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coming back here feels like paying a visit to the fucking dead.
#random thoughts#(this post was made ten days before my return is scheduled. please keep in mind all my disappearances were planned.)#on the topic of the post. i keep. missing myself.#seeing my old self in pictures and reading my posts. i'm not that person anymore.#obviously i'm not going to be. i'm young. lots of changes are set for me.#i hate being sometimes. just being.#but we all do right ?#all of the past versions of me are dead. the only things i have left of them are facets.#i miss them. like i've missed you!!#but then again the attention and lack of it is. why i am here again. or maybe i'm just ready to be a person rightly.#not. really. but i'll have more to say in perhaps other posts. i'll schedule those too.#in the meantime. see you later!! sorry for being an asshole and disappearing again. i bet you really thought i was dead this time.#well. okay obviously not. it's only been a month hasn't it ?#less than even. how silly am i..... (':#i'm so fucking disgusting i need to shut my mouth. augh.#i was about to come in here and be like “ask me anything!!” because i'm crispin the dumb actor bitch.#my stupid fucking persona has taken over my entire blog. and the most ironic thing is that crispin isn't even his name.#(<- not that negative usually. while this is true it's also not nice. apologizing on someone's behalf.)#edit: 04.02.2025. eight days before return. i thought we'd have more to add but. suppose not.#this is everything whether you like it or not.#DO NOT MIND THE TORRENTIAL YAP I HAVE WRITTEN IN THE TAGS.#edit: 08.02.2025. i just want to be myself again. outlying-hyppocrate. formal and poetic and pathetic.#and i'm not. but i'll grow back into his skin subconsciously. him.#edit: 11.02.2025. i'll probably be sleeping when this sends out.#i fall asleep so early now........ 6pm and tangled dreams.#so fucking tired. doing well and not.#stream pocky boy by yeule ! ! !#no actually. i do have more to say. wait a minute.
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if yapping in the tags were a job id be jeff bezos
#does that make any sense?#i feel like the words im saying come out extremely convoluted to anyone who isnt me#cause in my brain#i like will re-say sentences without thinking about the previous sentence and how they mesh together#OH YEAH and then i dont provide context for how i got to that thought#so ill say one thing and then the next thing will like sound out of left field almost i think#anyway i really wanna draw gerard way but i cant decide on an image and its so !?!?#AUGH. do i draw nurse gerard or ….. i forgot the word? accountant??? gerard? whatever#or one of the ones where theyre covered in blood which is a lot of them#OOH AND. i really fucking wanna draw 2ourdust pete and soul punk patrick when he had the red suit and the devil horns#BUT I CANT !!!! number one i cant find just the right image of pete to draw and THERES MAYBE 5 DEVIL PATRICK IMAGES#so i was thinking i could just improvise like how i did with my idiots of oz art? and just draw a sp patrick image but colour his suit red#and draw some cartoonish 2D devil horns on instead#idk. anyway#im hoping to draw today . it might happen#ALSO ALSO ALSO!!!! i got vip for my idkhow concert next week :)#HAGSHSNANGSHFNKSLSJHSBCJDNSNSGSBFNJZBXNXKSLFKFBHSGSHFHGAGSHENSHSHSUGSHSBCHZHDKDLSHGDNAGSGSBFNKZHXNDJAGSHDJALSLJFHDNSJFKZBSHGAHSJFKFNDMXMCKF#IM SO FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT THAT#AUGH!!!!!! i also really wanted to draw dallon but if im being honest. im getting so sick of his face#i run a daily dallon blog i have like 8000 images of him ive drawn him 15 dozen times im TIRED!!!!!!!#so yeah. what was this post about again?#chase said something alright
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When the character you're trying to draw is SO above your skill level that you're forcing your eye to spot minute details to mimic every little detail to try to get them drawn right
#WHEN THE VENT POST GOES ONTO THE WRONG BLOG TWO DIFFERENT FREAKING TIMES#WAS GONNA RAMBLE IN THE TAGS BUT WITH THE WRONG POSTING IM MAKING THIS SHORT;#DETAILED HAIRED CHARACTERS LIKE DBZ/YUGIOH KIND OF RETRO IS PAINFUL TO GET RIGHT#eye horror tw#for the gif#augh
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~ The Ballerina & Dice-Maiden ~
AUGH I POSTED IT ON THE WRONG BLOG FIRST TIME AROUND- anyways..
Here's the second set of protoframes, Koumei & Gyre! This time some friends were nice enough to trust me with their Drifters~ @elyesie 's Drifter as Koumei (Left) & @gwenner 's Drifter as Gyre (Right).. I think they make a really nice pair personally~
No Timelapse or descriptions about either of them this time around, maybe next time when I'm not so damn tired 😔
Thank you so much you two for letting me borrow your gals and infect them ehehehe. MORE TO COME SOON~!
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✩‧₊˚ first time with him. | m!rover headcanons.

⋆.˚ ⁀➴ synopsis: it's just you and rover alone...so what's it like when things escalate between you two for the first time?
⋆.˚ ⁀➴ characters involved: male rover, gender neutral reader.
