#PersonalRant

[goth-ginger-witch]

Online dating has always been odd for me, but now that I'm in my 30s and a wheelchair user....I don't even get matches anymore. Even from queer liberals who are supposedly pro-human rights. But a wheelchair is just too much I guess? I just want to find my people, especially locally. 😩

[housewifewithnohusband22]

Rant

I fucking hate it when I wake up and the second I sit up from my bed I cannot remember my dreams. I'm still pissed about the dream I couldn't remember it and it's been three hours😖

[mothlly]

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[guddysmith]

Heute waren wir zur Erinnerung an Kammersänger Volker Schunke mal wieder auf dem Friedhof in Legefeld, denn heute ist sein 11. Todestag. Und weil Detlef heute frei hat, nutzten wir die Gelegenheit für einen Besuch am Grab.

Wir haben Volker Schunke als Gesangslehrer und väterlicher Freund viel zu verdanken und erinnern uns zudem sehr gern an viele wunderbare Opernabende, bei denen Detlef mit ihm gemeinsam auf der Bühne stand und welche ich sehr oft im Publikum miterleben durfte.

Auch das DNT in Weimar hat ihm viel zu verdanken, denn als damaliger Vorsitzender des Personalrates hatte er sich sehr für den Fortbestand der Musiktheater-Sparte eingesetzt.

Irgendwann, kurz nach unserer Hochzeit, hatte uns Ehepaar Schunke mal in unserer Wohnung auf der Krämerbrücke besucht.

Daher stammt das Bild von ihm, das ich hier mit beigefügt habe.

[jellyfishsandwich37]

23 May 2024 (Thursday)

After everything I went through in my work place. I finally quit my job.

I have done a lot of mistakes and go through disappointments, mostly in my part. It’s best just to move on. Search for something new and just hope for the best.

Of course, even if I move on, I can’t forget on the things that I have done. It will take some time to forgive myself. Luckily, I still given a chance to just let go.

Most importantly, I am grateful.

I’m grateful that I can still rely on my family.

I’m grateful that I have my energy to keep moving forward.

I’m grateful that I still didn’t lose hope.

-Dina.

#personalrant #notsodeep

[justtheretobrowseblogs]

Nah..i'm no prude. Western songs are known to be heavily sexual-innuendoed. So yeah..nothing shocks me about the latest JK's song.

What made me not impressed about it was...like "is that it? Is that is all american/western singwriter can do? You've got JK...jeon effing Junggook. THE JK. 🙄"

I blame it on BTS rapline for giving us years of top tier sound and lyrics thus making me believe these white people can come up with something like they did. Pffftttt, was i wrong. Choreo was good. , tho..i like it.

Let's hope for better collab/song in this near future. Cant wait.

#jk #3d jungkook

#personalrant

[lokaleblickecom]

Neue Auszubildende bei der Stadtverwaltung Verwaltungsvorstand, Ausbildungsleitung und Personalrat begrüßen Nachwuchskräfte

Neukirchen-Vluyn Herzlich willkommen im Rathaus: Eine Abordnung der Verwaltung und des Personalrats begrüßte heute früh die neuen Auszubildenden im Rathaus. Vier junge Menschen starten in einen neuen Lebensabschnitt bei der Stadt Neukirchen-Vluyn. Als Verwaltungsfachangestellte ausgebildet werden Julia Drilling und Patrick Rothenbücher. Für eine Ausbildung als Straßenwärter beim Baubetriebshof hat sich Tamino Miketta entschieden. Paul Rosiak wird ebenfalls beim Baubetriebshof ausgebildet, er wird Gärtner mit Fachrichtung Garten- und Landschaftsbau. Die Stadtverwaltung heißt die „Neuen“ herzlich willkommen und wünscht einen guten Start ins Arbeitsleben! Bildunterschrift: Die neuen Auszubildenden mit Vertreterinnen und Vertretern der Stadtverwaltung und des Personalrates. Foto: Stadt Neukirchen-Vluyn Read the full article

[ramblingsoftheconfusedsoul]

Generic First Post Whatever

Hey guys!

So, I guess this post is just to tell y’all what this blog is about. Except...I don’t know myself. I think that’s the beauty of starting something new, you never really know where its gonna go.

