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reading fanfic off something you havenāt consumed yet is like reading the sequel to a book you havenāt read yet
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i did a Thing and started a substack
hi besties
so i did a thing and started a substack for reviews and rambles by yours truly
i know tumblr is literally the worst platform to promote this (which is part of its appeal because there's zero pressure and i dont want to tell people i know just yet) but i did a review of red white and royal blue which is sort of a book/movie simultaneous review/comparison so if that's up your alley i would love it if you checked it out (please only tell me if u liked it; I'm too fragile for negative criticism rn)
i dont think this is my best work tbh but i needed to get the ball rolling so here it is
my next post is going to be a review of rocky aur rani kii prem kahani as an example of a purple hearts-esque story actually done well (and why i liked karan johar's latest bollywood venture A LOT) but that's still in the works
anyway if this post gets any traction i will truly be amazed and if not it will be quite lol and expected
ok that's all. tq for coming to my tumblr post. see u soon.
#rahel rambles#red white and royal blue#rwrb#alex claremont diaz#prince henry rwrb#rwrb review#casey mcquiston#dont know how else to tag this#ok im done#just gotta post this and then never open tumblr for a million years#rocky aur rani ki prem kahani#karan johar#bollywood#rocky aur rani kii prem kahani#ranveer singh#bollywood movies#alia bhatt
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hey babes i have covid rn and itās awful and i feel awful and so i cleaned up my desk drawers and found these oil pastels that hadnāt been opened yet and immediately felt the need to draw with them and so i did. i have not drawn with oil pastels since kindergarten so you can imagine how it went.
first i just doodled some little doodles . you know the stuff you usually draw when you doodle somewhere on your notes or whatnot. hearts. flowers, the sun, a ladybug idk . itās nothing special but my mom loved it and so she has it now
then i looked at Pinterest for inspiration and found this cute little image of a strawberry and tried to draw it . itās a bit wonky and obviously i didnāt have all the colors but sheās kind of pretty isnāt she . i like her
then I saw this stunning picture of a figure standing in front of a twirling blue, purple and pink sky and thought I can draw swirls . and I drew swirls but I did them differently than the one I saw and mine are just kind of ā¦ there and donāt look like the sky but yk what itļæ½ļæ½ļæ½s modern . for sure right
then I remembered I saw this pretty candle and tried to draw it and I have to say given the fact I only had ten colors it looks pretty okay
then I drew the mandatory āsun set seaā thing which ., the colors are pretty but itās eh . also the birds turned out very wonky
then i just drew a big chunky ladybug because i adore ladybugs and they are very simple to draw ! look at this beauty. I donāt know why the red is so vibrant here tbh
I thought I could draw a big flower and searched on Pinterest, found nothing I liked but then settled on this pretty purple one and I think it is clear that I have close to zero actually skill with oil pastels bc there is no depth whatsoever and I donāt know what I was thinking with the background tbh
because the chunky flower went so so well I thought I should draw tulips . fantastic idea. I really donāt know what I was thinking with the yellow one in the bottom right corner but sheās there for some reason . the greenery looks absolutely weird .
anyway thatās it thank you for reading and looking at rahels artā¢ļø
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I wanna practice drawing my ocs more and saw this floating around and thought those are some nice prompts.
But I can't decide which OC of mine to draw so I wanted to make it like an ask game? So send me any one of my ocs (or yours or another character) with a number and I'm gonna draw it!
Here is the list of some of my OCs:
Azar (Arslan Senki)
Rina Hagihara (Death Mark)
Mina (Toriko)
Arisa Saluja (Magi)
Tale Faruq (Noblesse)
Toth Faruq (Noblesse)
Amelia (Tacit)
Rahel Dreyer (Dungeon Meshi) (still have to work on her design)
Skadi Hansen (Eleceed)
Tabea (One Piece)
I am not too sure about some of these but here ya go. If you want to see another (minor) oc of mine, you can send me that one too!
Should I make a similar one with my own book characters?
If you want to, please join! I will make a sepearte post without my rambling if anybody is interested!
