#OUR BOXER!!! (OR STH IDK)

[arabella-in-riot-van]

WHATS GOING ON NEW RECENT I CANT

[vestrits]

OOOHHHH MMMAN I HAD A NEAT DREAM AND ALSO i need to record my other 2 dreams from respectively the night before yesterday & about a week ago

a week ago: 

i went to a concert but it was in a v small venue and only like, 20 ppl showed up, and it was a live concert of fuckin utapri’s QUARTET NIGHT ( unrealistic in many ways: one, they r 2D, two they only go to nippon, three the venue would be swarmed with fangirls )

anyway i was in the front and they were just sittin behind a table like in a press conference first but then KAMYU got the spotlight bc he was gonn perform his solo and he started.... dancing.... and running from one side of the room to the other and all the fans had to make way for him ckdshgk bc he was performing not on stage but where the crowd was kjhfskg and then all of QN was performing along with Kamyu and,,, and,, reiji was juggling with tennis balls or sth and bc i was standing at the ‘wrong’ side of the room i was low-key in the way of the performance, so when he accidentally dropped a ball it landed near my feet,, i picked it up n he said ‘thanks, my girl’ and our hands touCHED and i woke up feelin VERY HAPPY AND LUCKY

only downside: i dont care for reiji that much dskjfhsgjhjk

day before yesterday:

i was in spain w/ carlos & his friends. said friends had organised a party and invited a bunch of STRIPPERS who were all aiming for carlos, me ‘ha ha ha fun ha ha good’; carlos also enjoyed bc he like that, exCEPT then the strippers (who all looked like eugene from buzzfeed) (dont ask me why) started coming for ME TOO and they were thrusting their tight black boxers in my FACE and i was mortified but went like ‘ok well i’ll have to play along wuhh’ so i danced a lil w/ one of them but i also had this ‘I GOTTA ESCAPE’ thing in my head even tho it was funny and i low-key enjoyed the whole ambiance.... anyway that one stripper keeps following me around, in the meantime carlos has disappeared somewhere, at some point i crawl under a table to hide from everyone, my stripper decides to join other ppl to party, when i resurface they’re saying doobye to the strippers and carlos is standing there wearing nothing but a TOWEL he sees me, turns to me, goes: ‘oh ian there u are!!’ me: ‘where are ur clothes wTFF??,’ carlos: oh... oh ian i had hoped u would use this opportunity to lose ur virginity, it’s the perfect time all his friends: YEAH THATS PARTIALLY WHY WE HIRED EM aww ian u missed ur chance!! me ( feeling bad bc they all seem to pity me ) : ech no thanks....  then fucknig sPANISH BOI: well in any case strippers might be gone, i’m still here. i would raw u hard ian ;) (those exact words; or the equally bad ‘want sum fuck’ can also be used) me: whath the fuCKFKDK UR NOT EVEN TRYIN HERE WITH THAT PHRASE

then i woke up.... probably bc i was so SHOOKETH at spanish boi’s suggestion & his appalling lack of effort to properly woo me, that boorish man 

but good, i said no, its all ok kjdsqhfks

yesterday night:

im in my kdrama mood of the year so i think that’s why i dreamt i was on some sort of holiday / school trip (?) in fuckin NORTH KOREA  (why) and i was staying at a big mansion where locals (??) lived as well, it was kinda weird, in any case said locals were kinda ‘forbidden’ to talk with us (much) and their was curfew and all that jazz, also i think i was on a school trip-ish thing bc my high school prof was staying at the mansion to supervise and in order to talk to two cool bois i had to sneak around him & everyone else, i wasnt allowed to rlly reach out... BUT SOMEHOW i befriended these two bois. they were hot. OBVIOUSLY. one was an underdog nice guy kinda chara and we hit it off well. i don’t... 100% recall but i think basically idk we exchanged numbers or sth after i’d managed to sneak into their dorm??? everyone was staying in rooms of 8-ish ppl but when i snuck into theirs only the two bois were there. now the OTHER guy was EVEN HOTTER he looked like Lee Joon-gi (WOW...... AMAZE.... GOOD DREAM SKILLS IAN V. GOOD... ) and he was some sorta ‘popular’ guy or even a rising star/model/idol?? and asked me for advice abt his fans or something like that but we talked lying face to face close next to each otherj gjfjdjsj and there was this ‘oh no he’s into me’ moment of ‘oh god on a bed??? this means he gonn try sth help’ BUT INSTEAD OF TRYIN G SOMETHING he just said he liked me and kissed me on the forehead and then i left and the underdog guy was doing weird shit bc he was,,, well, the underdog and i didnt like him as much,,  IM FUCKCKING EMO BC AS I LEFT THE ROOM I THOUGHT ‘AH YES THIS IS WHY REAL BOIS SUCK THEY ARE NEVER THIS CONSIDERATE OR PATIENT AT MY AGE’ and ITS TRUE and THAT MUST B WHY I WOKE UP AND THAT SUCKS??? i woke up thinking ‘ian gdi at least u couldve told em u like em back’