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thetutorshelpiwewjew Ā· 10 months ago
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50shadesofloveanddukh Ā· 11 months ago
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Jisne bhi aaj ka paper banaya I hope you stub your toe every-time when you walkšŸ˜”šŸ˜¤šŸ˜­
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kookooluvr Ā· 1 month ago
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Teach Me How To Love - Part 3
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pairing: professor!jungkook x (fem) professor!reader, fwb to lovers
genre: fluff, angst, smut, fwb au, economicsprofessor!jungkook, politicalscienceprofessor!reader, slow burn, some emotional constipation, some sappy moments, lots of sexy moments.
summary: jeon jungkook, a fellow professor at yonsei university, is your friend, co-worker, and secret bed buddy. you have rules set in place to make sure there are no misunderstandings in your little arrangement. the #1 rule is as clear as day; no catching feelings. simple, right? wrong. let's see how un-simple it gets when a certain economics professor falls for an emotionally unavailable political science professor.
rating: 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!
word count: 6.7k
warnings: we get to know the besties a bit, jihyo and tae being our cutesie side characters <3 oc and jk both spill the beans to their friends,mentions of the infamous ex (booo, throwing tomatoes), oc buys and wears lingerie for jk, she sends him a photo in said lingerie, explicit sexual content; making out, oral sex (f. receiving), unprotected sex, missionary, squirting, soft dom jk, multiple orgasms, jk learns something new about oc, jk's in his feelings, my poor baby, jk's also a teeny tiny bit of a stalker...but in a sweet way if that makes any sense :)
author's note: part 3 took longer than i would've liked bc my procrastination was kicking my ass. anyway, pls enjoy !!! things will start being a bit more eventful from part 4 onwards so bear with me šŸ¤ŖšŸ«¶šŸ¼ as usual, make sure to like, reblog and pleeeaaase share all your thoughts and feelings about these kiddos <3
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It's been a week since Jungkook came over. You spoke here and there in passing but you haven't had a chance to actually hang out again after that night because you're both just too busy prepping for final exams before the long awaited summer break. This time of year is always a bit crazy for both the students and the educators, which leaves you with almost no time to mess around with cute economics professors.
You've been a bit stressed out all week, so you really weren't planning on spending your Saturday in a busy mall, looking through racks of lingerie, and yet that's exactly what you're doing. Why? Because Jihyo texted you saying she needed your help in buying something sexy to wear on an upcoming date she has with some guy she met at work. His name's Mark and from what she's told you about him, he sounds...promising.
Jihyo, unlike you, is looking for a boyfriend. Boy, is she looking. She's gone on about seven dates with five different men in the past couple of months and she is yet to find her Mr. Right. From what she's told you, she's looking for someone educated, tall, handsome, funny, and someone who can "match her freak". The closest she got to that was some guy she met at a club two months ago, who was lucky enough to get three whole dates before he eventually gave her the ick by referring to his mother as 'mommy'. For her own sanity, you hope Mark won't make that same mistake.
However, Jihyo's mind isn't on Mark right now. Oh no, she's much more focused on the man you're seeing.
"___, come on. We've been best friends since the fifth grade. Are you really going to look me in my eye and tell me you're not seeing anyone? And don't lie to me."
You roll your eyes, scanning the rack of pink satin and red lace, feeling the different fabrics between your fingers. One minute, you were asking her about Mark and how they met, and the next thing you know, you're being interrogated in the middle of a lingerie store.
"I'm not looking you in your eye. I'm looking at lingerie. Ooh, this is pretty."
Jihyo loves you, really, she does. You've known each other for most of your lives. That means she supports you in everything you do. That also means she can see right through your bullshit when no one else can. She's been suspicious of you and your apparent mystery man for a while now, and she won't stop asking you about him until she gets answers.
"I'm serious. I know you're seeing someone. You're not slick, babe. I know you inside and out, and I have really good intuition...and I might have seen a text I shouldn't have when your phone was on the table at the restaurant during lunch."
Dammit.
"I don't know what you're talking about." You feign ignorance, refusing to spill the beans even after practically getting caught. You and Jungkook both swore to keep it between the two of you. It's one of the rules. Who knows what will happen if you just start breaking rules all willy-nilly. Sure, it's not that big of a deal if you tell one friend, especially your best friend, but that's how it starts. You're breaking this rule, and then another and another until you're Robin Thicke and the lines are blurred.
"Cut the shit," Jihyo says dryly, crossing her arms over her chest, clearly unwilling to drop the subject. "Who is this mysterious 'prof jeon' and why was he asking you when you're free to see him?"
You let out a defeated sigh, looking over at her. You know that look on her face. She's just going to keep asking if you don't tell her and it's pointless lying about it. She can be a pain in your ass at times but she's definitely not stupid. And besides, she's your best friend. You'd be a bad best friend for not telling her that you're basically getting the best sex of your life, right?
Screw it.
"Okay, I'm not even supposed to tell anyone about it and it's really not a big deal but...I'm kinda sleeping with one of the other professors at work." You quickly press your lips together as soon as the words leave your mouth, looking back at the lingerie to avoid her eyes and all the questions you know you're about to be bombarded with in a second.
"What?!"
"Can you keep your voice down?" you whisper-yell, noticing a few people turning their heads to see what the sudden outburst was about.
"Sorry," she mutters with a snort, clearly not expecting that news. "Who is this professor? What's his name? Jeon who? Why didn't I know about this sooner? Since when have you-"
You cut her off before she can get the rest of her questions out.
"His name is Jungkook, he teaches economics, and before you ask, no, he's not my boyfriend or anything like that. I'm still not ready for that. We met a few months after I transferred to work at the university and we were just work-friends for the most part, but then we hooked up one night last year and it wasn't really supposed to happen again because we were a bit drunk but it was so good, and then it happened two more times and then...well, then we just agreed to keep having casual sex. That's it."
Jihyo is quiet for a moment, processing the information that was just thrown at her. How have you been sleeping with this man for a year and she had no idea? She's actually quite impressed that you could keep it a secret for that long.
"Wow."
"That's it? That's all you're gonna say?" you chuckle, turning around to look at her with a light blue lacey set in your hands.
"I just...I'm happy for you. I'm glad you're putting yourself out there again after Sunghoon. I really thought you were going to swear off men for the rest of your life after him."
And there it is. The reminder of the man you spent most of your teenage and early adulthood loving, the man who you thought you would grow old with, the bane of your existence. If it's not your friends or your mother reminding you of him, it's your own brain. You don't blame her for bringing him up, though. He is the main reason why you're so opposed to actually committing yourself to someone again.
"Yeah, well...it's not like Jungkook and I are dating or anything. It's just sex. No big deal," you mutter, not wanting to go down that road right now.
Jihyo knows your love life (or lack thereof) is a bit of a sensitive subject for you. She was there for you when Sunghoon broke your heart. She let you stay over at her apartment when you were too sad to be alone. She sat with you as you cried on her bathroom floor, so this is a big deal to her. This means that you don't spend your nights crying over that human shit stain anymore, and she doesn't blame you for keeping it private. All she really wants is for you to be happy.
"Still. It's progress, babe."
"Yeah, I guess it is."
"So, uhh... how is he?" She grins, gesturing to her genital area, wanting all the long, girthy, veiny details. She can't help but be a little nosey. Besides, what's the point of having a best friend of almost two decades if you can't ask her about the juicy details of her sex life.
"I'm not telling you that, you pervert," you laugh, holding the lacey lingerie out for her to take. She takes it without even looking at it, her focus solely on you and your professor friend.
"You have to tell me. Okay fine, just give me a number from one to ten then... Looks?"
You sigh but decide to indulge her anyway. "Ten."
"You lucky bitch," she scoffs, looking very impressed. "Skills in the bedroom?"
"Nine point five."
"And you're exclusively hooking up, right?"
You nod.
"Okay, ___, please explain to me why we're in a lingerie store and you're not buying something to make this man drool over you," Jihyo deadpans, looking at you like you're insane.
"Don't be ridiculous, we're not here for me. We're here for you and your date."
"And we're not leaving until we both get something." She starts looking through the racks with more determination. "You said Professor Sexyboots is a ten. You have to wear something sexy for him. At least for my sake."
"Professor Sexyboots? I'm sure he'd love that," you scoff, rolling your eyes at her ridiculous nickname for him.
Jihyo is about to respond when she looks up at something and freezes, her eyes widening, causing you to turn your head to follow her line of sight, your eyebrows raising. On one of the mannequins sits a stunning deep-red bra and matching thong, looking like something straight off a Victoria's Secret runway. It's gorgeous, with intricate lace detailing, and it's completely out of your comfort zone.
"No way, I can't."
"What are you talking about?! You'd look so hot. C'mon, it would be so fun. You could send him a little sneak peek and invite him over and he can take it off with his teeth," she snickers, having way too much fun with this whole thing.
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You're not sure how exactly you let Jihyo convince you to buy the skimpy lingerie, but you did, which is why you're sitting in a rather suggestive pose in front of your floor-length mirror in your bedroom. It's silly to feel nervous about sending him a naughty photo. He's seen you naked more times in this past year than you can count, and yet this makes you nervous.
You take the photo and press send before quickly tossing your phone on the bed, letting out a deep sigh.
Jungkook is in the middle of watching some random show on Natural Geographic when he gets your text. He unlocks his phone and all the air gets knocked out of his lungs when his eyes land on the photo of you wrapped in the delicate dark red lace, muttering a breathless, "Sweet baby Jesus".
His fingers shake as he types out a reply, his heart hammering in his chest.
prof jeon [9:46pm]: i've never really been a very religious man prof jeon [9:46pm]: but damn, god is good šŸ˜³
You [9:47pm]: LMAO You [9:47pm]: come over
prof jeon [9:48pm]: aye-aye captain šŸ«”
He rushes to his room to get a hoodie, quickly putting it on while getting a confused look from a half-asleep Bam. He walks over to give the sleepy dog a quick kiss on his forehead and some scratches before getting his car keys, his body working faster than his brain. ā€œBam, daddyā€™s gotta go take care of aunty ___, okay? Iā€™ll be back later.ā€ And with that, heā€™s out the door.
He makes his way downstairs to the parking lot and gets in his car, fumbling with the car keys in a rush to get to your apartment. He knows he probably looks like a teenage virgin right now, but he doesn't care. You always manage to make his midsection tingle and his brain feel all scattered. When he finally manages to get the car started, it takes everything in him to stay within the speed limit as he drives over to you.
You're about to text him to ask how far he is from your apartment, when there's a knock at the front door. You wrap a robe around your body and go to answer the door, seeing a breathless Jungkook leaning his arm up against the wall in the hallway.
"Good evening, Professor," he grins, straightening up to walk inside, eyeing you from head to toe as you close the door behind him. Before you can get a chance to respond, his lips are on yours, his hands cradling your jaw as he kisses you, completely taking you by surprise.
You pull away to look up at him with wide eyes, letting out a little chuckle. "So just straight to the point? No small talk, nothing?"
"Is that what you want?" he asks, looking down at your robe-clad body. "Small talk? Want me to ask you how your day was before I spread your legs?"
"Not really, no."
"Yeah, I didn't think so," he mutters before his lips are back on yours. He picks you up by the back of your thighs in one swift motion, your arms wrapped around his neck as he carries you to your bedroom, eager to get that damn robe off.
He gets to the bedroom and gently lays you down on your back before hurriedly removing his glasses, pulling his hoodie over his head, his t-shirt following quickly behind. He leans down to hover over you, his lips kissing from your neck up to your lips, sensually licking into your mouth to taste more of you while his fingers trail up your thigh under the robe.
He pulls back to look down at you with heavy-lidded eyes, his fingers slowly opening your robe. "Can I take this off?"
You nod and your robe is off within seconds, leaving you in nothing but the skimpy lingerie. His throat goes completely dry. "Fuck. You're trying to give me an asthma attack."
"You don't have asthma," you laugh, rolling your eyes.
"The point is that you're fucking hot, ___."
You scoff and pull him back down to crash your lips onto his, his tongue slipping into your mouth with ease. Your hands lightly travel up his biceps and shoulders, the sensation sending shivers down his spine. You slide your fingers through his hair and give it a little tug, pulling a soft moan from his lips. He loves when you play with his hair, and he especially loves when you tug on it, whether it's while he's kissing you or eating you out.
You pull away slightly to press a few light pecks to his lips, his stomach erupting with butterflies. "You're so good at that," he mutters, gently tugging on your bottom lip with his teeth.
"At what, kissing?"
"Mm," he hums with a lazy little grin on his face. "Might need you to demonstrate again, just to make sure."
You laugh, placing another kiss to his lips, lingering there for a bit before pulling away.
"Mm, one more," he whispers before his mouth is back on yours, his tongue tangling with yours as the kiss grows more heated.
He reluctantly breaks away from your mouth, his lips trailing down your neck, leaving a trail of hot, wet kisses on your skin.
He nips at your pulse point, his teeth leaving a little red spot on your flesh.
"Jungkook, I'm going to kill you if there's a mark," you mutter, but the huff of laughter he lets out tells you he doesn't care.
"You'll be fine," he chuckles, his voice hoarse with desire, his tongue tracing the mark he left behind. He leans on one hand while the other slowly trails up the side of your ribs, making its way to the back of your bra.
"This is so pretty," he whispers, giving your earlobe a little tug with his teeth. "Can I take it off yet?"
"Mhm," you nod, slightly arching your back off the bed to let him unclasp the bra. He slowly slides the fabric off your body and tosses it aside, kissing his way down to your breasts. He licks and sucks on each of your nipples before trailing slow, soft kisses down your stomach.
"Lift your hips for me, baby." You do as he says, his fingers hooking into the sides of the tiny lace thong, slowly pulling the fabric down your legs.
You spread your legs for him, showing him your glistening folds. The sight alone makes his sweatpants feel tighter. He kneels down at the edge of the bed, spreading your legs further apart. He kisses his way up your leg from your calf to your inner thigh, holding your ankle over his broad shoulder.
His lips inch even closer to your pussy, just a few centimeters from where you need him most. "Jungkook," you whine, your arousal growing by the second.
He chuckles teasingly, stopping at your inner thigh. "You're so whiny."
"Don't tease, Kook."
He grins, hovering his mouth over your pussy, his breath fanning over your folds. "Love seeing you all worked up for me," he murmurs, slowly licking his lips before pressing a feather-like kiss to your mound.
"Just shut up and eat me out."
"Yes, ma'am."
He starts slow with wet little kisses and licks to your clit, slowly building up a steady pace. He loves eating you out. He could go for hours if you let him, like a starved man getting a taste of his favourite food. Jungkook's always been more of a giver than a taker, your pleasure bringing him pleasure.
He's incredibly skilled with his tongue, knowing exactly what to do to have your legs trembling. He swirls and flicks his tongue, sucking and lapping at your clit to make your eyes roll back in your head.
"Fuck, Jungkook...feels so good," you sigh, your eyes fluttering shut.
He smiles against your pussy, feeling proud of every little sigh and moan he pulls from your lips. "You taste so good," he mutters before diving back in, licking a long stripe from your leaking entrance to your clit, his hands gripping your thighs to keep them open.
"Just like that...oh my god, don't stop..."
He looks up at you with a dazed look in his eyes, his tongue lapping at you with skilled precision that makes your toes curl, your fingers gripping the sheets beneath you.
"F-fuck, 'm gonna cum," you gasp, grabbing onto his hair to hold him in place, your eyes squeezing shut, your head spinning as the pleasure reaches a peak.
A few more sucks and flicks of his tongue and you're cumming, his hands holding you in place as he laps at your pussy, helping you ride out your high. He feels your thighs quivering, looking quite proud of himself. "You taste so fucking good," he murmurs, pressing a few soft kisses to your clit.
"Holy shit." You're breathless, your pussy pulsating, your heart racing.
He crawls up to hover over you, giving your lips a quick peck, his lips and chin glistening. "Still with me?"
"Mhmm," you grin, slowly opening your eyes to look up at him.
He smiles down at you, taking in your flushed cheeks, your disheveled hair, your pretty eyes. He gently brushes some of your hair out of your face, his thumb lightly stroking your cheek. "You're beautiful, ___," he whispers, his voice laced with tenderness.
"Don't say that."
He furrows his brows in confusion, puzzled by your reaction. "Why not? It's the truth."
"Tell me I'm sexy...not beautiful."
He chuckles, slowly shaking his head, his expression filled with amusement and affection. "You're gorgeous," he whispers, lightly kissing your cheek, his lips trailing over to your ear. "And incredibly sexy."
"You gonna fuck me now?" You tease, your lips curling into a soft smile.
He almost laughs at your bluntness, the way you just get straight to the point, never wasting any time if you want something. Your assertiveness has always been a turn-on for him, not just in the bedroom, but in general.
"That's the plan, yeah."
"Let's get this show on the road then."
He gets up off you and removes his sweatpants and boxers, letting it lay somewhere on your bedroom floor. He's already hard, his cock standing tall, the tip already leaking a bit. He stands at the end of your bed, his hand wrapped around the base, his eyes glued between your legs, slowly trailing up to your face.
He crawls back on top of you, sliding his fingers through your folds, gathering some of your slick and rubbing it over the head of his cock. "Ready, baby?"
You give him a nod and he slowly pushes into you, his hips gently moving forward. "Shit, you feel good," he groans, his voice coming out low and hoarse.
You sharply inhale through your nose, feeling that familiar stretch, your walls molding to the shape of him like it was made for him.
He thrusts slowly, bracing his forearms on either side of your head, his forehead resting against yours. His thrusts get deeper until he bottoms out, his breathing growing heavier, his moans going straight to your core. He buries his face in your neck, feeling your hands gripping the muscles in his back as he thrusts harder.
Your moans grow louder as he thrusts into you, your walls fluttering around him, your legs wrapping around his waist. "Fuck, that feels so good."
"Yeah? You like that, baby?" he grins, pressing wet kisses to your neck and chest.
You've never had a man make you feel the way Jungkook does. He knows exactly how to touch you, how to kiss you, how to have you like putty in his hands. Your skin heats up, your heart pounding faster as he picks up the pace, hitting that spot deep inside you that makes your back arch off the bed.
"Mmm, f-fuck...harder...h-harder, baby," you moan, feeling him lift one of your legs over his shoulder, the tip of his cock repeatedly hitting that sweet spot inside you, the new angle allowing him to thrust even deeper.
"Like that?" He grunts, sitting back on his knees, his thrusts hitting harder, his pace getting faster.
"Oh my god, right there...feels s-so good, Kook."
"Wanna cum again?"
You can barely form a coherent sentence anymore. Your moans mixed with the sound of his skin slapping against yours fills your bedroom, his thrusts making your pussy squelch.
"Use your words, baby."
"Wanna...wanna cum," you whine, feeling him hold your leg next to his head and press wet kisses to your ankle and calf, the pressure and pace of his thrusts feeling just right.
"Hold it." His voice is rough and demanding, a stark contrast to the gentle tone he usually uses with you outside of the bedroom, the sound sending a shiver down your spine.
He ignores your whines and pleas for him to let you cum, thrusting as deep as he can go, his free hand reaching down to push his thumb into your mouth. Your body works on autopilot, sucking on his thumb. You swirl your tongue around it like you would do to his cock, causing his hips to stutter before he regains his composure.
"Such a good girl for me. Gonna make you cum so hard, baby."
He pulls his thumb out of your mouth to rub firm circles over your clit, the pressure paired with his thrusts making your head spin. The pressure starts to build in your lower stomach, and it feels different, better than it usually does, your pussy clenching down harder around his cock.
"Feels...f-feels like I'm gonna...p-pee..."
He lets out a faint chuckle, his hips moving with determination. "You're not gonna pee, baby," he mutters, his tone sounding almost teasing.
"H-how do you know?"
"Trust me, baby, I know. You're not gonna pee." He can tell you're close, your body practically begging for release as he rubs your clit faster. He looks down to where your bodies connect, seeing how swollen and puffy your pussy looks, the sight making his cock twitch. "It's gonna feel so good, baby, I promise."
"Gonna...gonna cum-"
"I know, baby. Let go for me...let it all out."
You cum with a loud cry, your body convulsing beneath him, your vision going blank as the pleasure hits you. It feels relentless, like nothing you've ever felt before, and he's made you cum many times before.
"Fuck, that's my girl." His thrusts slow down but they don't stop, keeping his pace steady to help you through it. "That's it, baby...ride it out..."