#oc art challange#ask game#eleceed#arslan senki#death mark#magi the labyrinth of magic#toriko#noblesse#tacit webtoon#dungeon meshi#one piece#didn't want to parttake in inktober this year#but I still would like some kind of challange for fun#so yeah#have this idea
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Happy Storyteller Saturday!Ā
Iām taking this opportunity to catch up with my writeblr friends. What are you working on right now? What stage is your WIP in? How is it going? What are your plans for the future?
Basically, take this as an excuse to ramble about your writing.
(I'm at work and should be doing something productive but it's my plan period and the last week of school before winter break so it's either tumblr or Papa's Burgeria.)
Hello! I have not been on tumblr a lot lately. I have been doing a lot of writing and a little living. Right now, I'm about 20k words into a new WIP titled UTBS. It's about a girl--Rahel--who has been wronged by the government in her world and is seeking revenge for what they've done while being chased by a soldier--Bellamy--pledged to said government. On both of their journeys, they slowly discover who they are in this world, question their religion and what they've been taught, and struggle to get the best of each other all while a civil war is growing into a world war, taking the lives of everyone around them. This will hopefully have three books.
I have taken a break from The Bird Book simply because it just didn't seem to be working out. I was struggling with the voice and perspective of the book and even after writing in both first and third person and trying new things, it just wasn't feeling right. BUT I think I cracked the code and realized what was missing.
My OG (not really OG though) WIP, TLBH, has been on hold. After finishing the first draft, I took a long break and I've been doing a lot more reading and research. I have some ideas and I plan on going back to it at some point with fresh eyes and more skills.
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Okay sO I may have gotten too deep into the DanPlan k-pop group thing idea. But, hear me out:
So their names DanPlan obviously.
The members are Daniel, Hosuh, Stephen and Jay.
Their fans are called āideasā. Why? Cuz without ideas you canāt make a plan. A plan consists of ideas. So without their fans DanPlan simply wouldnāt be.
Their light stick is their logo made out of four light bulbs in their representative colors. Light bulbs bc they stand for getting an idea and their fans are called ideas
Their first song is a Korean cover of this fucked up wonderful world ft. the soloist Jenny.
Tell me if you want more:)) Iām currently working on the light stick so some time Iāll post that too. Iāll link it here then probs
#danplan#danplan stephen#rahel rambles#danplan hosuh#danplan daniel#danplan jay#danplan k pop au#im in love with this concept
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liSten I donāt care what anyone says: FROZEN 2 IS A GREAT MOVIE
Im gonna be real with yāall, I didnāt really like the first movie. Cried rivers while watching it and after that. Not that thatās a bad thing but the movie left me with a bad feeling and kinda not satisfied ygm. So when my mom and I decided to go watch frozen 2 I didnāt have many expectations. But Iām happy to say that the second frozen movie, in my opinion, is way better than the first one. It may also have something to do with the German voice actors (letās be real Hape Kerkeling is just that bitch and heās absolutely perfect for Olaf) but the movie was funny, it had an understandable plot, wasnāt too long or short, did I say that the jokes were good? I l o v e all the songs omg theyāre amazing. Iāve been listening to them on repeat. Okay maybe Iām such a big fan of the movie bc Olaf just is amazing bUT SO WHAT
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Aww thank you so much! I'm so glad you liked it ā¤ļøā¤ļø
Your icon is so amazing! Wonderful flower and it blends seamlessly with tumblr background! I had to stop while i was scrolling and complement you on it!
all credit goes to @cooperājones ! i saved it from her icons post and loved it. go check her out!
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rambling thoughts on SSNS (Glass Alliance 3 by Joanna Hathaway)
(SPOILERS)
(itās gonna get long)
okay, I read the prologue and already started crying.
I really want Cyar to survive.
āJali Furswana says that if he dares flatten even one of her cities, sheāll kill him in his sleep with a manicured nail to the neck.ā weāre all rooting for you, Jali.
ā¦ Shadowborn? Oh, Athan.
