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Hockey AU my belovedddddd And thank you for encouraging me and listening to me drone on about it months ago. It has been on my mind as I watch my B's (which I am doing currently and they are actually winning!). For your generous ask, here is the (current draft) to the opening that gives insight into the fic itself:
Rebecca watched the movers take the David Hockney painting off the wall with a mixture of regret and disappointment. She should have asked for it in the divorce. Instead-she got the hockey club. She was now the proud owner of the Richmond Greyhounds, no matter how hard Rupert tried to destroy the team prior to her takeover. No matter how hard Rupert tried to destroy her.
She survived him. And she wouldn’t let him take this team from the fans. Now Rebecca simply had to figure out exactly how she was going to do that.
“Oh, surely not the Hockney, too?” Higgins grimaced, watching the mover carry it out the door of Rebecca’s office as he entered and took one of the chairs across from her desk. “That must be worth a million pounds.”
“I know Higgins, but we have bigger problems at the moment.”
Higgins made a strangled noise, “Where should we start?”
“Let’s start with why you’re still here,” Rebecca said. “And why you didn’t follow my ex-husband out the door?”
Another startled sound escaped his lips.
“Well, I believe in this team, and I’m not willing to walk away when I think it can still be saved,” Higgins answered.
“We have a lot of work to do. Rupert did his best to run this team into the ground.”
“Unfortunately, I am well aware,” Higgins said. “And with all due respect, Mrs–Ms Welton, why are you here? Why do you want to be here?”
Rebecca sighed. She knew there would be a lot of questions regarding her position, so she might as well start swinging.
“Did you know Rupert bought the team for me? It was a wedding gift. Not for me to be involved, of course, but my present was him owning the team.”
“Don’t tell that to Mrs Higgins; she’ll have much higher hopes for our next anniversary.”
Rebecca smiled sadly, “He forgot our anniversary the next year.”
Higgins winced.
“But! Not the point!” Rebecca said with a forced cheer. “The point is we need to turn this team around and we only have eight games left to do it. If you’re ready to help me do that, I’m promoting you to team General Manager. Patrick has not built the team that we need. I think you will do a much better job of it than he has.”
“Patrick left with Rupert, didn’t he?”
“He did.”
Higgins nodded a few times as if unsurprised by this development. Higgins has worked at Richmond since before Rupert bought the team, working his way through the ranks, becoming loyal to Rupert and Rebecca wondered how loyal he would be to her, but she had little time to find a replacement.
“Let’s start with the team itself,” Rebecca said. “We are severely under the salary cap, Rupert choosing to save money rather than pay players.”
“While there aren’t many players available in free agency at the moment, and we don’t have enough assets for many trades, but I do have a lead on a sniper from Manchester City we might be able to get for under-market value. He’s an up-and-coming talent, but seems like he’s worn out his welcome with his current club, and no one else is willing to take a chance on him ruining a changing room. He’s a free agent at the end of the season, so it would just be a loaner, and there is absolutely no chance he’ll resign.”
“Make it happen. We need whatever help we can get for the rest of the season.”
#thank you thank you thank you my wonderfully supportive friend#go bruins#hockey au#rebecca welton#leslie higgins#they're talking about#jamie tartt#at the end of course#and ted's actually a competent hockey coach#he's basically jim montgomery getting a second chance at coaching#i did not put the hockey au on the list because i know it will be a niche fic and my fics don't inspire comments the way a lot of fics do#so i know if i posted it and no one commented i might give up on it and i don't want to do that so i wanted to have most of it written#before i posted and i anticipate this bitch being long
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My belovedddddd how’s my favorite menace atsuko I miss him😞
Alsooo this whole tumblr thing is making me nervous I can’t live without you do have ao3?
