#Or they were my trusted shop. Now that things are gonna be more expensive because of the brexit... Welp
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Dating Euronymous Would Include...
a/n: y'all don't hate me. all I'm gonna say is, if you have a issue move along, thanks;)
-ok so
-i truthfully could only imagine this man meeting someone somewhere that is music related
maybe at a mayhem show or maybe at his store
either way the fact that you were there was enough for him to be interested
or maybe intrigued is a better word
its not like there hasn't been other girls at shows or his shop before but you????
he thought you were beautiful
and different. he was so attracted to you.
but he is NOT the type of guy who tries to flirt or make a move on a random girl he finds attractive
if you're at his store it would more so be like he walks up to you and asks if you're looking for something and then just lets the conversation go from there
now dating
ok ok
you truly get the "best" of both worlds
on one hand you get this guy who's in a band and he looks cool and does cool black metal band shit(?)
but then on the other hand you get oystein.
a dark and mysterious guy in a band
but also a sweetheart who just wants to baby you
he tries SO HARD to come off as this evil satanic guy
like its his image yk?
but with you? completely different
euronymous and oystein. BIG DIFFERENCE
oystein is a COMPLETE sweetheart who is SWEPT FOR YOU
he just loves you and he wants to be with you all the time and hold you and be held by you
and he wants you to hear new music he's working on
and for you to come and see the band live every time they perform
he wants you to be right there so that when they're done performing he can come and find you and see your reaction to it
he just really wants you to be proud of him and to be by his side during it all
euronymous now
hes a "dark", "evil", little man
he puts on this act whenever you guys are around others who know him as that
but no matter what he does or what he says to help create this evil image for others he wants you to know that who he says he is isn't really him and its all an act.
being with him you're often around people or things that were just not socially normal, and he understood this
he would always make sure you were comfortable
if not he would either find ways to make you more comfortable or just keep you away from that part of his life.
he wants your input and approval on things
he does corpse paint?
ok what do you think of it?
he got a new jacket?
great! but how do you feel about it?
oh and the way you will be used for stuff like this
guess who's helping him dye his hair?
guess who will help him do his corpse paint?
you, you, you, and only you.
i can see him as the type who just talks about his dreams and goals
like you two can be sitting together , doing nothing
and he'll just be sharing all of his thoughts and dreams as to what he wants black metal and mayhem to turn into
he goes on these long talking sprees where just tells you his opinions on music and artists and how he feels about certain people and things
he is very open with you about everything
the trust this man has in you..
he is SU-PPOR-TIVE
he'd wanna hear what your dreams are and would want to figure out ways to support you to make them come true
like oh you wanna be a doctor? ok. this man is lowkey like smart smart
and he will stay up all night studying with you
oh you wanna be a musician? brotha owns a record store
where people come just to hang out
he is spreading the word
"yeah my gf makes music it's really good"
"oh you like that band? well i'd recommend my gfs music then because it is pretty gooood"
hes very thoughtful and caring
he may not be able to afford these expensive, lavish gifts even tho he would like to
so instead he does what he can
flowers, songs, a vinyl you've been wanting
maybe there was something you mentioned very briefly
he heard you and he'll get it for you
maybe you mentioned that you wanted this meal that you used to eat when you were younger
he will attempt to make it and surprise you with it
if he does splurge its on something that you can keep forever
jewelry, memories, etc.
you are this mans peace
when times get rough for him like idk the media wont leave him alone
he just wants you
he spends majority of his time trying to find ways to be vile and controversial
and is surrounded by yk some weird things...
youre the escape from that
you are his muse
and his light in his dark and evil world
a/n: the way I literally second guessed everything ik about him and mayhem while I was writing this. I also had this written it and then when I went to post it, it was GONE????? so I had to rewrite and I don't like this one at all but it will do for now. maybe I'll redo it after I give it a rest and not second guess everything???
#oystein aarseth#euronymous#oystein#mayhem#euronymous x reader#euronymous fanfic#oystein aarseth x reader#90s#80s#lord of chaos#no judgement#hear me out
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What do you use to draw with? Like what device and drawing app? I finally graduated high school and want to get back to drawing and maybe start posting it but I wanted some advice
Hi~
I'm just gonna go and give you my full setup (plus health advices coz trust me they're important).
These days I use an IPad Pro 11" and Procreate. My friend has the bigger version but I hurt my elbow using it because it made my moves too big, so I settled for the littler version. I suggest you chose based on your feelings for that. If you want a bigger screen to see more of your work, it's perfectly valid.

If you do take those two, I suggest you also take the ICloud save. (I have the 200Go save and that's only 3€ a month, but the 50Go save in free!) Should your IPad eventually break, you'll be able to retrieve ALL your art files from the Cloud, which is a huge lifesaver!
(I used to use a simple computer plus graphic tablet plus Adobe Photoshop, but it kept crashing so much that I had one too many rage quits. Plus it's super expensive since it's subscription based, and nowadays they take your art from the Adobe Cloud to feed their AI, so I can't really recommend that. Photoshop is an excellent tool but the direction Adobe is taking does NOT suit me.)
For brushes I just use the default Procreate Pencil. For the eraser I use Syrup, which is found in the default Inking Brush set.



My base canvases are 4000x4000px with a DPI of 300 (I suggest you improve the DPI if you do illustrations or really precise work. I only do little fanarts and comics with that DPI). For posting online please be careful to chose an RGB color profile (I use the default Display D3). If you ever want to print though, you should chose a CMYK color profile (I use the Generic CMYK Profile then).


Now back to the real world! I'm going to strongly suggest you make sure your paper/computer/screen is at least at an angle, at best right in front of your face. The least pressure you have to put on your neck (bending), the better it will be. If you do traditional art, I'll suggest actual art tables that you can adjust in size and angle. Here's mine.

To prevent any pain in my thumb I use one of those hold-helpers thingies kids use to hold their pens properly! It increases the size of the grip which prevents from holding the pen too tight (trust me, it's important). You can also find special tape to roll around your pen if you need an even bigger grip.

I wish I had a proper desk and chair because that will also be very important for your posture and health, but rn I'm not in my own flat so eh. What I'll encourage you to do instead are stretches and exercises BEFORE and AFTER an art session. Fingers, wrist, elbow, shoulder, back, neck. If you want to avoid medical costs (masseur, kine, osteopath) you need to take great care of your body. You can also find little self-massaging gadgets in sports shops to help with your muscles.

(Talking from experience there. I'm only 25 and I already had to undergo surgery on my writing wrist because I f*ed up. Your health is important!)
I'm aware most of those are extremely expensive to get (it took me half a year of intense working and savings just to get the IPad) but I've found that they were 100% worth it in the end. It's alright to get things little by little if you feel they are going to be important for you. I strongly suggest you invest in your health first though!
Once you have decided on your preferred setup, I guess the only thing left to do is train, experiment and have fun!
I think that's all? If you need more advices on setups or art or whatever, I'd be happy to help, my DMs are always open!
Also congrats on graduating highschool!
#that's probably a lot more than you asked for lol#I'm physically incapable of giving simple answers sorry#ask me anything#art setup#health#advices#art tips
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Love that idea, a side bench, make sure the shoes are kept in one place that are outside, especially those that go out to the barn and any areas that are mud filled. I get that it's a house that's going to be lived in and I want that but I also don't want mud smears everywhere either! I can keep house but at the end of the day toys are going to be all over with kids growing, especially if you know... we add to our brood... I'm just you know saying. No, not at all, there were some things I hated that my parents made me stick with that I wish they hadn't made me finish through. Remember my years with the violin? Ugh... no. Couldn't just let me do voice lessons. When the pony ends up happening? I thought it was an if the pony end up happening? Alright you are just making a bigger statement that the A/C is going to go on before you want it too if you keep telling me these things. That would be hilarious ending up with three stockings but I would feel horrible that everyone else didn't have three stockings. Damn right, I could have suffocated in there and braved the clouds of thick over fumed toxic spray to be able to kiss you. I'm pretty much a saint. Sometimes boys just want a woman's opinion, and it's not because he doesn't trust yours but who's gonna know better than another woman? Which I really love having a bond with him in some way. I know he isn't my son and it's not the same as how it is with Rosalyn and you but I like to think we have our own special created thing that is like the really cool step-mom that he actually wants to talk to. I'm fine with her calling you that, as long as you are, I think we just have to let her know that you are because she seems confused and not really sure what to do. Which is because she doesn't really understand the whole role of it which I get, it's a lot for a three year old. Oh there's those daddy daughter dances too but I meant those ones where you have to go up on stage and dance with them during their recitals that are absolutely adorable and hilarious all in one. Yes when the time is right, someday after we're married I think will make it a lot easier. And I think the whole 'by blood thing' has always been bogus, I've been proven a ton of times by my parents, her biological birth father, blood has nothing to do what makes a parent. We had a good day of cologne shopping today thanks to those snow showers. I'm sure he'll look forward to showing you later, we kept it balanced only got three. Which for me is controlled, two mid-range and one I deemed his 'use this for special occasions' because it was expensive and designer brand. Lowkey is nice, I'm thinking if I get a bachelorette party together I'd like your sisters, friends, and just like a brunch type thing. Lots of mimosas and yummy foods. The farm would be beautiful but it would have to be done, I am not having port-a-potties for our guests to use because the house isn't done. So that might change the time range of when we get married. Now first things first, we have a royal gala coming up and I have to get one more fitting done to make sure it's perfect.
Probably that side entrance, I was thinking of putting a bench in, so people can sit down, take off their shoes, tuck everything away, not have to worry about dragging any mess through the house. You can't live in the country and not have a mud room, or at least a designated space to get away from all of the mud. I like the toys being all over the place, but you're a really good housekeeper, way better than I could ever dream of being, so I know we're in good hands. I think so, too. And I also know that you're not the kind of parent that's going to make her stick with it if she gets so far along and decides that it's not for her, or she'd rather do something else. Three feels like the age where she can tell you whether or not she wants something. She'll find her thing. Maybe she'll be a budding equestrian when the pony happens, end up jumping in the Olympics someday. We can travel the world to follow her career and everything. You've been Newmans the moment that you walked back into my life, I don't care what anyone else says or thinks, I hope you know that. But you're right, that's what's going to matter, you won't have to worry about what they think, or what they expect of you. See, you say that now… but remember when my dad would pay the neighbor to come over and plow the little garden he kept, and spread manure on it as fertilizer…? My window wasn't facing that garden, either. I was going to say, I'm pretty sure our situation would be more like… everyone in our house has one stocking and somehow you end up with three, but a lot of that is also because the kids like to go shopping with me, and then we overdo the gifts for you. So, you know, it's not wholly my fault. I'm going to work that into my wedding vows somehow. "I knew we'd be getting married someday because you went to war with the cloud of Axe body spray every day just to kiss me before the bell rang." He'd appreciate it regardless of what you end up buying, trust me. He always likes going out with you, I think he feels less awkward about asking you for things he wants than me, too? Maybe because he knows to trust your opinion on it. I get it, I hate when I have to be away from home to work on… well, home, but I always tell myself that the time away now means more time together later, and that's important. So if we have to fend for ourselves a few nights a week, or set up a really nice study space for you in the bedroom, then that's what we'll do, you know that I'll support you no matter what. No. I want her to call me dad. As long as you're comfortable with it and you're alright with her doing it, then that's what I want, too. I realized the other day that at some point, I just stopped thinking about her as not mine. It's always 'our kids,' or 'my girl,' or, 'we have two kids,' because we do. I know that we're not married yet, and they have different names, and I know people get… caught up in 'well, she's not yours by blood,' but it really doesn't mean anything to me whether or not she is. So if she wants to call me dad, then I'll go to the daddy daughter dances and let her dance on the tops of my feet. And I do still want to adopt her. When the time is right. Okay, deal. You can go cologne shopping, we're going to the children's museum. I'm not going to a strip club for my bachelor party. If anything, I'd just want a quiet night at Tumbleweed with my brothers, yours, a few friends. Lowkey. Mm, no, good point. So back to the drawing board on a date, then, but that's okay. We still have some time. Be gorgeous to have the house done and have the reception at the farm, though, don't you think? We don't have to get married there, obviously. I'm sure if you close your eyes, you've already got a vision for that.
#✧ * º • — words dripping like honey ⎧interactions.⎫#✧ * º • — filling up the empty space ⎧cage.⎫#/ guess who has a snow day but also had a massive migraine so she's home which means you get me earlier <33
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Which toys do you want to buy?
Turns out I'm quite into expensive, bougie toys in general..... Welp. So here are my top (in no particular order) 10 toys I'd like to own for pleasure purposes. I'm gonna add a little * for every toy worth 100+£. Just for the fun of it.
1. A Wand *
2. A rose quartz dildo *
3. An Adele Brydges toy, maybe made by myself as she also let's people decorate their own dildos!!! *
4. A Lora DiCarlo toy, probably the Ose 2. Go to their Instagram and check out the videos of their toys. They're probably extremly overrated and definitely overpriced, but simply looking at them makes me feel like I'm gonna pass out. *
5. Just glass toys in general
6. Also stainless Steel toys *
7. A ball gag, there also was a ball gag with a dildo attached to it and it's one of my biggest fantasies to wear one of these and be used by someone
8. Cute paddles
9. Cute plugs
10. A lovense toy *
And here are 2 toys I'm dying to own, simply for the sake of owning them.
1. Worth a whooping 7k $ coming in hot... a sextoy chessboard. You heard correct. 32 sextoys you can play with in... multiple ways. Lol. I found this one, because I wanted a butt plug that looked like it could be on a chessboard.
2. And on the second spot... Just because I wanted it to be the last toy and I should absolutely be ashamed of genuinely wanting it, solely for the aesthetic and drama... is this 24k gold... 10k $ worth... vibrator.
Also there's this pair of handcuffs I've been wanting for YEARS now. They're of a high fashion brand (helmut lang maybe?), can't find them, can't even find the pic on tumblr that introduced me to them, but I'm absolutely obsessed with them.
#This was sooo much fun!!!!!#Thank you so much#Selfandmore is my trusted shop even if I have to pay a shitton for them to ship things#Or they were my trusted shop. Now that things are gonna be more expensive because of the brexit... Welp#Anyway thank you for giving me an outlet to be my dramatic self and talking about something I'm really passionate about#asks
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"One day, this will all be yours. I promise."
Fandom: Bungo Stray Dogs
Pairing: Nakahara Chuuya x Fem!Reader
Genre: Romance
Warning(s): implied nsfw near the end?
W/c: 0.7k
A/n: not very proud but... better than the last one haha... still, do not have faith in me.
Also this is an idea dump (again) this is below average
i might redo this featuring Fyodor but with a dif storyline? i think the end would fit his character



5:30pm
"Hello there, my darling" Chuuya greeted you as you got out of your house. He was there to pick you up for your date. He hadn't told you were the two of you were going yet, but you had a few guesses in mind.
"You look beautiful." He took your hand kissed it softly, making you blush. "Shall we go now?"
"Where are we headed, Chuuya?"
"I'm taking you shopping." Classic. But you love it when he spoils you with expensive gifts and shopping sprees. He does have quite a lot of money, being a mafioso, and he doesn't mind likes spending it on you as well.
— — — — — —
You entered the mall together. The first store you chose to go to was an expensive clothing store which you had never been to before. It wasn't because you couldn't affort going there, but you didn't see the point of buying those kinds of dresses. Until you started dating Chuuya, at least.
Even so, you only entered after he assured you that you could pick out anything you want and he'll pay for it regardless of the price. He trusted you and knew you well, so he wasn't scared about how much you were gonna spend. In fact, he was curious (and a little excited, if I may add) as to how you'd look in the dresses you were going to try on.
You looked around in the store. There were lots of pretty and expensive looking clothes there. You picked out a few things, with a few suggestions from your partner, and went to try them on. He complimented you, telling you how amazing you look in all of them, and you ended up buying everything you had chosen.
"Hm? There's no need to put these back, (Y/n). They fit you perfectly. And worry not about the price. If you wish to buy these dresses, I'll make sure you own them."
— — — — — —
Already two carrier bags full of clothing items, with purses and necklaces as well. Chuuya offered to carry them for you, but you didn't want him to have both his hands full, so then you started fighting over who would carry the bags. He won. As expected.
"Next store?"
"I'm getting hungry, Chyuu..."
"What do you want to eat then?"
You picked out a place to eat, ordered and sat down at a table.
"Are you happy, doll?"
"Mhm! Thank you for all this."
"Oh, that's nothing. I'll take you out shopping any time! All to mke sure you have everything you want."
— — — — — —
It's the end of your date. Your boyfriend said he had one more place he wanted to take you.
Few minutes later, you were both standing on a building rooftop. It was dark outside, and the view was mesmerizing. You looked down.
Small humans creating a lot of commotion beneath you. You and Chuuya were looking at them from above. He wrapped his arm around your waist.