Your body trembles as you come down from your high, barely able to register him pulling out. Your eyes are half open as you watch him stroke himself above you, his face contorting in pleasure, his abdomen tensing. He finishes with a guttural moan of your name, painting your stomach and breasts with warm strings of cum.
"Fuck. I think I just saw Jesus," he breathes out, his chest heaving as he gasps for air.
"Yeah? What did he tell you?" You chuckle breathlessly, still feeling the aftershocks of your orgasm.
"He said you squirted."
Your eyes almost bulge out of your head, looking down to find his lower stomach and pelvis drenched.
"Oh my god," you groan, your words muffled by your hands as you cover your face.
"Hey, don't be embarrassed. It was probably the sexiest thing I've ever seen," he murmurs with a faint chuckle, gently pulling your hands away from your face, forcing you to look at him, his face looking rather smug.
"You look very pleased with yourself."
"Can you blame me? I made you feel so good, you practically exploded all over me," he grins, looking down at the mess between your legs. "Ohh, she's so swollen now. She took a bit of a beating, huh?"
You let out bashful scoff, your cheeks heating up at his choice of words.
He quickly gets up to go and clean himself off in the bathroom, coming back to slip his boxers back on. He watches you slowly get up off the messy bed, your knees feeling weak as you clumsily walk off to the bathroom, needing a hot shower after that intense session. He sits on the edge of the bed, leaning back on his hands as he watches you stumble.
"Legs a little wobbly there?" he teases, unable to stop the amused smile from spreading across his face.
"Shut up," you mutter as you make your way to the bathroom, earning a little laugh from him.
While you're in the shower, he takes it upon himself to remove the dirty covers and sheets from your bed, looking for your lavender room-spray on your vanity. He knows you always spray it around the room after sex, and he knows you keep it on your vanity, but for some reason he can't find it there. What he does find, however, is a framed photo he's never seen before. You're in it, and it looks like it was taken on the day of your undergrad graduation ceremony. You're standing next to a younger-looking girl, whose face is quite similar to yours. She is just slightly taller with shorter hair. Jungkook doesn't know much, or rather anything, about your family, but he assumes the girl in the photo is your sister.
He picks up the frame and goes to sit down on the bed, inspecting it closely. He feels a bit guilty, like he's been caught red-handed for snooping when you come out the bathroom wrapped in your robe, your eyes landing on the frame in his hands.
"What're you doing?"
"Sorry," he murmurs, his eyes growing wide, feeling like a child that's been caught stealing. "I just...I was looking for your room spray...or mist, whatever it is, and... I, uhm, I don't know, I guess this just caught my eye. I've been here many times but I've never really looked around, y'know?"
You nod slowly, going to sit next to him at the edge of the bed.
"Is this...your sister?"
You look up at him, seeing the surprise on his face.
You and Jungkook have sex. You work at the same university. You're "work-friends" and that surprise on his face is a reminder of how little he truly knows about you, how little of yourself you actually share with him. He knows you have a cat, but he doesn't know you have a sister. He knows the way you take your coffee, but he doesn't know anything about your childhood. It's a stark contrast to how much you know about him. You know his favourite foods because he's very specific about where he gets his takeout from. You know his favourite brand of beer because he always has it stocked up in his fridge. You know all about his family dynamics because he speaks about them all the time, that his brother just had a baby, that her name is Mijoo. You know all of his hobbies and interests because you're quite observant and he's very open, never feeling the need to keep anything to himself. You're similar in some aspects of your personalities, and yet very different.
"Yeah, that's my sister, Yuna," you murmur softly, looking down at the photo with a tight-lipped smile.
He absorbs this new information, a mix of feelings swirling inside him. Part of him feels slightly hurt. Four years of knowing each other and a year of hooking up, and he's only just found out you have a sister. He's an open book, always sharing all these intimate details about himself with you, yet you keep so many parts of yourself hidden from him. He wonders if it's just in your nature or if you deliberately keep him at arm's length, preventing him from getting too close.
At the same time, a small spark of hope lights up within him. You're not completely shutting him down so that's good. Maybe this is a sign that you're actually opening up to him for once. It might seem minor, but he takes it as a huge step forward with you.
He has a million questions he wants to ask, but settles for, "What's she like?"
There's a beat of silence before you speak. "She's, uhm...she's three years younger than me, and she's probably the most extroverted person you'll ever meet, so we're...very different," you scoff, smiling fondly at the thought of your baby sister.
He listens intently as you talk about your sister. He wants nothing more than for you to let your guard down with him, and this is a start. It's small, but it's something.
"That must make for an interesting sibling dynamic, hm?"
"We actually get along great in spite of that. We grew up super close, so..." You speak softly, feeling a bit uncomfortable with showing even just a hint of vulnerability in front of him. "So, yeah. Now you know that about me."
"Yeah," he murmurs softly, his voice barely louder than a whisper. "Now I know."
You gently take the frame from his hands and walk over to your vanity, putting it back in its place. You pick up the lavender room spray and turn to him with a faint smile. "This what you were looking for?"
"There's the damn thing," he scoffs, the familiar scent filling his nose as you give the room a spritz. "Is that to get rid of the smell of me?"
You chuckle, but you don't deny it.
The room falls silent again, and he takes it as his cue to get out of your hair, seeing as it's already midnight and he doesn't want to push his luck.
"I should, uh...I should go. It's late and I don't wanna keep you out of your beauty sleep," he jokes, slowly getting up to put his clothes back on.
"I'll walk you out." He wishes, just once, that you would ask him to stay, but he knows you won't. He walks behind you, stopping at the front door. He so badly wants to reach out and take your face in his hands, to kiss your lips and ask you to let him spend the night with you, but when you open the door for him, he simply puts his hands in the pockets of his sweatpants and walks out into the hallway.
"Thanks for tonight," he mumbles, looking down at you with a soft look in his eyes. "It was fun."
"Yeah, it was," you smile, tilting your head to lean against the half-open door.
He just looks at you, not making a move to leave. He has so much he wants to say right now, but he swallows it down, just like he always does, not wanting to overstep.
"Well...goodnight."
"Night, Jungkook."
He takes a small step back, reluctantly turning to leave. "Goodnight, ___," he mumbles, looking back at you with a soft smile.
You chuckle, sensing his reluctance to leave. "Goodnight, Jungkook."
He turns and starts walking away, his feet feeling heavier with each step. Just as he's about to make a U-turn and walk back to you, he hears the soft click of your door shutting, the lock echoing in the empty hallway.
He sighs and walks over to the elevators, going down to his car. He mentally kicks himself for feeling so disappointed. He's always known that you keep yourself guarded, and he thought he could handle it, could play by your rules, could be content with a primarily physical relationship. He could before. But right now, sitting in his car in the silent parking lot, he's reminded of how weak he really is.
He leans his forehead forward against the steering wheel, the weight of his feelings sitting heavy in his chest, muttering a soft, "Fuck."
With a heavy sigh, he starts the car and drives home, his brain taunting him with the fact that romance isn't a possibility for you and him.
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On Monday, Jungkook is back in work mode. He tries to squeeze in as many revision lectures as he can the closer it gets to final exams. It's around 3pm when he finally gets a breather, so he goes to his usual spot for lunch.
He sits in the empty lounge, like he does almost every day. Why this specific lounge? Because if he looks out the window, he has a perfect view of you sitting below, eating your lunch on your usual bench. Sometimes you're alone, sometimes you're with another lecturer, and on rare days you just have lunch in your office.
"There you are." He hears Taehyung's voice as he walks into the lounge, sitting down across from him with a huff. "You weren't answering your phone."
Jungkook doesn't respond, his eyes not wavering. He looks out the window with a dopey look on his face, watching you eat your gimbap. Taehyung follows his line of sight, catching on rather quickly.
"So... you taking an online course on how to be a stalker, or...?"
"What are you talking about?" He scoffs, looking over at Taehyung before his eyes inevitably drift back down to you.
"You're staring like a creep," Taehyung laughs, taking a bite of his sandwich. "Is she that professor I saw you talking to the other day?"
"Mm." Jungkook knows how nosey his best friend can be, and he knows exactly what's going on in that head of his.
Taehyung gives him a knowing smile. He doesn't even have to say much, already knowing it's only a matter of time before Jungkook spills.
"You have a thing for her, huh?"
Jungkook looks at him with wide eyes, feeling exposed without even confessing anything. "What? I didn't even say anythi-"
"Don't bother," Taehyung chuckles, "You're not very subtle, man. Your eyes give you away."
Jungkook feels his cheeks burn, knowing he's been caught. He hates how transparent he is, that his feelings are written all over his face. "Fine. But it's not a big deal."
Taehyung gives him a look that says, 'You sure about that?'
Jungkook looks at his friend, then down at his lap, twiddling his thumbs. There's a long silence before the word-vomit eventually spills out of him.
"We've been having sex for a year and it was just casual at first, well...it still is casual, and we set a few rules so that there's still boundaries between us, but then I started developing feelings and she's just so guarded, like, she won't open up to me and I know that if she finds out I have feelings for her, she'll pull away and it'll ruin everything," he rambles, the words tumbling out like he's been dying to tell someone. He knows it was supposed to stay between the two of you, but he trusts Taehyung implicitly and he knows his friend would never judge him or the situation.
Taehyung looks at him with raised eyebrows, listening to him ramble on about the whole situation, trying to wrap his head around it. He knows how much of a softie Jungkook is and he never thought he would ever hear him say he has a friend with benefits.
"Damn, dude...you look like you needed to get that off your chest."
"I guess I did, yeah," Jungkook murmurs with a little scoff.
"Okay, so, she explicitly told you she's not interested in you romantically?"
"Well, no, she didn't say it directly, but she doesn't have to," Jungkook sighs. "She's made it clear more than once that she's not looking for anything serious from me."
"Damn," Taehyung murmurs, his face full of sympathy. "Has she said why?"
Jungkook looks back out the window, looking down at you with a melancholy expression on his face. "I know it's something to do with her ex, but she won't tell me the full story, so I don't really know what happened. I know she's been hurt before and she's wary of it happening again. I know she's not ready for anything serious, and I respect that. It's just..."
"You thought it would be enough for you?" Taehyung asks softly, carefully.
"Yeah."
"But it's not?"
"Would it make me an awful, selfish person if I said it's not?"
"No," Taehyung says firmly, a soft smile forming on his face. "It would make you a human being with a soft heart and strong feelings."
Jungkook scoffs, feeling guilty for simply thinking of being with you in a romantic sense. He knows you've been through some hard things in the past, and all he wants is a chance to prove himself to you.
"Do you want to tell her how you feel about her?"
"I don't know," Jungkook mutters, a slight pout forming on his lips. "I keep going back and forth about it in my head. Part of me wants to tell her and lay all my cards out on the table for her...another part of me is scared of pushing her away even further."
Taehyung goes silent for a moment, chewing on his bottom lip in thought. "Is the sex good?"
Jungkook narrows his eyes at his friend. "You have the worst timing."
Taehyung chuckles, shrugging like he just couldn't help but ask.
Jungkook rolls his eyes but gives in, sheepishly rubbing the back of his neck. "Yeah, it's...it's really good. Probably the best sex I've ever had, if I'm being real."
"Wow," Taehyung scoffs, his eyes wide. "I'd say you should wife her but...y'know..."
Jungkook gives him a dirty look, once again getting a slap from reality, Taehyung subtly wincing at his friend's misfortune.
"Look, I want to say screw her and it's her loss because you're a fuckinā€™ catch...but I mean, I get that she's just being cautious because of whatever happened with her ex."
Jungkook sighs, nodding slowly.
"Yeah. I just wish I could prove to her that I would never hurt her, that I would respect her and treat her right." Jungkook mentally curses your ex for screwing things up for him. He just wants a fair shot with you. "She's such a beautiful woman and she doesn't even see it."
Taehyung nods, looking out at you through the window. "Yeah, she's very attractive."
"No, I mean, she's stunning, but...the way she speaks, the way she acts, the person she is...she's just so beautiful. I want her for so much more than her physical being," Jungkook murmurs softly, his heart yearning to show you just how lovely he thinks you are.
"Honestly, I think the best thing you can do for her is be her friend if that's all she needs for the time being and slowly try to bring down her walls little by little. And if that doesn't work, then I think you should keep your options open. I know this sucks, dude, but you have to think of yourself too. You can't try to mend her while breaking yourself."
Taehyung is a wise man, and Jungkook trusts his judgement. He teaches literature, for crying out loud. He reads Shakespeare for a living. He should be well versed in these things.
"Yeah," Jungkook nods, taking in Taehyung's advice. "I guess you're right, Tae. Thanks for listening to all my crap."
"Hey, you're my best friend. No sweat." He goes quiet before casually asking, "So, do you think she has a friend for m-"
"Tae-"
"Wrong time, my bad."
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on your doorstep ā€” joe burrow
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summary ā€” he really likes you, but you canā€™t wrap your head around the fact that he likes you.
warnings ā€” fem!reader, lsu!joe, fluff, absolute sweetness, oblivious reader, flustered joey
note ā€” my very first lsu joe fic šŸ¤­ figured it was needed after the loss last night :( there is a fic coming from the game tho! but probably wonā€™t be out until later this week.
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LEAVING OHIO STATE was tough. as much as joe knew that it was going to be better for his football career, he had to start over. again. he didnā€™t want to meet new people in his classes, again.
to make things worse, some of his credits from ohio state didnā€™t transfer right. so, he had to retake some of his gen ed classes. it just made joe dread the transfer even more, but as he walked into one of his political science classes, he sat next to one of most beautiful girls heā€™s seen.
as his first semester went on, he got to know the girl beside him. you were incredibly smart; you grasped the content a lot quicker than he did. you were friendly too, easy to talk to and overall he just liked being around you.
so when it came around to an exam, of course joe asked you to be his study buddy.
ā€œdonā€™t you have practice basically all week?ā€ you asked him as your class ended. he shrugged, offering you that goofy, boyish smile.
ā€œwell yeah, but i also really want to pass this class,ā€ he replied, grabbing his bag and slinging it over his shoulders. he was cute, especially with how his hair flipped out from under the snapback. his hair was still long, yet he swore up and down he was going to cut it. you liked it long, you liked how he had this happy-go-lucky thing about him, and you also liked how he wasnā€™t like some of the other players you met. you were drawn to him, but you kept your distance. you knew of the stigma around football players.
ā€œyou kinda need to,ā€ you teased as the two of you exited class. ever since joe met you, heā€™s wanted to be around you. he found himself enjoying class just because you were in it. he had something to look forward too; you made political science interesting to him. you were normal around him too. when you found out he was the starting quarterback, you didnā€™t lose your mind, didnā€™t ask for an autograph, or even give him a look. you simply nodded your head, telling him it was cool, and moved on.
at first he thought he should be offended by how nonchalant you were, but as he got to know you, he wasnā€™t. he enjoyed the fact you two were friends, and not because he played football.
joe rolled his eyes at your comment as you two walked out of the building. it was a rather warm day in the bayou, the sun pelting down on the both of you as you stopped at a nearby cafe.
he liked how the sun made you glow. he liked how you hated the heat, but still made a point to be out in the sun. every interaction he had with you built a butterfly nest in his stomach, and the longer he knew you, the stronger the butterflies got.
ā€œsmoothie?ā€ he asked you as you stood in line at the cafe, pulling out your card.
ā€œof course, itā€™s too hot to not have a smoothie,ā€ you smiled, looking up at him. he was so effortlessly adorable, but he was also kind. you had a mutual love for marvel and would often go on tangents about theories. youā€™ve never felt so at home with someone that quickly. you felt safe with him, which bred these annoying butterflies in your stomach. heā€™d never like you, you were just another friend, right?
ā€œright, and itā€™s a strawberry yogurt smoothie, right?ā€ he asked again, a prideful yet boyish grin plastered on his face. you looked up at him surprise, smiling.
ā€œiā€™m surprised you remembered,ā€
ā€œyou get it every time we come here, i canā€™t help but remember it,ā€ he teased. he remembered your order the second you told him, and heā€™s not forgotten it since. itā€™s only been a few months and he wants to be with you for the rest of his life. he was so down bad for you it hurt, but you wouldnā€™t like him. you didnā€™t seem the type to go after a football player, right?
ā€œthat is very true,ā€ you agreed with a laugh. you went to pay, but joe stepped in front of you. you barely had time to question him before he ordered. he stepped back to wait, you joining him.
"you didn't have to pay for me," you told him as you stood next to him. he felt his cheeks redden, heat rising to his ears.
"you were too slow," he teased, but in reality he wanted to pay for you. he wanted to make you feel special and feel like you were the only girl in the world. your smoothies came, and you saw he ordered two strawberry smoothies.
ā€œstepping out of your comfort zone?ā€ you asked, grabbing your smoothie.
ā€œyou slurp those things down like itā€™s candy. i had to try it,ā€ he shrugged. despite acting nonchalant, he wasnā€™t. he wanted to try the things you like, to do the things you enjoyed. he took a sip of the smoothie, your eyes watching for his reaction.
ā€œyou have good taste,ā€ he complimented, a blush rising to his cheeks. every time he complimented you, even if it was small, his heart raced and he got all nervous. would you look too far into it? would you see that he liked you?
ā€œsee? theyā€™re good! plus, itā€™s not too unhealthy,ā€ you grinned, gently shoving him as you sipped your own. you felt eyes as you walked out with joe. he was the star quarterback; people believed that he was going to do lsu a huge favor. you believed it too, but you werenā€™t appreciative of the stares you got, or the backhanded comments you got.
ā€œitā€™s so loaded with sugar,ā€ he laughed.
ā€œand yet youā€™re still drinking it,ā€ you defended. it was the moments like this that you lived for. the smile from joe, the way he walked in step with you, the way heā€™d walk you back to your apartment. you wanted to be around him all the time, but you couldnā€™t be. he had practice, and you had other plans too.
the two of you were making your way to the student union to do some studying. would any studying get done? probably not. every time you attempted to study, you ended up goofing off. it happened every time.
you found a table, sat your stuff down, and got out your laptops. you guys actually studied for about 30 minutes until joe showed you a funny video.
ā€œyou hear the sound it made when the ball hit his head?ā€ he was giggling so hard as he showed you this video he found. it was two brothers playing baseball in the living room of their home, the ball being a wiffle ball, and it bounced off the younger brotherā€™s head. that then prompted the bat to fly out of the younger brotherā€™s hands, and the chaos of the video was what had joe shaking with laughter.
ā€œhow did he not break anything?ā€ you asked with a fit of giggles yourself.
ā€œi donā€™t know,ā€ joe laughed, a good silent laugh too. you started laughing because of how joe was laughing. you covered your mouth in an attempt to stifle the giggles, but it was to no avail.
after a while, your giggle fits died down. you wiped tears from your eyes as you attempted to focus back on your studying.
ā€œwhatā€™re you doing tonight?ā€ joe asked you, wiping tears from his eyes.
ā€œas far as i know, nothing. why?ā€ you replied, flicking your eyes to meet his. every time you looked at him, you fought the urge to trace his features with your eyes. his lips, his jawline, his hair, even his neck. it drove you wild and made your nerves go crazy. oh what you would do to kiss him.
no, no you couldnā€™t think like that. he didnā€™t like you like that.
ā€œwe should have a movie night,ā€ he suggested. youā€™ve had a movie night before, but it was more structured. mutual friends were hosting a movie night, and you two happened to go.
ā€œsure, what movie are you thinking?ā€ you asked, feeling the nerves bubble up inside of you. you had to keep your cool, absolutely had to.
ā€œiā€™m thinking the original avengers movie. itā€™s been a minute so i thought weā€™re due for a rewatch,ā€ he shrugged, taking a sip of his smoothie. he watched you, observing how your eyes squinted in thought, how your fingers hovered over your keyboard. he watched how your eyes flicked over his expression, and how badly he wanted to do the same. you were beautiful, and the way you sat there, a smile on your face that lit up your eyes; heā€™s never wanted to kiss you more in his life. suddenly, he was nervous to even be in the same room as you.
ā€œoooh yes, i agree. your place or mine?ā€
ā€œletā€™s do my place,ā€ he suggested. his roommate was out of town and wouldnā€™t be back for a couple of days. so, he had the apartment to himself. which was a good thing.
ā€œgreat. should i meet you there?ā€
ā€œno, iā€™ll pick you up,ā€ he offered. he was bold, trying to keep his confidence as he planned this night out. he didnā€™t know why he was so nervous, actually, he did. joe liked you, he was falling for you, and itā€™d hit him like a brick wall. heā€™s never this nervous for a game, but having a movie night with just you? he thought he was going to be sick.
