#RAY GOING FERAL

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SECRETD SANTA THING hope u like it i took inspo from ur picrews n the stuff u psot merry christmas sry if its kinda messy 😭

OH MY FUCKING STARS OH MY MY I LOVE THIS WHTAN THE FUCK IN LONEV THIS ITS NOT MESSY ITS PERFECT WHAT STEHF FUCK I LOVE IT THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUUUUUIIUUUIIIIIUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUYIUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

IMA FRAME THIS SOMEHOW I FONT KNOW HOW BUT I WILL OH MY STARSSSSS THANK YOU HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS YOURSELF YOU WONDER OH MY MYYYYYYYYY

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SLAY OH MY GODS THIS IS SO COOLLLLLL

I really love how different people see percabeth differently when the books and movies and shoes are different I always imagine it’s them in another universe the multiverse of Percy Jackson yippee

Because why do you want to limit yourself with something when there are endless universes where something you imagine might exist

YIIPPEE

ANOTHER UNIVERSE

I drew Asian percabeth lol

Every time some racist loser complains about how my Percy and Annabeth “aren’t book accurate,” I will design a different version out of spite (and bc it’s fun 🥰)

So fuck it, Annabeth’s Indian and Percy is Korean

[hydrachea]

Do you think god lives in fear of what they've created.

[sparring-spirals]

Still emotional about Fy'ra Rai and Opal, actually. Thought dump time bc i. dont have the energy to cut this down effectively.

Because at that point in the episode, Opal is doomed. Not in the fun little "oh things are getting worse ;)" kind of way we'd been experiencing leading up to the fight, or even IN the fight. At that point in the fight, Cyrus is dead. Dorian and Dariax have their minds twisted, bodies clambering away from the fight. Morrighan has felt, firsthand, just how far gone Opal is, holes in her mind, her friend broken. The heartbreaking sentence of. "You can always come back." understands that she is gone already. She's lost already. Opal has forgotten Ted. Opal has forgotten herself.

So at that point in the fight, we know Opal is doomed. Us as the audience, the cast, the characters. Aabria is running through each of the other crownkeepers and it is more of a goodbye than a round of combat. Defying the Spider Queen invites death, with zero hesitation- Cyrus's body as physical evidence of that. The terms were very clearly set: You leave Opal, you let her be lost. Or you die. (Leaving Opal anyway).

and Fy'ra Rai then. Grasps the crown, understands intimately that she can break it off and it will kill Opal. (I will free you, if you want me to. We would lose you but you would not be taken). And asks, what do you want me to do. What do you want.

and Opal says, I want you to leave. (I want you to live.) and Fy'ra Rai functionally says. No. Sorry. That's not one of the options.

If you wanted to go. I will do that (your blood on my hands). If you want me to stay, I will. But I'm not going to leave you.

There was the point where Fy'ra Rai broke into the communication and I felt my insides sink because. Look. Lets be real, Aabria had already demonstrated the stakes here. The gesture would not be rewarded for the gesture alone. The Spider Queen's terms were: You leave Opal. Or you die.

And Fy'ra Rai said: no.

I don't think I'm overstepping to assume that if Fy'ra Rai had failed the intimidation check, she would have died. This entire thing hits me so hard because I think Anjali knew that too. I think Fy'ra Rai knew that too. Yes, Fy'ra Rai convinced a Betrayer God to negotiate. She carved a third option out of a non-negotiable situation. She knew what would happen if she failed and did it anyway, with no fear, no regret, no waver in her resolve. She had lost enough sisters. She wasn't going to lose anymore, no matter the personal cost. That's part of why it succeeded, I'm sure, but.

Just. Fuck me. The amount of resolve. The amount of love. The amount of conviction. "I am. A protector." You know your friend- your sister- is doomed. So no more negotiating away from that. You step to her side and you grasp her hand and say- doom me with her.

And in some, sideways way, this saves you both, at least for a little while.