⋆.˚ ⁀➴ warnings: sub!rover, dom!reader, very soft first time, gentle, lots of praise, handjob (sub receiving)
⋆.˚ ⁀➴ notes: sub rover is literally something that infects my brain and i'm happy to let it do so. this is self-indulgent, being soft with subs is my achilles heel > <;;!! hope you all enjoy this as much as i like fantasizing about it! requests are open as always, please read rules before sending them in!
⋆.˚ ⁀➴ minors dni with this post/blog.

୨⎯ male rover ⎯୧
a pretty sub, both in looks and in how he sounds.
nervous, about to explode from how anxious he is at the prospect of you two going at it together for the first time.
worries that he'll do something wrong, so his touches are shaky and a little hesitant.
a bit shy, needs your guidance in order to help him understand the flow of it all.
a praise fiend, loves hearing that he’s doing a good job from you and how cute you think he looks when he’s in this state.
the briefest of touches sometimes can rile him up easily.
going on the running theory that tacet marks are sensitive, he’ll whimper whenever your hand brushes against his, feeling his cheeks flush hot.
it’s the smallest of things for him that get him worked up. a soft kiss on his jawline down to the nape of his neck, the way you nibble his ear, the way your hand is gently rubbing circles on his hip bone, goodness he’s going to burst.
has the cutest gasps. he’s always surprised by what you do, no matter what it is.
by the time you actually get to his length, he’s already dripping from his pretty pink tip. he’ll whine and squirm, begging you to help him finish, help him release, help him with the mess you created.
rover glances down at you with his golden eyes, gasping softly as he sits on your lap and grips onto your shoulders. he’s becoming undone by the second at every tease, every soft graze, every sweet nothing you whisper into his ear. he feels as if he’s going to go insane at this point, whimpering cutely as you gently grab his shaft into your hand. you lean your head a bit to the side, stretching a bit and kissing his tacet mark softly, which earns another small whine from him.
“p-please, you can’t, i-i can’t do this, i need, i need…” he trails off, cut off by a soft moan as he leans forward and hides his face in the nape of your neck. it's a dizzying feeling, having you touch him like this. his legs are shaking, his pale white thighs on either side of your waist as he hiccups. rover can hear you smile when you talk to him, babying him through everything.
“what do you need, pretty rover?~ use your words, sweetheart.” augh, there you go again with another compliment. he whines a bit, feeling a bit overwhelmed as he tears up.
“p-please, i need you. i need to cum, i-i’ve been so good haven’t i?” he’ll ask, his voice soft and hoarse as you hum for a moment. he takes your silence as a no sign, but when he suddenly feels you picking up the pace, he’ll suddenly get louder and more vocal. rover’s grip on you becomes harder as he bucks his hips a bit, moving with the motions of your hands to reach his climax faster. but, he doesn’t release until you let him by whispering into his ear that he can. he’s obedient after all, and he would hate to cum without your permission.
he lets out one last high pitched whine before he cums, making a mess on his stomach and yours, the pretty white seed spewing everywhere. rover’s breathing is staggered and shaky right after, hiding in your neck. he feels embarrassed when he feels your fingers brushing up against his soft tummy, whining softly as he hears you lick some of his cum onto your finger and exaggerate the noise of you tasting it.
“you taste so sweet, rover~ you did such a good job for me.” you tell him, gently rubbing his back and coaxing him down from the high as he loosens up his hold a bit, clinging onto you cutely like a koala as he feels his breathing slowly steady out. he felt as if he just went to the divine and back, and it leaves him wondering when the next time will be.
#he'll be the death of me.#wuwa#wuthering waves#wuthering waves rover#rover#male rover x reader#wuwa rover x reader#wuthering waves x reader#wuwa x reader#wuwa headcanons#wuthering waves headcanons#wuwa smut#wuthering waves smut#rover x reader#rover x reader smut#rover x reader nsft#sub wuwa x reader#sub rover x reader#sub rover#qi spicy writes
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@elkian asked: PS - I think Sally can watch [S] Duodecim Rex Angelus at this point(?), but obvs I don't want to interrupt if she's on a roll lol @marinerofthestars asked: Since you’ve now finished Act 5, I think you can now watch (and react to when you have some time?) Rex Duodecim Angelus without risk of spoilers. It’s a 7-minute long fanmade Flash depicting the trolls’ battle against the Black King at the end of their session, hope you enjoy: https://youtu.be/-19Up0dLzNw @captorations asked: you've probably got a bunch of messages about this but. there's a fanfic out there that is the full text of strider-ified detective pony, and it is, unironically, one of the greatest fanworks ever created. i do not grant that title lightly, and i cannot recommend it enough. also! maybe i've forgotten and you did cover it, but. at this point i believe you're very much able to watch rex duodecim angelus, the fanmade flash of the trolls fighting their black king, without spoilers of any kind. some parts of act 6 can be a bit slow, so. if you need a break for action, it's there @joyfulldreams asked: By the way, since you've finished Act 5, you can absolutely watch Rex Duodecim Angelus now! (If you haven't already.) @transguyhawkeye asked: Not sure if anyones mentioned it yet but now that you've read the ancestor section you should be able to watch [s] Rex Duodecim Angelus spoiler-free! Anonymous asked: It looks like maybe no one's pointed out that you can now watch Rex Duodecim Angelus (which you were recommended in 2022 and 2023 but it was too early to watch then). You should definitely do that. Hussie declared it canonical, and Cat even suggested liveblogging it. Anonymous asked: OKAY YAY. There's a fan animation that I hear Hussie canonized called [S] Rex Duodecim Angelus and most people recommend that the earliest possible spot in a reading to view it is right after the completion of act 5. You don't have to liveblog it but I would LOVE it if you did. Anonymous asked: Augh I forgot to add that Rex Duodecim Angelus is of the troll session's fight against the black king. That would be worth mentioning. Especially so that you could dig up some of the references to the battle made in the comic ;>_> @morganwick asked: [...] this is a reminder that you used to go through the newsposts/blog posts/Formspring answers preserved in the Homestuck Collection, but you haven't done that in a while (cancelling it at the end of Act 4 in your haste to get to Act 5); were you thinking of catching up at the end of Act 5? I think you're close to the point where the Formspring stopped already. @likelyvampirical asked: [S] Rex Duodecim Angelus is now spoiler-free. On a related note, we've not had an episode of Tunes with Sally since November 2022. Maybe we could do some album reviews before coming back with Act 6?