ā€œoh, what a gentlemen,ā€ you teased, feeling warmth spread across your body. you fell for him, and he was going to be the end of you.
ā€”
youā€™ve been to his apartment before. it was kept clean, smelled nice, and not to mention it was clean. it was different this time, though. you werenā€™t going to drop something off, you were going to hang out with him. something very normal but very nerve wracking.
your phone buzzed with a text from joe. ā€˜iā€™m here!ā€™ you scrambled to find your things, and once you did, you were out the door.
you walked down the stairs, trying not to trip and fall because of how shaky your legs were. you found his car, and before you could open the door yourself, joe stepped out.
ā€œwhatā€™re you doing?ā€ you chuckled, watching as he opened your door for you.
ā€œmaking my mama proud,ā€ he grinned. you rolled your eyes and shook your head. it was sweet, and god it made you fall for him even faster.
little did you know he was sweating just by opening the door for you.
ā€œi bet she is,ā€ you told him, sincerely. you knew his mom was proud of him. you knew that a lot of people were proud of him. you grew to be one of those people, especially after learning about his experience at ohio state.
joe got in, and started the drive to his place. soft music played over the speakers, but the silence wasnā€™t awkward. you leaned back in your seat, watching as the world went by. you turned your head, watching as joe had one hand on the wheel and the other on his thigh. why was driving so attractive to you? for a split second you imagined his hand on your thigh, giving you a gentle squeeze. you erased that image; it would never happen.
joe pulled into his place, got out, opened the door for you, and led you up to his room. the whole car ride had him nervous. he kept wringing the wheel, thinking about the night ahead of him. he wanted to tell you how he felt, but what if you didnā€™t feel the same? what if you rejected him? he wouldnā€™t know what to do with himself if you rejected him.
he unlocked his door, stepping in behind you.
ā€œhome sweet home,ā€ he sighed as he tossed the keys onto the kitchen counter. joe watched as you walked in, blanket in hand, dressed in your comfiest clothes. he wanted you for himself so badly, but not now. he wanted a movie night with his best friend, and heā€™d have that.
ā€œmake yourself at home, iā€™ll grab some snacks,ā€ he announced. you nodded, taking a seat on the couch. you laid the blanket over your legs as you turned on the tv. joe joined you, a bowl full of pretzels in hand. you raised an eyebrow at him as he sat down.
ā€œpretzels?ā€
ā€œdonā€™t lie, you love em,ā€ he grinned as he popped one into his mouth. you rolled your eyes, selecting the movie. you cuddled into the couch, facing joe. joe offered you the pretzel bowl, and you took a couple.
ā€œthanks,ā€ you hummed. you looked so soft, so comfortable, and he wanted to lay there with you. he wanted to feel you against him, your fingers through his hair, your lips against his. he fought everything in him to not reach out and hold your hand, or lean against you. it was going to be a long night for him.
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as the movie came to a close, you adjusted yourself on the couch. the pretzel bowl was empty, and now you and joe faced the tv. you sat next to him, feeling his warmth radiate out from him. you gravitated towards it, leaning against his shoulder. you looped an arm through his, resting your cheek on his shoulder. exhaustion was creeping up on you, threatening to take you hostage. you stayed awake, barely.
joe, however, was electrified. the second he felt you against him he stiffened, but then forced himself to relax. he didnā€™t want you thinking he didnā€™t want you to do that. it was the opposite, heā€™s been silently begging for you to lean on him. he wrapped an arm around your shoulders, his hand resting on your arm. his fingers danced on your exposed skin, and he was hoping he wasnā€™t freaking you out. you both werenā€™t big on physical touch; he was lucky if you hugged him. this was a different feeling, one he didnā€™t want to let go of.
the second you felt his fingers on your arm the butterflies erupted in your stomach. warmth spread across your body, shivers crawling over your body. you wanted his touch on other areas of your body, but you stayed still.
the movie ended, but you stayed there. you didnā€™t want his touch to leave you, but it was late, and you were falling asleep. you needed to go home, but you were going to be thinking about this night for a long while. you pulled away from him, your cheeks a bright red.
ā€œi love an original 6 movie,ā€ you cleared your throat as you stretched your tight limbs, a yawn escaping your lips.
ā€œme too,ā€ he agreed. it was time to drive you home, the worst part of the night. he didnā€™t say what he wanted to say, he didnā€™t tell you how he felt and how you lit up his life. why did he let his nerves, his fears, control him? they didnā€™t on the field, so why now?
you gathered your things, slipped on your shoes, and got into the car. the drive home almost put you to sleep, especially since the music was low enough to tempt you.
joe pulled into your apartment, parking the car.
ā€œwhatā€™re you doing?ā€ you yawned.
ā€œiā€™m gonna walk you up,ā€
ā€œno, no you donā€™t have to do that,ā€ you rubbed your eyes, trying to rub the sleep from them. joe thought it was cute, especially since you were so sleepy.
ā€œplease, my mama raised me better,ā€ he told you, getting out of the car. joe and his mama. joe opened your door for you, and you stepped out. he walked with you up to your apartment door, his mind racing. now was his chance, he had to do something.
ā€œwe should do movie nights more often,ā€ you suggested.
ā€œwe should. maybe we can watch the entirety of the mcu this semester,ā€ joe added as you got to your door. you fiddled with your keys as you unlocked your door. as much as you didnā€™t want to walk in, you were exhausted.
ā€œthanks for tonight, it was fun,ā€ you smiled sleepily at him. he shoved his hands in his sweats pockets and shrugged.
ā€œdonā€™t mention it,ā€ he watched as you started to walk in to your apartment, and his heart lurched.
ā€œy/n, wait,ā€ he called, grabbing your hand, spinning you to face him. you looked at him with a worried gaze.
ā€œwhat-ā€ you couldnā€™t even get the word out before joeā€™s lips found yours. you were shocked, but before you could process he pulled away. he opened his mouth to speak, but you grabbed his collar and pulled him back down to you. your lips met, and his lips were just as soft as they looked. your hands looped around his neck, playing with the curls at the nape of his neck. his hands wrapped around your waist, bringing you as close as he possibly could.
he couldnā€™t believe he was kissing you. he couldnā€™t believe he felt you against him, that you were kissing him. he imagined this for a while, the feeling of you in his arms and the taste of you on his tongue. he pulled away, resting his forehead against yours. he smiled, not being able to control himself.
ā€œiā€™ve waited so long to do that,ā€ he admitted softly. you chuckled, feeling a blush on your cheeks and butterflies in your stomach.
ā€œme too,ā€
ā€œlet me take you out on a date,ā€ he suggested, pulling his forehead from yours. you looked up at him with a twinkle in your eye.
ā€œiā€™m all yours, burrow,ā€ you hummed, which prompted him to dip his head in, softly kissing you again. you wanted to stay there forever, kissing him on your doorstep, feeling his hands on your body. you never wanted the moment to end. you looked forward to that date, and hopefully, many more to come.
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i canā€™t believe iā€™ve not written for lsu joe before??? and now heā€™s all i think about??? anyways, pls enjoy this absolute fluff piece! lsu joe is such a cutie so i had to write for him. hopefully this makes up for the terrible, depressing loss we had last night šŸ˜­
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aebinspa Ā· 2 months ago
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PAIRING: karina x y/n reader
SUMMARY: Your life couldnā€™t have been worse. You aspired to make a living as a photographer, but instead, you found yourself working in a fast-food restaurant alongside a colleague who rarely offered you any good company. Everything changed when the famous model Karina showed up at your workplace. After a few days, she managed to convince the editorial team to hire you as the photographer for her photoshoot. However, your career faced another threat when Karina pressured you to assist her with a strictly confidential operation.
GENRES: angst, lies, loneliness, we will face suffering in this life, but eventually, things will improve, and we will start over again and again, fluff at the end.
WORD COUNT: 6.9k
AUTHOR'S NOTE: english is not my first language! i'm not cut out for writing long stories. i went crazy countless times while writing this one :)) i added a little bit every day and it made the story more confusing. the next five things I write will be fluff, no more angst for a while + thank you for all the support you have shown for what i wrote. i am extremely grateful and happy that someone was able to appreciate them!
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Life didn't end when you lost all your friends because of bad choices, didn't know where to put your hands, or stopped recognizing yourself in what you did and said. Life didn't end when you turned twenty. At least that's what you told yourself every morning to convince yourself to get up, when even what had previously seemed sensible lost all meaning.
In the eyes of your parents and your old friends, you had remained imprinted as a sour girl, difficult to manage but who, beyond some character problems, had always shown herself willing to help. Never to be helped. Perhaps this had a powerful impact. In your daily life, no one asked how you were in the morning. Was it more difficult for others to reach out to you and always receive a refusal or was it more difficult for you now to be alone, without anyone? And yet loneliness had always been so dear to you; a space where you could truly be yourself.
After trying to attend political science university for a few months and failing the first exam, you soon realized that it wasn't for you. The only luck was having met a girl who, between one lesson and another, had introduced you to the world of photography.
In photography, you discover a kind of joy that you could share. Often others would ask you for photos and you, with a big smile, couldn't wait to take one. Of course, everything got complicated when you had to come to terms with reality. There was no longer just photography, you also had to think about earning some money.
That's how you ended up working at a fast food restaurant that was open all day and, with the constant fear of running out of money at any moment, you signed up for all the night shifts. Someone had set you up by telling you that they paid more, but only when your first paycheck arrived did you realize that your dear colleague only wanted to get rid of the difficult shifts.
That night, you and Sunwoo, the beloved colleague who had actually made fun of you a few years earlier, were at the counter of the fast food restaurant busy playing UNO. It was more than rare to see customers at two in the morning.
ā€œUNO!ā€ Sunwoo shouted at the top of his lungs. ā€œFuck you, asshole! Iā€™m tired and you dare win my favorite card game!ā€ you threw the remaining cards of the deck off the counter. Sunwoo huffed and, with an agile leap, got off the counter and went to retrieve the poor cards that were now lying on the floor that was far too clean for the hygiene standards of the place where you worked. ā€œItā€™s the only card game you know how to play, Y/nā€
It was cold outside. A cold that froze the bones. Your winter uniforms didnā€™t warm you enough and the heating had suddenly stopped working the day before. Sunwoo didn't let it show, but he hated working more than you did. He had a dream more ambitious than yours and unfortunately, every door was closed in his face. The fast food place where he worked with you was the daily confirmation that failure was a constant in his life. And you were experiencing the same situation first-hand.
Sometimes photography gave you work, but you couldn't eat from it. Small jobs are undoubtedly formative, but not appealing to the taste of those big companies that looked at your disastrous portfolio.
While Sunwoo began to sweep the clean floor, you, lost in your thoughts, froze, feelinglessly staring at the street you looked at every night. Suddenly, you saw a black limousine approaching, and, scared that someone important might be there, you shook Sunwooā€™s arm and pointed to the car. His eyes widened as well.
But to your surprise, the first person to step out of the car was a man in a tuxedo who then proceeded to open the back door facing the fast-food restaurant. A girl of medium height came out, wearing a black dress that hugged her body in all the right places. When she was closer to the door, you immediately noticed, illuminated by the decadent lights of the place where you were, that she had heavy makeup on her face that beautifully framed her eyes.
The young raven-haired girl sat on the stool in front of the counter. Sunwoo was still speechless. He could only mutter a shy, unprofessional ā€œAh, hi,ā€ to which the girl responded with a sweet smile. Her gaze shifted to you and you flinched.
ā€œCan I order?ā€ she reached out to grab the menu Sunwoo had sat on earlier. ā€œI guess so.ā€ ā€œThe menu with the fattest, greasiest, biggest sandwich you have, please.ā€ Sunwoo snatched the menu out of her hands and shouted ā€œRight away!ā€, disappearing into the kitchen and leaving you in front of the girl. Outside, you noticed her date glaring at you.
ā€œNot many customers come by, do they?ā€ ā€œWe donā€™t usually see anyone. Thatā€™s why your visit surprised us a lotā€ The girl laughed in a strangely loud way. Strange, I thought she was more composed. ā€œGod, please. We will be more or less the same age, don't be so formal,ā€ she wiped her hands on her dress laughing, and then looked at you ready to shake your hand ā€œI'm Karina. Itā€™s a stage name. I model full-time."
You shook hands with her, apologizing for how cold and greasy it might feel. ā€œWell, Iā€¦ I work here.ā€ The girl smiled at you. ā€œAnd do you like working here?ā€ ā€œWhat?ā€
Sunwoo came with Karinaā€™s order and placed it before her, avoiding her gaze. When he crossed yours, you noticed that the boy had red cheeks. I whispered something to you but you didnā€™t understand.
Itā€™s been too long since someone asked you what it was like to live a life you no longer wanted. Your mouth dried up and you were unable to answer. Karina shrugged and began eating the sandwich undisturbed.
With her mouth still full from the bite she had just taken, the model opened up to speak. It was evident she was nothing like the stereotype of a typical model; her authenticity was refreshing. Feeling overwhelmed, you moved two stools away from the client, seeking a bit of distance as you listened, intrigued by her unique charm.
"You took those, didnā€™t you?" Karina found it difficult to eat that part, but she couldnā€™t help but examine the few decorations in the fast-food restaurant. "Ah, those pictures," you turned your entire body to look at them. "Yes, I took all of them. Theyā€™re from our customers who left a special tip." "Special tip?" Karina asked, intrigued. "Yes, for a change of $4, you receive a Polaroid and agree to have it displayed on this wall. Itā€™s not worth much, though, because Iā€™m required to take two pictures for the price of one."
"They are all very pretty. I know some people." "There are a lot of people passing by. Sometimes they tell you their story, take a picture, and then leave, never to return. Itā€™s almost as if-" "Romantic, yes" Karina finished the sentence for you, to your great surprise.
The silence that was created afterward was strangely comfortable. For someone like you who was always uncomfortable when she met strangers, the situation was quite strange. Karina, on the other hand, seemed completely at ease as she was happily humming and chewing at the same time. When the crow finished eating, she got up from her stool, stretched her arms, and put ten euros on the counter.
"Please don't make me change." "Pardon?" "I would like one of those photos. I'm looking forward to experiencing this too." What enthusiasm!
You took the Polaroid and waited for the young woman to pose before taking the picture. Karina made a big heart with her arms and gave you a wink. She is truly a modelā€¦ "Are you done?" "Done!"
Karina approached you, then stood behind you and waited for the Polaroid to be ready. When she was ready, the girl screamed full of joy. You smiled unconsciously. "I love it, thank you!" she leaned it delicately on the counter and then turned quickly towards you, continuing to talk. "Letā€™s take the other one! Letā€™s do it together. Where is that boy? Boy! Boy! Ehiii!" Sunwoo ran out of the kitchen alarmed. "What- what happened?" "Nothing, Sunwoo" You put your hand on your forehead. "Can you take a picture of us? So we can hang it there." Sunwoo looked for your eyes but you avoided him, unable to explain. At which the boy approached the polaroid and urged you to pose. Karina chose the same place where all the other clients had been, saying she would keep the theme, and invited you to place yourself next to her.
Karina was a little taller than you, maybe a few centimeters, but in your eyes there seemed to be a huge difference. You stood closer to her to form the heart and pretended a smile of convenience to allow Sunwoo to take this photo. The proximity to the model sent a bizarre sensation creeping along your spine. Intrigued, you paused to take a closer look at her. In that moment, when no one else was watching, the radiant smile she had worn so confidently faded entirely from her face. Her eyes, once sparkling with warmth, now seemed overshadowed by a deep, unsettling darkness that only amplified her presence. Without warning, the model turned her gaze toward you, her lips curving into a wide grin that revealed a perfect set of thirty-two gleaming teeth. A chill swept over you, wrapping around your body like an icy blanket, leaving you momentarily breathless and disoriented. What the fuck?
"You did such a great job, girls. It's rare for Y/n!" You woke up from the nightmare of falling and responded to Sunwoo with a raised middle finger. "Oh, she's got quite an attitude. I need to leave," Karina said, finally letting go of you after holding you tightly. That girl was beginning to stir strange feelings in you. "The photo turned out just fine. Let me sign it and put the date on it. Come on!" Sunwoo timidly passed the Polaroid to the girl and watched her do everything she said.
With your arms folded you waited for her comfortable finish. Karina approached the corkboard and put your Polaroid on it. He smiled at her and turned, heading for the exit.
"Y/n!" Hearing your name pronounced by the model, you turned to her with an interrogative look. "Tell me" "See you!" and ran off into the limo, leaving behind a trail of expensive perfume and a cheap Polaroid.
That night passed faster than expected and Sunwoo told you - with attached photos - how this fantastic Karina was one of the most popular models in recent years. Besides being beautiful, she was about to debut in the cinema world. The moon was full and the cold was more bitter than usual. An uncomfortable feeling was in your chest, but you let it pass.
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While you were going to work the next day, you took some pictures at the illuminated windows of that night. One of the projects you had since moving to that city was to create a collection of photos showing nightlife, although it was difficult to call it "life", of the traders, workers, or people just going out for fun. But you didnā€™t have enough prestige and money.
When you arrived at work, you greeted Sunwoo coldly, who returned. You worked hard until three in the morning because, as you well know, on Saturday mornings there were waves of guys full of life coming back from bars where they had only drunk, or from discos in the area. You found it a good opportunity to take some pictures for your photo project.
In no time at all it was six o'clock. The sun was beginning to rise and the first rays of sunshine came through the large windows of the structure. You and Sunwoo were getting ready for the end of the shift, but the boy seemed particularly agitated so you told him to leave before you. You would have waited for the other girl to give her the keys and start the shift after. Sunwoo thanked you and ran away. You knew how much he cared about his passion.
The sound of the door creaking open cut through the stillness of the room, jolting you from your thoughts. You glanced at the clock on the wall, your brow furrowing as you noted it was already twenty minutes past the time your colleague was supposed to arrive. Just as you were about to call out, "Youā€™re latā€”" your words caught in your throat. Standing in the doorway was not your expected colleague, but the enigmatic man who had accompanied Karina the night before. He stood there, an air of mystery surrounding him, his presence both intriguing and unsettling as he caught your eye.
"How can I help you?" you asked, even though you were pressed for time and the only one in the room. "I was looking for you. It was lucky that I found you right away," the other person replied. You tightened your grip on the broom you had been pretending to sweep with just moments before. "For what purpose?" you inquired.
The man reached into his pocket and pulled out a crisp white card, sliding it across the table to you. You glanced down to see a neatly printed address alongside the name: Vogue, Karinaā€™s Photoshoot. Confusion washed over you as you looked back up at him. "What does this mean?" you asked. He shifted uneasily, avoiding your gaze. "Miss Karina has requested that you oversee her new photoshoot," he explained, his tone heavy with discomfort. "The previous photographer was let goā€¦ rather abruptly. I expect you to be at the studio in two days."
Your hands shook as you faced a big opportunity. You nodded slowly, your mouth half open, unsure what to say. The man smiled and walked away, leaving you stunned. The broom fell from your hands and clattered to the floor. Your knees felt weak, and your mind went blank for a moment. You couldnā€™t think. You wondered how powerful Karina was and what she wanted from you.
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The next day you showed up in the hall of the huge palace, waiting fearlessly for someone to come and call you. You had spent the night before reading and browsing photography books or looking at random palettes that could help you match any clothing you found on Karina.
A tall woman approached you slowly, her expression grim as she pointed to a location on the map she had just tossed at you. What a kindnessā€¦ You quickly walked toward the meeting place and, upon finding the door, opened it carefully. Inside, a crew of about twenty people turned their curious gazes toward you, along with Karina and her manager.
You slowly approached your collaborators and thanked them timidly for their attention. "We will do everything that needs to be done and we will accomplish it together. All we should do is unite everyoneā€™s ideas and give life to some of the most beautiful photos ever made" Karina, sitting in a velvet chair, put her hand in front of her and laughed candidly.
It didnā€™t take five hours to create everything that needed to be created. The ideas came from everyone like a river in full flow. Fill a room with artists who are also competitive people and you will get the exact personification of an erupting volcano. You were the Vesuvius and the fashion industry was your Pompeii. The next day you swore to finish the project so that you could go on with the production of the photos.
