#PLS DON'T RUIN THAT GAME FREAK

[reallyromealone]

Ok ok can you PLS do a part 2 of that ‘resilient’ Eddie fic I NEED to know what happens😭 (If your requests are open) -🥮

Title: resilient

Chapter: 2

Fandom: stranger things

Pairing: Eddie Munson x male reader

Warnings: mentions of rape, angst, omegaverse, mpreg, reader goes through it, breakdowns

Notes: this took way longer than expected

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"uncle Steve!" (Sons name) giggled as he was lifted by the older alpha "you ready to hang out today!" Steve said to his god son who nodded "yeah!" The boy said as (name) handed Steve a cute backpack "you be good alright ducky?" (Name) squished his sons face playfully and kissed his forehead "I will!"

(name) was thankful for his dad, Hopp doing anything he could to help his grandkid and used the daycare that came with being the police chief for their kid till he gets to kindergarten.

Though Hopp would have liked if his kid and grandkid moved back with him, (name) would be able to save better.

"(Name) I know you want to be independent but think about saving money, that money can be used for anything (sons name) needs or wants" hopp reasoned with his son and (name) fidgeted with the mug "you really want me back don't you?" He asked quietly, the older man nodding at his pup and (name)s eyes watered "I just want my pup to be safe!" He said and Hopp felt his heart ache at his son and set the mugs down and held him close as (name) sobbed "don't worry (cute childhood nickname) I got you"

"We moving?" (Sons name) asked curiously as he sat in his grandpa's lap, hop letting the little guy take some of his fries, (name) letting his dad buy them dinner "I need some help so you guys will be moving with me, you think you can help me squirt?"

"Yeah!"

Eddie was a mess.

His... His sweet (name)...

"Holy shit dude, are you alright?!" Dustin wanted to gag at the smell of alcohol as Eddie sat on the floor, eyes tear stained "he was raped, he was raped and I just fucking treated him like shit" Eddie said emotionless as he stared off "he was pregnant with my kid, did you know that? No fucking doubt he's mine... He's literally me"

Dustin halted as Eddie let his head fall onto his knees, holding back a sob.

"I need to go to Hawkins..."

(Name) was banned from helping move their belongings, assigned to keeping his pup company and ordering lunch "papa get chicken chunk" (sons name) whispered and (name) smiled "sure baby" he added it to the order along with pizza, wings and drinks (and garlic bread for Robin). (Sons name) was excited to have a bigger room just for him, (name)s childhood room turned into the pups bedroom with a cool (cartoon/game) bedspread from his grandpa and (name) got the guest room, all his trinkets I'm there. "Chicken chunks? Aren't you already my little chicken chunk, half pint?" Hopp teased as the pup stuck his tongue out playfully at his grandpa, the adults smiling at this interaction.

Dinner, bath and bedtime were all it took as (name) sat alone in his bed staring up at his ceiling as the sound of the clock in the kitchen ticked.

Here he was.

Back Home, in his childhood home with his dad and pup.

Sitting up be walked to a small shoe box he brought in himself, opening it to reveal trinkets, photos and letters, picking up a photo of everyone together and happy as teens.

He glared at nancys annoying face, he saw her a few times around Hawkins when she visited family but never interacted with her and she didn't interact with him, she ruined his life and he kind of hoped she would drop dead.

(Name) didn't grocery shop with his son, he didn't need the boy hearing how people talk about him being a single parent, the snide comments and rude remarks as he tried to make himself invisible under the florescents as his sneakers tapped against the older linoleum.

"Did you hear? Eddie "the freak" Munson is back"

"Yeah, he's like super rich, maybe I can get a sugar daddy"

"But spending time with the freak? Is it worth it?"

(Name) froze as he looked at the nutritional values of two cereals, throat closing up at this information he heard.

Eddie was back?

Why?

He tried not to think about the letters, the emails and messages or the letter he had gotten in the mail a few days after the last email he sent from Eddie's lawyer's, threatening legal action if he doesn't stop trying to contact Eddie with the threat of a restraining order, he took that as Eddie's answer to the concept of meeting his son.

Snapped from his thoughts and continued his shopping, trying not to let anxiety flood him.

He was probably visiting his uncle, the uncle who despised (name) with every fiber of his being-- even publically shaming him for his "whorish behavior" when he saw (name) not long after the breakup, solemnly believing that the fetus inside of (name) was the product of his "cheating" thus till the rape investigation came to light and Eddie had long been gone from town everyone thought he was a cheating slut.

Yeah (name) totally toootally moved on from that, the Alpha who treated him like one of his own turning and Screaming at him to the point of (name) nearly drooping.

Totally...

He wonders if the band came with, thinking of how many people he has to avoid... He wonders if Dustin was with him.

His little sisters friend-- well once friend, Jane burning all communication with Dustin after the young beta made his bed.

He should call her sometime... The girl currently at university with his step brother Will, will was crushed that his best friends did that to (name) and just cut ties with the whole group-- save for Steve and Robin.

"(--me)" "(--ame)!"

"(NAME!)" (name) snapped to look around, when did he get home? The Omega was putting away groceries as his dad looked concerned "I take it you heard?"

"I- yeah... I did..." (Name) said meekly as he fiddled with a container of coffee "do you... Do you think you could pick up (sons name)? I need to start dinner" their code for "I really need time to process and don't have the capacity for anything else right now" and the older alpha pat his sons back "I got you bite size" he said as he went to go get his grandkid "you know no matter what, I got your back right? You can depend on your dad"

"Thanks dad..." (Name) said with a soft, sad smile before he was alone in the house to think.

"Maybe I should go on that blind date Robin was talking about"

[msanimedolphin]

~Back In The Game~

~Chapter Twenty-Six~

-Series Masterlist-

What happens when a girl who loves volleyball joins a boys' volleyball club? Does she find love? Will she relive her past or move forward? Join (L/N) (Y/N) on a journey with fun twists and turns.

I don't own Haikyuu or any of the characters.

-Last Time-

“Hinata, you little squirt! Don’t butt in like that!! You totally ruined my chance to say something cool!!!” You giggle at them. The whistle is blown indicating the start of the next rally.

The Municipal Team serves and Ennoshita receives the ball. He calls for cover from Kageyama while Ukai thinks about how everybody needs to work on bumps and passing. Kageyama runs to get into position to set along with Hinata coming to his spot.

‘Hm. He figured out quickly where the ball would be coming down. First step is confident and correct.’ Ukai thinks about Kageyama. ‘This setter’s supposed to be a rookie, right? So. Who’s he going to use…’ Ukai’s thought is answered as he sees Hinata jump.

Ukai, Takinoue, Shimada, Ashai, and Noya stare at Hinata. They are shocked by how fast and high he can jump. Hinata hits the ball and earns his team a point.

“Yeah!! Nice one, Hinata! Kageyama!” Tanaka praises.

Noya, Asahi, and Ukai are left with their mouths agape. Suga is looking at Asahi and Noya expectantly, while Takeda is looking at Ukai the same way. You have a look of pride as you see their reactions.

“Whoa!! Shoyo, that was awesome!! So awesome even I couldn't help but stop and stare!” Noya praises excitedly as the first-year blushes.

‘There were no hand signs. No verbal cues. And they still…?!’ Ukai thinks before speaking. “Hey, you!!” He yells causing Hinata to flinch and he and Kageyama to look at the coach. “Why did you jump where you did?! How did you know?! Short Stuff!”

“Short…?” Hinata begins. “Well… I just jump wherever I want, because the ball always comes wherever I am. Coach.”

‘...!! My eyes don’t wanna believe it, but I know I saw it. When Short Stuff jumped, his eyes were closed. Are you telling me that rookie setter was able to match his set to his movements that perfectly?!’ Ukai is shocked. ‘And how can he be so completely sure the ball is always going to be there? What normal player can trust so much that he’ll jump and swing totally blind?’

“YOU TWO FREAKS OR SOMETHIN’?!” Ukai yells at Hinata and Kageyama.

“Freaks…?” They respond simultaneously. Tsukishima chuckles.

“Why?” Hinata asks.

“Don’t ask me.” Kageyama replies.

“At first I didn’t get what that whole conversation right before the game was about…” Ukai begins, getting you and Takeda’s attention. “But…I think I see now. So that rookie setter’s likely a prodigy of some sort. Compared to a player like him…the normal slobs have to feel inferior. But… A set and a spike happen in less time than a single breath.” He continues as the game resumes. “Players need a whole lot of hours working together to get that kind of timing down. Faith like that isn’t something you can build in a day. So if we say what our rookie setter has is overwhelming talent… then what his senior there has is years of trust and stability.” He observes each of the players before beginning again. “This Karasuno team is pretty dang good!” 

‘Took you long enough.’ You think with a chuckle.

“Why didn’t you tell me sooner, sensei?” Ukai asks Takeda with a pat on the back, while you roll your eyes.

“I did. Multiple times.”

The game continues with Ukai’s attention refocusing on Hinata.

“Who woulda thought short stuff would be a middle blocker just from looking? He’s got a mean quick attack… but how’s his blocking?” Hinata is standing by the net getting ready to block. Asahi is standing across from him and notices his intense stare. This makes Ashai avert his gaze. 

“Oh, come to think of it, this game is Hinata’s first chance to play against the ace position that he’s idolized so much.” Takeda points out.