I KNOWWWW wheres our son when you need him am I right щ(ಥДಥщ) he’s the only one I can call a little meow meow n mean iT!!! I miSS HIM TOO AFTER! AfTeR kinktober I have at least one fic lined up for him bUT IDKKK MAybe I need to do a drabble bc iTS BEEN SO LONg since we’ve seen himmmm
And I do have an ao3 but it’s not super super up to date I forget to move everything over n I find ao3 hard to organise but! I’ll try to update it when I have some time
#♡♡♡♡ ty baby love#I feel the Atsuko longing in my gut#which you already know would make him glitter n gloat like a mfer#buT ITS TRUEEEE I miss himmmm#honey mail#tw.incest
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first impression: sweetest most lovely comments in the world!! person who knows their hockey!! (my fave comments on hockey au were from hockey fans) i would always keep and eye out for your comments on every chapter they’re so detailed and wonderful
now: EXTREMELY COOL WONDERFUL PAL!!! i love how our interest overlap so well and you are always so sweet and also you’re such a talented writer!! MWAHHH xx
Q THIS IS SO SWEET GAH. hockey au my belovedddddd 🥰🥹🥰
i love leaving long goofy comments i'm so happy you enjoy them 🥰
very happy to have found you and it has been so fun to discover all the overlapping things we're obsessed with. thank you lovely! <3
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[220113] Sua’s 5th Anniversary Letter - I love you, really so much♥️
Letter translation:
InSomniaaaaaaa~ :) ♥️ Hello Somnias, I’m SuA~~~ First, let’s clap together before we read!! Clap Clap Clap🙌 Five years have passed since we were together. The memories with Somnias from the start until now are running through my mind—🚂 Train ㅎㅎ Because Somnias are always by my side and giving me strength, I feel that has made me a bright and active person ㅎ◡ㅎ It’s a pity that the time we can meet with our Somnias is being shortened but thank you Somnias for makin me feel like I’m always being looked after closely❤️ Somnias whom I love very much— Moooost belovedddddd —!!! Our Somnias, you know that you are the person who wants to stay by my side more as time passes, right?! ⊙3⊙ In the future, I will be a SuA who wants to show you more various sides of myself!!! Promise that you will stay with me!🤙 I really… miss you…. ㅠㅠ💦 Somnias, look after me this year too!!! 흐흫 Love you and Love you❤️❤️❤️
Transl: 7-Dreamers Junwoo & Valerie | Please do not take without credit
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BESTY BESTY BESTY BESTYYYYYY MY BELOVEDDDDDD HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY I HOPE YOU HAVE THE THE BEST DAY EVER AND I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH 💓💫🕺💗💐👩❤️💋👩🥳🥂✨ u are literally the one and only cool personality on here like literally tumblr is a flop show losercore w/o u, its bestblr actually 😏💅🏽 but i love u so so so much you literally made my quarantine so much more barely and ALIVE. literally can't imagine my past few years with you <3 u have been such a bright spot in my life! did i tell u i love u? BECAUSE I DO LIKE. VERY MUCH <3 and also u are like the funniest person i know like how cooler can u get 🙄 sbfdbnd anyways anyways i love u so so much ! and i hope u have a great day AND YEAR mwah <3 (p.s. i know i haven't answered ur asks yet that's bc i have v weird anons bugging me so i haven't opened my ask box in a WHILE but im going to do it once i get myself together)
oh my fucking goddd tanvi i am in tears. YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME IM. literally our friendship defined the pandemic for me and it made me so so happy at a time when i didn’t have any irl friends and then i could come on here and have you !!! and sunny and h and june and emily and literally everyone!!! AND IT��S YOU WHO IS THE COOL ONE UR FAMOUS ACTUALLY. worldwide tumblr star. voted ‘best posts’ eleven yrs in a row. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH U MAKE ME SO HAPPY I CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN TWO YRS LIKE ?? pardon.