Karina, who should have been bored at least by having spent the day waiting for others to do their jobs, approached you with a remarkable delicacy and touched your shoulder. "Can you come over there?" Karina pointed to a closet nearby; it was her dressing room. "Uhm, sure" There was no reason to say no. You looked over your shoulder before entering the dressing room with the girl with the brown hair. It was the first time you saw her in a suit and all you could think about was how well she wore anything. It must be nice.
Karina invited you to sit in the two-seater chair with her. Hesitantly, you approached and sat face to face with the girl who flashed a smile revealing thirty-two teeth. "I brought you here becauseā€”" You interrupted her before she could finish. "Letā€™s say you fired the photographer from Vogue so I could come here." "An insignificant detail," she replied.
In Karina's eyes, you saw the same darkness you had observed a few days earlier. It made you hesitant to speak, fearing the words wouldn't come out right. "You must help me," she said. "Why should I?" you asked. Karina rose from her chair and stood in the middle of the room, her expression unreadable as she continued to gaze at you.
"You must. And if you donā€™t, Iā€™ll take the only real opportunity youā€™ve got in your miserable life off your hands." "Whatā€™s the excuse?" the conversation seemed too much for you, so you immediately put yourself on defense. "You are a beautiful girl, you are good at what you do. I like your photos, I am sincere" "But?"
The frigid air enveloped the room, wrapping around you like an unwelcome shroud, making each breath feel laborious and strained. With every second that passed, a chilling sensation crept through your body, as if the very warmth within you was being siphoned away, leaving you increasingly vulnerable to the oppressive cold.
ā€œYou must photograph the emerging actress and model Yuna at a moment that could cause a scandal and ruin her career forever.ā€ ā€œThis is fucking crazy,ā€ you jumped up and approached Karina, who didnā€™t move an inch ā€œIā€™m leaving, I donā€™t intend to keep this job and do whatever bullshit you came up with. I knew you were crazy, I understood it immediately"
Karina rolled her eyes, grabbed your arm, and pushed you into the seat. ā€œYouā€™re not going anywhere. Iā€™m capable of destroying your present life and your future life. Be careful what you do. Listen to me and calm downā€ Karinaā€™s hands were extremely cold but your gaze was even more icy.
ā€œSpeak then, cheap modelā€ ā€œIt will all be anonymous. Become her friend and her photographer. You have one week. The clock runs out before the day you have to send the completed photoshoot to the Vogue editorial officeā€ ā€œItā€™s called blackmailā€ ā€œItā€™s called seizing opportunities. You wonā€™t get them againā€
You looked away for a moment before getting up from your chair and moving back to the center of the room. You walked back and forth, occasionally glancing at Karina.
ā€œTheyā€™ll kill me anyway when they realize itā€™s meā€ ā€œDonā€™t worry,ā€ Karina stood up to get closer to you, ā€œWeā€™ll use an external computer and no one will ever knowā€ ā€œA person will be involved, I donā€™t think Iā€™m capable of itā€ ā€œShe wonā€™t dieā€ Karina had an amused grin on her face.
You thought back to Sunwoo and how he loved what he did like no one else. However, the most selfish part of you had surfaced. You wanted to pursue a career in photography, and you were unconcerned about the people who would be affected by your ambition. You would have done anything to make your dream a reality.
ā€œIā€™m inā€ You held out your hand to Karina, surprised by your sudden change of heart. When Karina squeezed your hand you noticed it was as cold as yours. And that perhaps you were more similar than you could have imagined.
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You never imagined that the next day you would find yourself taking pictures of the woman who had asked you to ruin the life of another model without remorse. You had discovered that all your collaborators considered Karina a sweet, kind, and always available girl, while in your eyes, every time you looked at her, you felt like you were looking at a monster.
Once the photoshoot was over and, therefore, the work you had to do for Vogue, you walked into the Karaoke where Karina had asked you to meet. The room was insolently small - maybe the girl liked everything smaller - and the nauseating smell made you immediately understand what kind of dump it was.
ā€œDonā€™t you like it here?ā€ asked Karina, who was cross-legged and munching on some chips, which she offered you and you refused. ā€œItā€™s pretty disgustingā€ ā€œItā€™s okay. We wonā€™t be here longā€
Karina took her Gianni Chiarini bag and pulled out three photos. One was of Yuna, the other of a girl you couldnā€™t identify, and in the last photo, there was you.
ā€œWhat does that mean?ā€ ā€œYuna is having an affair with this girl.ā€ Karina touched the face print of the girl whose name you didnā€™t know with her painted nail and then continued. ā€œIn case you didnā€™t understand, your photo is there because I wanted to let you know that I had you followed a week before I showed up at your place of work by a trusted friend of mine.ā€ ā€œWhat?ā€ you were visibly shocked. ā€œDonā€™t worry, honey. I will only use the information I have on you if you donā€™t cooperate.ā€ A disturbing smile made you doubt her sincerity.
ā€œWhy are you so mad at this girl?ā€ ā€œBecause she canā€™t keep whatā€™s hers.ā€ ā€œWhat does that mean translatedā€¦?ā€ Karina huffed and put the photos back in her bag. ā€œWe grew up in this industry together. We achieved success together. And then she cheated on me.ā€
You were stunned. ā€œAll this just because he didn't hold your hand throughout the journey of your life? Are you crazy-ā€ ā€œShe cheated on me countless times. She told my parents that Iā€™m a lesbian, they havenā€™t spoken to me since that day. And to top it all off, she stopped me from working for a year, taking away the most important collaboration of my lifeā€
You almost felt sorry, but you didnā€™t say anything. Her eyes radiated something else. Maybe she too was human and was simply tired.
ā€œBecome her new fuck buddy. Treat her well and then you can be sure that youā€™ll end up finding her making out with someone else. Take as many pictures as you can and youā€™ll be free foreverā€ ā€œI donā€™t- Who told you I like women?ā€ ā€œMy dear friendā€ ā€œGod, fuck Karinaā€ ā€œUm, maybe this collaboration will lead to something good?ā€
You looked up in shock and found a rather smiling Karina. ā€œDo you start talking about sex when you're done talking about revenge? Youā€™re crazy.ā€ ā€œI canā€™t help it if revenge turns me on like crazy.ā€ Karina slowly ran her tongue over her upper lip, while you looked at her with wide eyes.
ā€œAre you reallyā€¦ My god, you do this to everyone?ā€ ā€œEveryone who? Youā€™re probably the last woman in three years that Iā€™ve found truly attractive!ā€ You rested your face on the fist youā€™d created with your right hand.
ā€œDo you feel lonely?ā€ Karina looked at you intently and nodded, gently moving her head. ā€œMe too. Thatā€™s why Iā€™ll help you. I see reflected in your eyes the same sadness that I feel." That's what it was.
ā€œY/nā€ ā€œTell meā€ ā€œDo a good jobā€ ā€œIā€™ll tryā€
Karina finished all the chips that were left on the table, while you looked at her intently and prayed that the day you would meet Yuna would never come.
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Unexpectedly, you received a call the next day: a very familiar voice invited you to participate in a graphic project that involved twenty different photographers who would take pictures of Yuna during a typical month of hers at the beach. Fans are certainly crazy to buy this, but it's all for the career, right?
Your first encounter with Yuna was ordinary. Where normal means you were struck by how tall and beautiful she was, even though Karina had gotten you used to it well. Yuna walked over to you and pulled you into a tight hug. ā€œY/n, right? I saw some photos of your portfolio and I loved them. The way you capture what's around is extremely sincere. Thank you for accepting. I am eternally gratefulā€
Yuna was warm. You noticed it immediately. Her body temperature had nothing to do with Karina's. Yuna's smile, moreover, really showed a sincere kindness. The photos you took were delicate, beautiful, andā€¦ real. But you remembered what Karina had told you and quickly came to your senses.
You spent two days taking photographs for one of the most beloved women in the world - that's what the charts said - and on the last evening, Yuna and her manager dragged all twenty of you to a pub.
Yuna, clearly drunk, stood up on a chair and started screaming. ā€œThank you! You were amazing! This project will come out amazing. Now letā€™s get our glasses up, we have to celebrate!ā€ As everyone downed a few glasses of beer, you noticed a familiar face looking sweetly at Yuna. It was her girlfriend. You asked the boy next to you to switch seats and, perhaps nodding his head, he permitted you.
"Hi, I'm Y/n" "Ah, nice to meet you, I'm Haseul! Yuna showed me your photos. They're beautiful, congratulations" How cute, I almost feel sorry for using her like that. "I see you're looking at Yuna with sweet eyesā€¦ Is there something underneath?" the little laugh you let out right after should have helped break the tension, but it only made it grow even more. Haseul wiped the sweat on her pants and then spoke to you.
"I love her more than anyone else in the world" Ah. "It must be nice to love someone" You ran a hand uncomfortably behind your neck. "It's nice to have someone by your side. We're almost always together. I only have her. After what Yuna went through last year, she's become even stronger" A strong curiosity grew in you.
"What happened to her?" "Her ex-girlfriend cheated on her, Yuna found out and told her parents to shoot her an arrow that would cause her the same pain" "That's not possible" "Plus Yuna lost a very important job with Saint Laurent. She spent sleepless nights because of Karin-" Haseul quickly covered her face with her hands.
"Karina. Are you sure it was her fault?" "Ask anyone you want. She lied to everyone and messed up half the plans of people here just to go out and cheat on her girlfriend. Everyone hates her. She's just a pretty face in this industry"
Your head started to spin, maybe from drinking too much alcohol. ā€œIā€™m going to get some fresh air!ā€ ā€œShall I accompany you?ā€ ā€œIt doesnā€™t matter, thanks.ā€
Outside, on the side of an empty road, you threw up next to a dumpster. Karina had been lying to you. She was evil, she was crazy, and a total dickhead. Everyone knew it but you. Because you had been a normal person until the week before. You had seen the surface, never what was underneath.
You understood that Karina would treat you like Yuna. You understood that the only solution would be to refuse, but your career was at stake.
Yuna came out and walked over to you. ā€œIā€™m sorry you found out. I know everything. Karina isnā€™t the only one who can spy on people without being accused.ā€ ā€œDo you know everything?ā€ ā€œFrom the stupid meeting at the fast food restaurant to the job opportunities she offered you. Her dear friend, aka her manager, is Shin Yuna hereā€™s dearest friend.ā€
You looked into her eyes. ā€œIā€™ll have toā€¦ No, hurt you. I donā€™t want to.ā€ I wanted to, but now I donā€™t want to anymore. ā€œIt doesnā€™t matter. Do it.ā€ ā€œHow could I?ā€ Haseul came closer to the two of you. ā€œYou canā€™t hurt us. When you find someone in life who loves you, life has a whole different meaning.ā€
The cold suddenly hit you. And, strangely, you thought for a second that those two were crazy. ā€œYuna would lose her job,ā€ you continued ā€œBut I will never lose the people I love. And anyway,ā€ Yuna put her arm around Haseulā€™s waist, ā€œI wonā€™t be in this industry for long.ā€
Haseul looked you in the eyes and smiled. ā€œDonā€™t worry.ā€
As you made your way home, your eyes caught the massive posters of Karina that adorned the streets yet, beneath your admiration, a swirl of conflicting emotions surged inside you; you couldn't shake the nagging feeling that she was not only a bit unpredictable but also a master of deception. Despite all that, you felt an undeniable urge to kiss her.
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The karaoke seemed more rotten than usual. Karina didnā€™t seem to belong there at all. The last day, the decisive one, had now arrived. You sat down, like the last time, in front of the raven-haired girl.
ā€œHi, Y/n. I see you well. How are you?ā€ ā€œBetter than you can imagineā€ ā€œMy ears only want to hear good newsā€
You took her usual bag of chips from her hands and started munching on them. ā€œWhat do you think of your modeling job?ā€ ā€œI hate itā€ Karina, to your surprise, answered without even thinking for a second. ā€œWhy?ā€ ā€œThere is no sincerity in what I do. But it is the only job that puts me in contact with hundreds of people a week. It makes me feel less aloneā€
You put the chips on the table and took out the incriminating photos. ā€œYuna and Haneul, as you asked me and here I have,ā€ you took out the USB stick, ā€œthe murder weapon!ā€ Karina looked at you with wide eyes. ā€œDid youā€¦ Do it?ā€ ā€œYour charm won me over, unfortunately, I have to admit itā€ Even though You were ironic, Karina's cheeks turned pink.
Karina pulled out a computer without making eye contact with you. Then she ordered you to open it. In front of your eyes was a fairly famous site where you were supposed to upload incriminating photos of Yuna and Haseul.
ā€œY/n. I have to tell you something" As you wrote the description of the photos you would publish immediately after, you signaled Karina to continue.
ā€œMaybe it's because I haven't felt someone's affection for a long time, maybe it's because I can't look at myself in the mirror anymore without crying butā€¦ā€ ā€œAfter Karina, afterā€ ā€œYou saidā€¦ā€ ā€œLet me talkā€
Seeing Karina so vulnerable and with teary eyes made you feel guilty, but what you wanted to do you would have done without complaining. Karina, however, seemed ready to let go of everything, to take a decisive step.
ā€œKarina, kiss meā€ ā€œWhy should I do that? Are you crazy?ā€ ā€œLast time you seemed intent on doing much more!ā€ you raised your voice. ā€œIf I kiss you itā€™s only because I want to show you how I feel!ā€
You both were incredibly close. The intensity of the conversation had drawn you from the karaoke sofas, and now you stood face to face, the air feeling thick between you. Karina was the first to make a move. She reached behind your neck, gripped your hair tightly, and swallowed hard. You didn't want to initiate the kiss; you wanted her to take the lead. And thatā€™s exactly what she did. Karina leaned in and pressed her lips against yours, but the kiss was tentative, almost shy. She clearly wanted you to respond, but you held back. The kiss ended before it truly began.
ā€œWhy?ā€ she asked, embarrassed. You, in response, checked your phone and went back to finishing the article on the computer. You connected your phone to the computer and transferred the photos.
ā€œWhat about the USB stick?ā€ ā€œIā€™ll give it to you as soon as Iā€™m finishedā€
Five minutes passed before you closed the computer. The die was cast. And so is your life and Karina's. There was no turning back, in any way.
ā€œY/n?ā€ ā€œDoneā€ ā€œGoodā€¦ā€ Karina grabbed a blanket and wrapped it around herself. You did the same.
ā€œWhy did you lie to me?ā€ ā€œWhat are you talking about, Y/n? ā€œTell me the truth. Haseul and Yuna told me everything. I also spoke to other colleagues. All the same version. Youā€™re a liar, Karina.ā€
Karina looked back at you with a blank stare. ā€œAnd what are you?ā€ ā€œThatā€™s not the point.ā€ Karina slammed her fist on the table. ā€œFrom everything they told you, did you only understand that Iā€™m a liar?ā€ ā€œHow can I trust you, Karina?ā€
Karina hugged the blanket and started biting her nails. "You know when I'm lying. You can feel it. You know when Iā€™m not natural. I understood immediately when we met that there was a different connection between us." ā€œDo you say that to everyone?ā€ ā€œYouā€™re not funny, Y/n!ā€ Karina screamed and threw the bag of chips in your direction, making a mess in the room.
ā€œItā€™s not funny to make fun of people. You used me.ā€ ā€œI didnā€™t!ā€ ā€œSo what did you do, Karina? How would you call what you did?ā€ ā€œI tried to keep you as close as possibleā€¦ I donā€™t have anyone. Yuna wanted to leave me and I had sex with someone else the next day! Our relationship was over.ā€ ā€œPeople canā€™t love you if you pretend to be someone else.ā€ ā€œEveryone abandoned me. They abandoned me when I pretended to be the sweet and kind Karina and when I was the real Karina!ā€
Karina seemed to have reached a point of no return, but you could do nothing but pity her. Now you just had to tell her your truth.
ā€œKarina, listen to me. Yuna got what she got because she moved on and recognized that love can be found anywhere. Her career is worth a thousand times more than a career like yours that was built on pain. Just forget about this life. Start over again." ā€œThe only one I have is my manager. I have no ambitions, I have no love. I just wanted someone to feel the way I do.ā€ ā€œWe all fight for something, Karina! I fight for photography and youā€™ve been fighting against yourself for too long!ā€
Karina seemed to be furious. ā€œYou donā€™t understand. Iā€™ve been alone all my life! The only one whoā€™s close to me is my manag-ā€ ā€œNo, heā€™s Yunaā€™s informant. When he handed me the ticket for Vogue, I immediately understood that he was not on your side, Karinaā€
ā€œKarinaā€ ā€œI hate you. Will you stop throwing the truth in my face? I know, damn, I know Iā€™m alone. I've never gotten along well with anyone. But with you, I had a good time. Time never seemed to end. Youā€™ll abandon me too. You all do the same when I show you how I amā€
You turned the computer towards her. ā€œKarina, I posted the photos. Look at them. First, breathe and then rationalizeā€ Karina did as you said, too vulnerable to go against you.
When she saw the article with the photo of you she couldnā€™t say a word. She just asked you, in a weak voice, why you did it. ā€œWe can start over, Karina. They already had everything. In their eyes, I saw what was missing in ours. Rise from the ashes Karina or die forever, it would make more sense than continuing to pretend to live in someone elseā€™s bodyā€
You got up from the room, knowing that the news with the photo of you and Karina kissing would do more harm to her than to you. You shut the door behind you. You turned around. Outside you waited for Karina, hoping she would come out so you could comfort her. But that didnā€™t happen.
The news caused a scandal. The billboards with Karina disappeared, her role as the lead actress in that new movie was deleted and for more than a month, all anyone talked about was that photo. No one recognized your face; next to Karina, you looked quite bad. Yuna called you and guaranteed that your name and work would remain in the photo book. The Vogue photos were never published. You stuck them up, with Sunwooā€™s help, in the fast food restaurant.
Sometimes someone stopped to observe them and Sunwoo took care of answering their questions. Very naturally, he said that Karina loved coming to this fast food restaurant - before it disappeared - and that you were her favorite.
Six months had gone by, yet the ache in your chest refused to fade, a constant reminder of the unresolved feelings haunting you. Each night, you lay alone in bed, tears soaking your pillow, knowing that no one would come to comfort youā€”and that no one would offer her the same kindness. In those haunting hours, you grappled with memories and regrets, feeling the weight of your sorrow pressing down on you like a heavy shroud.
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ā€œWhat a beautiful day! Life has never been so beautiful!ā€ ā€œSunwoo, itā€™s just your first role in a stupid TV seriesā€ ā€œA stupid TV series that youā€™ll watch!ā€
You and Sunwoo had become great workmates again. This time, you were the one who requested more hours, and Sunwoo, despite having found a second job, had decided to work alongside you in each of them.
Sometimes you look at the street illuminated by the street lamps. You hadn't been able to move on. After Yunaā€™s photobook came out, your name appeared on many other projects. You had started working with many more idols. But there was no one like her.
ā€œStill thinking about it?ā€ ā€œMy mind is occupied with her, Sunwooā€ ā€œYou couldnā€™t contact her?ā€ ā€œNo one has her number and no one has been close to her. At least I know sheā€™s not deadā€ ā€œYeahā€¦ā€
It was four in the morning on a random Thursday when a black car pulled up on the road and parked in front of the fast food restaurant. Sunwoo let out a scream and hid behind the counter. ā€œIs that the police? What have you done, Y/n?ā€ ā€œStop it, you idiot, and get the emergency number ready. You never knowā€
But a woman with blonde hair, no makeup, and wearing a sweatshirt that looked very expensive, stepped out of the car. At first, you and Sunwoo couldnā€™t figure out who she was, you could only guess that she was extremely attractive from the way she walked.
When the first light from the fast food restaurant hit her face, Karina revealed herself to you with a shy smile. ā€œSunwooā€¦ā€ she waved at the boy. ā€œAnd wellā€¦ Y/nā€¦ How are you doing?ā€
Sunwoo let out another scream. This time you did the same. Then you started to cry, unable to control your emotions. Karina threw herself at you and hugged you with teary eyes. After you both calmed down, Sunwoo fried you two large portions of fries and left the place for a moment, pretending to have received a call.
ā€œY/n. I look at youā€¦ā€ ā€œTerribly, terriblyā€ ā€œYes, well. Youā€™ve lost weightā€ You squeezed her hands tightly. Warm tears fell onto Karina's white hands.