"(Y/n)?"
"Yes?"
"Do you know why all these humans are in such a rush?"
Silence followed. You looked at him with a questioning look on your face, as if telling him to go on.
"They're busy. It's late, and all they want in this moment is to get home and relax."
You looked down again. You couldn't understand a word of what he just said – where was he going with this?
"Doesn't it feel good not to be them? Not to overwork yourself this late?"
"As if you're one to talk about people overworking themselves..."
He remained quiet.
"Is there any way I can repay you for what you've done for me today?"
Chuuya shook his head. "I just don't want you to feel like you don't have enough. One day," he went on, "I might even be able to offer you these people."
Another question mark appeared above your head.
"I'm talking about the world. I will be able to give you everything one day."
"That's too much. Let me do something for you in return."
You were practically pleading to do him a favor. Most likely a big one.
"...Are you busy tonight?"
"Sleeping. Actually, not really."
"Mind if I take you to my place?"
One day, I'll be able to give the whole world to you.
9:57pm
#bsd fluff#bungo stray dogs x reader#bsd x reader#chuuya x reader#chuuya bsd#chuuya bungou stray dogs#nakahara chuuya#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#bsd chuuya nakahara#bsd nakahara chuuya#chuuya x y/n#chuuya x you#chuuya x fem reader#chuuya romance#date with chuuya#i hate this
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Hi! May I request Joe proposing?
It's quite vague but I trust you how you'll write it. Your writing is amazing!
The marriage proposal(s)
Joseph Quinn x reader
words: 1,1k
A/n: MORE FLUFF
big thanks to @icallhimjoey for helping out, again <3

"so I brought a wig " your muffled voice informs him, Joe furrowed his brows as he leaned against the wall beside the closed bedroom door, waiting
"ok?" He answered
"And then I brought a complete outfit to match the vibe of it "
"of course you did " he chuckles and drags his hand over his face
"so I don't know where to wear this so you have to be the judge for it, are you ready ?"
"don't know if I'm the best choice to judge your clothes babe when you criticize nearly all of mine, but I'll try my best "
It was nearly ten in the evening and Joe just came back from filming and was greeted with a locked bedroom door and your off-key singing behind it before you told him to wait there because you have something to show him.
The lock of the door clicked and you slowly opened the door before going into a dramatic model pose, leaning with one hand against the doorframe and the other placed on your hip, legs crossed
"wow" he breathed, it was a lot. His eyes trailed over your body, trying to take it all in, from the big fluffy wig on top of your head, the deep red lipstick to the floor length nearly shear dress, high slit showing off your leg, and your feet clad in high heels.
You watched in satisfaction as his eyes grew bigger and his lip parted, tongue poking out before dragging his hand over his mouth again and muttering a" bloody hell " before taking your hand and dragging you to the front door " I have to take you out to dinner now"
" we're not going out now you just came home from work " you giggled and slapped him jokingly on his shoulder
" I can't have you looking like this and not do something special for you! " he exclaimed and gestured with his arms at your outfit to get his point across
"well...I could still eat" you shrugged at him
A few minutes later you and Joe sat opposite to each other at the dinner table, candlelight flickering in the middle, illuminating both of your plates with the leftovers from lunch, spaghetti with simple tomato sauce and beside it, on Joe's insistence, fresh garlic bread
Except for the wig, which Joe snatched right off your head again saying he liked your own hair better, you still wore your 'blame insomnia, 2am online shopping spree' dress, now covered with napkins so you still had the opportunity to return it again.
to match your fancy appearance Joe insisted on changing too and now wore his most expensive suit, the only thing that busted the whole play-along were the fluffy slippers dangling from both of your feet.
Joe watches as you picked up a chunk of bread before covering it with the spaghetti and taking a huge bite, ending with one sticking on your chin and tomato sauce covering your cheek and he's suddenly overflowed with a wave of adoration and love for you and the absurdity of your appearance mixed with your questionable eating habits, like a toddler in disguise.
"Please marry me "
You furrow your brows at him, looking at him like he's crazy and if he needs his glasses again. Taking it as a joke you answered him mid-chew
"Can I eat first?"
—
The next time, he sits beside you on the sofa, giving you a side eye when you keep snickering collectively with the fake laughing on the sitcom, which is currently playing on the tv after he lost the battle of which show you're gonna watch today
You on the other hand realized after a few minutes that it just wasn't as funny when you don't have someone to share it with and the fake laughing every two minutes started to become annoying, you looked over at Joe who looked equally bored so you paused the show and turned fully to him " let`s watch your show instead "
he looked at you surprised but then lit up and an exciting smile spread across his lips as he quickly searched for his show of choice
you cuddled up into his side and his arm wrapped around you, hand stroking your back, both of your attention on the screen in front of you, laughing together.
"We should get married" you looked up at Joe, not the answer you expected after you made a comment about the acting in one scene
"Let me think about it" you joked again
"How long?"
"Maybe two years" you laughed as he pushed a pillow in your face, annoyed with your sassiness
—
It quickly turned into an inside joke between you two, him fake proposing after the most mundane things you did and you jokingly rejecting him, confusing your friends and family when he asked you at a family celebration after you were able to bring the whole table in roaring laughter over a funny story you told and answered on his "I really think we should get married" with a " no thank you" or when you were cooking with a friend together and the jar of sauce went around and you were the only one able to open it with a bang on the kitchen counter, impressing both your friend and Joe
"Please marry me" and you looked at him with a glimmer in your eyes "what's in it for me?"
The downside of it was that you didn't take the question seriously anymore, doesn't matter how serious he meant it, so he has to make it extra special for you to believe him.
—
You sit with a frown beside Joe in the car after he talked you into it for a surprise, refusing to give you any hint with a cheeky smile
"you know I hate surprises, I like to be prepared" you whined after another failed attempt to get some information out of him
"I do know you and I know you're gonna love this one" you huffed but trusted him for now, closing your eyes and slowly drifting off
the bumpy and sudden halt jolted you out of your nap and your sleep-clouded mind needed a minute to recognize your location before jumping out of the car and running up the sand dunes, perfect view of the sea
Joe took your hand and led you to the beach before spreading out a picnic blanket and laying out fairy lights around it and you watch him in horror
" shit did I miss our anniversary again? "
he snorted and shook his head in amusement "Nope, not this time" before padding the space beside him "come on, sit"
you plopped down, eyes on the sea again " should've told me to bring my bathing suit, now I have to flash every-" you turned to Joe again and stopped abruptly as he kneels beside you, holding a ring between his shaking fingers
"Do you want to marry me?"
you blinked at him, face blank before leaning forward and examining the ring
"I think we should stay friends"
Joe looked at you annoyed and you started to cackle
"just kidding! of course!" and hold out your hand excited
"I hate you so much" he chuckled relieved before sliding the ring on your finger and kissing you so hard that you both fall over, laughing
"so about the skinny dipping?"
(reblogs and comments are very appreciated additional to your likes)
#joseph quinn#joseph quinn x reader#joe quinn#joseph quinn fanfiction#joe quinn fanfic#fanfiction#joseph quinn fluff#marriage proposal#joe quinn fluff
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What’s yours is mine 1
Warnings: nonconsent and rape, allusions to abuse, stalking, possessiveness, pregnancy, and more tags to be added.
This is a dark!fic and explicit. Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Warnings have been given. DO NOT PROCEED if these matters upset you.
Pairing: dark!Ransom Drysdale x pregnant!Reader
Summary: After five years, your past is far behind you but just as you think you can live your happily ever after, your ex shows up at the worst moment.
Note: I couldn’t sleep and ended up writing this and it will not be a long ongoing series but it will be a few parts. But Roo you say that all the time. Yes, well, I’m trying and I’m sorry but I’m gonna try to not be the worst.
Hope you enjoy it. Thank you. Love you guys!
Please leave some feedback, like and reblog <3
“Oh my god, is that really you?” the voice made you stand stalk straight.
You took a breath and forced a smile before you turned to the indomitable woman. You never expected to see Linda again, not after you broke up with her son almost five years ago. And there she was, as rigid and righteous as ever, her thin lips curved in a mocking grin.
“Linda,” you greeted her in a singsong and looked around the grocery store. You never went to the overpriced organic market but your local shop didn’t have dragonfruit and you had a painful craving, “how are you?”
“Darling, I’m just great,” she held an empty basket on her arm, an odd sight as you never expected her to do her own shopping, “oh, and look at you!” Before you knew it, her hand was on your stomach and you struggled not shy away, “how far are you?”
“Um,” you looked down at the large ring on her finger and resisted the urge to step away as you often did in this situation, “almost five months.”
“And married?” she grabbed your left hand and pretended to admire the small teardrop diamond, “gorgeous.”
“Mhmm,” you waited for you to release you and swayed in place, “you barely look a day older than the last time I saw you.”
“You’re well? You look well,” she primped her short hair at the compliment, “oh, a baby.” She reached out again and you sighed as she rubbed your stomach, “for luck.”
You tried not to frown and ended up laughing at the tension, “well, it was nice running into you.”
“Oh, you know, I barely come down here but we’re headed up to my father’s place, you remember, such a cozy house, and Joni is in charge of food and well, I wouldn’t trust her with a plastic spoon so of course, I have a back up plan.”
You nodded along with her awkwardly, frozen in the spot as the dragon fruit barely seemed worth the torture. Linda was hard to please and alway derisive, but for as long as you were with Ransom, she had taken a keen shine to you. That alone came with an edge but it was rarely used to cut you.
You forced another laugh, “that sounds fun, getting away from the city.”
“Ugh, just another family gathering,” she waved it off with her free hand, “I’ll have to tell Ransom I ran into you, if he even shows up.”
“Well, I don’t think--”
“He’s grown up so much,” she interrupted, “you wouldn’t believe it. He got his own imprint in my father’s company publishing true crime. He’s really making a place for himself now.”
“That’s great,” you tried not to falter at the mention of her son. You hadn’t ended on the greatest terms and your relationship had been tumultuous and regrettable.
“I hope you have a great weekend, Linda,” you said, “but I got to--”
“Oh, not at all, I’m keeping you,” she squeezed your arm, “God, he was such an idiot to let you go.”
You nodded and swallowed through your tight throat, “I’m glad he’s doing better for himself.”
“You too,” she trilled, “oh, before I let you go, darling, is it a boy?”
You blinked and your smile wavered, “how did you know?”
“I could always tell,” she said, “so precious.”
She gave your stomach one last pat and disappeared into the produce section. You blinked as you looked down at the scaled fruit in your right hand. Chocolate, you needed chocolate.
You were rattled as you waited in the express line and put your things on the belt. You hadn’t thought of Ransom in a very long time. Not much. His shadow followed you around in those moments when your heart raced and your head spun, but you had learned to work through those fits. No one else knew what happened behind closed doors, they only knew Ransom, not Hugh.
You paid and shoved your fruit and candy into a paper bag. You headed out into the misty spring air. The rain had finally stopped and left the streets slick and shining. The sun was hazy as it clung to the last of the clouds and you inhaled the wet scent of grass and gravel.
You let your key hang from the ignition as you took a moment to gather yourself. You stared at the modest ring on your finger and held your stomach and you swore you could still feel Linda’s bony hand there.
You had a loving husband, Dez, and a son on the way. Ransom wasn’t a part of any of that and this was just a blip on radar, the aftershock of the storm that ended years before. You sniffed and turned the engine. You wouldn’t go back to that store, it was far too expensive and the clientele were certainly not of your ilk.
🍼
Dez was in the kitchen when you got home, the smell of steak and peppers rose from the frying pan. You kissed his cheek as he kept one hand on the spatula and you dropped your bag on the counter beside the stove. You went to the fridge and poured yourself a glass of water. You turned and leaned against the marble and drank deeply.
“So, hon, how was your day?” he asked as he put the spatula down and peeked in the bag, “hmm, odd pairing but I don’t hate it.”
“I had a craving,” you shrugged, “it was… okay,” you heaved, “what’s for dinner?”
“Steak fajitas,” he said, “I trimmed the fat for you and,” he turned and reached out to you, “and I got you some champagne… non-alcoholic, obviously.”
“You know it doesn’t have the same effects,” you kidded as you put your glass down and settled into his arms, “and well,” you looked down at your stomach, “we already got one drunken night growing.”
He laughed and bent to kiss you on the lips. He rocked you as the pan sizzled behind him. You closed your eyes and tensed as suddenly your head flashed with the memory of Ransom, of the way he’d kiss you, harder than Dez, and the way it always turned to more whether you wanted it or not.
“Hey,” Dez pulled back, “you okay?”
“Yeah,” you lied, “hormones.”
“Aw, hon, well I have the perfect dessert planned,” he purred.
“Oh yeah?”
“Mmhmm, strawberry massage oil,” he framed your face with his hand, “a nice long back rub…”
“Perfect,” you giggled, “why are you spoiling me?”
“Don’t I always?” he smirked.
“Hmm, rarely without reason,” you said.
“Well…” he voice trailed off and slowly he dropped his arms. He turned his back to you and grabbed the pan, stirring the contents with a shake, “I didn’t want you to miss me too bad.”
“Miss you?” you came forward and bent your arms over the counter, “where are you going?”
“Chicago, there’s some evidence down there we need to look at and they refuse to transfer it to our office so… bullshit confidentiality clause, but we need it.”
“How long?” your heart dropped.
“Well, I gotta leave in the morning but I told Gary I won’t stay longer than Monday.”
“And what did he say?”
“He laughed,” Dez shook his head, “I promise, I’ll do my best to be back as soon as I can--”
“No, I understand,” you said gloomily, “it’s just…” you cupped your chin and tapped your lips with your fingertips, “I’ll miss you.”
“I’ll miss you too,” he said as he turned the burner off, “and this little guy,” he touched your stomach and you shivered as you remembered how Linda had done the same with her cold palm, “so, you choose a name yet?”
“Still not naming him Superman, babe,” you chided, “but no, I can’t make up my mind. God, it’s like my mind is in shambles, I can’t remember why I go in a room or even focus on one thing for more than two minutes before I’m distracted by what colour I want to paint the nursery and I can’t even decide on that because then I’m thinking about what kind of wood the crib should be--”
“It’s fine, you’re fine,” he assured as he opened the bag of tortillas, “you’re still there, you’re just… sharing a brain right now.”
“Wasn’t enough to go around in the first place,” you scoffed.
“Shh,” he arranged the plates carefully, like a five star restaurant, tortillas stacked, steak and veg together, a little dish of cheese, some sour cream, lettuce, salsa, all divvied out in a spectacular salsa you would only make a mess of.
“I thought the pregnancy would give me a chance to finish my book, but--”
“Well, you got maternity leave after that,” he said.
“From what? Sitting at my keyboard and crying? I’ll just be holding a baby and crying,” you sighed, “you said you’d take some time off.”
“I did say that and I will,” he grabbed the plates and nodded you out of the kitchen. He set the plates on the table and you sat as he went to grab two glasses and as many bottles. He poured you your spineless champagne and had a beer for himself, “I don’t want to miss anything.”
“You can’t take forever off,” you muttered, “we both know that. I could go back to copywriting and maybe--”
“Babe, that job made you miserable and you will finish your book,” he handed you a napkin, “I’ve read your stuff, it’s… you said your ex was in publishing?”
“Did I?”
“I thought you did, you never really… talk about the exes, which I love but, I think you said something about it. You don’t think he would--”
“No,” you snapped, “no,” you said softer, “he wouldn’t.”
“Sorry,” he said startled by your reaction, “I didn’t--”
“It’s nothing, I just-- exes, right?”
“It was a stupid suggestion,” he said, “I’m sorry, but… I have a client, he might have some contacts.”
“You don’t have to do that--”
“I don’t have to, I want to because the world deserves to hear your voice,” he insisted, “I hate to share you but I’d be selfish to keep you to myself.”
You smiled and unfolded a tortilla. Still, your heart raced as the second mention of Ransom that day had you on edge. Dez watched you build your fajita and you looked up at him.
“Well, since you’ll be in Chicago, maybe I’ll get a few pages done.”
🍼
The call came on Monday, Dez wouldn’t be home that night. You contented yourself to stay in with your laptop and sugar cookies. Still, you barely got a sentence done before you snapped your computer closed and gave up with a frustrated grunt. You slept, not well, and got up with some trouble as your hips ached.
A good morning text from Dez made you smile but there was still no promise of an impending return. You felt pent up in the apartment and lonely as its emptiness reminded you of your absent husband. Too tense to sit down and type, you opted to go for a walk, hoping it would calm your nerves.
You walked past the shop windows and stopped to peek in at used books and handmade candles. You had no destination in mind, only a restless step. There was a little store at the corner with locally made quilts and knitted sweaters. The smell of potpourri wafted out from beneath the painted door and made your throat tickle. Even so, your curiosity drew you inside.
