#OUGH IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE HOME OH MY GOSH

[hollowsart]

-sobbing, crying, stuffing my face with leftover alfredo in my pjs while typing and posting this on my laptop-

I'M FINALLY HOME. I'M HOME I'M HOME I'M SO HAPPY.

[colonelpancakes]

Watching The Dragon Prince Season Six Part 3! The Frozen Ship. The title alone has me intrigued. Post is long so it goes under the cut.

Ah, well that's concerning. Oh and while I was screenshotting this I realized that Callum's hand is covered in blood here. That's really concerning.

I am having vivid flashbacks to season one and the whole “we accidentally dunked both the egg and Ezran in frozen lake water” debacle. Given his nervousness, I get the feeling Callum is too.

NOOO! NOT THE PUPPY!!

Rayla sending the Shadowpaw home when she herself still can’t return… My heart. I am happy that the baby lived though.

Oh hey! Terry!

Terry, if you get eaten by some strange creature I swear to God.

Rayllum! Also Rayla thinking the black ice was enchanted with black magic was cute.

I sympathize with you Rayla, my dog has done that exact same thing to me. I mean, not as I was having a romantic moment with my partner but she has looked me dead in the eyes and sneezed directly into my mouth.

Ohh she does not look well...

I love them so much

The look Callum gives Sneezles skjfaslk.

I distinctly do not trust this boat. This is a very untrustworthy boat. It’s making me think of the boat with all the dead people in that one Race to The Edge episode. The one with the buffalo dragon spit? Does anyone know what I’m talking about or am I just rambling? (Buffalord Soldier is the episode I’m thinking of here, I looked it up.)

I feel like this is getting a tad meta

Skjfklsajf I love Stella and Rayla being nosy together. They should form a book club.

Ohh, Terry bathing Claudia and seeing all of her scars… The softness and tenderness in it all and the grief and the fallout of Viren leaving. Ough.

Claudia... She looks like she's definitely not present, poor babies...

Okay, entirely off topic but dang that is some good nail polish that Claudia has if it's stayed on for this long UNCHIPPED to boot.

Rayla crying as she reads Esmerelda’s diary because she sees herself and Callum in the words… The guilt from leaving him and thinking about what they could have been for the last four years and the regret hitting her. Oh, darling…

Ohh and Callum sketches Rayla while he’s waiting for her like he’s always done... He's worried about her...

Wow those are some thin ship walls if Callum can hear Rayla crying from outside. Actually, that makes sense they are filled with holes.

Listen, she got distracted. But also Rayla you did make Callum sit in the cold waiting for you and worrying while you read through the entirety of someone’s diary.

Callum you jinxed it, knock on wood.

NOPE NEVERMIND THAT MADE IT WORSE. Okay knocking on wood was a bad idea.

Ohh... The intimacy of trusting someone enough to hold a knife to the back of your neck, knowing that they won’t hurt you. Terry stayed, he waited for her. And then her quietly crying… The emotions in these scenes, the grief, the shock, the tiredness, are all so tangible even when neither Claudia nor Terry has said a single word all episode. The composers and the animators are doing such an amazing job.

And there was only one blanket!

Oh? I was not expecting information on Callum's birth dad. Damian, we have a name now. Aww, Callum quoting his dad's poetry is really sweet. I wonder if Callum met him or if he passed away before Callum was born.

Skljadskljfsda Stella and Sneezles, Matchmakers Extraordinaire!

RAYLLUM KISS??

Oh never mind Callum dark magic problems that works too.

The rest is in the reblogs because of the gosh dang image limit

[ghosts-and-blue-sweaters]

In addition to my previous "top 5 ask" this is the attached space to gush and rant about how Ghostbur is your favorite of all. 😝 Go off. I want to hear it all.

EEEEEE OH MY GOSH

REALLY?

REALLY?

*squeals*

I am so happy right now I keep smiling oh my goodness-

OKAY SO!!!

Gosh where do I even start oh my gosh-

Ghostbur’s just… adorable. I don’t usually call fictional characters adorable, but Ghostbur IS HE REALLY IS!!! HERE WOULD YOU LIKE AN EXAMPLE!!!

