#PLEASE just understand i . i am transmasc and also i PROMISE im not weird about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[medicasino]

i always feel so like weird saying that i really like and actively look for character designs that are meant to be GNC masc characters (traditionally ""feminine"" presenting male- or masc-aligned characters) because i. I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO THINK IM A WEIRDO FETISHIZER 😭😭i just find them really comforting as a transmasc person who hasnt transitioned physically yet/presents more ""femininely"" and likes ""feminine"" clothes. like, seeing GNC masc characters be REFERRED TO as masculine and stuff makes me happy and tbh designs like that are also just fun and cute! but i always feel like. The Fear . that like someone will think im a weirdo fetishistic loser who fetishizes trans men or something . and its like NO PLEASE I PROMISE IM NOT!!!! 😭

[realtranstybalt]

out of character intro time finally, welcome to the guy behind the sword

i go by many names; my most preferred being tybalt, tom, and levi. though jean, ben/benedick and judas are also fine.

i use he / it / crow / shi / divine pronouns (she/her trial stage.) and prefer non human terms. masculine is preferred if non human isn't possible

im acespec lesbian and arospec. however, I'm also a transmasc etherio bigender + xenogenders (ask me about my labels and I'll be your bestest friend trust)

im autistic and can't tell tone often. i will ask for clarification and ask you do the same because i also struggle conveying my own tone. i have many disorders that affect how i act, so be careful of this when interacting with me. i promise you, I'm not upset at you, I'm just severely mentally ill and unaware of how im perceived by others. also i use slurs (THAT I CAN RECLAIM) occasionally, tell me if it makee you uncomfortable if you talk to me

my special interests are stage plays (mainly r+j and much ado), marine life and astronomy

i love music, designing & literature. i write a lot in my free time, especially analysis and poetry. i love sharing what i write to anyone willing to listen and sometimes even write things for people i care about. i enjoy games and talking to people. i thrive mostly on social interaction and spite

i don't have a set dni, i block somewhat freely and will just stop interacting with you if you make me uncomfortable. i am a MINOR!! don't be weird to me thank you

i am VERY slow at understanding things. be patient. i also have dyslexia so i will most likely misread and misinterpret things because i just read like a 5 year old. please don't make fun of my spelling i get enough of that from my irls

osddid system, so don't be alarmed if i talk differently at some points, my alters and i talk very differently sometimes. it's not something i can control very well. im doing my best i promise you

id like to formally apologise for that last banner. but i won't.

[dykerica]

Could you please elaborate on either your transfem or lesbian Ethan Morgan headcanons? I love them!

OKAY IM ANSWERING THIS UNDER THE CUT BCUS I GOT TOO EXCITED AND RANTED A LOT SORRY !!!

(also these became more like serious gender things rather than silly goofy ones so if you want those instead hmu)

first! i hc ethan as autistic + lesbian basically 100% of the time, and i switch between transfem + transmasc depending on how i'm feeling tbh

for both of the gender hcs i stay with ethan never feeling a big connection with his birth gender growing up and also not really understanding the insanity surrounding feminine vs masculine gender roles / stereotypes / actions etc (this is where the autism hc gets relevance). so i think child ethan was extremely gender apathetic which leads to a "more masc" presentation in general because people tend to view neutral = masculine when it comes to things about gender.

i do think (going the transfem route) ethan realizing she's a girl/girl adjacent is like kinda chill almost? its probably a realization that happens closer to highschool if not during her freshman year, because while i don't think ethan would ever be presenting super feminine i do think she's always admired it / loved it from afar basically. i do think eventually it just kinda clicks for her, lots of relief about like no longer feeling the need to be a Macho Man but also some like "am i not girl enough bcus of all my stereotypical nerdy guy interests?" this is when ethan is introduced to the existence of the magic the gathering -> trans girl pipeline and it's def a process but i think the fact she's never really understood why certain things are gendered makes it a bit easier. she's a girl and she likes girls <3

i don't really see ethan ever presenting super feminine, like she'll grow her hair out and go on E but she's not really wearing skirts and dresses around town UNLESS she's playing dressup with jane bcus jane got SO EXCITED to play dressup with her big sister that ethan just couldn't say no. also i don't know if there's like an already existing widely spread transfem ethan name hc (?) but im fond of eve personally.

FOR THE TRANSMASC LESBIAN HC: i think ethan being aware he's transmasc is something on the outskirts of his mind since childhood, especially once Jane is born and there's a very stark difference between their behaviors as "little girls". However i don't think ethan was ever like "oh yeah im not a girl im a MAN" which leads to this weird like "okay im not a man but im super comfortable presenting more masculine and im not really a girl either but i still feel slightly connected to "girlhood" despite never really doing it quote unquote right". this is when ethan discovers the amazing concept of BUTCH LESBIANS, so he changes his name / pronouns and goes on T. like he's very girlboy, boygirl even, girl who is a boy who is a girl who is a lesbian. his first crush was on Thorn from the hexgirls, also Daphne, also Gwen from TDI. Benny and ethan have to promise each other to never like the same girl ever again bcus they almost killed each other in middle school over who got to ask her to a dance. Anyway boydyke lesbian Ethan is a grey area but its also very important to me i love him very much <3