A small woman greeted you from behind the desk. She held two needles as she crocheted some indistinguishable craft. You smiled and said hello as you headed down the centre aisle. You looked along the racks of quilts, floral, striped, plaid, and polka dot. You stopped at a bright yellow piece with honey bees along the border. You hadn’t thought of yellow for the nursery.
You felt the soft fabric and checked the tag. You lifted the quilt from the bar, content that it was worth it and a great motivator. You stopped before you could turn back, a familiar voice chilled your blood.
“It’s cute,” Ransom said as he stepped up next to you, “kinda girly for a boy though.”
You glanced over at him and folded the blanket over your arm. You backed up but as you turned he did too. He blocked your bath as he stretched his arm across the aisle.
“My mother told me you were expecting,” he said, “and she was right, you look good.”
“What do you want?” you whispered as you clutched the quilt.
“Nothing, just saying hello,” his mouth slanted.
“Hugh, I’m not stupid,” you hissed, “it’s been five years.”
“Hugh,” he repeated dully, “you remember your manners.”
“Leave me alone and let me past,” you tried to duck under his arm but he shifted his body over and backed you up to the end of the aisle.
“And married,” he taunted.
“He’s outside,” you lied, “if I stay too long--”
“I didn’t see him when you walked up,” he intoned, “he must be easy to miss.”
“Have you been following me?” you uttered.
“Only from the cafe,” he shrugged, “short walk.”
“Please, get away from me,” you quivered.
“I’m not doing anything--”
“You know exactly what you’re doing,” you hissed, “now I will scream so move.”
“Mama Bear,” he crooned, “I love it, you’re so protective.”
“Hugh,” you warned.
“Sweetie,” he hummed.
You shoved his shoulder but he didn’t move. You hit him harder and he winced. He chuckled and stood straight. He waved his arm down the aisle and stepped aside.
“Don’t make a scene,” he said, “you always did like to be dramatic.”
“Fuck you,” you snarled, “don’t come near me again.”
“Don’t act like you don’t miss me,” he called after you as you dropped the quilt on the counter, “we were so good together.”
You left without buying, a shrill apology to the lady at the counter as you went as fast as you could out the door. The bell tinkled after you and the door clamored shut. You felt nauseous and dizzy. The last thing you wanted or needed was to ever see that man again.
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[19 days] whiplash [ch. 365 after-shot]
The shop will be closing soon. He’s seen an attendant wandering around, who will probably ask him to leave in the next five minutes. There’s no one else here. His clothes are vivid against the neon glow of the tanks. The fish cast strange shadows on his shirt, living out a second life on his skin.
They swim in half-circles before sharply changing direction, never touching the glass. He wonders if they know it’s there, as if they can sense some immovable wall that holds them back.
He’s not getting deep about this. He could contemplate, quite extensively, about how their freedom must be bought by some higher power, and they would really only go from one tank to the next, slightly bigger, slightly richer. It’s all fake shit, and he remembers that in some ways he’s got it better than an animal. He can, at least, run away. Maybe he won’t get far. Just to the edges of the city villages where he’ll get a job earning less than before and lose his place in school.
Guan Shan puts a finger on the glass in front of him. There’s a label in the corner, peeling away from the glass. Veiltail goldfish. They have wispy, membrane-like tails. He could put his hand on the other side and see all the way through. Guan Shan watches the only black fish in the tank move placidly through the water.
Beneath the label, a smaller one: Black moor. For a minute he considers tugging the label off and putting it in his pocket, a little secret. He remembers that would be stealing, in some way, and someone in the shop would have to go to the effort of printing and laminating and reapplying the label just for one fish.
Guan Shan turns away.
He wanders for a few more minutes. He’s aware of his reflection in the glass. He worries about how long the attendant will let him stay there, and the thought that they will make him leave makes him feel slightly sick. He likes it here—the quiet, the muted hum of the tanks, the strange lights. They make him feel somewhere else.
His mother is working the night shift and won’t be home until just before he’s meant to go to school the next morning. They’ll have long enough together that he could tell her he got fired from the shop, but not long enough that he could reasonably pretend to have forgotten as he tugs on his uniform and slips out the front door.
She won’t be mad—she never is.
She can’t take on another shift.
Mentally, he has started taking stock. His Xbox is a few years old, but he’ll get something for it. He has a stack of old music magazines from his dad that could catch the eye of a collector. His computer, maybe.
The earrings.
His stomach twists.
Really, it’s not much. It’ll earn them a month, which could be just long enough for him to get another job, but what’s the likelihood of that in a city where most kids are just trying to bulk their CV’s for their college applications. Besides, his grades speak for themselves. He got lucky with the shop, and lightning doesn’t strike twice.
‘Hey, kid. We’re closing soon, so unless you wanna buy something…’
Guan Shan nods. His shoulders round.
For no logical reason, he says: ‘Can I take a goldfish?’
‘Sure. The black moor? Saw you had your eye on that one.’
‘No, one of the others.’
The attendant comes up next to him. ‘Just the one? They don’t like being on their own, you know.’
He presses his jaw tightly. A small sound comes out of him. He looks at the price tag and is somehow shocked and saddened to see the figure so low.
‘Fine,’ he says. ‘The black one, too, I guess.’
He pays, then leaves. It’s late enough that the streets are quieter than he expected. He’s usually home by now, his shift over, reheating leftovers while he works on his homework. He stands there while the shop attendant locks up behind him, holding the plastic bag with two fish in his hand. He feels stupid. Behind his eyes, he can feel a sort of stinging sensation.
He has the unnameable urge to grab one of the passing strangers and tell them how he’s feeling, what has happened, what could happen. On some level he knows that everyone has their own problems, and he’s not the type of person to overstep his bounds. Instead, he watches them pass, and after a few more minutes he goes to the nearest subway station and gets the train home.
/
He had half expected He Tian to find him on the street. He’d imagined it, He Tian catching his arm as he wandered from store to store, deliberating at large windows with thin mannequins and expensive jewellery without price tags. There is a part of him that’s disappointed that it didn’t play out like this, a part of him that is even angrier to find He Tian sitting in the stairwell of his apartment when he eventually does get home.
It’s close to midnight, and the stairwell is clinically quiet. Outside, the stars are dusty and covered in a thin layer of smog that is less noticeable in the day. He Tian looks exhausted. He’s the type of good looking where even the slightest imperfection somehow makes him even more attractive. Guan Shan hates it.
He stands when Guan Shan walks in, suddenly filling the space, and Guan Shan says, ‘Get outta my way.’
‘Where have you been?’
Guan Shan shoulders past him. There’s a moment where he thinks He Tian will grab him around the shoulders, the air around him simmering enough that Guan Shan is convinced it’s a near thing, choking with danger, but he lets him pass. He follows Guan Shan up the staircase, his footsteps silent, his body casting long shadows on the steps where Guan Shan sets his feet.
At the door, Guan Shan pockets the notice that’s taped there, knowing He Tian has already seen it. Less sharply, he picks up the notes in He Tian’s and Jian Yi’s writing and folds them into careful squares.
‘You’re not comin’ in,’ he says.
‘I called you, like, fifty times. Did you block me?’
Guan Shan thinks He Tian sounds angrier than he really has a right to be. He turns and presses his back to the door. He has his keys clenched tightly in a closed fist.
‘Yeah. I didn’t want to talk to you. I thought you would’ve gotten that.’
‘I can get you another job. Something better paid.’
‘You’re so fuckin’ clueless.’
He Tian’s eyes tighten.
‘You’re ruining my life,’ says Guan Shan.
‘That’s—that isn’t true. I’ve helped you. You would’ve been expelled if—’
‘Maybe I would’ve gotten expelled. But I wouldn’t have had She Li on my dick all the time, would I? Wouldn’t need you to get me a job ‘cause you made me lose my last one, would I? You’re just—stickin’ a bandage on shit when you hurt me first.’
‘It’s not always like that. Don’t make it sound like it’s always like that.’
Guan Shan shakes his head. ‘I want you to go. I told you I didn’t want to see you again. Fuck off.’
He Tian says, ‘Let me pay what was on the door.’
‘Fuck off.’
He Tian doesn’t move and Guan Shan squeezes his eyes shut. He’s going to cry again, the frustration bubbling sourly in the back of his throat. He doesn’t trust himself to open the door while He Tian is still here because he knows he’ll probably let him in.
‘Do I really make you feel like a failure?’
Guan Shan rubs at his eyes with his fist. His voice comes hoarse and thick: ‘I am a failure. Bein’ around you just makes it so much more fuckin’ obvious.’
He doesn’t want He Tian’s pity when he says this, or his reassurance. He’s just being honest. Saying it out loud is kind of breathlessly relieving. He couldn’t say something like that to his mother, or any of the teachers at school. He couldn’t say it to Grey, who he’s known for years. He Tian knows more about him than anyone. It’s a terrifying thought.
If they never see each other again, will He Tian tell everyone the things Guan Shan has told him? About the restaurant and his dad, or about She Li and the things Guan Shan has let him do to him? He feels vulnerable and sick thinking about it, completely powerless, as he does a lot of the time when he’s around He Tian.
He oscillates between that feeling of uselessness and the feeling of being so empowered that he thinks it must be what being high or drunk feels like. That latter has him trusting his own convictions, having an unadulterated faith in himself like jumping from a bridge and thinking he might just fly—so long as He Tian is with him. He doesn’t like how it’s one or the other, empowered or powerless, and rarely anything in between. He’s heard adults on TV talking about being codependent, pulled punishingly into each other's orbit, and he wonders if this is the same thing.
In the end he supposes it doesn’t really matter. So what if He Tian tells everyone? Probably, he won’t see the rest of the year out at school. He’ll get a job on a different side of the city and no one will hear from him ever again. The embarrassment will all be internal and will only last a week or two. Then life will move on. He wishes he were older and wiser and better at believing this. He wishes it didn’t feel like the universe might fall out from beneath him.
‘Doesn’t matter what I do, it turns to shit,’ he tells He Tian. ‘No matter how hard I work, I’m never gonna earn enough. I can spend three hours studyin’ for a test and still come last. If it isn’t She Li, then it’ll be someone else. I just—I can’t catch a fuckin’ break, He Tian. But you do somethin’ and you come first every time. Life’s so easy for you.’
He Tian shifts from side to side. ‘Do you think things wouldn’t feel so hard if you stopped focussing on what you think my life is like?’
‘You’re pissin’ me off.’
‘I don’t know how I’m meant to help you. You won’t let me give you money. It’s like pulling teeth from you just trying to know what’s going on with you. What are you so fucking afraid of?’
‘I never asked for your help.’
‘You shouldn’t have to—that’s why we’re friends.’
‘I never said I wanted to be your friend.’
He Tian frowns, his look very serious. He isn’t teasing tonight. Neither is Guan Shan. There is the sense that their interactions are always anything but teasing, really, some dark undercurrent that runs between the two of them like dark veins.
He Tian says, ‘Are those fish?’
For a moment Guan Shan thinks he’s joking, deflecting wildly to distract from the seriousness of what Guan Shan has just said. Then he feels the crinkle of a plastic bag in his hand and, remembering how he’d just spent the last few hours, nearly drops the two goldfish onto the floor.
‘Yeah,’ he says.
‘You don’t have a tank.’
‘Yeah, no. I don’t know why I bought them.’
He Tian hesitates. There is a curious, predictable gleam in his eyes. ‘Red and black?’
‘It’s all they had left at the store.’
He Tian is looking intently at the bag. ‘Do you remember when we went to the aquarium? And you said I wasn’t someone you could forget?’
‘I just meant that—’
‘I know what you meant. But I always pretend like you meant it the other way.’
Guan Shan thinks, Don’t you think things would be easier if you stopped focusing on what you want me to mean and what I actually mean?
Instead of saying anything, he looks down at his sneakers. They’re scuffed and starting to rip at the seams. The thought of having to buy new ones makes him panic and the thought of buying a pair of second-hand ones online makes him panic even more. There’s no shame in it, but the thought of wearing someone else’s clothes makes him feel strange, especially when he knows He Tian could buy fifty pairs without blinking.
Guan Shan considers that thought and replays what He Tian has just said about focusing on his life too much more than his own. Maybe part of that is true.
Before He Tian, did he always feel things so intensely? Did the bad always feel so fucking awful? He knows that things were mechanical, and he was mean and didn’t think much about other people in particularly nice ways. He knows he didn’t laugh much then, or have dinners and sleepovers with friends. He knows everything hurt on a distant, muted level that was easy to ignore. Not much time has passed since then, and he reasons that nothing about him has probably changed, just everything else around him.
‘I can’t understand why you won’t let me help you,’ says He Tian, when the silence has stretched too long.
‘Because I’ll get used to it.’
He Tian frowns, not understanding.
‘One day, you’re not gonna be around. And I’ll be fucked.’
‘I’ll always be there for you.’
‘You don’t know that. People say that a lot and then they disappear or get taken away, even if they didn’t want to.’
It’s obvious they’re talking about his dad, but it feels safer to talk about things in vague, subjective conversation. Maybe things would be easier if they talked openly about things and didn’t use metaphors and hypotheticals. As it is, Guan Shan doesn’t feel ready to try the alternative. He is conscious of the fact that this feels like a conversation. They are passing words back and forth that hold meaning and neither of them has touched the other yet. It feels new and fragile as an oil painting, still wet, and so he doesn’t let himself think about this for long.
‘I think you’re getting this wrong,’ says He Tian. ‘I’m not asking you to rely on me. Obviously, I’d kind of like that. I like the thought of you needing me, and I know that says something about me. But—I’m just asking you to let me help you. Just here and there, no strings.’
Guan Shan rubs his forehead with the back of his knuckles. His keys are starting to pinch his skin and he can feel a headache starting to surface.
‘I’m tired,’ he says. ‘I actually do want you to go.’
He Tian’s jaw clenches and he breathes out heavily through his nose. He’s probably thinking he’s wasted his time.
‘Okay,’ he says then. ‘But we’re not done.’
A new wave of exhaustion comes over Guan Shan, crippling and final. He wants to get into bed with his skin against cold sheets and sleep for twelve hours without waking once.
‘You’re not the only one that ever gets to decide that,’ he tells He Tian, a little sharply. ‘You’ve gotta learn to let people go.’
‘But what if I know I can help them?’ says He Tian. ‘If I don’t, I’ve just—failed.’
They look at each other.
A minute stretches into an eternity that could be seconds or hours, and everything has gone backwards. Everything is the same.
Guan Shan can’t put his finger on what has just happened, but he feels like laughing. Their fears are twinned, self-perpetuating, some kind of ouroboros chasing its tail. Who will get caught first?
They both seem to take in a breath at the same time, and He Tian takes a step back.
‘Goodnight,’ he says.
Guan Shan nods. He waits for He Tian’s retreating back to disappear a few flights down before opening the door to his apartment, and shuts it swiftly behind him.
/
There’s a knock at the door while he’s brushing his teeth. The fish are swimming placidly in their bag on the edge of the bathroom sink. It’s past one, and he keeps all the lights off because his eyes are feeling sore. He’s adjusted to the dim glow that comes from street lamps seeping through the curtains, the blink of the timer on the electric stove, his Xbox gleaming in his bedroom. His mother shouldn’t be home yet and she has her own set of keys.
With a sinking heart, Guan Shan pictures his landlord demanding payment.
Worse, he pictures He Tian. Before He Tian left, they’d resolved nothing. It feels like being back to square one, chasing each other around a chess board. It fills him with a vast emptiness that makes him feel like he’s existing outside of himself, waiting for someone else to take over.
He pads silently towards the front door, his toothbrush jammed into his cheek, and peers through the viewer. There’s toothpaste dripping down his chin. In the hall, there’s no one there. He’s half-convinced he imagined it. He counts to ten before he opens the door, steps out—and his foot connects with something hard. There is a cardboard box sitting on the welcome mat.
Guan Shan peers around. The light in the stairwell is artificially bright. He kneels down and opens the tabs on the box, which hasn’t been taped. He swallows.
For the fish, says the note on the second box, nestled inside the first. Careful, it’s fragile.
Guan Shan rubs the heel of a palm into his right eye. He sighs. Then he reaches out, braces himself, and picks up the tank. He carries it into his apartment, and the door locks behind him.
/
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Bnha Mafia AU Scenario: You need a new bra
[Summary: Busty reader! the last of your bra hooks break while lifting boxes at work! Leaving you in a bit of pickle, so, you text your friend telling her to go your house get you another bra... At least you though you thought it was your friend...]
"Goddamn lazy sons..." You huffed bending down getting another box of the floor, Naoki your male co-worker was supposed to be doing this but he decided texting on his phone and flirting with Mei from accounting was productive then doing his job! you huffed lifting a box full of text-book up when you felt your bra loosen..*Crap, one of the hooks must've snapped...oh, well I still got two more." then you felt your bra start to slip off did you realize your mistake...