HE TALKS IN A HIGH-PITCHED SCRATCHY VOICE AND WEARS A YELLOW SWEATER AND HIS BEST FRIEND IS A SHEEP NAMED FRIEND AND HE JUST OUGH OUGHHHH

Speaking of Friend!! Ghostbur being an animal lover is just… yes. He’s so sweet and kind and gentle to Friend and loves him dearly and takes him everywhere on a little leash, and he calls Friend his “comfort sheep” and Friend really does help calm Ghostbur down and aaaaaaah he’s like a therapy pet and it’s adorable 🥺

Ghostbur’s devotion!! To the people he loves!! Oh my gosh!! Like he literally followed Tommy to his death, and did everything he possibly could to help Tommy and make sure he was taken care of and felt loved; and the compasses!!! Aaaaaaah!!! Ghostbur gave Tommy a compass that pointed to Tommy’s best friend, and Ghostbur knew it would mean a lot to Tommy so he went through the painstaking process to make the compass and EEEEEEEEEE!!!

Oh! Exile! Can I talk about Exile? Yes, I shall.

Ghostbur was pretty much the only one who visited Tommy during Exile. The only one! And not only that, but Ghostbur stayed; he built Tommy a house, helped him make Exile a home (or as much of a home as it could be) and helped decorate and would take pictures of L’manburg and bring them back for Tommy to look at, and he helped with the beach party planning and happily offered to send invitations… like I feel like people don’t talk about this. Ghostbur helped Tommy a lot during Exile—so much so that Dream, the big bad guy of the server, saw Ghostbur as a threat and tried to kill him!!!

DREAM!!! THE BAD GUY!!! SAW GHOSTBUR AS A THREAT!!! WHY DON’T PEOPLE TALK ABOUT THIS?!!

Lots and lots of people see Ghostbur as a child, as immature, as silly or weird or pointless or something else, and while yes, Ghostbur does have very weird and very innocent and very child-like quirks, that is not his entire personality.

In actuality, Ghostbur is an incredibly cunning, smart, resourceful, thoughtful, deeply caring individual who thinks hard about things, and communicates himself in a wonderfully unique way! I really resonate with a lot of what Ghostbur says :)

So many people see Ghostbur as the “tee-hee silly ghost boy” and like… have they even watched his Doomsday stream?? Have. Have they even watched it?? Have they heard Ghostbur screaming at Phil??? Have they heard, “I know I’m forgetful, I know I’m an amnesiac, I know I’m the comic relief in all your stories but I still feel things, and I try my best to make sure no one else feels them” (said through tears, by the way)

HAVE THEY HEARD THAT??? HAVE THEY HEARD, “I sowed the seeds of peace, and yet I’m the one who pays for war”??? DID THEY HEAR ANY OF THAT???

Heck, even Phil, the one Ghostbur said all this to, merely said this: “I’m sorry. You’ll understand someday.”

LIKE WHAT THE HECK!!! STOP TREATING GHOSTBUR LIKE A CHILD AND ACTUALLY HEAR HIM OUT!!! COME ON PHIL, I EXPECTED BETTER FROM YOU!!!

Gosh. The misinterpretations of Ghostbur will never stop making me angry. Anyway.

Ghostbur also loooooves to read and has his own little library which yes :D :D

Ghostbur’s weird, man. He’s a strange guy. He’s dead. He burns in the rain. He loves sheep. He loves Tommy. He just OUGHHHHHABDKSBKSGSJSV

Ghostbur has such a unique personality + way of viewing the world, and I feel like this fandom really sleeps on that—which is a shame, because Ghostbur is a beautiful character!! There’s so much potential there!!

Also his determination to see the best in everyone, even if they’ve been deemed the bad guy; he saw goodness in Eret, he saw hope in Wilbur, he was even nice to Dream! He even was friends with Dream (which, he probably shouldn’t have been, because Dream did nothing but hurt him, but still wksdhwjsgwjg)!

One of my favorite quotes from Ghostbur is, “Maybe a villain is just a hero who hasn’t been convinced yet.”

LIKE !!!

Gosh. Gosh, man. I freaking love Ghostbur.