Yup, it's finally time. After hearing about this legendary video for over a year and a half, today I'm going to check out one of Homestuck's most iconic fanworks, [S] Rex Duodecim Angelus!
I've heard from several people now that Hussie declared it canon, but no one's been able to track down a source for that just yet. Either way, it's clearly intended to be canon-compliant, so I'm interested in seeing how they handle the more ambiguous aspects of this fight, such as Gamzee's Rage attack.
On another note, I've deliberately placed Tunes with Sally on hiatus until later in the comic - mostly because the albums often contain songs from flashes we haven't seen yet, and I want to experience Homestuck's OST from within the comic first.
Finally, I promise I'll get to the Formspring eventually, as well as Hussie's news and blog posts. They're just not a giant priority, at the moment - but if anyone's got any specific Hussie quotes they'd like me to check out, feel free to send 'em in.
Anyways, I'll be watching Rex Duodecim Angelus after I've had dinner. Talk to y'all then!
#homestuck liveblog#full liveblog#act 6#asks#also holy hell - putting detective pony on the fic list
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hey uh. if requests r open. would it b possible to request a follow up to that self-aware-twi fic. if not thats ok i just wanted u to know i havent stopped thinking about it since i read it. altered my brain chemistry, touch-starved twilight princess link my beloved, etc etc. ur writing is top-tier <3<3<3
I think the best part about this ask is - I've had this written since early January. I actually wrote part two as a birthday gift for a good friend of mine @glowyskull <33
So this is more just me finally posting it sfbgdfbgdb. it's also funny to think that the twilight fic is my most popular fic now considering how the self aware au really started as just a really guiltily self indulgent fic - something fun to write that I didn't think could get as big as it did on my blog. and I'm glad that you liked it so much <333 whimpery touch starved twilight princess link is just so AUGH love him so
[masterlist]
“Oh you’re finally wakin up then darlin’.”
“...hmm?”
“C’mon darlin’, you can’t have forgotten what happened earlier already? Can you? Your fever - cold isn’t that bad so you can't have…”
Who’s rambling… and why does it sound so familiar? Wait does that mean - is everything that happened earlier all real then, did link really crawl out of my tv just because he was lonely. Because I left him there, left him all on his own to rot in his own solitude.
“Link? You - that - everything was real then? All of it?”
“All of it darlin’, from how I got out to how I’m never gonna leave ya.”
“Huh..? I could’ve sworn that you didn’t even mention anything like that…”
“Mhm, well you’re ill and still a little out of it darlin’ so you probably just forgot, you did agree though.”
It does sound like something that I would agree to, I mean I’m the reason that he’s sentient. It would be cruel of me to throw him to the other wolves, he isn’t from here but besides even that, he isn’t from here. He doesn’t know how this world works, it would be worse than sending a dog to a shelter. It would be his death sentence for certain, and after all that I put him through for a simple pause in playing. The way he’s petting my hair like this though, it’s enough to simply just wash the rest of my worries away, if I could I would spend the rest of my life right here easily.
“About your illness though, do you have any red potion anywhere?”
“No, no things like that don’t exist here link and the painkillers I have aren’t worth moving for.”
“If you’re sure… I’ll go and get them for you the second you change your mind.”
“You don’t even know where I keep them.”
His hand paused at that, causing me to let out an involuntary whine. I couldn’t even think to stop it with how it slipped out instantly, which he seemed fond of. Cuddling me closer to his chest and resting his head on top of mine, with what felt like a giant smile on his face.
“I can look for them, It’s not like I won’t need to learn where everything is now that I’m living with ya… besides I’ve already put you through so much stress when you’re not well.”
“You didn’t mean to link, how could you have known I was sick?”
“...I don’t know - I just - it shouldn’t have been hard to know with how you looked when you opened the game. I’m sorry love I just wasn’t even thinking I just wanted to be out, but I should’ve been more considerate to you.”
With how silent he is in the game you could never have guessed how much he likes to ramble, it’s the second or third time it’s happened since he crawled out of the glas- the glass. Are his bandages holding up, he seems fine but he’s not from here, any infection could be deadly. He wouldn’t even see it coming with how much he’s fawning over my comfort right now.