This was the bra from last week! the one that had a broken hook after playing with your cat, you felt the second one snap this when you were putting on your jacket this morning... Your face was on fire as you awkwardly looked around making sure you were the only person in the storeroom before unbuttoning your blouse and and taking off your broken bra to examine it to see if may the hook didn't break, maybe it just bent and you could fix it! Nope, it was definitely broken... How embarrassing you huffed grabbing your phone and texting your friend telling her it was an emergency!
{My bra broke, I need you get me another at my house! and please hurry my supervisors gonna be here any minute! I'm in Storeroom 13}
[seen a 12:45 ✔✔]
Twenty minutes later...
"Y/n I got your text open the door"
You blinked bemused that didn't sound like your friend it sounded like...
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Shigaraki Position: the big boss: You open the door to see Tomura standing outside in the hall, You stared at the mob boss incredulously, before registering what he said *he saw my text...*, You looked down at you phone and saw his name on top of the screen...Your face felt like it was on fire as Shigaraki cleared his throat, you looked at him and saw he was blushing as he held out a bag from a very every expensive lingerie brand which looked at bemused did he buy her a new bra... "Y-you Didn't have get m-" He cut you off "Just take it!" You blinked and took the bag from the white haired mob boss, who waited outside thinking about the embarrassing situation at the lingerie store...
He got that text and went to ask Kurogiri to bring the car around as he was going to attend to your wishes, until Dabi got a look at his phone and snorted. "Well, no shit it broke, she's not even wearing the right size!" the hit man noticed his boss eying him suspiciously. "And how exactly would you know that?" the scarred man just smirked knowing Shigaraki doesn't have a lot experiences with women.
"Boss I'm hit-man, it's my job to analyze people right down to what brand of socks they wear, You think I wouldn't notice a chick with {y/cup} size boobs in a {not y/cup} bra? it pretty obvious, especially when she does that little squirmy shrug thing with her shoulders."
Shigaraki seemed to take this to heart as he didn’t like the thought of you being uncomfortable, So he had Kurogiri to take him to a lingerie store instead of your home, needles to say the staff were all on edge when the notorious head of the Shigaraki group came waltzing into their shop, looking around nervously at the various styles and varieties of underwear and sexy sleepwear.
One of the sales ladies finally mustered up the balls to approached and asked if he needed help. Shigaraki explained the situation and the lady put on a tight smile and helped him with obvious reluctance, before setting on a sky blue bra, but then Shigaraki paused when he saw a couple of other sleep sets he figured you'd like and one that he liked that was made to look like a game controller bought those too.
He heard the door open and saw you walk out, Tomura cheeks were pink when he noticed that your chest looked like it had gotten perkier, that extra padding really was worth it, he'll have to have Kurogiri send those ladies at the Lingerie store a card or something... "D-does it fit alright?" He stammered scratching his neck while looking a you nervous about your reaction. "Yeah, actually it fits nice..." You said surprised that you're boyfriend got your size right.
"That good! that's nice!...um I have to go I see you after work" he said kissing you on the cheek and walking out the back door, just as your worried boss rounded the corner asking why the head of Shigaraki was here? and where had he gone, yeah forgot to mention your company in under the Shigaraki's protection, but that was long before you and Tomura were a thing.
Needless to say when you got home that evening you were very surprised to find at least four more bags of Lingerie waiting for you on your coffee table, your face felt like a furnace as you read a note from Tomura detailing his high hopes that you'll be wearing at least one of them, and what he plans to do with you when he comes over to play later!~
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Dabi Position Hitman/Enforcer: There stood Dabi dried blood on his jacket (at least you think it was dry, the jacket too black to tell.) with a pervy grin on his face as he held up a bag from a lingerie store... your eye twitched and went close the door in his face when he wedged his foot in the door to stop you. "Easy there Fairy~ I'm just answering your distress signal!" he said teasingly causing you look at him oddly.
"What are you on about?" He put his hand in mock hurt. "Oh that text wasn't for little ol'me?" Again you looked him like he'd grown six heads, before looking down at your phone and saw that, yes. You had texted Dabi instead of Abbi, oops... "Actually that text was meant for Abbi. " the hit-man took then shrugged. "Well then I guess I'll be goin.." You grabbed his arm. "h-Hold up!, hold up lets not be hasty now!" he looked back at you with a smirk as he handed you the bag.
Dabi waited outside the door when he heard you muffled "What the fuck?" then you angerly yelling at him. "Get in here right now!" the hitman resisted the urge to burst of laughing at your face, as you held up a cupless bra for him to see. "If you seriously think I’m gonna wear this I'm cutting your dick of right now!" you hissed as Dabi feigned innocence. "What. what wrong with it?" He eyes watched you reach for a shelf where they store the extra blades for the Paper-guillotine, and he put his hands up.
"Okay, okay I’m just kiddin' with ya!" he took the bag from you and pulled out a dark purple bra with teal polka dots the inside of the cup was also teal, you hummed before putting it on and were pleasantly surprised that it fit you! "That feel better than that [not y/cup] size rag you've been wearing?" You gawked at him bemused "Wait...I was wearing the wrong size? How did you notice?" Dabi said you squirming your shoulders and walking around like the hunch back of Notre-Dame was a dead giveaway.
You hummed putting your shirt back and Dabi with this little smirk on his face seeing the improvement that bra. "Looks like Patty and Selma are safe and snug in their new home.~" he purred watching them puff up when you crossed your arms. "I still don't get why you named them after the aunts from The Simpsons." You say as you watch him check his phone. "Because!" He kissed you on the cheek before going to the window. "...They're always smokin~" he winked before hopping out the window and running into the foggy afternoon, just as you boss cam in asking if you were done with inventory? And where the hell was your male co-worker?! that night Dabi was pleasantly surprised to find you trying on the cupless bra; checking yourself out in the mirror let's just say the Hitman was definitely buying you more underwear if he gets to come home that every night!~
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Hawks position smuggler/police informant: You were confused seeing your boyfriend standing in the hall "Hey Dove." he greeted smiling coyly and holding a sparkly bag from a Lingerie store, you looked at him oddly. "Uh...Hi?" you looked to see if your friend was hiding behind him, nope just his wings... "Why are you here?" you asked. "I got your text, see?" he took his phone and showed you his phone, your face felt warm as you saw your text staring you in the face.
You must've mistaken Keigo for Kaiko "Oh... That wasn't for you. " You hummed embarrassed Keigo didn't seemed to mind as he held out the bag to you causing you heat up realizing he bought you underwear... Which you were reluctant to take. Now it's not that you didn't trust Keigo it's just his track record buying you clothes isn't very good... but then you looked at your options and sighed taking the bag from the blond; not seeing the sneaky smirk Keigo was trying to hide.
before he heard you go "what the hell?" he snorted and walked in the storeroom to see you holding up this, ugly neon yellow mesh bra littered with green sequins in the shape of peacock feathers that covered your nips, You looked at the bra then him at almost scared. "Dude..." You murmured in disbelief that he actually expected you to wear this! he burst out laughing you pouted and started hitting him. "Ow...ow, haha! Okay!...heh, Okay!" He snorted as he checked the bag he gave you and under all the cray paper he pulled out this red bra with little gold stars on it, it looked cute but you were skeptical as you put it on.
"Holy crap, it fits...."You looked at him suspiciously as you were putting your shirt back on. "Who helped you?" You asked watching at he stiffened up "I don't know what you talking about..." he smiled coyly as you crossed your arms and cocked a brow, before watching Keigo's smile drop, your brows furrowed as you watched one of Keigo's feather's shot out through a gap in the door and you heard a yelp!
You both went outside in the hall to find your co-worker Naoki pinned to the wall by Keigo's feather his cell phone laying at his feet, the blond's eyes narrowed as he picked it up and looked through it, Keigo growled when he found photos of you changing on it. He looked at Naoki in disgust before crushing the phone much to your co-worker protest and hawks pocketed the memory card, then turned to Naoki. "I'd keep my mouth shut about this if I were you bub.”
Keigo hissed as brought another razor sharp feather up to nervous man's face and pressed it against his cheek. "Or else you'll learn the meaning of “”Snitches get stiches””... Ya get me?" Naoki nodded and Keigo put him down and watched him run, The blond then turned to you with a cheeky smile. "Wanna go the lunch?" You agreed and hastily left with your birdbrained boyfriend.
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Can I get some Christmas smut with Mikey and a fem reader.
Merry Christmas Baby - Christmas and Winter Fic Fest 2021
Pairing: Mikey Way x Female Reader Rating: Mature (smut) Requested By: Anon Word Count: ~1,900 Author’s Note: Shout out to this anon for sending this request back on 1/1/2021, because apparently it takes me 358 days to fulfil requests 🙃

"I don't even know where to begin," you muttered as you wandered through the lingerie store behind your friends. A tightness pulled at your chest as you began to feel truly overwhelmed by the materials, and colors, and mannequins wearing items you couldn’t fathom being comfortable on anyone who wasn’t made of molded plastic.
“What do you mean?” Eli asked, barely glancing up.
You grumbled as you picked up a hanger with, well you weren't sure how it could even remotely be considered clothes. “I'm just really out of my depth in a place like this.”
Christine turned on her heel, an amused smirk on her face. "(YN), where exactly have you been buying your bras and panties your whole life?"
"Umm, Target," you mumbled, feeling your cheeks burning red.
Christine cackled. "Oh sweetie. If you think you’re gonna keep Mikey interested with department store lingerie, you have another thing coming! He's a rock star! He's probably been with so many babes, you're gonna need to step your game up."
You groaned in embarrassment and frustration. "This sooo isn't me though! And it's all so expensive too!"
"Isn't he coming home from tour soon?" Eli asked.
"Yea, end of next week, just in time for the holidays," you nodded.
"Oh, well then we really need to help you find something special!" Christine said. "Something to make him forget about all the groupies that were probably throwing themselves at him for months on end."
You groaned at the thought. You trusted Mikey, you always had and you knew he'd never cheat. Besides, it seemed like he spent most of his free time texting you about anything and everything, so you didn't know when he'd have time to run around on you.
"(YN) look at this!" Eli giggled holding up what looked like it was supposed to be a bra, but the cups were open, save for a ribbon bow in the middle of each. It came with a matching thong that had a bow on the back as well.
"That's… I mean… I can't wear that!" You sputtered, your cheeks as red as the barely there material.
Your friends seemed to delight in how flustered you were, showing you more and more impossible pieces until a sales lady came to your rescue. When you finally left the store, bag in hand, you knew your friends were satisfied, but you weren’t sure you were, or how Mikey would respond.
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You let out a shaky breath as you zipped up your hoodie. Mikey was due home at any moment and you were equal part excited and nervous. Since shopping with your friends, you had been consumed with doubt. Not in Mikey, but in yourself. You wondered what it was that he really saw in you. You never tried hard to be sexy, what if he had secretly hated that and hoped you’d finally figure it out. Now you were wearing something you never would have normally picked out, hoping that it would have the desired effect.
The sound of a key in the front door tore you from your thoughts. “Babe? I’m home!”
“Mikey!” You squealed with delight as you ran to him, jumping into his arms. His hands found the back of your thighs as you wrapped your legs around him. “Oh my god, I missed you,” you mumbled with your face pressed against his neck.
“You have no idea how much I missed you,” he replied when you finally pulled back to look at him. He wasted no time in pressing his lips against yours with all the hunger of being apart for so long.
When you finally came up for air, Mikey set you carefully back on your feet, and you quickly became aware of how your sweatshirt had slid up. You quickly adjusted it, still nervous for him to see what you were wearing.
“Wow, Christmas-y,” you heard him say.
“What?!”
“The house, you really went all out decorating, it looks amazing!” He said with a soft smile, looking at the decorations you’d put up.
“Oh,” you laughed nervously. “Ya know, I like to make it cozy, pretend we’re still back east and it’s cold and snowy. But, umm, I have something else to show you,” you said, feeling yourself blushing again.
“Ok,” he nodded as you took his hand and led him back to the bedroom.
"Ok, sit," you instructed, pointing to the edge of the bed, and Mikey complied willingly. “Umm, now close your eyes,” you requested.
A smirk crossed Mikey’s face, and you gave him a look of annoyance in return, that made him giggle before covering his eyes.
You unzipped your hoodie, letting it fall to the floor, your jeans followed. You caught a glimpse of yourself in the mirror across the room. The red velvet of the corset, and black satin bows details were pretty, but the white fuzzy parts that made it Christmas themed made you feel a bit foolish. All in all you still didn't feel like you belonged in it.
“Ok, you can open your eyes,” you replied, voice shaking a little.
Mikey opened his eyes, a surprised look crossing his face. "Wow (YN), you look…"
"Sexy?" You asked, your voice small.
"Yea, but kinda uncomfortable," he said sympathetically, reaching out for you.
"Yea, but I don't want you to get bored," you replied, feeling yourself blushing as he pulled you to him.
Mikey looked up at you astonished. "(YN), I could never be bored of you. You know I think you're sexy even when you're just in a t-shirt and sweatpants."
"That's what I thought!" You laughed.
"Then what made you think you needed this?"
"Eli and Christine " you muttered. "They said you have girls throwing themselves at you every night, and I need to be sexier, like this, to keep you interested."
"No way," he shook his head. "I mean this is hot as hell, but I just want you to be happy."
"Maybe I'll work on getting comfortable about this," you said, gesturing to your body. "For special occasions or something."
"So that means I can't tear it off you now?" He smirked, his hands running from where they rested on your hips up your back, then back down, over the curve of your ass, down the back of your legs.
You giggled. "It was kinda expensive, so please don't."
Mikey nodded, a coy smile on his face. "Then I'm gonna take my time."
He pulled you onto his lap, his lips meeting yours, before he started kissing down your jaw, to your neck. You ran your hand through his hair and let out a gasp at the sensation that you'd missed for so long. Mikey then shifted so you slid off his lap and onto the bed before he crawled over you. You grinned as you pushed yourself up the mattress, and he followed.
"So if I can't tear it off, I guess I'll have to unwrap you like the best Christmas present I've ever gotten," he murmured as he stroked one hand up your leg.
"I'm all yours," you replied, rolling over so he could untie the ribbons holding the corset together.
Carefully, he pulled at the bow, and you instantly felt the corset loosen. He then began to pull at it until it completely fell away from you.
When you turned back over, you kept your arms crossed over your chest. "I don't think it's very fair that I'm the only one removing their clothes so far," you smirked.
"Fair enough," he agreed, pulling his t-shirt off and tossing it aside. Even though you'd seen him without a shirt countless times before, you always admired his thin, but strong frame.
"That's more like it," you grinned, dropping your arms. That's when you noticed how Mikey was looking at you. "What?"
"You're just so beautiful and amazing, and sexy. And I missed you, all of you."
You felt yourself blush, before reaching out and pulling him to you, your lips meeting again in a heated kiss.
It wasn't long before Mikey was trailing kisses down your jaw to your neck again, then continuing down until he reached the waistband of your panties. You lifted your hips to allow him to slide them off, and he pressed kisses along your legs as he followed them down before kissing back up to your inner thighs.
Glancing up at you, you gave him a nod to continue on. He started slow, pressing a kiss to your clit before running his tongue over it slowly.
"Oh my god," you moaned. It'd been too long since you felt something so good. But before you had a chance to even recover, you felt one of his fingers dip inside you as his tongue continued to lap against your clit expertly.
"I missed how good you taste," he moaned against you and you almost came undone right then. He added another finger as you arched your back, thankful you didn't share a wall with any neighbors, lest you get a noise complaint for your moans that filled your bedroom.
You writhed under his touch, your thighs wanting to close around him, but with his free hand, he held your leg down. You let out another whimpering moan as he held you down. Maybe you'd have another use for the ribbon from your corset yet.
"I'm, I'm so close, oh my god," you gasped as Mikey continued relentlessly. "Mikey, oh!"
You came harder than you had in recent memory, your body trembling, as Mikey slowed his movements, letting you ride out your high.
"Oh my god," you murmured and Mikey let out a light laugh. "I missed that."
"I missed you," he replied, kissing you, and you could taste yourself on his tongue.
"We aren't done yet, are we?" You asked when you finally pulled back for air.
"I hope not," he replied, before leaning in to kiss you again.
You reached down and found his belt, unfastening it without even having to look. His jeans and boxers quickly found their way to the floor as well.
Your hand wrapped around him, giving him a few strokes, but he was already hard and ready to go. You pushed him over so it was his turn to lay on the bed before you climbed over him, your hips lining up with his as you sank down, feeling him fill you so completely.
"Fuck," he murmured breathlessly before you began rocking your hips and riding him. "You feel so good."
You leaned down and kissed him hard as you ground your hips against him before he rolled you over so you were again on your back. You couldn't help the moan that escaped your lips at the feeling of him filling you so perfectly, hitting every spot.
