#Psych0rabbit

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Badge Trade for @psych0rabbit that was dropped off at CanFUR! Thanks for trading with me, I love your work! ^.x.^

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Hey y'all! I'm going live to work on some VTuber avatar art! Feel free to drop in and vibe.

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@psych0rabbit I need ur height

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I just realized a little while ago that there are only two long distance friends that I don’t have the same feelings for that I do my favorite video games. I love them, want to take care of them, enjoyed my experiences with them, but… I get coldly and horribly bored of them and try to shelve them like my Tales collection. Still love and think fondly of them often, but too lazy to pick up communication and find things too predictable.

They, YOU if you’re one of my Internet friends, don’t have boring lives or anything, and I don’t speak to people who aren’t boring or mean or rude, but everything is too predictable for my brain. There’s no serendipity anymore, not that’s mentioned. The only time I want to contact people is when I have a desire for that personality type.

Even now I kind of have the urge to go talk to someone I haven’t in ages, even if I’ve been a jerk to them. I just have the desire to wrap myself in their personality and troubles like I would a Dragon Age relationship. I pour ludicrous amounts of love and/or effort into people like I do games, and then I put them on the shelf to look at and enjoy at my leisure. It’s not fair to everyone involved.

People worry about my silence, and while sometimes it’s anxiety, it’s not the anxiety over talking to people. I get anxious over the feeling of obligation. I feel obligated to speak to them, because some part of my brain still realizes that there are real people on the other side. But I think I’ve accidentally turned that part of my brain off. Around October? I stopped feeling obligated to text people I don’t see in person.

I think I should stop using social media. I’m tired of hurting and hurting others, and I don’t have the right kind of energy to keep up with many people.

I’m sorry, Andy. And Cherrie. And Ari. And Alex. And Jen. And Pieter. And- and wow, I have a lot of people to say goodbye too. Logan and Tai, Music, Keye, and everyone on Discord. Marc who’s probably better off without me to be honest. Pikku who I really owe so much more than this. Honestly wouldn’t have the nerve to do it without the confidence boosts though.

Those two people I mentioned at the start will probably be the only ones who will hear from me again to be honest. Would it be rude to tag a few people so they see this, or…? Eh, I only have a couple followers.

@godsgamefreak @onecattrashcatband @pikkus-playhouse @fuocoviverna @gantzgun74 @psych0rabbit

Not gonna do this again; giving love and friendship then ripping it away again. It’s cruel, I know, but I can’t keep this up.

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Live streaming commissions and art requests

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Art commission and Request Stream 

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Hey guys, I’m livestreaming League of Legends

https://www.twitch.tv/psych0rabbit