“Link?” “Yes, darlin’?”
Oh wow, he - well he’s whipped already. Is it real love or has all that time trapped alone twisted him into this. I’d look into getting him therapy but… if he mentioned the truth then it would be a matter of seconds until he’d be diagnosed with something inaccurate. No one. No one at all would ever believe that a video game character actually broke out of their game - especially not someone like Link falling for an exhausted student like me.
“Are you feeling alright? You have so many cuts and wounds right now.”
“It’s nothing that’s worse than anything else I’ve ever had. They do feel more real though.”
“...real?”
“They feel like real wounds, not something that could be healed away in seconds and they’re just tiny scrapes.”He sounds so giddy as he’s talking about being hurt - it’s unnerving when he starts holding me even tighter when he’s saying it. I don’t think I’m ever going to be getting away from him ever again… if I wanted to. Why shouldn’t I take a chance at having a relationship though. He cares about me - he really does even if it’s unhinged - it would be so nice to come home to him, to be able to spoil him and be spoilt by him. Even being held like this feels so unreal, so impossible that I shouldn’t be here with him. So much so that I want to stay here and fall back asleep without any argument. Didn’t he even say he wanted to be my lover? Why look over a gift too closely?
#I waited to post it cause I wanted to get permission to post the fic#I dm bday fics to my friends lol#cause I'll use their name/ocs name instead of a stand in yk?#so this is the first posted of them#moss✦writes#yandere linked universe#linked universe#yandere link#yandere linked universe x reader#linked universe x reader#link x reader#lu twilight#self aware au#self aware loz#sentient au#linked universe twilight#queueueueueueueueueueueueueue
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Not posting this directly on the other blog I’ve got going on because uh personally I think it don’t look that good jskjsksp. Why I gotta draw his eyebrows so menacing, man looks angry all the time I don’t even mean to—Puzzles please stop looking at me judgmentally 😭
Dunno. One of my favorite voice lines of his (I say “one” because there’s SO MANY QUOTABLE ONES AUGH. Anything he articulates is an instant classic based solely on Puzzle principle) comes from the YOU WILL SEE video when he’s greeting/addressing the audience in different languages. His line delivery is so enthusiastic paired with the goofy cowbells and audience applause I just…love him fr
Of course being the Puzzles obsessed stan I am right now, I have to wonder—does he actually know to speak all those languages? Or is it just the greetings he’s familiar with? Because when Mario was on the gameshow he couldn’t understand the gibberish or translate it. But Puzzles also exclaimed “Mama Mia” that one time and spoke Italian….? Although that was for one of his T.V shows (which isn’t directly reflective of what he’s able to do irl as we know by Puzzlevison’s “my head my rules” line). Does Puzzles even have a racial ethnicity? These are the sort of pointless questions I ask myself and proceed to make headcannons about :)
#….guys I think I’m too far gone#what am I actally doing why am I typing any of this nonsense no one even cares#I’m such a looser jksjsksp FUUUUU#anyways here’s the Wonderwall#doodles#sketches
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MY INTRO BLOG - MelonDaReaper
UPDATED: WHAT I DO (underneath about me)
Welcome to the silly zone!!
ABOUT ME
★ Melon
★ Female
★ 14 [TURNING 15 ON 4TH JUNE THIS YEAR]
★ Friendly and chatty
★ Likes Art + Edits
★ Likes making new friends
★ Huge MK men simp
★ Draws and makes edits
[INTERACTIONS AT THE BOTTOM OF BLOG]
WHAT I DO
Hi guys!! So context of what I really do here on my blog is I just reblogged stuff. I'll post art sometimes and edits but they dont get a lot of likes so I'm starting to just post silly images of MK characters off my TV cuz.. it's silly. I won't post a lot due to school and lack of interest of what to post, but I try my best to make sure it's interesting!! (I took a sneak peak on the poll and saw a lot of you asked for Reader X Character stories, so here's what's gonna happen).