"Mikey, I'm gonna, I'm close," you breathed.
"Come on baby," he whispered, leaning in to kiss your neck. "Wanna feel it."
In a moment your back was again arching off the bed as you came again. Mikey followed shortly after, his head resting against your shoulder as you both came down.
"I love you (YN)," Mikey murmured happily.
'I love you too," you giggled as he slipped his arm around you, pulling you close. "Ya know, I just realized you never told me what you want for Christmas."
"This, everyday, forever," he replied. You looked up at him with a smile and he gave you another tender kiss.
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Are you in town? - Matthew Tkachuk (part 3)
part one here
part two here
This is the last part of this mini-series and I hope you enjoyed it! Requests are open btw, so don’t be afraid to ask for an imagine with any NHL player :))
Word count: 1464 words
TW: mentions of sex, language
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The thing that woke you up was the bright light shining through the windows.
Shit. What time was it? You probably should have been already working - for hours.
As you looked around yourself, you started realizing this wasn’t your apartment. Everything here looked so blank and expensive and then you remembered that-
That you kisssed Matthew while he was drunk. That you fucked Matthew while he was drunk.
You groaned silently, still too sleepy to actually cry. What had you done?
You thought you were okay with staying just friends. But here I am, you thought to yourself as you climbed out of the bed.
Your body felt sore and relaxed at the same time. It was a long time since you slept with someone and actually enjoyed it like this. And even though you should be ashamed of yourself, you let yourself enjoy that feeling.
Just then you realized that the other side of Matt’s huge bed was already empty and cold. There was no sign of him in the living room or in the kitchen - he probably left a long time ago, maybe already preparing for his upcoming game.
But the smell of him lingered on the sheets like a distant memory, bringing back the thoughts of yesterday's events. His hot skin touching yours, his warm breath caressing your breasts...
Shit.
Just... shit.
And so you put on your yesterday’s clothes, write a quick note for Matt and leave his apartment without looking back.
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It’s been two weeks since you woke up at Matthew’s apartment. Since then, you ignored his calls and texts, pretended you weren’t home when he knocked on your door and worked overtime when he waited for you at the reception.
Yes - it’s not ideal but it worked for 14 whole days. And it gave you some time to think.
As you were leaving your office, thinking only about going to bed, you realized you didn’t check if Matt was waiting for you - but too late. A hand gripped lightly your elbow, making you halt in your tracks.
“Y/N, why the fuck are you avoiding me?”
He sounded a bit angry but mostly tired and hurt. He looked tired, too - those were dark circles under his beautiful eyes.
And you just stood there, trying to come up with a good enough excuse.
Because we fucked, Matthew, you wanted to say. Because I love you and I’m afraid you’re gonna break my heart. Because I don’t want to lose you or our friendship. But wouldn’t avoiding him for a few more weeks destroy your friendship as well?
“You can’t- you can’t just leave, Y/N. What happened happened and if you want to, we can ignore it but you can’t just keep walking around it. You can’t just leave like I did all those years ago. And I’m so so sorry I did so and it’s totally my fault if you feel like I might do that again but you have to trust me that I have no reason to do so.”
Matthew looked... scared. Was it because he was afraid you’d leave him behind? Afraid of tasting his own medicine?
You still didn’t know what to say. You wanted to believe all he was saying but the memory of you crying when he abandoned you was still playing in your head. He did so just because of some stupid promise he told nobody about. What’s stopping him from doing so again?
“I panicked when I came back home that morning - I went shopping because I had no food at the apartment and I wanted to make you a perfect breakfast. And when I came back, you were gone and all you left behind was a note with only one word on it - goodbye. So yeah, I panicked. Of course I panicked. And I know I’m the reason you did it but I have no idea how to make things right. I don’t know how to make you trust me like you once did...” Matthew tugged at his curls, his hair all messy. He let out a sigh, trying to avoid your searching gaze.
"Matt-" you stopped your arm from touching his hair even though you wanted to comfort him so badly. It'd be so easy to let yourself trust him. Too easy; and that scared you more than anything. "I need time. Just- just take me out for dinner or something. We'll take things slowly and then we'll see how that turns out."
He looked at you as you spoke, watching the shape of your lips while nodding slowly. A small smile formed on Matt's lips and he tucked a loose strand of your hair behind your ear. Your cheeks went red a bit as you realized he'd do whatever you needed and won't ever ask for more than you're prepared to give him. The night two weeks ago wasn't your fault; it was yours. Matthew was drunk and never forced you to do what you did. It was you who ruined things.
"Do you have time right now?"
"Yeah, I guess." you answered, smiling up at him.
"Then I'll take you out for dinner."
Hand in hand, you realized it'd be so easy to get used to the feeling of butterflies in your stomach.
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A month later, Matt took you to a lunch with his family. It was a long time since you've seen any of his siblings so you were super excited - but also super nervous.
You two took things really slow. Matt took you out every day if he had the time and hasn't even kissed you once. Sometimes, you wanted him to do so. Sometimes, it was the only thing you could think of.
The nostalgia hit you as soon as you saw Chesterfield again. You closed your eyes, already knowing where would the car turn on the road. You kind of missed this city - it reminded you of your childhood and of Matthew.
He was sitting next to you, driving the car, one hand on the steering wheel and the second on your thigh, drawing cirles on your jeans.
"Do they remember me?" you asked, your eyes still closed.
"Of course they remember you," Matt murmured and sang a few lines of the song playing on the radio - your song, one from the playlist on the USB that was hidden for years in the time capsule.
After Matt got drafted, you stopped talking to his family. You were mad at all of them even though it was a stupid thing to do. But now as an adult, things would be different. Yeah, you probably could be mad at Matt's dad for all the things Matt wrote you in that letter but... He only wanted his son to be happy - you'd probably do the same.
So, when the car stopped, you got out and greeted his family as nicely as you could. It took you some time to recognise Taryn as she hugged you, because last time you saw her, she was just a kid. And now... She and Brady were both adults.
"Nice to meet you again, Y/N," said their mom, Chantal as you shoot hands. Her husband smiled at you from the table where all of them were already seated and Matthew wrapped one arm around your waist as he pushed back the chair for you.
Everyone talked, laughed and enjoyed the autumn day with bright smiles on their faces. None of them seemed to mind your presence and you felt like a part of this happy family.
Halfway through the lunch, Matt pushed his chair closer to you as he whispered into your ear:
"What are you thinking about?"
You looked at him, at his bright eyes and eased smile. At the way he touched your hand and tucked your hair behind your ear. And you realized how much he cared for you and that there was nothing that could keep you two apart this time.
No more tiptoeing. No more 'taking things slow'.
"I'm thinking about how I trust you more than I trusted anyone in my life. I'm thinking about how I love you more than I loved anyone in my life."
His smile was the most beautiful thing you have ever seen. It was full of love and care and you didn't realized you were crying until Matt wiped the tears off your cheeks.
"You want to know what I'm thinking about?"
You simply nodded.
"I'm thinking about our future and about how happy you make me, Y/N. I'm thinking about how lucky I am that I can call you mine. I love you so much, Y/N." he whispered, taking one of your hand in his and intertwining your fingers.
"I love you too, Matt. And I promise I will never say goodbye to you."
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April Brain Rot #1
Prompts:
19. Elegant
12. “I gotta admit I’m a little surprised”
(Mafia AU) Vil x Reader
Summery: Vil takes you with him on a “business trip” and you talk to Cater Diamond about the names of alcohol. Specifically, the drink you ordered.
TW: Alcohol; suggestive dialogue
Word Count: 2,508
A note from Fel: I don’t speak a lick of French, so I apologize if the French translations are wrong (I used Google Translate)! So, I hope you can forgive me and that you’ll still have a good time reading it! Enjoy!
“I gotta admit, I’m a little surprised. I never thought someone like Vil would bring… someone like you.”
Your nose crinkled, eyebrows furrowing into an angry v. Your gaze shot from your drink to the man sitting across from you, a lazy smirk on his face as he widened the spread of his legs in front of him. He took a sip from his drink (a beautiful electric blue drink where a slice of lemon was wedged on the lip of the cup). “The hell is that supposed to mean?”
His eyebrows raised and a chuckle shook his chest. “No offense meant-” he leaned his elbows on his knees- “I just meant you’re much more of…” he nodded his head back and forth, seemingly trying to find the word he was looking for. “Of the innocent sort I suppose? Though, I don’t think innocent fits you properly. Not with what you're drinking.”
“Drinking? What’s wrong with my drink?” You look down at the whip cream topped drink that you had ordered after Vil and Rook went inside a VIP room with a man (you honestly thought he was a child at first, he had such a cute baby face and the way his red hair framed his face made him almost look angelic- though your view of him was shattered when he had opened his mouth to reveal quite the no-nonsense tone dripping off of each of his words). You had a feeling that the meeting wasn’t going to end anytime soon and Vil had, afterall, given you free reign to enjoy yourself at the fancy club that this meeting was taking place at; so you got the first drink you saw another patron had that caught your interest. It just happened to be the one that you thought might have something sweet in it.
The man- Cater, you recall- tilted his head to the side, his green eyes shining under the bright lights of the club. “You know what it’s called don’t you?”
You looked at it and back at him, your eyes squinting at him.
“Oh, dear, maybe you are more innocent than I thought.” Cater placed a finger against his lips, a smile threatening to break out on his face. “It’s called a Blow Job, darling.”
Your startled expression throws him into a fit of laughter. You feel your cheeks flush as you grip your drink closer to your chest, eyes darting around the room. “I- it still tastes good.”
“Oh, I’m sure.” His shoulders are still shaking from chuckles and he wipes a tear from his eye before that annoying smirk crosses his face and he picks up the drink he placed on the table somewhere in the midst of your conversation. You frown when he stands up and makes his way around the table to sit next to you. “You know what this drink is called, Sweetie?”
You lean back from how close his face is- you can smell his cologne, something mellow yet expensive. You shake your head.
You realize too late that you have no more couch to scoot away on when your back hits the arm of the couch. You feel sweat pool at the small of your back when his smooth lips brush against your ear. “Sex in the Driveway.”
The tips of your ears burn in a blush. “Oh, fuck off.”
Cater throws his head back and another round of laughter leaves him.
“Why do drinks have to have such weird names,” you mumble. Looking away from him and taking a sip from your drink.
“I don’t know-” he throws an arm over the back of the couch where you’re squished against the arm of it- “but they’re good conversation starters, no?”
You sigh. “I guess.”
Cater hums, drinking from his Sex in the Driveway before asking: “so, why did Vil bring you, anyway?”
I don’t know either. You scowled, tapping your nails against the side of the glass. “Didn’t have a babysitter, I guess.”
“Babysitter?”
“Yeah, Vil usually has these two guys watch over me for whatever reason- probably because I’m friends with him or something-” you suddenly stopped talking when you realized where you were and who you were talking with: a really fancy club, that had velvet red seats and a corner for rich old white men to play croquet, that was owned by one of the seven most influential mob bosses in Twisted Wonderland- Riddle Rosehearts- and you were currently sitting with one of said mob bosses cronies. You glared at him, scowling.
He raised his hands shaking his head. “Hey, now, I’m not gonna go snooping for any dirt on Vil- they’re talking about a pseudo-partnership in there currently-” he nods his head to the heart-shaped doors that the three disappeared to earlier- “I don’t want to do anything to- ah- jeopardize that. Riddle’ll have my head, you know?”
“Good.” You say, taking another drink before continuing, “I don’t know anything anyway.”
“Oh? Aren’t you part of the Pomefior group though? They don’t let just anyone in without some sort of knowledge, you know.”
“Yeah, I know that. Might be because I’m one of the only people he trusts with helping him get ready.”
“Oh,” Cater’s eyes shined at that, leaning against your side. “So, you’re like his personal stylist?”
“Something like that. He always comes to my shop when he has time.”
“You have a shop?”
“Yeah, I own a boutique,” you smile. “Vil usually comes and commissions me for his clothes- always so elegant, you know? Really fun to work on and they just fit him. One of my favorite ones to work on was-” you blink, realization hitting you- “the one he’s wearing tonight, actually.”
Cater gasps, he places his drink down on the table, grabbing both of your hands and shuffling so close to you that your chests almost touch. “You’re telling me that you made that suit he’s wearing today?”
You nod, your cheeks warming once again.
“He’s worn that suit more than once you know? I would do anything to get my hands on a suit like that- it complements his waist so well and the colors-” an almost squeal slips from Cater’s throat as he squeezes your hands- “divine. No one can take their eyes off of him when he wears that thing- well, even without the suit people don’t really take their eyes off of him, but- you get what I mean, don’t you?”
A small drop of pride blossomed in your chest, happy that convincing Vil to let you alter the color pallet had paid off. You nod, “yeah.” There’s a brief moment where you tug your bottom lip into your mouth with your teeth before you say, “you know I do take commissions- I can always make you one for the right price.”
“Really?” He reminded you of a puppy in that moment he was practically vibrating with excitement as he half situates himself in your lap. “You’d really do that for me?”
“Well- again- for the right price-”
“No, they wouldn’t. This suit is one of a kind and I do hope it will stay one of a kind. Isn’t that right, my Sweet Potato?”
“I- Vil! I- the meeting! How’d it go?” You feel the blush creep down your neck and over your chest- Cater whining and pressing against you, lamenting the fact that he’d have to commission you something else.
“Incroyable!” Rook declared from behind Vil (who was still glaring down at you and Cater). “Roi des Roses and Roi du Poison have settled upon an agreement-” Rook wiped an invisible tear away with one hand while he placed the other on his chest- “Belle harmonie.”
“That’s great!” You smile at the small group of men. “That means you guys’ll be friends for a bit, huh? How neat!”
Vil’s brow creased and his lips tugged into a frown- expression caught between concern and frustration. “Who told you-”
“Ah, you’re so cute, (Y/N)-chan!” Cater suddenly wrapped his arms around you causing you to yelp, your face flushing a deeper shade of red. His cheek pressed against yours as he began to chatter: “Did you guys know that they didn’t realize they ordered a Blow Job? I thought they were going to be all hardcore and sexy, but no- they’re so innocent- look at them! Blushing because of a hug!” He laughed squeezing you tighter. “You should really try a Sex in the Driveway next! It’s super yummy, also it’s so aesthetic for pictures.” Cater's voice dropped to a whisper when he added: “even special types of pictures- I have a really nice driveway we can take those pictures at, you know?”
You can feel a scream build in your throat when Vil’s voice- too even, too calm- suddenly cuts in: “I do believe it’s time for us to go. I would appreciate it if you would let my Potato go, Mr. Diamond.”
Cater looks up at him from underneath his eyelashes. “Ah, yes, apologies, Don Schoenhiet.” He lets you go but not before leaving a kiss on your cheek as he grabs his drink and skips away with a wave. “Bye-bye, (Y/N)-chan! See you later!”
You sputtered, feeling like you were going to overheat as you stood on wobbly legs and staggered to Vil’s side. Rook’s fighting the urge to giggle at the situation as the two Dons talk between themselves to wrap up a few loose ends before they nod at one another and Vil is dragging you out the door by your elbow.
The blast of cool air that blasted against your face as the doors opened pulled a quiet gasp from you. Vil still dragging you by the elbow, his expression fixed on the sleek, black limo that waited in front, a boy with purple hair leaning against the side of it. Rook waves to Epel and he nods, opening the door for the three of you. Well, you thought it was going to be for the three of you, instead you watched as Rook waved at you through the tinted window once the door shut and followed Epel up to the front of the car.
You chewed on your lip, patting your lap as silence took up the space between you and Vil. He had his legs cross as well as his arms, glaring down at you. You looked up, with a sheepish smile. “So, the meeting went good, right?”
“It went amazing.”
“That’s good.”
The silence was beginning to seep back in again and you went back to chewing on your lip when you heard Vil click his tongue. “Stop doing that.”
“Sorry.” You felt your face flush.
“What were you and Diamond talking about?”
“I- huh?”
“My Sweet Potato, you know I don’t like repeating myself.” His eyes were unwavering and the sound of wind blowing across the frame of the limo seemed to be so much louder with the way the blood rushed to your ears.
You shrugged. “Nothing too interesting, honestly. He told me what my drink was called- which, I will have you know, was a complete accident that I ordered that thing, ok? I saw some guy had one and it had whip cream, that is it.” You rested your chin in your hand as you slouched to lean against your knee, a happy smile on your face, “and then I got to talk about my shop, so that was really nice.” You blink sitting straight again and looking at him: your eyebrows slightly knitted together and an honest shine in your eyes. “If you're worried that he tried to get some info from me about you guys, I didn’t tell him anything! It wouldn’t have worked anyway-” you look almost proud of yourself as you cross your arms over your chest- “I don’t know anything about what you guys do and I told him that to his face.”
“Anything else?”