[emmaestrella]

zinc white: i’m actually doing really good right now!! i’m off from school all week for thanksgiving break so it’s been really nice to not be stressed about that!! plus my aunts r here rn and we saw a movie monday and we’re seeing wicked today and it’s just been a really chill week

cadmium yellow: ough that’s hard, probably band tho!! i’ve gotten through some rlly rough times with the help of band and my little children (they’re not that little but i’m the mom friend) and it’s just such an amazing and freeing place where u can express urself

naples yellow: either the band room or the library! (fun fact i wrote my common app essay about the library being a second home to me) both are places i’ve met my best friends in and i spend ridiculous amounts of time in soooo

orange lake: oh my gosh yes there are so many people. all of the wonderful people in the whereis discord server i love you all u guys always cheer me up and make my day better!! and irl i have my best friend shoutout to her she always knows when i’m not feeling 100% and she always knows what to say 🫶🏻 and to my band children: i love you all you’re gonna be such amazing people you’re gonna go so so so far in life i’m so proud of how far y’all have come, you guys always make my day so so so much better when i see you <3

[twigstarpikachutroll22]

YEET!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I don’t use Spotify, I only listen to music on Youtube, and I couldn’t decide whether to do this with one of the “my mix” playlists they make for me or with my 2023 Youtube recap. So WE’RE DOING BOTH. Consider yourself lucky, anycreature reading this, you get a larger sampling of my music taste. I do apologize for how long this is going to be.

“MY MIX” PLAYLIST

January: A Better Son / Daughter by Rilo Kiley (this song goes SO hard, man. the video that comes up in this playlist for it is the Adora-centered She-ra AMV I found it from, and yeah, it’s definitely an Adora song. it slso gets me really really in the feels about an OC of mine.)

February: Chosen Last by Sara Kays (autism, amiright? Sara Jays makes really good soft sad music that I really like to listen to when it’s sad boi hours)

March: The Last One by Maisie Peters (only recently discovered this one, it’s such a vibe)

April: Good Kid from The Lightning Thief musical adaptation (SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP ABOUT CTOMMY)

May: Castle On The Hill by Ed Sheeran (the only Ed Sheeran song I like. unless you count Galway Girl but NOT the original ONLY the Malinda Reese cover. anyways yeah I lowkey do vibe with and lowkey do get the feels from this song. also recently found a pretty good Zombieland Saga AMV of it, which is what got onto this playlist.)

June: My Evil Dreams from Sofia the First (OUGH this song. been getting in the feels again about this song and about Cedric and his whole character arc in general lately. MY EVIL DREAMS WERE MY FRIENDS WHEN I WAS ALL ALONE. MY EVIL SCHEMES MADE ME FEEL. LIKE I HAD A HOME. AND NOW THEY ACTUALLY CAN BE FULFILLED AFTER ALL THESE GOSH DARN FREAKING YEARS OF FAILURE AND HUMILIATION BUT NOW THERE’S THIS INNOCENT PURE-HEARTED EIGHT-YEAR-OLD GIRL WHO ACTUALLY LIKES HIM AND IF HE DOES THIS SHE’LL BE UPSET AND LOOK AT HIM LEERING EVILLY OVER A CRYSTAL BALL SHOWING THE AMULET AND THEN SEEING SOFIA’S SMILING FACE APPEAR INSTEAD AND LOOKING LIKE HE’S IN PAIN AND SHUTTING HIS EYES AND TURNING AWAY LISTEN TO THE FREAKING BUILDUP OF THE BRIDGE WHEN HE CONVINCES HIMSELF TO GO THROUGH WITH THIS IT’S TIME FOR ME TO MAKE MY MOVE AND B E . CEEEDRIC THE GREEEEEEEAAAAAAAAT)

July: Dress Like A Pirate by Madilyn Mei (one of a handful of songs by Madilyn Mei that reached deep into my soul where no other song ever has.)

August: Jubyphonic’s english cover of Sweet Magic by Junky (why for AUGUST???? it’s on my CHRISTMAS PLAYLIST)

September: My Heart Is Buried In Venice by Ricky Montgomery (another recent discovery on my part. nice when i want to listen to something calm and maybe a bit sad but not very very.)