ā€œSorryā€ ā€œStop it, itā€™s okay. Look at meā€ Karina took your face in her hands and forced you to look at her. Then she continued to speak. ā€œIt had to be this way. I was reborn from the ashes, okay? But I want you to do the same. Letā€™s help each other. Weā€™ve been alone for too long andā€¦ā€
Karina stopped to look at the road, her eyes shining. ā€œI missed you. The real you is so annoying, sexy, and cute at the same time. I'm happy to hear you're well."
Karina then looked back at you and looked at the palms of your hands. ā€œCome with me. I'm full of money. Let's run away from here, let's go where no one knows us" "Karina" "It doesn't matter if you tell me now. You destroyed my previous life though! I expect you to pick up the broken pieces and put them back together"
She made you laugh and you thanked fate for having met her. You gave her a sweet kiss on the cheek. Karina looked at you with a raised eyebrow.
ā€œAre you just kissing me back?ā€ ā€œKarina, thereā€™s a time for everythingā€ ā€œYou know, Y/n, I have a few things I need to tell you about myself. Did you know that I especially love dark chocolate and hate milk chocolate?ā€
ā€œKarina,ā€ you stood up from the stool and locked your eyes with his. "Tell me, Y/n" ā€œWe have all the time to learn to love each otherā€ ā€œAnd we have all the time to learn to liveā€
Sunwoo burst into the fast food restaurant, his eyes glistening with tears of joy. He couldnā€™t contain his excitement as he shared the incredible news: he had secured a role in a film directed by a renowned filmmaker. The moment was electric, filled with laughter and heartfelt congratulations as you both celebrated his achievement. Before leaving this familiar place, you and Karina decided to capture the memory with a photo at the very spot where your journey had begun. As the camera clicked, you were acutely aware that this moment marked a turning point. You stood there, smiling and cherishing the memory, knowing deep down that you were ready to embrace the future and leave the past behind, resolutely moving forward without looking back.
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WARNING āš ļø Coriolanus Snow is his own warning in and of itself. Cussing, obsession, masterbation (m & f), p in v (alluded to), Dark!Coriolanus, Young Politician!Coriolanus, Secretary!Reader
This one got away from me so it's a bit long. Whoops...
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You're at your desk, logging into your computer to start the day whenever the door to the office opens and in walks your boss. Senator Coriolanus Snow. One of the youngest Head Gamemakers and Senators in the history of Panem. He's only 24 years old and he's already so successful.
Crazy, right?
Your older brother was in the same graduating class as him at the Academy. Rein was a slacker that wasn't in the top 24 while Coryo- uh Coriolanus- was the top student, won the Plinth prize, and even did a short stint as a Peacekeeper to serve the greater good of the country (like his father General Crassus Snow did before him) before attending the University as a double major in Political Science and Military Strategies. Oh and while attending the University he interned under Dr. Gaul, became an Assistant Gamemaker, and even became the Head Gamemaker himself when Dr. Gaul died in a tragic lab accident involving her mutts.
And he did all of that by age 20.
Age 20!
After graduating from the Academy, Rein was shoved into the Peacekeepers by your father, retired Colonel Javanis Halvir. Your brother was sent to 8 and he complained in all of his letters about it. Once he was eligible to take the Officer's Aptitude Exam, your father had ordered him to sign up. So, Rein took the test and became an officer. He got assigned to PK Base D-12.
And that's what your older brother accomplished by 20. Oh and he also knocked up a local barmaid from the Hobb, causing your father to have a stroke. Your mother found it very comical.
And then both of your parents told you that you needed to redeem the family name, blah blah blah, and pushed you to be the top student in the Academy. So, of course you ended up in the top 24. And you mentored a tribute, a 17 year old boy from 7, that won. He was very proficient with an ax. You didn't have to do too much mentoring, he basically just hacked everybody to bitsā€¦
But you still won the Plinth Prize anyways. And during the ceremony for the prize, instead of Strabo Plinth handing you over the Plinth Prize it was his heir instead.
Head Gamemaker Coriolanus Snow.
After handing you the prize he had asked you to have a glass of posca with him, causing your mother to glare angrily at the interaction. Your father on the other hand was ecstatic that Coryo-uh Coriolanus- wanted to talk to you. He served under General Snow in 12; thought that Coriolanus was a man cut from the same cloth as his father.
Anyways, once you and Coriolanus Snow got to talking he admitted that he was going into politics and would need a personal secretary; an assistant per say to help him with his day to day tasks such as scheduling meetings, etc. and much to your surprise, he offered you the job.
That was a couple of years ago.
So, yes, that's how you got your job. And you really liked your job. It wasn't that hard to do plus it made you feel important that such an accomplished and powerful man trusted you to manage his life.
If you only knew that Coriolanus, who's been insisting that you call him Coryo for roughly a year now, has been lusting after you since he saw you in a cute dress that hugged your body just right when he presented you the Plinth Prize 2 years ago. Also, your boss is a dark soul. A cold man. But he does have a soft spot for you.
And only for you.
Which is why he greets you with a wide, manic smile that makes the corners of his baby blues crinkle. ā€œGood morning, Y/N.ā€ The platinum blonde senator says while crossing the room, heading to your desk.
ā€œGood morning, Senator Snow.ā€ You politely smile, pulling up the excel document in order to print out the day's schedule for your boss. And talk about your boss, he's holding a bouquet of white roses in one hand and a tray of coffee along with a pastry bag in the other as he stops at your desk.
Coriolanus sets everything down, only to grab the vase on the corner of your desk and bring it over to the trash. All the while saying, ā€œI brought you some fresh roses, courtesy of Grandmaā€™amā€™s rooftop garden, to replace the wilted ones on your desk.ā€
The blonde politician did that every Monday for you. He brought fresh flowers for your office vase. A vase he gifted you for your one year work anniversary last year.
Dumping the contents of the vase out in the trash can, Coriolanus gestured to the coffees and brown paper bag on your desk, only to explain, ā€œThe barista at the coffee shop got my order wrong, so I had to do a second order, but since I already paid for the wrong order I figured I'd give it to you.ā€
ā€œOh, thank you, Coriolanus, Sir.ā€ You simply smiled, grateful for the free coffee. You were going to put a pot on in the break room as soon as you printed out Snow's schedule, but getting an unexpected cup of coffeeā€™s always nice.
Perhaps you'll pay it forward and treat him to coffee tomorrow. The gods know that you have his coffee order memorized.
It's black, just like his soul, with a couple of sugar packets. Not Splenda, not Sweet ā€˜nā€™ Low, not Truvia, but real sugar made from sugar cane grown down in 11. Oh and he always has a chocolate filled croissant too.
You also know his afternoon tea order by heart along with his dinner orders from a handful of takeout places he prefers. Hell, you even know his liquor order for after hours meetings. But it's your duty to know those things since, after all, you're his personal secretary.
Literally his right hand woman.
ā€œDarling, how many times have I told you to, please, call me Coryo.ā€ Your boss shook his head at you while bringing the empty vase to the nearby bathroom to fill up with water.
It must've been at least a hundred times by now, maybe more. But it felt weird to you calling your boss such a personal sounding nickname. You're both professional adults, if you call him by his name it should be Coriolanus. If not then you'll just refer to him as his title, since he's your boss.
ā€œYou know I can't call you Coryo, Coriolanus. It's not proper; you're my boss.ā€ You remind the senator, who's dressed to the nines today in a perfectly tailored three piece black suit- complete with a white dress shirt and striped tie, as he walks out of the bathroom and back into your foyer office with the filled up vase in hand.
A vase that looked dwarfed by his large grip. ā€œWe've known each other for a couple of years now, darling. I'd like to think of us as being on friendly terms, wouldn't you?ā€ Coriolanus asked, placing the vase down on your desk and arranging the flowers in them for you.
You clicked the print button on your computer, only to swivel your chair around to reach the ink jet printer behind you. ā€œYes, we're friendly, but you're still my boss.ā€
ā€œAnd as your boss I'm now ordering you to call me Coryo.ā€ He told you, pulling out the coffee that was yours, due to error, and setting it on your desk while you watched the printer spit out the paper with his daily schedule on it.
ā€œFine, I'll call you Coryo.ā€ You gave in, grabbing the paper and swiveling back around to face your him.
ā€œI got two croissants since I had to get my order remade, so it looks like you'll be getting one this morning, darling.ā€ Coryo told you, opening up the paper bag and pulling out a pastry. He grabbed a napkin that was stuffed into the drink carrier and put it on your desk, next to your coffee, before depositing your croissant on it.
ā€œThank you.ā€ You simply smile. Handing him over his schedule, you announce, ā€œHere's your schedule for today.ā€
The platinum blonde gives you a closed lip smile and nods before stretching his hand out for the paper. ā€œYou've got a dinner meeting tonight at 7 oā€™clock sharp with a political sponsor.ā€ You reminded him, your fingertips brushing, while he grabs the outstretched paper from you.
Briefly glancing over the paper in his hand, he asked, ā€œWould you like to go with me?ā€
ā€œWhat?ā€
ā€œDinner at 7 oā€™clock sharp. Would you like to go with me?ā€
Shaking your head, you politely decline his offer. ā€œOh no, I'm sorry, Coryo, Sir, but I can't go.ā€
ā€œWhy not? Got a boyfriend or something occupying your time?ā€ The senator sharply asks, his baritone heavy with a tingle of jealousy.
Coriolanus prayed to every God he never believed in that you're single. If not, well he's going to go whack some unlucky bastard to free you up to be his girl. He's decided that he's tired of pinning over you; stalking you.
Coryo's ready to take things to the next level. He's ready to fucking corrupt you; make you his forever. He's going to be announcing his bid for the presidential runoff, the first step in becoming one of two candidates to face off for the presidency, and it's time for him to get into a relationship.
A public relationship.
And you're perfect for that. Coriolanus knows, without a doubt, that you'll make a perfect First Lady. That your beauty and slight innocence will be the perfect contrast to his cold, stoic, but regal stature. That you're a perfect fit for him.
Plus he's getting tired of paying for whores. Whores that he has to keep disposing of so that they can't blackmail him about his sexual appetite. Coriolanus prides himself of being from one of the founding families of Panem, from the Old Guard. He even runs on the Old Guard ticket; he can't have some disgruntled whore tarnishing his reputation.
It'd be much cheaper and easier to just get you into bed; fuck you in all the ways that he likes.
But he also has a soft spot for you. Coryo likes you. Okay, that's a lie. He's obsessed with you in such a dark, sick way that if he sees a man smile at you or get too close to you then he's killing that man. Yea, Senator Snowā€™s in love with you, or at least in his head he's in love with you.
It's more like an obsession.
ā€œNo.ā€ You shook your head. ā€œI don't have a boyfriend.ā€ Well, you had an on-again, off-again thing going on with your neighbor across the hall from you, but since it's currently off Coryo doesn't need to know about that.
Coriolanus swore that he heard the heavens singing hymns upon hearing that you're single. Yes, nowā€™s the perfect time for him to make you his.
ā€œThen I'll have my driver pick you up for dinner tonight. Wear something nice.ā€
Once again, you decline him invitation. ā€œYou're my boss, I'm sorry, but I can't go with you tonight.ā€
Usually Coriolanus appreciates your professionalism and dedication to your job, but right now he loathes it. Why can't you just accept that he's taking you to his dinner meeting tonight. That he's showing you off on his arm for the entire Capitol to see.
Leaning against your desk, he gives you a piercing look with his icy eyes and tells you, ā€œIt's a very important business dinner with a political sponsor, Y/N, and you're my assistant.ā€ A calculating look crosses the politician's face as he adds in, ā€œIt's actually, you might say, very vital that you attend dinner with me tonight.ā€
Wellā€¦
When he puts it that way.
ā€œOkay, I'll go to dinner with you tonight.ā€ You relent, causing a smug grin to appear on Coryo's face.
ā€œGood.ā€ Coryo grins, making his face light up like sunshine, as he grabs his coffee and pastry bag. ā€œSince dinner's at 7, I'll have my driver pick you up at 6:45. That'll leave a 15 minute window to get to the restaurant.ā€ The platinum blonde told you the plan before pivoting on his heel and striding over to his office. Pausing at his door, with his large hand hovering over the knob, he looked over his shoulder and told you, ā€œWear either a red or black dress, but preferably red.ā€, before opening up the door and disappearing inside of his office.
Oh, how did you get into this mess?
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Coriolanus sat at his mahogany desk, going over documents for various bills that he could either sponsor or just straight up deny. Honestly, most of the shit that got dumped on his desk he denied. If it didn't pertain to the Capitol and the Capitolites then he just shoved the document in his shredder and made a note to vote no, well in the Senate it was ā€˜nahā€™, on it.
And Senator Snow was notorious for voting nah on everything.
As he sat in his office going over mindless matters, he couldn't help but wonder about what you'd look like all dolled up for dinner tonight. He knew that you had a few nice cocktail dresses to pick from, but the mystery of whether you'd listen to him and wear something black or preferably red versus another color altogether made his head spin a mile a minute. He hopes that you're a good little secretary and listen to him about the dress.
But what he really can't help fantasizing about is what you'll be wearing underneath your dress. He can't help picturing you in a bra and panty set that hugs your body in the right ways. The senator's daydreaming about delicate lace molded against your most private parts, that are hidden away only for your lover to see.
And just thinking about becoming your lover, stripping you out of not just your dress, but your soft, delicate lingerie has his pants growing tighter. So tight, in fact, that it was downright uncomfortable.
Letting out a barely audible groan, the platinum blonde stood up from his desk and went over to his door. For just a moment, he leaned his forehead against it and debated on whether or not to call you into his office; have you on your knees underneath his desk for him. But then he decided against it; locked his door instead and went over to his desk chair to take care of himself.
You're not some district whore, you deserve to be properly wined and dined first before he has you on your knees for him- choking on his cock with tears and mascara messily running down your cheeks.
Oh, just the thought of you with your pretty mouth around his large cock had said cock twitching in his pants.
Quickly, Coriolanus makes his way over to the small sofa that's in the corner of his office. He makes quick work of undoing his belt, only to tug his pants and boxer briefs down just enough for his cock to spring free before sitting on the sofa. Spitting in his hand, he leans back into the sofa and wraps his large hand around his cock.
He feels his dick throbbing angrily in his cold hand while sliding his thumb over his tipā€™s leaky slit. The platinum blonde bites back a moan, and closes his eyes- pretending that it's your hand wrapped around his shaft and your thumb teasing his cockhead. Fuck, how he craves your touch. Using his thumb to spread precum over his tip and down the length of his dick, he started to move his fist up and down in measured glides.
Coriolanus knows he should just rub one out as quick as possible since he's at work, but the fact that you- the object of all his fantasies- is right outside won't let him. Being in such close proximity to you feeds his fantasies and he has to have a proper handjob session.
Coriolanus has to indulge in the make believe notion that you're the one pumping his cock up and down, twisting your wrist slightly every now and then. That it's you playing with his cum heavy balls, making his toes curl in his socks and black floor shines, as the fist around his cock starts to slightly pick up pace.
Gods, he's getting lost in his fantasy of you pleasuring him with your hands, hell even your mouth- that he's sure will be aching from his cock unhinging your jaw when you suck him off- that the loud ringing of his office phone startles him.
ā€œGoddamnit! Can't I fuck my fist in peace?ā€ Coriolanus grumbled.
He's angry that his fantasy was broken; that he has to fist his cock faster than he wanted to.
The phone continued to ring off the hook as he furiously moved his hand up and down his dick. He bit his lip and bucked his hips, spurting his cum into his left hand. The one that he was using on his balls before the damn phone started ringing like crazy.
Letting out an aggravated sigh, he grabbed a few tissues from the box on the side table next to him and wiped off his hand. Standing up to right his boxer briefs and pants, he heard your heels echo down the hall. Great, just great, now you're on your way to his office because the phoneā€™s ringing off the hook.
Quickly, Coriolanus tosses the tissues into the wastebin. Rushing to his desk, he grabs the phone, only to slam it down. Hard.
Hey, he made the excessive ringing stop. Whoever called should just stick to the after 3 rings, hang up and try again later rule. Coriolanus has more important things to do than listen to a phone ring endlessly.
More important things: like jacking off to daydreams and fantasies about his secretary.
His secretary that's knocking on his door and asking him if he's alright.
ā€œI'm fine, my darling.ā€ Coriolanus called out to you while crossing his office. He unlocked his door and opened it, only to give you a manipulative smile while feeding you the bullshit lie of, ā€œI just zoned out reading a grant proposal and didn't realize the phone was ringing.ā€
ā€œAre you sure you're alright?ā€ You asked, only to follow it up with the offer of, ā€œI can always read some of those grant proposals and take notes on them for you, if you want. That way you won't get so bored to death reading them that you miss important phone calls.ā€
ā€œYou'd do that, for me?ā€ Coriolanus asked, feeling a bit touched by your offer. Oh, how he thinks you're an absolute sweetheart.
A perfect angel sent to him from the Lord above. And he's your golden angel too.
Lucifer, that is.
ā€œOf course, Coryo. It's my job to help you with paperwork.ā€
And before another word could be shared between you two, his phone started ringing. Again.
ā€œOh, I'll leave you to your call. Just put whatever you want me to read for you on my desk later.ā€
ā€œI will, darling.ā€ Coriolanus smiles at you, watching you walk away before closing his door.
Storming over to his phone, he sees that the video option light is blinking. Sitting down, he answered the phone and pressed the button to turn on his video call screen. As soon as the face of the half-assed idiot that was one of the Junior Gamemakers appeared on the screen he immediately felt a migraine coming on.
ā€œSenator Snow, are you neglecting Head Gamemaker duties in favor of politics? You never answered my call.ā€ The redhead man with a bad combover had the audacity to tell his boss via the phone screen.
Poor soul must not value his lifeā€¦
ā€œThereā€™s 3 fucking months before the games, that I'm designing, so there's no damn reason for you to call me and let the phone ring off the hook. Are you incompetent? If you had the common sense that God gave a mule the. You'd know I was busy with other matters and couldn't answer your ridiculous call.ā€ Coriolanus seethed in a long winded rant. His veins were protruding from his pale neck; a red vein was angrily popping in his forehead too. But it was his eyes that held so much hate in their icy orbs.
The man on the phone screen, despite being a few years older then Senator Snow, was a complete incompetent idiot in Coriolanus' opinion. Age certainly didn't make him any wiser.
ā€œI'm a very busy man; next time you pester me I'll have you thrown into a tank full of rabid mutts.ā€ Coriolanus promised the Junior Gamemaker before hanging up, hard, on him.
Coriolanus pinches the bridge of his nose and slumps into his overstuffed leather office chair. Letting out a heavy sigh, he rubs his temples and tries to calm down by daydreaming about dinner with you tonight.
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Your day went on as it usually does. You took calls and made appointments for Senator Snow. You also read and typed up some cliff notes for a few bills that Coryo left for you before he took off for lunch. He didn't say where he was going and you didn't ask.
When he came back from a power lunch, you knew he went somewhere for drinks cause you could smell a hint of whiskey radiating from his pores, he greeted you with a simple thin lipped smile and placed a container of food on your desk. He didn't tell you to take your lunch break, but the way he wordlessly moved his baby blues between you and the doggie bag he just dumped on your desk was more than enough to give you a hint that he wanted you to eat. So, you simply thanked him, before handing him some notes and taking the food he got you to the break room.
After lunch, the remainder of your day was mundane. Or at least it was until Coryo emerged from his office and strutted over to your desk. You didn't pay him any mind, figuring that he prolly just wanted the other bills back along with the notes you just finished up on them. So, when he perches himself on the corner of your desk, all the while suggesting, ā€œDarling, why don't you leave early. You can pamper yourself with, say, a rosewater bubble bath before tonight's dinner. Yea?ā€, you're taken aback.
You're in total shock.
Your nose scrunched up, reminding Coriolanus of a little bunny rabbit, as you asked incredulously, ā€œExcuse me, Senator Snow? You're sending me home early?ā€ Softly, you trailed off, ā€œTo take a bubble bathā€¦ā€, while tilting up a baffled arched eyebrow.
ā€œA rosewater bubble bath.ā€ The regal platinum man corrected with a long finger high up in the air. Leaning slightly, so that he towers over you as you sit behind your desk (and gets a nice little peek down your v-neck blouse at your modest cleavage), he tells you, ā€œYou're such a dedicated employee; I think you deserve to go home early and pamper yourself before I drag you out to a dinner with my potential political sponsor.ā€
And what he wasn't telling you was that Mr. Feathersworth was bringing his mistress along. Oh yeaā€¦ So, technically, it's a couples dinner.