I cannot and will not do NSFW, I am a minor, suggestive stuff can be allowed but not to the extreme (you'll be allowed to ask, Anons too are allowed!! :3). I'm not as good as I used to write stories, I prefer to handwrite but I will personally take my time to type out stories just for you guys 🫶, and just a heads up, I can't write long stories cuz then I make it too confusing and boring, it's unintentional and it makes me sad when I read it so I'll be doing short stories, not EXTREMELY SHORT, but during the time of making stories I will make them longer 🫶
If you still want me to do other things like post my art or drawings of MK characters, you're absolutely allowed to request that too!! I understand that everyone else's choices were beaten by the Reader X Character choice so I'm willing to allow you to request what you want me to post, I'll absolutely do it! As long as there's no NSFW then I'm okay with it :3 (I'm not very good at drawing MK characters so forgive my bad drawings skills 😭)
PROJECTS
★ Making MK PFPS + BG COVERS
★ Making Edits
★ Make short stories
INTERESTS
★ Mortal Kombat
★ Call Of Duty [MW + Ghosts + BO]
★ TF2 (maybe)
★ Sonic The Hedghehog
★ Ratchet and Clank
★ LittleBigPlanet
★ Red Dead Redemption 2
★ Bendy and The Inkmachine
GOALS
★ Learn how to draw Johnny's hair
★ Learn how to draw Kenshi's hair
★ Request someone to draw Johnny give me a rose :3
★ Be Tumblr Famous
★ Become the bestest friend ever
★ Get my Kuai Liang [MK1] outfit
★ Get Johnny Cage shirts
★ Animate and create a mini series
★ Make Music/Songs
TAGS
★ When I Draw [#melon art]
★ When I Edit [#melon edit]
★ When I post things that are mine [#melondareaper] [#meet the goober]
★ When I make tired posts [#melon wants a hug from Johnny Cage]
★ When I Rant [#melon screams]
★ When I Write [#melon's an author]
★ When I talk w friends [#melon has friends]
★ When I talk in general [#melon talks]
INTERACTIONS
★ People who need a friend
★ Anons are welcomed
★ Magic Anons are welcomed
★ Every Gender is welcomed
★ Every sexuality is welcomed
★ Every Nationality is welcomed
★ Everyone has a right for their opinions (unless it's obviously unnecessary or wrong)
★ 13+ [MAINLY 15+]
DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU ARE:
★ 30+ [UNLESS I FOLLOW YOU + YOU DON'T DO NSFW]
★ Pedos
★ Transphobic, Homophobic, etc
★ Racist or Sexist
★ Hate my blog [don't interact if you don't even like my blog]
★ Harrassment
★ Proshipper [DNI AT ALL PLS]
SILLY OCS
INSERTS
★ MK1 MELON [SELF INSERT]
[hehe, Tomas<3]




HI GUYS!! I MADE A NEW INTRO BLOG AGAIN AUGH, I WILL UPDATE THIS POST OFTEN IF I'M ADDING NEW CONTENT TO MY BLOG, CHANGING MY INTERACTIONS OR ADDING NEW STUFF!! I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY!!
I love Johnny Cage<3
#my blog#intro blog#introduction post#important#melondareaper#meet the goober#you are welcome#you are loved#i appreciate you all#<3
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hi! i found your blog like an hour ago (though i've been familiar with your art for a /long/ time; when i read that ask you got earlier about you being THE tf2 artist, i thought to myself, "wow, really? the only tf2 art i can think of that's deserving of that description is [vividly pictures YOUR fanart]" -- so when i checked your art tag it was genuinely like encountering a celebrity, heh. all this to say, you really ARE The TF2 Artist. it's an honor to finally properly follow your blog :]). i've been reading your posts about your personal journeys (both physical and emotional/self-conceptual) and i've just been... really really moved by it all? your openness with feeling disconnected with your art, and then how you've slowly come to reconnect with it in a new way and restructure it back into your life... it just fills me with so much catharsis and hope. because life is hectic and things change so much and the way that one creates art as an adult is going to be different than how one created art as a teenager... so to see you acknowledge that fact and then share your own journey? ahh god like i said... it's really profound. i'm a lot younger than you (i turn 20 next month, actually!), so you've experienced so much more to life than me, and hearing how you've struggled with and then gotten out of so many of the fears that i have is just... deeply, deeply inspiring to me. especially your latest posts about your time in australia, and how it's always been something you've wanted to do but spent so many years stuck/anxious/stagnant... and how now you've finally actually *done it* and it's *real* and that you had the most amazing incredible time that exceeded all your expectations?!?! and not only that, but how finally achieving this thing you've always wanted changes the narrative of how you previously defined yourself... that now maybe you ARE the sort of person who can do the things you love and have the things that make you happy... maybe i'm projecting too much here heh god but my point is. it just made me very emotional and so VERY very utterly elated for you :'] and just augh. i am so glad you've had this incredible experience. and like i've said half a dozen times by now (because it's just so true) it is just. so inspiring to me. everything you've shared with such honesty and humanity has been just so profoundly moving to see and it fills me with so much hope. thank you for sharing your journey with us, and thank you as always, past and present and future, for your art. i hope this message isn't too terribly parasocial, and if it is, i apologize ;_; and i hope you're having a lovely day!!!
hey there !
this kind of hit me like a truck but in the most positive way, and i am not exaggerating when i say what you wrote also brought me to tears.
first of all thanks for your generous words regarding my art and sdkjfhkjas i still cannot wrap my head around the idea that you (and at least one other person) thinks about me as THE tf2 artist because... i like my art just fine, it's just there are other folks out there, with their almost god-like tf2 art, meanwhile i just spammed y'all with my sniperxspy art and some random silly stuff over the years... but i love it, so thank you so so much, the thought that you guys dig my art this much will always knock me right off my feet in the most positive way 🧡🧡🧡
ok so, the next part took me a while to formulate because how do i respond to such a heartfelt message in a way that shows my gratitude just right? like i want to thank you again for reaching out and writing all this, but also for taking your time and reading through my blog. i know that everything i post here is open to the internet and a lot of ppl, so sharing personal information (in form of updates in life) is not always the best idea. but i always admired ppl on here that were able to reflect on their lives and share what they've learned. even if it's just somethig as simple as "and after each day comes another and it will be different, for the worse or the better, but different at least", which, falling on the right ears at a specific time, can change perspective (it did for me on multiple occasions, this and other takes, because hearing from ppl who go through similar things is a sad reality, but also such a connecting experience). so in a way, sharing is caring, and so talking about life experiences, especially when they are kind of abstract, like art blocks, depressions, can really open some unexpected doors.