“Hm?”

“Well, you see, Hinata’s idol is a player called “The Little Giant.” He was someone who played during Karasuno’s golden age. That’s why he chose to attend Karasuno, too. He is always giving his best, saying that someday he’s going to be an ace too. And now in this game, Hinata gets to face off with Karasuno’s current reigning Ace!”

“Now isn’t that neat. Though from this angle, it looks a lot like a grown man playing an elementary kid.” Ukai replies. This makes you slightly laugh as you look at the two. You see Suga uses a hand signal for Asahi. ‘Probably telling him the kind of set he’s going to use.’ You think.

Hinata looks at Asahi with such concentration that it’s a bit scary. Karasuno serves and Noya receives it, passing it to Suga. Suga sets it to Ashai. ‘A shoot.’ You think. Asahi jumps and gets ready to spike but is surprised when he sees Hinata in front of him in the air, ready to block.

‘He popped up out of nowhere!!’ Asahi thinks.

Asahi spikes the ball and it hits Hinata’s hand with great force. The ball ricotes off of Hinata’s hand and goes behind him. Daichi and Tsukishima run to save the ball from hitting the ground but neither make it in time. The ball hits the floor earning a point for the Municipal Team. Asahi watches as Daichi talks to Hinata.

“...I knew he could jump, but it’s really shocking to see him pop up right in front of my face like that. How high can he go?” Asahi says to himself.

“That was awesome!” Hinata says looking at his red and stinging hands. “And he hasn’t played for a month!” You smile fondly at the first year.

“Yo, Hinata!” Kageyama begins. “You’re using your hands wrong when you block! If you’re trying to stop them, your hands go like this!” He demonstrates. “See? Like this!” Hinata doesn’t pay attention to Kageyama because he’s too focused on watching Asahi. “Are you even listening to me, boke?!” Since Hinata still wasn’t paying attention, Kageyama started squeezing his head. ‘At least Kageyama tried helping him…’ You think.

“Kageyama, you’re going to hurt him…” You say worryingly. Kageyama stops squeezing Hinata’s head and just stares at him.

“Hey…” Kageyama begins but is interrupted by Hinata.

“Man, the Ace is awesome!! He can hit the ball so hard it doesn’t matter if there’s a block! It’s still gonna smash through and score a point!”

“...”

“? What?”

“Nothing.” Kageyama says walking away.

“?”

“We’re running out of time, so let’s dive right into the second set, everyone.” Daichi says. The game continues. Hinata starts staring at Asahi and gets lost in his thoughts.

‘...If I was as tall and strong as he is…then I could…Whoa whoa whoa!’ Hinata starts shaking his head. ‘Don’t think about that. The Little Giant was awesome and short too! Though he was taller than me. Still…’

“Asahi!!” Someone calls out for Asahi to spike.

‘That’s so cool…’

“?! Hinata!!” You and Daichi call out at the same time.

“Huh?” Hinata snaps out of it and sees the ball flying toward him. Before he could react, the ball hit him straight in the face, causing him to fly backward.

“?! That idiot!!” Kageyama yells.

“AAAA” Asahi yells, frightened.

“GAAAH!!” Tanka yells worriedly.

“HINATA!!!” You scream, quickly running over to him.

~To Be Continued~

[stormoflina]

Rant over footy twt. It's long and boring, feel free to skip this lol

Why do we have to be so freaking reactionary? I held my tongue over this, for my own sanity. I try to not get too worked up over football, but just can't anymore lol.

In a spawn of like 3 months, we went from this, just over our midfield players:

- Dominik has a great start, runs the show with 10 men down multiple times, has two beautiful goals, literally runs the most and the fastest, takes on the workload of 2 players, covers for Trent, performs well in a new role, despite being a natural 10, despite being new in the PL-> he is the next Gerrard, the signing of the summer, the best midfielder in the PL, our own KDB regent -> his incredible form drops slightly a bit, but he still performs decent, and does his magic in Hungary -> why can't he show up in Liverpool the way he does in Hungary, he is actually shit, he is not creative, he doesn't have any G/A, didn't worth the money we paid for him, should be benched, all he does is looking into the cameras he is a narc and a flop, he can't even take a free-kick -> gets moved forward for like 10 minutes, does well in attacking role (wonder why) manages to score -> now people are saying he should play LW, bench Lucho and put Dominik there, he is a better finisher than Nunez (..) and saying Cody (!!!) should play his role in midfield instead, because he is just soooo good in the attack.

- Alexis has a bit challenged start in a completely new role, doesn't hit the ground running at first like Dominik does, but still provides very decent stats -> therefore he is a flop, absolutely shit, should be sold and get out of the club, he is not a natural 6, never will be, but Dom, Grav, Elliott and even Trent starts over him as an 8, he was an absolute waste of money just because he is a "wc winner" -> scores a beautiful goal, suddenly he is the best midfielder in our team, he is clear of Caicedo, he should start every game and look at his stats, despite not being a natural 6 he is actually a very good DM, we don't even need to buy one in January, Mac10 will carry us. -> finally plays in his position, but has a game where he comes down with an injury, plays +60 minutes despite that, performs well, but nothing too flashy. Literally gets bullied and attacked every second he plays, as if the other players are trying to take him out -> Endo is clear of him in DM, but he is not good enough in the 8 position, bench him, he's too short anyway.

- Gravenberch is an unnecessary signing, he must be bad, we don't need him, who cares -> has a couple of good performances in the EL -> he is so good, so silky on the ball, he never does backward passes unlike our other midfielders, he should start in the PL -> he starts in the PL, has a good first half, he is our best signing this year, he is so much better than Szoboszlai or Macallister, he starts over Curtis Jones,he only passes forward, that's what we like to see, he is going to be our best midfielder since Gerrard -> makes a mistake, has a less impressive second half in the SAME match, he is actually so shit, someone sub him off and bench him, CuJo is so clear of him, we should have never bought him, he is so lazy, he doesn't track back or tries to defend, sell him.

- Curtis Jones is going to be a Liverpool legend, his control on and off the ball is amazing, he is the missing piece to our midfield, he is finally getting the recognition he deserves -> gets a red card, misses 3 matches then picks up an injury, out for a couple of weeks -> has his first match back after missing out many games against City, doesn't drop a world class performance and dribbles past Rodri, he is so washed, he should be playing for Blackburn not Liverpool, English tax, Scouse tax, Gravenberch should start over him, Curtis is slow, ruins our attacks, at least Gravenberch tries to go forward, all Curtis does is just slow down the ball -> actually nevermind, Gravenberch had a shitty second half, Curtis is so clear of him, he actually puts in the work and tries, he never stops fighting, he lives and breaths liverpool fc, he has insane control on the ball and creates harmony in our midfield, he should start

Rant over. 🫣

[ohsocheesiness]

Played both Cyberpunk 2077 Phantom Liberty Endings

Both are super good in my opinion for V, Reed, and So Mi. Needed somewhere to post my thoughts.

My Natural Instinct

I did not trust So Mi at all, bro. Even from the beginning.. the thing with the chimera was suspect. Disappearing like that after I saved myers... idk bro. However, I do empathize with her circumstances. She's stuck somewhere where she's being abused. She's dying and she just wants to be free.

Don't trust Myers, but seemed the type to keep her end of the deal.

I didn't necessarily trust Reed either, but I believed in him. A man of principle who stuck by his team and country even if they did him dirty. I felt like So Mi only fake cared about me, but I felt like Reed truly did care about me and my life. He saw V as another of his comrads to protect. However, I knew it was his government that he'd unfortunately follow till his wheels deteriorated.

Following Reed

I believed that Reed 100% wanted to help So Mi escape. I told So Mi I only kind of trusted her and that I think Reed wants what's best for her.

Gameplay wise I think it's cool that following the FIA turned into a freaking horror survival game lmfao. I love the secret agent style shit in PL

Anyway, only in this ending do we learn that ROGUE AI are basically attacking her and using her as a fucking link to the physical world through the real net. She mentioned she felt like somebody was over her shoulder her whole time. It was THEM. I wonder what Alt would've had to say about it if I asked her tbh.

In the end though, there was a great moment with So Mi who was at her end. I had a save point and played out both instances if I killed her or if I let Reed take her. I don't really remember what my first instinct was to do... but after knowing both endings it would've been best just to kill her and give her freedom man. However, saving her gives us a bit more to Reed's character.

Reed is freaking depressed bro lmfao. He is the one keeping so mi in chains. He is the one locked in chains. He knows he's just a dog, enslaved to ideals he doesn't think truly matters, but it's all he has. The only thing he can do is lean into it, despite knowing it's flaws. "All that matters is that So Mi is still living." I think that's why Reed never comes suicide despite seeming so empty, he's strong enough to carry everything.. it's his duty even.

Ofc I accepted the offer to save my life, it made sense to me that they could really help and that Reed would do right by me.

FUCKING HURT ME that Johnny had to get destroyed so abruptly like that. I know he didn't want it. He accepted it though, his true death. Just Rogue and V being his last remnants of life in NC.

If you tell Reed thanks, he says something like "there's nothing to thank me for, V" and leaves, head hung down. Another life Reed took and ruined. Got So Mi on life support, enslaved by Myers, Alex killed, V some kind of wonky life so different than before. Coma for 2 years.