#BREAK ME INTO A MILLION SHREDS !!!!!#tanvi i’m in love with u.#betsy’s birthday extravaganza#also i can’t even remember what i sent you so answer then whenever !!#i’ll Murdwr the anons not even kidding.#i’m coming for them
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⭐ well hel my beloved what is there to say ..... yr taste in everything is unparalleled. fashion, film, interests. when it comes to music whatever our souls are made of yours + mine are the same etc. thoughtful & funny & genuine. fellow lesbian & one of thee most gorgeous ppl on tumblr.com that we are friends is an honor 💘💘 ilu
BELOVEDDDDDD printing this out and eating it. literally right back at you soooo much i love chatting with you and getting film and music recs from you ❤️
send me a ⭐ if im one of your favorite mutuals (and explain why)
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my BELOVEDDDDDD <3 14, 35, & 54
A BABY, AN ANGEL. BELOVED. -14. Does your character value promises? Are they good at keeping them? Beloved’s relationship with promises is two-fold. She values honesty above all else and tries not to lie, but she is innately a good liar. She does dedicate herself to doing good and to trying to spread joy, as well as the promise of her dedication to Wee Jas. However... sometimes in Waterdeep it is difficult not to lie, especially when the laws are SO rigid and when so many people want so many different things if she were to keep all of her promises she would find herself spread out very thing. But her promises to her friends? Those are eternal. She promised not to touch Hawke and has not (except for ONCE and that was to save his life, so stfu Hawke!). She has promised to help Wormwood, and she does, and she has promised Thunk to help him better understand her spiritual world and to do better at understanding the unique culture of the dwarves. She also promised to make Jarlaxle’s life a living hell and since they threw him in jail, she has made good on that too! - 35. Do they consider themselves childish/mature for their age? I don’t think she cares. LOL. Beloved is very childish and very mature at the same time. She acts a lot more naïve and idealistic than she truly is, and I do believe she wishes she were as innocent and green as most people believe her to be based on her disposition, but she also knows how people are and that definitely has matured her... - 54. What is something they currently look forward to? What is something they dread? At the current moment in game (in our time between games) I believe she’s looking forward to Hawke coming back from Lusken and to go back to adventuring. She’s not dreading anything! Maybe Sindra’s birthday because that means she’s not a baby anymore!!!!
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HELLO I LOVE CUMLORD SO MUCH AND YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM HES BELOVEDDDDDD
i like to scare people with him by saying i love cumlord and watching them get confused and terrified
i both love and hate that his name is cumlord i don’t think any living creature deserves such a name but it is extremely funny so. we must all make compromises in our lives
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KELLY! I am SOBBING that you brought Murch my beloved into your story! I absolutely adore letting our reader characters get to be friends and I'm all gooey and emotional seeing them through your eyes. I have to gush repeatedly over this (not just the Murch parts, I loved all of it):
Starting with Javi passing out after the sensory deprivation - boy needs a break and a nap and I giggled at teasing him into unconsciousness. And pouting because he wanted to return all that pleasure? I would have a hard time resisting ;)
Ooooh and it's time for that sexy little number to come out! Javi is going to be an absolute menace, I know it. Scoping out the hotel, getting all the secret spots? This man has a plan and I'm about ready to pass out about it.
I'm so happy Solecita can also get a little fun out of the event too, feeling like people enjoy meeting her and seeing her out with Javi. We've come so far Kelly!
WE HAVE A NIC CAGE SIGHTING! AWWW YEAH! And his daughter likes her books? I am melting!
Oh my GOD, Kelly, you put Dieter in the pink suit?! Yes ma'am, irresistible all over the place.
“You complaining, Murch?”
MURCHHHHHHH MY BELOVEDDDDDD! The first (of many) times I read it I got all teary-eyed. I'm still bowled over that you included her in this story, and I adore how you characterized her. She's got a carefree and fun vibe, and I know her and Solecita would definitely be friends.
“To sexy men that see us for who we are, yea?”
“Hell yea!”
KELLY I LOVE THEM
The soft ‘sweetheart’ that he breathed out in her ear made her laugh at him.
Kelly I almost passed out, whenever Dieter calls Murch sweetheart it gets me in a kind of way.