October: Hiding In Your Hands, scrapped song from Dear Evan Hansen (more sad boi hours music &lt;3)

November: Home For The Summer by Sara Kays (another big sad boi hours song <3 <3)

December: July by Lyn Lapid (recent addition to the list of songs I often listen to at sad boi hours <3 and I guess both of the final months of next year will be very much about nostalgia and missing people shfahfau)

YEARLY RECAP

January: Spooky Scary Skeletons spookiest version by Jubyphonic (my favorite version of this song and the only version I will listen to. if you haven’t heard it PLEASE check it out PLEASE it’s the best.)

(I will note here for full honesty, Youtube is weird about shuffling playlists, it’ll go to a random song first but after that it will just go straight down the playlist as normal from there, you have to hit the shuffle button a second time after passing the first song so it’ll shuffle properly after that. The song it played after Spooky Scary Skeletons before I hit shuffle again was Eyes On You by Oh Geeez — and if you’re an Owl House or Amphibia fan PLEASE listen to them they do tons of insanely good fansongs for both of those shows — but I’m not counting that as the February song because we weren’t on shuffle for that.)

February: Annapantsu and Caleb Hyles’s cover of They’re Only Human from the Death Note musical (SO THEY PUSH AND THEY SHOVE- WITH THIS THING THEY CALL LOVE- ‘TIL THEY FAAAAAAAAAALL)

March: Centuries by Fall Out Boy (a classic. a banger. WEEEEE’VE BEEN HERE FOREVERRRRR. AND HEEEEEEERE’S THE FROZEN PROOOOOOOOF. IIIII COULD SCREAM FOREVERRRRRRR. WE AAAAAAARE THE POISONED YOUUUUUUUTH)

April: Warrior of the Mind from Epic (THE ENTIRETY OF EPIC SLAPS HARD and Warrior of the Mind neeever stops getting stuck in my head.)

May: Wool Over Our Eyes by The Stupendium (I really love The Stupendium. their lyricism levels are off the FREAKING CHARTS. they popped the FRICK off with EVERY SINGLE WORD of this one, okay, if you asked me for a favorite line or section of it I would never be able to choose because ALL of it is hecking GOD TIER man)

June: Painkiller by Aviators (gotta love Aviators. this is one of my favorites of theirs. STRAIGHT INTO MY HEART, I AM BLOWN APART, LIKE A BULLET TO MY BRAIN. YOU TEAR THE WORKD AWAY AND WHEN IT GOES TO [#%€£], I CAN TAKE A HIT, ‘CAUSE YOU’RE HERE KEEPING ME SANE. SPIRIT LIKE A STORM, WITH YOU I’M REBORN, AT THE BOTTOM OF THE CHAIN, IT STARTS TO LOOK LIKE HEAVEN—)

July: Go Tonight from The Mad Ones (listening through the soundtrack of The Mad Ones was a freaking SPIRITUAL experience, man. I do try not to listen to much to any if it to like wear it out or anything, but there’ve been maybe one too many nights I was feeling angsty and my mind went to this song.)

August: Mess With Mine by Oh Geeez (as I mentioned, they do really really good fansongs for The Owl House and Amphibia. other shows too a bit, they’ve done an Infinity Train one and a bunch of 2017 Ducktales ones. if you like those shows especially TOH and Amphibia SERIOUSLY, I BEG OF YOU, GO LISTEN TO THEM, I DON’T SEE HOW THEY’VE NOT BECOME FANDOM STAPLES LIKE LITTLE MISS PERFECT)

September: All Too Well by Taylor Swift ( A N G S T . P A I N . )

October: Shatter Me by Lindsey Stirling ft. Lzzy Hale (gotta love Lindsey Stirling and her dubstep violin instrumentals and insanely cool looking music videos. and of course: SOMEBODY SHINE A LIIIIIGHT. I’M FROZEN BY THE FEAR IN ME. SOMEBODY MAKE ME FEEEEL ALIVE, THEN SHAAATTERRR MEEEEE)

November: Eye of the Universe by McKane Davis (I wouldn’t say it’s a sad boi hours song, though it’s not quite NOT one, it does get me wistful at the very least, but mainly it’s good for when i’m tired or need to get tired and I need calming songs.)