Athan is just Doneā¢
ARMY-NAVY-AIRFORCE! That makes for a cool scene
Kalt is officially the vainest brother.
Oh hey, they won.
Aliās letter hurts.
"Kaziahās aggressively watering her beloved herbsā I feel like this is the core of who she is, honestly.
BARK
SHEāS HERE
Arrin, stop being an ass and give Bark a hug.
But on the plus side, he and Athan are finally getting along!
āIām convinced that if I can learn to paint, if I can just pat every horse I pass and learn to love them, then Ali will come back to me.ā ā¦ I have nothing to say to that
Just for the record: Leannya is bi, and is therefore my favourite Dakar.
Ali in this book is really like āfuck the richā
āA dazzling sparkler of a womanā ā¦ damn
Oh my god, these soldiers are disgusting.
āEveryone here knows what happens to local girls when left alone with the Butcher of Thurnā I want him dead
"This is what he does. He takes brave people, and he breaks them" I WANT HIM DEAD
Wow, heās apparently a terrible father, too.
Cyar and Minah are engaged?????!!!!
Garrick and Violet are married????!!!!
Well, at least Athan's love life still sucks
god, I want to give Ali a hug.
Kalt is officially the coolest brother.
"My father...he's fading" excellent
ALI
AND
LEANNYA
!!!!!!!!!!
oh shit
oh shit
wait, this is all happening too quickly
WAIT
This is probably the most visceral, horrifying death in the entire series, and I think what hurts the most about it is just how preventable it was.
god, I'm going to miss his jokes.
āI hate crowdsā same
oh god, this hurts
I love Kaziah so much
it feels like Athan has been trying to keep everything and bay and now itās just ā¦ exploded
Athanās grounded. oops.
Dakar is a terrible father and a military dictator responsible for countless deaths, but at least he likes dogs?
wait, no
this hurts too much
OH MY GOD
RAHELLE
wait, Merlantās also involved???!
Their plan is from a place of privilege, but it's also well-intentioned, and it makes sense, and it's sure as hell more than what anyone else from Landore is doing.
damn, Leannya is clever
she's also just...so tired of everyone, lmao.
good god
Ali is the governess of Arrinās son? Ā
Mati is literally a mini-Arrin and everyone sees it and that is both absolutely hilarious and horrifically tragic
lmao, even Athan hates Windom
I'm kinda confused with Arrin and Windom's dynamic though
I adore all the Leannya content weāre getting so far
ALI AND VIOLET! ALI AND VIOLET! ALI AND VIOLET!
itās so heartbreakingly sad that they love each other, and they always will, but theyāre just so fundamentally divided in who they are and how they see the world that things just ā¦ canāt go back to the way they were before.
but they love each other! theyāre still sisters!
okay, is everyone married?
Leannya just dragged Athan's ass lmao
Violet is the No. 1 Ali x Athan shipper.
Ali and Athan break my heart.
but also, props to Ali for all this deception, lol
oh fuck
Kalt
wait, no
GARRICK???!
Oh, Garrick
Arrin refusing to see Garrick but making sure his comrades are with him till the very end was ā¦ Something.
Poor Folco :(
I like how Athan and Katalin are ā¦ comfortable, if slightly distant, friends. It works, for both their parts.
Leannya is doing what we all wish we could do by trash-talking the fuck out of her father
Leannya, I LOVE YOU
I really love Ali, Kaziah and Damir sitting in their apartment and plotting away.
damn, Ali, youāre fucking brilliant
(terrifying, though)
yeah, I can see how this is gonna go down
okay, this entire conversation with Athan and Kalt was intense.
āHis Wicked Majestyā
so much shit is going down, and he's actually still concerned about his stupid love life.
oops, Ali x Athan drama
OH SHIT
SHIT
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT
WAIT, SLOW DOWN
IT WASNāT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN LIKE THIS
WHATāS GOING ON????!
(This is just not a good day for people who's names begin with K)
ā¦ Havis???
Oh damn, I did not expect to see Seath right now.