“Someone sad that they missed an opportunity for dressing me up?”
I can imagine him trying to get Murch to wear something sexy to a party and her deadpanning him, saying, "You know my bosses, and employers, and coworkers are at all these events too right?"
"But your ass looks so good in this."
"Because you can see my whole ass!"
Also my god, you cannot pull the double puppy dog eyes on me, Kelly, I might actually pass out. Javi and Dieter doubling down could probably solve world hunger.
Awww, Murch is on the edit team for Javi's film?! I love it!
Well now I am going to faint because they're swapping lookout duty so the girls can get fingerbanged into oblivion?! I am SWEATING this is hot and sexy and I adore the secrecy and friendship of this.
Dieter offered you both a shot of straight vodka, discreetly tipping some over his fingers, and you glanced at Murch to see her roll her eyes slightly.
“He won’t use the dams, Javi offered, he wants to feel it.”
“You’re damn right I do.”
KELLY! This exchange almost killed me, I love you for writing it
And then THE PROPOSAL!!!!!! You got me good with that, I really wasn't expecting that with the past conversations about waiting until Christmas and the like. You sneaky devil! I am so excited to see what the next chapter brings when they're alone again and all that love gets to come pouring out.
Yet again, another wonderful chapter in the frankly awe-inspiring amount of work you did for Kinktober! Thank you for including my little RC baby in it, I adored it and them and YOU!
Kinktober 2022 - Day Twenty Eight
Pairing: Javi Gutierrez x f!Reader
Rating: Explicit (If that was not entirely clear)
Series Summary: You’re a fanfiction writer turned novelist, which was great since it was the path you wanted your writing to take you down in life. What you never thought would happen was meeting the Javier Gutierrez, who you actively write smutty fanfiction about from his film with Nic Cage, and you especially didn’t expect him to have a crush on you.
Fast forward several months of dating, with a good chunk of your relationship being distance due to his constant traveling and having to go home to Mallorca, when he surprises you with a prompt list and a vacation planned around exploring it.
You haven’t even worked up the nerve to tell him about what you write and post to Tumblr about him as a character yet.
Notes: Going to be using prompts from @the-purity-pen for my meta as hell indulgence! There are feelings in this (I have no idea how they got there) and I may end up removing some possible chapters here and there depending on how I’m feeling, I apologize in advance if that happens because my brain is super mean sometimes. This chapter features a cameo from a reader insert "Murch" by @prolix-yuy who I just adore so make sure to give her some love for The Plan (and all its iterations)
Possible Warnings: Edging, Semi-public fooling around
Formal Wear (3k)
Javi was still pouting, it was cute really, and you were just glad to see he was finally letting some of the worry and tension go. You’d teased him so much, made him cum harder than he had ever before more than once, and your boyfriend had actually passed out; the darkness that came from being blindfolded, the soothing thunderstorm ambiance in his ears, and having you ‘suck the soul out of body through his dick’ had put him to sleep. You had freaked out first, not realizing he was just sleeping when he had gone quiet and still, and then he’d snored slightly and your panic faded to fond exasperation.
It had been imperative you let him sleep, let him rest, and so you’d cleaned him up and yourself before handling the prep with Paolo to get him and his family back to their home before consulting Cézar and Leonel since they knew better what a hurricane would do here. After their reassurances that the house would be fine, which wasn’t your reason or asking, you’d made sure they understood that their lives and safety was far more important than the state of the house -which you knew Javi agreed with- and that if anything got dangerous you wanted them to prioritize their health and safety.
By the time you finally joined Javi in bed you’d talked with Gabi and secured tickets back to your home city that you could choose to use or not, depending on the weather, and helped Cézar and Leonel basically tack down anything outside that needed to be; the hammock was taken down and the tennis net was also taken off the posts to be put away, any potted plants and things that could be moved be strong winds were stashed in the shed for safe keeping.
