#PULLING My HAIR OUT

[fishtrift]

he knows

[kitteroo2]

Pain

[majimayuri]

Hello, I've deleted this post as I'm now able-bodied enough to do some art commissions to supplement some income. In total, I raised $993, nearly all of which I've had to spend on transportation.

In my original post, I said that I would be donating surplus to Project Olive Branch, but I now only have $42 of that amount remaining, and need it to continue to get transportation to my appointments; instead, once I'm finally able to work full time again, I'll be paying the full $993 forward. It gives me strength to have this to look forward to.

Thank you to everyone who helped me. Please keep doing good for our world, I will too.

[yurimoons]

“when he knows where he belongs” and it cuts to Annabeth walking towards him and giving him a hand as she helps him stand up…i swear i’m FINE

[dandelion-grl]

i just saw a post saying dean wore the samulet because of “Style” and bisexuality and i think it just took 27 years off my life

[zhoras-bitch]

I am not even on Elliot's route, but man, his scene in this update was just incredibly written, compelling and emotionally impactful. At this point in the book Vyxaria and Ellliot are both well developed characters whose motivations and personalities we as the readers clearly understand. We know them well enough to understand that, given the circumstances, there is no other this could've went down, and that's what makes the tragedy of the situation hit like a gut punch. Start to finish, it feels raw, it feels real.

So much about this scene builds up on the context and development these characters have had in the past 1,5 books. Vyxaria who only ever saw sex as a means to survive doing it with Elliot not out of necessity, but because for the first time in her life, she wants to be close like that with another person. Elliot offering to protect her and take care of her, because we've seen time and again this is the kind of person he is, this is how he shows love. And Vyxaria immediately shutting him down.

The irony of it all. Elliot's affection, despite being deep and mutual, is toxic for Vyxaria, and him asking her to 'give up her lifestyle' reminds her exactly of why they can't be together. What is an expression of love to Elliot would be Vyxaria's death. Because she is a demon. She can't 'give up' her current lifestyle. It would literally kill her.

And so, Vyxaria asks Elliot to pay. Like, what a gut punch — for both Elliot and us as the readers. Reestablishing the status quo: she is a demon. Sex is not an act of affection for her, it's her lifeline. And she needs to remind herself of that. She needs to tell to both herself and Elliot that what just happened between them was not special, and she does it possibly in the most painful way possible, but also in the most Vyxaria way possible.

When you take out the supernatural out of it, this is such a mundane tragedy. Two people caring for each other deeply, but not being able to be together, because they are just fundamentally incompatible in some way. But the mundanity doesn't make it any less tragic. It just makes it real.

[halosmoon]

he was looking at Joke here……………………………………………………….

[bashcrandicoot]

Thinkin about how embarrassing it is to be poor again. There’s so much shame in me that I don’t know what to do with. I know I shouldn’t be ashamed and i’ll be annoyed if you comment telling me not to be.

Everyone that still lives with their parents in their late twenties. Their thirties. However long. I’m holding your hand. Everyone that has to get driven to things by a parent (I’m gonna be twenty seven and I have to get dropped off at work by my mom every morning). Everyone that just stays at home so they don’t have to deal with the embarrassment of figuring out how they’ll get anywhere when just walking isn’t an option

[luffypeach]

NO I DON'T LIKE THIS I DON'T LIKE THIS AT ALL IT'S NOT LIKE I HAVE UNRESOLVED TRAUMA ABOUT CHAINED UP CHARACTERS IN ONE PIECE IT'S NOT LIKE THE LAST TIME IT HAPPENED ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS ENDED UP GETTING K!LLED I'M NOT WORRYING I'M NOT WORRIED AT ALL YOU THINK I'M STRESSED AHAHAHA NO I'M NOT I'M FINE I'M PERFECTLY FINE

[ziggizapz]

while you were hypersleeping

[m0on-shro0m]

[Transcript]

Martyn: Tango is still very much on my hit list, I think I can do it.

Also he just called me a nemesis so- let’s just add to the narrative.

I’ll show him what a real nemesis can be.

[mieowkoid09]

Writing a fanfic and realized something... IF OBSIDIAN AND THE OTHERS DIDNT MAKE THE HIBERNATION CASKET, CINNABAR WOULD'VE SLEPT IN THEIR CAVE, AND YOU KNOW WHO GOES TO THEIR CAVE DURING WINTER?? YEAH, PHOS. PHOS WAS LOOKING FOR THEM IN THAT CAVE WHEN THE OTHERS WERE TRYING TO BREAK THEM. AND CINNABAR WASNT THERE WHEN PHOS NEEDED THEM MOST. AHHHHHH.

CINNABAR'S CONNECTION TO THE OTHERS IS BREAKING THEIR CONNECTION TO PHOS. AHHHHHHHH

[oldchoicesbooksupremacy]

I'm-I'm--I'm not a crook

[sweetheart-headspace]

I need to be sedateddd why do I get so envious when people get more attention than me . Everyone's attention should only be on me

[nyssasims]

one thing i will say, this game’s quests are kind of all over the place. cause why would you let me fight a level 32 boss at level 12?! NO warnings what so ever. do you hate me?

[evilfrogcereal29]

Im realy unhappy with how the krueger fic turned out :( and i feel too embarrassed to post it until I fix everything I don't like, so I'm getting to rewriting, sorry for the inconsistency, I wanna keep putting stuff out at a reasonable time but I get so self-conscious about my writing ;-; how do you properly put thoughts into words?? How do you not repeat the same vocabulary over and over again? I literally adore writing but at the same time my brain is small and empty and incapable if coming up with shid :p

To make up for it, have another poorly drawn werewolf!Nikto in his wolf form giving a... Um... Look... Idk what exactly i was going for with his expression ejdgsksb