#RP.

[carcosa-lost]

Midnight Silence

@nebula-gaster

The television was consumed with static. Dead asleep, Roth snored deeply and loudly. Several crumpled beer cans were littered around his recliner.

You can hear the faint sounds of the city. The garbage collectors, the midnight train, and the nearby freeway. Next door, a baby cries. Upstairs, you can hear a nervous man pacing around. Downstairs, you can hear rock music. There was noise everywhere.

Then, there was nothing. No sound. No crying. No music. The television set was silent.

Somewhere, in Roth’s apartment was a voice calling to Buzz. It sounded familiar. It was called to him by his living name.

“Alexander.”

The voice called, louder than a whisper. Again, it spoke his name.

“Alexander. Come here.”

[hellcab]

@nebula-gaster

Day-o, day-ay-ay-o

Daylight come and me wan' go home

Day, me say day, me say day, me say day, me say day, me say day-ay-ay-o

Daylight come and me wan' go home

The music played over the radio and echoed throughout the apartment. Golgotha Hills was out of sight, out of time. A good place to escape the eyes of Hell.

At the stove, Roth cooked a late morning breakfast. The All-American brunch, bacon and scrambled eggs. Orange Juice and black coffee. Toast smothered with jam.

It was no culinary masterpiece, but it was food. Granted, Roth was not careful with cooking. He cooks fast, messy. He’s not used to cooking for someone else.

Roth poured himself coffee ( spiked with vodka ) to ease his morning pains and fears. He had plenty of fears, more so for his friend.

Buzz was here, Roth invited him over until they could make their next move. Someone got to Buzz. Someone hacked the hacker. The purpose of which was to steal Buzz’s idea. The blueprints of something he was creating. Just . . . what was the device for? What could it do? Whatever was the purpose, it spooked Roth enough.

It scared Buzz.

Roth wanted to help his friend. Despite how annoying Buzz can be, Roth wanted to save him. Besides, friends are rare to come by down here. Roth doesn’t have that many left, not even at work. He just hopes he can help Buzz.

Roth leaned out of the kitchen, calling out for Buzz.

“Rise and shine, Buzz. Smell the coffee, breakfast is ready.”

[thx-lost-yxars]

@nebula-gaster

Scratch was fifteen miles outside Vegas, when his bike broke down. Bad fuel cells, just his luck.

He pushed the bike for another two miles, but night was almost here. He knew better to stay on the road at night. He needed shelter.

He spotted the old smokestacks in the distance. It must’ve been a factory, or power plant from before the war. It was good enough. He just needed somewhere with walls and a roof.

Hiding the bike, Scratch made his way inside. The place was decrypted, falling apart. Prospectors came through and gutted this place. Now, all that remained was the bones of the building. Soon enough, that will go.

Scratch walked carefully, making sure not to cause much noise. He held his revolver, his eyes watching the dark before him. The wind howls outside, it seemed a storm was picking up.

He saw one room, seeing the faded letters of “M NA ER OF ICE” above. Grasping the doorknob, he twisted it and pushed in. The office was a mess, with overturned desks and emptied filing cabinets. Scratch figured this would do for the moment.

Placing his gear down, The Fiend tried his best to relax. He felt tense, that something was wrong with this place. It was just an old building; he tried telling himself. It’s just that old fear, the stuff passed down, that tells him he should be fearful of the dark.

But he can’t shake the feeling.

Sitting down, he slouches in an old office chair. His gun on the desk, he looks around the room.

That’s when he hears it.

It sounded odd, like something was moving around in the hallway. Scratch hopped up, grabbing his gun and moving towards the door. Back against the wall, he waited. His mind screams that something is outside. That there’s someone, or something, just beyond the door. Reaching over, Scratch locks the door and steps back.

They’re closer now, whoever they are.

Too close.

[infinity-cantos]

"I might suck, but at least I can swallow even a salty bitch like you."

( for whoever lol )

Emotionless.

Yet, she could barely contain her disgust and scorn with Lucifer. In her, every atom scream hatred for that traitorous son of God.

“Filth.”

She readied her crossbow and fired. A holy bolt came flying directly at Lucifer.