When you’d woken up it was to Javi pressing kisses into your shoulder, holding you close to him, and pouting that you let him sleep. He’d wanted to eat you out in the shower to make up for it but you only refused, reminding him that you had some other potential hurricane prep to handle before the event tonight He’s pouted, sure, but he’d relented.
Primarily making sure the backup generators were working properly, that the water and non-perishables were stocked, and that there were plenty of candles and blankets and supplies that if anyone needed they could have.
Javi had admitted that Cézar and Leonel often would take these supplies and distribute them among places hit hardest by any natural disasters here, which was sweet, and the pair of men had thanked the both of you profusely when you’d presented them with lunch as a thank you as well as an increased bonus to cover if they needed to pay for anything of theirs personally or for anything their family owned that might end up damaged.
All day you had kept busy, running around and making calls and purchases, so it led to showering and dressing separate and packing the rest of your clothes just in case you needed to leave in the morning like Javi was thinking would be the case. By the time you had dressed in your two-piece gown you were excited to see your boyfriend cleaned up in person. Sure, you’d seen the pictures and videos of him on red carpets and at events, but in person would be a completely different thing.
You turned a few ways while inspecting your reflection, to make sure that your breasts were covered well enough from any angle you could think of to decide if you wanted to go without the pasties, and since the body suit did had support for your breasts -the lace really did a good job masking the lining of the cup- you were happy enough to go sans bra.
After making sure your whole look was good, from head to toe, you nodded once at your reflection; you felt gorgeous and it looked like a single piece gown once the little belt was in place, you felt exposed with the fact that it was a crotchless body suit but that only ramped up the excitement as you grabbed the things from your nightstand and slipped them into the pocket that was sewn in especially for you at Javi’s request.
Thigh highs with lace tops helped with the comfort of your heels, a pair of soft flats already in the car, and once your jewelry was on you decided you’d fussed enough. Javi was waiting for you in the lounge and you paused in the entrance to study him in the tailored suit for the evening, he’d gone for the very traditional black with a white shirt underneath, the tie and pocket square matched your gown perfectly and his eyes lit up when he saw you.
“Solecita, come here.”
The slit on the skirt parted with each step, not enough to showcase the lace top of your thigh highs but enough to showcase the sheer fabric and the heels you’d chosen for the night, and you grinned at the way his eyes shamelessly followed the line of fabric parting to show of the mostly bare skin. You smiled when he took one of your hands to press a kiss to your palm, then to your wrist, but your smile dropped to a breathy exhale when one finger slipped through your folds after he reached under the slit of the skirt.
His knee pressed against yours, meaning your legs wider for him, and Javi grinned wickedly at your small whine when he stopped and let you go; licking your slick off his fingers before kissing the tip of your nose.
“I want to tease you throughout the event, sneak off to dark corners and make sure you stay nice and wet for me all night, and see how fast you come when I get you home. Is that okay, or would you prefer to wait? I will finish what I started right now if you aren’t comfortable-“
“Only if you promise that nobody, not even security cameras, will see what we’re up to. You know how fast that sort of thing will spread if word or evidence gets out.”
Javi’s eyes darkened slightly.
“I know where all the secluded corners are, Solecita, and we’re going to be outside so their cameras aren’t going to reach all areas of the patio.”
Your eyes narrowed a little at that confession.
“Did you scope out the outdoor event area?”
He nodded and you decided that you wanted to trust him, that you would take this risk for him, and your whispered consent earned you a brilliant smile before he was thanking you as he cupped the back of your neck and just kissed you lazily. You made sure you didn’t look too debauched by the time you both agreed to leave, carefully checking the sky and checking the weather too, and the drive was filled with both of you talking about what you had to do when you got home.
For you it was pretty simple.
“Make sure my plants got watered, I didn’t have anything that would expire in my fridge so I’ll probably clean the entire thing out while it’s mostly empty, and I’ll have to crack the windows and air the place out.” Your landlord had agreed to have maintenance water your plants, with your month-long vacation it meant they could do the minor repairs and appliance upgrades they had wanted to do when your rental agreement rolled over and they could move you to one of the already finished apartments.
