#OdaKida

[t0tally-n0t-lou]

coughs these up in your soup

here you go @localmentallyillwriter!! errr yeah i drew these while listening to the paper chase and that was definitely off the vibe of the doodles. 😭

[localmentallyillwriter]

I wasn't gna post this but erm, sure y'all can have this freaky OdaKida thing ^^

The relationship headcanon generator is actually so fun :3

(I might make a post abt all my Oda and Kunikida hcs :D)

[thatstraygurl]

My favorite BSD ships are KuniAtsu, TaniAtsu, Odakida, SKK, Dazatsu, and Kunikidazai. I'm....a ho for rarepairs. I have more than this too but I didn't wanna flood your ask box 8')))

No flood the asks box! I love hearing from you :)  Ahhh such cute ships!

[localmentallyillwriter]

hmmmmm, do you have any odakida headcanons? i’ve been thinking of drawing them. :p

y'all are feeding way to much into my OdaKida obsession >:3

HCS !!!:

Oda doesn't know how to ask for affection so sometimes he'll js stare at Kunikida and wait for him to pick up on it (it concerned Kunikida at first but he picked up quickly)

They both prefer having cozier dates, so they'd most likely have dinners at home, or park dates, nothing to extravagant, they really would js like to be together

AKUTAGAWA IS THERE CHILD !!!

Kunikida spent so long figuring out the way Oda loves his curry best. He has a whole section in his book abt the best spices to use, best sauce, best meat, best everything to make sure it's to Odas liking

Oda took up sewing and he stitched a pattern onto Kunikidas sweater, a bunch of flowery patterns at the hem (Kunikida acted displeased, but he fuckind cried when he was alone at how cute it was >.<)

Kunikida gets burnt out every so often and he gets a bit clingy when tired, so he'll wear Odas clothes or always be lying with Odas pillow to fall asleep

Oda is lowk the most chill guy ever, but yk, he can get burnt out as well (taking care of kids, plus the mental toll it takes to think abt his past sometimes catches up to him) he usually gets more quiet and Kunikida js stays with him.

AHHH I HAVE SO MUCH BUT DKNT WANNA DO TO MANY, NEXT POST WILL BE MY 100TH, AND I WOULD LIKE TO DO AN ODAKIDA SPECIAL, SO I WONT ANSWER ANYTHING (mb XP)

TYSMMM LOU, I LOVES THIS QUESTION !!! ❤️

[localmentallyillwriter]

Woaahhh !!! Introoo >.<

I edit and update this often so yeahh, check up on it sometimes :3

HIIIIII <3333

(I lob him so much that it hurts 😭😭)

My names M, but I don't mind any name tbh, just give me a name and I'll use it :3

I LOVE using Kamoji's, so there will be a lot throughout this blog (∩^o^)⊃━☆

I don't really know how to introduce myself, do I make dot points about myself, or sentences ?!?! ╯︿╰

Anyway, I use He/they pronouns (and Neo's, but I'm lowkey so scared people will hate me if I share them, even though it's like ONE set but still ><) Please no feminine pronouns, they just make me uncomfortable and upset :(

Which is weird, because I love dressing in skirts and dresses (IF SOMEONE CALLS ME A FEM BOY ONE MORE TIME IM ACTUALLY GONNA COMBUST ＞﹏＜)

My main fandoms at the moment are Bungo Stray Dogs and Sonic, I'm in a lot more (I'll list later on probably) so I'll mainly post about them, as well as my OC's.

My favorites are Oda, Kunikida, Atsushi, Chuuya, Sigma, Ango, Mori and Fukazawa. I guess Dazai as well :3 I don't hate him or anything, I just like the others better lmao.

I don't really hate any BSD characters, I think their all cool in their own way :3

I LOVEEEE Shadow and Cream, istg no one knows Cream because they never watched Sonic X, LIKE I GREW UP ON SONIC X AND SONIC BOOM, PLEASE HMU IF YOU FW CREAM !!!!!!