Also my Panam romance 💔💔💔💔 damnit! Panam is definitely the type to fucking be done with it cause she thinks I broke her heart but dang. Wish somebody would've went through my contacts and gave them the heads up 😐 but I LOVE what happened to Judy after this. She deserved the peace man. She's such a cool homie if you guys are platonic.

Following So Mi

I tried to play a lot more empathetic with So Mi and her circumstances, instead of just it being mutually beneficial. V was the only one who can understand what was happening to her.

& Since I played this second, I felt guilty asking her to use the black wall to hack shit and kill people while we were escaping from Hansen's spot. It's lowkey best to play this ending as a netrunner. You help So Mi a lot more directly.

So Mi is really just like V, kind of. She just wants to live, so she'll betray and lie to her friends and simply just have to feel bad about it afterwards. For the most part, V won't sell out to a corp, but So Mi kind of sold out her friends. Her character flaw I guess.

This is also the only ending where a diologue option will tell you MR BLUE EYES is the one who contacted her for NUSA info and hooked her up with a deal to get to the moon! This is the only time i remember hearing about him before you do the Sun ending. He definitely a major player in the next game and there's something he's trying to do involving space. Which is why i assume he sends V on a mission to the crystal palace.

Anyway, So Mi eventually reveals that she was lying to me the whole time. She knew it was only a one use kind of deal.... prick. But I told her I would've helped her anyway if she just told me.. which maybe I would've tbh.

I carried her to the rocket thing. Reed was waiting for you. You two are at odds now and he means business. He lowkey tries to butter you up about protecting So Mi, but call him on his bullshit. Then he switches up, he wants to take care in to answer for her crimes. I said I didn't want to have to shoot him. He said "neither do i" 🥹 but yea I popped his ass after he gave me no choice. In a certain regard I was happy he found peace. Killing reed is the best thing to do in this ending 100%

You hook So Mi in the rocket to the moon and talk with Johnny as you two watch her go into space. Real.

Wait long enough you get a mysterious message to go find a package. The package has evidence that So Mi is alive on the moon. Very cool! She lives in this ending. And she's free. I was actually super happy about that tbh.

Also with this ending, Alex lives. PL tried to give you a relationship with her... in the ending where she dies I was sad about it but got over it. In this ending where she lives you get another chance to chat with her. She calls you up to the bar and basically wants to ask about Reed's last moments and to say goodbye. I really liked Alex's character and appreciated this goodbye.

A while after this, you get a postcard on your megabuilding apartment door from Morocco. Alex is free too. A very good ending. Now it's up to V to find out how to survive (lol)

Which is better?

You get to see into So Mi's past with the first ending. First hand. You get some conversations with Reed that give him more depth, but So Mi either dies or might as well have died. Reed lives on avoiding his very clear regret, but may have found purpose. If you choose to take the help here V becoming just another face in the crowd... a bit of a shame if you played into the 'become a night city legend' but kind of deep and real considering now he has a new life, but had to go through a lot and lose a lot on the way.

With the second ending, Alex and So Mi live & them and Reed are free from being dogs to the NUSA government. You get your farewells... at least somebody gets a happy ending. With this, you also get your farewell with Johnny in one of the base endings. You can digest the weight of a life and choosing your own way to go. There's some moments in this, the conversations inbetween, in big fights, hand in hand with So Mi that make this worth while. Digesting it all with Johnny means a lot too.

So idk

[leagueofidiots]

Hello i am also a stranger and not involved in the rp you speak of

What's your favorite ships/friendships/dynamics/etc in the rp? And maybe some hcs you wanna share?

Hello random stranger who I don't know

I'm so so obsessed with Spinner/Dabi of course... Four years and they only just now admitted they might be gay for each other that's crazy work. Their wedding will be beautiful. They should like. Start a family or something idk idk. The parallels between their trauma and their responses to it... augh. Also I find it very cute that Dabi's been almost exclusively wearing his hoodies for the last year or so

The StainAngel/DabiRei/Shu dynamic is going to be off the walls they're so funny together. Dabi and Stain bounce off each other so well in scenes they give me horrible brainrot

And Jin and Stain of course <33 I always forget we're the only ones based enough to ship them I think everyone should get on board with it. They're gonna hurt me so bad when we start ruining their relationship (●´□`) /pos In the meantime though they're very cute they deserve an au where they are just happy and chilling methinks

And ofc Dabi and Kurogiri have been going longer than time itself /j I have to mention them. Goths for life

Okie okie headcanons time yaaaay

(Recovery arc) Kurogiri and Dabi are usually up because Kurogiri's making sure Dabi doesn't die and Dabi's bad at taking care of themself. Spinner's also usually awake "playing video games" but A.) he can't stand playing them because they make him think about Tomura and it freaks him out B.) he's too anxious to sleep so he's lowkey watching everybody too

Teehee Stain's literally refused to be around anyone outside of "work" or give anyone any personal information of his since before he killed his parents and he wasn't out before then so he's literally never had anyone use his chosen name for him I've been keeping it in my arsenal for ages it's gonna be so good when he's chill enough I can whip it out Chizome pls pls pls hurry up with your friendship arc /j

Tomura has used his gamer piss bottles for waterboarding purposes and he will do it again. Okay silly intermission over

All for One is extremely jealous that Ujiko gets to fuck his little and he doesn't. He makes Ujiko record their sex tapes and he puts them with the rest of their little collection of patient files. Also he designed their retirement home

Imma be so fr what do I even say for Kurogiri... Kurogiri my darling angel I have said so much about you already. Mwah. Kurogiri has horrible hoarding tendencies if JinJJ makes it anything it is going to make Sako marble it and it'll just have a massive tub full of marbles of shit it's never gonna use ever again

[idontknowyetillchangeitlater]

June 13th

today was tough I not gonna lie. I woke up feeling amazing and I felt great vibes I had my coffee, had a morning poop (this is peak) it was just going well. I got to work and yeah you know the rest. I tried really hard not to let it ruin my day but my god, my boss is so annoying. She makes these remarks that make me want to just drop everything and go home, like why do people treat others like that like damn. And the thing is I'm trying to see things in a different perspective I'm trying to see good in everything and its really tough. Like pls I need tips. Anyways. I worked out today even though I left really late from work but yeah it felt nice and I had a banana.

I told my mom I wanted to go to the movies after work tomorrow (to watch the haikyu!! movie, and she then starts freaking out and say that if I got out and look for danger I'll find danger, and I'm like so confused like how is going to see a movie after work looking for danger?? Like why project your fears onto me?? Like I don't want to feel scared to go to the movies, or fear something will happen like thats so annoying. Anyways now I'm rethinking just going sunday cause I'm off but I mean why? just cause my mom's scared. annoying.

I started drawing yesterday, and I think I shaded the face kinda weird so now I don't want to finish it but I also don't want to leave it incomplete. I noticed I like drawing dark things lmao. Why do I always draw the subject sad or terrified , again annoying. ( I usually use graphite or just regular pencils. but yesterday I wanted to use these pens that I got from five below and I think its going okay but I just went went dark to light instead of light to dark if that makes sense.)

OH! I made an impulsive buy today after my boss stressed me out. I was on break and my friend posted on her story of her Jump Giga?? And it was the Bakugo and Midoriya cover and it looks so nice so I went on this site I found on twitter and spent 54 dollars (that's with shipping) I'm telling myself I work to buy the things I want so yeah and I've been wanting to buy this for so long so yolo. I'm excited! ALSOOOOOOO I want to buy the look up dolls but it's sold out on the crunchyroll site and I went on this site called nin nin games and (for bakugo and midoriya) its 118?? (that's with shipping) So I don't know if I should wait until it restocks in the crunchyroll site and just buy it off the site I found today. So Idk maybe I'll do another impulsive buy.

[sage-nebula]

I can’t wait for the Gen V remakes, but at the same time I hope that when they redesign Lea (Touko), they don’t fuck up her design.

[kyrenasfics]

Our Family | Chapter 15

Pairing : Idol!Jaehyun x makeup artist!reader

Genre : fluff, angst

Warnings : violence

Wordcount : 1.5k

taglist : @thejeongjaehyun @mooneaj @xxxx-23nct @chitaphrrrr @ahtisa02 @simplicitysbabe @thefangirlsblog @jjaeyoonoh @wanlore @justalonelynctzen @lilacboba

A/N : hi! this is the last chapter of Our Family. I sincerely hope you enjoy reading Our Family, thanks for everyone who have been always waiting for my update and I’ll now more focusing on long fiction, pls look forward to more fiction of mine! Thankiew 💚☺️

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You wake up in an empty runis groggily. Your legs and hands are tied to the wooden chair, you can't even move.

“Jeong Jaehyun. He’s your husband right?” Hwiyoung asked, pinching your chin make you looking at him. “Do you really think that the first time we met in the caf�� was really luck or fate?” Hwiyoung let go of his hand and turn around. “No” Hwiyoung shaking his head. “You have no idea how much effort I put into investigating your information. I have to say that your husband does hide your personal information well, but there are still loopholes to have, now.” Hwiyoung's eyes become very strange, it feels like you don't know him anymore. “Hwiyoung?” You aching your brows.

