#Rsnting and raving sorry everybody

[porcubus]

i don't ever wanna seem like a gemma or mark/gemma hater that's #not who i am I'm excited for her solo episode and just for any more info on her at all really its just harder for me to be as openly invested with so little info out here right now compared to just about every other innie 😞

i want to know how seperate ms casey is from gemma if it's even comparable to the other innies/outies or if she has some Other whole new thing going on. because i believe at their core innies/outies are the same person as their counterpart just in different circumstances... but if gemma is truly dead which I am completely split on believing then what Is casey.

and if gemmas alive i really don't want her to be as helpless as she seems Don't get me wrong it's huge evil company were all losing i just don't care too much for a We have to save my utterly helpless wife to win plot. i realllyyyy really want her to have some involvement with lumon or at least in her own fate. the Girl with secret lumon involvement is kind of already done with helly though i knowwwww..maybe she made some sort of deal with lumon instead..??

i want to think she's running from something or she couldn't handle the life she lived. from every bit of info we have of her it all only points to her being a kind reassuring person a good listener etc. so it makes me wonder if she's been living miserably internally or neglecting herself through masking and just couldn't take it anymore.

her existence as we know it is one so externalised that it stands out to me even if obviously we haven't seen her point of view yet. its mostly about what she could do for others or the comfort she could bring or how she is The Wife tm. what would she think of that especially now that she's reduced to the literal therapist. Maybe I'm way off mark with all of this but it's been stewing