You looked at Vil, tilting your head. He didn’t seem angry, more like… mildly annoyed? You weren’t completely positive, but the loosening of his eyebrows said that he was at least calming down from whatever set him off. “He… he asked me why you brought me if I didn’t know anything.”
“Oh? And what did you say?”
“I- I said I didn’t know either, probably because I’m your friend and that you couldn’t find my babysitters,” You chuckle to yourself, patting at your lap again.
Vil blinks at you, before leaning back and covering his eyes with an arm. He sighs.
You look up at Vil, concern suddenly tickling the bottom of your heart. “Vil?”
“What a silly potato you are.” You feel your face burst into flames as Vil shows you his face once again: his expression is raw- pure adoration and something that you never expected him to show you; the smile on his face is not one that is beautiful and perfectly maintained- it didn’t have a purpose- instead, it was soft, something so vulnerable that you could feel your breath catching in your throat. He leaned towards you, his hands finding your cheeks, he gently rested his forehead against yours. You feel your eyes flutter as you smell his perfume: apples and cinnamon. “I brought you with me because I remember you mentioning you wanted to go there.”
You gasp, an excited glint in your eyes. “I did, didn’t I?”
The smile stayed on his face as he leaned back. “Did you enjoy it?”
You nod. “It was just as pretty as I thought it was going to be- but I like your club a lot more. It’s just so much more…” you scrunch your nose and giggle when you feel him begin to play with your hair. “More you.” You nod, proud that you finally found the words you wanted to say.
He pauses in twirling your hair, he breaths a laugh. “‘More me’, hm?”
“Yeah! It makes me feel safe,” you laugh, “It’s like being surrounded by your muse you know?” You smile at him.
Vil pulls you into his arms. You feel him shivering and you wrap your arms around, being mindful not to rumple his suit too much. “Never change, my Sweet Potato.”
“I’m not planning to!”
Another breathy laugh as he brushes his nose against the skin of your neck. Your skin warm with a building blush. You two stay like that: happy, content in each other's arms before he speaks again: “you’re not allowed to converse with Diamond ever again, do you understand me?”
“He’s a potential customer though! I have to talk to him! Also, he seemed like an alright guy-”
“Looks can be deceiving.”
You pull away from the hug crossing your arms, forcing your cheeks to cool down as Vil stares at you with sweet eyes. “That’s not fair. You’re not even my boyfriend.”
“I can change that very easily, Sweet Potato.”
Your cheeks begin to burn as you let out the most pitiful yet happy noise out of your throat.
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Relationship Alphabet
A - Attitude
Who often has the worst Attitude ?
Well, you obviously. Most of the time because you are hungry or you and Melo just got out of an argument. Melo usually fucks the attitude out of you anywhere, anytime tho.
B - Baby
Who wants Babies the most - first ?
Melo. He often jokes about having kids or when you are having sex he would whisper in your ear “You trynna have my babies?” or “You boutta have my babies ” when he nuts in you. He says that he wants 3 or more. You only want 2. You arent rushing into it.
C - Crying
Who Cries the most in the relationship ?
You. You often cry alone when you miss Melo when he is at away games for so long. Or when your BP triggers, Melo would comfort you. When watching sad movies, or when someone you love dies. Tears of joys appear here and there. Or when you get into arguments and Melo says something wrong or disrespectful out of madness.
D - Dates
Who has the best Date spots ?
Melo. He would often take you to fancy restaurants in L.A or Miami, or wherever you guys went. Or take you shopping at an expensive place. He would do dates at home like watching movies, have you cook dinner because he cant cook for shit, or he would have a bath waiting on you.
E - Eat
Who Eats the most ?
You. You know damn well you cant survive without food. Its the 2nd best thing that has ever happened to you besides life and Melo. Cant even survive a night. If you would wake up in the middle of the night and get hungry and go to kitchen and try to sneak some food without waking Melo up, he would hear it and go to the kitchen and scare you, picking you up over his shoulder with one arm, and with the other putting the food away carrying you back to the bed because its a little to early in the morning to be eating.
F - Freak
Who is the Freakiest ?
Both of you. You being the only girl that can fuck Melo like you do, and being the only girl Melo is sexually, physically, and mentally attracted to no other girl can do it like you.10/10 in bed. Now Melo on the other hand is a demon in bed. His strokes, hitting your G - Spot constantly with you feeling it in your guts. His 9 inch is almost always on hard when he is around you. And his tongue is crazy, going in and out and on the pearl AT THE SAME TIME. Crazy right. Spelling his name out on you. He loves when you scratch his back up or give him hickeys everywhere. 10000/10. Makeup sex is the best.
G - Games
Who wins the most games ?
Melo. He would always dare you to a game of Call of Duty or Fortnite to see who would win first. And he would always win. When you would play a game of Uno you would often win and he would be mad the rest of the day due to his competitiveness. But any other game he would win.
H - Happy
Who is the Happiest in the relationship ?
Both of you. You are always happy when you guys are around each other. Even when you guys just got done arguing you are still happy that he is in your presence. Melo on the other hand is always happy with you around him, he loves to cuddle with you. Its one of his favorite thing to do. He just loves that you are in his presence. You are his other half.
I - Irreplaceable
Who is the most Irreplaceable ?
You would say Melo but Melo would say you. Melo knows how to deal with you more than anyone else does. He knows all your spots and what you like and dont like. He notices all of your flaws and sees the good and beautiful in them. He knows your body, mind, and soul. No man has a better or brighter or bigger smile than him. He always brightens the mood. You on the other hand are different. A big beautiful smile. You know how to deal with Melo when he is sad, looses a game. You can tell when he is lying or telling the truth just by looking through his eyes. You know how to make him happy. You are the best he has ever had.
J - Jaded
Who gets the most Jaded after doing something ?
Melo. He usually gets really bored after sitting in the house all day. He really wants to leave the house and do something fun but usually its night time and you would be taking a nap or would be sleep.
K - Kisses
Who gives the most kisses?
Melo. He is always so clingy and that comes with all the kisses in the world. He kisses you all over your face in your sleep, even when you are sleep he gives you kisses. He loves to kiss all over your body.
L - Love
Who fell in love the fastest?
Melo. He had always had a crush on you and everyone knew you were the one for him. You just didn’t know it until you two started dating. He’s always making sure you are good. He loves your hugs. He was the first one to say “I love you”. He want kids you to have all 10 of his kids.
M - Motivation
Who gives the most motivation?
You. When melo is going to a game and is not having a good feeling about it you motivate him to push through it and win for you. 9/10 he will win or get a lot of points for you.
N - Night Owl
Who is more of a Night Owl?
Both of you. Sometimes when his ADHD is on 10 you guys stay up and listen to music, play games, go on ig live, or just fuck for 7 hours straight. Sometimes you have to tell him to got to sleep or put him to sleep (😏) because he has a game tomorrow and needs all the rest and energy he can get. It also the same for you.
O - Oral Sex
Who gives Oral Sex the most?
Melo. Trust me, you give him head a lot and it’s amazing, 10/10. But melo loves giving you head. He loves to spell his name out on you. Loves to see the faces to make you scream and shout. Loves sharing your cream with you (🥲). He loves to climb under the blanket while you are sleep for some breakfast in bed. Maybe even dinner. His lips make it even better. So glad he don’t got them white genes in his lips (😋😭).
P - Perfect
Whos perfect?
Obviously, no ones perfect but God (🙏🏾). But in your eyes no one else is better for you except melo. You couldnt imagine living life without him. Cant imagine what anyones elses kids would look like with you but. No relationship is perfect. Melo sees you as perfect. Your body. Your style. Your personality. He absolutely loves your touch. He loves touch but for you loving your touch is an understatement. He couldnt imagine his kids with anyone else but you. Cant imagine getting married with anyone else. When you guys get into arguments and sleep in seperate rooms. You barely get sleep because all you can think about is each other. How perfect you guys are for one another.
Q - Q? (Cant find a word, Tell me one and ill edit it.)
R - Relate
What traits do you guys have a like each other?
A lot. Both of your favorite food is Chicken tacos. You both love a good game of Uno. You both love sex. Duhh. Both of you guy’s love language is touch. Love playing fortnite together. Love listening to music and taking drives together. Both love lil uzi (we pretending yall💀). Just in general you guys are very alike.
S - Sex
(No question for this one lol. Y’all already know how we is round hea nahhmeannn😭)
The sex. Omgggg. The first time you and melo had sex was. So amazing. Can’t ever forget that moment. Melo is always so horny. Morning sex is the best. Sometimes a little top at the red light can turn into a few rounds in back of the McDonalds parking lot. Lucky enough all his windows tinted as hell. Or in the Victoria’s Secret fitting rooms. You guys could be listening to Chris Brown and he would really take you down, fuck you back to sleep, switch up the tempo, or make you wet the bed (i’m laughing hard ash). The hickeys. The high sex. Drunk sex (drunnnnkkk in lovvveee). Car sex. Balcony sex. All over the house sex ( i got bars.) Mad sex and Make up sex. I could go on. Sex with me so amazinggggg. (i was listening to this song while writing this one💀😫😫😫)
T - Trips
Who likes taking trips internationally?
Melo. He love to take you and a yearly or even monthly vacay. Just you and him. Turks and Caicos. Bora Bora. Jamaica. Iceland. Japan. Africa. Anywhere where you can get away from the world. The different places. The hotels. Being able to fuck anywhere and everywhere. The pools. The different air. (united states ait is so boring). The new food. The animals. You guys love the new places. He loves to see you happy and with a smile on your face.
U - U (Cant find a word, Tell me one and ill edit it.)
V - V (Cant find a word, Tell me one and ill edit it again.)
W - Right the Wrongs
Who rights their wrongs after an argument?
Usually it would be you first. If you said something that was out of pocket or melo didnt like you woukd quickly apologize. He would forgive you and still cuddle and kiss you and stuff because thats what he does. Tease you. But he would ignore you until he actually forgave you in his head. Melo would apologize and give you some bomb ass d for and apology. Or make that cute face that you can’t resist.
X - (Can’t find a word for X. Give me a suggestion and i will edit it)
Y - Young
Who acts like a Young ass child?
Both of you actually. That’s what makes you love each other the most. The laughs and jokes, the tv shows, everything you could think of. It’s nothing wrong with it at all. Y’all are always gonna bust a joke out at the right time. Maybe sometimes even the wrong time. (damn, double homicide). You guys love laughing with each other.
Z - ZZZ
Who has the worst sleeping habits?
Probably Melo. If you scooted over him even a little bit, he would probably scoot back closer to you or pull you back over to him. And the only con of that is he snores a lot. (Why this nigga snore with his mouth open?🤨💀). Sometimes if he was awake and you werent he would kiss all over you. He loves to lay on your 🍒.
Y’all welcome. I haven’t pose the one of these in a minute. This took me a whole month and a half. I’m tired as hell. 💀
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Hey! Saw that you were doing request could you maybe write a story about Erwin first meeting then marrying Levi's older sister? Thanks!
I can't even imagine how difficult Levi would be as a brother so can you imagine how he would act with Erwin? it's killing me lmao!
I didn't knew if you wanted a story based on the canonverse or not so I did follow the storyline of the show with little modification, Also the reader is not described, it can be either someone really physically close to Levi or someone adopted by Kuchel before Levi or by Kenny later. It's as you like! (Just like the gender is specified in the request but I don't think I specify it in the story) hope you still gonna like it!
Being the oldest Ackerman mean that you are the one that had been the roughest trained by Kenny when you were young, meaning that you are strong enough to defend yourself. But does Levi care about this fact? Not really. You were both of you the last family that you had, and the only one you could count on when needed.
It's only later after Levi enroll in force in the survey corp that you were feeling the most alone in your life. You still manage to live well on the upper ground, enjoying the sun and the wind. Seeing Levi on his day off. You kinda live a peaceful life and were happy with it, after the life in the underground you didn't expect anything in life. Plus, you had one time talk with your brother about joining the Survey but he has instantly forbidden you to do it.
You argue with him, telling him that you were probably far more suited for the job than half of the men in this group, but still, Levi refused to listen. Even forbidding you to talk to the people of the survey corp.
That without counting on Erwin Smith. This man needed a new "sponsor" for the Survey, he always does need new funds. And as he always does, Erwin goes for a walk around the city. Not far from your little tea shop. A cute little shop, that you decided to open with the encouragement of your brother. Tea was something luxurious in the underground that always fascinated the both of you. It was like a little revenge in life to open your own tea shop where you were selling your own tea mix that you chose with your brother every month.
The tall blond enters in the shop, a big smile on his face he comes to the counter ready to do his speech.
"What can I serve you, sir?" you ask politely, your eyes are scanning the tall man in front of you, and before he can speak, you notice the survey corp sigil on his jacket. "I'm sorry, did my brother Levi okay?"
Your question took Erwin by surprise, and you didn't know how rare it was. He was looking at you a little more before answering.
"I am sorry, your brother never told me he had siblings." his hand rub the back of his neck, before smiling at you again. Is this right at this moment Erwin won your heart? "May I offer you a cup of tea as an excuse to talk with you a little more... ?" Probably, since you accept his cup of tea. (You may have chosen the more expensive one tho, it's something Levi would have done and you are not siblings for nothing)
What you thought would be a little conversation had been keeping you the whole day. The conversation had been at first really classic, "did you get along with your brother?" or "Since how much time do you own the tea shop ?" kind of questions, but slowly it grow about happiness, grief, friendship, and some sneaky questions about your relationship status. You did enjoy your chat with Erwin, and so he does. It's had been a long time when he didn't enjoy talking about anything with someone, he did even let himself fade away his commander facade, to be the young and enthusiastic Erwin smith when you had talk about your idea of titans and how it was no way you were all alone in this earth.
It caught him by surprise. Because Erwin is not the kind to open up so easily, neither you do. But the chemistry happen and it was like your soul knew each other for more than you could know.
When you close the shop, Erwin proposed to walk with you to your home. And you did accept.
It's only far more later that Levi understood that something was happening. You were more joyful than usual and weirdly far more better dressed than he used to see you. But weirdly when he questioned it, you brush it off, saying that you were always dressed well and happy.
Levi get his answer one night when he was coming back home. As he enter in the living room, he saw you and Erwin on the couch laughing and drinking tea. His face was livid and Erwin almost choke to death with his tea.
"What the fuck Erwin ?" is the only thing that Levi could think at this moment. On your side, you were quick to grab a towel and clean the mess that Erwin did when he choke himself, who on his side was laughing at the situation.
"Levi, I'm sorry. I didn't tell you about this, I do know how you would react and - " Levi cut short the blond before he could talk more and tried to convince him by his talent of speeching "how you shouldn't be mad at me for not telling you I am seducing your sibling behind your back".
Your romantic night turn out in an argument between your brother and your date. Not gonna lie, Levi kinda makes it a big deal, telling Erwin how he took advantage of his trust, and how he should be shameful to stick his enormous nose in other people's things. He also get even more upset when he knew that you had come to the survey and meet Miche and Hange and that both of them had keep it secret.
So obviously, years later of a happy life together. You and Erwin decide to get married. And as an excuse for the first argument with his now brother-in-law. Erwin decide that Levi would be the first to know about your wedding.
Just like the first meeting. You and Erwin were sitting on the couch, this time waiting for Levi to take the tea. When he finally sits with you, you could tell him the news. This time it was him choking himself with the hot tea.
"You sure you want to spend the rest of your life with this annoying brat?" is the only thing he asked you before giving his congratulation to the both of you.
note: Someone asked Erwin why the day he meet you he didn't do the job he had to do. His answer? "My job was to find new funds for the survey corp, and I did, to your notice the Y/N tea shop did give us funds. I just had to negotiate really well."
#erwin x reader#erwin smith headcanons#erwin smith x reader#aot headcanons#aot imagines#snk headcanons#snk imagine#erwin smith imagine
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Spoiled | Bruce Banner x reader
(semi-sequel to my fic sugar, but you don’t need to read that to understand this!)
summary: it’s the first time you’ve had your boyfriend all to yourself for Christmas, and he makes sure it’s a holiday you’ll never forget.
word count: 1.8k
warnings: smut!!, infidelity (bruce is married, guys), wedding ring kink, damage to a very expensive dress (lol), daddy kink, sugar daddy relationship
Normally, Christmas is reserved for the wife, as it ought to be. But this year, Bruce had surprised you with a promise: you could finally spend Christmas day with your boyfriend. You weren’t sure exactly how he got out of spending the holiday with his wife, but he’d picked you up a few days before and driven you to a gorgeous secluded cabin somewhere upstate. Obviously you assumed it was a rental, so the fact that he’d bought it along with the four acres it laid on was a bit of a shock. Still, you were beyond giddy to have a few days alone with him, cuddling up in the big warm bed and admiring the snow-laden forest just outside the windows.