“You know what? My sister suicide because of your damn fucking husband, that fucking bastard. He doesn't deserve to have my sister loves him so much, he doesn't deserve it!” Hwiyoung sneered. “But I hate you even more. If you don't marry that bastard, then maybe there won't be wedding photos existing, and my sister won't suicide because of the wedding photos that appear on the live! It’s all because of you! It’s you!” Hwiyoung yelling. You are totally freaked out. “Hwi- Hwiyoung…” You trying to calm him down but he cut your words off by slapping your face.

“Stop calling me that! It’s not my name!” Hwiyoung yelling. “Now that I've lost my favorite, beacsue of you this bitch! I'll let you try it too.” Hwiyoung smirking and turn around. “Please, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” You voice trembling. You try to struggle but there is no use. You try to reach your phone on the table beside you as it’s buzzing, Jaehyun is calling. But your hands are tied together, you couldn’t reach for your phone. Right this time, Hwiyoung turn back to you. “7 missed call.” Hwiyoung pick up your phone and saw 7 missed call from Jaehyun.

“I’m sure you should be familiar with the name Juwon, right? She is a good helper, but she is too self-complacent. She thinks she is charismatic enough to make Jaehyun fall for her and create conflict between you and him, but end up it’s me to pick up the slack.” Hwiyoung said and sneering. “What a pity. I lose my lovely sister, so I’ll make sure he lose his lovely son.” Hwiyoung said then pick up Jaehyun’s call and on speaker. “(Y/N)! (Y/N)! Why didn’t you pick up my phone, Did Hwiyoung came? If he hasn't, don't open the door for him when he arrives. I’m coming home now., stay at home.” Jaehyun yelling.

“(Y/N)? Why aren’t you speaking? (Y/N)?” “It’s too late.” Hwiyoung said. “I’ll give you two options, choose her, or your little boy. Oh, no. I mean you could only choose one, once (Y/N) is dead, the baby boy inside will die as well.” Hwiyoung smirking. “Where are you! You can do anything to me but please, let go of them. It’s all my fault, don’t implicate the two of them.” Jaehyun begging. “Of course it’s your fault. But I want you to know what it's like to lose a loved one.” Hwiyoung laughing sarcastically.

“Please, I beg you. You can do whatever to me but please let go of them.” You can hear Jaehyun is very worried. “Or let's play a different game, shall we? I'll give you 20 minutes, oh no, 10 minutes. Come to the address I send you. I'll consider about letting you go if you could make it in time, if it's too late, I’m not sure what I’ll do.” Hwiyoung said then hung up the phone. “Let’s see, how much your husband loves you.” Hwiyoung said then leave you inside the empty ruins.

You don't know how long it's been or where this is, but you saw Hwiyoung come in and walk towards you. “He’s late, 5 minutes.” Hwiyoung cracking his fingers. “So, how about 1 minute late punch you one time?” Hwiyoung cracking his neck now. He then punches your belly. You whines as you felt the pain on your belly. “One.” Hwiyoung counting. “Two.” He punch your belly again. You feel water running down your thighs, your water is broken. “Please stop, my water is broken!” You're screaming loud as you are in pain and hoping he'll stop. “Seems that he doesn't love you very much either.” Hwiyoung smirking. “Please, please I beg you, please call ambulance.” You are crying.

Suddenly, the sound of siren came from outside. Two cops rushed in and buckled Hwiyoung's hand from behind with cuffs. Jaehyun quickly ran to your side. “My- my water is broken, the baby is coming.” You are panting. Jaehyun took out his phone and immediately dialed 112. “They are coming in 5 minutes, hang in there.” Jaehyun soothes you as he frantically untangles your hands and feet from the chair. You're already sweating, but luckily the ambulance arrived faster than expected. Jaehyun escorted you to the ambulance and on the way to the hospital the nurses kept teaching you how to breathe to relax yourself because you were already starting to feel contractions.

Jaehyun holding your hand tight and make sure to let you squeeze his hand even it’s pain, when you have your contractions. And the cops called Jaehyun and tell him they’ve arrested Kim Youngkyun. Jaehyun feels so sorry for you, inside the ambulance he keeps berating himself why he didn't figure out what Hwiyoung is actually secretly planning when you first met Hwiyoung. He should do it when he found Hwiyoung is suspicious, then maybe you don't need to go through this today.

“I’m so sorry.” Jaehyun crying and holding your hands against his forehead. Even though you barely have any strength in the pain but you trued your best to caress his hair. “I’ll still be giving birth to our baby in a few weeks, don't blame yourself, hum?” You said, trying your best to give him a big smile. “Thank you so much for giving birth to our baby boy, thank you.” Jaehyun pressed a kiss on your forehead.

When you arrive at the hospital, the doctor is already in the delivery room ready to deliver your baby. Jaehyun stays by your side and he lets you to grab his hand. You squeeze Jaehyun's hand every time you you try to push the baby out, your expression really makes his heart arched, you were so in pain until you hear baby crying. “Congratulations.” The nurse beside said. The nurse gave Jaehyun to have a look of your baby boy and washed the baby's blood first then brought him to your chest. You pull down the clothes on your left breast and let your baby boy drink your breast milk. He immediately stopped crying as soon as he drank your milk. Although it was very painful for giving birth, but it was worth it when the moment holding this little life in your arm.

“He’s cute.” You caressed his wrinkled skin gently. Your baby falls asleep immediately on your chest after feeding. When the nurse came to check, she said that he would be taken to the baby room, although you are really reluctant, but still have to do it. “We can always visit him at the baby room.” Jaehyun said. “But he's only been with me for a few minutes.” You pouting. “He will always by your side at the moment you gave birth to him.” Jaehyun chuckling and kissed your temple.

~

“Babe.” Jaehyun call you softly, afraid he might wake up Hee Tae as you are lulling him to sleep in your arms. You hummed. “Let's... make our marriage public. First, we have been married for almost 2 years, and Hee Tae have already born but still, no one knows your existence. I feel that I have a responsibility to give you a name. Second, I don't want things to repeat the same way, I need those fans to understand and know that I'm married. That, I’m yours, and Hee Tae’s father.” Jaehyun said.

“Are you sure? Won't it negatively affect your image?” You asked. “It do wasn’t mattered. My life is only about you and Hee Tae, you are the most important.” Jaehyun said and looking at Hee Tae which is still in your arms. “Don’t you want to make it public?” Jaehyun adds and titled his head aside. “Of course I want, I'm just wondering if this is all a dream, will I wake up and everything get back to normal? What have I done in my past life to meet you, such a wonderful and perfect man? And even have such a lovely cute baby with you.” Your eyes turned watery as you said. Jaehyun tuck you into his embrace.

“It’s my pleasure to meet you. It’s probably me, who must have did the best thing in the world in my past life, to meet you.” Jaehyun said and cupped your face to make you looking straight into his eyes. “Thank you. I’m so grateful and happy to meet you, make you my wife and giving birth to Hee Tae to me.” Jaehyun said and pressed a kiss onto your forehead. “I love you, (Y/N).” Jaehyun murmur softly. “I love you too.” You kissed his lips. “This is Our Family, and I’ll protect all of you.” Jaehyun beaming with happiness.

[MASTERLIST]

© KYRENASFICS, 2022

[azalea-writes]

So you know the film Freaky Friday? How do you think the brothers (and MC) would react if they woke up in each other’s bodies for the day? What do you think they would do?

A/N: I haven't seen the film, sorry! :'))

This was kind of hard to write so I hope you can understand it!

Warning: Grammar mistakes

Requests: Open

Masterlist

The brothers reacting to switching bodies with MC

Alt: Enjoy!

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Lucifer

Just when things couldn't get any worse.

Lucifer woke up in MC's room, he was confused until he realized he didn't have any pain in the back.

Looked down at his body quickly and he just went "Here we go again..."

Why does this always happen to him?

Finds MC in his room, groaning in pain.

"Don't you ever relax, Lucifer?"

They both found it weird to be staring at their own body.

When Lucifer figured out that the spell would last a few days, he kept his eyes on MC.

What if they try to do something mischievous while in his body? He wouldn't let that happen.

Lucifer would try to do work but found it harder since he was a human body now.

Poor MC having to deal with back pain, hand cramps, and just being really tired.

They really wanted to pull some pranks but Lucifer wouldn't allow it.

MC could only be nice and smile to everyone at school. (Which they were weirded out by)

When they switched back, both of them were relieved.

Well, Lucifer didn't appreciate the back pain though.

At least he doesn't have to worry about someone ruining his reputation.

Mammon

At first, Mammon thought he walked in his sleep when he woke up in MC's room.

But he soon realized that wasn't the case.

WHY IS HE IN MC'S BODY??

MC bursts in their room to find Mammon freaking out.

Yeah, they had to calm Mammon down.

But it was quite weird though...

When Mammon figured out he could use this to his advantage, he was happy until MC stopped him.

Both of them were bummed that the spell lasted a few days.

Whenever Mammon tried to earn some quick cash, MC grabbed him by his ear and dragged him back to the HoL.

They didn't want to deal with some angry witches...

Bystanders had to see the sight of an angry Mammon dragging MC by the ear.

When the spell was over, MC was beyond relieved while Mammon mumbled that he couldn't even make a few Grimm.

Leviathan

Levi almost had a panic attack when he saw he was in MC's room.

How did he get here?!

