#People don't understand that I've experienced enough stress to fill a lifetime | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

elijasz · 1 month ago

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Anyway, if you're wondering why I'm not posting any art: I am literally struggling to survive. This is the most stressful time I've ever had in my life and I have worked several jobs while managing a household and caring for a family member before. This might truly break me and I am NOT easy to break.

I barely sleep, I have no time for physical exercise, I have more to do than I can possibly ever check off my to-do-list and adding to that, people are being truely awful and testing my patience, which is literally running so thin you can see through it like it is a window you just cleaned.

I'm having heart issues and permanent headaches, that's how bad it is. I slept a total of 1 hour this night. I'm permanently nauseated. Oh and to top all that off I'm poor and my only weather-appropriate pair of shoes has been falling apart for about 3 months now and I still haven't been able to buy a new pair.

#this is because of hustle culture #a education system and social system built for the rich #and the ignorance of people from less fortunate backgrounds #i remember I regularly ate food that was technically expired as a child #I walked around in clothes that were too small and patched and froze my ass off in the winter when other parents could get their children #when the public transport didn't happen and we had to wait an hour in the freezing cold #but my parents only had one car and my dad needed that to get to work because he left the house before I was even up and came back after #dinner time #People don't understand that I've experienced enough stress to fill a lifetime #These people are so privileged that they're not even aware what real stress is #I had someone who doesn't work while studying #and lives with their parents #complain that uni is too stressful atm #I mean yes #it is for you too #but my god you don't have any idea what its like for everyone else #okay #rant over #anyway #fuck capitalism #and whatever postcapitalist dystopia we currently live in #Eat the rich

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