Yet, Shrike knew she must disengaged. Lucifer will have his day soon enough. Go ahead at Morningstar would be foolish. Without her sisters, without Adam, it would be total suicide.

So, she retreats.  

But she knew, Lucifer will pursue.

[wispsources]

long have i seen folks in the writing community write and create DNIs on their rules for folks to abide from. which, in itself, is okay! however, people often mistake a DNI as being a boundary when the reality is that they are not.

DNIs are not boundaries, they are requests.

Please understand that what i am referring to here are DNIs that are more PERSONAL to an individual. 

General DNIs that most people have the same or similar names for extremely valid and warranted reasons due to their obviously hostile, toxic, and harmful behaviors are NOT what i am talking about here.

While the reasons for personal DNIs are indeed VALID for individuals, what is discomforting for me about many that i have seen are the 'make or break' attitudes that often come with them.

i do truly believe that people should normalize making boundaries for themselves without forcing it upon others and creating ultimatums or asking for requests.

People are allowed to block folks who they do not vibe with. people are allowed to set up said boundaries. But, please DO NOT gatekeep people. i simply do not believe anybody is within their right to force people's hands without being toxic.

Remember, making a boundary is allowed but there is a difference between healthy boundaries and controlling behavior. By definition, a boundary is about YOUR own actions, not somebody else's. There is also a difference between setting a boundary, asking a request, and creating an ultimatum.

setting boundaries is fine. asking for a request is okay, sometimes. creating an ultimatum is not healthy.

A request is: i do not like this person, do not follow them. A boundary is: i do not like this person, if you follow them, then I will not follow you.

a DNI, which stands for 'Do Not Interact' is an explicit request for folks to NOT INTERACT with them if they write X or follow Y. DNIs are not always bad by themselves as they do often come with boundaries:

'dni if xyz because i will not engage in those subjects or want to be close to this person' (notice how the boundary given here is in bold.)

Please remember that DNIs alone are not boundaries though, they are requests. which, i cannot stress this enough, are not always bad. you are allowed to do whatever it is to create a safe place for yourself and curate your dashboard to your own liking.

you are allowed to have a personal DNI. it’s always okay to have them, and i am not saying that anybody shouldn't have them. ultimately, it is how you want to curate your space for yourself. folks are allowed to have their own social circles where they feel safe and comfortable and welcomed.

I also do believe that folks should be allowed to make decisions for themselves as well when it comes to personal relationships outside of social groups.

while you may not get along with a certain individual, that does not necessarily mean that it is the same for others.  forcing another to 'pick' between you or another person is a very harmful mentality to have.

yes, you are allowed and you are so valid in whatever feelings you may have towards/about somebody, but that is YOUR relationship/opinion about that person alone, not anybody else's.

Folks really need to normalize that it is okay if their friends talk to somebody that they don't like on a personal level. its okay if your friend wants to remain a neutral party because they would rather not get involved. its something that shouldn't be and isn't going to be a subject of discussion for the two of you, and it should be respected by both parties.

you can have healthy relationships with boundaries without making ultimatums or requests from others that may put them in an awkward position, especially since personal DNIs are often just personal for yourself. at the end of the day, it is still up to you on what YOU want to do to curate your internet safe space, but please don't do it in a matter where it forces folks into a 'its me or them' decision. that is not fair and it can be controlling and uncomfortable.

i do believe people are allowed to feel safe, but they should not do it with a forced decision of another or make them feel like they have to make a choice between you or another.

[heartate]

for @umbane, from here.

the first text flying in is all it takes for ahri to feel the immediate punch of guilt cut her clean in her gut. they are fast, they are incoherent and gibberish, and yet, she understands every visceral, intoxicated word. they are vicious fangs sinking down deep into her flesh, injecting her veins with a poison, a sickness so nauseating it makes her feel unclean. she sees the filth on her hands, raw with twisting vines growing from the dirt that cloak the ivy. she can't seem to move her thumbs fast enough as the pit continues to sink deeper in her chest, so cold that it feels disgustingly lukewarm, so hot that she's chilled to the bone.

she hasn't slept all night out of worry, and even spent the last few hours wondering if she shouldn't have sent that last text, after all. ahri knows it's a sensitive time, and tried her best to add some lightheartedness between the threads of worry.