Now he's going to have a HEART attack when he figures out he's in MC's body.

Levi goes to his room just to figure out that they took a shower.

"Well, I just felt dirty."

He might have not showered for a week because of a new game...

When both of them find out that the spell lasts for a few days, Levi didn't really care. What's the worst thing that could happen?

Levi thought they could just stay in his room until he figured out MC goes to school, not online school...

For the students, it was already a sight to see Levi in school, but to see him SOCIALIZING?

While MC just stands awkwardly.

After the spell is worn off, Levi breathes a huge sigh of relief.

Now he can go back to online school and not be in a huge crowd.

Satan

Satan thought he was going to wake up with neck pain because he slept in his chair, but he didn't.

But why is he in MC's room?

Just one look down and he can see why.

Runs to his room to find MC complaining about their neck.

"You'll get used to it, now can you please help me find a certain spell book?"

Once both of them found out that they had to wait a few days, MC groaned.

"I don't want to deal with this stupid neck pain."

On the way to RAD, Satan made MC feed the cats since he couldn't do it himself with MC's body.

For the students, it was quite a sight to see MC helping Satan with homework.

Once the spell is worn off, they're both relieved.

Now Satan can feed the cats himself.

Asmodeus

When Asmo woke up, he was excited to see he's in MC's room.

But then that died down when he saw he's in MC's body.

Asmo was going to do some experiments until MC barged in their room.

"Asmo, I came here as fast as I can to stop you from doing anything weird!"

Well, there goes that plan...

When Asmo figures out the condition of MC's skin, he gasps and asks what's their nighttime routine.

"Sweetheart... We need to go skin care shopping..."

MC wanted to protest and said that they should ask someone about this spell but Asmo ignored them.

The workers and customers thought it was weird to see MC showing and telling information about skin care products to Asmo....

Beelzebub

When the spell has worn off, Asmo is quite sad while MC is really relieved.

That was a rollercoaster...

When Beel woke up, he was surprised to see that he's not so hungry.

He's really confused, he's not hungry and in MC's room?

Beel looked in the mirror and it all started to make sense. Almost.

He went to the kitchen to find MC eating a lot.

"You should probably calm down... Satan has to make breakfast."

While Satan is cooking, he said that the spell will wear off in a few days.

Beel was finally relaxing and not being hungry all the time, but MC...

MC will never know how Beel dealt with this.

Beel tried to do his usual workout but after an hour, he felt really tired. Yeah, he forgot that he was in a human body...

Usually, it would be MC making sure that Beel doesn't eat the whole fridge, but now the tables have turned.

When the spell wores off, MC is SORE and Beel apologizes since he forgot about how weak humans are. But it was a fun experiment! (Almost)

Belphegor

Belphie wakes up and he's not tired at all.

Which is weird since he always wakes up tired.

But he soon realized he's in MC's body.

...

HE'S IN MC'S BODY?

Goes to his and his twin's room and finds MC still sleeping.

Shakes them awake and they stare at Belphie wide eyed.

They're... They're looking at themself?

"We switched bodies, dummy."

They both go to Lucifer (although MC keeps complaining about being tired and just wants five more minutes) and he's trying to comprehend everything.

Both of them are pretty bummed out when they learn they have to wait until Belphie finds out he has more energy.

Belphie is basically dragging MC around since he doesn't really look around town because he's at home sleeping.

MC just wants to go to bed, please for the love of Diavolo.

When the spell wores off, MC is now pretty happy because they're not tired anymore!

But now they're being dragged to cuddle with Belphie.

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I'M NOT PROUD OF THIS ONE, I'M SORRY

Alt: Thanks for requesting! Love you!

[atsuwiee]

Can I please have a reaction of enhypen to you being on a date or something and someone steals your phone and u ran after him idk or what they would do in that situation? ♡

enhypen's reaction when your phone gets stolen!

hi thanks for requesting!

pls these types of things happen here a lot omg T-T and this was quite an interesting request lmaoo

anyways, i hope you like it!

warnings: mentions of fighting, mentions of guns (at sunoo's part), (slight) swear words

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

heeseung

both of you were somewhere crowded and you had your phone in your hands

like at first you know you're holding it, but the second you look at heeseung your phone goes wOOSH-

you'll scream really loud as the man runs away with your phone

my boy heeseung is athletic, expect him to go and chase the man

"stay here, y/n-"

but no you'll actually insist him on staying by your side

out of fear he might get hurt

he'll then go on about how your phone is expensive and how his pictures are in there

will contemplate if he should by you a new phone

jay

after a dinner date, let's say both of you wanted a walk

the next second your phone gets sNATCHED-

jay is actually mad about this and screams very very loud

"piece of shit! come back here-!"

acTUALLY CHASES THE MAN

so you have to catch up to him by running yk, and once you did you're like panting and stuff, then you tell him to stop chasing the man

again, out of fear that he might get hurt, or worse- beaten up

mans has money- so he actually buys you a phone

but still you're sad that you'll never get your old phone back because it contains memories :(

jake

casually going to the café you two go together

your phone goes BYE BYE

once you shouted at the man to give it back- ofc he wouldn't he literally stole it

i don't think jake would like- chase him?

instead he'll offer to tell the police, but you think it's impossible to since you can't really identify the man by face (you couldn't see his face)

"would you want me to buy you a new phone? you have an icloud account right?"

actually buys you a new phone pt.2

comforts you too and says that it's alright

you still feel bad though :(

sunghoon

walking down the streets with sunghoon was lovely

not until your pHONE ISN'T IN YOUR HANDS ANYMORE AND THE MAN IS RUNNING AWAY

"y/n wait here, i'll be back" "sunghoon wait-!"

he's really fast at running omg

i just have the strong feeling he will actually chase down the man

LIKE HE LITERALLY CATCHES HIM

dude made you rUN, you had to catch up too

again, i'm having the strong feeling that he'll punch the man

grabs your phone away from him and reports the man to the cops

"woah you didn't tell me you could fight" "i'm just that cool, babe"

sunoo

it was all fun and games when you were taking selfies with sunoo not until your phone gets fREAKING SNATCHED-

sunoo is just looking with wide eyes, mouth agape

ofc this shit didn't sit right with you, so you chase the man

yes, you, yOU RUN AFTER THE MAN

but he's just too fast so you couldn't catch up to him

sunoo catches up to you and scolds you

"ya! don't go chasing a mysterious man like that, what if that guy had a gun? what would we do then?" "but... my phone:("

he saves up to buy you a new phone as a gift 🥺

jungwon

you had offered to go out at night and the streets were pretty crowded

and someone was in the mood to just snatch your phone

no because, jungwon actually chases the man down

dUDE KNOWS TAEKWONDO SO HE'LL USE THAT

i just get the vibe that he would actually use his taekwondo skills because he does know it's used for self defense-

catches the man and your phone

the man is literally oN THE GROUND- (yes jungwon had probably threw a few kicks here and there)

tells you to call the cops while the man is still weak and on the ground

"wow, so i guess i can actually call you my knight in shining armor?" "y/n, stop, i'm blushing-"

ni-ki

casually having late night walks with him<3

ruined by having a man grab your phone, then rUNNING-

bYE BOTH OF YOU START RUNNING

"i'll go this way, you go that way- so we can catch him, i'm not having this fucker steal my phone" "got it!"

ni-ki is the one who catches him and grabs your phone from him

you probably beat the man up, like really bad, and while you're at it he'll be calling the police

both of you were really tired after though

like honestly you both didn't want to walk back home so you try calling a uber or something- but to no avail

"i didn't know you could run that fast, y/n!"

[melymbrosia]

3, 5, 30, 28

3. Do you feel your age?

Hmmmmmmmm not really, I feel simultaneously like a child and like I'm much much older and more mature than I actually am, which has and probably will continue to get me in a lot of trouble. The majority of the time I feel 30 and burnt out on life LOL

5. Post your favorite selfie

lthis is probably my fave right now but i don't really have a favorite. i try not to take too many selfies because i feel like it does more harm than good to my self esteem

20. Did you develop a new obsession?

Yes! I become very very very into The Ruins by Scott Smith, absolutely devastatingly good book, it's def my favorite book now FOR SURE. <3 peace and love on that fucking hill top

28. Did anyone/thing make you so mad it stayed with you for days?

Not really, no. Plenty of things made me so sad it stayed with me, but I don't really get angry I just get depressed or I panic and freak out (which can be mistaken for anger sometimes). I had a massive temper as a kid and I was really terrified of it so I worked on myself in one of the only times of genuine self reflection in my life, and I fixed it! I now just become depressed when I should be angry.

30. Did you fall in love?

I did! Twice! At the same time! Poly Jamie moments, I suppose, although I don't know if I would identify as that, and I'm not dating either of them so.... more like epic loser virgin Jamie moments hehe (not a virgin i'm cool ive done sex ive had the relations dont get it FUCKING twisted lol)

38. What was the best moment of the year for you?

It was either when my then girlfriend walked me through most of Dark Souls 2, and I got that really nice catharsis and love with her and I got to enjoy something she loved so much in the order she wanted (there's 4 paths to take in that game, so she gave me an order and gave me cryptic hints so I wouldn't have to look anything up and spoil myself). It was a nice experience. It was either that, or the 2021 Tulsa Halloween Incident! You had to be there ahahahah there was blood drinking and Riley literally left me at the airport and ignored me for the entire night so they could make out with a hot girl and- I've said too much. Riley pls don't sue me :)

[potatopossums]

God I'm feeling so disconnected from people right now.

tw: dissociation, trauma mention, I'm a gynephile with a trauma response to the sexualization of men

Something about being horny over celebrities just kind of freaks me out. I could maybe see it for the fictional character version of actors, or just appreciating how attractive someone is. Like ok fine. I understand what it's like to be horny.