I also write on this blog, mainly just one shot cause I'm eepy and like to just write quick things. Apart from on my aO3 where I write my longer fics

Did you know I started yapping to my therapist about aO3 and Wattpad (He didn't know what they were so i just HAD to explain. ALSO A BSD FAN GETTING THERAPYY ?!?!?!?!?!)

Lowkey so mentally fuckeeddd, so if there's a weird post, it's probably bc I'm going a bit freaky and I'll most likely delete it in the morning ╯︿╰

I DONT like people reposting my art, ESPECAILLY if it gets more popular or more likes than my original post :( So please don't (I don't mind re-blogging though :3)

As well as not liking people feeding my writing to AI !!!! THAT TAKES AWAY MY TIME AND EFFORT AND MAKES IT SOME EMOTIONLESS SLOP, DO NOT FUCKING DO THAT, OR ISTG YOUR FAMILY IS GOING STRAIGHT TO THE BASEMENT !!!! jokes (maybe) but please, don't be disrespectful to me or really any writer, and use there writing in AI, it's VERY harmful to us, our work and creativity :/

ALSO NO ONE UNDER 15 INTERACT WITH MY BLOG PLEASE !!! EVERY ONE ON TUMBLR SHOULD BE 15+ ANYWAY !!!!!!!!!

I dont know if i'll take requests, i think you can always go ahead and request me to draw something, or write something, and hopefully I'll get around to it, but I'm tired a lot and have school work. I dont mind drawing OC's or even characters that are from something i dont know. I also wanna job so bad (for money ( •̀ ω •́ )✧), but I'm not stable enough to get hired apparently. >:[

(boundaries for writing and drawing would definatly just be any kink im uncomfortable with (I'm also shit at writing anything suggestive, so I might not do it), or anything that is romantisisations of serious shit, rape, ped0philia, abuse, suicide, self harm. Ur js gonna have to guess which kinks I'm uncomfortable with 😼 Man js go ahead and request whatever u want tbh, if i don't do it, oh well, at least u tried :3)

I post regularly (I guess??) and I love to interact with people >.<

Don't be shy, I won't bite (I will definitely bite, it's my favorite thing to do to people) Also i most likely wont post the things i get in my inbox, BUT dont worry, i lob to read them and i dont care if you want to send them, there is the off chance i will reply to it :D

Ohh uhh other Socials i guess

Pinterest

AO3

(idk uhh if you go to my YouTube, I don't like being recognized there since its a lot different than what I make here, but you can go look if you want lmao 😭😭 its rlly cringe lmao)

Oh also if you couldn't tell i struggle with english so much that its actually not funny, grammar is so haarddd, and all the words look so squigglyyyy. I prefer Russian tbh, the letters are squiggly in a good way >.<

Uhhhh, idk, this was more explaining my blog more than me, but i dont know what else to say about me, i liikeee MUSIC !!! ILL DO SOME SONGS THAT I LOVVEEE AND YOU SHOULD ACTUALLY LISTEN TO RNNN !!!!

SLUT4EVER BY BOY FANTASY, Бог by Grad!ent (Just go listen to all of Grad!ent's songs, I love him so much <333), Monitoring by Deco 27, Pretty Visitors By Arctic Monkeys (I LOVE THE WHOLE HUMBUG ALBUM !!!!), Be Nice To Me by The Front Bottoms, Handjob by Ayesha Erotica, Red Room, Cut Me Down and Take a Pic by 6arelyhuman, ANY REBXYYZ SONG, MY FAV IS BLACKROSES !!!, Horny Club Party by Hoshie Star, Rebxyyz and Xaxanity is also rlly pookie :3 Judas by Abuse, ANY LADY GAGA SONG, WE LOVE HER HERE GUYS !!!!!! Idk, as you can see my music taste is just anything, i guess emo and scene is the genre that comes up the most lmao :3

OMGGG ALSO CLASSIC LITURATURE !!! >>>>

I have alot of Dazai books, some Fyodor ones, Dracula, 2 H.P Lovecraft, and Ane of Green Gables by Lucy :D