Seath ābuilds and breaks, shatters and restoresā I love this
āI want to know how a princessāmy nieceāescaped a royal trial, crossed the sea, survived for eleven months living right alongside her enemy, and now arrived with thisā Ali's had a wild life
I love how the conflict so far has just been ā¦ this complete disaster of things, everything happening at once and yet nothing moving forward, barely holding itself together with new treaties and scattered positions and haphazard lines. but now, with this one decision, the war that has been looming overhead for so long is finally going to be unleashed.
at least Kaltās in the sea
āIāve given you everything. Iāve done everything youāve ever asked, since I was too young to know better, and now youāve stolen my brother. This is your own goddamn fault. You made him fight even when in a corner! And youād better pray I donāt live long enough to see you do the same to him.ā Arrin's SNAPPED
oh. my. god.
this entire conversation is making me tear up
the parallels between Ali/Athan and Arrin/Rahelle, though
honestly, this entire conversation about choices is ā¦ interesting. and very approproate.
āI want to force them to see us as we areāeven if only for a moment.ā and "We have the chance to alter history. To make sure theyāre broken at the knees for good. We may go down burning, but weāll take them down burning right along with us, and maybe thatās worth it.ā Ali and Athan are so different, and yet theyāre exactly the same.
Theyāve come so far.
āMake an airplaneā HOW DARE YOU
Ali is in a frozen world, surrounded by despair and death and decay ā¦ and yet a little child hands her a warm cup of tea.
can you believe I actually found Havis annoying in DotW?
no, honestly, itās absurd to think about that now. I guess it was because he was that typical annoying, far-older suitor who Ali hated, and though I obviously found him interesting, I didnāt like him.
but all of that seems so far away now. heās seen a lot, he knows the world, and he does care. heās entwined with Aliās family.
also, he's clever and crafty and fun.
āIt wasnāt really peace they offered us. It was violence of another kindā
and the fact that Arrin knows how fucked up this is, but he's been fighting for so long, that he's resigned himself to it. he's tired. he's trying to survive.
but Athan, who despite everything heās seen and everything heās done, still hopes, is able to convince him to refuse. to take a stand.
and Arrin agrees. because theyāre brothers. and because itās whatās right.
āArrin takes Fatherās chair at the head of the table.ā
OH
MY
god
THIS IS SO GOOD
THIS IS GLORIOUS
(just imagine the look on Dakarās face)
I love this so much. All these people, so very different, who have come from so many different walks of life, but theyāre all united in resistance. theyāre all united under the name Nahir.
āIāve learned not to care what anyone thinks of meā good
I would kill for Elan
wait, never mind, Ali already did
āI will kill all the monsters for you. I promise.ā
OH MY GOD
ITāS CYAR!
I MISSED HIM!!!!!
Athan and Cyar both wanting each other to get the fuck out of this war and start living again.
but both of them refusing, because that wouldnāt be living, it would be surrendering
all they can do now is fight
Arrin and Leannya are both like āour brother is an idiot with zero self-preservation instincts, and we need to protect himā
aww, Arrin's crying
āAnd thenāthen he goddamn hugs me.ā
OH
MY
GOD
WHAT THE FUCK???????
I canāt handle this.
Iām taking a break.
Just saying, Sapphie Erelis would be so happy right now. Because this is her legacy. Her children standing together and trying to do whatās right. Her children loving each other, wildly and unconditionally. (also her children overthrowing their father and placing him under arrest) (I think the last one would almost make her happier, honestly)
god, Ali has come so far, and Iām so sad for her, but Iām also in awe.
sheās amazing.
Seath is fascinating, and thereās something about him thatās so similar to Sinora. I donāt know what it is - maybe itās the way they speak. their expansiveness. the sheerness of the lives theyāve lived and precision in how they continue to endure. There's something so radiant about them.
I LOVE YOU, ALI
Athan and Cyar are 20-years old and are considered old veterans.
āIām a bastard of a captainā oh, Athan.