I am in no way an organised person (as you have probably figured by the URL), so this’ll just be a glimpse at what happens in my extremely muddled brain.

Whatever I post will be extremely, excessively random, possibly with bad puns and failed attempts at being funny sprinkled generously all over.

I love cooking, reading, music, art, meme-ing, debating, aesthetics, movies, and a bunch of many other scattered interests which might or might not be featured here.

However, I also have a few things I shall not waver from, namely inclusivity, kindness and tolerance. And of course....

So, if you choose to stick around, welcome!

Kaelen

[lokis-tantrum]

One of my closest friends just broke my heart saying his gf doesn't want him hanging out with me and let me fucken tell you it sucks!! I hate the fact that she is isolating him from his friends, and there is not a single fucken thing I can do about it, this is fucking annoying...just because I'm a girl doesn't mean I want to sleep with him, fucking christ!! If you're that fucken insecure then maybe don't get a fucken boyfriend!! If you're offended by this I'm sorry but I don't care...it's not healthy if you view your partners friends as threats specially if they've known your partner for longer than you have...

[mamajuanaa]

Pretty content

Things are going well for me atm.

Loving the new place, getting more and more settled in each day. The space is fantastic, can't wait to continue making it more of a home.

The cats aren't as scared anymore which is great! I think they are also really enjoying the space.

Work is also going really well, and so close! Takes me 8 mins to walk to work. It's a busy practice, but really keeps me on my toes which I enjoy, I don't wanna be a stagnant Nurse. For the most part everyone is pretty hardworking which is a super nice change. I was so tired of picking up after peoples slack, be a grown up and do your fucking job. Fuck toxic work places.

Just trying to stay more positive and want to start practicing more gratitude. With spring around the corner I think it's really helping cause the winter blues definitely hit me.. like every year...

I do need to work more on my out of work lifestyle though. I need to get back to my painting as I really enjoyed it. Also have to get back into stretching/ working out and cutting out some unhealthy food habits.... Tbh I do eat fairly healthy... just struggle when the munchies kick in....

I'm only getting older and I'm actually starting to feel it more every day.

I'll get there.

[ffxv-chocoheadcanons]

just... a small rant i need to get out

So.. I personally don't like to complain a lot, but I just need to rant for a moment on something kinda personal to me, just it's something that's stabbing me over and over so i needa let it out. Also it gives light to the new short i'm going to be posting soon. you dont have to read this, its a small rant and i just need to get it off my chest now before i really do snap

In all soon to be 21 years of my life… I never had 1 good birthday. I never had that all time amazing day your family remembers and tells you happy birthday or things are nice adn all about you. I never had that before i want to tell people i know but i just feel like it will make things awkward or no one will be very happy about me ranting about it and i don't want that pity me sign i hate it when i talk to others about this but i just can't keep holding it in anymore and need to spill it all out.  Over my birthdays my mothers side of the family dont like me because i am the black sheep of the family, the pansexual genderfluid one, with the alt style and worse mouth

im not like them in the normal church going like them and rish farmer, so i never really get a happy birthday from my aunts, or uncles or cousins unless my mother reminds them, my godmother my aunt blocked my number and hast talked to me in years, my one birthday my cousin threw his graduation party on it and when i called family to talk to them he was asked in the background i could hear everyone refusing to talk to me. Then on my father's side the few families I did have mostly all died around the same time within a year or didn't talk to me because my father burned those bridges while the other parts of them didn't even know I existed. My 12th birthday was an attempt to be nice, but it ended up in my family being arrested, broken stairs and me crying in the bathroom because my own cousins bullied me and lied left and right. 

Throughout the years it's been fighting over my custody between my parents, broken hearted promises of going horseback riding for a birthday, gifts that were promised but forgotten or being screamed at constantly left and right because I wasn't spending my whole birthday cleaning the house to do what everyone wanted. Most of the time that day everyone leaves for work, and i have to make dinner for everyone and then normally get complaints about it not being right or gross cause i made something i liked. Recently for my 20th last year my own father lied to me, saying to get something nice on going to a nice place, i was actually excited that maybe for once it would be different but he pulled up with his brand new girlfriend i never meet before and said we are going to a church, confused i asked why and he said he wanted me there cause he was getting married, the day before my birthday. I had to remind him what was the next day and he forgot that June 30th was his eldest daughter's birthday and his girlfriend didnt know. So i hit him and left to go inside of my house later for him to leave to the dollar store and come back with a card that had 5 bucks in it as a sorry and left to get married taking my brother with him.