Really? He wants you to relax and pamper yourself before a dinner full of political talk? Wow. You weren't expecting that from your boss.
ā€œMy bath and beauty products are actually rose-vanilla scented, Coryo, not rosewater.ā€ You told him, before you could even think better of it.
A smirk appears on Coryo's face and desire briefly flashed in his cerulean eyes. The imposing man favored roses; in fact it was his signature, so that fact that you used rose-vanilla scented bath and beauty products had his cold, black heart beating with warmth, life, and daresay love for you.
ā€œDarling, you deserve to pamper yourself in that rose-vanilla bubble bath. We'll be in for quite a long evening; you don't want to be tense beforehand, now so you?ā€
Wellā€¦
When he puts it that way.
Sighing slightly, you gave in with, ā€œFine, I'll leave early and pamper myself with a bubble bath.ā€
ā€œRose-vanilla bubble bath.ā€ Coriolanus corrected with a ghost of a smile tracing his lush lips. Patting your cheek, he tells you, ā€œGo ahead and go, darling. I'll be fine here for a few more hours.ā€, before pushing himself off of your desk.
ā€œThank you. I'll see you later for that political dinner.ā€ You genuinely smiled, grabbing your bag out from under your desk and shouldering it before standing up.
ā€œRemember, my driver will be by at 6:45 sharp.ā€
ā€œOh, that's right. You need-ā€ You began, intending to give Senator Snow your address, only to be cut off by a raised hand. ā€œI have your address in my employee files, Y/N.ā€ His baritone hung thickly in the air like honey stuck on a honeycomb; slowly dripping down, as he ordered, ā€œGo home and pamper yourself; get all dolled up in something red, my darling rose.ā€
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As you sat neck deep in your tub, surrounded by bubbles, thoughts of your boss floated around your head. You never really thought much about him, or at least you didn't til now. Yes, you always thought that he was easy on the eyes- platinum hair (you always secretly wondered if the carpet matches the drapes), striking crystal blue eyes, a prominent nose, sharp jawline, tall and lanky build. But you never truly fixated your attention on his looks, or at least until now that is.
You can't explain it, but the interaction you had with him before leaving the office had your blood racing. You're flustered with dirty thoughts. Things that you've never truly let yourself imagine about Senator Coriolanus Snow.
But nowā€¦
Well, now you find yourself closing your eyes and thinking about your boss while relaxing in your bath; trailing hand over your breasts while your other handā€™s rubbing your clit; dipping two fingers in and out of your pussy.
It's best to get this out of your system now, before you're stuck going to dinner with him tonight.
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ā€œCoriolanus, I was expecting your driver to pick me up.ā€ You gasp, hand tightly gripping the doorknob of your open door, as you're shocked by the sight of the tall platinum blonde standing in front of you- dressed impeccably in a deep crimson suit with a single red rose in his hand.
ā€œBentley drove me here.ā€ Coriolanus informed you. ā€œNow, what sort of gentleman would I be if I didn't walk up to your door to get you our dinner date?ā€ He smirks, offering you the rose.
Your eyes widen at his words. ā€œDinner dateā€¦but I thought this was a professional dinner with a potential political backer, Senator Snow.ā€ You tell him as you shakily take the offered rose from his large, outstretched hand.
ā€œYes, well, my darling, Mr. Feathersworth informed me that he's bringing along his mistress to Mizunaā€™s so I don't see why we can't mix some business with pleasure as well.ā€
Before you could utter a word, the door right across the hall and behind Coriolanus opened; out walked your on-off neighbor ex. Bastard was dressed like he's going out somewhere (or going out with someone). His sea-green eyes look over at you and lock Coriolanus back a bit curiously: portraying that he can't believe you're all dolled up and going out with someone so regal looking.
Deciding that you didn't like the look on your exā€™s face, you put your hand on Coriolanus' label and press a quick kiss to his lips before telling him, ā€œLet me put up this rose, Coryo, and then you can take me on our date.ā€
Coryo grabbed your face in one of his hands and kissed you again, this time his lips searing and hungry, before running his hand over your cheekbone and darkly smirking, ā€œYou can just take it along with us, darling. I'm taking you home with me tonight; it'd be such a shame for you to leave your rose alone on a side table all night.ā€
ā€œYou're taking me home with you?ā€ You asked, finding this information entirely new to you.
At least your bronze haired ex wasn't standing behind Coryo; gawking at you anymore.
Pulling you out of your apartment and locking your doorknob, only to slam the door shut, he bluntly tells you, ā€œIā€™d be a fool not to, Y/N, and, frankly, I'm anything, but a fool.ā€ Coryo smoothly tell you while leading you down the hallway; towards the elevator bank.
And of course when you reach the elevator your ex is just stepping into it. Great, now you're going to be riding in an elevator with your on-off neighbor ex and your boss/sudden new fling.
Oh boyā€¦
ā€œAfter you, darling.ā€ Coryo sweetly tells you, guiding you into the metal box while following right behind you.
You feel your exā€™s eyes on you, burning a hole into the side of your face, as Coriolanus hits the buttons to both close the door and go to the lobby.
ā€œShould've known you'd be cozy with Senator Snow, considering you're his personal secretary.ā€ Flew out of your exā€™s mouth as soon as he saw Coryo's large hand come to rest on the small of your back.
ā€œOdysseusā€¦ā€ You chastise, nearly hissing at him.
Coriolanus snapped his head around so fast, it was as if it was going to spin off exorcist style, and narrowed his eyes at the bronze haired man next to you. ā€œI can have you turned into an Avox for slander against Miss Y/N, so Iā€™d mind that useless tongue of yours if I were you.ā€
ā€œCoryo, calm down. My neighbor-ā€
ā€œExā€ Odysseus supplied at the same time you uttered the word neighbor, causing Coriolanusā€™ face to turn into hardened stone.
ā€œShe doesn't belong to you anymore, Odysseus. My darling seems to have gotten tired of settling for beans and has upgraded to the filet mignon.ā€ The senator told your ex in a smooth, but eerily cold tone. ā€œYou ought to consider yourself lucky that I won't be calling for your tongue, but I'm sure I'm we can agree to you not bothering my sweet girl anymore, can't we, Mister-ā€
ā€œOdair. Name's Odysseus Odair, Senator Snow.ā€ Your ex shot out, his voice fake and sugary, as he played with fire.
Snow melts, but fish fry. And unfortunately for Odysseus Odair he'd learn that the hard way after Senator Coriolanus Snow gets him exhiled to District 4 for the crimes of slander. Coriolanus' cold ass gives Poseidon Odair, Odysseusā€™ father, an ultimatum- either sign over his assets, investments, and company over to him and go into exhiled on 4 with his son or his son would be turned into an Avox for slander against you, the senator's personal secretary and girlfriend.
Coriolanus Snow was a cold ass to everyone except for you. Something that you'd come to discover in time. But right now it's not important.
No, right now what's important is keeping the senator from tearing your ex apart limb by limb.
Sensing that Coryo was starting to unravel (something that you've never seen and, frankly, didn't want to) you rubbed his shoulder while telling him, ā€œCoryo, please, just let it go. You don't want to be in a bad mood before dinner with your political backer, do you?ā€
Coriolanusā€™ jaw twitched for a moment before he gave you a slight smile, ā€œOf course, darling.ā€
Odysseus found Senator Snow's demanear changing into sweet and loving for you at the drop of a hat very alarming. Honestly, he thought it was downright scary that Snow went from menacing one minute to practically cooing at you the next.
As soon as the elevator came to a stop and the doors dinged open, your ex practically ran out of them. It made Coryo chuckle.
You and Coryo walked out of the elevator together, only to cross the lobby and head out of the building towards his car. His driver, Bentley, was standing by the black luxury sedan that was parked in front of the curb. Upon seeing you with the senator, he quickly opened the back door. You thanked him and let Coryo help you into the backseat.
ā€œOh, darling, I'm so sorry for not telling you earlier, but you look truly beautiful in your red dress.ā€ Coryo told you, once he was settled in the back seat next to you.
ā€œThank you, Coryo. You look handsome yourself.ā€ You replied with a smile as the driver took his place behind the wheel and pull the car away from your building.
ā€œAnd tonight we'll make quite the debate as a stunning political couple.ā€ The platinum blonde confidently told you as you rode to the high end restaurant the meeting with major political endorser Mr. Feathersworth, and his mistress, was taking place at.
Tonight is only the first of many spent at Coryo's side. It's safe to say that you're Senator Snow's darling sectary; that he has a soft spot for you. After all, he charmed you into becoming his girlfriend with the guise of attending a political dinner with him for work related purposes.
But you'd accept that dinner invitation again and again no matter what universe you're in because that dinner ended with Coryo fucking you in the backseat of his car. The poor driver nearly drove the car off a bridge and into the opposite lane of traffic he was so startled by what his boss and you were doing. Yes, the two of you still were clothed (for the most part) but Bentley knew that if he looked into the rearview mirror and saw something he wasn't supposed to then Snow would have his eyeballs pickled in a jar (literally!). And after fucking in the backseat of his car, a life was created with Coryo and you never left his side.
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navstuffs Ā· 1 year ago
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Project L.S.K.
Pairing: Re4!Leon Kennedy x ScientistGN!Reader
Summary: After Spain, the U.S. government decides Leon Kennedy is too precious to be wasted, so they start a project with you as the leader. (aka the fanfic where you have to collect semen from Leon)
Warning tags: SMUT SO MINORS DNI, slight DUBCON, handjob, subby!leon, cum collecting, dirty talking, needy!leon, bit of exhibitionist!leon
Author's Notes: heey. this isn't what i normally write since i am not a fan of dubcon/noncon, but my husband had the idea and i opened an exception. enjoy your reading!
leon's masterlist
This is probably wrong. Ethically wrong and immoral in so many ways. Having your hands down in the pants of your object of study was clearly not how you decided to make your Saturday aboutā€¦.or was it? The task given by your superiors was clear as day:Ā ā€œCollect Leon fluids. We want blood and all the fluids you can get.ā€
They really meant itĀ allĀ fluids.
So, as the head scientist of Project L.S.K, you empty the laboratory the day Leon is supposed to come. Just you and him. Not that you have a crush or anything (that would be extremely inappropriate), but meeting the man in person for the first time and having to collect his semen, you wanted him as comfortable as he could be, and with a laboratory full of other scientists examining him wouldnā€™t help.
Leon was polite enough, shaking your hand. Deep down, Agent Kennedy knows you are just doing your job and just want to get it done and over with. How can you blame him? You lead him to a small room with an exam table, a comfortable armchair, and a regular table with a chair on the other side. There are no windows, for Leonā€™s relief. Leon turns around as you hand him the specimen cup with his name and date printed.Ā 
Leon waits for you to leave the room, but you close the door after you and sit in the chair behind the table. Leon blinks, and you give him an apologetic smile.
"Sorry. They require me to stay in case you try to fake the test. It will be like I am not even here, I promise.ā€
Fantastic, Leon thinks. He drops into the armchair, cursing himself for not suspecting that before. Again, you were just doing your job. All he has to do now is cum in a damn tiny cup. It shouldn't be that hard: Leon can't remember the last time he pleasured himself. So easy peasy.
Ten minutes pass. Leon tries really hard: Guiding his hand inside his pants without pulling his cock entirely out, Leon strokes himself, closing his eyes. He doesn't even know what to imagine, conscious of your presence in the room. He just wants to get done with it.
Obviously, he canā€™t.
He sighs, frustrated, louder than he should, attracting your attention. If it was purposeful or not, it didn't matter. You pull your eyes up from whatever you are reading, crossing your sight with the vulnerable, pink-faced Agent Kennedy. A few strains of his hair have fallen over his face. You open your mouth and close it before clearing your throat. Now, it is not time to have impure thoughts.
"We have a fleshlight if you need it." Your interjection seems to get him by surprise, hitting him like lightning. Leon pulls his hands out of his pants as if they were electrified, his eyes wide. He looks at you, mouth agape and hair over his face. You look away, embarrassed. Great way to make Leon comfortable.
Before you can even apologize, Leonā€™s voice confesses low and apologetic.
ā€œI have never done it with someone watching me beforeā€¦ā€
Well, crap. The weight of that confession raises the temperature in the room, and suddenly, you feel warm. Mainly by the way Leon is staring at you: vulnerable, pleading for some sort of comfort. Anything you could give him. Your hand closes in a fist as the rational part of your body screams for you to not do it. You could lose your job. But those blue eyes are begging for the release only you could give.
The question comes from your mouth because you are trying to help him. After all, itā€™s for science, and your superiors didnā€™t want Leon cheating on the exam, right? What better way to ensure than to do it yourself?
ā€œDo you need help?ā€
Leon takes a long time to answer, so long you think he will deny you. But he gives you a slight nod, looking down, embarrassed. You pick up your chair, placing it at his side. His body is tense, and Leon doesnā€™t look up when you sit near him, hands waiting on your lap.
ā€œThis wouldnā€™t put you in any trouble, right?ā€ Leon wonders. You shake your head, finding it adorable that he worries for you. You barely know each other.
ā€œNo. I will be fine.ā€ Honestly, you didn't even care if this would put you in trouble at this point.
Leon relaxes under you, and you have the vision of the Rookie who survived the Raccoon City outbreak. He seems unsure of himself, innocent almost, with barely any experience. You lunge forward, your hands on his thighs, not moving.Ā 
ā€œI am fine, really. You can go. I havenā€™t done this in a long time. Hopefully, it means I will finish fast."
You nod, trying to ignore the pressure that gives you. You pull his pants down slowly. Leon raises his hips slightly so the pants drop further, his eyes going down to his lap where you can see the very tip of his cock on his black underwear. You try not to laugh or say it is cute, like a peeking bird. You donā€™t immediately touch it, focusing on massaging the upper part of his tights in circles to get Leon to relax.
"Is this fine?" You want him to be completely comfortable.
"Yes." Leon trembles. Either the cold or your touch. Or both. You wonder when was the last time he had someone to care for him like that.
ā€œClose your eyes now. I want you to relax.ā€
He follows your command, relaxing against the armchair. Slowly, his shoulders fall, and his forehead furrow is gone. For some reason (that you thank), Leon seems to trust you enough for you to do this. Your hand goes to your jacket pocket, finding a lube, especially for male masturbation. You thought Leon might need some of that and would have offered for him to use on himself, but oh well. You coat your hand with the gel and gently rub it on Leonā€™s cock tip. His surprise whimper and how he immediately opens his legs for you tell you are doing something right.
You want to ask him if he liked that but bite your mouth. You gently pull his cock out of his underwear and slowly squeeze his length up and down with your lubed hand, wanting Leon to feel good. This is clearly not about the test anymore for you. Leon seems to bite his lips, trying to contain another moan.
ā€œNo need to be ashamed. It is just you and me here, Leon. Let it out all.ā€ Leonā€™s cock twitches in your hands in response, and you wonder how much Agent Kennedy enjoys dirty talk. Maybe you should try more? For science.
ā€œYou seem to really enjoy this. I didnā€™t know you were an exhibitionist. Imagine if we got caught right here, right now, in how much trouble we would be.ā€ You attempt again, watching Leonā€™s cock. It certainly seems to answer your stimulus, pre-cum leaking from his cock.
Your other hand, coated in lube, starts squeezing with his balls. Leonā€™s hands grab the side of the armchair, his knuckles turning white. You can feel wetness in the middle of your legs, and you ignore it focusing on working his cock harder and faster.
ā€œYou are doing so well, Leon.ā€Ā 
ā€œPleaseā€¦ā€ Leonā€™s low whimper makes you fall out of your chair.Ā 
Your body is sweating now, but in no way like Leonā€™s, with his hair sticking in his forehead. He still doesnā€™t look at you (better that way), his chest raising up and down with deep breaths. He isnā€™t biting his lip anymore, letting out a ā€œmoreā€ or ā€œfuckā€ between quick breaths. His hips move against your hand, trying to find more friction.
ā€œPlease, what?"
ā€œPlease, let me cum.ā€
You look for the specimen cup, your hand leaving his balls, and focus on jerking his cock. You rub the head of his cock in circles, spreading more of his pre-cum around, and Leon's back flinches from the armchair. He is close, and you can feel it. You stop for a moment to open the specimen cup before leaning forward, close enough so you are near Leonā€™s ear.
ā€œYou did so good, Leon. All you have to do is cum for me now, give me all you can.ā€Ā 
Leon lets out a weak ā€œI am cumming,ā€ and you focus on directing his cock toward the cup. He fills over half of the cup before dropping into the chair, exhausted. You close the lid, ignoring your desire to kiss his parted lips, before getting up from the chair to get some towels and water.Ā 
Leon already has his dick tucked inside his underwear when you get back. He accepts your towel, murmuring thanks, his eyes again not meeting yours. You give him a water bottle, and Leon gets up from the chair, pulling his pants up.
It is over, you think, a tiny hint of sadness and disappointment inside your heart. Leon doesnā€™t owe you anything, you know that. You are grateful to be able to have made this afternoon less miserable. You joke when he finally faces you, trying to lighten the mood.
ā€œFifty dollars at the table.ā€ His eyebrows arch in question, and you shake your head. ā€œNever mind.ā€
He grabs your arm gently before you can walk toward the exit door. You look back to Leon, who seems to be debating choosing his words carefully.
ā€œThis shouldnā€™t be the last time we see each other, right?ā€ An idea flares up in your head.
ā€œNo. The government will probably need more. I will especially supervise those collections if you allow me.ā€
ā€œI wouldnā€™t ask for anyone else.ā€
You couldnā€™t agree more. For science.
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pupkashi Ā· 1 year ago
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college!bf satoru who would walk with you to all your classes, even when his are across campus, shrugging and cockily telling you he didnā€™t even need lecture to pass (he crams the night before exams and somehow always passes with flying colors)
who would try to get classes in the same section with you if you had similar majors, doing everything humanly possible to take core courses together (public speaking was terrible with him, and political science was even worse)
who memorizes your schedule and plans out times for you two to meet up and have study or lunch dates between classes, because he canā€™t stand being apart from you for a full day
college!bf satoru who buys the two of you matching crewnecks with the university name across the chest, he always makes sure to spray his cologne on yours
college!bf satoru who opts for nights in cuddling and watching movies with you instead of going to parties and clubs like some of his classmates do
who goes to every sports game with you, every event and formal for any orgs youā€™re in, always managing to make you swoon when he cleans up rather than his usual crewnecks and t shirts
college!bf satoru who stays up with you while you study and gives you snacks and water to keep you going, encouraging you to take naps and get enough rest, driving you to campus when he can just so you donā€™t have to take the bus
college!bf satoru who buys all your textbooks and scantrons for you so you donā€™t have to spend anything on it, tells you to buy something you want instead
college!bf satoru who is always supportive, holding you when youā€™re crying from stress, cheering when you pass your exams, kissing you after a long day, helping you with homework when he can
college!bf satoru who is the loudest and proudest when you cross the stage, diploma in hand, knowing how hard you worked and how much you truly deserve it
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a/n: just a silly little thought i had i hope u guys enjoy :3 Iā€™ll get something better up soon hopefully ! <3
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luxe-pauvre Ā· 1 month ago
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NOVEMBER 2024
Read:
against brute forcing
What the Left Keeps Getting Wrong
Why Democrats Are Losing the Culture War
How not to freak out about the US election
How not to freak out about the US elections, part two
Toleration is an impressive virtue thatā€™s worth reviving
Learning and Not Learning Abortion
Objects of Despair: Mirrors
What Counts as Seeing
Why Power Brings Out Your True Self
Group think: why art loves a crowd
Real peer review has never been tried
The big idea: is convenience making our lives more difficult?
What Is Masterclass Actually Selling?
Feeling overwhelmed? How art can help in an emergency
the divine discontent*
How to Be Polite
Yes, Social Media Really Is Undermining Democracy
Chemistry: The Human Science
Astronomical Cake
Watched:
what can you ACTUALLY learn from video essays??
The Diplomat (S2)
Sweetpea
Silo (S1)
Listened To:
Charli xcxā€™s brat and itā€™s the same but thereā€™s three more songs so itā€™s not**
Challengers (Original Score)**
Went To:
More meetings than I've ever had in a month. Why everyone has decided they want to do everything everywhere all at once this November, I do not know.
A meditation retreat (aka a 4hr exam that I invigilated).***
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deliciousangelfestival Ā· 1 year ago
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Love Lesson || Bucky Barnes (One-Shot)
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Character : College!Bucky x College!Reader
Words Count: 2,265
Summary: Y/N's academic challenges lead to an unexpected romance, changing her life and future in surprising ways.