But what gets me freaked out is just. People will be so uncomfortably horny over characters out of nowhere. Maybe it's the lesbian in me, but I'll be sitting there minding my business, watching a movie, and ppl will legit be like "[actor name] is so hot omg." Like out of nowhere. And it'll be over the dumbest, ugliest, shittiest dudes too, for no good reason. Like wtf y'all. Of all the people to choose, okay. But it's mainly that I'm just... not watching a movie in the mood for being horny. And yet here some people are ready to ruin my moviegoing experience by not shutting up about how hot the Male Lead is when i can tell u right now he is not hot in any way, shape, or form, and he's also really shitty and the Female Love Interest deserves like way better.

Or I'm trying to watch YouTubers and streamers and people do the same damn thing. Talking about how hot certain people are. Excuse me, i do not follow men because they're hot. I do not. I follow men if they have decent content. And i really don't want to hear about how hot men are all the time because i could not agree less. They're not. They exist. I realize you're attracted to them. I am not. It is traumatic for me. Wtf. Please. I'm trying to watch a random unrelated gaming video and you are freaking out about how sexy someone is, pls go away. I understand how that feels, trust me, i get those urges sometimes with women, but like. Pls don't do that around me bc then i won't be able to stop thinking about that when I'm watching videos and it seriously ruins it for me. I can't think about men that way. It disgusts me and makes me dissociate. I can't do it.

And for the record, i also get pissed at my lesbian friends who always shit talking men. There are great men out there, kind and comforting men. I'm not concerned about that. I know that's a reality, i have been friends with many great guys, i admire and follow lots of awesome content creators. I think it's really shitty to constantly shit on men as a whole as if they're some irredeemable race of impure assholes from birth. That's reductive and terrible and I'm not doing that either.

It's not about people not being allowed to be attracted to whatever shitty man they want to be attracted to. It's just the fact that I'm sick of being around when that happens. I'm sick of being there and having to sit through that, waiting for them to shut up, just so i can start to panic because now my brain is stuck in "That Particular Male is Sexually Attracted to You" mode, and I'm suddenly saying "no no no no no no please go away go away—" because i don't want to look at any man that way. It has always scared me. And once someone starts talking about it, it's like telling me not to think of a pink elephant. It just doesn't work.

I'm tired of panicking and then feeling like the asshole when i don't want to hang out around people who just constantly talk about men being hot. I am so tired of feeling like the asshole for feeling really unimportant to my friends who are constantly talking like that near me. I'm tired of telling people "pls don't talk to me about this stuff" because then it feels like people just stop talking to me entirely. I'm so tired of realizing that people actually are attracted to men and they see me as strange for not seeing what they see. I literally see trauma. My vision goes red with fear. I can't unsee the things I've experienced, i can't unfeel the sensations and terror i felt and couldn't explain because i didn't know. It scares me. Please stop pretending it's okay. Please stop pretending i should agree with you. Please stop sending me hot guys or asking for reassurance about your crushes and how cute they are. I will tell you what i see about their personality, and i will tell you nothing of how they look because that has nothing to do with compatibility for me because i am not sexually or romantically compatible with men, period.

What. The. Fuck.

It's so exhausting. I can no longer separate my friends' horniness for certain people from my experience of even watching certain creators on my own. It's just in my head and as soon as those people appear, i loathe them. It terrifies me. Maybe i shouldn't play it off as a joke anymore. But it really does freak me out. I can't even watch certain people. I'm so tired of it seeping into everything. I'm so tired of hearing about how hot everyone thinks everyone else is. Heaven forbid i think a woman is attractive and I'm a weirdo. But yes let's keep talking about how hot men are when they're literally not. They're just people. They probably smell awful. They're probably extremely annoying irl. Literally i can't handle it.

I know this is a complete vent at this point but it has been a rough day full of crap like this and I've felt terribly ignored and alone because of it. And I'm so tired of it. I've got a headache. I don't want to wake up tomorrow. I just want to sleep forever because being awake for all this garbage really really sucks. So much. I just hate everything right now. If you made it through all of this, sorry i don't have a prize for you, but i guess we get to sit in misery together now.

[drinkfantasy]

Anne with an e 3x08 comments and *spoilers*

Our girl is FREEEEE. Our smart sea star *-* that poor thing

Diana and Jerry scene. The way she just throws the book and his gift T.T

Auntie Jo slaying as usual.

Miss Stacey in furious rage and going... fishing

Diana running away to take the exams ata girl

The after exams scene. Moonshine.That was actually a very nice drinking game. Might try it. Pirate Anne. Omg. Then slow mo... wind... and Gilbert heart eyed

GILBERT: MAY I SPEAK WITH YOU PLS

Me: O M F GGGUSIEJEGKOSHSHIAKAOA.

Anne freaking out. It was painful, all that angst. I stan

Poor sea star all alone but own her way home

Anne and Gilbert parallel scene was something to watch..

Anne asking Aunt Jo for some advice... girl I'd be as much confused as you... ,"If I make the wrong decision. I've either ruined my life or his" ~PAIN~. Aunt Jo slay one more time

" I suppose I'll have my tragical romance after all" OH GIRL YOU DID NOT.

Sebastian misbehaving around his mother hahahahhah

Sebastian saying "YES, my answer is YES!" to Gilbert holding a ring. I wheezed

Sebastian being a shibert shipper harder than all of us. "WAIT I have to get up" and then starts dancing thinking that he proposed to anne omg. THEN proceeds to be devasted when finding the truth. Sebastian is all of us

" don't go feeling you have to do something because people expect it. Don't go moving half way around the world on a maybe"

are you sure. Sure? Sure? ARE YOU SURE??????????

OMG I TAKE BACK EVERTHING I SAID ABOUT RACHEL. I STAAAANNNN

"Now,now don't need to be histerical" SLAYYY QUEEN SLAAAAAYY

Hell yeah sis, you did it. Rachel has one super power and this time she used it for the right reason. LOVE ITTTT

".... for the next 10 years... or until you die, whichever comes first. This is a promise" * smiles devilishly*

A GENDER BALANCE. A FUCKING GENDER BALANCE. HELL FUCKING YAAAASSSS

Ka'kwet iS HOMEEEEEEE *SOBBING* OMG THAT SCENE. THEY HUGGING SHE CRYING. T.T

Minnie May queen.

Slips card under the door. It's from Diana. Reads. sights. Opens the door. Sees Diana. Renew their vow. Blows dandelion together AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH

"Who knew that life could be so.. momentous? A morning can start off like any other, but by nightfall things have occurred that could change a course forever" diana being the wise one

"IM IN LOVE WITH GILBERT BLYTHE! " shocked

The end.

[chasholidays]

Pls write Bellarke in Agent Carter (Bellamy as Daniel Sousa) because them bonding over being treated like shit for their gender/disability is what I live for. I would love to see dramatic Bellamy move across the country after being turned down by Clarke only to find out later that she actually was busy (but the wikia pages don't really mention it, so if you haven't seen the show, don't worry about it). (if you haven't seen it, the Agent Carter and Daniel Sousa MCU wikia pages have the best info)

The first thing Bellamy says to Clarke Griffin is, “You must be the new secretary.”

Her eyes flick up to him, barely even looking. “I must be.”

“It’s a pleasure to meet you. I’m looking forward to working with you.”

“I doubt it,” she says. “Did you need something? Copies, coffee?”

He frowns, taken aback. “No, I just wanted to introduce myself. Bellamy Blake.”

“Clarke Griffin,” she says. She’s still not looking at him. “A pleasure.”

It’s as much of a dismissal as he’s ever heard, and he’s not sure what else to say but goodbye.

He figures it out when Kane comes in and introduces her to the room at large. “Everyone, this is Clarke Griffin. Our newest special agent.”

*

It takes him a day to come up with what he wants to say to her. It was an honest mistake, but he knows from being on the receiving end of many such honest mistakes himself, he knows it’s not a comfort to hear that he had made an assumption he shouldn’t have. For every person whose mistake really was honest, there are five more who are pretending. Agent Griffin has apparently dealt with it enough that she doesn’t even bother with corrections, just lets the error slide and waits for the truth to come out on its own.

So a simple apology seems easiest. He goes to her desk and starts with, “Excuse me.”

He can see her shoulders tense, but when she sees him, she relaxes.

That’s something.

“I just wanted to apologize,” he says. “For the other day.”

“I should apologize too,” she says, to his surprise. “I should have just corrected you.”

“I assume you spent the entire morning with people who knew who you were asking you to get them coffee.”

That makes her smile. “I did. I thought everyone had heard about me by the time you showed up.”

“I’m not exactly in the loop for gossip. I heard some talk of a secretary, and nothing about the new agent.” He pauses, but then adds, “Before I lost my leg, I’d get asked if I was a janitor.”

