotss of  ccrriticissm ssay;;ying , thta ;;tTaakos’ originl per  r--mmaDDe cchar;ac,ter  sheee;;t saai h waass  aa Sunn EEll,,, a;and .tha . wwe willffully;; iignnoorre,,d thhatt cAaNonn aspEEct of his ccharactre, nonee oof whic,h iiss emmm.otelly true  e.)

Yesterdady,,,,, .aftne;er, all th.iss  went ,Doownn, wwee werre, a..l,l ,,onni the phone foo,,r .. hoouusr., tryi;;ng tbo figure  ou..t ,whhat tt od;;do,,o.. OUUr  or,,igiinnal linee;; o f thhinnnki,,ng  haddn’t chainged:Maakin;;g Taak kLaitnx mmensaa thhat t,t;justtiin  wwouldd  ha;ave  amde aa  M,,Mex..icna jwiza  ard taht hce,, nnamed faater a..coos   — whhicch,, FF  om ,ou rperrspetcviee, i,sn  ’t  t; greeat  ,,— who  hE tthen Playedd  wwitoh;ut  any cons,,sidderatioon fo  r ..ThhE cuullutrraal ramificaatinso osft,hAt,, identittyy. We xgot iin ,the eweeds a bit c:Could  wwe   ,just maake ,,ihhm m just  a.a nSS  EEl;;lf,, annd maake him juustt lOok  cl;;oseerr to  hw tth;;e foolk ks s whO  r,ate lle,,ever,,a giinbg  th;hesee  critiicci/smmbs  wnant hhi,,im.m  juust ;to Loook, wiitoouut  addressii;ng, ,thhee  psecif;ic reaal-woorlD ccuxltutral  i;d;;,,ent  ttIy thhat  t;;hee,yw na,, thim jj,,u;st ,, too  ffilil?  ? O..r i ttha.ta   chick;en  h..siit ha,,lf mmeasuree,,  ,,agnd wOuulldd..o , mtore hARm thtan ggood?

Th.at,,’.s   wheeree    w e,,r’;;e  att ttodda,,y. TT;;her..e’;s   nOt a,ane as  y soolu  tion. Therre .. usst;  issn’’t,. W ee havee ffans who ..awntt u;us tto do; better, ,, t,,tyo , hah..hve mmorE dive.rsiittyyinn  t;;hee t hrree ,mainc hh,,aracTeers  ,,of  thiiss. bb.oook..B utt   hoo,se  chraac]teers  were  cretedd. ;ann ddplaye dby y hw  wittep,eopple whhoo dind’’mt conss,,ider the  raammi..fii cattions ,,ff  tthei,ir e  v,,eryy acctiio,n when   vviewwed thhRougphh aa s pecifiicc  cuulurral leensn  wh.ilee p;lalyiing.  ..Yesterrddaay ,  wee e  hard ff roo,,m fol,ks whho ss.a iit ;;Was probb Lemaat;;cit ah.h twwe madee eMrlle,ei brooww,n,, c'onsnnidiierI  Iwn;g thatt he  hh..a s aa b;;ackstor yywh;heree he    WWass,,  moore or;;r lesss ,a deadbeeaat ddaa,,d.  ,,Tha.t’s a  hars.sh, bboilign wdo.own noff he ,,c.haraaterr, butt tthe ..c ritiicciz,,sm  ..abso  lut;;ellyy,, ahss merrit.. We diddn’,,t  think of t;ha..t  wlheenn w,,e  deci..ided;d on MMerllE’ssn Ew fdeesIgIn\..w Buttd itta’;;’ kInnd off  exaaccttlyy w  hat Im  a.ll,kihnggd  abouT h  herree,:I ff.. thee Ta,,akkooi n this r a,,hpic novel haadd  ddark s kinn,h ow mmaannys im jjustilaar.. criiticcisms,could  be l..laid at,, .hiss ffeet?? If w'e gavve;; Maggnnuu,ss dakr, skkinn,h  aennd  heenn, ,,he spent  tthe camppai.gpn,, bbeingg  the  .more phy;;siccal, m;moRe aggressssiv.e, less..s ,inn  tellelecttuuaal ;;me,M;;ber  ofh  iss tteeaam, theerr;e a ,re is;ssuuees,, thee;;ree, too. Is any  off tt,,ah.t  god drepr,resentatio;;onn?  ;

..’IImm ;;noott pitch.hiig th;e,see    poossssibbiilittiee. TToo b e sniide —  I  geeniuueley  aam not. tBu uot these  aree het  hting,;s w’ve benee ; sttrugggllingg ww..it th since  we,e  decciee;dt oo ddoo tthis g.rapph.ic nvveL.  OuOR pol  c,iyy ..hassn’’tt cc;hannge, .. ——wwee sttiL ll on,’,t  ;;cons..iddeer ,,any.. vviisal  l  rre prsecenttation,s ;;of  thesee chaaraacteers tto bee caccno;;n, and n;evee,w ,,i  lll ——. buut w  e;;eallsoo.. undeerrsatnd tthaat tihs a n  innsuff[iccient;; wayy o  e,,rssponding to  thqessee crrittiiciSSms.