(I GOT THE MANGA FOR NO LONGER HUMAN YESTERDAY OMGGG ITS SO GOOD AND TRAUMATISING WTFF !! <33)

I also love organs >_< (Hearts, livers, anything, I LOVVEEE, I JUST WANNA SQUISSHH AND PLAAYYY !!!!!! er- thats a bit weird)

Anyway, hope you enjoy my blog, ik i yapped SO MUCH, but im literally a certified yapper ^^ Love you all, have a FANTASTIC day/night, and make sure to have a little snack, and a drink of water.

Bye bye

(Fandoms I'm in/Interests I have that are shows, books e.c.t

-BSD

-Sonic

-FNAF

-WOF (not too much these days, but I used to love it as a kid)

-ENA

-Life Lessons With Uramichi Onisan

-SpyxFamily

-Everything But Your Life

-Death Note

-I have a HUGE obsession with flowers, sooooo if I see them I might start tweaking and want them in my posession (✿◕‿◕✿)

Alright see ya guys <3)

Adding in tags if you want to see my blog in a more organised way:

Personal stuff/random stuff/vents: #M's personal

Art/sketches/drawings: #M's drawing

Writing: #M's writing

Odakida (BECAUSE I AM THE CEO !!!!): #OdaKida

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Dm info :3

[localmentallyillwriter]

*heavy breathing*

g-g-guys, O-o-o-odakida, i-i-its odakida, i-i-i-ITS CANON !!! THERE SO CANON OMG !!!!

THERE SO...OMG THERE SO CUTE IM TWEAKING OUT !!!

JUST LOOK AT HIM !!! HES WORRIED ABOUT HIS BOYFRIEND !!! AHAHSJHFDER

sobbing, there so silly, it makes me sick how cute they are 😔😔

catching his boyfriends curry like a literal king ^^

IM TOTALLY NOT TWEAKING ABOUT EVERY PANEL WITH THESE TWO !!!

kk....ill stop....

[localmentallyillwriter]

I was gna do 3 pieces of work BUT GUYS ITS ALREADY 8 AM AND I HAVENT STARTED ANY OF MY STUDYING OR WRITING SO I NEEDD TO STOPP AND START THOSE INSTEAD !!!

Soo it's js a Nikolai as well as a OdaKida sketch

(Tw: in the Nikolai picture there are like white self harm scars, there not to detailed, but yk, and then OdaKida it's js a BIT suggestive but not that bad, there js shirtless yk)

Sketches under the cut ^^

HOPE U LIKE THEM, GOOODDD FUCKING NIGHT !!!!!

*cums n dies*

COMBUSTS ???? ONG WHY DID IT AUTO COREECT !!! it also switches to my Russian keyboard sometimes (cause I got fat asf thumbs so I misclick a lot) SO UHHH YEAH I DIDJT MEAN TO WRITE CUM BUT THATS LOWKEY ACTUALLY REALLLYY FUCKING FUNNY)

Edit: I don't want to make a whole new blog, sooo any sketch I finish from my sketch will js be added at the bottom ^^

[localmentallyillwriter]

EHEHEHE YAYAYA LIKE I LOVE THIS, MY BUSTED AHH ART STYLE WAA GOOD ENOUGH TO TRY TO BE BASED OFF OF ?!?!?!😍😍😍

Sighhh but still, until I'm better than the person who makes me jealous it'll never be good enough👿👿👿👿

Is it bad that I want people to hate me because I'm better than them ?