“And after?”

He taps his crutch. “No one thinks I can do anything useful with just one leg.”

“So you’re saying all I have to do to keep people from asking me to make coffee is lose a leg?”

He lets out a surprised bark of laughter before he can stop himself, but Clarke looks pleased and a little relieved, so he doesn’t apologize. Aside from his sister and his friend Raven, he’s not sure anyone’s ever made a casual joke about his injury, and it’s amazing how nice it is.

“You could try it,” he says. “I’m sure we have someone in lockup who would be happy to take one of yours off.”

“We’ll see how many copies I have to make, but I might take you up on that.”

“I am sorry,” he says.

She shakes her head. “You don’t have to apologize. As soon as you left, one of the secretaries told me you must not know. I’m sorry for giving you the cold shoulder.”

“You has no reason to think better of me than anyone else.”

“So no one needs to apologize,” she says, with a small smile. “And we can start over.”

“Sure.” He shifts on his crutches, freeing his hand so he can offer it to her. “Bellamy Blake.”

She shakes with a firm grasp he’s sure she’s had to work on to be taken seriously. “Clarke Griffin,” she says. “Nice to meet you.”

*

“So, I guess birds of a feather really do flock together, huh, Blake? I thought you’d be happy we finally had someone more useless than you. Must be nice to not be at the bottom of the barrel.”

Bellamy takes a breath, counts to five under his breath before he says anything. He basically always wants to punch John Murphy, but it’s gotten worse in the last week. Still, the last thing Agent Griffin needs is him fighting for her honor. She can take care of herself. She wouldn’t thank him for doing it for her.

“As long as you’re around, I know I’m not at the bottom of anything, Murphy. If you were better at your job, you’d have something to do other than worry about getting a new coworker.”

“You hoping she’s going to fuck you? I don’t blame you, must be hard to find someone willing to put the effort in, but someone like her must be gagging for it.”

This time, he has to count to ten. “Sounds like you’ve put a lot more thought into this than I have. Thanks for worrying, but I think it’s probably easier if I handle my romantic life and you take handle your own.” He pauses, for effect now, instead of to get his temper in control. “Then again, with your track record, I can see why you’d want my help. Haven’t seen many people willing to put the effort into dealing with a dick like you. I mean yours,” he adds, innocent, and Murphy’s eyes flash.

But he just shakes his head. “Well, I’m rooting for you crazy kids. If two freaks can’t find happiness together, who can?”

He takes off before Bellamy can respond, which probably counts as a win for Bellamy, but it’s hard to feel good about it. It’s exhausting, spending every fucking day fighting just to prove he belongs as much as anyone else does.

It must be exhausting for Agent Griffin too, which is why he stops by her desk at the end of the day and says, “Do you want to get a drink?” Her expression clouds over, and he realizes his mistake. “Because it’s been a long week and I need a drink,” he says. “I thought you might too. My best friend works at a bar, and some other friends will be there. Ladies, as well as men.”

Her shoulders slump. “That would be lovely, yes. Why don’t you tell me where to meet you and I’ll come in an hour or so?”

“Sounds good,” he says. “I’ll see you in an hour or so.”

*

It becomes a part of their routine, Fridays spent at the bar, trading stories of who’s been awful this week, of how hard it was climbing through the ranks, trying to earn respect with limited success. They discuss the different ways they cope, Bellamy admitting his distaste for the macho posturing he participates in, Clarke admitting she sometimes wishes she could just throw a punch instead of playing it cool.

His feelings for her are inevitable, the natural evolution of how much he enjoys her company, how much he admires her, how much time they spend together and how well they get along. For all he tries to fight it, he falls hard, and for all he tells himself she’s not interested in him, he can’t help hoping. He knows that she’s still nursing a broken heart, that she lost a lover and that’s part of why she relocated. The last thing he wants is to make her think this has all been a ruse, that he’s been playing a long game, getting close to her just because he wants something.

The last thing he wants to do is lose her.

“She knows you better than that,” is what Miller tells him. “Not saying she feels the same way, hell if I know. But I think she knows you well enough that she isn’t going to think you faked everything about your relationship.”

“She knows you like her,” Raven adds. “Hell, she knows you respect her and value her as a person. Like Miller said, she might not say yes, but she’ll know you’re not just asking because you think she’s attractive. You’re attracted to her because you got to know her, you didn’t get to know her because you were attracted to her.”

“I know. Trust me, I didn’t want this to happen.” He scrubs his face. “She doesn’t have a lot of allies. I don’t want her to lose me.”

“You don’t have a lot of allies either,” Miller says. “I know how many assholes there are in your office. She’s not the only one with something to lose, so maybe even if it goes wrong, you guys could keep each other.”

He squints between Miller and Raven. “You really think this is a good idea.”

Raven shrugs. “I think you’d be happier and she would be too. Seems like it’s worth asking. I don’t think you’re going to ruin your life.”

“Thanks.” He runs his hand through his hair. “Okay. I’ll think about it. Good talk, team.”

Clarke shows up a few minutes later, sliding onto the stool next to him, smiling at him, setting his heart racing.

“Hey, sorry I’m late. Got caught up in a project. Did I miss anything?”

“Nope,” says Bellamy, returning her smile easily. “Nothing at all.”

*

The next Friday, he waits until most everyone has left and stops by Clarke’s desk. She’s on the telephone and holds up her hand, so he waits, reminding himself to not be nervous, that this isn’t a big thing. He’s just asking a question. She’ll say yes or no, and they’ll proceed from there.

“Hi, sorry,” says Clarke, looking flustered. “What’s up?”

“Everything okay?”

“It’s fine. Just following up on some cases. Drinks tonight? I probably need one.”

It’s as perfect an opening as he could ask for. “Yeah, I was going to ask, um–you want to do drinks just the two of us tonight? Somewhere a little nicer, maybe.”

For a second, her face is just frozen, but then he sees the change in it, and he knows the answer before she even opens her mouth. “Bellamy, I’m so sorry, I–”

“It’s fine,” he says. “I thought I’d ask. We can just do the usual. Miller’s working, I bet he’ll give you a free drink if you tell him how bad your day was.”

She opens and closes her mouth. “I hope so.” Her phone starts ringing again, and she winces. “Fuck, I’m sorry, I have to–”

“Go ahead. See you at the bar in a few hours?”

“Assuming my phone ever stops ringing.” She bites the corner of her mouth. “I’m sorry.”

“You don’t have anything to apologize for. See you tonight?”

“Yeah,” she says. “See you tonight.”

She sounds like she means it, but it’s six months before he sees her again.

*

In his line of work, people move. They appear and disappear without warning, off on new projects, chasing leads, sent away to where they’re most useful. It happens all the time, and everyone expects it. He knows better than to take it personally.

Still, if it had been him, he would have made time to say goodbye to Clarke before he left.

Murphy’s the one who tells him she’s back, which makes sense, given how much shit he gave Bellamy about Clarke “dumping” him when she first left. Aside from Miller and Raven, there’s no one else as invested in Bellamy’s non-relationship with Clarke as Murphy is.

“Seen your girlfriend yet?” is what he asks, and it takes Bellamy a minute to make the connection.

“I don’t have a girlfriend right now,” he says. Before, he would have made a crack about it, maybe said he didn’t know Murphy’s mother was in town, but Clarke got him thinking about the way that speaking to Murphy in his own language could be damaging to women, so he’s trying to be less combative.

Then his brain catches up with what Murphy actually said, and he nearly loses his balance. He can’t mean her. He can’t. Bellamy must just be hoping.

Murphy looks triumphant. “So, she didn’t tell you she was back. I knew it.”

“More evidence that she’s not my girlfriend. What do you want, exactly?”

“I don’t get you, Blake,” he finally says, and Bellamy shrugs on shoulder.

“The feeling is mutual. I have work to do.”

Word that Clarke is back spreads around the office and the knowledge takes up residence under Bellamy’s skin. The whole day, he’s itchy and anxious, torn between his desire to see her and his nervousness about what they are to each other. He knows it probably wasn’t personal, that she was on business, important business, that she left suddenly, without time for goodbyes, but it still hurt.

He stays late, working until he’s sure the building is empty, but of course she’s waiting for him in the lobby. She looks a little tired, like she’s had a rough few months, and his annoyance flags.

She’s probably had a worse time than he has. She probably needs a friend.

“Hi,” he says. “I heard you were back.”

“Yeah. I thought–” She worries her lip, but when he eyes meet his, they’re steady and certain. “I thought we could get dinner, and I could fill you in. If you’re still–if you want.”

“Dinner,” he repeats.

“I had a lot going on. There was–I’m not good at trusting people. But while I was gone, all I could think about was–” She smiles. “Okay, most of what I was thinking about was what I was doing and making sure I stayed alive. But I thought about you a lot too. I had this fantasy about showing up at the bar and asking if I could buy you a drink, but the timing didn’t work out. So–dinner. Since I didn’t have time for the drink.”

“Dinner would be nice,” he says, mouth a little dry. “That’s why you said no?” he can’t help adding. He’d been so ready for her to turn him down, it never occurred to him that the end of her sorry might not have been I don’t think of you like that.

“Yeah, I just–I didn’t think I had time. Until I got things figured out.”

“And they’re figured out now?”