so what also happened after being open about vulnerable situations in life was ppl reaching out. and this was really something that left me so speechless. i had several ppl who took their time and wrote to me about their experiences and ways of coping strategies and other helpful actions. and sometimes they just acknowledged what i wrote which was such a warm gesture that made me feel seen. and i cannot put into words how much that meant to me when i felt at my lowest a few years back. let's be honest for a second, on here we hardly know each other, even if we are mutuals, but that doesn't stop us from reaching out to one another because that is such a big part of the human experience.
sorry for rambling but it is hard, at least for me, just trying to fully grasp it all. it makes me so happy to read that catching up on the things i wrote about my life resonated with you on a deeper level and that it gave you something back in exchange - catharsis and hope. i am deeply touched by your words and your ability to grasp the essence of what i tried to convey, it feels almost surreal to have it summarized and reflected so clearly when my original thoughts were scattered all over my blog over a span of multiple months, years even. like, really, thank you so much for all of this, the time and thoughts you put into your message, your genuine expression of your feelings and joy on my behalf, it means a lot and i fail to put my thanks into words, idk... i feel seen again. and no worries, i don't think this is too parasocial, after all i put my thoughts out there, and you just happened to read them 🧡
so again and again, thank you so much, and i also hope you have a lovely day <3
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Hello! Mushy back with some stupid Taco headcanons I either already posted on my blog or just thought were stupid.
Tacos a huge anime/maga fan, but she denies it whenever someone brings it up.
Tacos favorite game in Needy Streamer Overload and is like “She is so me” to Ame.
Tacos favorite board game is Clue and figures out who’s the murder, where they were killed, and what weapon they used in under 15-20 minutes.
Taco’s a vegetarian. She hates the taste of meat and refuses to eat it unless the situation is dire. i.e, not finding enough non-poisonous berries or mushrooms/somehow running out of her stock of hoarded food. So she hunts and cooks a small critter (possibly a rabbit) and basically forces herself to eat it so she doesn’t starve and has to face the others when/if she gets revived. (Bonus, kinda,) and by stark contrast Microphone loves meat. She loves pork, beef, chicken, etc. If you gave her some deer or rabbit meat to try/eat she’d eat it, no questions asked.
Hi Mushy!!!!^^ Welcome back, and thank you for submitting more hcs!!!!! :]
Hehehe, I can see Taco getting into anime/manga and being rather embarrassed about it!!! She'd probably be open about it with her s1 persona, before going right back into the closet on that until Mic offers to "show her" one of her favorite animes and Taco eats it right up!!!!!^^ Binging a beloved show with Mic :>!!!!! She'd get exposed to Mic real soon after that, although Mic wouldn't go spreading it around if Taco wasn't okay with it.
I have unfortunately never heard of that game nor character, but I do call my partner "Ame" as a pet name so I automatically agree.
Oh she would dominate at Clue. She is the best sleuth in the cast, no doubt. I like to hc her to always know when someone else is lying or acting. She's the expert, she's made to be the expert, she always knows. That's not really related to Clue but. Well she's a crime expert, sleuthing means being good at logical deduction, these skills combined she wins every time.
YUP YES YUP SHE'S A VEGETARIAN. LITERALLY SHE IS A VEGETARIAN TACO SO I LIKE IT WHEN SHE IS AN ACTUAL VEGETARIAN TOO. Augh, the poor thing having to eat meat because she can't get enough other food hurts!!!! <3 AUGH and her doing it to avoid the rest of the cast!!!!! Excellent angst Mushy 10/10. Also yeah the idea of Mic loving meat is pretty real I think. Taco would refuse to kiss her until she brushes her teeth heheheh.
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get to know your mutuals!!!
the post got too long but @capvers-my-love and @shrimptacodaniels ty both for the tag!! <33
what's the origin of your blog title?
the love of my life lucy frostblade <3
otp shipname:
augh thats so hard- atm polypalooza, jazekiel (always) trackerbees
favourite colour:
purple!!
favourite game:
clue or anomia or take five- fr any board game <3
song stuck in your head:
the horse and the infant from the troy saga or brendan you gotta come out from whimsy on wheels
weirdest habit/trait?
so much that i cant think of any rn
hobbies:
drawing, writing, games, general tv watching
if you work, what's your profession?
nothing exciting- box office moniter
if you could have any job you wish, what would it be?
if i can work a job just for funsies without worrying about paying bills, librarian
something you're good at:
making pancakes!!
something you're bad at:
most things
something you love:
drawing + watching stuff/ watching stuff with friends
something you could talk about for hours off the cuff:
librarians or d20
something you hate:
homework. also most college classes.
something you collect:
posters/ general wall decor, lil dragon + dino figurines, dice
something you forget:
so many things. due dates. birthdays. things about myself.
what's your love language?
quality time, physical touch or gift giving!!
favourite movie/show:
the librarians, leverage, d20, pibe, jurassic park
favourite food:
chicken strips!!!
favourite animal:
dragons or leopards!!!
what were you like as a child?
id love to tell you
favourite subject at school?
art or theatre
least favourite subject:
math or science or english (yes i am an english major no i wont elaborate)
what's your best character trait?
loyal or like always down to hang out?? idk
what's your worst character trait?
forgetful
if you could change any detail of your life right now, what would it be?
id have money
if you could travel in time, who would you like to meet?
im not fucking with the timeline. also no clue, can i just teleport to like see my friends?? (EDIT OH MY GOD ID GO SEE DINOSAURS I CANT BELIEVE I DIDNT SAY THAT)
no pressure tagging: @starstruckodysseys @blueskiesandstarrynights @ike-mcswains-mortician @disdoorted-crows @wheelsupin-azarathmetrionzinthos @gayforjessmckenna @offbookkeeping @skunksintheportal and anyone else who wants too!!!