[localmentallyillwriter]

AHFUAOFB I WAS SUPPOSED TO POST ALL THE ODAKIDA THINGS IVE BEEN MAKIJG TODAY FOR MY 100TH POST (bc like wowza, I never thought I'd have enough motivation to continue this blog for so long lmao) BUT MY AHH IS BARELY ABLE TO WRITE A PROPER STORY AND I HAVENT EVEN STARTED THE SECOND DRAWING (not to sure why I put so much pressure on myself to make all of it, no body is forcing me😭😭 *except for the Соль man >:3* I finished the manga colouring but ahfkaifoqif I'm soo eepy >_< dw if I don't interact with anyone or take a couple days off, I SWEAR I'm still there js making stuff

HOWEVER !!! I have therapy on Thursday, and yk if you haven't caught on I have extremely bad su!cidal and intrusive thoughts (not stupid shit like 'ehehe I dyed my hair🤪🤪 I listened to my intrusive thoughts!!!' More like I wanna eat someone right now or skin my nails off with a potato grater :(, js stuff that is actually affecting my life atp, and I was thinking of telling my therapist about it. I don't know if it's mental hospital worthy, but if it's is then yeah I might not be able to make what I want to, I'll try to get it all out before I go to therapy, but mb if I don't 😭😭

Lmao and who knows I might chicken out of telling my therapist so this might be all wrong, but idk everything is affecting my life js a teeensssyy bit :P I'll try to interact with moots posts as much as I can ^^

[localmentallyillwriter]

YOU THERE

Silly friend :3

I have a feeling and idk what to do with it other than telling my besties that they’re loved and if you think you aren’t I’m taking odakida and reminding you that they’re SIX FEET UNDER

AH OKOK YES IM LOVES BY YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU !!!!💖💖💖💖

Don't remind me 😢😢

[localmentallyillwriter]

opinion on bsd ships ???

WHICH ONES ??? JUST ANY SHIP ??

Uhhh, well i wanna say that i dont really fw any ship involving Atsushi and Ranpo, I DONT KNOW WHY, LIKE EHHH, Atsushi like JUST turned 18 at the start of the anime/manga, so it feels off to me.

I DONT FUCK WITH MORIZAI OR ODAZAI, IDC WHAT ANYONE SAYS, MORI AND ODA BOTH NEW DAZAI WHEN HE WAS A CHILD, SO SHIPPING THEM IS BASICALLY JUST AN INTERNALISED PED0 THING. I mean ship whatever dude, but dont try to convince me its a normal ship.

I lob SOME rare pairs. Like Uhhhh Mushizai, cute, silly, love it, Odasano, ehhhh. Once again, ship whatever, but i might just not fw it, AND THATS FINE, IM NOT GONNA CREATE A WHOLE HATE BLOG FOR SHIPS THAT ARE LEGAL

I loooveeee Odakida obviously, there just so silly omggg, Kunizai as well, and i do ship Sokoku as well :3. ALSO Mori, Fukuzawa and Hirotsu would all just be in a platonic freienship, BECAUSE I SAID SO, i fw almost any (legal) ship with Nikolai, hes js so silly, so he'd click with anyone somehow.

Sigzai is also a really cute one, OHH AND SigChuu AND TACHIGINN !! <333

I kinda dont like any implication of Elise and Q being in a romantic relationship, since Elise is technically 40+ even though she looks like a kid, BUT I LOVE THERE FRIENDSHIP, IT'D BE SO CUTE. As well as just Elise, Kenji, Kyouka and Q all just being in a friendgroup ^^

I lowk think most of the characters in bsd would just have a nice friendship, despite all of them being in rivalries, LIKE HELL YEAH, NAOMI AND GIN GO AND GET TEA ON THE WEEKEND !!!!

Uhh, idk what else to add, hope this answered ur question anon ^^

(Im also not sure what type of "ships" your refering to. Like platonic or romantic, so i made sure to add a bit of both ^^)

[localmentallyillwriter]

OMGGG PLEASE ODAKIDA MAKES ME WANNA LIKE ACTUALLY FLIP !!! IF I COULD BACKFLIP I WOULD DO IT ALL THE TIME (im thinking about Odakida all the time)

Also real, i love stalking ur older posts ^^

every time I see you like one of my posts I giggle a bit idk why I just like it when people go through my stuff and like it :33

ehehe same ^^ I usually just get your stuff on my fyp now, so i just like it even if its rlly old :D