“I hope so, yeah. Want to get dinner and hear all about it?”

“Yeah, I’d love to,” he says.

They get the drink after dinner, and Clarke tugs him down for a kiss before they part, and Bellamy will admit, she was worth the wait.

[nooradeservedbetter]

Hey, how was Noora/ William exactly (emotionally?) abusive? I interpreted as as a difference of morals and of course, William is not completely mature (they're both teenagers) so he distanced himself from Noora emotionally bc of this one situation (I thought this was a misunderstanding?) But he does care about her, he is reasonable and he is able to learn? (btw I don't send this to you b/c I want to discuss, I just like to understand different perspectives; you don't have to answer) Thanks

Hi anon. I have a lot of opinions on noorhelm, and I’m gonna use @ernestine-scatterbrain‘s classification of s2 to give an opinion of it in all of its parts (since it’s the weakest season from a narrative pov, and it lacks continuity).

Episodes from 1 to 3: William le trouduc - William the asshole

Okay so literally, he’s messaging her while she’s ignoring him. Repeatedly. And not in a “oh that’s a game”. Games are fun, games are not you look freaking hot in that shirt and suddenly you cover yourself. If it were a game, a message like that would have mean a teasing smile to yourself, and adjusting the shirt probably. Not putting on your overcoat. So it’s not a game. It’s just William literally harassing her and her not knowing what the block function is (of course, or there wouldn’t have been a s2 but I’m digressing). He acts like she owes him a date (biNCH WHERE) and literally uses Vilde to get Noora to go to that date, calling her and getting her hopes up.

And she goes on a date with him! Because he blackmailed her into that! Amazing. And the date itself oooo boi, it resembles so much the kind of discussions I’ve had with my ex for fucking two years, and my ex was emotionally abusive.So, like. He acts like he doesn’t understand that blackmailing someone into a date is not something that good people do. How could little ole William understand that? And they have a discussion over that, of course, because she’s RIGHTFULLY pissed off and she calls him off on the fact that he thought that he could change her mind with a date (after three+ months of texting in which she did not reply to his avances bc she wasn’t interested). He treats her rage as something to laugh about–like the you’re cute when you’re angry kind of bullshit, and he acts like he didn’t blackmail her into going on a date with him. Of course she could refuse, like, Noora, were you the same girl I texted? Your perception of reality is all fucked up, of course I didn’t force you to do anything, here, let me fuck a bit with yout perception of reality and explain why it’s you who are guilty, and not me, the fucking blackmailer.

That amazing gaslight is what my ex did to me every single time we argued (and we argued a lot, and I wasn’t allowed to get angry at him but anyway). I know what it is, I know how to recognise it. I am fucking trained and with my hackles raised because I don’t fucking want another abusive relationship to happen to me, of course I would recognise his behaviour for what it is.

Then in ep 3 pls someone show me what’s the trigger that makes Noora want to stay at William’s, what happens. Nothing happens, it’s just bad storytelling. Anyway.

Episodes from 5 to 8: William and Noora ♥♥:

The harassment becomes truly a game this time. This is what a chasing game looks like, more or less. Not the shit of the first three episodes. Here she smiles at him, and she does want to be chased; she replies to his messages, she acts hard to get but she almost wants him (or, at least, she likes the attention he gives her). Why did things change? God only knows, but even if she can forget what he did to her for three+ months, I can’t. So I can’t enjoy the game knowing about what he did to her in the first three episodes. Anyway.

(She does tell him that he’s a manipulating egotistic asshole, and this is amazing, but they kiss afterwards. The het fics I used to write were more or less like this tbh lmao. But I was 14.)

He doesn’t talk to her about his brother and acts truly awful towards her in front of him, which sets things up for the date rape arc–he only got himself to blame. And when she tries to tell him he goes like “nothing to do w/ you” and that’s it. Not abusive per se, but it fits in a context of “you don’t have the right to know things” which, yikes. Toxic.

(And they don’t talk. At all. Like Isak and Even talk so much, and even Eva and Jonas talked more than Noora and William. It’s just him manipulating her, or them arguing, or them hooking up. Nothing else. Just an ensemble of images disconnected from one another, with the purpose of making us feel something. Like pornography for teen girls, I suppose.)

Here we also have William literally smashing a bottle on the head of someone else, and then talking her in circles and spouting off fake philosophy to justify himself. Things that could make sense in a vacuum, but since they’re used to literally justify a street brawl and not, like, class struggle, they’re trash. Just like him.

My real true problem with this segment is the conversation Noora has with Sana. It’s a realistic conversation, and I know if from rl experiences, but in the context of it meaning a growth moment for Noora/the show’s views behind the characters, I think it’s the worst part.Noora literally tells Sana–a person she greatly admires and treats a bit as if she were superior–that he fucks with her head, he talks her in circles, he manipulates her and she can’t think properly anymore. And Sana basically replies “it’s all on u bc u don’t accept ppl thinking differently than u do”, like lmao. L M A O. What the fuck. So the shows takes all the instance of manipulation and gaslighting, and tells us “it’s not what you see, it’s just that you don’t have the nurse complex enough, try to understand him and put yourself aside

Episodes from 9 to 12 - the date rape arc

This is my favourite part of s2 tbh. They treated Noora’s reaction and her aftermath with such tact that you wonder if it’s the same people who wrote her relationship with William. Because William is once again the one who ruins everything.

[A bit digressing but I’m fucking angry about the fact that they made the best objective advice for Noora in the whole season to fall from Niko’s lips. “Run for the fucking hills” is what she should have done, but it’s the worst character of the series to say it, because we’re not supposed to think that it makes sense :)))]

He only got himself to blame if he refused to tell nothing about Niko, and instead he blames her for how she acts after she thinks she was raped. From a storytelling pov, it doesn’t make sense that they have their resolution off-screen, via text, but anyway. Of course by now she’s learnt what does she have to do, so she sucks it up and says she’s sorry. About reacting badly to thinking he was raped. Of course, it’s her fault lmao. And he doesn’t even contradict her, it’s just all. Fucking. Horrible. Thinking about it makes me fucking sick to my stomach.

Annnd I’m finished with my long rant. No readmore, we die like men.

[sage-nebula]

Because honestly, Lea being such a hot mess (design-wise), is what allowed me to start off my Gen V novelization like this:

Sixteen-year-old Cheren Alabaster stood in the doorway of what he was pretty sure was the messiest room in Unova, if not the entire world.

It looked like the bedroom of a frat boy, or perhaps a tornado based pokèmon. To start with, there were clothes everywhere. The largest pile was in the corner, overflowing from a wicker hamper that was sitting by the window, spilling down onto the hardwood floor. Mismatched socks hung from random surfaces: the top of the lamp, down from the ceiling fan blades, from the edge of a mini orange basketball hoop stationed above a small wire trash can by the desk. The desk itself---pressed up against the wall between the bed and the wicker hamper---was covered in random papers (from old, half-completed homework assignments to poorly marked essays), and a laptop bearing a Steel Samurai/Jammin' Ninja wallpaper was sitting dead center the abandoned homework zone. The low-rise bed wasn't made, its covers halfway pooled onto the floor, and a myriad of soda cans dotted the room: sitting on the bedside table, on what space there was on the desk, and on the television stand set up along the right wall. Said television stand had various game consoles plugged into it, and there was a bookshelf beside that, lined with an extensive collection of comic books (the only organized things in the room) and collectible figures. The back wall, meanwhile, sported a dresser, which housed a large stereo and several half-open drawers with clothes spilling out, and mounted on the wall next to the dresser was a full length mirror with a spider crack in it, random stickers plastered all over the glass. Any wall space that wasn't covered by furniture, meanwhile, was covered by posters, either for various bands (Dragonite Force, Iced Ground, Rhapsody of Fire Types, et cetera), or various video games and superhero movies (Assassin's Deed: Sisterhood, The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask, Zubatman: The Dark Knight). The room vaguely smelled of nacho cheese, and after a moment, Cheren spotted why: A plate of nachos was sitting on top of the dresser, balancing precariously on the edge.

And amongst the chaos, chewing gum and tying her long, dark brown hair into a high ponytail to tug through her baseball cap, was the owner of the supposed bedroom (more like disaster area): Whitlea “Lea” Fiona Fair.

“Oh, hey, Cheren!” Lea said, grinning brightly. Cheren raised one hand in greeting, and was about to verbalize said greeting, when she spoke again. “You're early!” 

Cheren frowned. “I'm actually a couple minutes late, which means that you should have had enough time to clean this place up.” He adjusted his glasses, his eyes sweeping the room. “Please tell me all of those soda cans are empty, and that those nachos are from today. Honestly, Lea, I don't see how your room isn't overrun with bug pokèmon.” 

Lea rolled her eyes. “Oh, c'mon, it's not that bad. Most of the soda cans are empty, I think, and the nachos are from today. Don't be so prickly.” 

Cheren rolled his eyes in turn, and stepped around the fallen clothes to try and make his way over to the bed. For a moment, it appeared as though he was going to sit, but seemed to think better of it after a moment and refrained.

“I'd rather be prickly than incorrigible.”

“I don't even know what that means,” Lea said, folding her arms across her chest as she stared at him, “but I'm going to take it to mean that you're a jerk.”

“That's fine by me.”

And I wouldn’t have her any other way.