Because this story is a tragedy. This ending is a sad one. We know this already. But think about- Opal, under Lolth's bidding, alone in the dark. Think about Fy'ra Rai, alive, intimately aware that she had failed to protect yet another sister.

And think about what we got, instead: the two of them, in deep darkness, danger encroaching- holding hands. Someone they love at their side. A champion. And her champion.

This is still a sad story. But it's not the same one. Fy'ra Rai stared down a Betrayer God and made her change her mind. She stared down a Betrayer God, and her love and conviction changed the nature of the story. It shouldn't have been able to. But she did.

Fy'ra Rai chose to doom 2 people instead of one, and the sheer strength of her love and will managed to save them both, at least for a little while. Isn't it funny how that works? Isn't it devastating? Isn't it. fucking incredible?

[s1ushyz]

I'm going absolutely insane over him.

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COMFIRMED I WAS THE FLOOR

Percy Jackson is a golden retriever boyfriend

Leo Valdez is a chihuahua boyfriend

Jason Grace is a boy cat boyfriend

[undertheredhood]

jason 'raised by wolves' grace: *returning to camp jupiter as a soft boy with a girlfriend*

everyone in camp jupiter: *immediately getting in a circle around him to exorcise whoever it is that is possessing him because there is no way that is the jason grace they grew up with*

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Guys guess what I ate yesterday!!!!

Americans you wanna see something you never seen before!?

Bam 💥

(Don’t mind my granmum’s Lithuanian curtains)

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Why are they sooooo FUCK FUCK FUCK

[gunsatthaphan]

oh these mfs be CHASING,,,,

[ha1leysblog]

[tiistirtipii]

Only Friends + Textposts part 7/?

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WOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OH MY STARS RAN! THIS IS SO GOOOOOOD MY MY I- NEIDICUSHIAInzbchiskwbdisk

Keep up the amazing work, I enjoyed it very much :]

I liked the rhymes :>

hey heres a thing that i wrote literally just out of nowhere so much to the point i cant tell if it makes sense.

I’m sick.

I’m sick.

Not physically, no.

If I was then everyone would know.

But nobody does, they never do.

How could I even say I want to go?

Sometimes I wish I could start my life over,

Or at least end this emotional rollercoaster.

Everyone around talks to me so dry,

And all I can do is wonder why.

Why do they ignore?

I’m not sure if I can take it anymore.

Everything, this life, it’s so exhausting,

Every small task is just so daunting.

It all makes me want to disappear,

Every problem feels so severe.

I question if my friends are real,

If they truly care about how I feel.

Everyone makes me feel unwanted,

Sometimes it’s like I’m haunted.

Haunted by my own emotions,

Trying to keep myself, my life, in motion.

What I’m trying to say,

Is that I’m sick.

I’m fucked in the head,

And I’m worried.

I’m worried I’ll end up dead.

[yruien]

𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒕 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕; 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒙 𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒂𝒚. 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒂, 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘. 𝑰 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒘 𝒔𝒐 𝒋𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒆𝒖𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒅𝒐𝒈𝒔 – 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒆𝒕 𝑰 𝒆𝒙𝒊𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒌 𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒑𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒓𝒐��𝒎 𝒐𝒇 𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒔.

𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒃𝒓𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒏 𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓, 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒔 𝒅𝒂𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒔 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒅𝒂𝒎𝒂𝒈𝒆; 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒅 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒈𝒏𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒅. 𝒔𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒇𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔, 𝒂𝒎 𝑰 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍? 𝒂 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍?

𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒚 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒕𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒄𝒉, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒊𝒑𝒔 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒅’𝒔 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆. 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒉𝒚𝒎𝒏𝒔 𝒖𝒑𝒐𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏 𝒑𝒂𝒍𝒎𝒔; 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒓, 𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒔, 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒇 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒍𝒔 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒐 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕; 𝒔𝒐 𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓.

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Fuck it. That last repost calls for my favorite secretary gerard pics (any and all pics are my favorites.)

[cryxngchxrry]

Being obsessed and going insane, over someone who doesn't even know I exist