Maybe it had been extreme but you’d pretty much kept anything of real value at your best friend’s house, carefully folded and tucked away in boxes in her small side room, and she had happily taken your small appliances like your pressure cooker and fancy toaster oven to use while you were gone. That way if anything was damaged or stolen it was things you weren’t going to be too upset to lose, though you did make sure to file paperwork with the leasing office about the model and cost of your bigger purchases that you couldn’t move like all your furniture and the two televisions you had.
“Would you like me to pay for a cleaning service to stop over there? Clean up and air everything out?”
The offer was given so freely and without a thought, nearly a month ago you would have struggled with an answer, but after all of this and knowing you weren’t taking advantage… knowing he offered because he wanted to alleviate some of your worries and the small things? You agreed softly, knowing he’d make a note of it for Gabi to arrange, and he grinned when you leaned over to kiss his cheek as he drove.
When you arrived at the venue there were paparazzi, you’d expected it seeing as they’d tagged a few people at the airport, and a lot of them were shouting your name. You waved and smiled and avoided questions, letting Javi lead you inside, and the outdoor area was very clearly under high security protection from any possible cameras or drones or anything.
“Javi, there you are.” Nic Cage was grinning as he walked over, the two men hugging one another happily, and you greeted his wife Olivia and their daughter Abby; you didn’t want to bring up how they met Javi, no doubt that’d been a pretty traumatizing event, so instead the three of you kept the small talk on how they were enjoying it here since they’d flown down a few days ago for a family vacation.
By the time you were introduced to Nic, who welcomed you so readily into his circle as he discussed how big a fan his daughter was of your books, there were a lot more people present. Including someone you recognized far too quickly, eyes darting to Javi as he smirked at you, and Dieter Bravo meandered over with a grin and a wave as he hugged his newest girl to his side. You greeted her gently when Dieter, in his vibrant pink suit, invaded your circle and greeted Nic like an old friend -they were to nobody’s surprise- and she let out a soft sigh of relief.
“Thank god there’s someone else normal here, it’s been super weird being… surrounded by all this.” Her gesture to the swank, the bright upscale party, made you nod almost instantly in agreement as Olivia chuckled at the pair of you.
“You complaining, Murch?”
Dieter’s playful smile earned an affectionate roll of the eyes from his partner and you smiled, they two of them were cute, and you were excited to learn they’d met on set. It was like something out of a rom-com, which you said as much, and she’d gone all gooey when she agreed with you.
Olivia and Addy had gone off to get autographs since there were a few other celebrities here, other actors and actresses that agreed to roles in the film, so you had Dieter’s girlfriend to yourself as Javi and Dieter talked quietly nearby.
Both of you looked at one another with knowing smiles.
“Think they’re talking about how to handle if we ask them questions?” You laughed at her sly tone and eyebrow waggle.
“Probably, too bad for them we’re already good friends. Javi told me he used to be more dominant with Dieter?” Murch nodded to confirm it, likely talking to Dieter about it already, and she said as much when she elaborated.
“Mhm. Dieter has a lot of self-worth problems, we’re working on them, so he likes to be used. He told me that he really had to push to get Javi to do it though.”
“Yep, Javi is a total sweetheart and as you can imagine he didn’t have it easy growing up. Hurting people is something he doesn’t like doing, even if they ask, we’re going to work on it.”
The pair of you tapped your drink glasses together.
“To sexy men that see us for who we are, yea?”
“Hell yea!”
Your shared laughter was loud enough to lure both men back over, with Javi nestled up to your side and Dieter introducing himself, and you almost laughed when the actor very obviously checked you out and then looked at his girlfriend too.
The soft ‘sweetheart’ that he breathed out in her ear made her laugh at him.
“Someone sad that they missed an opportunity for dressing me up?”
Javi looked smug when Dieter’s attention whipped back to him, then to you, and you laughed lightly before you could stop yourself.