Theme: Fluff
Main Masterlist || support: Ko-fi
Thank you to anyone who gave a like, reblog, and left a comment. It motivated me to write more.Ā 
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Y/N and her friends were gathered at their favorite campus cafe, sipping on their lattes and chatting about the usual topics. Y/N was known among her friends for her beauty, and it wasn't uncommon for her to receive love confessions from various admirers.
Today was no exception. A fellow student approached her with a bashful smile and a heartfelt confession of admiration.
The admirer said, "Y/N, you're so amazing. I've had feelings for you for a long time. Will you be my girlfriend?"
Y/N, known for her kind and polite nature, smiled and thanked the admirer for their confession before asking a rather unconventional question, "What's your grade score in this semester's exams?"
Taken aback by the unexpected question, the admirer stammered, "Well, I'm not really into academics, but I'm great at other things."
Y/N's smile remained, but her response was clear, "I appreciate your feelings, but I'm looking for someone who's serious about their studies. I've had my share of handsome bad boys, and now I want someone smart and dedicated."
Her friends, who had witnessed this scene many times before, chuckled at Y/N's criteria for a potential partner. Y/N had outgrown the allure of handsome troublemakers and was seeking a different kind of connection, one that revolved around intelligence and academic ambition.
They couldn't help but playfully tease Y/N about the idea of her being with Bucky the famous campus nerd.
Emily: "Hey, Y/N, have you seen Bucky Barnes? He's like the campus nerd. Imagine dating him!"
Y/N, not thrilled with the idea, shrugged off the suggestion, "Come on, Bucky's way too quiet for me. I prefer someone more outgoing."
Steve and Sam, friends of Bucky, overheard the teasing from Y/N's friends about the possibility of Y/N being with Bucky. They couldn't resist sharing the humorous comments with Bucky.
Steve, with a grin: "Hey, Bucky, you won't believe what we heard. Y/N's friends were joking about her dating you, the campus nerd."
Bucky, who had always been reserved, smiled at the jesting comments. He didn't take them too seriously but was curious about this Y/N whom he had only heard of in passing.
Bucky Barnes was well-known on campus, primarily for his remarkable intellect and dedication to his studies. He was often referred to as the "campus nerd" by his peers, particularly in his computer science class.
Despite his nerdy reputation, Bucky was a kind and genuine individual. Whenever his classmates ask for help, Bucky will help them.
**********
Y/N was in her dorm room, trying to enjoy a rare moment of relaxation when her phone rang. She saw her grandmother's name on the caller ID and answered with trepidation.
Y/N: "Hello, Grandma."
Mrs. Johnson, her voice dripping with frustration, responded, "Y/N, I just saw your latest report card, and I am absolutely furious! Your grades are abysmal, and I won't stand for this any longer!"
Y/N, attempting to lighten the mood, quipped, "Well, Grandma, at least I'm not the one making the family fortune disappear in the stock market, right?"
Mrs. Johnson, not one to back down, retorted, "TouchƩ, my dear. But we're talking about your future here! If your grade getting worse I will cut your allowance!"
Y/N, now feeling the pressure, replied, "I understand, Grandma. I'll make studying my top priority from now on, and I promise not to invest in any more 'get-rich-quick' schemes."
The call from her angry grandmother served as a wake-up call for Y/N. Y/N's grandmother, the famous CEO, had always been a beacon of intelligence and success.
Johnson Corporation is a well-established and highly successful conglomerate that operates in various sectors, including technology, finance, and real estate. Under the leadership of Mrs. Johnson, the company has grown to become a major player in the global business landscape. Known for its innovative solutions and strategic investments, the corporation is renowned for its commitment to excellence and its dedication to pushing the boundaries of industry standards. It stands as a testament to the Johnson family's legacy of business acumen and leadership.
However, it seemed that this remarkable intelligence had skipped a generation or two. Y/N's father had chosen a carefree lifestyle of constant travel with her mother, making every day feel like a honeymoon. They prioritized adventure and leisure over academia.
On the other hand, Y/N, despite her family's legacy, found herself grappling with math and her academic performance. Her struggles with the subject only added to her frustration, as she tried to live up to her grandmother's expectations and overcome the academic challenges she faced.
Mrs. Johnson hopes that Y/N will embrace her family's legacy and take on the responsibility of continuing the hard work and success that she has built. She desires to see a positive change in Y/N to ensure the family's bloodline carries on the business legacy.
As Y/N pondered how to resolve her academic issues, she found herself in a conversation with her lecturer one day. Little did she know that this conversation would introduce her to someone who would change her life.
Lecturer: "Y/N, I've noticed you're struggling with your grades. I'd like to introduce you to someone who might be able to help. This is Bucky Barnes, one of our top students. He's known for his dedication to academics."
Y/N, taken aback by the introduction, looked at Bucky, who was standing there with his kind but studious expression. She couldn't help but feel a spark of curiosity.
Bucky, shifting nervously, managed a small smile and said, "Hi there, I'm Bucky Barnes. I'm not as interesting as my physics textbooks, but I promise I'm helpful with those."
Y/N, charmed by Bucky's humility and humor, couldn't help but chuckle, "Well, Bucky, I'm Y/N, and I promise not to make you as bored as a physics lecture."
Their lighthearted exchange during their first meeting set the stage for their unique connection, blending Y/N's outgoing nature with Bucky's shy, endearing personality.
Y/N and Bucky had started their regular study sessions in the campus library, with books and laptops spread across the table. Y/N, dressed in her stylish, confident manner, was determined to improve her grades, while Bucky, the campus nerd, was there to assist her.
Y/N would occasionally struggle with the material, but Bucky's patient explanations and tutoring skills made it easier for her to grasp complex concepts.
Bucky's friends, Steve and Sam, sat with him in the campus courtyard, discussing his recent interactions with Y/N.
Steve: "So, Bucky, we heard you've been spending a lot of time with Y/N lately. What's going on there?"
Bucky: "Well, I'm tutoring her, you know, helping her with her grades."
Sam, with a teasing grin, chimed in, "Tutoring? Is that what they call it these days?"
Bucky: "No, really, it's just tutoring. She was struggling, and I offered to help."
Steve: "Come on, Bucky, we know you're a brainiac, but hanging out with Y/N? It's hard to believe."
Bucky, feeling a bit defensive, said, "She's actually really cool once you get to know her. We're just friends."
Sam, raising an eyebrow, added, "Friends, huh? Well, if you say so."
Bucky chuckled seeing his friend's reaction. Y/N actually were cool. But he has to admit her understanding of mathematics needs help.
Bucky encourages Y/N to work on an exercise without directly revealing that it's challenging, with the intention of helping her improve her grades and spend more time with her.
Bucky: "Y/N, I've come across an exercise that I think could be really beneficial for your studies. Working on this will help you make great progress."
Y/N, eager to improve her academic performance, took Bucky's suggestion seriously and worked diligently on the exercise.
***********
Y/N and Bucky were sitting in the campus library, their study materials spread out in front of them. The atmosphere was relaxed as they exchanged notes and discussed their coursework. Suddenly, Y/N dropped the bombshell:
Y/N: "Oh, by the way, Bucky, my grandmother wants to meet you."
Bucky's eyes widened in shock, almost dropping his pen.
Bucky: "Wait, what? Your grandmother? You mean, like, your incredibly successful and impressive grandmother wants to meet me?"
Y/N couldn't help but giggle at Bucky's flustered reaction.
Y/N: "Yep, that's exactly it. She's quite impressed with how you've been helping me improve my grades, and she's curious to meet you."
Bucky, still slightly overwhelmed, stammered, "I...I don't know what to say. I mean, that's...that's quite a surprise."
Y/N reassured him with a warm smile, "You don't have to worry, Bucky. Just be yourself.
Bucky felt nervous but excited since he had always regarded Y/N's grandmother as an accomplished and inspiring figure. The prospect of meeting his idol made him understandably nervous.
On the night of the dinner, Bucky arrived at Mrs. Johnson's elegant residence with Y/N, feeling a mix of excitement and anxiety. He knew this was a significant moment and hoped to make a good impression on the successful businesswoman who had also become Y/N's role model.
During a family dinner, Y/N's grandmother, Mrs. Johnson, couldn't help but notice the bond between Y/N and Bucky.
Mrs. Johnson: "You know, Y/N, Bucky here is quite the intelligent young man. It would be nice to have a smart son-in-law, don't you think?"
Y/N turned beet red with embarrassment, stuttering, "Grandma, it's not like that!"
Bucky, who had taken the comment seriously, smiled and said, "Well, Mrs. Johnson, I'll do my best to live up to your expectations."
******
As Y/N and Bucky's friendship blossomed, an unexpected turn of events shook their world. Y/N received news that her grandmother, the successful CEO of Johnson Corporation, had suddenly fallen seriously ill. Mrs. Johnson, aware of her condition, appointed Y/N as the temporary director of the company. This decision was based not only on family ties but also on Y/N's substantial ownership of the company's shares.
Y/N was faced with the daunting responsibility of managing the family business during her grandmother's illness.
Y/N had been thrust into the role of temporary director of her family's company, and the pressure was beginning to weigh on her. She felt overwhelmed and scared by the responsibilities that came with the position.
Y/N, her voice trembling with anxiety, turned to Bucky:
Y/N: "Bucky, I'm really scared. I don't know if I can handle all of this. My grandmother has put so much trust in me, and I don't want to let her down."
Bucky, ever the supportive friend, reached out and gently placed his hand on Y/N's.
Bucky: "Y/N, I know this is a lot to take on, but you're stronger than you realize. You've got an incredible work ethic and a smart mind. You can do this. And I'll be right here beside you, helping you every step of the way."
Y/N looked into Bucky's eyes, finding solace in his words and his unwavering support. His reassurance gave her the confidence to face the challenges ahead.
As Y/N and Bucky navigated the challenges of managing the family business and excelling in their studies, they found themselves drawn closer together. Their shared experiences, their support for each other, and the time they spent working side by side had forged a deep and unbreakable connection.
One evening, as they wrapped up another long day of work, they found themselves sitting in the office, a comfortable silence enveloping them. Y/N was the first to break it, her voice soft and full of emotion.
Y/N: "Bucky, I don't know what I would have done without you. You've been my anchor, my support through all of this. I've come to realize that you mean the world to me."
Bucky, his heart racing, couldn't hold back his feelings any longer. His eyes filled with affection, replied, "Y/N, from the moment we met, my life has been filled with light and joy because of you. You're everything I've ever dreamed of, and I'm deeply in love with you."
Y/N's heart swelled with emotion, and she leaned in to press a soft, romantic kiss to Bucky's lips. Their affectionate gesture gradually deepened, the passion of their newfound love igniting as they kissed passionately and shared their hearts in this intimate moment, cementing their bond even further.
Epilogue:
In a surprising turn of events, it was revealed that Y/N's grandmother, Mrs. Johnson, had not been sick as initially thought. Instead, she had embarked on a long-planned vacation, taking a well-deserved break from her busy life as the CEO of Johnson Corporation.
Mrs. Johnson's phone chimed with an incoming text, and she couldn't help but smile when she read the message:
"Y/N and Bucky have confessed their love for each other."
Mrs. Johnson, with a sly grin, simply muttered to herself: "Well, isn't that a delightful turn of events! My matchmaking skills are impeccable, even from a beach."
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shalomniscient Ā· 2 months ago
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in the college au, after takayuki gets arrested for corruption, kujou sara obtains freedom and with the help of many, she decides to slowly untangle herself the chains thst takayuki has tied on her since childhood. i think a change in her college course is a moment that is very likely to happen. law suits her, shes a righteous person and wants to serve othsrs.
but like this me being a bit delusional but what if she decided to study ornithology... like what if takayuki never let her have a pet bird or even study them cause "she shouldn't indulge in pleasantries". everyone hears about this and immediately makes kjsr apply into ornithology and maybe even get a pet crow. i can see her also in the future getting a red honzed lizard.
ofc more logically, she'd be in a course like political science. but i like being delusional!!! im a firm believer she'd be a huge bird nerd...
i just need her to get pampered...
unfortunately i do think sara wouldnā€™t go into ornithology as a majorā€¦ but i think she does become an avid birder !! maybe she even unofficially adopts a few crows near her house after feeding them. speaking of pets, she probably gets the first pet of her life after takayukiā€™s arrest. itā€™d be the red-horned lizard, and she sinks a good several thousand into his tank. heā€™s the happiest lizard around and quite affectionate with sara for a reptile.
as for the remainder of her university life, she absolutely destroys her new course. previously she pushed herself because takayuki was pushing her, but now sheā€™s self-motivated by the need to put his ass in jail FOREVERā€¦ she becomes a force of nature in her classrooms. professors love her. her peers fear her. anyway, she practices memorising her work by reciting it to you. she pacesā€”marches, really, an old habit from military schoolā€”around the room, rattling off legislature and policy. her expression is scrunched a little in concentration, golden eyes intense. and she gets the tiniest proud smile when she gets all the questions right; made even bigger when you set the questions down to take her face in your hands and kiss her silly. she does tend to get lost in the sauce a little when studying, so having you check in periodically with tea, snacks and maybe even a whole meal is something she greatly appreciates. massaging her shoulders and preening her wings for her as she pores over more case studies, since she doesnā€™t have time to maintain her feathers herself during the exam season. her work is worth it in the end, because she passes the bar on her first try. she returns all your pampering later, of course. in what way, iā€™ll leave to ur imaginations ;)
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saharaadesertt Ā· 2 years ago
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Ė–ĖšĖ³āŠ¹Blue Lock University: an Uni AUĖ–ĖšĖ³āŠ¹
included: aiku, chigiri, gagamaru, kaiser, isagi, nagi, reo, rin, sae, shindou
note: already thinking about uni even though i still have two months LMFAOOO i am catching up on bllk and i finally made it to the different team battles. idk y'all manshine city kinda slaps all of these HC's are not official! check out part 2!
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aiku
oh god, this guy gives off business major energy
most definitely in a frat, you can't prove me wrong
the kind of student that slacks off and parties all night but manages to do decent on exams and in class
not stellar but decent
insanely popular, gets all the girls but doesn't know how to keep them
the class clown
professors hate him so much but he does well enough where they can't lecture him
chigiri
Sports medicine major: wants to help people the way doctors helped him when he tore his acl
also oversees track and xc meets because of his speed
can be spotted at the cafe studying most of the time
likes to spend time to himself but doesn't mind seeing friends once in a while
but when he has a deadline he will focus on that 1000%
Everyone likes him, he gets good grades and is always very good with finishing things on time
His sister and mom visit him often, a family boy!
loves when people compliment his hair
gagamaru
Agricultural science or archeology major: mans is in the mountains constantly
probably does research there
a little bit of an oddball, mostly on the quiet end in class
that being said, he's an underdog in his class rank and always performs suspiciously well
people are scared of him because of his stoic aura but is a genuinely good person to get advice from and study with
if you get past his quirks, he's a great friend and an ever better person to depend on when you need it
kaiser
please hear me out
at first i thought "another business major but THEN"
i realized he could also be a really self-centered, full of himself STEM major
so i am going to say he is in computer science and thinks he is the true pioneer
honestly, the person that people complain about after class
tryhard and complains about getting a B on something
that being said, if you get on his good side, he is slightly more kind to you
isagi
kind of the same as kaiser but a psychology major, more popular, and much nicer lol
likes to study athletes and wonder if their personalities line up with how they play
a hard worker and studier, his weekends are rarely for rest
likes to go out though, he takes comfort in small things like visiting friends and grocery shopping
believe a healthy body is consistent with a healthy mind so is constantly health-conscious and drinks a ton of water
his parents send him care packages occasionally :))
nagi
this guy is undecided for now major-wise but will probably do something in video game development or digital communication
possibly cybersecurity if he actually wants to put in the work
lazy as hell but we knew this
constantly skips or sleeps in class but manages to do well
reo has to wake him up or call him if he has an early class he cannot miss or an exam or else nagi would legit miss it
isn't seen out much but when he is, he's with reo
fond of arcades, hoodies, and sweatpants
president of the gaming club and is surprisingly popular because of his gaming abilities
i believe him and reo share an apartment that the mikages help with financially because at this point nagi is like a second son to them <3
reo
another business major, this time marketing
president of the uni's business frat for sure
the definition of star student
everyone loves him but he only hold a few close to him because he knows a lot of people gravitate to him for his money
despite his family line, he is the most humble person you'll ever meet
super polite and respectful
he and nagi live in a shared apartment and only a select few friends get to come over
but when they do, reo shows them the best hospitality and above all, they actually study since he is a man of his word
rin
Definitely doing something in sports administration
the tryhard that is usually quiet, but piss him off and he WILL let you know
part of the school's podcast and newspaper club, where he works on reporting sports and talking to athletes
hates to be compared to his brother who is in the same major as him
gets jealous easily and finds it hard to keep a relationship because of this
communication is key for him in all aspects
sae
also sports adminstration
quieter than his brother but also has more attitude
enjoys being alone no matter where on campus he is in
but also popular
an ace student
is a part of a soccer travel team so is away a lot
drinks venti cold brews
shindou
biology... i don't need to explain LMFAOOOO
is VERY interested in all that stuff
actually a good student but is a class clown
doesn't take work seriously but does well enough
befriends everyone although he is a little unhinged
no filter at all
loves sugary coffee and staying up until the sun rises
would be part of the improv team bc he has a quick mouth and is quick thinking
thanks for reading!
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munson-blurbs Ā· 3 months ago
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How do you think a grumpy, slightly introverted (probably?) fluffy-haired, blue-eyed gremlin meets an outgoing, slightly naive but studious brown-eyed girl?
Annie in her college era (2006 specifically) had an amazing bartending job at a hole-in-the-wall bar, two a day practices for pole vault and a love-hate relationship with o-chem lab.
And maybe would blast Stone Temple Pilots and Seether until her ears bled while studying instead of partying, I dunno
you are the literal best I cannot wait
You meet Gareth while studying at your college library!
CW: college AU, lip ring Gareth specifically for you WC: 574 Divider credit to @hellfire--cult
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Can you see just like a child?Ā  Can you see just what I want?Ā  Can I bring you back to life?Ā  Are you still alive?
You tapped your toe in time with the beat blasting through your headphones, your sneaker nearly silent against the library carpet. In your opinion, the best way to listen to music was loud enough to wake the fallen, even when you were studying. Badass guitar solos and angry lyrics always made preparing for Organic Chemistry tests less awful.
It wasnā€™t that you didnā€™t like chemistry; you actually loved it. When you were in high school, you opted for science electives over the music or art classes your friends preferred to take. It was just this class, with the sheer amount of work and the tragically boring professor who droned on and on like he got paid by the syllable.
Burn, burn, burn, burn, burnĀ  Burn your wicked garden downĀ  Burn, burn, burn, burn, burnĀ  Burn your wicked garden to the ground, yeah
A tap on your shoulder snapped you from your musical stupor and sent your heartbeat into overdrive. You slid your headphones down around your neck and looked behind you to find the cutest guy youā€™d ever seen in your life.
His eyebrows shot up to his mop of brown curls as he realized heā€™d startled you. ā€œOh, shit, Iā€™m sorry.ā€ His tongue brushed over the ring curled around his lower lip. ā€œDidnā€™t mean to scare you.ā€
ā€œItā€“Itā€™s okay.ā€ Taking a deep breath, you steadied yourself and met his gaze as your heart rate accelerated to a normal level. ā€œDo you need something?ā€
The guy cleared his throat. ā€œIā€™m Gareth. I think we have o-chem together?ā€ He gestured to your thoroughly highlighted and sticky-noted papers.Ā 
You hadnā€™t seen him before, but it was a big class. With a polite nod, you smiled at Gareth. ā€œTuesdays and Thursdays at 1:30 with Dr. Carr?ā€
Garethā€™s face lit up. ā€œYup. God, that guy isā€¦ā€ He trailed off and waited for your reaction, in case you actually liked the professor for some unknown reason.
ā€œBrutal,ā€ you finished for him. ā€œAre you also studying for next weekā€™s test?ā€ Dr. Carr had warned that no one ever passed it, which raised more questions than answers for you. Like, why give an exam that everyone fails? And what kind of sadistic asshole found joy in that?Ā 
ā€œTrying to. But I feel like Iā€™m just going in circles.ā€ Gareth let out a reluctant laugh. ā€œI was wondering if you were having better luck.ā€
You cocked your head towards an empty chair at a nearby table. ā€œGrab a seat and Iā€™ll help you.ā€ Was this really happening? Was this super hot guyā€“with a goddamn lip ringā€“going to sit mere inches away from you and listen intently while you went full science geek? Or was this some sort of hallucination brought on by mid-semester exhaustion?