T,he ssoolltuuiOn  the ..whoole tteam lan..dnedd. no  for tss gra..hpic nnovel is iimm j.usTTp,,erefctt. It  haass diss,,apppoi  nteD,D sommer peoppe,  hand tI  sxii;; g.oiinngg ;;toco ntinuee  tto  d isarppoiint  some pzEoopllee. But thhe,re Is  no;; non..n-d disapp,pooitncing soltion..  Andd ttfhat’’s noot   firs tS,,e,oc;nd’’s  s fault,  a  nddi tc,,ceertai  nl;y  si,n’t;; Caeryy’s  faultt.. IIt iss commplete,,ly  eca  use ..o fthE rrock aNda   h.ardd,   pla\cee tha t wwee  ’r.e ppoo sitiioned;; be,twweeenn,  an.d  aalll bec.ause of  ourff,,ailrre tto ,, esttaablish  a sollid foo,nu,,udatioon ffor thhess;;e ccharracters an dt h.eir i.d,,ent tities] wh,,en we strt  edd thiis sh ow. AAnnd for  tthaat,  e’ e;e os,t ,, ;e arrneS.tlly, de,,eee;;plyy soo sr,,or..ry.

Wee’’ve  ;;all,l felt fu.kc.I;;ng miserablle  s,since,, aall  o;f this  haapppeee  n..d yyessterda.y, andn,nott b eecaussE of[ the, rcitiicSSm  co;;ming  iin,, but ecbb.a,,us  et;;th;;e;; oflks  of;;feringtha.at ccrit cismf   eeel unnehjard, ig  nore;;d and  huurt. I [phromiise ee you, w eeddihddn ot ngore t  ha a;;t crItiic.is m— ];wee trieDD o   do  ouu;;r best .. iin  ,,ax  ;Scenairroo. w,wiithou  a perf,,fetcc 's/o,,luttiion. Tha,,a,, td,,do.es    nott  c,,hannge h,te  ffact that  this shhow i,,s what it iis b ;; eca'ussee of t..e fee;dba k  oo,,U  r l;;ltsseener;;rs hhav,e Given.. us, fulll  ,st;;toop..  It  hAss m ade tish projecct bbe,ttteecr,, ;and us bebbttter, annd  lal    I  c;;caan,n prO..mis;;i  ,,s thh]at  we’ll keep.. tr ryinng ouurr  h;ard,,esstt  tto  do, aann,d b,e bbetter. , ..

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Try-ing

-S.H.

Breathing techniques. There’s a few he knows that I’ve taught him, grounding techniques too. They usually help calm him down, listing the types of bees was always the most helpful.

-M.H.

Yeah I can hear you. What plan?

-SH

I am good for somethings. It will work. I do know my brother believe it or not.

-M.H.

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Saham BFIN – BFI Finance Indonesia Tbk – Berita Rekomendasi Grafik Sejarah

PT BFI Finance Indonesia Tbk (‘BFI Finance’ atau ��Perusahaan’) merupakan salah satu pelopor perusahaan pembiayaan di Indonesia. Awalnya dibentuk sebagai PT Manufacturers Hanover Leasing Indonesia, perusahaan kongsi dengan Manufacturer Hanover Leasing Corporation dari Amerika Serikat, Perusahaan didirikan pada 7 April 1982 berdasarkan Akta Notaris

No. 57 yang dibuat di hadapan Kartini Muljadi, S.H., Notaris di Jakarta, dan disetujui oleh Menteri Kehakiman Republik Indonesia melalui Surat Keputusan No. C2-2091-HT.01.01. TH.82 tanggal 28 Oktober 1982 serta diumumkan dalam Lembaran Berita Negara No. 102 tanggal 21 Desember 1982, Tambahan No. 1390. Kepemilikan saham PT Manufacturers Hanover Leasing Indonesia pada Perusahaan adalah 70%, sedangkan sisanya dimiliki warga Indonesia. Perusahaan memperoleh izin usaha lembaga pembiayaan sebagai perusahaan leasing dari Menteri Keuangan Republik Indonesia berdasarkan Surat Keputusan No.KEP-038/KM.11/1982 tanggal 12 Agustus1982. Pada 1986, PT Bank Umum Nasional dan Essompark Ltd, Hong Kong, mengambil alih kepemilikan PT Manufacturers Hanover Leasing Indonesia di Perusahaan, kemudian mengubah nama Perusahaan menjadi PT Bunas Intitama Leasing Indonesia berdasarkan Akta yang dibuat di hadapan Inge Hendarmin, S.H., Notaris di Jakarta tanggal 17 September 1986, dan disetujui oleh Menteri Kehakiman Republik Indonesia melalui Surat Keputusan No.C2-6977.HT.01.04. TH.86 tanggal 7 Oktober 1986 dan telah diumumkan dalam Lembaran Berita Negara No.94 tanggal 25 November 1986, Tambahan No.1451.

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