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A picture is worth a thousand words?.....no it aint well possibly because theres about 1,000 words i can write about... this was my husband and father of my children who lost his life to cancer....when you look at this picture you see a couple on the beach in Jamaica getting married every little girls dream right? #no what this picture doesnt tell you is this man in the picture was also my charming abuser husband and kids father...my kids and i spent their lives most of the time running away from him he was even abusive after my motorcycle accident that left me paralyzed...Jamaica was great!!! i loved it absolutely an amazing time but it was spent with the wrong one...i loved him always with the hope that my love would be enough and that he would change eventually....i was never enough no matter how beautiful or how well i kept up with my appearance no matter how much i did for him no matter how much money i had no matter how many days i slaved over the stove thinking if i cook him great meals and be everything he would want in a woman that he would appreciate me... i even bought him a car...nothing was ever good enough i paid for the wedding, i proposed to him...he even had the nerve to cheat on me while we were on vacation to be married with one of the workers. i found this out when we got home..he told me...he actually confessed a lot right before we got married after hearing everything he did and the double life he was living i still married him....the money we had to buy stuff from the trip he used to gamble with...i wanted a floral crown headdress they were selling for brides he couldnt even do that much for me....as time went on the marriage didnt really last...3 months later i had the accident hit by an off duty police officer was hospitalized for almost a year i got out with my tiny settlement got us a place to live paid up the rent 6 months when he got done spending all the money from the settlement without me even having a wheelchair while he was partying using that money on strippers god knows what else even invited my family to his birthday party and they betrayed me as well partied with him while i was stuck in bed couldnt even sit up....i could go into detail even more but the moral of this story is. I stayed....people especially his family would mock and tease me saying i wanted him to treat me like that i like being abused.....wait what!!!!? i like being abused!!!!? no i didnt i hated every moment of it. no one likes being abused!!! after some serious extensive counseling i found out what they said was true i liked it i wanted to be abused!!!! hear me out im saying this because even though he was abusing me and i hated it I STAYED!!!!! By doing that you are giving a person permission to abuse and treat you like that...never allow anyone to treat you wrong i dont care who it is the only way to end the cycle of abuse is education once you understand it then it can be fixed!!!! i love you all be encouraged trouble dont last we live in a world of survivors #BreakTheSilence if you or someone you know is in an abusive relationship there is help out there...i think the best solution to this issue is first learning about how it works and if the victim gets mad at you for getting in their business the best thing to do is pray pray pray and dont ever let them feel that you arent there for them love the sinner hate the sin in these times all you can do is just be there even if its in silence you cant make anyone do what they dont wanna do this is why most friends and family give up on their loved ones the victim will push people that love them away and this can be very frustrating for family to watch this happen especially when they care...there are things you can do dont give up on them trust God and educate yourself so you will know and teach your kids at a young age so they will know what signs to look for because abusers have patterns they all do the same thing....

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ufoxxu brand launch

3/30/19 today i checked my email and am excited to announce they picked me im official my first shot at launching an international brand as a top designer working with a team out of Italy!!! this is where the shoe magic journey begins excited to share my first design with you my followers get exclusive deals discounts opportunities as well as a chance to win a free pair of limited addition shoes im only making 10 pair of the limited edition shoes so good luck as my followers you will get the heads up before the general public and much more to come im very excited and pleased to take this journey with you lets lift each other up thanx for visiting my tumblr blog page have a bluetiful day :) xo

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put forth an effort and step into your destiny life is like a forever changing traffic light go stop slow down just dont give up never compare yourself to others your greatness doesnt depend on the opinions of others we are all on a solo journey together in this world pep boys didnt stop selling because of autozone there's plenty room for us all to be great

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