“You try saying no to the man with the most perfect puppy dog pout in existence, I dare you.”
Javi’s smug look dropped a little, that pout coming back as he tried to say he didn’t, and Murch pointed and even snapped a picture as Dieter laughed before her man was floundering when she showed you his pouty face.
By the time Javi steered you away from the duo, to meet with the executives and studio directors and producers, you had made sure to get her number because you liked Dieter’s girlfriend.
A lot.
Not only did she know good drinks but she was witty, funny, and would be working edition on the film so you’d see her enough when you visited the set.
Javi was so damn good at schmoozing people, you made laps around the event area after general introductions until he pulled you away behind a pillar into a darker corner, and you heard low giggles and a soft groan along with wet noises that were far too easy to recognize.
“With the added security Dieter and I agreed to help cover each other’s… play. Wasn’t expecting so many precautions.” His soft murmur in your ear as the two of you conversed about how exciting tonight was for him, making you grin and wish the best for your new friend, helped make it less noticeable what Dieter and his girl were up to. When they slipped past you Dieter winked and Javi pulled you out of sight, hiking your leg up on his hip as he kissed you.
What you hadn’t expected was the dental dam but since he’d been shaking hands with people you greatly appreciated the added precaution.
His teasing fingers slipped under your skirt, found you wet from earlier, and fuck if he didn’t make it worse by stroking you without a real pattern; the almost random way he would either fuck his fingers into you, curl and uncurl them, was getting you close to an orgasm but not anywhere near it.
“Do you know how hard it is not to just make you cum on my fingers?”
He sounded just as wrecked as you felt and he stopped when he felt your walls flutter, the edging was probably the sweetest torment he could offer, and you both emerged after he slipped the used dam into the very small bag in his inner pocket for disposal later. Dieter offered you both a shot of straight vodka, discreetly tipping some over his fingers, and you glanced at Murch to see her roll her eyes slightly.
“He won’t use the dams, Javi offered, he wants to feel it.”
“You’re damn right I do.”
The four of you laughed lightly, the openness about what you were getting up to was nice, and the fact that it wasn’t weird was… well unexpected but super nice. You watched and waited and let Javi tease you to a boiling point, slipping away at least four times, and as the time passed your nerves began to soar. It felt like you were going to lose anything you’d eaten or drank as you watched the lighting change, one of the staff nodding at you, and Gabi waved from her hiding place with a video camera in hand.
“Can I have everyone’s attention please?”
You felt all eyes whip over to you, even Javi’s, and moved to the center of the room that had been kept clear of tables and décor for this reason. It was a bit intimidating but damn it you wanted this to be perfect.
“Thank you. First, I want to say I truly appreciate the interest and support in Javi’s newest production because it’s made him happier than I have ever seen in our time together, truly it means the world to me that other people see the talent and creativity in him that I do. Thank you for helping keep a smile on his face, even if it’s done for not as selfless reasons.” A few people chuckled and you could tell Murch and Dieter were more than aware that it wasn’t meant to be a joke, it was a cold truth that they only did this because they expected financial gain from it.
Cold reality sucked but you could play nice.
“Javi, I want to thank you especially. For seeing me, for supporting me, for loving me; you have given me confidence in myself, in my abilities, that I didn’t know I was missing. You make me aspire to be a better person, to do more with what I have, and to reach for more because with you… things that were dreams are much closer than I thought all because you remind me that I am capable of making them happen.” His eyes were wet and shiny, he looked like he was going to cry, and your chest exploded with butterflies.
“I was afraid to risk my heart with you, too determined to see what made us different, but you were so patient with me and reminded me that even though we came from different walks of life we’re both artists and dreamers and that as long as we supported each other the differences don’t matter. So, I have to ask, Javier Gutierrez,”
You dropped down to one knee, fishing the ring box out of your pocket and opening it, watching his jaw pop open as he cupped his mouth in awe.
“Will you marry me?”
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