Also, what has Leannya been doing till now? Is she in Savient?
but also, how the heck have they managed to hold on so far? like, thereās no way their forces are any match for the combined ones of Landore, Elsandra, Resya, and the other royal nations.
still, thereās something so powerful about them going up against an entire empire to keep their fire burning.
Kif is Athanās surrogate dad, confirmed.
naturally, Bark works as an adorable buffer between two ex-enemy Aces.
I really love all this resistance fighting. all the little things and the bigger things that they do, that all make a difference.
did I mention I would die for Elan?
āThe Safire have outfoxed everyoneā whoops. (so that's how they're somehow managing to win.)
Ali raging against the battle unleashing before them, Ā and then trying to get a little lost girl to safety ā¦ thatās who she is in a nutshell.
Ex-rivals to reluctant allies to frenemies who save each otherās asses in battle.
āPrince Charmingā, huh?
I ship it
Ali and Arrin do have a strange history between them, but any interaction they have is also just very funny
Ali is so damn sharp, and I love it. She gets people. She gets what her uncle was going to do, and she refused to play into it. She adapts, she survives, and she hopes, and thereās something so empowering about that.
āI know Iām just tiredā LMAO (same tho)
āAm I not allowed one impossible hope in all of this?ā you are, Ali. You are.
āIf her soldiers dared turn back, gave up even an inch of ground, she ordered her officers to shoot them.ā what ā¦ the ā¦ fuck.
yk, the way Dakar was just ā¦ brushed aside, without even a word, was so abrupt in the best way possible. Iām honestly curious to know what he thinks about all of this, though.
OH MY GOD, HEāS ALIVE
YES
YES
FUCK, YES
I missed you, Kalt!
ā¦oh no
damnit, Arrin. Just to give my take on it though - I think this was Evertal's idea, and that Arrin knows, deep down, that he is absolutely wrong and Athan is absolutely right. I think those bullshit justifications he came up with, which he might have even convinced himself were true - this is what they need, perhaps things would be different with them - are his way of rationalizing it to himself. But he's unable to see the sheer extent of how wrong he is - how horribly, disastrously, pathetically wrong. He cares and understands on a personal level, but it's like Athan said, he's been groomed to see the world in through sheer objectivity. that's learned behaviour, it explains his thought process and is really sad, but you have no idea how much i want to fucking slap him right now.
oh shit
if they do anything to Elan, Iām gonna fucking murder them
Evertal, leave Elan alone
ā¦ oh
Arrin and Elan recognizing each other from Beraya is ā¦ something.
wait, what the hell?
those fucking idiots, lmao
āYou donāt deserve to be a fatherā SNAP
I'd love to read a whole other novel just on Seath, and the long complicated heartbreaking tale of his life.
I'm so glad Fenn is alive. I'm so glad Ali is okay.
Arrin was doomed right from the beginning. In this life, there is no way he could have survived.
āThe first wave of grief isnāt for me. Itās for Leannya.ā oh my god
āBut in death, couldnāt he at least be buried beside our mother? Couldnāt we all be together, somewhere, eventually?ā YOU STOP RIGHT THERE
āMaybe he really didnāt want any of this. But it doesnāt matter. He still wentāwe all didāand now here he is, destroyed by his own artillery. Itās both just and stupid.ā that just about sums it up.
but I love how Arrin believed in Athan, till the end and beyond. He knew that he was right. Which is why i think that, had he lived, he would have listened to him. It might have been probably been a longer and messier path, but i genuinely think - or rather, I hope - that at the end of the day, he would have listened to his brother and done the right thing, because I don't think Athan would have let him do anything less. And I think Athan believed that as well - or at least wished for it - because even though Arrin was dead and gone, Athan made the right decision with his name.
I also really like how the narrative doesnāt really ā¦ define Arrin. It just gives us his story, his choices, and it lets us decide for ourselves, as history will probably decide for itself, what kind of a person he could have been, and what kind of a person he was.
at least heās with his mother and sister now.
and I definitely want to know what their father feels about this whole thing.