“Merry Christmas,” he murmured against your skin as you just started to wake up— and yes, you remembered that it was Christmas day. Any day spent waking up in his arms was a good one, Christmas or not.
“Merry Christmas,” you greeted in return as you spun around to kiss him, wrapping your legs around his waist.
“Don’t get ahead of yourself, pretty girl,” he chuckled as he slid your legs off of him, “don’t you wanna get up and open your presents?”
You rolled your eyes because of course he had to get you something, even when you told him not to. "I don't need any presents, Bruce, just having you here today is enough."
"Couldn't help myself. You're so easy to shop for, you look good in everything. Besides, I like dressing you up almost as much as I like undressing you."
“So it’s something to wear?” you deduced.
“Just get up and get ready, okay?”
You nodded and slipped out from under the quilt, dashing to the bathroom to splash your face, brush your teeth, and maybe throw on a little makeup so you wouldn’t look like you’d just woken up when you had, in fact, just woken up.
Slipping on a red plaid robe, you returned to the living room and found Bruce lounging beside the tree in his fuzzy house pants, distractingly shirtless. As much as you were compelled to kneel down and bury your fingers in that black curly hair that deliciously blanketed his chest, your attention was redirected to the long, flat box in his hands.
“Open it,” he encouraged as he handed it to you, circling around to stand behind you and stroke your arms as you gently tore the paper open. It was just a white cardboard box underneath, lacking in any labels so you had to pop the top off to see the garment inside. "You like Balmain, right?" he asked softly with a smile.
It was gorgeous; silk, it felt like, in a deep forest green that was almost festive in a way. "Bruce this is…" you trailed off, dropping the box and holding the dress at the shoulders, letting the fabric unfurl and spill down until you could see the whole dress. "This is too nice. I can't let you spend this much on me."
"Oh, it wasn't that expensive," he lied, "now go try it on."
You started to protest, but he cut you off with a kiss, resting his hand on the back of your neck and pulling you closer. You melted into his arms instantly, completely forgetting where you were and what you’d been talking about as your eyes fluttered shut and your lips slotted against his. When he pulled back, you were barely aware of what he was talking about when he whispered: “go try it on.”
“The dress!” you remembered. “I’ll be right back.”
You didn’t really need to leave the room to get dressed, he’d seen you naked plenty of times, but you figured it would make the grand reveal that much more exciting. Just putting it on made your skin all tingly, the soft fabric making you shiver as it brushed against you so delicately. The mirror wasn’t super helpful, too small to see how you looked past your shoulders, so you decided that you’d have to trust that you looked as good as you felt.
Seeing your heels just a few feet away, you dashed to grab them; they would perfectly complete the look, because it would be kind of odd to wear Balmain while barefoot. Sure, they were a bit uncomfortable, but it was worth it to see him turn around to the sound of your clicking heels, his jaw nearly hitting the floor as he watched you step closer. “What do you think?” you asked shyly.
He got up and approached you, his expression heavy with desire and making you shiver. He knelt down before you, looking up at you with dark eyes as he slowly— excruciatingly slowly— pushed up the skirt of your dress, his thick, rough fingers tickling your thighs.
You just had a thong underneath, lacy and delicate, meaning you felt it all too well when he licked you through the fabric.
"Ffffuck," you sighed, "Bruce, baby…"
"Y'like that, pretty girl?"
You nodded breathlessly, trying not to let your knees buckle when he did it again, reaching down to dig your fingers into his hair. "Don't stop, daddy, please."
He did stop, but only for a moment so he could gently hook a finger under the fabric and pull your panties aside, his hot breath tickling the sensitive skin of your mound. Finally, his lips latched onto your swollen clit, and you moaned lowly.
You were normally pretty good at standing in heels, but this posed a new challenge.
When he found a pattern of sucking your clit, fucking you with his tongue, and doing this positively obscene thing with his teeth that you couldn't describe but made your knees weak, you were soon barreling towards the point of no return. "Bruce, fuck, I'm close— gonna come, please let me come…"
He only nodded, not stopping his work for even a moment, and you clutched his curls tightly as your hips rocked against his face.
"Daddy, daddy, daddy," you chanted breathlessly as the coil finally snapped, a new gush of warmth spreading between your legs as you quivered above him. Your vision went black for just a second, head thrown back into a silent moan as you held your breath until all your noises broke forth all at once, somewhere between a scream and a sob and a sigh.
"Fuck, such a good girl for me," he purred, giving your sore clit one last luck before he instructed: "get on the bed," encouraging you with a little shove back towards it.
You spun to face away from him and get on your hands and knees atop the plushy mattress. Your face heated up as you heard him laugh. "I meant on your back, princess. God, you're a slut."
Embarrassed but aware that his words were more a compliment than anything else, you rolled onto your back and spread your legs as he climbed on top of you and slotted his body between them, shedding himself of his pajama pants until his thick cock bounced back up to slap against his stomach. You bit down on your lip, wishing he'd given you a chance to put that cock in your mouth (because it looked fucking delicious) but losing that train of thought as he ran his hands all over your body through the silky fabric of his gift to you.
Suddenly, with a deep growl, he grabbed the dress at the neckline and ripped it open right down the front. "Bruce!" you yelped in protest; your heart broke for the expensive dress destroyed, but your thighs clenched together at the sight of him tearing through it like paper.
"I'll buy you a new one," he sighed flippantly before diving in to roughly grope your breasts, littering your chest with kisses and stopping to teasingly suck your nipples along the way.
"Daddy," you whimpered, "please fuck me."
"Not gonna make you wait much longer, babygirl," he promised, "just tell me you love me."
It made your chest tighten and your cheeks warm, but you were happy to oblige. "I love you," you whispered.
"Once more, with feeling," he requested.
"I love you," you said again, a little louder.
He grinned, hovering over you as he pushed his cock down to slip inside you. You gasped and clutched the sheets beneath you as he moved deeper, his lips catching yours in a slow kiss. "I love you too," he replied gently before he began to fuck you in a way that was… anything but gentle.
"Fuck," you sobbed, wanting more than anything to arch your back and throw your head into the pillow, but you couldn't with your lip caught between his teeth.
You'd adjusted to his cock quite a bit since the first time you hooked up with him nearly two years ago, and yet it still felt like he was stretching you impossibly wide as he fucked you hard and deep. You figured at this point that you would never become fully accustomed to his size; you sort of hoped you wouldn't, because you liked the edge of pain that danced up your spine each time he entered you. When he hooked your leg in his arms, lifting it to rest his shoulder, he pushed even deeper and you whined beneath his heavy weight.
"So deep," you whispered.
"I know, baby," he whispered back. "You feel so fucking good, princess…"
It was impossible to keep track of the flow of time at that point, so it couldn’t been minutes or hours that he spent inside you, taking you apart perfectly piece-by-piece. You couldn’t keep track of how many times you came, either, aware only of an overload of sensations coming at your body from every angle.
He kissed you as he reached his own peak, mumbling your name somewhere between the movements of his lips against yours until you felt like you were floating just from the way he said it. You stayed that way for longer than you expected while he caught his breath, before he rolled off of you and you both sighed as you stared up at the ceiling.
"Fuck," he groaned, "that was… intense."
"That's rich coming from you, considering I'm the one that just got my cervix pummeled."
"I wasn't too hard on you, was I?"
"God no, it was amazing," you laughed, "but still… damn."
"I don't know about you but I worked up quite an appetite," he grinned. "I'm gonna get up and make blueberry pancakes, you want some?"
"Do you even need to ask?" you smirked, and he leaned in to give you a quick peck on the lips before he slipped on his pants again and dashed off to the kitchen.
As far as Christmas mornings go, you weren't sure it could get much better than an expensive gift, getting dicked down like it was the end of the world, and blueberry pancakes.
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ʀɪᴅᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ - 2
ʏᴜᴛᴀ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ x ᴍᴀʀᴋ ʟᴇᴇ
ɢᴇɴʀᴇ: ꜱᴍᴜᴛ, ᴅʀᴀᴍᴀ, ᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ
ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ: ᴜꜱᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴅʀᴜɢꜱ, ᴍᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴅʀᴜɢꜱ, ꜱᴍᴜᴛ (ᴏʀᴀʟ ꜱᴇx ᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰ. ʀᴇᴄᴇɪᴠɪɴɢ) ʟᴀɴɢᴜᴀɢᴇ, ᴀʟᴄᴏʜᴏʟ ᴄᴏɴꜱᴜᴍᴘᴛɪᴏɴ
ᴡᴏʀᴅ ᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ: 5,2ᴋ
3
two years ago
“起きて、女の赤ちゃん” (okite, on'na no akachan) (get up, baby girl) you hear yuta whisper.
you groan, rolling on your stomach and burying your head in the pillows. yuta chuckles. “come on, doll. it’s time to wake up.”
“how can you even ask me to wake up at...?” you turn your head and check the hour, “seven in the morning?! are you sick to your head?”
yuta grins. “i got a flight to catch, don’t you remember?”
“oh,” you sigh sadly. “is it today?”
he nods and kisses your head. “get up. i’ll make breakfast and then you can come back to sleep.”
you shake your head. “i’ll take you to the airport.”
“that’s my girl,” he smirks and gives you a peck.
you smile and stand up, unfolding your sleeping (yuta’s) shirt. he grins when you turn around entering the bathroom and seeing half of your ass.
so sexy.
once he’s finished cooking, he serves you and you eat quietly. when you’re done doing the dishes, he’s back from his bedroom carrying a small black expensive bag.
you approach him and wrap your arms around his waist. “don’t go. stay and we can have sex all day.”
yuta laughs and kisses you. “sounds very tempting but i have to go.”
you pout sadly. “i will miss you.”
“i know,” he kisses you again. “i’ll miss you, too.”
“can i ask you something?” you ask, caressing his lower back.
he nods. “anything, baby girl.”
“can i stay here while you’re gone?” you smile looking at him. “i love your place.”
yuta smirks. “of course you can. this is practically your place too.”
you smile big. “little tokyo is my favourite place in los angeles.”
“you say it because i live here,” he softly pinches your nose.
you laugh. “maybe. and because the food is good.”
“mmm yeah,” he cups your face and kisses you. “you love eating japanese.”
you bite your lip. “yeah. it’s my favourite. i always devour it.”
yuta groans. “やめて。” (yamete) (stop).
“make me,” you nip at his lip.
“okay. stop it,” he yanks himself free. “i’m gonna be late.”
you giggle. “let’s go.”
(...)
present
“just a signature here and i’ll take it from here,” you hear a woman behind you say.
you shake your head, getting rid of that memory. one of many memories you made with yuta in the place you’re about to sell.
“yes, of course,” you reply.
you sigh the paper and hand her the folder with the documents. the woman smiles at you. “i’ll call you when i have an offer.”
you nod. “thank you.”
the woman leaves the apartment and you hug yourself, rubbing your forearms. you follow the woman, leaving the place shutting the door behind you.
(...)
one of the things people should know about mark, is that his stubbornness is how he usually gets his way. in all honesty, society depicts whoever is stubborn is just a spoiled brat. it’s not generally like that for mark.
he spends his days in the warehouse and his own condo, and night in the streets. but he can’t put the pieces together.
he knows good and well the elegant beauty known as you won’t be involved in a hellhole like that. he does, he’s not stupid. and neither you are.
he sighs and sits in front of his big tv screen and rubs his chin. there’s something about you that keeps making him go back and look for you. and it’s not like he’s gonna stop seeing you since you live with johnny.
and johnny is his sponsor.
but johnny is smart and he won’t let his sister get in the middle of his business, right? for her safety?
“hey mark,” yves calls him, entering the room. “we got a meeting. narcotics deal with the vanguards squad.”
to be frank, he never wanted to make business with them because they were problematic, they are known for narcotics and gambling, but still.
mark stands up and makes his way to the vanguard squad’s warehouse.
mark, along with johnny, yves and jaehyun arrive at the warehouse. his companions sit on the black sofa, their eyes meeting the 2 familiar faces they dread to see. one of them has very pushed back dark hair and a red haired greet them.
“good evening, guys,” the dark haired smirks.
“let’s just skip this,” johnny says. “what is it that you want?”
“well, narcotics of course,” the black haired sits in front of them.
“but we don’t want the crap the yakuzas are selling,” the red haired says.
“we don’t have contact with the yakuza,” johnny admits.
“i know,” the black haired nods. “not anymore tho.”
mark frowns. “not anymore?”
“oh yeah, you’re new,” he laughs. “anyway, i know you have someone that almost conquered the market.” he looks at johnny.
johnny clears his throat. “yeah, well he’s not around anymore.”
“we heard,” the red haired replies, “and that’s what we thought.”
jaehyun knits his eyebrows. “we’re not following…”
“we want what the japanese used to sell,” the black haired one crosses one leg. “ that shit was pure methamphetamine and our suppliers haven’t figured out how he did such excellent work.”
johnny presses his lips together. “as i said, he’s not around anymore.”
the black haired squints his eyes, looking at johnny. “you’re to me, johnny. i don’t like being lied to.”
the red haired stands up and comes back holding a black folder, tossing it to johnny on the table between them. johnny opens the folder just to see a few pictures of a black haired yuta in different areas of los angeles.
he gulps.
“he is definitely around,” the red haired smiles.
johnny closes the folder, ignoring the questioning look of jaehyun. “i’ll talk to him.”
the two men smile. “please do it quickly. we don’t like waiting.”
johnny groans. “and stop fucking following us, doyoung.”
doyoung smiles. “tell yuta taeil and i are looking forward to work with him.”
“what the fuck?” jaehyun stares at johnny, once they have left the warehouse. “yuta is alive and you fucking knew?”
johnny sighs. “not right now, jaehyun.”
“fuck off,” jaehyun groans. “what the hell is wrong with you? does y/n know?”
“no, and she can’t know,” johnny warns him.
“okay, this seems like a family thing so i think we shouldn’t be here,” mark states.
“no no,” johnny shakes his head. “just, don’t tell y/n, okay? i’ll find a way to convince doyoung and taeil to get a new supplier.”
“you know they won’t change their minds,” yves says, looking at her nails. “come on, this is a business. fuck family.”
“you’re a bitch,” jaehyun glances at her.
“keep crying about it,” yves mocks him.
“shut up,” johnny groans. “if you say a word about what you found out today i’ll kill you.”
jaehyun rolls his eyes. “you’re a piece of shit, johnny.”
“i didn’t have a choice!” johnny stares at him.
“okay okay,” mark gets in the middle of them. “whatever the reason was i’m sure you have an explanation, but we need to keep in mind we can’t fuck around doyoung and taeil. they’ll eat us alive.”
“mark’s right,” yves replies. “you need to get your shit together and separate your friendship and business or you're gonna get us all killed for real.”
(...)
“hello?” mark greets after he picks up the phone.
“lee,” you say. “hi.”
“who is this?” mark jokes.
you scoff. “it’s me.”
“mmm,” he hums. “i don’t remember you. who are you again?”
you sigh, trying to keep your patience. “it’s y/n. y/n suh.”
“ah, yeah. i remember you. what’s up?”
“you can pick up your car today,” you announce.
“cool. i’ll be there in a few hours.”
“okay.”
“okay.”
there’s a silence and you clear your throat. “hang up.”
“you hang up,” mark says.
you groan. “you’re unbearable, mark.”
mark laughs. “i ain’t doing shit.”
“that’s why!” you growl. “bye, mark.”
“bye y/n,” you can hear him smile.
you hang up and groan. “keep your shit together, y/n.”
“that was very… bad,” you hear jungwoo murmuring behind you.
“don’t even say a word,” you warn him.
jungwoo chuckles. “why would i tell people my friend sucks at flirting?”
“i wasn’t flirting!”you stare at him.
“clearly.” he hums.
you’re about to close the shop by the time mark stops by. he walks to you, fixing his hair and greets you smiling. “sorry, there was an accident on the 101.”
“yeah, i heard,” you say. “follow me, your car is behind the shop.”
mark follows you and you open the back door garage. you take his car keys and tosses at him. “you can check it out or try it.”
“nah, i trust you,” mark opens the car door. “see you tonight?”
“what’s tonight?” you frown.
“there's a race in southern cali,” he tilts his head. “i thought you knew.”
you hiss. “fucking johnny told me it was cancelled.”
“oh,” mark nods. “guess i just screwed up.”
“see you there,” you grab your jacket.
“alright, gorgeous,” he smirks, getting inside his car. “looking forward.”
you roll your eyes, hiding a smile.
you wear lilac leather pants and a white tanktop, showing your torso off. your hair is down and straightened.
you know the south of california like the palm of your hand. every neighbourhood or street, you know it and all thanks to your father, who was a trucker and would take you and johnny to his trips most of the time.
“i see you brought a new car,” mark says, walking around the red car.
you throw him a smirk. “it’s taeyong’s.”
“he has a good taste,” mark says, checking the red toyota supra out.
