#OUGHH I CARE THEM ALL SO MUCH YOU DONT UNDERSTAND

[dragon-subway]

Tell me about your clone ocs please please please 🤲

uhhh i got quite a few so gonna give some that havent been drawn yet some attention as well as some faves

Lets start with Commander Gnash of the 793rd. not many people have the guts to punch their jedi general upon meeting them but hey its one hell of a first impression (one Fen finds hilarious, while he was mortified for the whole month). In his defence, he was injured and delirious. I care him so much. so so much. He keeps up to date on the regs manuel to find the latest loopholes, he's been caught sleeping standing straight up, and has 100% tackled a b2 without hesitation. He's trying to figure out basic sign in his off hours. I shake this man like a dog with a chew toy (which is how he got his scar)

Essie's commander, Cake of the 792nd, you'd think would be just a very well adjusted and dignified commander with a very cool flowing poncho, if not a little wary of his surroundings and a few more hidden knives than scrictly necessary but then you get to know him and oh he's actually super laid back n the knives are cause he'll throw them the second his blaster annoys him and half jokingly tries to convince Gnash to just ditch the regs all together cause their generals certainly won't mind. Wine enjoyer.

RADAR THE BELOVED the grooviest motherfucker in the whole 793rd, can have and will chill in the fireing range with his favourite playlist blasting. Got reccomended for ARC training when he got seperated from the battallion on a planet crawling with clankers n deadly and made it to evac point all on his own with the clanker factory

Node is one of the engineers, forklist certified, wound a little tight and a little finikity about his workspace but hey yknow he's reliable and a great mechanic thats oddly affectionate towards the ships he works on.

Thaw, CMO of the 792nd, has one hell of a resting bitch face to the point shineys can be a little wary of him. In reality he's one of the sweetest guy's around if you get to know him, though he's more subtle with affection n tends to like. make an extra mug of caf to give whoever hes "bumping into" (hes actualy looking for them to make sure theyre ok), he comes in to releive the nightshift of duty a little early, ke heeps stickers n sweets in his office.

[penguin--person]

i wanna share this little eclipse moment since i know you would understand just how cute they could be with eachother. SRS: *lovingly staring at moon* I could call you my reflection but id have to neglect just how much brighter than me you are in this sea of darkness. LTTM: *giggles* you shine brighter than most starts and I want you to be the one i look up for. Hold me during the day and ill accompany you through the path at night.

wasgonna draw something more for this but itd take me a million years.. i will one day!!! anyway Oughhhh !!!! waough.... for realsies... oughhh... you get me !!!! you get me... its me and crypticemerald against the world... !!!!! they could be everything... i wish i had the words... its !! the care !!! caring for each other despite their inevitable erosion and death ..

you dont understand theyre everything to me. its been a while since ive thought about them in detail but i need to get this out of my heart.

theyre so.. both care!! so much!!! both care so much for those around them. they could care so much for each other.. dont even get me started on the sun and moon symbolism and all. both celestial bodies but. oughh. the moon shines bc its reflecting the sun and all... or something...

and like, pebbles' rot !!! suns dooming not only him but moon too !! two people they care so much about !!!! i like to think about how pebbles would react to them being in a relationship... ive got many thoughts on iterator relationships as a whole, theyre so different from us that they most likely (i like to think so, at least) have a different perception or relationships. 'romantic'? 'platonic'? umm i think you mean (ancient term)... i think you mean (post-mass ascension term) ... you get me?? so much potential..

do you think relationships are tabboo? in ancient society, at least someplaces, intimate relationships must have been, right? and some iterators must be vehement on following the ancients' traditions after the mass ascension, right? or something like that !! the worlds too big for nothing like that to happen .. ough ..

theyre so. they care!!! they care about each other!!! they care !!! suns cares so much. they care about spearmaster, about pebbles. they worry !! moon does, too !! she cares about rivulet, about pebbles. she worries !! she doesnt want to force communications !! suns sends a messenger to pebbles !! they worry !! oughh . its so...

theyre doomed from the beginning !! tragic doomed yuri or whatever ... oughhh .. and like, ancient and iterator perception of gender ?? of sexuality, of the self ??? its so !!! ough ... sorry if this is incomprehensible i dont feel the best today but. goddd. theyve got potential. so much potential. to me. to us.

but theyre not onl y tragedy !! theyre love, too !!! theyre spending time together and making each other lives brighter just by being there !! theyre talking long into the cycle !! theyre together !! theyre love‼️‼️‼️and so on... theyre sooo Therefore you and me ... theyre love in the face of everything !! to me !! theyre choosing to care despite it all. and theyre happy..

thank you so much for the ask!!!!! it made my day to receive it:) and sorry for the late reply teehee...