ā¦ holy shit
Fenn
She's such a "give no fucks, take no orders, smash the prisons and the borders" kind of person. She is spectacular.
okay, Iām crying
THEYāRE SISTERS
āWe all deserved betterā
you did
god, you did
you all deserved so much more
Evertal is just. so entertained by the Dakars brothers' disastrous love lives lmao
WEāRE HERE
WEāRE AT THE PROLOGUE
Oh my god
okay, this is intense
this is INTENSE
Ali and Athan FINALLY come clean to each other, clear up their misunderstandings, and itās ā¦ soothing, in a sense.
āBeautiful in a world of steel.ā wait, I remember this. god, Athan, youāre such a romantic.
I love how ā¦ the war is raging, and Ali and Athan are there, but theyāre together, under a golden sky, and theyāre going to be okay.
theyāre going to be okay.
... everything seems to have gone to hell again
I love Aliās letter to Reni.
goddamn
LEANNYA
I canāt believe she actually killed him, lmao
what a legend
ATHAN GETS HIS PLANE BACK
wait
wait, no
god, I expected Cyar to die within the first few chapters, but itās so much worse that he almost made it to the end
almost
DAMNIT, IT WASNāT SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THIS
of course he went down defending his best friend
but god, I so desperately wanted him to live.
(edit: HEāS ALIVE! HEāS FUCKING ALIVE AND IāM SO FUCKING HAPPY AND DKJSKSKSKSKSKSKSKSKSKSKSKS, AT LEAST ONE OF THEM GOT TO HAVE SOMETHING EVEN REMOTELY RESEMBLING A HAPPY ENDING)
Reni, you have absolutely no right to talk about pretentious royals. Youāre one of them.
oh, no
Violetās gone, too. at least sheās with her father again, and Garrick
holy shit
I knew it
I knew it
I KNEW IT WAS LEANNYA. Look at her - she's organizing councils, giving speeches, making sure all those who are lost are returned to their homes. she's amazing, and it is so damn embarrassing that a literal teenage girl is more competent than all these idiots combined.
āI think of her before the League, repeating her brotherās words, making them new. She is him. But she is also not, because she made a different choice.ā I love her
I bet people are gonna have historical debates about the Dakars someday.
and i love how this situation seems to be shaping up? because Landore might have won now, but Savient is gonna be the nation that eventually gets it right in the long run. maybe not the immediate future, where the story will be rewritten, but a century from now, in the eyes of history, i think they're going to be viewed very differently. because the values on which Savient was founded upon were always important. they grew dangerous with Dakar, but the potential is there. it's always been there. and im sure, someday, it's going to thrive.
āI want us to have mattered.ā you have, Ali. I promise you, you have
what the FUCK
this is so wacked and so fucking amazing, holy shit
I guess Athan has two surrogate father-figures, now.
Athan is like ālook, if Iām gonna die, can I at least have some food?ā
The Isendare siblings make me sad
(Not really relevant, but i wish Ali had taken her mother and uncle's surname in this book? It would have been symbolic but would have also been a genuinely believable and logical decision based on the way she's grown over the series)
āIf weāre truly looking for those guilty by association, then are you not the greatest culprit here?ā DRAG HIS ASS, ALI
Iāve waited for this for so long
honestly, I really cannot stand pro-monarchists. and I find Reni...sad, but also deeply irritating. It's a mixture of his absolute privilege, his self-righteousness, the way he pats gimself on the back for doing the literal bare minimum (honestly, barely even that), and the way he occupies a weird centrist middle-ground position in the conflict that allows him to be complicit in it while also staying removed from it while also benefiting from it.
I'm glad he's found his own path though the circle of reformers, and that he's doing what Sinora had dreamed of.
āIt wasnāt good enough." / "But it was good.ā SHUT UP
sorry, I refuse to believe that Athan will die.
Iām just ā¦ I'm so happy for Ali
Iām so happy that she gets to live on her own terms, that she's in the South, with the people sheās come to love. I'm so happy that she looks at flowers growing from the ruined earth, and sees herself in them.