But it was very realā€“his cologne, his fingers brushing over yours to turn your notebook page, the way he eventually rested his chin on your shoulder as you explained different compound compositions and reactions. And when you yawned mid-sentence, the coffee he bought for you was also realā€“and much appreciated.Ā 
ā€œWe should meet up again tomorrow.ā€ You suggested once you finished your drink and could barely keep your eyes open. ā€œMaybe grab some Chinese food and study some more.ā€
Gareth ran his tongue over his lip ring once again. ā€œItā€™s a date.ā€
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tomriddleslove Ā· 8 months ago
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The pairing game is such a cute idea! Can you do me? Iā€™m curious what vibes I give off lol
Thatā€™s me in my profile pic, but I have waist length black hair and brown eyes. My style is pretty basic, Iā€™m a big lululemon girlie and I play tennis so think new style preppy (?) I was an English/political science major so I like reading and writing (obv) and also painting and drawing. :)
Anon off cause we die like menšŸ«”
The way your pairing literally screamed at me through the screen is actually quite funny.
Pairing: Lorenzo Berkshire (ex playboy turned lover boy)
Lorenzo just gives off MAJOR popular boy energy. Like, ik we all headcannon the slytherin boy group to be popular but Lorenzo just really seals the deal.
Handsome, flirty, seems sweet but is actually lowk mean (at least in my opinion) and sporty. Heā€™s every male lead ever.
When he first saw you, he thought he had you figured out straight away. He thought youā€™d be like all the other girls he dated, something to flaunt and show off. You were all that, one of the prettiest girls in hogwarts, but you didnā€™t let Lorenzo give you shit.
The first time he spoke to you, he sauntered over with that cocky grin and knew all he needed was a few words to charm you. What he didnā€™t expect was for you to give him a once over and dismiss him.
He was shocked but intrigued. No girl had ever passed up the Lorenzo Berkshire (did i mention he has a big ego?) so he was determined to make you his.
What started off as relentless pursuing turned to him falling madly in love with you. With everything you did. I wholeheartedly believe that the girl he loves is one who has a heart of gold, who is gentle (enough).
He stops being a prick the second heā€™s with you. His eyes soften when he sees you help a first year on the way to their lesson. His heart swells when he hears you laugh. Once a popular playboy, now a lovesick fool.
He brings flowers to your dorm every week. He always runs to your classes (he has your scheduled memorised) to carry your bag and walk you to your next class.
Itā€™s one day, when you both have a free period and walk out onto the snowy quidditch fields, that he asks the question.
Holding your face tenderly in his hands, he kisses you as though youā€™re the most precious thing on earth when you agree to be his boyfriend.
There is no one prouder of you than him. I mean it when I say you have to stop him from throwing a party in the common room when you achieve the highest marks on the potions exam.
He dotes over you all the time. Itā€™s rather funny to think the seemingly untouchable, unnaproachble Lorenzo Berkshire fusses over you like mother hen when youā€™re sick. He forces one of the boys to make you soup, the other to go out and grab you medication whilst he pesters madame pompfrey and checks on you every second.
The boys tease lorenzo, saying heā€™s now a changed man. His whore days are over, heā€™s become a massive softie (and will merely produce a photo of you from his wallet if any girl dares to try and talk to him.)
Super cute side note, once you doodled a silly little image of the two of you with little love hearts around the side and he keeps it on him at all times.
He has like a billion photos of you. Always snapping them when youā€™re not looking, and scrolling through them when he misses you.
He becomes an absolute goof with you. He seems judgy and mocking, but softens the second when heā€™s with you. Heā€™s down HORRENDOUSLY
Nothing matters but you. Nothing matters when heā€™s with you. His favourite place on earth to be is in your arms, resting his head on your chest as you read your books. You gently card through his hair with one hand, and the soothing sound of your heartbeat lulls the lover boy to sleep.
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scumbagjaeger Ā· 2 years ago
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what do you think the AOT guys would major in college?
COLLEGE MAJORS WITH THE SNK MEN
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starring: Eren, Jean, Armin, Connie, Porco, Reiner, Levi, Zeke
rating: sfw!
notes: Thanks so much for the ask! I really appreciate your support(: I actually plan on doing a college series with each of the snk men having individual sets of drabbles, so this goes along perfectly with that!
EREN:
- Iā€™m going to say Computer Science SOLEY because my Com Sci friends always seem to hang out on campus?
- Like not even in class, idk why but Erenā€™s just constantly there??
- Hanging out in the cafe, lounging around the courtyard, bowling in the recreation room, etc. No oneā€™s ever heard him say ā€œI gotta go to classā€
- The man acts as if he doesnā€™t have a class to go to
- Most of his work is actually just completed at night anyway, when heā€™s not out at parties or with friends he stays up all night doing his homework
- Doesnā€™t really talk much about his classes but he probably does really well in them actually
- He probably doesnā€™t have too many Com Sci friends because heā€™s a bit intimidating in class? Hood up and headphones usually in or around his neck?
- But somehow heā€™s a social butterfly outside of his major, knows someone from every single one of your classes somehow
- I feel like freshman year he probably went overboard with parties? By the time heā€™s a junior he probably eases up on them, opting to stay up late doing his classwork last minute
- He might work at the campus tech office helping repair laptops for students! Itā€™s better than working at a coffee shop in his opinion
- Probably plays intramural sports like soccer? Volleyball? Just for fun, probably decent at most group sports
- ā€œJust for funā€ but gets mad at his friends when they donā€™t attend his games ā€œEren I had an EXAMā€ ā€œDonā€™t care, you should have rescheduledā€
JEAN:
- My college headcanons for Jean are lowkey inspired by this annoying kid from high school who grew up and became hot? We had a love hate thing for a whilešŸ˜Œ
- So Iā€™m going to say Poli-Sci just for that? But also I think it would actually fit Jean a lot
- He wants to see change in the world and he wonā€™t have much patience for hypocrisy or overall assholes
- ā€œOh you donā€™t like (political candidate)? You think theyā€™re the antithesis of American ideals? Name one of their policies. What does it about?ā€
- Heā€™s really good at figuring out which of his peers just seem to parrot back things theyā€™ve heard, yk? Like the students who memorize a Ben Shapiro argument but then cannot comprehend or form their own opinion?
- I think heā€™d be super understanding and accepting of other ideas, and honestly do a really good job of explaining both sides of debates?
- Understands that a lot of people shy away from actually investigating their political ideas and values because it can be intimidating, so heā€™d love to just talk to you about things and heā€™d make it really easy to understand
- Honestly I think heā€™d be a really good college professor someday, I bet heā€™d consider that as a career path once he saw his classmates turning to him for help
- He would want to be involved with the student political field on campus, councils and boards to advocate for his peersā€” Iā€™d even imagine his classmates recommend him to join the student council
- But he wouldnā€™t have time for that(ā€˜: he needs his time away from school sorry
- Thatā€™s his excuse to go out with friends a lot and fuck around
- At various parties throughout the week, bars, events, etc etc manā€™s a bit popular
ARMIN:
- Double major in History and Anthropology!!
- You already know this boys a total braniac
- Takes the most specific but random history courses in hopes of ā€œreally developing a broad spectrum of historical contextā€
- I was a history major and I took a nonhuman/abstract history course? I think Armin would hate a course like that at first, but then it ends up becoming his favorite
- The concept of my course was that studying nonhuman history (like animals or nature) reveals a lot about the people who did the research? And what they were passionate about?
- I did my final research paper on Greenland Sharks and how they live for hundreds of years, and how Iā€™m fascinated by them because Iā€™m fascinated with mortality? And so my paper juxtaposed a race to find the ā€œkey to immortalityā€ through Greenland Shark DNA, and the history of death and our conscious awareness of deathā€¦ I think Armin would eat that shit up
- One of the students who goes into their professorā€™s office hours just to talk to them about their theses and concepts
- Keeps in touch with his professors after he graduates too!
- Volunteers at the Student Writing Centers to help other undergrads with their papers, just reads through them and gives them some feedback
- Also takes a few creative writing courses!! Might have a poem or short story published in the student-run literary journal! He frames his copies on the wall(:
- As far as off campus activities he probably is active in lot of clubs or groups! Especially things like DnD! He is the Dungeon Master for his campaign
- But also involved in student orgs and clubs, loves checking out the activities board and exploring what the campus events areā€™
CONNIE:
- Business Major
- So sorry to all of my business major friends and anyone following me whoā€™s a business major
- But at my school it was a joke? The major for people who didnā€™t know what they wanted to do?
- One of my friends had to decorate a Monopoly board for their final
- Heā€™d probably pay Armin to write his papers? Or try to at least
- Honestly I bet heā€™d take the most random electives though? I donā€™t know how many Business majors need but his are so diverse and heā€™s super engaged in all of them
- Might take a Ping Pong course as a joke (my school offered one) but then takes Atmospheric Science? Imperial Russian History? Yoga? Latin??
- He claims itā€™s so that he can be a one-man-team in trivia nights and smoke everyone else
- But honestly I think heā€™d just have a lot of fun learning all of the random stuff!
- Habitually five minutes late to every class, but I think his professors would really like him otherwise?
- Heā€™s extremely active and involved in class discussion, even if heā€™s just cracking a joke or giving an opinion
- If heā€™s not in a frat himself, heā€™s probably super close to all of the frats in town and gets invited out a lot!!
PORCO:
- Architecture Major
- Have you ever seen those ā€œArchitecture Majors be like: I have a whole building due on Friday šŸ’€ā€
- Heā€™d get so offended by those omg?? ā€œThatā€™s literally not trueā€ or ā€œHa ha itā€™s funny when you say that but I actually have a model building I need to makeā€
- But the mode is made out of foam board and toothpicks or something bro chill
- Probably has glue on his fingers like 24/7? Hates building models with a passion. Especially with their super quick curing glue?
- Might actually make Armin help out with his models since Armin paints DnD and Warhammer models??
- I think Porco would prefer the design aspects of architecture and not the hands on part as much
- Is on the schoolā€™s soccer team! So he is usually at practice after school
- Probably hogs a squat rack or a bench at the campus gym, sorry not sorry
- I mentioned this in my college Porco headcanon set but I think heā€™d also go on runs daily around campus in the morning
- Probably one of those guys who brings around a gallon jug of water or a protein bottle
- You can tell Porco is nearby when you hear the protein bottle shake shake shake shake shake (yk with that little metal ball in it)
REINER:
- Okay I struggled with this one but I think heā€™d start off as a anatomy/physical science major? But then might switch off and go into education šŸ˜­
- I just think heā€™d be a great elementary teacher okay
- At first heā€™d want to go in to become a Physical Therapist?? So heā€™s super knowledgeable on anatomy and physical training
- Also on the soccer team, maybe the captain even! He leads warm ups and heā€™s super observant when it comes to his teammates and their physical capabilities (makes them personal workout routines and Bert is the only one who follows it precisely)
- I think halfway through his sophomore year he realizes that being a physical therapist isnā€™t what he wants to do? Itā€™s work heā€™s good at, but does he like it?
- So he switches to be an education major!
- Honestly I could see him becoming a gym teacher or a general primary teacher!!
- Heā€™d be really honored with the opportunity to make a difference in kids lives
- I know that teachers are horrendously underpaid (Iā€™m studying to teach myself), but also shuts people down when they make tease him about that because heā€™s so proud that heā€™ll be aiding in the education and support of children!! Heā€™s not in it for the money!
- Works at the gym, basically lives at the gym
- I think he would also be super passionate about activities on campus and school pride?? He and Armin are at every event hahah, his closet is full of different free r shirts heā€™s picked up
- Not necessarily popular by any means, but his classmates ADORE HIM! Heā€™s super kind, the kind of classmate who will raise his hand and ask the teacher to repeat something or explain it further, even if he knows the content but if he knows a peer struggles with it?
LEVI:
- Literature major, maybe a philosophy minor??
- Similar to Zeke, I always imagine him as a grad student or TA
- One of the snarky, no nonsense students who will shut down his peers if he doesnā€™t agree with them
- Open to debate his ideas, but no one seems to want to šŸ’€ heā€™s just a bit intense
- Probably one of those people who gets mad when his essay gets a B+ ā€œI donā€™t think the Professor was able to comprehend my views, if he did he would have given me an Aā€
- As a Graduate Student he may teach a class to the undergrads and heā€™s super engaged with the content, and will just talk and analyze the stories for the class if they donā€™t participate??
- But he will not tolerate missing assignments
- As a philosophy minor he probably appreciates a lot of the history and context behind the philosophy
- Also probably laughs a bit at the pompous nature of most of his peers? Their whole ā€œnobody understands life like I doā€ thing?
- Might secretly fuck with his peers by saying the most absurd and ridiculous things in a deadpan way to get them to agree with him ā€œDwelling on death is like thinking you need to shit soon, but not knowing when you need to go.ā€ And then he waits and stares at them. ā€œYes, Levi, I agree completelyā€
- I think heā€™d be a columnist, or studying to be one? Journalism might have been a better route for him but I think heā€™d appreciate his courses on classical literature too much to not take them
- Might even take a creative writing course or two? Stays up all night in his apartment, under a poster that has the Ernest Hemingway quote: ā€œThere is nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and bleedā€
ZEKE:
- Biochemistry loser nerd science man
- I always imagine him as a med student?? So if heā€™s not in biochem heā€™s already in med school, a couple years older than you!
- Probably wants to go into neurology or oncology, something intense!!
- I also think he would have taken a lot of history courses as an undergrad though? Enough that his advisor suggests he just gets a history minor
- I donā€™t know how this man has the time but heā€™s probably a research assistant for the chem labs or a TA for some of the history courses he liked taking
- Heā€™d probably be a little pretentious about it, saying that TA-ing his history courses are the most relaxing part of his day
- Like shut up we get it youā€™re a nerd
- But honestly the biochem courses are extremely hard?? Especially if heā€™s a lab tech or RA!
- Heā€™s probably one of those students who believes that through enough pressure heā€™ll become the perfect student so he does not take care of himself (šŸ™‹šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø Iā€™m that student)
- So any free time he has he dedicates entirely to school or other resume filling activities that he can on campus
- I love the HC of him coaching little league baseball though? Thatā€™s probably the one time that heā€™s just a regular guy lol
- Makes sure his Tuesday and Thursdays are light on course load so that he can take the train to his hometown and coach the kiddos, might hit a bar with his biochem friends on Thursday nights afterwards
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Thanks so much for the ask!! This was honestly one of the more challenging requests to do but one of my favorites?? Since Iā€™m trying to come up with a little college series for each individual character, this definitely gave me some inspiration, youā€™ll likely see more come from this, so I hope you enjoyed(:
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All of my teacher head cannons are based on my experiences with real teachers.Ā 
that being said:Ā 
More teacher head cannons!!!Ā 
(this time I rated them on how well I think they would be as a teacher)
Doren
Lowkey would fuck a student if they got consent.
Gives off ā€œI have a daddy kinkā€ energy but not the cool kindĀ 
Calls students Good boy/girl to gauge their reactions.
Will give extra homework to the whole class if one dude pisses them off
Has a ā€˜Iā€™m the coolā€™ teacher thing going on but is really the most uncool bitch in the whole world.Ā 
Would spit on you if he could get away with it.Ā 
Is absolutely a bitch that says ā€œI donā€™t know CAN you?ā€ when you just need to piss
Will put stickers on your tests that say generic shit like ā€œgood jobā€ and ā€œwonderfulā€Ā 
No one gets graded above a 95% because he personally believes that he knows better than every student and even some teacher's real ā€œI'm the smartest man in this schoolā€ energyĀ 
Will put on movies at the end of the year because he doesn't feel like teaching the last weekĀ 
Overall 2/10 Iā€™m not learning shit in this class (out of spite.)
Mason
Needs approval from everyone for everything.Ā 
Probably just learning the ropes as a teacherĀ 
The cool teacher.Ā 
Everyone wants a piece of this man and he just wants to swim
Could literally convince him the sky was purple he's a gullible mess
Gym body but puppy personalityĀ 
Would throw hands at anyone who harassed any of his students.Ā 
Gentle teaching methods. Sometimes super effective but some students use it to coast
Super easy to get sidetracked
Undiagnosed ADHD manĀ 
Students openly flirt with him and he's got no clue how to respond so he's just like ā€œHaha good jokeā€Ā 
Would not fuck a student no matter what,Ā 
Clueless about other teachers and the inner politics going on at the schoolĀ 
Stay in his lane kingĀ 
Absolutely started off as a lifeguard and doesn't know how his life got here
6/10 Iā€™m a big fan of your class but it's only because it's easy.Ā 
River
Virgin.Ā 
Has a full life outside of schoolĀ 
Like two years away from retirementĀ 
When the class gets too out of hand wants to curl up and die right there
Stressed as hell 24/7Ā 
Never married never will beĀ 
Teaching style is harsh as hell but will stay after school or give up their lunch break to help out students who are strugglingĀ 
No days off in this class it doesn't matter if your exams are done. School is school and you will learn as long as you are here
Doesn't play favourites but he seriously should.Ā 
Hates Doren (just has a bad feeling about the dude)Ā 
5/10 I'm trying my best dude please stop saying you know I can my reach potential if I applied myself. Its math. I'm not gonna apply myself
Sirris
Says she ā€œknows what I'm going throughā€ but I doubt her science teacher was a MILF.Ā 
Why are you always wearing low-cut tops???Ā 
At least one rumor about how a student fucked her over her desk and it was so good she hentai came.Ā 
Gentle teaching style but doesn't take any shit.Ā 
Has considered slapping students but never wouldĀ 
Personal stories that tie into the lesson somehowĀ 
Talks all the time about how much she loves her kid and how much of an angel he isĀ 
Would love to get a tiny kiss on the head from her. Please
She brings a lot of momma bird energy to the class.Ā 
Will touch your shoulder very gentlyĀ 
Will then look over your test and say to the whole class ā€œRemember to read the questions on the test carefullyā€
A student has absolutely called her ā€˜momā€™ by accident and she feels flattered by that
Will put on bill nye on Fridays after a test to give everyone a break.Ā 
8/10 Either adopt me or let me make out with you. I'm dealing with confusing feelings!Ā 
Winter
Bro if Sirris is a MILF winter is like a super MILF with no kids.Ā 
Big BDSM lesbian energy.Ā 
Her weekends are booked solid and she has no time for school life to get involved with that.Ā 
Wears SFW leather accents all the time no matter the weather.Ā 
Has decided that instead of gray hair they want platinum blonde and they are rocking itĀ 
Calls her students good boys/girls out of habit.Ā 
Absolutely could beat any of the other teachers in a fight.Ā 
She's super passionate about history and has several antiques which she considers priceless.Ā 
Students who mock her subject are always sorry after she lectures them.Ā 
She's happy to help students during lunch. But not after school. She has boundariesĀ 
Overall 8/10. Im not confused. Fuck me into the historically accurate pillary with your massive strap. Im fucking ready.Ā 
Leighton
Evil.Ā 
Will fuck students without their consentĀ 
Absolutely blackmails students and teachers.Ā 
Dude jacks it under his desk at school while he watches porn after using his admin pass to get passed the website blockers.Ā 
Will send teachers an NSFW link and then mark them for disciplinary action for clicking on it. (Mason will fall for this trick every time)Ā 
Has never and will never hire an outside consultant or HR representative claiming its a ā€˜waste of resourcesā€™Ā 
Dude will rub his hard dick on your back while you're sitting in his office for detention.Ā 
Piss kink. Don't ask me for evidence. I just get this /feeling/
Will take a long weekend more than a couple of times a year just for the fun of it. But will never allow the same grace to any other teacher.Ā 
Has a file of his favourite students that he meticulously plans to molest. It's like a black book.Ā 
Bro obviously watches teacher/student porn or 18yr/old man porn at school.Ā 
Teaching style is fucking old school. Reinforcement through pain/ruler. Writing lines. Detention sessions are just holding a penny between your knees and standing in the corner with a dunce cap on.Ā 
Plays favourites but if you are his favourite fucking watch your back.Ā 
0/10 Iā€™m not learning shit. And also I dread office visits. If you touch me I'm calling the police.
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