[officialgleamstar]

oughh peoples weird takes have shifted from my girl to ur guy i see 😭😭 i am so normal about bad takes i promise

in the masses' defense!! i understand where a lot of grant takes come from. hes been a bad father, he has a lot of improvements he has to make, and i think its really cool that matt is doing a plot line rn where linc is cutting his dad off. thats awesome! like, genuinely, i love it. it hurts my feelings a lot as a Wilson Enjoyer(tm) but i think it makes so much sense story-wise and im really enjoying seeing where the plot is going with it!

however i just think its really fucking weird of some fans to imply that mentally ill people arent allowed to have kids or try to love other people when they dont love themselves! maybe im just projecting though </3 i like to think that most people are just wording their takes poorly, or that theyre being dramatic, and i can recognize that i can be really overly sensitive about characters with intrusive thoughts/low emotions. i project onto them too much! i get it! but like, i dunno

i relate a lot to grant and while i dont want kids, i do crave connection with people despite my more... asocial aspects lol. i only recently have gotten to a point where i let myself have community instead of isolating myself for my constant intrusive thoughts, low emotions, lack of empathy, etc. so it just kind of sucks to have this turn in the story that have people acting as if grant is the worst for thinking that maybe he could love a son and have a family. definitely similar vibes to sparrow where people are like "he only had a kid for daddy magic!", which is a take i dislike for ALL of the kiddads but that i can start to understand-- but then also just genuinely, there are people seeming to say "you shouldnt have kids if youre mentally ill" which... no? no. like. i recognize the idea that you shouldnt have kids if you cant even take care of youself, but all evidence points to that grant was capable of having a kid when linc was adopted. linc was socialized well as a young kid, he had friends his age, he visited his grandparents, etc. it was only later that grant's mental health took a downturn again and i think thats fair when everything going on with the doodler/code purple was going on. by no means is grant a good dad. but i think its really harsh and verging on ableism to imply that his mental health makes him incapable of being a dad at any point in his life.

but i dunno!! thats just my thoughts!! lol <3

sparrow is always going to be taking the brunt of weird takes though, i think o7 she truly is taking on the worst of the worst. godspeed to my beautiful weirdgirl

[rose022]

based on my last post!

the character that made me think of that is rei from im in love with the villainess and while i dont think im caught up with the comic anymore i read a lot of it and even parts of the novel when i first got into it. for those who dont know this girl gets isekaied into a video game she loved where her fav character was the villainess and she now tries to woo her. when you start the series, you think of her as just a silly and outgoing character but the thing is, its all an act. thats what gets me. like yes she really goes love claire but shes a lesbian and the character she knew in the game had one crush on a guy- she knows she had no chance. and so shes obnoxious about her advances. she makes herself into a joke because she believes then itll hurt less when shes inevitably rejected and pushed away and when people once again find her to be gross and weird. but! she still has a friend who enjoys her company and while claire is thrown off by rei (understandably) she also doesnt actually hate her or genuinely tell her that shes gross. and so when someone else comes to steal claire and rei gets jealous, the other person confronts her about this. that shes not genuinely trying to win over claire. so yeah idk that just gets me, plus the way they talk about and handle queer themes is really good (though warning in the manga there is a part with incest from what i remember. its nothingg big but i wanna say in case someone needs to avoid that.)

and now. the character i mass rbed last night, my beloved Sasha Tartt from the antagonist's pet. she was also isekaied into one of these romantic fantasy stories but shes not one of the main characters or anything, just some random nobody that barely had a line mentioning her. so she decides to avoid them and live peacefully. and she figures out that even tho no one cares abt her cus shes that much of a nobody, she can still get sweets and good stuff by sucking up to these nobles by, quite sincerely, acting like a pet. shes cute and people like to feed her treats and give her pets but they also dont view her as equal to them. shes just selling herself. and the worst part is that because nobles are taught to supress their feelings and always be poised and dignified, they can never show their emotions nor do they know how to deal with them. and so, she allows people to take it out on her. telling her about their problems, yelling, and attacking her. she says she doesnt mind this because she still gets pets and sweets. but shes not a person to these people, no matter how much she compliments them and helps them with their issues. and theres also all the people who talk bad about her for doing this and having no pride. whats even worse is that she has this habit of bitting her thumb til it bleeds when shes nervous or worried. shes keeps thinking about her past life too so she wants to take advantage of everything good here but it comes at the cost of herself.

oughh i wanna reread it now... also i very much recommend this one but tbh i dont like how it ends and i can do a whole lil rant abt that too but ill save it for another time. i doibt anyones even gonna read this one