[ from : ahri, 3:55 am. ] wait, kayn, i'm sorry, i don't mean it. i'm just kidding. please home home. i'm not leaving you. i'm not going anywhere. please just come home. i'm worried. i love you. please come home. please.

she sends it and throws her phone back down into her bed.

maybe she just screwed it all up.

[th3b3stscryb3]

Well... this was certainly different.

This place was a lot darker than he was used to. And a lot less colorful, the only light seemingly that of blue LEDs and whatever ceiling light hung over him.

Wilford fidgeted with his hands as he roamed about, not knowing where to go or why, of all places, he'd ended up here.

Eventually, he stumbles upon a door. One that feels intriguing enough to open.

"Hello?" He calls into the room, hoping to find... something. Anything, really.

-@wilfywarfy

Cold machinery hummed and something was rhythmically thrown at the floor. P03 was sorting through its cards.

It turned its frustrated expression towards the intruder. "Can I help you?"

It wasn't sure how he got in, especially undetected. It would have to review the security footage at some point, after this guy is dealt with.

[sojourn-soldier]

FROM HELL'S HEART @themosthatedbeingg “Welcome to the Hazbin hotel— do I know you ?”

Cold eyes stare at Lucifer, while Ares smoked his last cigarette. He discarded it, crushing the coffin nail with his boot. He’s been around . . . just standing near the hotel, minding his business.

It was recon. Investigation to determine the threat. Ares might be lost to time, but he won't ignore evil. Nor allow it's continuation.

The target was right here, just one of many targets. Ares knew who he was yet could barely believe it. The Devil was like his kingdom, bizarre, flashy, and colorful. Most poisonous creatures were colorful. Inside Ares burned a hatred for Lucifer, for this entire bizarre and annoying place.

“I don’t believe you do.”

Ares was lucky to look like a sinner. He resembled the corpse demons, those unlucky few who rotted away inside their human shells. They carried the decayed and distorted look of their human appearance. Only as rotting, festering corpses resembling zombies and ghouls. Ares blended in nicely.

“I’m actually leaving. So, goodbye.”

[suturcd]

@bizzarrra said: "healing must come in handy with this line of work," abbacchio muses, eyeing the girl. leaning on the table nearest to her, it's a slow day. bruno and the others are off running a mission that doesn't require any replaying, so here abbacchio is — making small talk, which she isn't really great at. "do you like what you do?"

Fran lets a low, vague hum of acknowledgement sound in response to the initial observation. As for the second half, it's an unexpectedly complicated question, and with a touch of paranoia Fran wonders if that's deliberate--if it's some attempt to measure her morality, or nerve, or loyalty. If so, is Abbacchio doling it out at her own discretion, or was she directed to do so by Mr. Bucciarati himself…?

...No. She'll get lost in the weeds if she zeroes in on that unknown aspect of the inquiry. What matters more is how she answers, not why she's been asked. She needs to consider her answer carefully, though, all the same.

Despite herself, she thinks back to when she was a child; back when administering the clumsiest press of an ice pack to a classmate's bruise or a bandaid to a scrape set her aglow with a quiet sort of pride (doubly so when her handiwork was praised by her mother, who she considered the expert among experts in such matters, as many children do--as she still does, even if she knows that's objectively rather silly). She recalls the drowsy bob of her head against her mother's chest, of blinking bleary eyes over the simplified anatomical charts spread indulgently in front of her in the evenings. She recalls her father passing the two 'studying' and the way he would idly sound out the syllables for bones and organs and appendages in whatever languages were closest to the forefront of his mind at the time from study, and the somewhat-mangled tongue Fran tried to parrot them back in so he would be impressed with her budding expertise in his field, as well.

Heart. Cuore. Shinzou. Herz. Moyo. Corazón. And so on.

Fran can't put that same tender feeling to the work she does now. In fact, there are times when she finds certain people who end up on her operating table so detestable that she spends most of the procedure on something close to autopilot; imagines the hand of God descending from on high, re-parting the sutured flesh down the middle, opening them back up, undoing all her work; some sort of divine retribution in the absence of any justice of the mortal kind. It soothes her, sometimes. Only sometimes, but it's better than nothing.