December: Rachie’s english cover of Unknown Mother Goose by wowoka (this one captures incredibly well some extremely EXTREMELY painful things I’ve been through and I listen to it when I want to relive that.)

OKAY. NOW TO TRY AND THINK WHAT THIS MEANS FOR ME NEXT YEAR.

January — I don’t think I will actually start the year off with incredible determination despite the incredible pain, but maybe I’ll get to do a lot of hardcore stuff with that one OC in that month! I hope so, that’d be fantastic. There’s also the possibility I might have some especially spooky-scary times, either in my brain or in my actual life.

February I will feel especially lonely and disconnected from everycreature. I may also ponder the nature of humanity.

March might involve some pretty epic things actually???? And/or much friendship and support. <3

April…it’s occurring to me both of the April songs are from musicals to do with Greek mythology, maybe I’ll get back into that some more. And/or I might have to deal with a kind of super hard painful crap that I haven’t had to for awhile. And/or I might gain the favor of a goddess. And/or I might get in the feels about this one blorbo of mine a bunch.

May might involve a lot of reliving the past. Like even more than I usually do mentally. Either in reminiscing or in…getting to actually go back to some of it, a place or some people at least. God I hope so. Also I might start a cult.

June… I guess I might have a crisis about much that I’ve been doing with my life at a very pivotal moment due to somecreature else’s positive influence? And/or it might be a time of some especially hardcore support. July there is a possibility I will be especially conscious of how boring my life is, maybe even enough to make actual effort to do something about that. There is also a possibility I will either experience a really really huge loss or I will be feeling all the loss I’ve already experienced especially hard (I am PRAYING it’s the second one if Go Tonight applies, please I can’t possibly lose anything else please).

August…well my aroace butt is NOT gonna be brewing love potions, so I’m gonna assume Sweet Magic indicates I’ll be feeling the need for Christmas things even though it’s summer for some reason. There is also the possibility of me facing down evil with a badbutt group of friends and kicking its hecking butt. FRICK yes.

September will be PAIN and SADNESS aplenty.

October I might get in the feels about the brokenness of my life and nocreature else seeing it. And/or I might be especially conscious of its monotony, and especially wanting to be broken out of that.

November I will be wistfully thinking of past times a lot. Even more than usual.

December might be more of that and also might be reliving specifically this one extremely horrible period of time (either reminiscing or…basically experiencing it again. i almost hope it’s the latter.)

This was great! I love being tagged in things!

I tag @queensparklekitten @applebutterbabie @kenziecrystai @afloatingjay @werenotacoupleyesyouare @oleander-teacup @eldritchqueerture and whoever else wants to do it!

This looks like fun, so I'm jumping on. Started by @youreverydaydemikid

Shuffle your spotify "On Repeat" playlist - the first 12 songs represent your 2024

January: Fear For Nobody by Maneskin (off to a good start)

February: Snakes from the Arcane series (I found my mortal enemy)

March: Cry Me a River by Michael Buble (I'm really fucking up my mortal enemy)

April: Raising Hell by Kesha (I'm having a fun beginning of the year)

May: Love U by Yoko and the Oh Nos (just in my bad bitch era)

June: Find My Way Home by Welshly Arms (more somber now, reflective, okay)

July: Glorious by Foxes (uh oh, things with my mortal enemy are going wrong)

August: ceilings by Lizzie McAlpine (oh shit, maybe things are changing between me and them...)

September: Happy People by X Ambassadors (nevermind lmao)

October: Sleep Deprivation by Chance Pena (OK at least in my birth month things are looking up for me emotionally)

November: Panicked by Chance Pena (my mortal enemy is now my situationship)

December: Dazed and Confused by Ruel (a fun way to cap off the year)

Tagging @jellybeanium124 @naarvio @xoxoemynn @chronicgoth @gender-snatched @lord-of-the-ducks @anotherlegaroundyouinthebed and anyone else who wants to hop on