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A Review Of Ellipsus
A Pillowfort mutual of mine (trishelle) recommended Ellipsus ( @ellipsus-writes ) earlier this month in a blog post. It's an online writing program that is currently in beta. Thanks to trishelle's recommendation, I decided to feel it out, mainly using one of my novel WIPS (as you can see in the screenshot titling this post).
So far, I'm enjoying it! The fact that there's a chat for contributors for each document is a cool feature that I'm hyped to fully utilize someday. I also like the focus mode; it reminds me of Cold Turkey Writer, which is a good thing. I also love the themes a lot (they just came out 3 days ago, apparently, which I wasn't aware of when I started this review)! My favorite is the sepia one, as you can see in the picture.
Ellipsus also has a very strong anti-AI stance, which is a refreshingly concept compared to, say, Microsoft Word, which currently screams at me to use its stupid AI (Copilot) every fucking time I open a new document. AUGH!
My main complaint: my understanding is that you need an Ellipsus account to comment or leave chats, and I wish guests (people without an account) could comment & leave chats. If that was the case, I'd use it way more. This is because atm, I use Google Docs for my game scripts because most folks have a Google account, and that makes leaving feedback easy for any co-writers & contributors. If I'm wrong about needing an Ellipsus account to comment or leave chats in a document btw, PLEASE correct me, because that would be amazing news!
There's also no "Suggest" mode like there is in Google Docs or Microsoft Word, which is another thing that's proven essential to me in collaborations. Another thing that, if they added it, my use of Ellipsus would definitely increase.
Also a small thing but essential to me because I write a lot of scripts that get voice acted: there's no highlight tool and I NEED IT DESPERATELY. Glass half full, you can change the text color, so that is at least something.
Finally, Ellipsus can only be used online as of right now, and can only be accessed via online access (going to the website). There's no app you can download or any kind of offline mode. This is probably the biggest reason I can't make it a primary program of mine right now, because I'm always writing, online & offline, and rely on apps native to my device to help me get down what's in my head. You can pin Ellipsus to the home screen of your browser at least, so that's a good thing, but it's not enough. I was wrong! There is an app you can access, because you can pin Ellipsus to your app screen! But there's still no offline mode.
There are other things I could mention, like the lack of image support, but Ellipsus seems to be aware of it, at least from this help article I saw when importing my novel. I'm sure they're fully aware of the need for a mobile app, too--heck, it's one of the most requested features people are asking for. People also seem to want a highlighter as well (yay!). As much as I mentioned complaints in this blog post, I have to give credit that Ellipsus seems to be aware of these things, so hopefully they will appear in the future.
So yeah, that's my review! I was originally just planning this to be a tweet or two, but I ended up having a lot to say! If you use Ellipsus, what are your thoughts on it?
#blog#blog post#review#ellipsus#writing#creative writing#writers on tumblr#writers#writer#writeblr#writers and poets#writerscommunity#google docs#microsoft word#writing programs
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HIII<3 How have you been doing rn? Are you eating and drinking right? Getting a good sleep? (If not then please do🙏🙏, if you have a hard time to do them then try and make a schedule or a reminder to do it, it's helpful❤️❤️)
The MBTI post was something (in an amazing way obv🤩🤩) Like seriously the amount of work you did just to write them??? Augh truly you are god sent(=^^=). You're so smart, kind and pretty😍😍 that I can't help to turn into dazai and get on my knees and beg you to never ever dissappear. Speaking of that everyday I see myself in your blog re reading everything patiently waiting for the next post(this might come off as desperate I'm sorry😭) you've become a regular part of my life. Okay okay we've lost track I'm sorry, while reading the MBTI post I couldn't help but giggle and stuff cause I'm an INFP which is fyodor type. I'm so in love it's crazy. Istg if I didn't control myself I would've been broke from buying everything about this man.(currently reading white night and why do i find it so funny for some reason🤭🤭 maybe it's cause it's fyodor) and you are so right why is this man not real? How are we not right besides him drinking tea, reading or just simply doing anything? I love him and you😘❤️❤️
Also my baby ryunosuke akutagawa is there too🥺🥺 I can't wait to see more of him🤗🤗he deserves lots of love😔🥺
That chuuya nsfw post🤭🤭 seriously that was so nice to read. The way that this man is so other worldly handsome(... Yk his fictional... ). Of course that's not the only thing I like about him. His very smart mostly street smart which is something I don't really have. I admire his humanity . The way his back story was made and everything else about him??? Love it. He's a lot like my oc who i adore alot and I can't help but be sad over the way they're treated in their respective world. I just wanna dote on my babies🥺🥺😔 but alas.