"…It's like any other job. Some days are more pleasant than others," is what Fran settles on saying, quite diplomatically she thinks. Her index finger draws a line down the open spine of her book, then thumbs and fans at the pages, occasionally snagging an errant, dog-eared page. With a turn of her wrist, she presses the anatomy textbook closed and looks at Abbacchio (or, to a vague spot at the corner of her forehead--close enough to count as basically eye contact, she thinks) with a tilt of her head. "...I'll confess that I don't like the squirmers. And the ones who make a big deal about not being squirmers even less so at times."

And then, partly because it feels like the polite thing to do, and partly in a bid to redirect attention, she asks: "Do you enjoy what you do?"

[mindhate]

[ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something

@themosthatedbeing

(( first one was from me forgot to tag my blog ))

The Overlord was begging as he scurried back. The Sinner’s face was marked and bruised, bleeding from the nose. Fear was in his eyes, fear of death.

Just a moment ago, he was so proud and flaunting his power. A lowly worm, with delusions of grandeur and relevance. He spoke out of turn to Lucifer, to the king.

Before Lucifer could reply, Sargatanas stepped in. The Overlord’s words were silenced when The God-Moth smite him. The proud Overlord was reduced to begging and screaming for mercy. He stopped, his back against a marble column. Sargatanas stood tall,  breathing like some primal and powerful creature.

A Sinner offending royalty deserved death.

Grabbing The Overlord, Sargatanas hoisted him up and prepared his talons. Black, sharp talons, ready to slice open the sinner throat to stomach.  

Yet, before he could. He was stopped.

Lucifer stepped in, grabbing Sargatanas’s hand before he could strike.

“UNHAND MORNINGSTAR, LET ME TEACH THIS WORM THE ERROR OF HIS WAYS. JUST ONCE!”

[the-last-command]

@brckensteel

The center cannot hold.

The fighting was rough . The Brotherhood was suffering for every inch of the factory. Yet, despite their pain and blood, they kept pushing. The juggernaut marches. Right now, Ares could only hope to slow their advance down. To make sure the wounded gets out through the service tunnel underneath. The NCR commander was dead. Right now, Ares had command. A burden he didn’t desire but knew he must shoulder.

So, the ultimate practitioner carries on the ultimate trade. War.

In the rubble and ruined structures, Ares had teams of two with rockets. They carried an assortment of anti-armor and grenades. Some carried LAWS, small and useful launchers. Others carried anti-material rifles and anti-tank grenades. There were also improvised explosives spread out throughout the factory.

For every inch, there was pain. For every building secured, there were casualties.  Ares intends on bleeding the strength of The Brotherhood out. Just make them hurt enough. But they could not hold the factory forever.

Ares was in the heat of battle. With two NCR soldiers, they advanced through the ruined facility.  Stopping, they soon heard the mechanical sounds of power armor approaching quickly. Readying themselves, Ares and the other soldiers waited for their enemy to show up.

Four knights entered the fray, alongside several squires. A relief force, Ares thought. Soon, they opened fire, launching their LAW rockets at the advancing brotherhood. One Knight was down, a rocket impacting his leg and severing it. He screamed out, as another rocket was launched. This time, missing the other knight, but impacting near the squares. Three squares were knocked down, wounded with shrapnel.  

Soon, a barrage of laser and gunfire impacted around them. Ares and the soldiers withdrew, attempting to relocate somewhere else and stock up again.

Then, they came face-to-face with trouble. A brotherhood Knight was in their way.

[carcosa-lost]

OPERA NIGHT

@themosthatedbeingg

There he is in the shadows. Unnoticed by all, except for one. Dressed in regal tatters, his pallid mask hides away the blasphemous insanity of Godhood.  

He's staring at Lucifer. White buckshot eyes stared out across the vast theater, staring at Lucifer. Then, he vanishes.

There he is again, now closer than before. On stage, with the masked actors all around. None see him, no one take notice. He stands there with purpose as he stares.

Vanishing again, he’s closer now. Now in the audience, turning back to see Lucifer. That pallid mask becoming more hideous as he grows closer, imitating the face of sorrow and pain. He vanishes once more.