Iām so happy that she gets to live.
IāM SO HAPPY THAT ATHAN IS OKAY
I love how this series has a prologue that shows a world thatās broken, and an epilogue that shows a world thatās finally beginning to heal.
Okay, Iām gonna go cry myself to sleep now. See y'all in therapy.
I am so fucking grateful that I read this story.
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just started with an painting of Olli. i'll try to do one of every member, but it will probably take me some time. pretty stoked tho šš»
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i still think about this one inception/dream husbands fanfic that i read about a year ago in the middle of the night and it feels a little hazy and like a fever dream but thatās how it should be i think and it went like this : imagine if Arthur and Eames had known each other for a long time . Theyāre in love, theyāre together but unbeknownst to them, Eames has a teenage daughter ! She and her mother randomly show up at their Apartment (which is located in a very hot country i think, i only remember talk of beaches and short sleeved shirts) for whatever reason (Iām sure there was a good one I just donāt remember) and then they get pissed that Eames is together with Arthur. The teenage daughter is very angry at Arthur for taking away her dad and they constantly write each other letters and she insults him (???? I think??? Bc she hates him) but in the end I think they like each other and I donāt even remember how it truly ends but I also wouldnāt know how to find it again on ao3 but I just wanna say how much i love dream husbands fanfics in general bc i always have weird memories connected to reading them
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I got my friend a pinboard for her birthday among others things and sheās been putting a lot of notes abt bungo stray dogs on it (I know nothing abt it except for what she tells me(which is a lot)) and today I went to her house and she very shyly asked me if she could explain the pinboard to me once sheās finished it ? Like girl . Of course??? Thatās literally what friends are for . You listen to my rambling about romance novels and fanfics Iāve read I will always listen to shit you say. Then I said maybe sheād get me to read the mangas or novels whatever there all is idk and then she was very happy lmaoo shes always liked forcing me to read/watch stuff with her (sheās not actually forcing me itās just like ārahel!watch this with me!!/read this when you come over!!ā and I go āyesš«”ā) sheās great.
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Sincere question: can I watch the Riverdale finale without having watched a single episode since S3 or S4?
#riverdale#rahel rambles#there are so many iconic posts about it#and i need to be a part of this#i also want to see what cole sprouse's contract is like
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BTW I hate these ārate yourself out of tenā things because if we were all right in our heads we would rate ourselves 10/10 always. Doesnāt mean we are perfect and that we donāt make mistakes but I think Iām amazing and I deserve someone who loves me for who I am and who will put up with my annoying sides etc and whoās willing to help me.
Wdym youāre a 6/10 because you donāt have the body ideal thatās popular rn and you have acne. Literally fuck off youāre great
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I would listen to everything red velvet puts out. their voices immediately make a song better
#the very same goes for mamamoo#Im just listening to birthday rn#and Iām not really a fan but it still slaps ygm#so icy icy š#red Velvet#kpop#rahel rambles
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the thing with grief and losing a person is that i donāt think you will ever fully realize it . youāll live your life and grief and then itāll get better and then the grief hits you again, then ebbs away again . but that person you lost was so ingrained in your life it is so hard for your brain to comprehend that itās not there anymore . you read something interesting or funny and think of calling them to let them know ā¦ wait no you canāt do that anymore . itās those little things that make everything hit so much harder. humans are creatures of habits and theyāre so hard to break
itās been 16 years since my father died (I was three) and sometimes still it hits me that Iāll never have had a real dad . a dad who was present in my childhood, who cooked with me, who drove me to school, who did homework with me, who listened to music with me, who read to me, who tucked me into bed and woke me up . like girl yes i fucking know that I didnāt have a dad, i was there, but unconsciously i forget it in my every day life
#and then when you finally break those habits and life truly moves on you slowly forget what life was with them#what did their voice sound like#their laugh#what color were their eyes#they become strangers again#and sometimes that hurts even more#rahel rambles#sorry for the rant Iāve just been thinkinggggg
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