Another time on my 18th i was dating a guy and that whole day he forgot about my birthday till i reminded him. Another time my step sister of several years forgot and ran to the dollar store giving me random crap she found then bailed leaving a mess, another time my family did try and got me a cake and something to eat tamales but my brother was pissed as my father for several years got him something on my birthday, he threw a fit as he didnt get anything leaving me to throw it at him storming off pissed. 

I know this is sounding selfish but yesterday my own mother forgot it was coming up as she was making plans with my sister to do things on tuesday my birthday. I get she has a bad memory now and is ill all the time but she remembers everyone else but mine. Even close friends seem to forget, I don't know what to do anymore. I hate this day and the days building up to it and everyone wonders why i get pissed and snap at them. 

I'm sorry for complaining but I needed to get it out. I dont have anyone else to talk to about this, my family already doesn't talk to me anymore, or they are all dead like all my grandparents when i was roughly 6 i didn't have anyone then most of my family going. They all live in Michigan and i was forced to Texas so i understand why they wouldn't talk anymore, but i have tried and tried to reach out, even to friends but they mostly seem to blow it over ignoring me and blowing it off of it. I just feel guilty writing this but i need to let it out somehow to literally someone or anyone, i don't want to be selfish or pull the pity me just, i cant keep holding it in for all of these years anymore.

- Anarchy

[banishedfromirk]

I’m guess I’m done

I’m tired of seeing Zim/ZADR everywhere on my dash. I don’t have the energy to continue remaining in this fandom when seeing the characters just makes me feel resentment and hatred. I was happy when I initially joined, but other factors have just turned me away from even wanting to be here. I’ll be honest; I’m not happy and haven’t been for a while.  I do notice when people talk to me, then suddenly stop and it’s a shitty feeling. It also makes me scared to focus on other interests here outside of Zim/ZADR so I’d probably just end up moving to another Tumblr/Twitter or something maybe, I don’t know for sure just yet, but I feel like I need a fresh start. I don’t know if anybody would follow me or want to see my other stuff if it’s not Zim related but I would much rather focus on a fandom/s that make me happy and unfortunately some particular people in this fandom are absolute fucking muppets and it drives away my desire to want to be here knowing they lurk, hurt innocent people or harass them over fiction.  I have a lot of personal shit to deal with right now that has stunted me, even with banked commission work. My father had a biopsy recently to test for cancer - thankfully it wasn’t that. But by the sounds of it, it’s a serious lung disease. I’ve been battling depression/worry and sickness due to it to the point I’ve lost focus on everything else, and have been only focusing on what’s keeping me going. Also my ex-friend pretty much just blatantly stole the name of my OC. It’s a unique name that’s misspelled on purpose and has sentimental meaning to me so........ just lol to that I guess, I’m so damn tired of four years of this utter disrespect and cyber-stalking. So it’s been hard and it’s taken a toll on me I feel like a blank state of a person. If I do feel better eventually or ever get back the spark I once had, I’ll come back and continue Zim stuff, or maybe share links or something, but for now I’m sorry to say it... I’m pretty much done here. 

[sadgrlzclvb]

i can understand that me going MIA on my friends and family isn’t okay and i should be more considerate but its unfair that whenever i try to open up about my real feelings, it’s like a “aw and redirect” situation and i feel shittier than i did beforehand bc now my feelings feel invalidated and now i feel more alone than i’ve ever been in that very moment. it’s sad bc i dont open up to people and i go MIA bc i don’t wanna be disappointed. LMFAO wow. life’s great :-)

[angstyballofconfusion]

I am going to use this post as a tool to vent, really...I do have problems with self awareness and identity. I keep having these tantrums when it comes to my body image. My main issue here is that I have just realised that what I have been experiencing for the past ten years is considered a real mental health disorder called Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder. It starts off a few wee days before your period starts as an excessive rollercoaster of moodswings. Basically feels like you can take over the world fór five minutes than it hits again and you are losing it, spiraling towards doom. Feeling like can no longer cope with your life and just want to end it right on the spot. Is there anything that helps to minimize it at least? Thank you!