That was a lot of yapping😭😭Anyway I hope you have or had a good day dear<3
Sincerely—🧛🏻♀️🫀anon
You’re so adorable, 🧛🏻♀️🫀-anon!❤️
It’s so interesting that every single dominant Fi user seems to develop an obsession with me. I’m definitely sensing a pattern. I wonder why that is? Lmao.
Jokes aside, how did I not guess it? A vampire and a heart emoji (very Gothic Lolita-coded, if you ask me), the use of many emojis, the excitement in your tone, the sense of humor, the way you express yourself…it all makes so much more sense now. ♥️
And omg, the way you praise me is just 😍. I might actually faint. The most amazing compliment for me is being called smart/intelligent, so… I’m on my knees!
I could put my name on everything you said about Chuuya, and especially for Fyodor. That man is simply ethereal.
There are no words that wouldn’t fail to express and depict his greatness. He makes me talk like Shakespeare in a very obsessive and impulsive manner (which is not like me at all), and it’s not even funny anymore (I’m so in love).
This is me looking at Fyodor:
#🧛🏻♀️🫀anon#🧛🏻♀️🫀 anon#🧛🏻♀️🫀-anon#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bungo stray dogs x reader#bsd fyodor#bungou stray dogs fyodor#yandere bsd#fyodor dostoevsky#fyodor dostoyevsky bsd#fyodor x reader#fyodor x you#bsd chuuya x reader#bungo stray dogs chuuya#chuuya x reader
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"Hm... seems this type of research might actually prove useful."

"I was expecting you lot to be insufferable, irritating, useless dickwa-augh-ads that I c-could easily disregard but... looks like I surprised myself." She sighs and lets go of the holographic dimensional file in her hand, and it flies right back into place in the shifting spiral behind her. "I guess that means setting this place up to be more... permanent."
"To the non-Ricks, be grateful I let you agh-sk me questions, just know I only answer the ones I want to. You're lucky I'm a f-fairly straightforward woman, at least compared to some of my male c-counterparts."
"To the Ricks on here, it's come to my attention that my scientific research has come off as 'nosy' and 'gossipy', so... I guess I'll explain myself."
"My research isn't just a hobby, or taking note of which Ricks are hooking up with each other; it's inherently linked to my studies of The Central F-Finite Curve. When Evil Morty punched a hole through it, it altered the integrity of the logarithmic parameters for the infinity filter of The CFC, allowing f-for discontinuous dimensions to filter in until it was f-fixed. I'm analyzing those discontinuities, and the rest of The Curve, f-for my safety and yours. You're welcome."
"I'm already monitoring you, what's a f-few questions? This isn't even my top priority and besides, it's not like I'm hiding anymore."
"I'm not your f-friend just because you're a Rick. ... but if you wanted to grab some drinks at Blips n Chitz sometime or need he-egh-lp or some bullshit I c-could try to find some time."
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!!MINORS DNI!!
• Due to Riq's sometimes rated-R nature she's not safe for minors. HOWEVER I might follow you from here because this blog is where I keep track of the R&M RP, but that is not permission to interact. I consider interaction any direct links between this blog and another blog through reblogs or asks.
• 18+ Topics: Violence/gore and substance abuse mostly, potential emotional abuse between her and her Morty (Moira/Mori). I'll tag anything with these things #18+, anything sexual will be tagged #spicy.
• #lore tag for mini-fics following her and her family. #interactive for rp starters, #past-interactive for closed rp starters. #answered for my asks that I've answered, #my asks for asks I've sent other rp blogs. #interactions for what it sounds like.
• Riq is like a jawbreaker, don't let her harsh exterior keep you from poking and prodding, she's got layers. She may act like C-137 on the outside but on the inside she's more like J-19Z7 (with more murdery and self-destructive tendencies but still) as she's directly between them in The Curve.
• I write like I'm taking everything seriously but that's just cos I'm shit at writing humor and she's so autistic she takes everything literally, by all means mess with her I love chaos and silliness. I prefer semi-lit to literate but whatever's more fun to you is good for me. More active in the discord as I'm more used to discord than tumblr, ask if you want an invite!
• Mun is 21+ if that wasn't obvious already. My fandom blog is rickle-n-mort-enthusiast, my main is maladaptive-escapism.
• Sorry if I don't reply right away I overthink all my responses and I'm quite busy, thank you for being patient <3
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Hi, sorry if this sounds awkward, but I just found your blog and I wanted to say I'm a BIG fan of your work.
I love all your Acht x 4 small stories, and your Splatoon fics on AO3 are some of my favorites (especially Watch the Sky with You).
I just wanted to say thank you for everything, your posts really makes my day
(Also happy birthday ^^)
Me while reading this:
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!
This really means so so so much, and hearing this just inspires me to keep creating! Knowing that what I do can bring you happiness is... augh I don't even have the right adjective for it, but I am so flattered and excited to know that.
Thank you a million times! <3
#thank youuuuuuuuu#also this does not sound awkward at all so please do not worry about that!!#And thank you for the birthday wishes!#<3#asks#ask box
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