“yeah.”
“but mine’s better,” mark grins.
“is that how you get a woman with you? showing her your car off?” you raise an eyebrow.
mark smiles sideways and leans against the car. “it works, most of the time.”
you nod and bite your lip. “well, it doesn’t work with me.”
“i know,” mark replies. “but still, you would let me fuck you in the backseat.”
you straighten your back up and cross your arms on your chest. “not much into sex car.”
“what are you into then?” mark stares at you.
you grin. “i have to go. see you around mark.”
and you walk away from him, swinging your hips more than you do. mark chuckles and bit at his lip.
this race is more showy, with way more people than the other street races. you’re not racing tonight, but taeyong, mark and other people are. johnny is there expecting mark to win since the bet is high.
as expected, mark ends up in first place, followed by taeyong. mark was received by a big crowd, mostly girls. you roll your eyes and taeyong pats your shoulder. “you will have to deal with his fans.”
“i don’t give a shit about this dude,” you spit out.
“aha,” taeyong nods. “get in. we’re going to a party.”
“did you bring it?” you eye him.
“yeah.”
you smile and get into his car. he drives back to your house and the street is already crowded. you enter your house and spot jaehyun giving drinks to everyone. you approach him and take two beers. you come back with taeyong and hand him one. he opens it and after looking for johnny and don’t seeing him, he takes your hand and goes to the nearest bathroom. he locks the door and takes out a small plastic bag with white powder.
you smile and taeyong pours out two generously thick lines of cocaine on the bathroom counter. “ladies first.”
“thank you.”
you focus on getting the cocaine in your system. getting as much in as you can, but it’s not a race and for the love of fuck, don’t waste the shit. you can tell it’s expensive, and good coke is hard to come by these days.
a few rounds of coke and a fair amount of talking later, taeyong and you are high as hell.
you, taeyong and yuta used to do some lines of coke just to have a bit of fun and feel more relaxed, not making it an addiction of course. you always know when to stop.
“ah,” you stand up. “i need a drink.”
“can you bring me one?” taeyong smiles at you.
you nod and walk to the kitchen. you’re sure everyone at this party is high as hell too, from weed to god knows what. you enter the kitchen and see mark making out with a random girl. you scoff passing next to them and open the fridge. “mmm where the fuck is the buzz?” you ask yourself.
“i’m pretty sure that’s not the place to look for it,” mark says, leaning against the counter next to you.
you frown and shake your head, releasing it’s not the fridge what you opened but the cupboard. you squint your eyes. “correct.”
you walk now to the real fridge and take a vodka bottle out. mark approaches you again and cups your jaw with one hand, looking straight into your eyes. “you are high.”
you shrug and yank your jaw free. “none of your business. go back to your blonde girl.”
“don’t mix drugs and alcohol. are you stupid?” he takes the bottle.
you laugh. “mind your business, mark.”
mark sighs and takes your hand taking out from the kitchen. you don’t know why but your legs won’t listen to you and follow him. you spot taeyong sleeping on the couch you were on minutes ago.
mark takes you out from the house and walks to his car. he helps you to get into the passenger seat and closes the door once you're settled in. he gets in the car as well and starts the engine driving.
you frown and turn to him. “where are you taking me?”
“you need a meal and orange juice,” he states, eyes on the road.
“i don’t want to sober up,” you pout.
“why the hell did you take that shit?” he almost groans.
“it’s a nice feeling,” you shrug, sliding a little on the seat.
“it’s bullshit,” he clenches his teeth.
“ah,” you laugh. “you have never been high, mark lee?”
“i don’t take that shit,” he turns to you. “and if you were smart you wouldn't do it.”
you roll your eyes. “you sound like johnny right now. i’m not an addict, by the way.”
mark parks at a convenient store and he gets off the car. he buys a hot dog and a bottle of orange juice. when he comes back, you have your eyes shut but you’re not sleeping.
you open them when you hear him getting into the car. he hands you the food and you take them. you eat in silence and when you finally finish your orange juice, you look at him. “happy now?”
“not happy,” he replies, resting his back on the backrest.
you stay in silence for a couple of minutes and you look around his car. the black and white interior are cool. “your car’s nice.”
“thanks.”
you press your lips together and stare at mark’s thighs. he has his hands resting on them and you eye at them. they’re pretty and seem soft. a vein popping out calls your attention and that’s when you realize he’s looking at you. you clear your throat and look straight ahead.
“you like my hands?” he asks.
“your ring is nice,” you reply.
mark cups your jaw again, making your face turn to him. “and what about my thighs?”
“n-nice jeans,” you scoff.
mark grins. “thanks.”
you hum in response. his touch against your skin on your face is warm, and you wonder how it’d feel against your p-
“a penny for your thoughts?” he tilts his head.
“i dislike you.”
mark laughs. “your body says a different thing.”
“i get chills just from the thought of me strangling you.”
“kinky,” mark stares at your lips.
“fuck you.”
the lights of the convenient store get turned off and the park is empty. mark never takes his eyes off of you, not sure if he should go for it. he’s thinking about it too much.
“fuck this,” you groan. “can you just fuck me here?”
“i thought you weren’t into car sex,” mark rubs your lower lip.
“i’m not,” you lick his finger. “but i really want to suck you off right now.”
“shit,” he hisses. “it’s all yours.”
your hand reaches for his belt and you undoit slowly, your eye darting to his. you unzip his jeans and palm his clothed dick. mark bites his lips, looking at you. you give him a peck while you take out his dick and stroke him a few times. it’s big and you can see some veins popping out. the tip is red, almost as if it’s angry. you bite your lip and look at mark. “you’re gonna ruin my mouth.”
mark smiles proudly. “just take it slowly, gorgeous.”
you lick mark’s cock to full hardness. mark takes a hand off the wheel and fists it in your hair, pushing you down onto his dick. letting out a long moan, mark throws his head back.
“fuck y/n,” mark pants out as you bob your head on his cock.
you continue to work on mark over with your mouth, tongue slipping and sliding over him, cheeks hollowed out adding the right level of pressure.
mark’s hand tightens in your hair and he starts to move your head more, clearly wanting to find his release. “fuck, you’re so good.”
you slightly bite his tip and you hear mark groan and tighten even more your hair. “shit y/n. no teeth.”
you do it again and he curses. mark shoots into your mouth and you swallow the salty load and lick him clean before putting him back in his jeans. you wipe your mouth with the back of your hand and slide in your seat. “now i’m sober.”
mark’s comes back from his high and turns to you, still panting. “want to go to my place?”
“i’m sleepy.”
“sleep at my place.”
“i just gave you head, isn’t it going to be weird?” you look at him.
“nah,” he turns his car on. “i can sleep on the couch.”
mark takes the 5 driving to his place, blasting some 2000’s hip hop. and then he notices something odd.
a car.
that is following them since they left the parking lot.
“what’s wrong?” you ask, taking note of his sudden change of behavior.
“there’s a black car that has been following us since we left the parking lot,” mark murmurs.
“take the next exit to chinatown,” you look at him.
mark nods, eyes still focused on the view mirror. he can’t pick out exactly who it is. mark leaves the freeway, passing through the cars as fast as he can until he loses the car. he makes a sharp turn and takes the 101 before taking the 5 again. no sign of the car. he finally parks his car inside his building garage and helps you to get out of the car.
mark presses the buttons and unlocks the elevator. you rest your back against the elevator wall and shut your eyes together. “do you know who was following us?”
mark shakes his head. “no idea. you?”
“nope,” you look at him. “maybe some freak?”
“hopefully,” he leans next to you.
“how many floors until we get to yours?” you yawn.
“two,” he replies and smiles looking at you. “that tired?”
“it was a long day,” you shrug.
“can i help you to sleep like a baby?” he asks as the elevator door open.
you hum in response, exiting the elevator. mark stops in front of his door and unlocks it. he lets you in first and you’re surprised by how clean and organized his place is.
“your place is cool,” you say.
“thanks,” mark takes off his jacket and places it on the couch. “my bedroom is on the right, second door. i’ll be there in a minute.”
“ah,” you squint your eyes at him. “i told you i’m sleepy. i ain’t fucking with you tonight.”
“and we’re not,” mark replies from the kitchen. “i’m just gonna help you to sleep better. by eating you out.”
you gulp. “okay.”
you go to his bedroom and spot the comfortable big bed. you get off your leather pants and fold them, placing it on the couch next to the bed. thank god you’re wearing sexy panties.
you lay on the bed and rest your head in the grey covered pillows.
mark enters his bedroom and places a glass of water on the bedside table for you and whistles and he notices your white laced panties. “white is suddenly my favourite color.”
you giggle. “get to work, lee.”
mark laughs and lays on his stomach between your legs. his fingers find the hem of your panties and take them off, tossing them across the bed.
one of his hands moves down between your thighs and spreads your legs a bit more. he plants kisses on them and you sigh. “mark.”
he hums, passing a finger through your silk. “you’re soaked, gorgeous.”
mark is not exaggerating, his finger slides inside you with no resistance at all. your hips rock to match his pace. mark uses his palm to put pressure upon your clit, while his finger strokes your g-spot, causing you to cry out with pleasure. mark then licks you slowly and lightly from the bottom of your lips to the top of your clit.
“oh,” you moan.
mark licks your clit again, pressing his tongue a little deeper this time. you moan again and with the tip of his tongue, he works the slick, sensitive skin just beneath your clit. your hips rock back and forth over him, forcing his tongue across your clit and finally down to your opening. fingers still spreading you wide, he presses his tongue inside you as deep it will go. your muscles tighten around him. he slides his tongue back and forth across your opening, teasing you, and his hands strokes the smooth skin of your thighs, skim over your hips. he pushes his tongue inside of you as quick and hard as he can, and pulls it back out again. with every stroke, he feels you grow wetter and wetter.
“mark,” you gasp. “touch my clit.”
he pulls away from you just long enough to growl, “touch it yourself. touch yourself for me.”
mark pushes your hips back down over his face, and this time he swivels his tongue slowly and he pushes it inside. he can feel your fingers circling your clit now, the tip of your fingernails brushing against his hair with every stroke.
with your free hand, you seize his wrist and drag his hand over you until it’s on one of your covered breast. he squeezes it and doesn't let go, and he feels you tighten around his tongue one more time and he call tell you’re close by the volume of your hasp and cries. the muscles inside you ripple around his tongue as you come. you arch your back as he licks you clean and you moan again due the overstimulation.
before he pulls away he kisses the inside of your thighs again and looks at you smiling. “goodnight, baby.”
he hands you your panties again and you take them, putting them on. “you can stay here. it’s your bed after all.”
“not personal, but i don’t sleep comfortably with someone next to me,” mark wipes his chin and mouth with his hand. “whatever you need just take it, okay?”
you nod and hug a pillow. “thanks. turn the lights off please.”
the next morning, after mark tried to make breakfast and ended up spilling the banana smoothie all over your top, he gives you a ride back to your house wearing one of his shirts.
you enter the kitchen and johnny and jisung are having breakfast together. you open the fridge and take an apple. “good morning, where are your manners?” johnny teases.
“right here,” you lift your middle finger.
jisung slightly chuckles and keeps eating his breakfast. johnny shakes his head. “is this what you teach your little brother?”
jisung isn’t your real brother nor johnny’s, but you met him when he was a kid living by himself in the streets. he’s a nice kid and despite everything he has been through, he still believes that there is something good waiting for him.
“aren’t you late for school, jisung?” you ignore johnny.
jisung and johnny look at each other. “oh right. you haven’t been around for a year,” jisung nods. “i dropped out last semester.”
“what?” you frown. “why?”
“i don’t like college,” jisung shrugs. “i like racing. like you guys.”
“how could i not say no to him?” johnny looks at him. “he wants to race then he gets to do what he wants.”
“but you’re a kid!” you stare at him. “he’s a kid.”
jisung rolls his eyes. “you were my age when you started racing, y/n.”
you sigh and rub your forehead. “okay. fine, just… don’t get yourself killed.”
“i’m not stupid,” jisung smiles.
“hey, where were you by the way? taeyong said he saw you leaving with someone,” johnny stands up, washing his dish.
“a ran into an old friend,” you lie, leaning against the counter.
johnny squints his eyes, looking at you. “i’ve seen that shirt before.”
“i bought it when i was in seoul,” you say, nonchalant.
“didn’t know they sell canadian merch in seoul,” jisung mutters.
(...)
“no.”
that is yuta’s final word. he doesn’t want to be involved in that same shit again.
johnny sighs. “that doyoung and taeil guy will kill us if we don’t give them what they want.”
“i had to fake my death because of the shit i was making back in the past. i lost everything, johnny.”
“just cook some for us while we find someone better,” johnny begs. “please. i’m desperate.”
yuta sighs, rubbing his forehead. “fine, but just this time. no more, johnny.”
“thank you so much,” johnny says, relieved. he then scratches his head. “uhm, did you know y/n is back?”
yuta turns to him. “when?”
“about two weeks ago?”
yuta stays still and rests his hands on his hips. “how… how is she?”
“better. she's racing again,” johnny replies.
yuta nods. “she loves racing.”
“yeah.”
“when is she racing again?” yuta looks at johnny. “i want to see her.”
“are you insane? no one can see you.” johnny glances at him.
“and no one won’t. i just want to see her again, it’s been a while.”
“there’s a race tomorrow night. everyone will meet at the santa monica pier.”
“thanks. i’ll be there.”
the next night, you show up at the santa monica pier wearing mark’s shirt again. you say it’s nothing. you like the shirt and it looks great with your black ripped jeans. that’s it.
you spot mark with his gang on the other side of the pier. the same chick is with them and you assume she’s either part of it or friends with them. you frown when you see her getting too close to mark and he doesn’t pull her away. instead, he wraps an arm around her hips.
why do you care? mark was just a hookup.
you turn around and see jaehyun walking towards you. he’s wearing a white t-shirt and a denim jacket. you decide to make a trade.
“handsome boy,” you call him.
“that’s me,” he smirks playfully.
“i need a favour,” you say.
“sure. what is it?”
“i need your shirt.”
he knits his eyebrows together. “my shirt?”
you nod. “i don’t like this one anymore.”
he laughs. “i’m not gonna strip in the middle of everyone.”
“you’re such a pussy,” you groan.
your hands reach the hem of the shirt and you pull it over your head earning the glance of a few men that are around you. you turn to them. “never seen a pair of boobs? losers.”
jaehyun whistles at your black bralette. “oh man, i’d bang you easily.”
“don’t be gross, jaehyun. give me your shirt. i’m cold,” you stare at him.
jaehyun takes his jacket off and then his shirt, handing it to you. it smells like him and you have always liked his perfume. “maybe i’d let you bang me.”
jaehyun laughs and after he’s done putting mark’s shirt on, he puts on the denim jacket. “can i race with you tonight?”
“you want to see everyone lose, huh,” you smile, fixing your hair.
“it’s nice to see their defeated faces,” jaehyun opens the car door..
“let’s go then,” you smile.
you give a look to mark and you notice he’s watching you, eyebrows slightly frowned. you smile to yourself.
as you’re about to get into your car, you look up and notice someone standing on one of the building roofs in front of the entrance of the santa monica pier looking straight in your direction. you can’t see much, but the way the person stands up reminds you of yuta.
you shake your head and finally get into your car.
when you finally arrive at the secret destination, your car and mark’s are one of the few lined up. his car is next to yours and you refuse to make eye contact with him. jaehyun laughs softly. “what is the canadian boy staring at you?”
“because i am hot?” you shrug, still looking straight ahead.
“you are yes, but he seems mad,” jaehyun slyly looks at him. “what did you do to him?”
“nothing.”
jaehyun hums. he’s not stupid.
a flag girl places in front of the cars, the engines are rumbling. all eyes are focused on tonight’s racers. you are placed in a secretive parking lot. the flag girl points at mark, who starts his engines. she then points at you, who replicate that. your hands go up, and then down.
immediately a guy called jinyoung is ahead, but mark and you know that would happen sooner or later. see, a common mistake in drifters is that they are so focused on getting to the finish line they don't even spare a notice at their technique. the point of drifting isn’t just how fast you can go, but instead it’s precision, and making sure your form is on point.
you make flawless turn after flawless turn, but with mark in the lead. you reach for your NOS, but flinch your hand back. no. you are not using NOS for drifting tonight. you see mark make a mistake and his car loses control, earning a low growl from his throat. and past him is your nissan gtr, shining in the dark of night, and out of your window, your smug look is on your face. a smirk with your eyes low. the finish line is less than 20 feet away from your car, and you precisely turn your car, showing it off, having a sharp right.
you won.
and you have won that money. jaehyun is cheering with a wide grin on his face, clapping. “no fucking shit. you’re the best.”
you open the door of your car and mark sees you getting off with a seductive, and intimidating smirk on your face. god, he never wanted to fuck someone that bad until tonight.
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