Now he’s here. Sitting right next to Lucifer. No guard notices, no one pays any attention. The theater grows silent, coming to a standstill. The air is dead as everyone is frozen. Time is exiled.

The stranger stars out across the grand opera, his eyes casting an emotionless gaze.

“Lightbringer. Morningstar. You have many names, as so do I.”

Three voices in one, his tone was of curiosity. Yet, something else brought him here.

“Does The King enjoy his imprisonment here?”

[hellcab]

@angeliclute

Pain was necessary. Blood was currency.

With his ceremonial knife, Roth carves a line to freedom on his palm. Clenching his fist, blood seeps through his tensed fingers, dripping onto the sigil. That ancient circle, of strange and eldritch words cautiously inscribed in chalk.  Here, Roth intends to defy Hell and Heaven. To escape his mistakes and to choose his fate. His bags were packed, and he was ready to leave in the midst of chaos.

The Extermination serves as the perfect smoke screen. Roth’s absence ( if even noticed ) will be attributed to the Angels.

Nervously, Roth started chanting the ancient words. A dead language, spoken once by terrifying beings now dead and gone. Every word, EVERY syllable, was like pulling teeth with rusty pliers. Yet, Roth suffered for it, as he suffered for so much.

Outside, he could hear The Angels. Screaming “banshees” showing his kind the sword, without mercy. The threat of being found loomed over his mind. He was certain, however, that he was safe for the time being. This warehouse was abandoned, nobody was here.  The Angels should move on, to join the slaughter elsewhere.

Roth’s chanting grew louder and vigorous, the blood he spilled burned. It sizzled and boiled, as the letters around him became fire. All around him, the power of unnatural magic intensified. It became a beacon to attract unwanted attention. Still Roth shouted and screamed, repeating those strange words again and again. Soon, he shall be free. He shall be home once more, away from Hell. He shall leave all his failures behind.

On the brink of freedom, someone arrived. Roth sees them and his heart crumbles.

It was an Exterminator. It was Lute.

[thx-lost-yxars]

Lockdown - Scratch/Buzz - Closed RP.

@nebula-gaster

Corporate. Industrial. Ruin.

Scratch thought he was smart enough for this scavenging job. The place was ACME robotics, one of the old-world corporate juggernauts. The place was some sort of factory, or research hub, he wasn’t sure which. All he knew was some good stuff waited inside for him.

Enough good stuff to sell for his fix. He just hoped this was worth it.

Crawling around the ventilation ducks was torture for his knees. In his mouth, he bites down on his flashlight, that dimly lit the cramped darkness. All the while, the metal bends under his weight.

He wasn’t sure about the danger. The corpo floors were cleaned out, but the basement was locked up. As of yet, nobody could have cracked the lock. Nobody knew what was down there. Somehow, that troubled Scratch. Yet, greed and the idea of chem-money drive him onwards.

Finally, he leaves the cramped ventilation and enters the lower floors. He was near, he was certain about that. With him, he carried his needed tools. A crowbar, including a lockpick created from metal wiring. He moves on, shining the light cautiously around.   He wasn’t certain about the danger but knew nobody was down here. Yet, that alone brought him no comfort.

Suddenly, without any notice, Scratch trips a silent alarm.

The whole facility goes nuts. Alarms start blaring wildly and Scratch soon starts to panic. Running back to the ventilation shaft, Scratch realizes he cannot reach it. Then suddenly . . . .

He hears someone coming.

[infinity-cantos]

❛ you've been following me for three days. what do you want? ❜ [the wire]

Thomas froze at the staircase, staring upwards at Adam. The Shadow Demon was hard to tell, hard to read. Yet, the eyes conveyed curiosity. Admiration, even.

“Your company, of course!”

A nervous chuckle escaped Thomas, as he approached the fallen firstman. He stopped, now just several steps away from Adam.

“Look, I was just wondering if you and I . . . could spend time together. Nothing of romance, just friendly company. You love music, right?”

The tone was rehearsed, practiced. Thomas was just like that, an act. He had to play up certain emotions. It made him feel all the more real.